Mistr Rice - Atmosphere (Eli) ft. ClaireT
Channel: Mistr Rice
Date: 2020-08-21

#sadness #loss #memories #grieving #venting
Welcome to my 6th track released! It’s been quite a journey to get here (with a lot of commitment), but I wouldn’t have been able to do it without you all! I’m so thankful to have people that want to hear my voice and what I do. This track is personal to me. Everyone can relate to a loved one passing away. This track will reach you. Please enjoy and let me know how you feel! If you got others that would rock to this track, It would mean the world to me to have your support. Have a great weekend! See you all in two weeks!

Peace!

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Credits
Beat by: Gson 
Email: 4egson@gmail.com

Feature: ClaireT
Email: clairet.contact@gmail.com

Mixed and Mastered by: 

XenX 
Email: theofficialxenx@gmail.com

Jordan Patrick (Venus in Virgo)
Email: Jordanpatrickbeats@gmail.com

[Intro]
Ayo for those of you that have lost people in the past that you’ve loved 
and known for a very long time
I hope you find a way to air it out
Cause this is mine

[Hook]
What’s the point of taking my time here
It’s so Lonely
I’m so Lonely

Falling from this cold atmosphere
With frozen tears
With frozen tears

[Verse 1]
Waking up another day sweating from living flashbacks
Backpedaling back to the me in middle school back to that Chip Shack 
It’s us playing the baritone saxophone and we were pretty bad 
But we made up for it with juggling jokes and made the laughs in our class last

Flashback to the teacher rolling his eyes from our antics
We were the punch like Everlast relentlessly acting like addicts 
Those years I’ll always remember were the years that went by way too fast
You were someone I cruised with cause together I knew we loaded gas

Flashback to your love of bananas Dole made their money 
You were someone everyone vibed with and
Being with you was being positive
Maybe that’s what the issue was and we could’ve find a way to solve it
Cause it was all these smiles and good times and I really thought nothing of it

Flashback to the day my best friend showed me that post
I sat back stunned in my seat what did my lying phone show
My life curving a ball and leaving a black hole 
Knowing my brother isn’t here on this earth 
Made that winter so cold

[Hook]

[Verse 2]
It’s been a couple years a long time since it’s been your funeral 
With a gathering of people should’ve been there cause it was beautiful
Seeing how many people you touched before you had to leave
It was so much pain to witness but Tylenol can’t sub the time to heal

Wondering if you were there looking from a place better
Seeing your grandma’s eyes so red and dry as I held her
Uncle Jordan was the one that gave such a beautiful eulogy 
But breaks in his voice and the atmosphere in the church buried me 

If I knew that you were going to leave
I would’ve spend more time
Be more kind change your mind
Find some help and save your life
Reminder with your birthday this year appeared again and I cried
Cause whenever it pops up it’s a reminder that you 

I’m losing sleep sometimes wishing life was more fun and fair
Losing sleep thinking I should’ve done more if I cared
Losing sleep with your obituary taking all my tears
Just know Eli it’s a real cold winter without you here

[Hook]

[Outro]
Happy Birthday man 
It’s been a while since
I last talked to you I last seen you
But you know 
You know it’s crazy 
All these years that have gone by
And it still hurts