OPENING MESSAGE
As promised by TLS (The Light System), the first portion of “Rays of Light” is being
released today, 11/11/2021 at 11am EST. This document is being released in two
languages, Hebrew (the original) and English (the translation).
Feel free to save it and share it with whomever you’d like!
First and foremost, for those of you who are not familiar with TLS (The Light System),allow me to provide you with a brief summary:
TLS is a very powerful, undercover and Divine organization that has existed forthousands of years. The existence of TLS was first revealed to the public on 8/26/2020,
in an interview (in which I took part) with George Noory on Coast-to-Coast AM Radio.
TLS is made up of roughly 7,000 initiated agents around the world, some of whom areordinary people and some very well-known people in the world today including
government officials, celebrities, producers, and so on. TLS has branches in every
major city in the world. The organization is made up of all religions, races, ages andgenders. When I say “all ages”, I am also referring to human beings who are several
hundreds of years old, one of which you will get to know of on a very personal level
throughout this text. When I say “all races”, I am also referring to races that are not partof the human race. Although it may sound unbelievable to some, not all initiated agents
in TLS are human beings. TLS performs both physical and energetic/spiritual tasks inevery subject, plane, dimension, and geographical location in the Universe (not justhere on Earth). All initiated agents in TLS get paid, though agents who work on thespiritual side of the organization are generally volunteers. Any agent who is paid fortheir work is paid by TLS under a different alias, which is generally connected to thecover story that the agent has for their day-to-day job. TLS is a self-sufficient andfinancially independent organization that is not reliant on any donations in order tooperate. The finances to pay their agents come from the many companies andbusinesses that they operate. TLS has possession of and access to incredibly hightechnology, some of which completely defies the laws of physics which are publicly
known to modern-day physicists and scientists. In essence, TLS is a very unique,esoteric and omnipotent organization, which is here to help guide and assist humanity inreaching a higher level of awareness and consciousness.
Just about one year ago, on 9/9/2020 at 9am EST, I was instructed to release adocument titled “The Pyramid Code” to the world. Upon its release, it reached millions ina very short time span and is still spreading like a wildfire around the world today (if you
have not yet read “The Pyramid Code” you can download the document for free at
www.Jasonshurka.com). Within that document, there was reference to a book titled“Rays of Light”, a very long and powerful book which reveals an incredible story withconsciousness-expanding lessons and codes embedded throughout the text. For thoseof you who are new to hearing about “Rays of Light”, the following is a brief summary:“Rays of Light” is an 864-page book (originally written in Hebrew) with more than one
million letters and symbols, written by the same man who wrote “The Pyramid Code”
whom I refer to as “Ray”, although that is not his real name as he would like to remain
anonymous for the time being.
“Rays of Light” was written over the span of roughly four years between 2010 and 2014.
The book is filled with spiritual insights, secrets of creation and the Universe, in-depth
knowledge regarding what many may consider to be “supernatural”, powerful codes (inthe original Hebrew text only), and even proof to back it all up (once the codes are
revealed in the original Hebrew text only). “Rays of Light” is a consolidation ofcountless meetings between Ray and other members of TLS, along with in-depth
experiences that he has had firsthand throughout his time working with TLS.
“Rays of Light” is encrypted with a code that is known to very few (in the original
Hebrew text only). Ray happens to be one of the few who has possession of the code.
Without the code, one would simply read the book as a regular book with someincredible and unbelievable information and experiences. However, having possessionof the code provides access to a whole other level of information, and even proof, that iscontained within it. From my understanding, the revelation of this book with the codes
will create a worldwide revolution and significantly help us shift to a higher level ofconsciousness and awareness.
“Rays of Light” has been stored away in a secure safe for the past few years.
Although TLS has tried encouraging Ray to formally publish “Rays of Light” in its
entirety without the codes, he has chosen not to due to the sensitive, personal andprivate information that is contained within the book. Ray has agreed to publish thebook in its entirety under the condition that he is permitted to reveal the codes that
unlock the true power that it holds, however, TLS has not permitted him to reveal thecodes due to the level of power that could be placed in the hands of the wrong people atthis point in time. Despite his hesitation and objections to publishing the book in its
entirety, high-ranking members of TLS made it very clear to Ray that the book will
eventually be published for the masses to read. In “The Pyramid Code” document,

Ray said that he believes the publication of “Rays of Light” will eventually become myresponsibility. It seems we have reached the beginning of that reality a lot sooner than
expected.
In February of 2020, I was given 74 pages of the 864-pages to read. On October 10th,
2020 (10/10/2020), I was given access to another 176 of the 864 pages to read, whichis actually the first 176 pages of the entire book documented throughout the year of
2010. This is the portion that you are about to read. To this day, I have read 250 of the864 pages. Although I have not yet been given the privilege of reading the entire book,
I am beyond grateful to have been given access to those 250 pages, as they havesignificantly expanded my mind, taught me deep and valuable lessons, and catalyzed
my ascension process.
Originally, TLS imposed a very specific condition regarding the publication of “Rays ofLight”; it’s either all or nothing. TLS left no room to block out any names or portions
for anonymity purposes. However, that has all changed as of May 6th, 2021. I believe
this change occurred due to the absolute chaos that has been unfolding around theworld recently which provided more room for compromise to speed up the publication ofthis book at any capacity. On May 6th 2021, I was given permission to go through withthe publication of the first 176 pages of “Rays of Light” (without the codes), which, asI mentioned before, equates to the entire text documented throughout the year of 2010.
This was very exciting, as I did not expect such a revelation to occur in such a shortperiod of time, but I suppose life is a dynamic journey full of surprises! Please note thatthe permission to publish this portion of the book was granted and agreed upon by Ray,the author, under very specific conditions, such as the redactions (black-outs)
throughout the text in order to protect his identity along with the identity and privacy ofothers who appear throughout the text.
Most of the text is in the form of documented conversations between Ray and a very
powerful, honorable and noble Rabbi who is over 400 years old (yes, he is a humanbeing) known as Rabbi AA, whose name and identity are revealed in “The Pyramid
Code” document. It is important for me to emphasize that although some of theconversations are explained through a “Jewish” lens, this is NOT a religious text
whatsoever. You will see many references to the Torah (The Old Testament) and the
Kabbalah. Although these texts are considered to be “religious” texts in modern day,that is simply due to the interpretation of individuals who possess a lower level ofawareness to the fundamental truths behind these texts. Texts like the Torah, theKabbalah and many others, are much deeper than most can even begin tocomprehend. They are not religious texts. They are spiritual texts with many secrets
embedded within them, some of which are covered throughout “Rays of Light”.
Throughout the text, you will see redactions (black-outs) which were done to block out
certain names and events with the intention of preserving the author’s anonymity,
among others. Please note that due to the redactions throughout the text, the codes
are no longer relevant.
You will also see that the general text is written in a purple font, however, there aresome portions with black text in the following brackets: { }. The black text in thosebrackets represent my personal commentaries which I added for more clarification incertain portions that may have been confusing to the general reader.
Please note that the Table of Contents in this English version do not correspond withthe page numbers and is irrelevant since it is only a portion of the entire book of“Rays of Light”. In addition, the Table of Contents in the original Hebrew document do
not correspond to the page numbers either due to the insertion of my commentaries.
You will also see that certain words throughout the text may be bolded and certain
sentences may begin on the next line “for no reason”. Please be aware that none of thisis a mistake. Everything throughout the text was carefully placed according to a
calculated formula through which the text was originally written, although, once again,
the codes are no longer relevant due to the redactions throughout the text.
The following document, which you are about to read, covers a wide variety of different,
and in some cases, strange subjects, some of which you may agree with and some ofwhich you may not, some of which you may believe, and some of which you may not.
Either way, all is good! My intention is not to convince you one way or another, I am
simply just the messenger of information that I have been given the honorable
opportunity to share with the world. I would like to clarify that although I have been
appointed to publish this text, I, myself, still have my own reservations regarding certain
portions of the text and have yet to fully understand the meaning behind them all. What
you choose to do with this information is up to you! My personal intention of sharing thistext with the world is due to the fact that I feel it has the power to truly empowerhumanity to remember that we are much more powerful than we have been told.
The truth is, nothing is impossible, and I hope you come to understand this fact throughreading this incredible text which is one that that has changed my life and completely
catalyzed my spiritual growth.

Although Ray would like to remain anonymous at this point in time, I feel that knowing
more about him may help you understand and connect to this text on an even deeper
level. After a few years of personally knowing Ray, I have witnessed him in manydifferent circumstances and situations and learned much about his unique personality.
Ray is like no other human I’ve ever met. He is a very unique and complex man.
Ray is a businessman, a “regular” family man, husband, father, son, and brother living a“normal” life. Simultaneously, he has an incomprehensible ability to heal others withaccess to supernatural abilities. He leads entire operations for an undercoverorganization (TLS) with limitless power and resources, with no one in his day-to-day life
having even an ounce of a clue. I never know what will transpire from one meeting to
the next with this incredible and limitless man that embodies love and humility to thehighest degree. All his work with TLS is completely volunteer based. Ray does not get
paid for any of his work or his time with TLS. He is a noble, generous and lovable manwith Divine intentions whom I am beyond grateful to call a friend. What I find very
interesting is that even with all his incredible, lovable and noble traits, he also conveys
an array of emotions and traits on the opposite side of the spectrum such as great
impatience, short temper, general pessimism, and the fear of what others may think
about him if they knew who he truly is. Overall, I can tell you that Ray is a “normal” man
who was given the honor and privilege to experience some incredible adventures andevents throughout his current reincarnation.
As you read through this text, you will clearly see that although Ray has been given theopportunity of a lifetime, he does not hold any stereotypical characteristics of a “guru”.
On the contrary, you will see that he is very blunt and at times makes remarks that may
be offensive to some readers. I am mentioning this right now because I have observedthat many people believe that one must be some type of “Buddha” to reach highspiritual heights and gain access to “supernatural abilities”. This could not be further
from the truth and Ray is a perfect, living and breathing example of this fact. Although
Ray has gained access to incredible abilities (which we all possess), he is a normal
human being who experiences love, joy, fear, judgement, and everything else under thesun, just like every one of us! I believe this fact will empower humanity even more once
we come to understand that each and every one of us have an infinite potential that weall have the power to access!
Just as I mentioned in my opening message for “The Pyramid Code”, I am aware thatmany may call me a fraud, and that is okay. I hope it is clear at this point that I don’t see

publishing this document as a choice. I understand the strength it holds in energeticallyraising the vibration and level of awareness of humanity, which is why I see it as an
absolute obligation, regardless of how some may perceive me as a result of doing so.
I don’t believe that I have the right to hold back such valuable information out of the fearthat others may look at me differently. My experiences over the last few years haveallowed me to understand that personal sacrifices must be made in order to bringhumanity to a new level of awareness, and after all, I feel that is my purpose and mydestiny here on Earth. Such sacrifices are the reason why I live. I would have no reason
to be here if I was not aligned with my purpose and my destiny.
It is my belief that if you are currently reading this, although you may not be ready toaccept all the information that you are about to read, you are most definitely ready toreceive it. Otherwise, it would not have come into your possession to begin with. I ask
you to read the following information with not just an open mind, but most importantly,
with an open heart. Allow yourself to step out of mind and logic, and into heart and love.
Allow it to speak to your spirit and resonate with your soul.
I wish us all the best of luck in our journey of reaching a higher level of awareness;a journey filled with Light, Peace, and Love. May this information play a role in helping
us unite as One, and most importantly, may it bring us one step closer to true bliss andthe Age of Love.
L.P.L.
Jason Yosef Shurka

This book is dedicated to my dear and beloved children. That through their love forme I realized that they represented my longing for life, and I shall embrace themwith my love, and not impose my thoughts on them. Thanks to them, and throughthem, I was privileged to learn the truth and touch the Light.

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TABLE OF CONTENTS
Introduction
Initial Documentation of a Conversation with Rabbi AA
A Real Dream
Meeting / Journey
Initial Awareness to Hidden Worlds
Relationships between Humanity and The Creator
Negotiations for an Unknown Journey
Arbitration between ADAM and Rabbi AA
Understandings and Clarifications
Frustration and Doubts
Guidelines & Advice
First Independent Out of Body Experience
Appeasing the Rabbi
Messages
Transparency
Documenting the Surgical Experience
Celebration of LIFE
Inside the Rabbi’s Sukkah in Manhattan
Spiritual Independence
Physical Transfer within Earth
Farewell in the Land of “Tzia”
Meeting and Understanding with D’-10- and the Land of Darkness
A Thank-You Letter
Intermission
The Power of Forgiveness, Compassion and the Freedom of Choice!
Rabbi AA’s Yeshiva
DEADLINES
Messages from D’
Levitation within the Energy of BORA BORA
Difficult Preparation for the Age of Light
Unconditional Free Love
Work, TLS Style
The Power of the Woman
Sin. Purity. Rectification. Time.
The Age of Light
EnergyPROJECT 815
PROJECT 815 SOLUTION AND THE BLACK HOLE
UPDATE
TRANS(c)EDUSING
Separation???
Consciousness, Confession, Gratitude, Update???THE END???

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ANONYMITYIVINTRODUCTION
My name is Ray, and this is the story of my journey into the strange yet wonderful
unknown. I was born in Israel, but most of my life I’ve lived in the United States. I am asecular man who comes from a traditional home. A normal businessman, family man
and a father to children. The following documentations are a collection and record of
spiritual and supernatural experiences that I have had the privilege of experiencing overthe past few years without any prior understanding or preparation. My bizarre story
began on 1/29/10 (on the Hebrew date, the 14th of Shvat, 5770). That morning, I was insynagogue for a routine prayer. The rabbi of the synagogue asked me to come thatmorning to complete the Minyan {a “Minyan” is a quorum of ten men in a synagogue
over the age of 13 required for traditional Jewish public prayers}. I don't generally show
up for prayers in the synagogue. That night, the evening of Shabbat (Friday evening), I
went to bed and for the first time I began to dream a series of dreams that repeatedthemselves for 4 consecutive nights. These dreams revolved around a friend of mine
who passed away years ago whom I call XXXXXXXX, also known as Adam. The dreamwas a kind of reenactment of my real conversation from that Friday morning with the
Rabbi of my synagogue in front of the ark of the Torah, when I asked the Rabbi to show
me XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. The only difference
was that in the dream, Adam was sitting in the back looking at me and mocking what I
asked from the Rabbi of the synagogue. I didn't exactly understand why he wasmocking me or maybe he was just angry. As a matter of fact, Adam led me into theunknown and incomprehensible spirit world throughout a period of five months. Throughthe dream world, I found myself communicating with Adam, or rather Adam
communicating with me. He shared new information with me that was confusing andmany times I did not understand the messages he was trying to convey. He appeared in
my dreams almost every night, until XXXXXXXXXXXXX

XXX, almost nonstop. Adam

communicated with me through hand motions, or by pointing to Hebrew letters in the
Torah. Many times, the communication was in Aramaic which I did not understand mostof the time. Sometimes he showed me pictures of people I knew as well as those who I
did not know. Sometimes Adam showed me a video to assist me in understanding therequired message, which I had to translate through clues he gave me. For some reason he
didn't speak with me until after XXXXXXXXXXXXX. All the communication between us wasdone through a language made up of different and unusual clues and hints. I looked into
many of the messages that I was able to understand, and found that they were all true.
Everything that I was able to check regarding the information that was provided to me wasalways proven to be accurate and true. Slowly, slowly, I began to convey the messages
accordingly to the individuals those messages needed to reach.
Night after night, I woke up from my dreams at exactly 3 o’clock in the morning.
I would sit and write down the main points of my dreams based on what I remembered,understood, and deemed important. I didn't know what to do with all this information.
Emotions were accompanied by a lot of confusion and fear of the unknown and theincomprehensible. I did not find it appropriate to include the writings having to do with mypersonal records in the document which is before you. You will find that many names ofdifferent people were written in abbreviations {which are now completely redacted}, in orderto protect the privacy of the people involved. Day by day, the story became more strange
and more complicated, especially for a person like me, who comes from a completely
different background.
I reached a state of mixed feelings. On one hand, my curiosity brought me to a pointof intense desire to reach nighttime and go to sleep, while on the other hand, the fear of theunknown of each night brought me anxiety. An endless split and great dilemma. Ultimately,
I always fell asleep and always woke up at three o’clock in the morning, and so before I
would forget what I experienced in my dream, I would simply sit down and write out themain points. I kept this whole experience of dreams a secret from everyone, including mywife. I could not yet decide whether I was insane, or if I was becoming insane. I was afraidthat I might end up institutionalized if I told anyone about it.
Luckily enough, I had XXXXX and XXXXX (the grandson and the daughter ofAdam), and although they had no specific details of what was happening, they understood
through our conversations that I was undergoing something strange, and understood that it
was all somehow connected to Adam. I came to them with a lot of knowledge regarding thepast of the XXXXXXX family, and also provided specific personal details of family
members. XXXX and XXXXXX validated the information along with other family members,

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but they could not understand where I received the information and messages from, and I
was not exactly able to explain myself. Somehow, my wife never woke up when I got out of
bed in the middle of the night. This enabled me to focus and immerse myself in the processwith no interruption from her side.
At a later stage, Adam sent me to meet a certain Rabbi in Brooklyn, New York, whoarrived from Israel for a short visit. The purpose of connecting and meeting with this Rabbi,
was to use this Rabbi for assistance with various problems that arose through Adam’s
vague messages which were disrupting my peace of mind.
I am not at liberty to mention the Rabbi’s name aside from his nickname, Rabbi AA, which
are the initials of his full name {please note that the Rabbi’s full name was published at alater date in “The Pyramid Code” document released on 9/9/2020 at 9AM eastern time}.
I met a noble, wise and amazing person, with supernatural abilities, who never ceased toamaze and elevate me time and time again. Our connection continued into the year 2014
with short “pauses” in between.
Actually, these writings are the documentations of the conversations I had with
Rabbi AA, the people who worked for him, and of course, Adam, who was responsible forthis entire saga.
Adam was a simple man with unconventional noblility. A humble and modest man
full of courtesy, generosity and love. Unfortunately, when I met Adam he was already mucholder, nevertheless, I enjoyed his wisdom and creativity that was embedded within his soul.
It is only today that I understand what he was trying to explain to me then.
During his lifetime he was a great leader who kept full secrecy in all matters related
to his work and power. He was responsible for simultaneously using me as his operative,
and many others, as tools to influence politics, economics and many other fundamental andimportant issues. Those actions and events changed my life, and the lives of hundreds ofthousands of other people. These life changing events were all done without anyone everunderstanding or suspecting who was really behind their fate. Adam conducted all of these
civilization altering events while apparently working as a farmer in his fields in Israel. He
was a multitasker who secretly studied the Kabbalah and mysticism, a man of high spirit
and soul. It is difficult to describe Adam in a few words. He was simply an outstanding andincredible person. A man greater than life itself. A good and beautiful soul that I never7

cease to be thankful for and who I am honored to know.
Immediately after XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX, my life changed
forever! I gathered the courage and I decided to tell my story to a handful of people. To mysurprise, every person present in the room that night believed my story in its entirety withno hesitation. If I remember correctly, it took approximately 12 hours to convey the fullstory, with assistance from my friends, XXXXX, XXXXX and XXXXX. They served more-so
as witnesses to the events that I went through over the past 5 months, as I was fearful thatpeople would not believe me and would perceive me as a strange and mentally-ill person.
XXXXX, XXXXXX and XXXXX simply experienced certain things with me during that
period, and they are the ones who gave me the courage to tell my story. I was naïve tothink that at this stage, immediately after XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX, this wholestrange story would end and I would return to my daily routine. Very quickly did I realizethat I was mistaken and that this was only the beginning.
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The real adventure did not end with XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX, but only just began. {In orderto preserve the author’s anonymity, he requested that we black out the majority of the
portion above. Although it seems that without this portion, you may not understand thestory, you will still be able to understand the essence of the story and comprehend all theincredible lessons through it all}.

