Chantal Skillful PSYCHOSIS - a way of CHANGING to a NEW Reality?
Channel: Visceral Gravitas
Date: 2023-01-25

Excerpt from 1/21/23 Ego Dystony, Channeling Life Force & Skillful Psychosis 2h03m https://youtu.be/qPri8O7iYMM

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transcript:
psychosis is a way of changing to a new reality 
I cease to exist in some way 
my energy and that energy goes together 
something like merging and it's intense 
I mean if you're sitting in a roller coaster and you have all this excitements and expectations 10 times intense 10 times 
because I don't know this territory but at the same time I know it 
so my body takes over and says you know this 
I cannot make sense of it I cannot describe it with words 
what I'm doing 
but what my body does it knows 
I am diving into this knowing that women know 
when I gave birth to my child that knowing 
just knowing what to do at that moment 
and where it comes from it's not my mind who makes it up 
it's the energy who tells me and I'm just moving with it 

in certain places I cannot go there because I'm so overwhelmed I close off and I get in in this Frozen State like a kind of panic and I have to go because it's too much 

and now because this is natural and this is clear 
so I can open up and it's not overwhelming 
but I have to adapt because like the hot flashes it's huge 
my system is like breaking open 
like you have you you go into a sauna and it's too hot at that moment and 
so I have to adapt to that but I'm used to this now after a week 

it's rough nature I can sense it 
it's nurturing for me 
it's like like it's it's taking me with with them and and yeah 
it's forging you into a diamond

oh wow

you're still thinking like hierarchical but that's not how nature works it's flat 
everything in nature has its value and it's committing to work together 
it's an organic system 
so one influences the other and is beneficial for both 
and it's beneficial for both 

time is making Loops like in the loop we are just connecting that's linear 
but that's not how nature works 
nature works with Cycles and that's what I see here I see all the cycles 
and then I see how we are trying and and I understand 
make one timeline like from there to there or from here to there whatever 
but that's not natural so we are always struggling with nature 
so we're always bouncing against reality and that gives friction gives friction 

I think psychosis is a way of changing to a new reality 
because I I feel like now I have all these colors and visuals 
you could see that as psychosis because I mean I have time distortions I'm not sure what I'm seeing I have to orient again because okay I'm here I'm in this time 
so it's a state I'm going through 
and it's just because my system needs to change 
mostly my nervous system is updating 
and it's moving like this 
I'm going up and it's prefrontal because I have a lot of headaches here and my tension in my neck here is really bad 

so it's a state but then you're around Pure Life Force which is slightly different than psychosis, is it? 

if I get too much life force that's psychosis as I considering it

too much life force yes 
like these hot flashes when I would stay in that 
yeah I would get crazy 
I would lose every contact with reality with 
it's like staying on the edge
it's like an eruption
it's like an eruption

the direct connection between my core and the core of the earth is 
stronger
it's not so ...

so you're more aligned to the core of the Earth to the center of the torus to the zero point, you're not spinning as much

yeah like in psychosis  you're spinning yeah yes 
that's the problem with psychosis you're spinning and you get nauseous about it 

psychosis is a way of changing to a new reality 
psychosis changing to a new reality