portrait of Catriona Gray as a  ever reaching  Goddess of despair, cinematic, intricate story, blind and hungry souls around. a futuristic diety, fantasy, intricate, elegant, human anatomy, natural light, golden hour, highly detailed, digital painting, artstation, wide angle, smooth, sharp focus, illustration, art by brom, tian zi and WLOP and alphonse mucha, masterpiece, 3d blender, mitch foust, Clyde Caldwell, dof