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Today, with the help of Adam, I understand that there is no such thing as death. We
just reincarnate into our next calling.
(He planted eternal life in our midst) {part of a Hebrew prayer}
It is important to understand that these writings represent less than 5% of thevarious conversations held between Rabbi AA and myself, and the close relationship wecame to develop over time. Most of the subjects that we discussed are to be kept
confidential, and I am unable to disclose their content. I recommend to the readers to readthis book in its exact order. Beginning with page 1 until the last page, without skipping overanything, in order to understand the essence of the various texts and hints that appear on
almost every page. Each chapter, each page, each sentence, each line, each letter, eachcomma, each point, each sign, each picture, each color, each number, each “mistake” or“error” were deliberately inserted (by me and by Rabbi AA) as a code, as a signal, as an
insight, for me and for all of the readers. As Rabbi AA taught me, and hopefully you too willlearn, “There is no such thing as a coincidence”! {Please remember that due toredactions throughout the text, the codes are no longer relevant}.
Should you encounter typo errors or grammar and language mistakes, these are not
mistakes – rather they were written like this for a purpose (especially when it comes tothe citations and documentations of Rabbi AA’s sayings) - as part of a general code
and a spiritual formula, which are meant for me personally, so I can understand andremember the past, the present, and the future, and so I can act accordingly when the rightmoment arrives. This does not mean that people, or other souls in the future, will not beable to reach the level of insight and understanding of the codes hidden in these writings.
The codes embedded in the writings before you are difficult to understand and grasp, but
the basic formula is quite simple. I do not expect the readers to try and understand or
ruminate on these codes, but in order to understand and connect with the essence of thecodes, I recommend all not to skip any pages although this book was written in two
different languages {being that the codes are only embedded in the original Hebrew text,
this last paragraph only applies to the original Hebrew version}.
I have not fully mastered my mother tongue (Hebrew) and English is not mystrongest side. Therefore, readers might find various mistakes in the text. Although, when it
comes to speaking and writing in Hebrew, my abilities significantly improved over the past 4

9years thanks to Rabbi AA and his guidance. I deliberately left my personal mistakes inorder to remain faithful to the original text. I am trying to transmit to the readers my original
experience in the most authentic way possible during the period of time in which thefollowing documentations were written. I apologize in advance! {Please note that the“mistakes” that Ray is referring to in the last few sentences has to do with unintentional
grammatical mistakes having to do with the authentic way he speaks and writes, and does
not pertain to the intentional “mistakes” he referred to in the prior paragraph that have to dowith the code embedded within these writings}
On June 23, 2010, XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX, Rabbi AA forced
me to start documenting some of our conversations. Of course, this was not our firstmeeting, and initially I was reluctant until he convinced me to document the meetings in myown handwriting, which was later passed on to others to be typed. Eventually I came tolearn and understand that the writings were in fact a series of codes, conveyed throughconversation and expressed through writing. Later these writings helped me cope with, andunderstand, new and different situations. Each time I reviewed the documented writings
between meetings, I could see more. Each review taught me something new. The more
I got to know Rabbi AA in depth, the more I learned the teachings of the codes, which isquite simple, but was complicated to understand at the time. Our conversations touched on
various unusual issues, but in my humble opinion, most of them are quite easy to grasp.
Most of the writings were conducted in Hebrew, apart from specific conversations thatneeded to be held in English due to the circumstances.
Along my wonderful and blessed journey that I was honored to experience throughRabbi AA and through my interactions with him, I came to know new souls. I was blessed,
as I experienced and learned about various new and strange worlds, experienced andabsorbed supernatural powers, and met several different, unusual and amazing people withsupernatural and incomprehensible capabilities. The more I learned, the more I realized
how little I understood. The less I understood, the more I recognized myself in a different
way. This experience sharpened my consciousness and my understanding that we all
have infinite capabilities and are able to reach the highest potential. It is just a matter ofchoice. The freedom of choice is mine, ours! I learned, among others, about the power ofchoice, the power of prayer, the power of love, the power of fear, the power of forgiveness,10and more.
What I have seen, experienced and learned cannot be explained. I now understandthe difference between good and “bad”, and above all - I learned that there is no such thingas “bad”, only good. I learned the connection and the difference between the power of fear
and the power of love (all other emotions are simply branches of these two emotions) andthe freedom of choice we are given. I would like to share the knowledge, the unknown, theincomprehensible, the love, and above all - the Light that encompasses me/us withendless free love.
Enjoy your reading!

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June 23, 2010
11 Tamuz, 5770
Initial Documentation of a Conversation with Rabbi AA
The following is the first documentation of a series of conversations between myself
and Rabbi AA. The documentation only begins towards the end of our conversation.
I tried to convince the Rabbi to allow me to record the conversation, in order to makeit easier for me, and also, so I could have proof - for my wife and for others – forwhat is transpiring, but the Rabbi refused.
At this stage of my relationship with Rabbi AA, I find myself very stressed andconfused about what has happened, and what I am experiencing internally. The
Rabbi is in Israel, and this conversation with him was held from my office in myhouse. The conversation began at 3:00 o’clock in the morning, and continued until
dawn.

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Ray -

You agree that I write, but it is easier to record.

Rabbi AA - The easiest is not always the best. Technology has brought with it a lot ofdamage to the lower worlds, and writing is very healthy for the soul, especiallyfor younger children such as XXXXXX and XXXXXX who need to start writing,preferably a diary. A personal and daily diary that involves no technology.
Ray -I need proof. Everybody thinks I am crazy.

Rabbi AA - Nobody thinks you are crazy. They all believe you because they have noother choice. Besides, they will not be able to hear a recording.
Ray -They will if you want them to hear it.

Rabbi AA - This is not up to me. I am just a tool, just like yourself. We each have our
specific roles.
Ray -You are driving me crazy rather than helping me. I am not functioning in myday to day routine.

Rabbi AA - You are coping above expectations. All you need to do is try and understandbetter, and observe with the heart rather than through the eyes.
Ray -You are confusing me.

Rabbi AA - Your soul has come from the uppermost worlds, and the resistance to yourknowledge is confusing you.
Ray -What do you mean, “uppermost worlds”?

Rabbi AA - The now, the past, the present and the future are all one, but they are divided
into different parts, of upper worlds and lower worlds. Your soul comes from avery high place. XXX's’s soul comes from an even higher place than yours,
but you both chose, in this moment, to be in the lower worlds, not for theworse but for the better, in order to benefit the people around you. You areboth tied to one another on the soul level, just as you are tied to others, like
Adam.
Ray -

But Adam passed away.

Rabbi AA - This is your simple understanding. See through your eyes and observethrough your heart. Afterall, you know the reality is different.
Ray -He disappeared since XXXXXXX.

Rabbi AA - What's the matter, do you miss him?

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Ray -

I simply don't understand what is expected from me.

Rabbi AA - You fulfilled your duty loyally.
Ray -You still aren’t answering me.

Rabbi AA - I’m answering you to the best of my ability but you need to find your way on
your own. You are doing a great job and everyone is proud of you.
Ray -Who is everyone?

Rabbi AA - You have many advocates in the upper worlds due to the many good deeds
you have done.
Ray -I do my best, but many people do more than me, both in charity and gooddeeds.

Rabbi AA - You do many things without realizing their power. So does XXXXX.
Ray -But he is just a kid. Why don’t you leave him alone? Let him live a normal life
like every other normal kid.

Rabbi AA - He cannot, because as you know, he is not a normal kid. And yelling at me
does not help, you need to learn how to relax and use the power of giving andloving that you were blessed with. XXXXX is testing you and your actions, so
he can know how to operate.
Ray -For several hours now, I have had a terrible pain in my leg and it is hard forme to concentrate.

Rabbi AA - Concentrate only on your pure soul and your body will stop bothering you.
Ray -I have many personal questions, I need help from you or from Adam.

Rabbi AA - I will do my best.
Ray -Are you currently here or in Israel?

Rabbi AA - In Israel, but once again you are focused on the lower worlds, and that really
isn’t important right now.
Ray -I live here {in the lower worlds} at the moment so this is important to me.

Rabbi AA - You need to relax, anger will only worsen the pain.
Ray -I want to meet with you again and ask many questions, not only about me.

Rabbi AA - I am in Israel right now.
Ray -Can you come here now?

Rabbi AA - It does not work the way you think it does.

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Ray -Why don’t you want to reveal yourself to the world and why am I not allowed
to mention your name?

Rabbi AA - It is Adam's request.
Ray -But why?

Rabbi AA - You should refer this question to Adam.
Ray -Pay attention to how you never give me a straight answer, ever since our firstmeeting.

Rabbi AA - This is not true. You just don’t accept things you do not wish to hear, besides,
your soul knows all the answers. You just wish to continue living in the lower
worlds.
Ray -You mean that my dream about the funeral is about to come true?

Rabbi AA - Dreams are sometimes just a dream; amusement for the soul.
Ray -So, yes or no?

Rabbi AA - Relax, there is no need to raise your voice. Each scream contaminates your
soul.
Ray -

I need a straight answer.

Rabbi AA - Don't worry, XXXXX will not let you go anywhere. His work depends on yourrole, and your role is far from being finished. Your dreams are the expressionof your soul, and your many actions are yet to be fulfilled.
Ray -So what does soul redemption and the severance prayer {a prayer that isdone to protect somebody who is in life-threatening danger} mean, along withall the other nonsense that XXXX and XXXXXX carried out for me?
The Rabbi is laughing aloud and can hardly stop laughing

Rabbi AA - These are not at all nonsense. On the contrary, this is an example of the gooddeeds you are doing without even realizing it.
Ray -What do you mean?

Rabbi AA - XXXXX and his friends truly love you, and this good deed is encouraging
them. Whether they pray for you or not means nothing to you, but helps thema lot.

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Ray -

I don’t understand any of this.
The Rabbi laughs again

Ray -I see you are really enjoying yourself.

Rabbi AA - You fill me with much joy! It is a great honor for me to know you.
Ray -So, maybe you could clarify it for me anyway?

Rabbi AA - Souls from the lower worlds cannot help souls from the upper worlds.
Ray -But we have just agreed that I am currently in the lower worlds.

Rabbi AA - First of all, you don’t need their help right now. They can only help you once
they have reached a higher place, like XXXXXX. Besides, your body may behere right now, but your soul is up there, next to Adam.
Ray -Why do you call him Adam?

Rabbi AA - Because this is what he calls himself.
Ray -The time is now 4 o’clock in the morning and the telephone is suddenly flashingwith all sorts of lights. Are you trying to tell me something?

Rabbi AA - Don’t pay attention to that.
Ray -Since you mentioned XXXXX, what is happening with him?

Rabbi AA - What do you wish to know?
Ray -Everything.

Rabbi AA - It is impossible to specify everything. Let’s try to answer his questions, as
requested by him.
Ray -Thank you very much, finally a relevant answer.
The Rabbi laughs again and I join his laughRabbi AA - His soul is now going through a long and tiring process.
Ray -Why is he being punished?

Rabbi AA - For his father's sins and his actions towards his wife, but let us not use theword “punishment” but rather “process”. Punishment is a term invented in thelowest of all worlds.

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Ray -Is this the lowest world?

Rabbi AA - No.
Ray -Where is the highest world?

Rabbi AA - With the Holy Light.
Ray -What is that? You have mentioned this term many times.

Rabbi AA - This is not a “term”, it is everything, it is the Eternal Light.
Ray -Is it related to the white light I sometimes see?

Rabbi AA - Yes.
Ray -Why don't I have this light if I come from such a high place?

Rabbi AA - You do have it, only most of the time you choose not to use it.
Ray -

Why?

Rabbi AA - This is part of your givingness.
Ray -I don't understand.

Rabbi AA - For example, the light you saw in XXXXX is your light.
Ray -Is this the same light I see in the special cameras?

Rabbi AA - Those cameras are nonsense, an illusion, and you were ripped off.
Ray -But I saw various lights there.

Rabbi AA - It’s an illusion.
Ray -XXXXXX wanted to know about his wife.

Rabbi AA - You already answered him.
Ray -He wishes to have your advice.

Rabbi AA - Your heart is on the right path.
Ray -But my heart was frightened by the dream of the funeral.

Rabbi AA - This is not true. If you remember, you mentioned explicitly to XXXXX that you
know it is good, no matter what happens. You were just worried about yourwife and your children.
Ray -Okay, so what should I do regarding his wife?

Rabbi AA - He missed his opportunity and hurt her tremendously. She wishes to forgive
but cannot. They must separate.
Ray -Why, if she is willing to forgive?

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Rabbi AA - Because he does not love her at all. He must end it peacefully with her, andtake care of her forever, since she is the Creator's creation. Only then would
there be a chance for their love to return. Afterall, love is the purpose ofhumanity as a whole.
Ray -What do you mean?

Rabbi AA - What you always say, God is love.
Ray -Do you mean like the book “Conversations with God” written by that gentile?
I can’t remember his name. {“gentile” is simply another word for a person who
is not Jewish}

Rabbi AA - You should review it again. It has been 10 years since, and you forgot a lot.
Ray -But he is a gentile.

Rabbi AA - There are no gentiles, there are only souls, the question is what happened tothe spirit/mind.
Ray -I don’t understand any of this.

Rabbi AA - Your soul knows everything.
Ray -But that doesn't help me right now.

Rabbi AA - We are all one. Only the souls from the lower worlds do not know how to givetrue love.
Ray -How do you give true love?

Rabbi AA - The ways are endless. By good deeds, by charity, by loving and caring forothers, by taking care of the body such as health and prayer, working for thesake of others, sacrificing for the sake of others be it food, medicine, money,
prayer. Any way you choose is a good way. You can choose one or all, as
long as it is done out of love and a true sense of giving.
Ray -Can anyone reach that point, including gentiles?

Rabbi AA - There is no such thing as gentiles, but to your limited comprehension, yes,everybody can reach the Eternal Light. You told XXXXXX you wish to study
Aramaic. What are you waiting for?
Ray -Do you think this is a good idea?

Rabbi AA - Excellent idea.
Ray -Why, so you can drive me even more crazy?

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Rabbi AA - It’s difficult for you to stop attacking.
Ray -Tell that to the Eternal Light, he created me this way.

Rabbi AA - You can be sure that this is not the case. But Adam could provide you withmuch more help if you learn Aramaic, and maybe then you will stop limiting
yourself.
Ray -Why doesn’t he speak Hebrew?

Rabbi AA - When you learn, you will understand.
Ray -So what am I supposed to do with all the messages in the meantime?

Rabbi AA - The same as you have done until now.
Ray -But most of them I did not understand.

Rabbi AA - I suggest that you go from learning XXXXX to learning Aramaic. Besides, youhave been delivering messages from the day you were born. This is part ofyour multiplicity of good deeds.
Ray -I am not such a righteous man as you describe. What about all the sins andbad things I have committed throughout my life?

Rabbi AA - Your soul is wise and will always know how to atone for the negative.
Ray -Let's get back to XXXXX, because I don’t think I am going to win this debate.
He wants to go public with all of this.

Rabbi AA - That is his right.
Ray -Could you be more specific?

Rabbi AA - He should write a book. His awareness is limited but Rabbi XXXXXXX will behappy to assist him. XXXXX is stubborn and always refuses help and good
advice.
Ray -I am not interested in advertising all of this.

Rabbi AA - That is your right but this is out of your control. It has already gone public
beyond your awareness, do not try to stop XXXXXX. This is part of his life
path, and if you try to stop him it will only damage your relationship with him.
Ray -Why are you not willing to help?

Rabbi AA - I am helping all the time.
Ray -It is difficult for me to carry this mental burden and I need you as proof.

Rabbi AA - You are good enough proof.

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Ray -

What is the purpose of advertising all of this?

Rabbi AA - Giving and Love are the secrets of the whole Universe.
Ray -Are you referring to the term “born again”?

Rabbi AA - This, again, is a term of the lower worlds.
Ray -Please explain.

Rabbi AA - At last, you asked politely, so I will explain. Being “born again”, to yourunderstanding, is the way to reach the Holy Light and from there to theEternal Light. But this is not the only way. The more important way is yourdeeds and type of requests, and not only through your prayers. The way
depends on the type of soul. All the ways I mentioned earlier are legitimate
ways. The choice comes from the soul. It is not a question of which is right,
it is a question of how you traveled along the path you chose.
Ray -And how have I traveled until now?

Rabbi AA - Very well, but slow. You have elevated many people to higher places, but
your role is far from over. You have shown many people their way out ofreligion, and many other people their way into religion. All is good, sometimes
knowingly, sometimes unknowingly.
Ray -But what about me? What is my message?

Rabbi AA - The message is simple. Accelerate your velocity, your path is correct, and just
as you wouldn't like to pollute your home and environment, make sure not topollute the holy path your soul has chosen.
Ray -The sun is already rising here and I am very tired. I still have many questions
to ask, but I cannot concentrate. Ask Adam, maybe he will allow recording
next time, especially if you wish for people to take me seriously.

Rabbi AA - No chance.
The Rabbi blesses again in Aramaic
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06-28-10
June 28, 201016 Tamuz, 5770
A Real Dream
Adam asks me, for the first time, to document a real and full conversation I had withhim during a dream that I experienced while I was sleeping. We were in his
synagogue in XXXXXXXX (in Israel). Adam refuses to shake my hand, however, notout of anger. He looks a bit battered and not in a good mood. This is adocumentation of a dream, which I documented while I was wearing Tefillin
according to Adam’s instructions. I was at home, in my office, while everyone wasasleep. {Tefillin is a set of small black leather boxes containing scrolls of parchment
inscribed with verses from the Torah. Tefillin are worn by observant adult Jews during
weekday morning prayers}

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Adam -

Thank you for coming.

Ray -You don’t look very well. Your clothes are not clean.

Adam -

The way here was rough, but I am okay. My time is limited and I need yourhelp. It is important that you document in writing everything I tell you today.

Ray -I have no problem doing so but without a recording I will not be able toremember everything.

Adam -

You will remember everything, providing that you do it immediately after wefinish, however not prior to wearing Tefillin. I don't know if I can return again.

Ray -I will try to do it all, but please try to speak in simple Hebrew this time, so I
can understand.

Adam -We are here to perform a mission. Not a physical task, rather a spiritual one.

Ray -Why specifically me?

Adam -

I have no other way.

Ray -Why not XXXXXX? He is part of you.

Adam -

He is not in the right part at the moment. He still has a long way.

Ray -But he does everything according to the Bible, as I am sure you would like.

Adam -

He is not even close. His faith is weak.

Ray -

Why?

Adam -

Because his faith is physical and not spiritual.

Ray -But I am far worse than he is.

Adam -

If you were so bad, we would not be speaking right now.

Ray -This whole thing is very difficult for me and I would like to bring it to an end.

Adam -

That is your right. I need your assistance.

Ray -When will you allow me to walk away from all of this?

Adam -

Whenever you wish.

Ray -Why isn’t the Rabbi here?

Adam -He has his own work.

Ray -Why all the secrecy and games if you and he both wish to document it all in
writing?

Adam -

These things are not up to us.

Ray -If you allow me to record, everything will be smoother and more real.

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Adam -

Nobody needs proof. You wish to have proof for yourself only because you
don't believe it yourself. Whoever is supposed to receive the messages will
immediately believe them, since they will know you are speaking the truth.

Ray -The Rabbi has explained to me a bit about the system. Could you possibly
clarify things a bit more?

Adam -

I have a time problem. I prefer that you do this with the Rabbi. You can trust
him just as much as you trust me, and understand, not everything can berevealed to you as you are not yet at the required level for everything.

Ray -I don’t understand.

Adam -

Imagine you work for the Mossad. Every agent has their secret level ofconfidentiality. You are a bit above the middle, and nothing is happening by“coincidence”.

Ray -You mentioned time. The Rabbi explained to me that time is something weinvented, and does not exist in reality.

Adam -

Correct, but for you to understand in your terms, I must use terms such as“time”.

Ray -Please don't speak to me in hints or in Aramaic. Let's keep this short and to
the point.

Adam -

Now you understand why you were chosen?

Ray -What is the story with your grandson, XXXXXX?

Adam -

You understood everything and did a good job, but he is more stubborn than
XXXX. He does not yet understand the light of life, and expects to becompensated for everything he does. His soul is in the realm of purematerialism, and he does not understand that his reward and compensationon all levels and ranks are purely spiritual.

Ray -Is it true that XXXX is the reincarnation of Rabbi Or-Ha-Haim?

Adam -

At your level of understanding, yes. But he is more than that. However, inorder for you to understand, you must learn a lot and now is not the time. So
let's call it a sort of reincarnation. You must find Rabbi XXXXXX. XXXXX canhelp. XXXXX also has to reveal himself to XXXXXX and to Rabbi XXXXXXX.

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He has nothing to worry about. They will believe him once he shows them
your handwriting.
Ray -Is this the reason that you want me to write everything?

Adam -

This is one of the reasons. Make sure he also shows them XXXX’s
handwriting and XXXXXXX’s handwriting.

Ray -What is the connection and relevance?

Adam -

When they see, they will immediately understand because everything isconnected to everything, and we are all one. XXXXX also has to reveal
himself to his wife.

Ray -I still don’t understand.

Adam -

Rabbi XXXXXXXX, my father, myself, you, XXXXX’s wife, XXXXXX, yourwife, XXXXXXXX, little XXXXXXX, and the holy XXXXXXX who will soon
arrive to help everyone - we are all connected at the root of our souls. We all
write with the same soul force. Pay attention to the handwriting of us all, andyou will understand, just as XXXXXXX and Rabbi XXXXXXXX will
understand.

Ray -Why don't you have a white light like you usually do?

Adam -

This is not important at the moment. What’s important is that XXXXXXXX
reaches his destiny. My grandsons will all help you, and you should speak to
XXXXX’s wife. Her comprehension is higher than his. Your heart leads you on
the correct path and you were right with your theory regarding deafness. It
would be wise and worthwhile of XXXXXX's mother to protect her and prevent
her from getting any injections. {Adam is referring to vaccines} Do not be
afraid to speak. Your knowledge is great and you can help many people, as
you already have up to this very day.

Ray -Do we have to change XXXXX’s name?

Adam -

Yes, and it would be best to do it before XXXXX arrives, but if XXXXX willinsist, it may be postponed until just before his reading of the Torah. {referring
to his bar-mitzvah} However, no later than that. XXXX, XXXXX, and XXXX will
do the dirty work for you. It is important that Rabbi XXXXXX speaks withXXXXXX.

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Ray -

Tell me more about XXXXXX. I am not sure how to help him.

Adam -

You’ve helped him a lot, and saved his life, but he is stubborn and does notlisten to other people’s advice. His path is difficult because he has chosen for
it to be. He is still paying for his fathers sins, though it is not his fault, just as
XXXXX's children who are paying for their parents’ sins.

Ray -What do you want from XXXXXX? She is the most miserable and helpless inthis entire sad situation.

Adam -She knew and chose to forget. She buried her head in the deepest levels of
darkness, and the damage to her kids is intolerable. Everyone warned her but
she chose to allow her soul to look the other way and remain in a deep sleep.

Ray -I thought everything was okay after she gave the dollar bill.

Adam -

This, too, she did not fulfill the way you instructed her. However, yes, things
are better and things already changed but the road ahead is still long for her
and for her children. The money she gave you without blessing you can return
to my granddaughter. It would be proper and blessed that you provide theblessing through XXXXXXXX.

Ray -So what should I tell XXXXXX?

Adam -

Tell him what you’ve been telling him until now. You are right. Let's hope thistime he listens more and learns to respect his wife, and then he can open thegates of heaven. He must reveal himself and the truth to her.

Ray -What about XXXXXX? I requested that you leave him alone.

