My Crippling Pain - sh!tpost [EXPLANATION IN DESC.]
Channel: Lotist
Date: 08/09/2020

Hello everyone, its been a while...
uhm...
youre probably wondering why i didnt upload over a month. Well, theres a good explanation on why i did that.
I wanted to celebrate the 1000 subs that ive recieved are incredible. i cant thank enough for the patience that u all give me and im glad you all enjoy what i make.
But... while i was animating it..i was busy with other things (Adventures Of Flare scene and a scene for a short film) ideas kept coming, i was busy with stuff for others, that i neglected my own special animation (that was supposed to be over 3 minutes of really dope animation) for all of you, i wasnt doing it, i tried to force myself to do it. i still did other things.
I then got sad over time, burnt myself out and had some irl problems that made me not work on it anymore. Even this video you see/saw took several days for me to release. ngl, kinda feel slightly guilty that i may have failed to make a special vid. I wish i couldve made something better, than... this dumpster fire of a vid. It still  has some effort put into it and some ideas/pain that ive experienced while i was slightly ded on this channel.
I hope it makes you laugh/giggle, i want to at least make someones day with this dumb animation.
Anyways, im gonna have a break, cuz rn im in a state, where im stresssed thinking about school, those projects and my own channel, oh and my own well being. (yea thats an another topic thats kinda embarrassing and pretty spooki, but the msg from that topic is to legit take care of yourself, or else youll hurt yourself [things stop working, or dont work properly], so please take care of yourselves, i dont want to see anyone being in pain cuz of their own actions.)
So... im going to take something off of my back for a little bit and take a break from making anything (probably, ill still make stuff.. maybe stock up or something lmao, but ill show what i was doing when ill come back and show the content one thing per week, something like that, but im not promisting anything this time).
ill take a one or two month break and finish what im supposed to finish.
I hope you all will understand. Im sorry i didnt show anything that amazing this time around. (and those other times...)
Ill read/respond/heart any comment that i see.
Take care of urselves! ;w;
See you all later!


PS: lol theres lotsa meaning in that vid and i didnt really fit a lot of things in there, theres even one of my older animation memes, im kinda disappointed by (ive binged my own vids lmao), so i would like to remake it one day uwu, also those bugs in that vid are supposed to be fleas.


~Nik


(literally a few seconds later) tf happened to the video? did i accidentally move it in the editing? lmao