🌹 GG, No Re. - 04. Encompassing / Enclosing (Prod. by DviousMindz)
Channel: good villain
Date: 15/11/2022

'A Lotus For You, A Buddha To Be.' by GG, No Re.
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Finally I’m
Decompressing everything I shouldn’t carry
I wouldn’t worry for you nah the past is left behind me
I think I’ve meant to leave it for another night to forget about it

It’s like I knew you
(Like I knew you) when we was getting sober
Still it meant nothing to you
 no It meant nothing to me
Was just another month of us getting high again
It’s like I never knew you and you never knew me 

and we was always starting over
Crossing lines and burning bridges
I couldn’t reach out and tell you I was falling no
I didn’t tell you I was searching for anything specific
Just a peace of mind and solace that I find when I am with you

(While you was)
While you was getting sober
Finally I’m seeing that I’m only bad for you
I should have said something sooner
Left it while I was ahead I guess I’m in this for the game no matter if I win

Finally I’m decompressing everything I’ve held onto
Encompassing and enclosing
Not everything has closure,
But I’ve really come to get that maybe I should take a step back
feel the feelings I’ve suppressed, 

When we was getting sober
Somehow I already knew that I wouldn’t make it as long as you would
But I’ve always been no good -
So you finally called my bluff
Is never enough even if I’ve won,

we’re always starting over
Crossing lines and burning bridges
The devil is in the details I dot my i’s and cross my t’s with these letters,
Defining adjectives and predicates
Maybe I’m too much a perfectionist

(Would be better)
be better if I was sober
Damn that finally hit me
Tho I’ve been tempted to start over
Attempting to do more for everybody that loves me
For every one that stuck with me
Still lately I’ve been feeling like it’s 

Too much too dark and hell is hot
But there you are till I get my spot so
Long so far you was all I got
So it was all along the sun and the stars were lost in you

When you was getting sober
I finally came to see that I was only your bad influence
I should’ve said something sooner
One dose will keep you hooked
As much as I wish I wasn’t I’ve always been no good

have some accountability for my actions
Count my blessings 
Take into consideration everything I take for granted
Instead of dodging conversations
Maybe that’s my second nature
Making people think that somehow I was an angel but

While you was while I was trying my hand at getting sober
I couldn’t be much more for you
Thinking you were better for it 
Wouldn’t last until the morning think it’s time I need to let go
Feel like I should be more then - ended up as nothing special

Such is life
Finally I’m decompressing
Everything encompassing and enclosing
Think I’ve finally got over the obstacles that got me nowhere
Think it’s finally time I ought to revise the choices I’ve made

Think it’s finally time that I’ve finally gotten sober
You would call me saying finally we can have some closure
Thankfully we are still here said I’m grateful for my passed experience
And how we got to be so close however I think you’re better off

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© 2022 Good Villain | Prod. by DviousMindz [CC]
Produced by DviousMindz [@dviousmindz ]
Written and Performed by M. J. Mayo
Recorded at The Bebop, 2022
Mixed and Mastered by X_x