Adam -The decision is not mine to make. XXXXX comes from very high places. It isgood that you protect him, but know that he knows everything. Keep on your
path.

Ray -

Why XXXXXX, the singer?

Adam -She was sent rather for XXXXX, but you always like to change things. She
requested to come on Sunday, but you and your wife are always changing
dates, and you caused impurities to enter your home on Saturday, the holy
Sabbath.

Ray -But we do not observe the Sabbath.

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Adam -

This has nothing to do with it. Your wife is holy, your house is holy, and you
allowed impurities on a holy day.

Ray -But XXXX asked for it, not me.

Adam -

Correct. She too makes mistakes, not just you. But she runs the house, you
are the master of the house. It is your duty to protect, not hers.

Ray -So what was supposed to transpire?

Adam -

This you both will not know because you missed out on the moment, but
XXXX understood what he needed to understand and he removed her andher friends’ impurities away from himself.

Ray -According to what you are saying, everything is already pre-determined sowhy am I breaking my head with all of this?

Adam -

Not at all. You arranged things even when you received assistance from thehighest places.

Ray -You mean we should observe the Sabbath?

Adam -

That is not relevant. You always want to understand things you alreadyunderstand, like being “born again”. The Rabbi explained to you that these
are terms of the lower worlds. You and your wife are at a different level andyou are both meant to carry out different tasks than other people. Just stop
interfering with the timing of formation and creation.

Ray -I thought everything was already created?

Adam -Creation is an eternal process, with no beginning and no end, and continues
to occur without interruption.

Ray -What about XXXXX?

Adam -

He knows what to do. I just hope he opens his heart more. On Simchat Torah,
you will need to guide him again. {Simchat Torah is a Jewish holiday thatcelebrates and marks the conclusion of the annual cycle of the public Torahreadings, and the beginning of a new cycle}

Ray -I thought it will all be over by then?

Adam -

It’s up to you.

Ray -You mentioned Simchat Torah. What is the big secret behind this book?

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Adam -The Bible is not just a basic book of faith. It is also very sacred for the peopleof Israel and for the rest of the world as well. It is also the most significant
literary legacy of the ancient Eastern people. The Bible is the only literary
Creation of that ancient world that remains and still influences human culture
today.

Ray -I am asking specifically regarding XXXXXXXXXXXXXX.

Adam -

Don’t refer to it as a book. This is the Holy Bible, and it is very special, withmany supernatural qualities.
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.

XXXXXXXXXXX

XXXXX
Ray -

I decided on XXXXXX, and the date, is that correct?

Adam -

Excellent.

Ray -What about my leg?

Adam -

This is something you should discuss with the Rabbi. Don't worry, everything
will be alright, this is part of your process.

Ray -What should I tell XXXXXX?

Adam -

Nothing, she knows everything. She surpassed you a long time ago.

Ray -So why is she suffering?

Adam -She is not suffering, this is simply a process that her soul requires, just as
XXXXX chose deafness to make his parents do various things without theirunderstanding of what they are doing.

Ray -You are totally confusing me.

Adam -

Due to time constraints, these are things I prefer you do with the Rabbi.

Ray -Next time I meet him, I would like to meet him with my wife or even with
Rabbi XXX or XXXXX. Can you help arrange that?

Adam -

It doesn’t work that way. He will help you with what he can, but you must stop
looking for proof. This is really unimportant.

Ray -I have so many more questions.

Adam -I must pass over to the other side, get in touch with the Rabbi.

Ray -May I write in English instead of Hebrew? It is easier for me.

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Adam -

Only Hebrew. In the event that all the documentations will be bound together,everyone will believe you. You should get going and quick. Activate XXXX assoon as possible, and he shall execute without always looking for solutions.
Just as the Rabbi asked, execute and don't argue.
Adam blesses in Aramaic
I wake up

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07/03/2010
July 3, 2010
21 Tamuz, 5770
Meeting/Journey
The time is 4PM on Saturday and I am sitting in the Hilton Hotel lobby, in New York,
waiting for the Sabbath to come to an end. I am very tired of reviewing all of thebooks requested by Rabbi AA, so I am feeling the urge to write about what happened
until now in case I forget. The pen does not write on the first seven pages of theoriginal pad of papers. I changed pens, but it doesn’t help. I am only able to writewith my handwriting starting on the 8th page (which was written by me on the original
paper before meeting with Rabbi AA), completely bizzare. On my way here, myphone was operating just fine, but the music in the car stopped for no reason. A
black man who was a beggar was standing at the entrance of the hotel (several years
later I learned he was part of the organization, and his name was Serge) {“Serge” iswritten in English in the original Hebrew document}. It seemed strange that nobody fromthe hotel chased him away. I gave him $20 and he began to sing. There were a lot of
religious Jews in the lobby. There must be some sort of religious assembly or eventin the hotel. I looked for the Rabbi, or any of his assistants, but they are not here asof yet. I still don’t understand why the Hilton hotel. My phone stopped working since
I entered the hotel just as the Rabbi advised it would. I called XXXX from a public
phone and I informed her that everything is okay. Shabbat is now over and the Rabbi
still has not called me. I’ve had enough of sitting. The phone works only if I step outof the hotel. So long as I am inside of the hotel, I cannot be reached. I wonder how
the Rabbi knew that in advance. The pain in my leg has not stopped, even for a
moment, since I’ve arrived here. Everything seems very strange.
9:45PM I’m in the room
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Finally, the Rabbi's assistant, Moshe, recognized me in the lobby and asked me tofollow him. He turned to the hotel clerk and explained to him in English that I am
their guest as he asked for the room key. The clerk asked him for a credit card and alicense. Moshe made sure to explain to me that everything is paid for and I should
not worry about anything. He told me that this is just a hotel procedure. I insisted on
paying but he insisted that I don’t because I was the Rabbi's guest (this was the firsttime any Rabbi ever spent money on me instead of asking for a donation). The
elevator ride was very long, and quite unreasonable. I entered a room with no room
number. Moshe left me there alone and requested that I put on something more
humble. He told me that the Rabbi will arrive once he finishes his prayer. The entire
room is white, including the floor. It does not look like the Hilton at all. There is asmall white table with a big white bed. No phone. No TV.
The pain has completely dissipated. The Rabbi arrives alone, at 11:00 p.m. I sit infront of Rabbi AA and, with his permission, I document the following things:
The time is now 11:20PM, the Rabbi is wearing a white suit and I am wearing whiteclothes as he previously requested of me.
Rabbi AA - I understand you have many questions. However, before we begin, it’s best
we set some rules. First of all, raising your voice is forbidden, do not use foullanguage, and you must take your watch off your hand.
Ray -Why do you think I would use foul language?

Rabbi AA - Because you tend to do it all the time and you don't even notice. And
sometimes you do it because you think it's funny.
Ray -I never used foul language in your presence.

Rabbi AA - You just did, five minutes ago. Just pay attention.
Ray -I am sorry, I did not mean to offend you, honorable Rabbi.

Rabbi AA - I know. We shall talk about this subject later. I know you are curious about
many subjects. I cannot promise an answer to everything. I would
recommend to start in the general sense, as opposed to the personal, so it iseasier for you to understand the details.

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Ray -I am requesting, if you can, to speak simple Hebrew, like me, and not
Aramaic like Adam, which will help me for sure.

Rabbi AA - I will do my best.
Ray -I would like your permission to write in English rather than Hebrew, it’s simply
easier.

Rabbi AA - You always look for the easy way. A foreign language is problematic. Only if
you have no choice and specific words must be written in English, then it’sokay, but try to write the English word in Hebrew letters.
Ray -It would help if you could use English when things are difficult to understand.

Rabbi AA - You always get carried away. Don't worry, you will understand what you wish
to understand, and what does not suit you - I am sure you will forget. This is
why I want you to document what you hear, and I will help you as much as
I can. Regarding personal topics, there may be things you and your friends
will not like to hear. In order to protect their privacy and the dignity of yourfriends, you have the right to not give these documentations to anyone except
for your wife.
Ray -Why must I give it to my wife?

Rabbi AA - Because she is an inseparable part of you.
Ray -What if I wish to give away only part of the writings?

Rabbi AA - You may do as you wish as these writings belong to you, however you must
inform the people involved that this is only part of the scripts and not all ofthem. The people involved must know the truth.
Ray -What if my wife wishes to destroy part of it but not all of it?

Rabbi AA - The choice is only yours, but do not forget she is an inseparable part of you,and you must {both you and your wife} inform the other people involved about
the truth.
Ray -What do you mean when you say the people involved?

Rabbi AA - The souls you chose to tell your story to.
Ray -I have a feeling that I’m going to get hit on my head by a hammer. {this is a
metaphor resembling Ray’s feeling that he is going to be seriously criticized}

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The Rabbi laughs
Rabbi AA - Much more than that. Don’t forget, you chose this meeting.
Ray -Yes, I know. I hope I can reach the bottom line. {of why Ray chose thismeeting} Please, no hints and secrets.

Rabbi AA - I will try to make your time pleasant while you are here. Anything else before
starting with the questions?
Ray -Yes. I would like to bring this whole situation to an end after this conversation.

Rabbi AA - The right and the duty are all yours, the choice is in your hands.
Ray -Do you promise?

Rabbi AA - Of course Ray, Adam even promised you that.
Ray -This is the first time you mentioned my name since we’ve met.

Rabbi AA - Blessed be he who has kept us alive, sustained us, and brought us to reachthese days. {a prayer in Hebrew}
Ray -Does that mean I reached a higher level?

Rabbi AA - To me, you were always at the highest level. It is just hard for you to accept
that.
Ray -

Where are we exactly? This room seems very strange to me.

Rabbi AA - You are here with me, where you should be.
Ray -Yes, but is this the Hilton hotel?

Rabbi AA - No.
Ray -But I went into the Hilton. I saw it with my own eyes.

Rabbi AA - Yes, but we had to change the location.
Ray -

Why?

Rabbi AA - Your wife and XXXXXXX, the daughter of ADAM, are very curious women,
and it is better this way, should they try to find out too much. I would rather
have no interference or interruptions.
Ray -So I am not in the Hilton hotel?

Rabbi AA - Not exactly.
Ray -Are we even on Earth? And if not, how did we leave the hotel?

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Rabbi AA - You ask unimportant questions. Don’t worry, you are in a good place, andwhenever you wish to go back to your family, you will be able to, I promiseyou. Would you like a blanket? You are practically shivering.
Ray -No, I’m fine. It’s just a bit cold here.

Rabbi AA - Since when are you cold?
The Rabbi laughs his annoying laughRay -Can I ask personal questions about you?

Rabbi AA - Don’t you think that would be a waste of time? I am sure you have much more
important things to ask.
Ray -Are you human?

Rabbi AA - I am a soul, just like you.
Ray -Yes, but are you from here?

Rabbi AA - No, I am from Israel.
Ray -So you live in Israel, do you have a wife and children? Do you understandwhat I mean?

Rabbi AA - I live in Israel when it is required of me. I once had a wife and I really don’t
like it when you invade my privacy.
Ray -You’ve come into my home, into my family, into my life, and even into mydreams, and I don’t have the right to ask you simple questions? I am not evenallowed to mention your name Honorable Rabbi!

Rabbi AA - You chose me. If you wish I may leave at this very moment.
Ray -How did I choose you?

Rabbi AA - You asked Adam for help and he sent me.
Ray -So am I dreaming?

Rabbi AA - No, you are totally awake. Are you aware that you are yelling at me?
Ray -I am not yelling, I am just going crazy.

Rabbi AA - Don’t worry, you are too strong. That will not happen to you. Just start tobelieve a bit more in yourself and in those who surround you. You deserve
better than that.

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Ray -How do I know I am not dreaming right now, or imagining all of this? By theway, if I am not at the hotel, where is my car? I don’t remember it coming in
the elevator with me and Moshe.
The Rabbi laughs again

Rabbi AA - I really love you. Do you understand now that this is not a dream? Whatinterests you is your silly car.
Ray -I need more proof than that, especially if you want me to share this with otherpeople. They might have believed me until now, but this is already too much.

Rabbi AA - We haven’t even started. You’ve seen nothing yet. What you are about toexperience is far beyond your silly car. I suggest you begin with the importantquestions, because at this pace you will not return home for another monthand I would not wish to upset your wife.
Ray -What is so special about the Torah XXXXXXX? {Ray is not speaking about
the Torah as a whole, but rather a specific Torah}

Rabbi AA - First of all, the holy Torah is not exactly a book. Your feeling is true and thisTorah encompasses more than the eye can see. All I can tell you is that thisholy Torah encompasses many unique qualities.
Ray -Meaning, apart from the fact that it was written by XXXXXX, there are more
secrets?

Rabbi AA - Not secrets, unique qualities. But I cannot specify.
Ray -Like in the XXX?

Rabbi AA - Did you have to write that in a foreign language {English}?
Ray -Like in the XXX?

Rabbi AA - Similar, but in the XXX the unique qualities are currently dormant.
Ray -

Why?

Rabbi AA - A lot of disgrace, but let’s move on. I see you hold a page with manyquestions, may I please look at it?
Ray -Most of the questions are from my wife and my friends.

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Rabbi AA - I see a very wise woman. It is important for me that you realize that you aregoing to walk through uncharted territory, and you might not be ready for myanswers.
Ray -Don't worry, I’m ready to go with you to Mars. Just don’t forget to bring mycar.

Rabbi AA - How would you know that you are not there at this very moment?
Ray -Mars has no white room with a Rabbi in white and a white bed.

Rabbi AA - How would you know, have you ever been there?
Ray -You said my soul knows everything.

Rabbi AA - This is true, but it is not your soul that is taking notes right now.
Ray -So who is writing?

Rabbi AA - Your mind, with the assistance of your hands and the reinforcement of yourspirit/mind.
Ray -You’ve decided to completely confuse me, we will reach nowhere this way.

Rabbi AA - You are too agitated. Relax. Maybe you should drink something or lie down
for a while in bed and rest. We can continue afterwards.
Ray -No, absolutely not. I need to finish this quickly.

Ray -Who is the original writer who wrote the Torah?

Rabbi AA - Rabbi XXXXXXXXXXXXX.
Ray -Not this one, I am talking about the original Torah. Was it the Holy Light, as
you call it, or human beings, like Moses?

Rabbi AA - I might be a little deaf, but not that much. I can hear you just fine.
Ray -Sorry, please give me a straight answer.

Rabbi AA - Moses wrote it with the help of others.
Ray -Did he ever exist or is it just a fairytale?

Rabbi AA - Of course he existed.
Ray -So how is it that he wrote a story covering both the {distant} past and thefuture? And if he wrote it, why is it so sacred?

Rabbi AA - One thing at a time, relax. As I said, he wrote it {the Torah} with theassistance of others.
Ray -Who are the others?

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Rabbi AA - The Eternal Light and the Holy Light, the Divine Spirit, the holy soul within him
and many others, some as holy as he is.
Ray -What makes him so holy?

Rabbi AA - Do you think everybody receives such a revelation?
Ray -

No.

Rabbi AA - So what can't you understand here? You have been writing different things
with the help of other souls for nearly six months. Why does it soundreasonable for yourself and not for Moses?
Ray -I hope you don't mean to tell me that I am writing sacred scripts right now?

Rabbi AA - Don't flatter yourself so much. You are still far away from there. You still havea lot to learn.
Ray -You’ve repeated this many times. What do you want me to learn, and why?

Rabbi AA - You have written here in one of your questions - what is the bottom line
regarding yourself? What is the main message for you? Well, regarding
yourself, there are many messages that I will discuss with you later on, but
the main message is - go study! You were blessed with a good and pure soul,along with wisdom, intelligence, knowledge and internal and eternal mightthat does not come often, unfortunately, you choose to contaminate it. Your
luck is that your soul is wise enough to stop you at the right time and atone foryour actions with benevolence and good deeds. You have many advocatesup there, and yet you are still belittling this. They {the advocates} can all turninto prosecutors in one second.
Ray -So all of this craziness is to get me to study?

Rabbi AA - Much more than that. You have received a great role and the rest is up to
you.
Ray -

Okay, so let's meet once or twice a week and we’ll study together, whatever
you want.

Rabbi AA - First of all, I am not your teacher and that is not my role. It is your choice tochoose your teacher or teachers and to study whatever you wish to study.
Ray -You said I should stop with XXXXXX books, so what’s better?

Rabbi AA - I did not say you “should”, I only recommended. You decide what is best.

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Again you are giving me messages in hints and clues?

Rabbi AA - All that surrounds you and all that happens to you are messages and hints.
Even your dog gives you messages, but you choose to ignore. {“to ignore” iswritten in English in the original Hebrew document}
Ray -Oh, finally, some English.

Rabbi AA - Oh, maybe you will finally understand. {the Rabbi is being sarcastic}
Ray -Just as I make mistakes in my writing with you, Moses and his assistants
could also have made mistakes. So how can you be so sure that it is all
sacred and free of mistakes.

Rabbi AA - I have never met a soul who dared to compare itself to the holy soul ofMoses.
Ray -That is not what I am doing. This was just an example.

Rabbi AA - A rather stupid example. You are very insulting.
Ray -I did not mean to.

Rabbi AA - Yes, I know. However, that does not exempt you. You must stop your insults,
even if you think it is funny and helpful in any way. It is not just me who says
that, everybody around you agrees with me.
Ray -I understand this is another message.

Rabbi AA - You finally got it.
Ray -What else do I have to work on?

Rabbi AA - Your level of anger.
Ray -This is hard.

Rabbi AA - But you know how to preach when it comes to XXXXX.
Ray -That is not the same!

Rabbi AA - It is exactly the same. You know how to teach and preach, but when it comesto you, you suddenly forget it all. This occurs with almost every topic,
including those topics that are close to you.
Ray -I understand that I am flesh and blood and I am far from being righteous, andthis is why I ask - why did you choose me for this mission?

Rabbi AA - You are more than flesh and blood, you are a special soul, but just like anyother soul, even the holiest of them need substantial rectification.

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Ray -You mean “Tikkun”? {“Tikkun” is a word that represents a “normal”
rectification as opposed to a substantial rectification}

Rabbi AA - With you, it's a substantial rectification.
Ray -So here comes the sledge hammer to my head. Am I understanding thiscorrectly?

Rabbi AA - Much more than a sledge hammer, I haven't even started yet.
Ray -Would you like me to start studying Torah?

Rabbi AA - Learn whatever you want, the choice is in your hands.
Ray -How am I supposed to study the unique qualities of the book?

Rabbi AA - The holy Torah! Simply start studying.
Ray -And what if I choose not to study, and continue with my life as I have been
until now? What will happen then?

Rabbi AA - What will happen is what needs to happen, and whatever will be will be.
Ray -Is that negative or positive?

Rabbi AA - There is no negative or positive, this is simply a different path.
Ray -Will I be punished for it?

Rabbi AA - There is no such thing as punishment. This was already explained to you. It issimply a matter of choice. If you wish to know more, you need to learn more.
If you wish to study more medicine, study more medicine, if Torah, then Torah
and if physics, then physics. Just open your eyes and choose what you thinkis best for you but do it in the best way possible, with love and giving, since
this is the essence of the Universe.
Ray -Please explain.

Rabbi AA - Contrary to your opinion, the world does not revolve around money, money
and money, as you like to preach rather it revolves around love andgivingness, and the only two emotions which exist in the Universe are loveand fear.
Ray -What about hate, anger, and other emotions?

Rabbi AA - These are not emotions - hate originates in fear and so does anger.
Ray -So the gentiles don't hate us?

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Rabbi AA - There is no such thing as gentiles. There are inferior or lower souls, andhigher or superior souls, or holier and purer. Everything is relative. But yes, toyour limited understanding, some gentiles or souls are afraid of you, and theyexpress their fear through acts of hatred. {to re-iterate, the Rabbi is sayingthat the divisiveness that we created between the “Jew” and the “gentile” is an
illusion and it does not exist. However, any soul that holds hate towards
another soul is simply acting out of a place of fear} You must understand thatyou are about to get some difficult answers, both for you and for those whosurround you, because they might sound like answers against the Torah.
Ray -Are you against the Torah?

Rabbi AA - No.
Ray -So what is the problem?

Rabbi AA - Just as your awareness is currently limited, your friends, and many othersouls in this world are no different and they might read these writings andtranslate their meaning as contradictory to the Torah.
Ray -But I’m sure the Rabbis will understand.

Rabbi AA - Not necessarily, they too have their own limitations.
Ray -All of them?

Rabbi AA - No, but most of them.
Ray -Please continue with this explanation. I am okay with it.

Rabbi AA - Whoever hates you is simply afraid of you, of your power and of yourknowledge because they don’t know how to cope with it and are not capableof reaching your level. It’s the same if you belong to one group or another.
Ray -Why is the holy Torah so confusing and unclear for a simple soul like myself?

Rabbi AA - Study and you might understand.
Ray -All those who study understand?

Rabbi AA - Most of them don't understand the bottom line, as you call it, because they
too, are limited in their own way.
Ray -Why not write the Torah for the common man?

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Rabbi AA - It exists. The Gemara, the Talmud, the Oral Torah, the Kabbalah and manyother writings. Putting them all together will help you reach the bottom line,
but only for certain people, or better yet, certain souls.
Ray -So, you are saying I am one of these souls.

Rabbi AA - Praise the lord, I see a spark!
Ray -But you explained that I could do the same thing through different deeds.

Rabbi AA - Not the same, but similar.
Ray -And I can reach the bottom line?

Rabbi AA - Maybe. That depends on your deeds. The Universe is a continuous creation,and you call it life and you allocated time for it, a time which does not exist.
Ray -If time doesn’t exist, how do you explain the fact that I’ve spent several hours
in this hotel already?

Rabbi AA - There is no time. There is only the NOW. All that happened, happens and will
happen is the NOW. The only difference is that you are experiencing it now
so it is new for you, but not for your soul. Therefore, you call it time. What you
are writing now has already been written, only you are experiencing it right
now.
Ray -

So the Torah was also written already, and Moses just experienced it?

Rabbi AA - Absolutely correct. He just passed it forward.
Ray -In my opinion, he failed in the field of public relations. {PR}Rabbi AA - Why?
Ray -Because, until today, everybody argues about the truth of the Torah and its
essence.

Rabbi AA - Maybe there is a purpose here that you don’t understand?
Ray -Everything is possible but my logic doesn’t buy it.

Rabbi AA – Your opinion is your choice.
Ray -I never understood - If God or the Holy Light, or the Eternal Light, whatever
you want to call it, has a message then why doesn’t He deliver it clearly?
Why does He always leave everyone with doubt?

Rabbi AA - The message is not always directly from him. Sometimes it is from othersouls, like Adam, for instance.

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But He has the primary control.

Rabbi AA - According to your limited understanding, you are right, but the final choice isalways with the soul.
Ray -The more I ask, the more you confuse me.

Rabbi AA - You already understand more than you did 6 months ago, in spite of yourlimitations.
Ray -I thought time doesn’t exist.

Rabbi AA - You see? You learned something important.
Ray -What is religion?

Rabbi AA - An abbreviation of “Torah-Laws”. {in Hebrew, the word for “religion” is “DAT”.
Its abbreviation stands for “DT”, which stands for “Din Torah” meaning“Torah-Laws”}
Ray -I don’t feel like talking about the Torah anymore. Why did you want me toread the book “Conversations with God” again? Is the author telling the truth?
Did he really speak with God?

Rabbi AA - No chance, but there are truthful things in the book that may help you
understand things in a more simplified way.
Ray -Why don’t you ask me to read Kabbalah, Zohar, Torah or things of thatnature?

Rabbi AA - Because you will not understand anything without studying first. This book ismore suitable for individuals with a limited level of awareness like yourself
who insist on not studying.
Ray -Is this book a message as well?

Rabbi AA - Everything in your life is a message.
Ray -Can you give me a more tangible example of something that happened to me
that I failed to understand?

Rabbi AA - Do you remember {what happened at} the Hilton in XXXXXXXXX? You took
two big rooms for you and your friends, and when you came to pay the billthey told you that it was already paid for and you, with your blind eyes,thought that Mrs. XXXXXXX paid for you by mistake.
Ray -So who paid, you?

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Rabbi AA - No, but just think about what happened in that same place, that you suddenly
received a gift. Think what you did with that message.
Ray -I didn’t do anything out of the ordinary.

Rabbi AA - Think again.
Ray -This was many years ago. I really don’t remember anything specific that I did.

Rabbi AA - So let me help you. Your wife and your friend XXXXXX made sure that you
put on XXXXXXX and XXXXXXXX. To your credit, it can be said that when
you pray, you truly pray. You concentrate on every word and try tounderstand what is written.
Ray -The more I pray, the less I want to pray.

Rabbi AA - The choice is in your hands. However, you must not abolish the spirituality
within you. Give your soul a different type of spiritual fuel.
Ray -How does this connect to the payment in the hotel?

Rabbi AA - They simply tried to wake you up in a language you understand, “money”, but
it did not help much. Your wife documented the moment in a picture.
Ray -But in spite of everything, I must have done something good if I am here withyou now.

Rabbi AA - Of course, many things and many good deeds, but more is still required ofyou because you need to give back for all that you have received and forwhat you are yet to receive.
Ray -Finally, you encourage me a bit.

Rabbi AA - Don’t get excited, you are not ungrateful.
Ray -So if I understand correctly, the soul creates and the mind puts it into action.

Rabbi AA - The soul understands what the mind cannot perceive.
Ray -So what is good for me?

Rabbi AA - What is the best for you is what feels true to you. Thoughts are not feelings,
rather they are ideas of how you are supposed to feel. When thoughts andfeelings intervene with each other, the truth becomes vague or even lost.
Once you find your truth, you will be able to truly live it. You shall do it throughwhatever suits you - prayer, charity, good deeds, meditation, reading,42

studying, writing, whatever enables you to keep a continuous connection withyour spirituality, with your eternal light.
Ray -Are you implying I should not disconnect from all of this after today?

Rabbi AA - I am not the Eternal Light, nor the Holy Light. I don’t even come close to it,
nor does Adam, but you shall understand that if you choose to disconnect,
you may not always be able to return.
Ray -Is that a threat?

Rabbi AA - Not at all. The choice is yours, and yours alone.
Ray -What about “yesterday” or “tomorrow”?

Rabbi AA - You have returned to the notion of “time”, which does not exist in thefundamental reality. Open Einstein's physics books and you shall understandthat time does not exist in the ultimate reality. {“in the ultimate reality” iswritten in English in the original Hebrew document}
Ray -Are you referring to Time travel? {“Time travel” is written in English in theoriginal Hebrew document}

Rabbi AA -If you fly with a fast enough plane, you could arrive earlier than the time you
left. Start studying.

Ray -Okay, I understand. But does it have to be Torah?

Rabbi AA - No, but it won’t hurt!
Ray -Where does the Light reside or exist?

Rabbi AA - In every place and in every thing.
Ray -Is there a way to connect with it, like Adam?

Rabbi AA - According to your limited comprehension, no, you are not at that level, but it iswith you everywhere, without you even knowing.
Ray -I am like Einstein, I believe in a supreme force, or a universal God, but not in
an individual God.

Rabbi AA - If it exists for all, then why can’t it exist individually?
Ray -Because it does not align with anything I know, feel or see on a daily basis.

Rabbi AA - As I explained to you, your awareness is currently limited.
Ray -What is this music I am suddenly hearing?

Rabbi AA - I thought it might make your time here with me more comfortable.

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Ray -

It’s sounds very familiar, what is it?

Rabbi AA - XXX, may she rest in peace.
Ray -Don’t tell me she is joining us?

Rabbi AA - No, not at all.
Ray -Why are there no words?

Rabbi AA - Have you ever heard of the phrase XXXXXXXX?
Ray -

No.

Rabbi AA - So for that, you have to study.
Ray -So teach me.

Rabbi AA - This is not my role. Besides, you’ve heard it before.
Ray -I prefer no music. What about Adam, can he join?

Rabbi AA - I’m sorry, but no one will be joining us.
Ray -He didn’t look so good last time, is everything okay with him?

Rabbi AA - According to your limited level of comprehension, he is perfectly fine.
Ray -Do you have to use the word limited, it makes me feel like a stupid person.

Rabbi AA - You are right, but this is the truth with regards to the upper worlds. I do notknow of a better term.
Ray -I am afraid to enter the concept of different worlds as it will probably take mea year to understand.

Rabbi AA - There is truth in your words, but you already got the basics from Adam. You
have no idea what you have been granted, and furthermore, the privilege youwere given to share knowledge with many different souls.
Ray -Don’t tell me you expect me to stand and give speeches in front of people,
especially about crazy things like this that I, myself, don’t believe in.

Rabbi AA - You choose not to believe. You could be a great speaker, just study.
Ray -Me and speeches don’t go together very well, especially with my stuttering
problem.

Rabbi AA - So what? Moses also had a stuttering problem, and many other great people.
Even your brother stutters, and he never ceases to talk. Stuttering is a sign ofspirituality.
Ray -My brother does not stutter.

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Rabbi AA - He stutters, just not as bad as you. He simply knows how to hide it in an
elegant way, just like you do.
Ray -What do you mean a sign of spirituality?

Rabbi AA - Every person who stutters is more spiritual than usual.
Ray -My brother is spiritual?

Rabbi AA - Yes, why are you surprised?
Ray -Because I think I know him a bit better than you.

Rabbi AA - You are wrong. He may not be at your level, just as you are not at the level of
XXXXXX, who, I remind you, also stutters.
Ray -He used to stutter when XXXXXXXX for a short time, and then he was cured.

Rabbi AA - It is still there, you did not cure him and it is not a disease. You simply helped
him and he copes with it better than you.
Ray -How do you know all of these things?

Rabbi AA - I have connections in the right places.
Ray -Could I also receive some of these connections?

Rabbi AA - With pleasure, but you don’t seem to be interested.
Ray -In connections? Always.

Rabbi AA - But if you disconnect, you give up on those connections.
Ray -I thought connecting with the dead is against the Torah, and they should beleft in peace.

Rabbi AA - This is true, but you are not connecting with them.
Ray -How do you explain Adam?

Rabbi AA - Adam turned to you for help. That is different. It is a great privilege given bothto him and to you.
Ray -But he’s dead.

Rabbi AA - Only the body is dead.
Ray -Are you alive?

Rabbi AA - According to your understanding, yes.
Ray -I mean your body.

Rabbi AA - You are invading my privacy once again.

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Ray -Why don’t you shake my hand when I reach to shake yours to say hello andyou only nod your head to say hello?

Rabbi AA - It’s all a matter of purity.
Ray -Are you calling me impure?

Rabbi AA - No. These things are simply beyond your comprehension at the moment.
Ray -You see, there are nicer words than calling me limited. How is it that you
never drink anything while we are together? I already finished 4 bottles ofwater.

Rabbi AA - I am not thirsty. By the way, it wouldn’t hurt if you blessed and gave gratitude
to what you received.
Ray -All you religious people are busy all day saying thanks from morning till nightfor every action or move you make. I don't think God has an EGO. {“EGO” iswritten in English in all capital letters in the original Hebrew document}
problem that we need to praise, glorify and applaud Him in such a way.

Rabbi AA - Don’t you think that what you receive deserves gratitude?
Ray -I do, but no need to deal with it all day long.

Rabbi AA - You have a lot to learn.
Ray -I am sure. I understood long ago that I know nothing.

Rabbi AA - You understand and you know a lot more than you think, but you choose toignore. {“to ignore” is written in English in the original Hebrew document}
Ray -How many languages do you speak?

Rabbi AA - Enough to be able to communicate with you. Let's move on to more important
issues, otherwise we will never get out of here.
Ray -I have many questions about Hitler, death, human relations, wars, illnesses,
poverty and all the evil around us. Stupidity and wisdom, economics andvarious religions.

Rabbi AA - This is why I asked you to read the book “Conversations with God”. It could
save a lot of time.
Ray -But you claim that the book is not truth.

Rabbi AA - But it has a lot of truths in it that could help you understand the answers toyour questions. You just need to choose what resonates with you in the book46

and simply ignore things that don’t resonate with you. As you can see around
you there is a lot of work to be done, and your soul is looking to help andcorrect. Most people in the world are satisfied with the existing situation. This
is why the world is not changing.
Ray -I, too, am quite satisfied.

Rabbi AA - On your personal level, you are quite satisfied {with the situation} because
you are comfortable, but your soul is paying attention to the entire global
situation since your soul wants to show gratitude and reciprocate for all thegreat privileges that were given to you. However, your mind simply interfereswith your heart. It would be interesting to know your opinion on the matter if
you were the beggar on the street from yesterday.
Ray -I had a feeling he had something to do with you, were you testing me?

Rabbi AA - Absolutely not and don’t forget, we are all a part of everyone. We are all one
and it is sad that most souls nowadays desire to live in a world withdifferences between people and coming down to compromises through war.
It's sad that everyone thinks“MIGHT IS RIGHT” {written in English in the original Hebrew documentin all
capital letters}"ONLY THE STRONG SURVIVE" {written in English in the original Hebrew
document in all capital letters}
Competition is considered a good thing, and winners get the glory, andeveryone else is considered LOSERS {“LOSERS” is written in English in theoriginal Hebrew document in all capital letters} and the general system is finewith it so long as you are not considered a LOSER. {“LOSER” is written in
English in the original Hebrew document in all capital letters} Such a systemcreates poverty, killing, murder, hunger and crime, because the weak have no
way out. Most people use the word "mistake" for everything different fromthem or their beliefs, especially when it comes to different religions, as well associal, economic, cultural and political views. So, here is a brief and generalanswer to the best of my ability. We are all one and we must all take care ofeveryone. As long as there is one hungry soul in Africa, or a wounded soul in47

Iraq, or a sick soul with no cure in India, none of us will have complete peaceof mind. It's our duty to take care of the whole because everyone is one. If thenail on your small toe breaks and becomes infected and your brain decides it
doesn’t matter because it's relatively far away and decides not to help, it's
hard for me to believe you'll sleep well at night due to the pain. This is how
the whole world works. The strong ones claim that it is impossible withoutcompetition, otherwise the world will stop, nothing will happen, and there will
be no success in anything, but, no one asks "to succeed in what?". Most
people pollute and destroy the world given to them as a gift and that gavethem life because they are only looking to benefit themselves and their own
lives. Many groups of people believe that suffering is a part of the process of
the Universe. They believe that they have chosen suffering, and they willcontinue to choose suffering for themselves because they are weak. Hitler
would not have come if they did not choose him. Hitler would not have come ifthey did not help him. A whole nation helped him and today everyone blamesHitler, forgetting that a whole nation elected him into power and most nations
chose TO IGNORE {“TO IGNORE” is written in English in the original Hebrew
document in all capital letters} {the problem}, precisely as you {referring tohumanity} are doing today and afterwards, when the disease {corruption,
greed, division, competition, etc.} spreads, no one understands why the
suffering. This is true for every subject, not just Hitler. For this reason, we
need higher and elevated souls to awaken the lower and less evolved souls,
so one day we can reach true peace.
Ray -Are you talking about the days of the Messiah?

Rabbi AA - Call it Messiah, NIRVANA, {“NIRVANA” is written in English in the original
Hebrew document in all capital letters} it’s all the same thing. True peace andtranquility with spirituality alone. What is most awful regarding Hitler is notwhat he did, but rather what the entire world allowed him to do, and even tosome extent helped him. The shame is not that Hitler killed so many people,
but rather that millions of Jewish people and others had to be murdered
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atrocious experience was more to show all of humanity its existing face, andto awaken humanity from the coma which everyone was in.
Ray -Why such a high price to pay and why always Jews?

Rabbi AA - It isn’t always the Jews. In WWII, more than 30 million people were killed.
6 million were Jews. Still a high percentage, but everything has a reason.
You, and many others like yourself, see death as something as inevitable andnegative, but it doesn’t always exist, and it is usually not something negative.
It is simply a different path which is difficult for you to grasp at the moment.
This is why I asked you to read the book. You have many positive soulsaround you that can help you learn and reach the highest places. Don't missthat opportunity. Utilize them. This is a positive utilization for all.
Ray -Is this a book you would recommend to everybody?

Rabbi AA - Absolutely not. Most are not able to distinguish the good from the badaccording to your understanding, and it may even do harm. Throughout all ofhistory, there were always wonderful guides and leaders to remind us who wereally are. These teachers showed us the highest and the lowest humanpotentials.
Ray -So, Hitler was sent to teach us about the horrors that human beings can carryout, of the lowest human potential?

Rabbi AA - Hitler was not sent to us, Hitler was created by humanity. He was a creationof humanity’s Collective Consciousness, {“Collective Consciousness” iswritten in English in the original Hebrew document} and could not exist
without it! This is the lesson. {“This is the lesson” is written in English in theoriginal Hebrew document} The idea of "we" against "you" is what brought theexperience of Hitler, or rather created it.
Ray -Let's move to a more interesting and pleasant topic, sex.
The Rabbi smiles

Rabbi AA - Only you can think in such a way and jump from topic to topic. Just promise
me you will read and delve deeper into this general topic.

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Ray -

No problem.

Rabbi AA - What do you wish to know?
Ray -Everything about sex.

Rabbi AA - I would rather use the word “sexuality”.
Ray -Okay, how would you describe sexuality?

Rabbi AA - Love and givingness, just like everything else in the Universe, is a part of yourcreation and the general creation, the gift of the Creator.
Ray -If it is such a gift, why is it so forbidden?

Rabbi AA - Everything is allowed as long as you don't hurt others. Preferably with a true
partner because then you are at the highest spiritual level.
Ray -And what if I’m single and I do it without loving the woman?

Rabbi AA - The answers you are going to get are not exactly popular answers in thegeneral world.
Ray -That’s okay, I like unpopular.

Rabbi AA - Well then, in this way it is called “self love”, and in order to love others, youmust first love yourself.
Ray -Do you realize that what you just said is against the Torah?

Rabbi AA - Not at all. It is just that you are familiar with a society of inidividuals with lawsthat came from various translations and interpretations. The male and thefemale were created because, in this way, the sacred Light can experience
itself through Creation, through the souls in this world. It’s all connected toLove and absolute givingness. Of course, if you have a partner like your wife
who is connected to your soul, it is a whole different level and then thepleasure is greater and the Creation is more blessed .
Ray -So why do so many men and women have this urge to cheat?

Rabbi AA - It is not an urge to cheat, it’s an urge to experience a different Love. Society
has created a standard which prohibits this; however, it is not against thesupreme power.
Ray -So I can cheat on my wife?

Rabbi AA - God forbid.
Ray -So decide.

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Rabbi AA - Cheating is not allowed for anyone. If your wife approves, understands andaccepts your sexual desires with love, then it is not a problem. You,
specifically, have very high and different sexual needs than your wife. You
look for quantity and diversity whereas she looks for quality and diversity.
Everything is allowed as long as there is an understanding between eachpartner in the relationship, and you must provide and fulfill one another.
This is part of your duty here, to give and to love.
Ray -And if a man is attracted to a man, is that also allowed?

Rabbi AA - Of course. Are you sure you wish to discuss this at this point?
Ray -Yes, but the Torah says they must be killed.

Rabbi AA - This is not true, these are interpretations. If your son was in a wheelchair,would you kill him? I don’t think so. You would offer him support and try to find
him the best doctor to assist him in walking again. {To clarify, the Rabbi does
not suggest that there is something “wrong” with homosexual individuals
rather that those souls chose a different path in this reincarnation whichcauses them to experience a different type of spiritual experience in thisreincarnation. Afterall, the soul chooses what we would identify as “difficult”
life circumstances simply because it is those circumstances that are ourgreatest teachers and help us spiritually evolve the quickest. This is what the
Rabbi refers to as a “Tikkun”, part of our life’s neverending process, which will
be explained in-depth throughout this text. Contrary to common beliefs, a“Tikkun” does not mean you are “broken” in any way, shape or form, rather it
is simply the different life conditions your soul has chosen to experience inthis reincarnation in order to catalyze your spiritual growth process}A good example is your XXXXX friend. Why don’t you kill him?
Ray -I am not in favor of killing anyone.

Rabbi AA - Because you know he is a very positive person with high qualities. He loves
you very much and you love him, and you have a true friendship with nosexual attraction. He is a good and honest person who never harms anyone,
his soul simply chose a different path than yours. If we would execute51everyone who is slightly different, you would be the first to be hanged.
Nothing is normal with you.
Ray -But it’s written. This is no interpretation.

Rabbi AA - The meaning is death on a spiritual level. {"Death on a spiritual level" does
not mean your spiritual potential is limited in any way. On the contrary, yoursoul chose such these circumstances in order to help you reach higher
heights. The Rabbi is referring to the fact that those souls who chose toreincarnate as homosexual orientation have chosen it as part of their“Tikkun”, which in this case is one that causes an individual to experience a
different vibrancy of life with the overall intention of those circumstances
being the very motivation to encourage one to rejuvinate their own
soul. Generally being “different” than what society considers to be “normal”
leads to unhappiness on a spiritual level which must be overcome. The Rabbi
has always said that we must always support one another in reaching ourdestiny and fulfilling our “tikkun”, whatever that might be. It is our duty tosupport and assist each other on our journey which is part of our own Tikkun
as well. Note that there are homosexual individuals who are very high ranking
leaders in TLS with incredible abilities whom the Rabbi works very closely
with}Think for a moment about your friend and others in his situation that you
know. On the inside, they are not exactly living. This is why they always try toemphasize their happiness. Very few of them, like your friend, openly admitthat they are lost from within. Think about the example of the soul in awheelchair and you will see it is the same. We need to help them as much as
possible and not harass them.
Ray -Can he ever change and get married someday?

Rabbi AA - This is a matter of choice. Your friend is attracted to both men and women.
Each soul is different. What needs to happen, will happen.
Ray -And what if a women is attracted to a women?

Rabbi AA - Most women are attracted to the beauty and charm of other women, but mostof them cast it aside because of social agreements. However, unlike men, it52

does not mean they wish to have sexual relations with one woman or another.
Their relation is more spiritual and the sexual act is a different expression oflove than that of man and woman. As long as understanding and acceptanceexist, and no sexual or spiritual abuse is present, all is allowed, which
includes sex between two women.
Ray -You are going to cause a worldwide revolution.

Rabbi AA - Not at all. All these things have been said and written thousands of times andthere is nothing new under the sun. You were simply taught that if it feels
good, looks good, sounds good, and tastes good, you must feel guilty forliking it. This is not true. It depends on the circumstances and the state ofthings for each and every case. This is why the freedom of choice is given toyou. And pay attention - you feel especially guilty about everything that has to
do with bodily pleasures. It is okay to love yourself, in fact, it is your duty.
However, you should not be addicted to anything. Truly love whatever you
desire as long as you do not hurt others, but don’t fall into addiction - not tomoney, not to success, not to power, not to food, and not to sex, only to loveand givingness. It is better not to choose sex over love. It is better if you
choose them together. Give to receive and receive to give. This is the
purpose of the whole Universe – love and givingness. And sexuality is an
integral part of it. Choose to love more, give more, admire more, be better
than yesterday, know more and know why. Choose more success that can
provide more help, choose understanding, wisdom, intelligence andknowledge, and above all, choose to know the holy Light.
Ray -Let's get back to my wife. If I want another woman, are you saying that it’sokay?

Rabbi AA - So long as she approves, chooses, and controls as a full partner in yourrelationship and never loses your love for her. So long as she does not feelthreatened by losing your love, but rather is reassured of it only gettingstronger, especially your wife.
Ray -Are you sure I cannot bring my wife with me next time?

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The Rabbi laughs
Rabbi AA - I thought this is our last meeting.
Ray -Not if you promise I can bring her along next time. Besides, I am tired. Let mecall her. Maybe we can continue later. I simply haven't even reached thequestions yet. I need you to give me more time.

I speak with XXXX and calm her down. I must have fallen asleep. The Rabbi has
disappeared from the room and I have no idea what time it is. My watch from besidethe bed has disappeared, the phone does not work, and I cannot call the Rabbi.
I took a shower. The water was unusual, very strange. Suddenly, the Rabbi came in.
Ray -Hello honorable Rabbi, good morning. What exactly happened?

Rabbi AA - You fell asleep.
Ray -I fell asleep or you put me to sleep?

Rabbi AA - No, you just fell asleep. What you are going through is not easy. You will
understand later on.
Ray -Where did you go? Where did you sleep?

Rabbi AA - Morning prayers.
Ray -Can I borrow your Tefillin?

Rabbi AA - Gladly.
As I wore the Tefillin, the Rabbi was praying some strange prayers
Ray -I wish to continue.

Rabbi AA - Your wife is waiting for you and I do not wish to sadden her.
Ray -I still have time.

Rabbi AA - Sorry to disappoint you, but we will have to continue on a different occasion.
But before you leave, I would like to take you on a little journey that will help
you grasp these things from a different perspective, and can maybe help youwith the proof you always look for. Do you wish to eat first?

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No, water is enough. I shall eat at home. Where are we going?

Rabbi AA - You may document the following discussions until our departure and at thatpoint, you keep everything to yourself. This journey will not be easy. You must
keep in mind that you are not dreaming and all is good and you shall feel nofear. You are completely forbidden to speak of this journey.
Ray -Am I allowed to talk about it with Adam?

Rabbi AA - Yes, but don’t expect him for now; I don't think he’ll be able to make it.
Ray -When will you answer the rest of my questions, such as Adam, my wife,
XXXXX, myself, and all my friends?

Rabbi AA - Everything in due time.
Ray -Can I get my watch back?

Rabbi AA - After the journey. Close your eyes and open them when I ask you to. Whenyou return, only Moshe will be here, and he will escort you outside. By theway, don’t be confused, you will find yourself in a different hotel which is a bit
more to your taste. At that point, go home, on the right and successful path,and be well. You will hear from me soon.
Ray -I’m sure I will.

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07-07-2010
July 7, 2010
25 Tamuz, 5770
Initial Awareness to Hidden Worlds
According to prior arrangements, Rabbi AA meets me at my home and there we holda conversation documented by me, as the Rabbi requested. I find myself in acompletely different intimate relationship that I began to develop with Rabbi AA andAdam. I began to discover hidden worlds and beautiful beings. I live in complete
bewilderment and I try to understand what is going on around me.
Although I fear the unknown, I feel like I’m on top of the world and cannot wait forevery new day to discover more and learn more.

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Ray -I am very confused and I would like to return to the last questions.

Rabbi AA - I understand you have thought quite a bit and had consulted, and you arewilling to continue until the end.
Ray -I have not yet made a final decision. I have difficulties coping with life here.

Rabbi AA - Which question do you wish to go back to?
Ray -All of them. Let's start with sexuality; you claim everything is allowed undercertain conditions. You also claim the Torah is holy and true, but I find many
contradictions in this regard.

Rabbi AA - What exactly?
Ray -You mentioned that two women sleeping together is okay.

Rabbi AA - According to the Torah, it is not forbidden because a woman does not havesemen, so it is not as severe or problematic as a man sleeping with a man.
Ray -What about a married woman?

Rabbi AA - She must have her husband's full approval and acceptance.
Ray -If a married woman wishes to have sexual relations with another man and thehusband agrees, is that also okay?

Rabbi AA - No, because a man is not allowed to touch another man's wife.
Ray -And I, as a married man, am allowed?

Rabbi AA - Only under the right circumstances, as I mentioned before. That is why a man
is allowed more than one wife. You simply need to start studying.
Ray -What about “Niddah”? {The period of “Niddah” is a time, usually lasting twelvedays to fourteen days, when Jewish law forbids conjugal relations. “Niddah”
begins with the onset of menstruation and is completed with the woman’s
immersion in a mikveh, a ritual pool of rainwater}

Rabbi AA - “Niddah” and family purity laws need to be observed, and if you have morethan one wife, they are all obliged to it.
Ray -What about the “Mikveh”? {a ritual pool of rainwater or any natural body ofwater in which certain Jewish purifications are performed}

Rabbi AA - Your wife does it her way, and even at the appropriate timing as well withouteven understanding.
Ray -Please elaborate.

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Rabbi AA - Ask her. You will understand more if you learn the rules, including the rules ofthe past. {rules in the distant past were different from rules in modern-day}Don't forget, sex, like anything else, is not just your own experience andexperiment, it is also that of the Creator, felt through you. Therefore, it's
essential to do it cleanly and purely and think not only of yourselves because
before you do anything as a couple or separately, you need to first know andget closer to the Creator. Have you ever asked yourself why some things feelso good?
Ray -Yes, but I haven’t found an answer.

Rabbi AA - A good feeling is the soul's way of letting you know and your brain know,
which is your individual self, that “I am here”. We live in a society that forbids
us many good things, and it is usually connected to the different religions with
their interpretations. Do what feels true and good for you with no guilt
feelings, but without exaggeration and without hurting others. And above all,share with your wife and, of course, with the Creator, without being
ungrateful.
To do good and benefit humanity, you need to feel good and know how tosatisfy yourself first because if you are not well, you cannot do well for others.
Do not feel guilty for trying to benefit yourself, as long as you wish to receivein order to give back to humanity. And from what I came to learn about you
until now, you are pretty good at giving. Your high sexual desire comes fromthe giving force you were blessed with.
Ray -But according to the Jewish religion, you are wrong, and on the other hand,
you tell me you are not against the Torah.

Rabbi AA - All religions think I am wrong, but the Torah is different than religion. You
should learn the details within the Torah and learn how to distinguish between
religion/religions/religious people and Torah. This is why all religions fail in
their bottom line message, and most souls do not believe {in religion} andspirituality always succeeds.
Ray -Explain more.

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Rabbi AA - Religion expects you to learn from other people's experiences, spirituality
expects you to obtain your own personal experience. Religion hates
spirituality. Religion encourages you to study other people's opinions andeventually accept them as your own. Spirituality expects you to investigate,organize, and receive the truth and views from within yourself with no exterior
influence, which usually all stem from fear.
SELF DENIAL IS SELF DESTRUCTION. {This phrase is written in English in
the original Hebrew document in all capital letters}
AWARENESS IS THE KEY to the Torah. {“AWARENESS IS THE KEY” iswritten in English in the original Hebrew document}
That is what we need to teach our children.
Once everybody understands that we are all one, it will be impossible to feel
good when causing harm to others. Irresponsible behavior will disappear. You
are what you experience and with what you experiment.
Ray -I do not document every conversation we have.

Rabbi AA - This is okay. That’s your choice. Your only obligation is to show all of yourhandwritten writings to your wife, and you may also tell her about ourconversations, but do not forget, and always be cautious, not to enter
forbidden doors.
Ray -She is very curious and asks many questions. What am I supposed to do to
avoid upsetting her?

Rabbi AA - Simply explain the truth to her and show her the writings the moment you feel
when it is ready and she will understand that there is no need to ask when it
is unnecessary, and she will always believe you. Don't worry, you are a
speaker of truth, and she knows that.
Ray -You warned me of others. What happened suddenly? {Rabbi AA warned Rayof others not believing him in a conversation they previously held, which Ray
did not document}

Rabbi AA - You entered uncultivated fields that are probably not yet ready to receive thecoming seeds.

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But I finally got to a point where I don’t need any proof or witnesses anymore,
and you say my friends will go against me.

Rabbi AA - This is not for certain, but the possibility exists.
Ray -

Why?

Rabbi AA - Most human beings cannot accept and understand what you haveexperienced. You were chosen "as one of a few", and you still lack theknowledge, or the power to cope and to try to explain the truth as you know it.
They are capable of translating this truth as a lie and go against you.
Ray -Why is XXXX different?

Rabbi AA - She is a part of you, and her soul knows the truth, even though her mind
plants doubts in her heart.
Ray -So why don't we share everything with her and then she will make it easier forme to continue the job you expect me to perform.

Rabbi AA - She is not ready for that role. Her soul is far from the upper worlds, and herpath is still very long.
Ray -You call her holy.

Rabbi AA - For reasons that you don’t understand.
Ray -So explain so I can understand.

Rabbi AA - I cannot explain everything to you, but I can tell you that her holinessemerges due to your XXXXXX and your power of consecration.
Ray -Let's not talk about XXXXXX for the moment. I don't think I am ready for this,but since when do I have the power of consecration? I thought I was far frombeing a righteous person and that I don’t know or understanding anything
because I don’t want to study and that I am far from the Torah and I need asubstantial rectification, and that I am an insulting person and many otherthings we did not yet touch on and suddenly I became a saint?

Rabbi AA - I did not say you are a saint, just that you were blessed with the power ofconsecration – just as many other things you were blessed with that you are
not aware of, both positive and negative. But you mostly choose to ignore it
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Ray -And you wonder why I am afraid to ask more questions - you are confusing
me more and more from day to day. But still, you expect me to perform. Could
you explain?

Rabbi AA - Under the conditions you’ve gone through over the past month, you are doing
very well. Above expectations. However, I shall give you one negative
example that may help to rectify another minor issue. Have you heard of theterm "the power of speech"?
Ray -Yes. What does that have to do sanctity.

Rabbi AA - The power of speech, the power of the word, the power of the letter, thepower of the curse, the power of the blessing, praise, and slander. They allcome from the same level, and you could learn all those subjects from the
Kabbalah, through the power of the Kabbalah, the secrets of the Kabbalah,
and the practical Kabbalah. {the practical Kabbalah is known as “Kabbalah
Ha’masit” which is the form of the Kabbalah that you actually practice in yourday to day routine} Another reason for you to study. All terms I havementioned are powers you have received, and your role is to choose and touse them as required, however, much to my regret, you have not always used
these powers in the correct way.
Ray -How can I use something correctly when I don't even know I have it, andbesides, what have I done that is so terrible?

Rabbi AA - Your soul knows everything. It is about time you realize that. And you used to
do many negative things, like cursing.
Ray -Everybody curses, what's the BIG DEAL? {“BIG DEAL” is written in English in
the original Hebrew document in all capital letters}

Rabbi AA - Not everybody, but many. But you are not everybody; when you curse or
bless, it is much more substantial than most people in this world. That is why
when Rabbis bless you, you do not pay attention. Throughout your entire life,
you’ve received with love the blessings of only two Rabbi’s because your soulknew their power and soul.
Ray -I never underestimated Rabbis, even those I despise. And in addition to those
Rabbi’s, I also received blessings from Adam and XXXXX.

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Rabbi AA - You did not underestimate or curse in front of them, but those who you cursed
have paid the price. If you don't want to identify a soul in words, it’s okay, but
your wife must know the full name, especially XXXXXX.
Ray -What about the other readers, if they ever even read this?

Rabbi AA - Your choice is your right.
Ray -Let's get back to cursing. It is true that I curse, but I always do it in good
humor and without bad intentions. When I tell a friend jokingly, "XXXX XXX",
he understands I don't mean it seriously and laughs with me; otherwise, hewould have told me that I insulted him, and of course I would stop
immediately!

Rabbi AA - First of all, thank God you are doing it with no bad intention; imagine what
would happen if you did have bad intentions.
Ray -What are you talking about?

Rabbi AA - Think of all the people around you, and those who used to be around you andare no longer here. The same souls you met on our journey together. Why
don’t you ask them and maybe then you will understand more and believe
more in what I tell you.
Ray -I didn’t know that you permitted me to.

Rabbi AA - The choice is yours.
Ray -But when I asked to speak to you in the new language I learned, you did notagree with the exception of that one time.

Rabbi AA - That was an exercise and to prove to you, as you requested. You may only
use this language when no other choice exists. With me, you have many
options.
Ray -But what about those souls from the journey you took me on?

Rabbi AA - The pleasure and choice are all yours.
Ray -I am sure they will be happy to answer me.

Rabbi AA - Many souls from many different departments and levels truly love you, andtheir givingness to you is of the highest forms. However, you don't know how
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underestimating what you received.
Ray -I don't underestimate it. If I understand correctly, you claim that my cursing
may come true and endanger my friends and harm them.

Rabbi AA - Indeed, correct and correct. And not only your friends, but all the souls aroundyou, even those higher than yourself, like XXXXXXXXXX which if you havenoticed, XXXXX never curses, rather only gives love to those around him, andyou call him simply a XXXXXXX. Yet, you should know that XXXXXX may
change and begin cursing like you, unintentionally. But that does not exempt,
neither you nor him, from your actions.
Ray -Do me a favor, don’t involve XXXXXX. We agreed on this several times
already, but you continue.

Rabbi AA - Sometimes there is no choice. That is the only way to wake you up.
Ray -You mentioned slander. What did you mean by that?

Rabbi AA - This is not your strong side, like cursing and using foul language, however,there too needs slight rectification. It is okay if slandering is said to the souldirectly, but not to others. {behind their back}Ray -I am known to be very straightforward.

Rabbi AA - True, but sometimes you do it with strangers, and the power of persuasion
and the power of speech within you reaches far places.
Ray -What is wrong with warning my close friends?

Rabbi AA - If a warning is for defense purposes, it is accepted, as long as you choose
your ways and your words and stick to favorable terms and always blesswhen you finish talking, just like you did with XXXXXX. Your blessing may
also be quiet if you feel uncomfortable, but most importantly, always
implement it in the most positive way.
Ray -You make me feel like some kind of wicked sorcerer.

Rabbi AA - You are doing this to yourself. You have the option to choose holiness - using
blessings, or impurity through cursing and foul language. Like anything else,
here too, you have the freedom of choice.
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I understand that my awareness is limited, I am a sorcerer, have no
education, and I’m even dumb, with an ill body because I harm myself andothers around me with my big mouth. I have an angry soul that loves sex tocalm myself down, in other words - a sexual deviant, I am impure, and maybe
even a murderer since I curse my friends without realizing it, I am against the
Torah, against the people around me, against the Creator, against purity andholiness, and I’m sure the list is much longer. I am simply too limited toremember it all. So why am I here right now?
Rabbi AA - Your wife is not usually right, but when she calls you a pessimist, there is no
better way to describe you. You always see the negative side of things
instead of extracting the positive side and you refuse to understand that you
have great powers within you. You only need to learn which direction to turnto and you are capable of doing a great deal of good and only good for yourself and for those who surround you, both here and in the uppermost worlds.
It is all a matter of choice. You already fulfilled half of the positive path which
is why you are here with me; Learn to get rid of the impurities, and you will bewalking the right path. To my regret, you refuse to learn and accept the truth.
The truth frightens you. You are afraid to discover how high you can reach inthis world because its responsibility can be unbearably heavy.
Ray -I am afraid to lose my wife and my family.

Rabbi AA - I warned you right from the start that the possibility exists but this is notnecessarily a loss and does not necessarily have to involve giving up yourpresent life. It is possible to function with both worlds, but of course it would
be much more complex and complicated. Not everyone is capable of
implementing it and you may stumble but remember - you can implement
everything if you only choose to love more. {the Rabbi is referring to the ability
to work both in the upper worlds and lower worlds simultaneously. Ray istrying to find an alternative to be able to work in both simultaneously so hedoesn’t have to leave his family and the Rabbi is saying that it is possible but
extremely complicated/difficult and one must be in an extremely heightened
spiritual state in order to do so} Afterall, this is the purpose of the whole

64Universe. Think of the endless road, not of its starting point. Everybody loves
and admires you, even your enemies. Use their love and you shall succeed.
Ray -You warned me that things are going to change concerning my friends andthis is a bit stressful.

Rabbi AA - Not necessarily, but if it happens, it would be part of the process of yourdevelopment, and in the end you will fully succeed. I am referring to thespiritual realm only.
Ray -How come everybody was with me until now, and suddenly they’ll all turnagainst me? What about the materialistic aspect as an integral part of daily
life here?

Rabbi AA - As you are right now, with the vast knowledge you’ve acquired over the pastfew months, you still doubt and it’s difficult for you to believe. You translate
my words as turning against the holy Torah, which is the ultimate truth
because you cannot grasp its true content because your awareness is limited
and you are unable to understand that the holy Torah is not a history book ora science fiction story. It is a body of laws that encompass the vast andhidden contents of infinite love and giving. So what can you expect fromothers whose understanding is far more limited than yours and who haven't
yet seen what you’ve already seen? You are only at the beginning of the road
before the main gate. As for materialism, I do not deal with these things, and
it is not my role here. Whatever needs to happen, has already happened, andwill happen. Learn to grasp the moment, the moment of truth, and choose
what's best for you.
Ray -What do you mean?

Rabbi AA - You are being offered a royal crown in your own kingdom but with it comes
responsibility and hard work for justice, love, truth, and complete giving.
Ray -I am extremely grateful to you, to all the souls involved here and there, to all
the in the heavens and all my advocates, for the opportunity, the secrets
revealed to me, and for the huge honor given to me, especially by Adam.
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certainly not give up on the prince and the princess. Thank you for the throne,
but I already have one and what is currently mine.
Rabbi AA - This is a great mistake. They are all yours in the physical/materialistic world,
but not spiritually. And always remember - God gives, and God can choose to
take away and you have no control of anything, anywhere. The control isprovided to you because of choice. Just as you have freedom of choice, so doothers, and this includes your wife, your children, your whole family, friends,
souls of the Universe, even Adam, and especially the holy Creator.
Ray -Why am I feeling threatened?

Rabbi AA - This is no threat at all. You simply don't understand how the system works.
Ray -I thought my wife will always stay by my side... you promised.

Rabbi AA - And so it shall be, but she still has her own freedom of choice. If you desire
her and wish her to choose your way, make sure to be straightforward andhonest, as you’ve been accustomed to till this very day and never hide
anything, except for the obvious - which, as you know, is out of your control.
Ray -Sometimes I feel like a robot.

Rabbi AA - We are all here as auxiliary tools for the holy Creator. You shall be blessed if
you choose to accept His might. It’s important to me that you know that I
admire your devotion, especially to your wife, and whatever your choice may
be, will be welcome with complete love and understanding. Just remember,whatever direction you choose, fill her with complete love and givingness just
as you know how and you shall always be better today, more giving and moreloving, than yesterday. Always aspire for more and, of course, I mean on thespiritual level. Know that not many would give up on a throne for other souls.
Ray -I have not yet decided or chosen anything. I am very confused as I am trying
to find one whole path without hurting others.

Rabbi AA - I understand your heart. This path exists, your duty is to find it, and know how
to choose it in due time. All roads are good, but there is always a better one.
Ray -So, maybe you can help me and direct me a bit more straightforward.

Rabbi AA - The choice is yours, but I can guide you into short and narrow paths that willlead to broader and less winding roads. And slowly, slowly, once you have66

gathered experience and knowledge, you will be able to reach "THE HIGHWAY OF LIFE" {“THE HIGH WAY OF LIFE” is written in English in the original
Hebrew document in all capital letters} that will lead you to the throne you aresearching for.
Ray -I am not searching for a throne. I had a good life until you and Adam
appeared.

Rabbi AA - You were chosen for not easy task, both here and there. You are free tochoose one, or both together, or none of them. All you have to do is request,
and it will all be over.
Ray -I have more questions before I choose.

Rabbi AA - We shall pick another date because there are many questions, and you needto get back to your routine business. I have noticed this bothers you greatly.
Ray -Many questions that I had I no longer have, but new ones arose. After thejourney, I received many answers for many of my questions so certainly there
is no need to ask them anymore, but many new issues, and old ones too,came up in my mind. If possible, I’d rather speak the new language, and goon another journey.

Rabbi AA - You ask for many things. I cannot promise anything, but will try to return toyou with a positive answer. Just understand that the things you will gain
through the new language cannot be written, and you cannot choose the date
and time. {of when they go on the journey}
Ray -Thank you so much for all the help.

Rabbi AA - In the meantime, pay attention to your level of anger. You have improved alot, but still, watch your mouth and keep away from impurity. Try to engage inyour spirituality, and of course, do not insult people, only bless them, quietly isokay as well, just as you did with XXXXXXXX. Be happy always, and peace
will inhabit your heart.
Ray -One more question before you disappear. Am I supposed to feel not goodabout my sexual impulses or shall I try to suppress them?

Rabbi AA - Your sexual impulse is part of your spirituality; you were blessed with anunderstanding wife. In order for her to accept you as you expect of her, it is67

important that your communication together is honest, whole, and genuine
and you must not let her feel uncomfortable with her sexuality. Let her
understand that you accept her in every way possible.
Ray -But I have always done that.

Rabbi AA - But for some reason, something occurred within her soul that made her feel
uncomfortable with herself, maybe even feelings of guilt. As I explained to you
earlier, sometimes feeling good makes certain souls feel guilty because they
think they don’t deserve it or they think that what they are doing is sinful.
That is not the case. Being that your soul is a part of hers, your role is toexplain that to her, and provide her with unconditional love, as she seeks.
Never forget - she is an integral part of you, and she truly loves you, but she
is not always capable of understanding you or what you are going through.
Ray -I researched and understood what you mean by "laws of the past", regarding“Niddah”. Is it okay if I explain that to her. {for example, the laws of the past
regarding “Niddah” are different that the modern-day laws regarding “Niddah”}

Rabbi AA - Of course, but only to her for now and if you wish, we shall talk about it.
Ray -But what about that issue called "extracting semen in vain"?

Rabbi AA - The general answer is no. It all has to do with performing the act according to
the proper rules and in the right way. In your case, it does not exist because
you don't have sperm to extract in the first place. As you know - it is all left inyour body. Here is another example of sin and a good deed within the sameaction you performed, without understanding what you were doing. You andyour wife keep playing with the Laws of Creation and affect timelines andexperiences of others, even those of the Holy Creator.
Ray -In short, you are saying again - study all the laws, so I can understand thateverything is allowed, and how it is allowed because "not allowed" is anexpression of the lower words.

Rabbi AA - I think you are beginning to grasp it all; praise the Lord. But understand that
the Torah is the whole truth. Your duty is to understand through learning.
Your soul knows everything. Your mind, however, does not grasp it all, which
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stop claiming that I am against the Torah - this is very insulting, and - correctme if I am wrong - you promised to change things.
Ray -I don’t know if you noticed but I am doing much better lately. I even stopped
cursing or insulting XXXXX.
The Rabbi laughs

Rabbi AA - You are a unique soul and I am privileged to know you and work with you.
Ray -I thought I was limited?

Rabbi AA - Pleasantly limited, with Kabbalistic qualities, as opposed to one who only
knows how to take, such as Rabbi XXXXXXX..
By the way, what took you so long to warn Mr. XXXXXX?
Ray -I forgot.

Rabbi AA - That doesn’t sound like you.
Ray -I've got a lot of stress on my mind at the moment.

Rabbi AA - I understand. Go get some rest; you need it. We shall contact each other
soon.
Ray -

Thanks again, but I must ask one small question.

Rabbi AA - Okay.
Ray -What am I supposed to do with the souls I recognize here as souls from thepast?

Rabbi AA - Nothing. If nobody is asking anything special from you, why are you worried?
Besides, the fact that you know and recognize them does not mean they canknow and recognize you. Furthermore, you cannot, or better said, you are notpermitted to reveal yourself to them if they don’t belong to the upper systemsince they would not understand the meaning of it and it could cause
resistance. You are not allowed to reveal them to others.
Ray -What about my wife?

Rabbi AA - There is no need to confuse her beyond what she is already going through.
Besides, she is not a part of that group.

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Ray -The problem is that I don't know what to do with that specific soul; the sexual
tension between us is very high. She does not recognize me, and I don't know
how to handle this, although I understand her urge. What am I supposed totell my wife?

Rabbi AA - The whole truth.
Ray -But then she will want to know the name.

Rabbi AA - Don't worry; she will understand you and she will continue to trust you withcomplete faith.
Ray -You are contradicting yourself. One minute ago, you said I shouldn't tell her
so she doesn't get confused; now she is supposed to read this?

Rabbi AA - I said not to reveal the soul's identity, that's all. The rest is up to you.
Ray -She will not sit still the moment she finds out the truth, with or without a name.

Rabbi AA - Don't decide for her. I assure you she will accept everything with love. Just
explain to her all that is necessary. Besides, that soul is a married woman,and there is no chance that you will stumble, especially with the newknowledge you’ve acquired.
Ray -Yes, but that soul cannot understand it, and her urge continues and it’s a bit
annoying and my wife does not know that information.

Rabbi AA - So now she does. Let her read this without interruption and answer all her
questions and requests.
Ray -Sometimes I would have preferred not to know so much.

Rabbi AA - It comes with the mission, and this is only the beginning. With the help of theDivine Light, you will soon reach very high places.
Ray -With His help, or with my choice?

Rabbi AA - Only with His help. The choice is entirely yours.
Ray -I think I’m going to rest; my brain is exploding.

Rabbi AA - Good idea. Pleasant dreams.
Ray -One second, one more little thing. How do you explain that ever since thatjourney, I have an endless appetite, including forbidden foods, and that I
dream primarily of sex, and that my sexual desires is even higher than
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Rabbi AA - You are under a lot of stress and what you are going through is not easy. Sex
and food are simply helping you relax. Don't overthink it; this is only
temporary. It will go away, just learn to be more relaxed. Go to sleep.
Ray -Thank you and see you soon!
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07-08-2010
July 8, 2010
26 Tamuz, 5770
Relationship Between Humanity and The Creator
Rabbi AA and I are holding a private conversation in my conference room at myoffice in Manhattan, during evening hours, after everybody has already left the office.
Our conversations were in regards to different and unusual topics. I became a sort of
employee or personal assistant of the Rabbi, who sent me to perform multiple andstrange tasks. I felt I was being handled as some kind of operative by a secretorganization for purposes that were unclear to me. Despite the dilemmas and doubts
I had, I always eventually performed what Rabbi AA requested of me. The meetings
between us continued. Whenever a face-to-face meeting was not possible, we spokeover the phone. Our relations grew more and more substantial, and I found myself
submerging deeper into the world of the unknown. Half a year has already past andI’m barely working at running my private business because I am busy and occupied
with the holy Rabbi.

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Ray -You should know that you are driving everybody crazy. I just finished talking
to Rabbi XXXXXX, and he was very excited. He asked for help with somepersonal issues and even a meeting if possible.

Rabbi AA - Everything is possible in due time, but we shall not discuss the holy Rabbi
XXXX at the moment. It would be best to conclude the general topics before
discussing more personal topics, otherwise we will reach nowhere.
Ray -I still have some questions regarding sexuality.

Rabbi AA - I thought we were done with this subject.
Ray -How is that possible?

Rabbi AA - You understand that you can drag it on forever, and I am sure there are morecritical issues on your priority list.
Ray -Certainly not on mine.
The Rabbi laughs

Rabbi AA - I know what you wish to ask, allow me to save you some precious time. Listen
to the following words, and try not to interrupt. Your primary thought process
is correct however, due to your lack of knowledge and inner understanding,you find contradictions between what I say and what you think of as the pathof the holy Torah.
Ray -In short, my awareness is limited. I already understood that, but you still
haven’t proven anything.

Rabbi AA - Stop and don’t interrupt me. Learn to give some respect, and let me finish mywords without interference. I am not trying to prove anything to you and this is
not my purpose here. I am merely a tool of guidance. You chose me, as
I already previously explained. The freedom of choice is yours alone and if
I prove each thing to you in advance and provide you with the foundations of
the Universe and all its secrets, as you are trying to draw from me without
doing anything in return, you will no longer have freedom of choice. Your
choice will be biased. What you have already received has far exceeded my
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and may I add - in a rather devious and creative way that is like no other. No
wonder Adam chose you. But you must understand - this is not your place ofbusiness, rather it is the school of life, and schools are not free of charge. So
now it’s time for you to pay by doing your part.
Ray -We agreed you don't bother me with that until after the surgery. Besides, you
said you are not interested in money.

Rabbi AA - If there will even be an operation, and indeed, I am not interested in dealing
with unimportant issues.
Ray -What do you mean “if there will even be an operation”? And if you wish to get
rid of these unimportant issues, I do not object accepting it since I have many
good deeds that I can do with it.

Rabbi AA - Whatever needs to happen will happen. You shall be blessed.
Ray -Back to hints? What about the subject of sex?

Rabbi AA - You mean sexuality. Just stop interrupting and let me finish.
Ray -

Okay.

Rabbi AA - It is all connected to your level of knowledge and general comprehension.
If you learn, you will reach the highest places, and sexuality will no longer
play a central role in your life. But I shall try, for the last time, to touch up on
the subject in the most delicate yet transparent way possible. The holy Torah
is the absolute and only truth. The Divine Creator, the eternal light, is the soleruler, and he decided to give humanity the greatest gift of all - freedom of
choice. It is about time you grasp this fundamental thing. Once you
understand that, it would be wise of you to realize that the whole Universe,
and all the worlds it encompasses, are all one. When everybody understands
this point, all negative - as you perceive it to be - will disappear entirely, andnobody will ever hurt another person in any way. You are made of body,mind, and soul and sexuality is only one way for body, mind and soul toexpress themselves, either together or each one separately. Everything isallowed under certain circumstances, as long as you don't hurt yourself orothers. It is your duty to protect both yourself and everyone else as one. Don't
suppress your sexuality, rather express yourself in whatever way feels true74and good for you and don't feel guilty for feeling pleasure. Always try to reach
the TOP. {“TOP” is written in English and in all capital letters in the original
Hebrew document} Sexuality with love and true/complete givingness, self
sexuality, or SELF LOVE {“SELF LOVE” is written in English and in all capitalletters in the original Hebrew document} are all acceptable as long as you
don't hurt yourself or others, without lies.
Ray -How could I lie to myself?

Rabbi AA - Everybody does it all the time. They imagine to be someone else, who they
may perceive is apparently more exhaulted, and they feel that something iswrong with them because they were taught to suppress their desires and theirinner truth primarily by the religious leaders, who seek control and false
honor, using the laws of the Torah as their weapon. And, as a result of yourlack of understanding, you claim that I am against the Torah. I repeat - go andstudy, and you can make a revolution in the whole world. According to ourunderstanding, the highest choice is not always the choice that supposedly
serves humanity.
Ray -So sometimes we have to put ourselves before others?

Rabbi AA - You should always put yourself first, and once you choose your life purpose,hoping it is the highest of all, that is when you can also bestow the highest
and genuine love for others. You have been on this path for many years now
but failed to realize that. That is why you constantly feel inner resistance.
Ray -So is it okay if I put myself before my wife and children?

Rabbi AA - PUTTING YOURSELF FIRST {“PUTTING YOURSELF FIRST” is written in
English and in all capital letters in the original Hebrew document} does not
imply being SELFISH, {“SELFISH” iss written in English and in all capitalletters in the original Hebrew document} but rather being SELF-AWARE.
{“SELF AWARE” iss written in English and in all capital letters in the original
Hebrew document}
Ray -Bravo for the English

Rabbi AA - I could switch to Aramaic if you wish.
Ray -No, no. Thank you really. I liked the English better.

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Rabbi AA - Stop interrupting.
Ray -Wait a minute, if sex is such a great thing and such a big part of life
experience, why is it always forbidden, and why do I have to feel "not normal"
if my fantasy is a bit different? Why does everybody feel uncomfortable tospeak about sex?

Rabbi AA - It's about time you realized that you are not normal.
Ray -Honorable Rabbi, you too are not normal. Who decides what “normal” isanyways?

Rabbi AA - Normal is what most people feel or think or wish to do, and rest assured, I am
much closer to “normal” than you are.
Ray -I don't want to be rude, honorable Rabbi, I don’t know much, and as XXXXX
describes me, I am "ignorant and a commoner" – but if there is one thing I am
sure of, it’s that you are everything but “normal”. Don't forget that I alreadyknow some of the secrets.

Rabbi AA - Yes, indeed ignorant and a commoner, but God loves you, so, I must
continue and fight against your ignorance and stubborness. You’re simply asore loser when it comes to arguments. Please don't interrupt and let me go
on. You are THREE DIMENSIONAL {“THREE DIMENSIONAL” is written in
English and in all capital letters in the original Hebrew document} - body,mind, soul. Most people only use their bodies, and after the age of 25, eventhe mind is neglected. The soul is ignored by most people from day one.
Nobody reads, nobody writes, nobody learns or teaches. Nobody is nurturing
the mind or the soul. Nobody expands their horizons. They are all stuck infront of their TV’s and computers, feeding their brains and souls with rubbish
and impurity. You sit in front of the TV, and they tell you "stop thinking", "don't
think", "how to think", "when to think"... And if somebody does try to think forthemselves and explore, the reaction is: "This is not your job”. Psychologists,teachers, Rabbis, Priests, lawyers and many other people who don't evenknow what to do with themselves are there for that purpose. The system has
continued this way for eternity. The new generation cannot write or read, letalone do any thinking, and is descending to the deepest levels of darkness

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right in front of our eyes. And we, the older ones, blindly continue to buy more
and more technology instead of investing in pens and books. We all watch thebasketball game on TV and leave the most important decisions in life to our"distinguished" leaders. Give me a simple and easy life and think for me, I am
too busy with my computer right now. If you ask most people when the lasttime was that they ever read a good book that truly taught them anything new,the answer would be NEVER. {NEVER” is written in English and in all capitalletters in the original Hebrew document} But ask these same people what theschedule is for the TV programs – they’ll recite it by heart. Everything is about
the body. Give me food, give me clothes, give me money, touch my body andkeep it young because I want to live FOREVER. {“FOREVER” is written in
English and in all capital letters in the original Hebrew document} You theleaders; tell us when to sleep, when to work, breathe, sit, stand, or even die.
We have transferred the control from the holy Creator to our leaders and TV
producers. They even tell us what kind of sex is healthy and legal and all of asudden, we realize that our free choice was taken away from us, our naturalgift is gone. We don't understand WHAT WENT WRONG. {“WHAT WENT
WRONG” is written in English and in all capital letters in the original Hebrew
document} How did everything collapse? Where is our freedom, our children,
our culture, our love, our marital relationship, our brain? And you suddenly
find a world, as you know better than anyone else – that lives on drugs,
anti-depression pills, sex and more sex, all for the sake of "success". But noone asks, "to succeed in what"? Imagine your success when "greed" nolonger poisons your mind and your children's brains!
This message was not meant for you personally, but for the entire world.
Ray -And you expect me to forward this message to the entire world?

Rabbi AA - Precisely.
Ray -How exactly?

Rabbi AA - Start learning. Very few know how to use their body and mind simultaneously,
and very few barely even reach 10% of their capacity. If you only knew thepower of your mind and the miracles it's capable of. Even fewer can use all77

three dimensions of themselves {body, mind, soul}. You are one of these few,
but you are still at the lowest level. You can, and you shall reach 4th, 5th, 6th,and 7TH DIMENSIONAL POWER. {“DIMENSIONAL POWER” is written in
English and in all capital letters in the original Hebrew document} Right now,
you are at the 3RD DIMENSION {“3RD DIMENSIONAL” is written in English
and in all capital letters in the original Hebrew document} creating inner
BALANCE. {“BALANCE” is written in English and in all capital letters in theoriginal Hebrew document} You deal more with matters of the soul, soulidentity, life purpose, widening your soul’s horizon, your relationship with God
and your partnership with Him, and above all – YOUR DESTINY. {“YOURDESTINY” was written in English and in all capital letters in the original
Hebrew text}
IN 2ND DIMENSION {“IN 2ND DIMENSION” is written in English and in all
capital letters in the original Hebrew document} you deal with society, selfcreation, thoughts and creating them, ideas, innovations, and selfdevelopment. IN THE 1ST DIMENSION {“IN THE 1ST DIMENSION” is written in
English and in all capital letters in the original Hebrew document} you deal
only with the body, and most of all, money, sex, power, possessions, selfconfidence, prayer {automatic/robotic prayer}, success, and most of all, food.
You are now reaching the completion of YOUR 3RD DIMENSION {“YOUR 3RD
DIMENSION” is written in English and in all capital letters in the original
Hebrew document}. There is no reason that you cannot reach the 7th
dimension. You only need to choose to do it.
Ray -So you mean that to reach the higher places, I must give up sex?

Rabbi AA - You are a real psychopath. Of course not; without sex, you will get nowhere.
I wonder who your teachers were. Enjoy life experiences because the Creator
is experiencing it through you, it’s as simple as that. You are, simplisticallyspeaking, a hedonist, so continue with having fun, only make sure to reachthe higher places so you can enjoy more, give more, and improve more
together with the other souls too. You need to understand that sex withoutlove or food without love, will kill nobody but will also get you nowhere.

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Whatever you do, always make sure to include love and whole and true giving{in those doings}. Then your road to success is an eternal one, in everything.
Sex is not shameful, rather a form of expression of true self love, intimate
relationships, homosexual relationships, normal, or not normal.
Ray -Is there such a thing as too much sex?

Rabbi AA - No, as long as you ENJOY EVERYTHING AND NEED NOTHING. {“ENJOY
EVERYTHING AND NEED NOTHING” is written in English and in all capitalletters in the original Hebrew document} Once you are in need, especially inneed of other people, you immediately ruin the relationship. That's thequickest way to lose somebody. Enjoy, but don't need. I hope that thisconcludes this subject and we can move on.
Live, enjoy, love, and give for the sake of giving, rather than for the sake ofreceiving, just as you know how to give in your day to day life.
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8 Av, 5770
Negotiations for an Unknown Journey
I continue to get closer to Rabbi AA as he becomes my teacher and mentor. I felt
comfortable to bother him with personal questions and recommendations. Although
I occasionally became dependent and unbearable, he was always very patient withme. I was able to feel the power of love that inhabits his soul even through atelephone conversation. He is simply a wonderful and incredible person.

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Ray -

Before we continue with the more general topics, I must ask you a personalquestion regarding XXXXXXXX.

Rabbi AA - This is not the time. It interrupts the process.
Ray -She is arriving from XXXXX today and it’s bothering my wife. I really needhelp with this matter.

Rabbi AA - We all need help when it comes to our children. However, she is not part ofthe system, and I don’t want to discuss her now. Let’s leave that for another
time.
Ray -

I can’t. I promise to keep it short and not to argue.

Rabbi AA - Ask.
Ray -My wife and I have received various messages from different people
regarding XXXXX not only recently but always and we don’t exactly know how
to cope with this matter. I don’t exactly know what to do.

Rabbi AA - You know more than you think, but you try to keep your wife satisfied, so you
give up. You simply choose to ignore - like in many other aspects of your life.
By the way, her name is XXXXXXXXX.
Ray -What is the root of this problem?

Rabbi AA - The root of the problem is that you perceive it as a problem.
Ray -But there is a problem.

Rabbi AA - There is no problem. Both of you, and especially your wife, are creating aproblem that does not exist.
Ray -What are you talking about?

Rabbi AA - You have explained to your wife what must be done, and other friends have
explained the same thing to you both. However, your wife keeps doing things
her own way. She is trying to do what you used to do at first - to live your life
through your kids. Simply let go of them. As you claim – provide true giving of
unconditional love. This is not only your choice; this is your duty. Your wife ispractically strangling XXXXXXX with love. You, on the other hand, show her
only physical love. XXXXXXXX is not a "problem"; XXXXXX is not a "thing".
XXXXXXX is a healthy person with a soul, who came here to experience life
for herself and for the benefit of the Creator, so that the Creator can

81experience life through her. However, as always, you try to interfere with theprocess of creation and formation by changing specific times and dates, bymaking unwise decisions regarding her teachers and guides and by analyzing
her personality. And suddenly when her soul shows signs of resistance, youcall it DISRESPECT {“DISRESPECT” is written in English and in all capitalletters in the original Hebrew document} but in fact it’s really both of you,especially your wife, who are causing TO DISRESPECT AND TO DIS-EASE{“TO DISRESPECT AND TO DIS-EASE” is written in English and in all capitalletters in the original Hebrew document} which leads to DISEASES{“DISEASES” is written in English and in all capital letters in the original
Hebrew document} and sorrow, not only for her but for yourselves as well.
Ray -I am requesting accurate guidance. What am I supposed to do?

Rabbi AA - Nothing, except for showing her true unconditional love.
Ray -You expect me to just sit and do nothing with all her foolish actions?

Rabbi AA - Exactly. She has the same freedom of choice that you do.
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XRay -XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

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Rabbi AA - You are right because you chose it.
Ray -What do you mean I chose it?

Rabbi AA - Exactly that. As I explained, your words can create a lot of changes, lots ofgood and lots of damage. I do not wish to use the term "bad". Think back andtry to remember because your soul knows it all. It is only your mind thatsometimes chooses to forget. Try to remember your "big mouth" with all thefilth that came out of it and you will understand the damage you have caused,similarly as I have proven to you in the past regarding other souls.
Ray -So I am the one to blame for it all?

Rabbi AA - This is not a matter of blame. It's a choice, your choice and your wife's choice.
Choose to love and not to control. Choose to give without expecting anything
in return from her aside from love which will come if you want it or not. Let her

82choose her own teachers and guides, one good soul like your friend XXXXXX
is better than all the rest of them, who confuse her even more.
Ray -Who is XXXXXX?

Rabbi AA - XXXXX, the physician.
Ray -I don’t know any such physician.

Rabbi AA - The XXXXXXXXXXXXXX. They are connected on the soul level. This is why
she chose him.
Ray -First of all, I am the one who chose him; besides, his name is not XXXXXXX.

Rabbi AA - Once again, you think you know everything. You only know his XXXXXXXX
name. Check and find for yourself, just please stop arguing with me all day.
I call my friend. As always, the Rabbi is right. I continue asking
Ray -How do you know him so well?

Rabbi AA - You promised not to waste my time.
Ray -Sorry. Let's move on. I would like to summarize so we can move forward. You
claim that my wife and I chose the current situation, which is not necessarilybad, rather, a temporary interruption to her soul development, and if we
decide so, things will change?

Rabbi AA - Things will only change if she chooses to change. You perform your role as afather and your wife will fulfill her role as a mother. In most cases, the motheris closer to the daughter than the father just as you are closer to your son.
What must happen will happen. Just watch your mouth, bless in place of
cursing, and praise in place of putting down. You must be cautious regarding
what you let come out of your mouth. A blessing is always better than acurse. Praising is always better than putting down.
Ray -What am I supposed to do, for instance, if she hangs out with XXXXX
people?

Rabbi AA - Your mouth again. Watch out. As long as she doesn't put herself in danger,
there is no problem. It is allowed. However, it doesn’t mean that you mustchoose to help her with every issue she chooses. You are permitted to83choose differently and refuse to help. For example, if she decides to buy
harmful foods, you may refuse to subsidize them. Suppose she gathers soulsaround her that you find damaging. In that case, you may explain your pointof view, but peacefully, from your soul, without insulting anyone. It’s your rightto choose to refuse to host them in your house or, better yet, you don't needto go out of your way to make XXXXXXXXX’s stay pleasant if her ways are
not acceptable to you. However, all of this must be done with your wife's
consent.
Ray -In short, leave her alone and only cooperate with her if it suits me and mywife.

Rabbi AA - Let her have her leeway and freedom of choice and a bit more independence
and freedom of expression so long as she doesn’t hurt anybody. Nothing will
happen if she doesn’t learn. Look at you - despite everything you've been
through, you are still hesitating when it comes to studying, so what do you
expect of her? And besides, you didn’t turn out so bad.
Ray -At least I teach myself, read, inquire, and open my eyes to see what ishappening around me.

Rabbi AA - That is your choice. You are not permitted to choose for her. It will not leadher anywhere. Instead, choose to guide her with true love and true giving.
You treat everybody else like that, so why not her? The fact that she is yourdaughter does not allow you to expect anything from her. You are not theCreator, and the control is not in your hands. You and your wife are merely atool in the system of Divine Creation, and it’s important that your wife
understands this point. Live and let live, respect her way of living, and she will
always aspire for the best of all, for the good and the great. Your knowledge
today is far broader than that of your wife, especially today. Explain and shareyour knowledge with her. That way, she will be able to deal with all the newdecisions she will have to make, not only regarding your daughter, and she
shall be blessed.
Ray -I am afraid that if I talk, I might drag us into forbidden topics.

Rabbi AA - Don't worry. As I told you - a slip of the tongue is not an option.

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Ray -

So, where is my freedom of choice?

Rabbi AA - Very funny, indeed. I wonder when you will stop arguing.
Ray -Thank you. Now I have another request.

Rabbi AA - I am at your service.
Ray -You promised me another journey. I performed everything you asked me, andI would like to go on that journey before the XXXXXXXXXX ceremony.

Rabbi AA - Firstly, I never promised; I only promise that I will do my best to make it
happen. Secondly, you did what I asked you to do, but you forgot to take careof XXXXXXX's soul.
Ray -She was not part of the DEAL. {“DEAL” is written in English and in all capitalletters in the original Hebrew document}

Rabbi AA - Everything is connected to everything. It is time for you to understand this.
Regarding XXXXXX, you started but you did not finish and regarding
XXXXXX, you performed but rather weakly. It is beyond my comprehension
why you are so ashamed to shout out loud to the heavens for the sake ofgetting what your spirit and soul require and desire. Finish your mission
reliably, and then I can try and arrange something.
Ray -This is not my entire request.

Rabbi AA - I am afraid to ask. {what else you want}Ray -I understand from all the last trials and the various experiences that thejourney can be done in a physical body.

Rabbi AA - And how did you reach that conclusion?
Ray -From my elevator experience in the Hilton Hotel.

Rabbi AA - You are pretty surprising to me sometimes but forget it. There is no chance not even Adam would help you with that.
Ray -If this is a possibility, then why not?

Rabbi AA - Because it is dangerous, and I will not take on such a heavy responsibility.
Ray -Why is it dangerous?

Rabbi AA - The chances you choose to stay are higher than last time and your body is
not made for the climate or atmosphere for the way there or for the way backnor for the place itself.

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Ray -

But this is my choice.

Rabbi AA - Correct, so do it without me.
Ray -Now you are being clever with me.

Rabbi AA - I have a great teacher.
Ray -I am sure there is a way to protect and reinforce the body before the journey
to keep me protected.

Rabbi AA - That is not in my hands or within the scope of my powers.
Ray -So let’s talk with Adam.

Rabbi AA - There is no chance that he will help you.
Ray -He will always help me if he can.

Rabbi AA - You are just like all of humanity - exploiting love and true friendship for
unworthy things, thinking of nothing but yourself and your desires.
Ray -You told me I should learn. I cannot think of a better way to do it.

Rabbi AA - Well, I am not a school, and that is not my role here.
Ray -I wish to speak with Adam.

Rabbi AA - You are once again disrespecting my abilities and my honor.
Ray -God forbid. But you said this is beyond your power, so I wish to have Adam's
help. In return, I am willing to help with other things, like those you mentioned
earlier.

Rabbi AA - So your choice is affirmative?
Ray -Not yet. You will receive my final answer after the surgery.

Rabbi AA - Surely you understand that physically, your bones might break or even crush
due to such an experience?
Ray -No, I did not understand that. Even so, I am sure Adam, and his friends havethe proper protection. By the way, in my heart I know that the past 6 months
and the whole story regarding the XXXXXXX, are somehow related to my leg
issues and the upcoming surgery, right?

Rabbi AA - There is some truth to what you are saying.
Ray -So why don't you teach me how to prevent this surgery just as you taught me
to help others?

Rabbi AA - You, with your deeds, intentions, and words, chose that.

86Ray -

I chose for my bone to crush and the surgery?

Rabbi AA - According to your current limited level of awareness, yes.
Ray -What do you mean, yes?

Rabbi AA - You’ve known the treatment for 15 years now and you’ve proved it to the top
physicians. You don't need me, nor do you need Adam for that purpose. You
chose, you created, and you directed the whole process according to yourawaited date. You solved the problem 15 years ago. You can choose to solve
it again.
Ray -So was I right by saying that the surgery date was not a coincidence?

Rabbi AA - There is no such thing as “coincidence”. You already learned this in first
grade. The surgery is your own choice and your own doing. You are the only
one who can choose to prevent or continue the process. You know best whenit comes to preaching and teaching others how they should live their lives,
how they should eat, how to overcome cancer and how to defeat theirdiseases. However, your brain is not willing to listen to your own soul's
advice. So, this is entirely your choice. Now stop messing with my soul, andlet's move forward. Choose!
Ray -I choose to not go through with this surgery.

Rabbi AA - So cancel the date. This is your choice.
Ray -But what about the pain?

Rabbi AA - You can choose to dissolve that as well.
Ray -

How?

Rabbi AA - You can choose to learn and listen to the depths of your soul. Step out of yourmind and enter the depths of your soul, as you did in the journeys. You are
perfectly aware that you must step out of your beliefs if you wish to performthese physical and spiritual journeys. You also know that you must step out ofyour beliefs if you want to receive the powers that you desire because inmany cases, it's the mind that stops what the soul and the heart alreadyknow. So, just choose!
Ray -You are talking about the big choice I need to make after the surgery. But if
you help me now and help me fix the issue with my leg just as I know you

87have the powers to do, I will possibly be able to make a choice quicker andmaybe even easier. The secrets and the great powers can wait for a laterstage. I don’t understand why you refuse to help me even if I did make a
mistake and chose to harm myself.
Rabbi AA - You pay for your mistakes; you also pay for your tuition. Meanwhile, yourbalance is in debt, not in credit. Your credit card is not limitless. Only God islimitless. He resides within the eternal Light / the sacred Light.
Ray -Do me a favor, don’t start driving me crazy with all these lights. You are
confusing me. I am requesting to meet with Adam, but not in a dream. I needit to be real and tangible.

Rabbi AA - No problem. Why do you think that dreams are not real? You shall receive
what you choose, but you should also consider what your body wants. Adamis capable of cancelling everything. Sleep well tonight. I will take care of it
tomorrow. The responsibility completely lies with you.
Ray -Tomorrow is the 9th of AV, XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.

Rabbi AA - Yes, I know, but it's not XXXXXXXXXX.
Ray -Don't you have a more pleasant date?

Rabbi AA - I couldn’t have chosen a date that is more fitting.
Ray -That's not funny.

Rabbi AA - I actually find it pretty funny. Are you afraid of something?
Ray -Yes, the 9th of Av feels unsuitable; I am afraid something might happen.

Rabbi AA - Don't worry, there is no water or ocean over there (private joke between
Rabbi AA and myself).
Ray -I know, but it is still not very appealing.

Rabbi AA - What happened to you, the bravest of all? Is there something you wish to tell
me?
Ray -

Yes, not the 9th of Av.

Rabbi AA - Sorry, it’s not up to you. Be ready tomorrow. I will try to make your timepleasant.
Ray -What about the meeting of Rabbi XXXXXX?

Rabbi AA - That’s up to him.

88Ray -

I invited him to the XXXXXXXXXXXXX, but he doesn’t think that leaving Israelis the right thing to do.

Rabbi AA - There is nothing wrong with it as long as his goals are sacred. Purity andholiness are inseparable parts of his life because the holy spirit resides within
him.
Ray -

So why won’t there be a meeting?

Rabbi AA - He must choose and stop being afraid. The fear harms his love, purity, andholiness.
Ray -I apologize if I offended you. I am simply very troubled, and I am notfunctioning as I should. My curiosity kills me. I think Adam can help us both;I hope you are not angry with me.

Rabbi AA - I love you very much, and I will do anything to help you, so much as tosupport you during our meeting with Adam.
Ray -You mean you will stand by my side?

Rabbi AA - Precisely.
Ray -Great, I am much calmer now. Where shall we meet?

Rabbi AA - I will inform you. Cancel your plans for tomorrow. Also, your meeting with thelawyer this morning is not beneficial to your friend XXXXXXX. Do not listen to
the lawyer's advice and be careful with what you say. There are many
enemies after him and after XXXXXX. Call XXXXXX and don't be afraid. It istime that you believe in your powers.
Ray -Can we move on to the general subjects?

Rabbi AA - No. Go home and spend time with your family.
Ray -Thank you and see you tomorrow.

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9 Av, 5770
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It is the 9th of Av. I document a rather strange meeting with Adam and Rabbi AA. The
documentation is not written by me. I am only copying it at a later stage. Adam's
assistants must have written it all for me to remember afterward.
Place of departure: XXXXXXX’s apartment.
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Adam -You seem to be a bit frightened.

Ray -Curious would be more accurate. And for some reason, I don’t feel
comfortable here.

Rabbi AA - Don’t worry, the feeling shall pass soon. It seems the journey wasn’t easy for
you this time.
Ray -But I am here without my body.

Adam -

Don't worry. Relax, and it will soon be over.

Ray -I want to document and describe what is happening.

Adam -

That is already being taken care of.

Ray -I must switch to Hebrew because the translation will be long and difficult, andI don’t understand how exactly I am supposed to write this way.

Adam -

What don’t you understand? Everything is already taken care of. You don't
need to write or translate anything. It is all being done for you. When you
return, simply copy with your handwriting what is handed to you in the way
you are accustomed to.

Ray -Ask your assistants to hand it to me in writing in order to save time.
Adam and the Rabbi are smiling

Adam -

Only you are capable of asking for such requests.

Ray -What's wrong with it?

Adam -

It’s about time that you understand that there is no such thing over here as
saving time. It’s only inside your brain.

Rabbi AA - You always wish to shorten the process. However, you need to understandthat there is a reason for everything.
Ray -So you’re telling me it will all be written, and I will only have to copy it without
making spelling mistakes?

Adam -The Rabbi told me you have differences of opinion. How may I help?

Ray -You promised me another journey providing I perform certain things, which I
already accomplished. But still, he claims they were not completed in full. So

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now, he wishes to postpone the journey until after the XXXXXXXXXX
ceremony and I would like for it to be now.
Adam -The problem is that you are requesting to do it with a physical body.

Ray -Why not?

Adam -

There are many things that you still don't understand. That is a dangerous
situation, and it can influence your decision. The probability that you choose
to stay there is high.

Ray -But you already know everything in advance – what will happen has alreadyhappened and what is meant to happen already happened and will happen,
just like the Rabbi taught me.

Adam -

We don’t know anything in advance. Your soul is the one that makes the
choice. Not us. We only provide guidance. And as your guide, I advise you
not to do it. You are too important to me.

Ray -Why would I not want to return?

Rabbi AA - As I explained, things have happened in the past.
Ray -But, if it’s so good, and I choose it, what's wrong with that?

Adam -

I wish to help you in choosing something beneficial, not harmful.

Ray -But you promised me.

Adam -

We promised without a body.

Ray -I will still be able to choose to stay, regardless.

Adam -

Correct, but the chances are less. And I will not let your body suffer any
damage.

Ray -Are you sure there will be damage

Rabbi AA - No.
Ray -Is there a way to protect the body before the journey?

Adam -

Why is it so crucial for you to have the journey with your body?

Ray -The feeling is more natural, and the experience is far more interesting. I want
to feel normal this time. I promise you I will come back.

Adam -

You cannot promise things to which you are not aware of.

Ray -Adam, you can help me, and I am begging for help. You are giving me an
opportunity that I will not have again. The curiosity is killing me. You know me

92well enough by now. I promise, and I shall keep my promise. But I need yourhelp. The last time we met, during the shiva of XXXXXXXXX, you told me that
God will compensate me one day {for all the good deeds}. That was apromise. {A “shiva” is the week-long mourning period in Judaism for firstdegree relatives. The ritual is referred to as “shitting shiva” in English. The
shiva period lasts for seven days following the burial}
Adam -

Don’t you agree that you’ve already been compensated quite nicely?

Ray -I am thankful for you, the Rabbi and everybody else in the system and knowthat I appreciate everything. But I still don't want to miss such an opportunity.
So I am willing to contribute whatever may be required, as long as it won’t
negatively affect my family. By the way, not seeing the physical body is quitedifficult for me at the moment. Can this be changed?

Adam -The Rabbi is right, you are asking for too much.

Ray -I am simply troubled and I find it difficult to adjust to this situation.

Rabbi AA - Lift up your light upwards and do not move.
Adam -Is it better now?

Ray -Excellent; it is far more natural and tangible when you can see a pair of eyeson the other side.

Adam -You do understand that mostly everything here is being documented
according to your request?

Ray -

Yes.

Adam -The Rabbi has explained to you - such things may cause obstacles to yourprocess, especially if they go public.

Ray -I think the Rabbi managed to stop many reporters that were harassing me,so right now everything is okay.

Rabbi AA - That was your choice, not mine.
Ray -Regardless, thank you.

Adam -

You better think twice before forwarding your writings. Most of your friends
will not understand them.

Ray -I understand, but I am allowed to show everything I wrote since it does notinclude the concealed secrets, do I understand correctly?

93Adam -

You are fine, don't worry about anything regarding the concealed topics.
Don’t forget to share everything with your wife.

Ray -I would like to go on the next journey before the XXXXXXXXXXX ceremony.
I don’t care where we go.

Adam -You must first finish what you haven’t completed yet. The Rabbi will give yousome more tasks which you are not supposed to document. Once you arefinished, we can discuss the issue. It is impossible to go before the
XXXXXXXXXX ceremony. Perhaps before the surgery, so you will not have togo through the surgery process twice if you suffer any damage to your bones.

Ray -Why can't you arrange so that the surgery will become unnecessary? Why do
I have to go through all of this suffering?

Adam -

This is part of the process you chose. We don’t have the power to change it;
it is all up to you.

Ray -Adam, I saw you do things much more miraculous than that. Why aren’t you
helping me? I know you have the power to do so!

Adam -

Nobody has a right, whoever he may be, to use higher/Divine powers fornon-sacred purposes.

Ray -I am asking for a favor as a friend.

Adam -

Things don't work around here as you are used to. Believe me, when I say –it is all in your hands. Go your own way and may you be successful with it.

Ray -The least you can do is promise me to go {on the journey} with my body withthe required protection. {for the body}

Adam -We shall discuss that in due time.

Ray -Why do you send me to help others and refuse to help me, my wife, or mymother?

Adam -

That is not your choice. Everything has its reason. At this stage, you are notsupposed to know it all. However, once you raise yourself to the appropriate
level through your actions, you will be able to receive it all without my help.

Ray -What do I have to do to reach that level, your level?

Adam -

We cannot discuss that right now. You have already learned most of thesteps. Now you need to choose the right path to walk them through.

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Rabbi AA - Understand, we are only here for the basic guidance.
Ray -If we are already gathered here, I would like to ask a personal question andI expect a straightforward answer, like friends. What exactly do you want fromme, and why me?

Adam -Your world, Earth, and the Universe as a whole, stand before a new era that
may cause a great revolution according to your understanding. I do not wish
for you to do anything against your own choice. I am simply asking for yourhelp for the sake of the whole system.

Ray -And what exactly am I supposed to do?

Adam -

That will only be revealed to you after you make your final choice.

Ray -How can I choose something I know nothing about?

Adam -You know enough to make the choice - you have seen and felt many things.

Ray -All that you showed me and requested from me until today was positive. Will
following through also be a positive experience?

Adam -

Of course. However, throughout your individual process and that of the whole
Universe, many things may occur that you may perceive and interpret as
negative.

Ray -You mean, like a world war?

Adam -

This is one possibility.

Ray -Is Rabbi XXXXXXX correct about the nuclear bomb in Tel-Aviv? Is therevelation he had real or just a dream?

Adam -The revelation was real; the problem is that he is not certain regarding his
message.

Ray -When is it going to happen? And, if so, will it destroy Israel entirely, including
Jerusalem?

Adam -

Relax. You are being too hasty. The revelation was real, but that still does not
imply that the events will occur. Besides, Jerusalem will never be harmed.

Ray -Jerusalem is one hour away from Tel Aviv. Rest assured that such a bomb
will take Jerusalem down.

Adam -

Rest assured that you are wrong.

Ray -So, we should all move to Jerusalem.

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Rabbi AA - Or, we could all concentrate on doing good and benefit others and dissolve
the evil throughout the world.
Ray -How exactly?

Adam -

With the help of souls like yourself, who are willing to assist in this difficult
mission.

Ray -Assuming I agree, what will happen to my family and friends?

Adam -

Each soul has the right to choose their own personal process. It is beyond
your role or duty to be occupying your mind with such matters.

Ray -Adam, do you really expect me to accept such an answer without providing
any further details?

Adam -

What are your options?

Ray -To stay here with them and try to protect them as much as I can, like any
normal father and husband would do.

Adam -The power to protect them and many others is greater if you are here with us.

Ray -Can you promise me complete protection for my people? As I see it, there isgoing to be hell upon earth.

Adam -

I cannot promise you anything except to try and help. But you are notfocusing on the root of the matter. They will arrive at their destiny. It is not inyour hands to control their destiny.

Ray -Do you expect that I turn my back on my wife, who you call holy, and leave
her alone with two kids, to suffer on her own?

Adam -

They will not necessarily suffer and not necessarily get hurt. They chose theirpath, not you, and besides, the Rabbi had already explained multiple times
that such a way does exist - a way to include both the mission and yourfamily. However, the work would be much more difficult, and you may
stumble, and then not only might you hurt yourself, but them as well.

Ray -I can assure you that if I am not with them, they will suffer. They need me justas much as I need them.

Adam -

Over here, you will not feel the need for them. You have only just begun
walking your path, and your understanding is quite limited.

Ray -When are all these atrocities supposed to happen exactly?

96Adam -

It’s not up to me.

Rabbi AA - Our job is to dissolve these evil intentions.
Ray -Surely you understand that I do not believe any of that, and it is probably
another dream or just a crazy movie.

Adam -

You are not dreaming. You have a lot of work to do. And we haven't evenstarted to talk about your personal questions. Be sure, however, that after
everything and despite everything, all will be good with no wars and no
diseases, just as you always dream and fantasize. Everything was alreadywritten, and approval has been given.

Ray -You confuse me once again with the freedom of choice.

Adam -I understand you perfectly, and I love you very much. My wish is to support
you in any possible way. Just begin believing in yourself a bit more. You
deserve more.

Ray -So instruct me on exactly what to do with no hints or clues.

Rabbi AA - That is impossible. I am not permitted to interrupt your process.
Ray -How would you explain the last six months?

Adam -

You chose a certain process; you chose to ask for help, and you received it.
If you decide not to take it, it will cease to exist. Everything is your choice.
If you choose me, I will be here for you, and if you would like, I shall always
help you.

Ray -Why aren't you driving Rabbi XXXXXXX crazy as you do to me?

Adam -He chose a different role. He is a man of prayer.

Ray -What does that mean?

Adam -He chose a different role than yours because he is a different soul, a newsoul. He is unique and the holy spirit resides within him. Each of us is madefor a different role. He is not capable of performing your task, and currently
you are not capable of even coming close to his spiritual comprehension.
However, you were destined to love, support and strengthen one another.
This is part of each of your roles, roles that you both chose. Youracquaintance was not a coincidence.

Ray -How could we have chosen that if we didn’t even know each other?

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Rabbi AA - I already explained that your soul knows everything. During your life, youlearn what your soul already knows so that the mind begins to remember.
Ray -I feel like I’ll end up collapsing.

Adam -

Don't worry. I promised something, and I shall keep my word. Preserve yourpresent moment, do your calculations and preserve your body and soul. Onceyou make your choice, we shall all respect it here in the system. But in themeantime, take advantage of the present moment, learn in order to help
yourself, your family, your children, and the whole Universe. If you choose thesystem, everything will unlock before you, including the revelation of the most
hidden secrets with complete understanding so that you’ll be able to fulfill
your role.

Ray -But I will be alone.

Rabbi AA - No, you will be with others.
Ray -I don't want others; at least let me have my family.

Adam -

This is beyond our power of control. I cannot make such a promise.

Ray -Rabbi XXXXXX asked for a meeting. When will it happen? I want toparticipate just to make sure I am still sane.

Rabbi AA - I told you, it is up to him.
Ray -However, I am not sure he understands what needs to be done.

Rabbi AA - He consults with others like yourself; if he chooses without fear, he shallalways win with unconditional love.
Ray -If the Rabbi chooses so, will I be able to join him on his missions?

Adam -

No. Your place is here with me, and his mission is on Earth.

Ray -So how about we switch our roles?

Rabbi AA - You already received the explanation for that - each one has different
understandings and capabilities, which influences the internal force thatallows you to perform a specific task.
Ray -You are instilling fear into me.

Adam -

Only love.

Ray -How is XXXXX connected to Rabbi XXXXX in all this situation?

Rabbi AA - We have already discussed that. Mutual help between the three of you.

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Ray -

How?

Rabbi AA - You will all find your way.
Ray -How come the light here today is much brighter and much more intense?
Even around me. Is there any connection to the 9th of Av?

Rabbi AA - No, it is only an expression of love, givingness, and purity.
Ray -I am not accustomed to receiving so many compliments, especially from you.

Adam -

Ray, you must stop teasing the Rabbi. By doing so, you insult me as well.

Ray -I apologize. I am simply joking to preserve my sanity.

Rabbi AA - I love you very much, as always.
Ray -We already mentioned XXXXXXX. Can you provide me some tips regarding
him? He is full of questions to which I have no answers.

Adam -XXXXXX always was, and always will be, dear to my heart.

Ray -I thought there is no heart over here.

Rabbi AA - Stop interrupting.
Adam -

He is walking on the right path. He only needs some reinforcement from you,from Rabbi XXXXXXXXX, and other good souls surrounding him.

Ray -What about his wife?

Adam -He has the answer, but he is afraid.

Ray -If you tell him, he will comply.

Adam -

I have no right to interfere with his process. This is entirely his choice. I canonly provide guidance when possible. He must strengthen his faith in the holyLight and in himself.

Ray -What are you talking about? He prays all day long!

Rabbi AA - It means nothing.
Adam -

Praying without faith or with weak faith does not help much. It’s preferable
that he puts his soul into helping his children, his family, and the community.
It’s important that he understands that everything and everyone is all one. It
will change and improve his virtues. He will begin to love life and not regard it
as suffering and misery. He will open his eyes, will transcend, and will
succeed. That is a promise.

Ray -But I thought he was much better.

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Adam -

Much of it thanks to you, but soon enough, you will no longer have the time
for him. It is, therefore, better if Rabbi XXXXXX gets closer to him. His loveand his faith are true, and the holy spirit inhabits his soul.

Ray -What exactly do you mean by “the holy spirit inhabits his soul”? And why
doesn’t it ever inhabit my soul?

Rabbi AA - Learn and you will understand.
Ray -Adam, you see how mad he is?

Adam -

He is not mad. He loves you eternally.

Ray -Rabbi XXXXXXX told me I can leave the body using the “Shemoneh Esreh
Prayer”. {the “Shemoneh Esreh Prayer” otherwise known as the “Amidah”, isthe central prayer of the Jewish liturgy. This prayer, among others, is found in
the siddur, the traditional Jewish prayer book. Due to its importance, it issimply called “The Prayer” in Rabbinic literature} Can you at least teach methat?

Rabbi AA - This is not an amusement park. Learn and you will understand.
Ray -What about XXXXXXX? Your son.

Adam -

I explained my words and shall no longer ponder into that subject. The choice
is in his hands and the hands of his descendants.

Ray -Everybody on your side is asking me questions. What should I answer them?

Adam -

Whoever requires a message, or a comment, will receive it in due time. So,
there is no need to ask me. Everybody knows the answers from within, butthey choose to ignore them.

Ray -What is the secret behind the gift you gave XXXXXXXXX?

Adam -

That's between me and her.

Ray -How is it that I haven’t met your wife yet?

Rabbi AA - Learn and you will understand. She is none of your business.
Ray -I am not comfortable with the XXXXXXXX issue. Can we skip it or sendsomeone else instead of me?

Adam -

I thought you wanted to take a journey.

Ray -Done, I’ll manage it. What date are we going?

Rabbi AA - I will get back to you at a later time.

100Ray -

Apart from that universal issue you explained to me that may possibly occur,
are there other things I need to perform for any other missions?

Adam -

Of course, there's lots of work to be done.

Ray -Is it in any way connected to becoming religious?

Rabbi AA - There is no such thing. We already discussed that.
Adam -I am not looking for religious people. I look for loving souls that wish to giveand support, not only themselves and their friends, but the whole Universe,
the holy Torah, and the wonderful Creator, the Eternal Light, which His love isnever ending and His Light touches us all.

Ray -I stopped wearing Tefillin. It doesn’t really resonate with me.

Adam -

The choice is yours. But how can you say it does not resonate with you?
You received all my scripts through your Tefillin which were practically talking
to you.

Ray -That is just some kind of a trick.

Adam -Is that all you have to say to me? A trick?

Ray -

Yes.

Adam -

So why do you insist that XXXXX puts on Tefillin?

Ray -I don't know. Besides, I thought religion hates spirituality.

Adam -

It has nothing to do with religion. I am talking about spiritual souls and theholy Torah. You can draw your own conclusions, but first sit and study.

Ray -I am tired; I wish to return.

Adam -

I thought you still have a lot of general questions.

Ray -I am just not capable anymore. I must go back home.

Rabbi AA - I am here at your service, and I already know what your questions are, so weshall answer them some other time.
Ray -Adam, I trust you to give me a positive answer regarding this journey. Just
one more small question. - is it true that you and XXXXXX are planning somereincarnation together? And if so, then why?

Adam -

Sometimes you are too curious. But your understanding is correct, and this ispart of your process.

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So how about we do something together on Earth? Then everybody will behappy, especially my wife.

Adam -My process relies on your choice; XXXXXX's process depends on mine, andso on. That is the Law of creation, rotation, and circles.

Ray -Is that why everything in the different galaxies is round and spinning?

Adam -

Yes, but let's not discuss that right now.

Ray -Why can't I choose only Earth and be here with you guys?

Adam -You may choose whatever your spirit and soul desires, but you cannot control
the choices of others. You can influence their choice just as your choice
influences my place and choice.

Ray -How is it that I was rewarded with such powers to influence someone like
Adam?

Rabbi AA - You were rewarded and blessed. Learn, and you will understand.
Ray -Could I speak with XXXXXX?

Rabbi AA - I told you, it is your choice.
Ray -You know what? Take me home. I can hardly hold myself up. You have totallyconfused me.

Adam -May Love, givingness, and peace be upon you. Send my love to all mydaughters and grandchildren.

Ray -Don’t worry, they know.

I find myself once again, alone, in XXXXXXX's apartment. When I arrived home,
I went into my office at 3 o’clock in the morning. As instructed by Adam and Rabbi
AA, I put on Tefillin and said the shortened Shema prayer. {The Shema prayer isregarded by many Jews as the most important prayer in Judaism. This is because it
reminds them of the key principle of the faith – there is only one God} Suddenly, to myastonishment, a transcript of our conversation appeared on the window beside me
as if the window turned into a magical computer monitor. I simply copied thetranscript with my handwriting, which was later typed up by my mother-in-law.

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July 26, 2010
15 Av, 5770!

Understandings and Clarifications!!

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. I am under extreme mental pressure and hope to soon find
my way to tranquility and peace. My conversation with Rabbi AA took place in a
conference room, at my office in Manhattan, during evening hours, after everyone
had already left.
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Ray -

Before we continue, I would like to understand the last documentation.
I noticed that some parts are missing including things that are not so
problematic, as defined by you. So, what exactly am I supposed tounderstand?

Rabbi AA - Continue as usual. You may speak to whomever you like, if you choose to.
Ray -What about slips of the tongue?

Rabbi AA - Don’t worry, it will not happen. That is already taken care of.
Ray -I was sure you will appear at XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.

Rabbi AA - Don’t be so sure I wasn't.
Ray -So, were you there?

Rabbi AA - It’s not important. What’s important is that you remain calm and free up yourtime so you can quickly complete your missions. You had a pretty rough day
yesterday.
Ray -Why am I under the impression that you are somehow connected toyesterday's storm and damage?

Rabbi AA - Not me, rather the XXXXXXXX.
Ray -Why are you always causing XXXXX XXXXX to my house?

Rabbi AA - I’m not causing anything. You are causing it.
Ray -What do you mean?

Rabbi AA - Your role is to protect the XXXXXXX.
Ray -And what have I done now?

Rabbi AA - Impurities affected it.
Ray -What are you talking about? XXXXXXXXX didn’t even come close to it. I evenmade sure XXXXXXXX stayed away from it.

Rabbi AA - They are not the problem.
Ray -So who is the problem?

Rabbi AA - XXXXXXXXXXRay -She only tried to ease the pain in my leg.

Rabbi AA - Of course, it did not help you. However, the worst thing about it was allowing
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Ray -XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.

Rabbi AA - You are always confident in things you know nothing about and refuse tolearn. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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Ray -

So what is the connection to the storm, water and rain in my house?

Rabbi AA - As I clarified to you in the past, pure water is required to protect your house,
your family, and XXXXXXXXXXXXXX. If you choose the role of the protector,
then protect at all costs. Rest assured that the price you paid was minimal.
Ray -So now you are controlling not only human beings, but also the wind, the rain
and the ocean?

Rabbi AA - I don’t control anything; I am nothing but a vehicle in the hands of the holyLight, a tiny little soldier in the sacred system.
Ray -I thought that after the XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX, things will be a bit morenormal.

Rabbi AA - You are right. The storm arrived before the XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. But, on
the other hand, today, you received something you have been yearning for fora long time now.
Ray -What exactly did I receive?

Rabbi AA - You and your family were relieved from that cursed house.
Ray -What cursed house?

Rabbi AA - Your house in Florida.
Ray -Tell me, is there anything you are not involved in?

Rabbi AA - If you choose to, you can stop all of this.
Ray -I realize more and more that you are not normal, and you decided to drive me
insane.

Rabbi AA - As I explained an infinite number of times, insanity is not an option, and it is
not my goal. Regardless, rest assured I am far more normal than you are.
You simply choose what suits you, and as everybody knows, you are not105interested in being normal so maybe your understandings / comprehension
are not exactly correct.
Ray -So, now that the XXXXXXX is no longer with me, can I expect peace andquiet from all the water problems inside my house?

Rabbi AA - Should you need pure water to purify your soul, I am confident that theBlessed God will provide you with it, because He loves you very much andwishes to benefit you.
Ray -Let’s move forward because it seems I can't get anywhere with you - you will
only continue with your hints and spin me in circles. Regardless, I don’t needthese kinds of favors.

Rabbi AA - Go study.
Ray -I don't have the time to study. You and Adam are giving me a full-time job.

Rabbi AA - This is also a part of the studying process.
Ray -The Torah has many contradictions regarding nutrition. What is the right way?

Rabbi AA - There are no contradictions in the Torah. These contradictions are within you.
You have learned the right path, but you decided, or rather chose, to leave
the straight path. This is another example of your preaching to others.
Ultimately, you gave up {to live according to these truths} and apparently you
don’t understand what everybody wants from you. All physical problems thatyour body experiences are a result of your own doings so stop seeking
mercy.
Ray -I did not ask for mercy, I only asked for help.

Rabbi AA - Why should God help you if you are unwilling to help yourself? Isn’t that what
you preach to everybody?
Ray -Okay, I understand. But you still didn’t tell me what I should eat.

Rabbi AA - There is nothing to explain. You know better than anybody else. Just put yourknowledge into practice. Eat from nature only. Nature is good and beneficial
to you. There is no need to harm living creatures or to consume fake andfilthy foods that are manmade.
Ray -In short, be a vegan.

Rabbi AA - Precisely.

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So everything I have claimed over the past 15 years regarding nutrition wasright?

Rabbi AA - You are right, but not righteous.
Ray -Okay, understood. What about diseases such as AIDS? {“AIDS” is written in
English in the original Hebrew document in all capital letters} Am I also right inthis regard?

Rabbi AA - Unfortunately, there too, you are right, but still not righteous.
Ray -Is it so difficult for you to compliment someone without insulting them on theway?

Rabbi AA - I am simply quoting the facts. Exactly like you do when you call me “the deaf
Rabbi”.
Ray -I was not trying to insult you, but you and Adam don’t allow me to mention
your name.

Rabbi AA - And of all my virtues, you chose to use "the deaf Rabbi". How about theloving Rabbi, the Sephardic Rabbi, the Rabbi with the white hair, the Rabbi
with the white yarmulke; how about the Rabbi with the green eyes?
Ray -All these names are too long. So long as it does not offend you or your honor,
I would like to keep this name. This is not an insult or a curse; it is simply afact. You know very well that I stopped cursing.

Rabbi AA - If it makes you feel good, I have no problem with it. But it’s simply a matter ofchoice, just like everything else, and everyone is very impressed with yourconduct lately but you must learn more.
Ray -So, there is no AIDS? {“AIDS” is written in English in the original Hebrew
document in all capital letters}

Rabbi AA - Right, but you still need to learn some more.
Ray -When will I receive an answer about the journey?

Rabbi AA - First, finish your mission.
Ray -I have a problem with XXXXXX. I am very uncomfortable, and I do not wish to
go through the same experiment I had with those strangers in New Jersey
and their family in the Bronx.

107Rabbi AA - You will have to finish the issue with XXXXXXX. She is very close to Adamand therefore she is crucial for the system. You must continue to support andhelp her. But in order for her to cooperate with you, provide her with thecomplete scripts.
Ray -That is too private, and I am really not interested.

Rabbi AA - It will help her understand you, and she will be much more willing to assist
with other things in the future.
Ray -Don't tell me you have turned her into a goal of your as well.

Rabbi AA - Nobody is a goal; it is all free choice.
Ray -What about our choice here?

Rabbi AA - Your freedom of choice as a whole is for eternity.
Ray -What's in these scripts that you wish XXXXXX and XXXXXXX to read them?

Rabbi AA - That is their business, and their mission is to figure it out on their own. But I
repeat - these are recommendations only, and it is your right to choose
whether to show the scripts or not. The final decision lies with you.
Ray -The way you present it does not leave me much of a choice. I am tired. Let's
possibly meet tomorrow.

Rabbi AA - Peace, blessings and Love.
Ray -Do you need a lift somewhere? Maybe we could even talk on the way?

Rabbi AA - Moshe is waiting for me. Thank you.
Ray -I have a problem that I recognize souls from the past and I am beginning todevelop various feelings, both physical and emotional. Can you do something
about that?

Rabbi AA - In time, you will learn to understand yourself a bit more, and you will learn tocope with your new reality. This is part of your general rectification process.
Ray -I am afraid to talk or do silly things.

Rabbi AA - Everything is free choice.
Ray -Let’s talk tomorrow.

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July 28, 2010
17 Av, 5770
Frustration and Doubts
For some reason, Rabbi AA insists on meeting again and again in XXXXXXXXX's
apartment in Brooklyn while she is at work. Even more surprising to me, the door isalways open, as if XXXXXXX knows we are about to arrive. I always inform XXXXXXX
about these meetings afterwards. I even let her read the original scripts in myhandwriting. However, the pressure I feel is growing from day to day. I feel that I live
in a different world and keep asking myself, have I gone insane?!!!!!
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Ray -Why here again?

Rabbi AA - Not every issue can be disclosed.
Ray -So, maybe tell me anyways?

Rabbi AA - Move on.
Ray -I have a problem with XXXXXXXX.

Rabbi AA - The worst that could happen is that she refuses.
Ray -So maybe it would be better to give her the scripts first and only afterwards
we will move on with the mission?

Rabbi AA - You cannot create the order of events. Everything has its own timing. You will
understand later.
Ray -She doesn't really understand what is happening.

Rabbi AA - She will understand when the time comes.
Ray -XXXXXXX also doesn’t understand what they want from him, but he is very
curious.

Rabbi AA - Very good, just make sure he only reads your handwriting, like you did withXXXXXXX.
Ray -You cause XXXXXX to completely go out of her mind.

Rabbi AA - You are the one who chose to give her that information.
Ray -But I am not the one who chose to drive her crazy with the Tehilim book.
{“Tehillim” is otherwise known as “The Book of Psalms”, commonly referred tosimply as “The Psalms”}

Rabbi AA - The book of Tehilim became her choice as a result of your choice. If you
started a mission, you should complete it. I simply chose to help you, so you
could complete your task and help her. I truly hope you are drawing theproper conclusions through all the experiences you are going through. Don't
let it be a waste of time.
Ray -Not at all. Is there possibly an easier way to approach XXXXXXX?

Rabbi AA - I trust you to do the right thing.
Ray -Why did you give me this notebook this time? What do you have up yoursleeve?

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finding a solution to XXXXXXX's problem and the writing of his book.
Ray -Is there an option for me to work here instead of there? That would make mychoice much easier.

Rabbi AA - I don't think that the possibility exists.
Ray -You explained that thousands like me are joining. So why do you need methere? There must be a substitute available.

Rabbi AA - Your skills are a better match for over there.
Ray -But you always give me missions over here.

Rabbi AA - This is just temporary until you decide. Consider it training to prepare yourself
for the big one that is about to come.
Ray -When will I receive an answer regarding the journey?

Rabbi AA - You must first finish your obligations.
Ray -But you keep giving me new things every day. This is rather exhausting, both
physically and mentally.

Rabbi AA - Don't worry about the missions. Their time will come, and justice is with me
and you.
Ray -I feel this is beginning to exhaust my wife and its affecting our relationship.

Rabbi AA - You must show her more attention. That is her soul's fuel.
Ray -I am not capable of giving more.

Rabbi AA - You must learn to separate things. When you arrive home, look at your watch
and it will bring you back to reality faster.
Ray -But I cannot stop thinking of everything I am going through with you.

Rabbi AA - It’s okay, this is perfectly normal. Your time will come, and you will learn how
to deal with all of this.
Ray -But my wife cannot deal with it anymore. I can feel it.

Rabbi AA - It is your job to strengthen her.
Ray -Pay attention, another mission.

Rabbi AA - Your wife is not a mission; she is your duty. You chose her and you blessed
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Each time you start using these holy words, I get completely confused.
Do you mind if I eat something?

Rabbi AA - Please do, but this is not permitted food.
Ray -Everything in this house is Kosher.

Rabbi AA - It has nothing to do with Kosher. It is simply not suitable for you, your body,and your soul and you know that we discussed it last time.
Ray -Aren't you afraid that this place is equipped with hidden cameras and thenyou might be seen?

Rabbi AA - Not at all. And it wouldn’t hurt to bless your food before you eat.
Ray -How about you bless the food? And I shall say Amen!
The Rabbi raises up his hands and his head upwards

Rabbi AA - It is very difficult to drive me to despair, but I think you might just succeed.
Your resistance is practically unbearable. I’m beginning to think that maybe
you were sent to me as a rectification for something I don’t understand.
Ray -Substantial rectification dear Rabbi, substantial rectification.
The Rabbi is laughing out loudRay -At least you are laughing. I am crying.

Rabbi AA - Don't worry. Whatever your choice may be, I am confident you will succeed.
Just don’t be so arrogant and don't crave power. Stay calm and try not to eat
while you are writing.
Ray -It relaxes me.

Rabbi AA - I understand, but food and sexual cravings are not the solution.
Ray -You said sex is fine. Besides, do you have a better solution?

Rabbi AA - Sexuality is fine as long as you control the urge instead of it controlling you.
The solution is simple - prayer, blessings, much love, but mostly prayer, a lotof praying.
Ray -You know I am not a man of prayers.

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Rabbi AA - So, learn and you shall be one. You can be whatever you wish to be orchoose to be.
Ray -The main cause of my anxiety is the fact that I recognize people from my past
reincarnations, and it is very difficult to cope with that, especially when I’malone.

Rabbi AA - You are right and as I explained to you previously, the number of souls you
recognize from the past is unusual. Usually, one recognizes, if ever, one or
two souls. What you are experiencing is rare and I don't have a proper
explanation for it. But you have the power to cope with it, otherwise you
wouldn’t have received such powers in the first place.
Ray -This is not power; this is a curse.

Rabbi AA - Once again, you are being a pessimist and choosing only to see the negative.
Perceive with the heart and not only with your eyes. Use the good to benefit
others. What you feel inside is entirely natural and there is no need toagonize.
Ray -Let's talk about diseases for a moment. Is my assumption correct that mostconditions come from improper nutrition?

Rabbi AA - Generally yes. Food was always, and will always be, the center of our lives,
both for the soul and the body. Therefore, it also determines one's health. You
are asking me questions to which you already know the answers.
Ray -I just want to make sure.

Rabbi AA - Rest assured, you are absolutely right but you don’t like to implement yourknowledge. If you take care of your digestive system, it will take care of allother systems in the body and your body as a whole. Keep your nutrition
healthy, clean, and pure. Stay away from forbidden foods, such as man-madefoods, or anything from the animals and nurture yourself with whole, richplant-based foods.
Ray -What about honey?

Rabbi AA - It is plant-based. The nectar is simply chemically processed by the bees, andafterwards, we call it honey.
Ray -How do you have such a vast knowledge of all these subjects?

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Rabbi AA - Study, understand, and you will know.
Ray -What about the water I drink?

Rabbi AA - The water in your house is not natural, but due to the global situation, there is
not much choice at the moment. Your method is as close to nature as can be.
But of course, if you have access to natural and pure water such as a river ora stream, it is much better. So keep your faith and strengthen yourself inorder to strengthen others, as you always have. Set a good example to yourchildren and those who surround you because you have high influential
powers.
Ray -What about using vitamins?

Rabbi AA - Again, the answer is to avoid manmade products as much as possible.
However, if there is no choice, like in your case, medications from an animal
source are also accepted. Just choose your physician and your medicine
wisely, since both are generally harmful. You have a vast knowledge on theseissues, and you must not hesitate to use it. Many souls out there have been
blessed with wonderful and blessed lives. Some of them you know, some ofthem you don’t. But they are all blessed thanks to your knowledge and energythat you bestowed upon them. Lately, you have chosen to stay away from
helping people who are ill. But your role is to spread the knowledge to as
many people as possible with your merits and blessings.
Ray -You make me feel like some kind of a “Babba”. {a sage}

Rabbi AA - You always underestimate your knowledge and energy. Who knows, maybe
one day you will be a “Babba”.
Ray -I am happy to entertain you some more, but I am exhausted and if possible,
I wouldn't mind a slight out of body experience, maybe to collect some energy
before meeting XXXXXXX.

I return to XXXXXX, alone once again, after exiting and ascending. {this will be
explained in the next chapter} This time it was much easier and interesting.

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July 30, 2010
19 Av, 5770
Guidelines & Advice
Occasionally I would call Rabbi AA wherever he was in order to get some guidance
and advice and to make sure I am not insane. The more I requested help for my soul,the more pressure was put on me. The Rabbi sent me, almost daily, to perform
various and strange tasks. I learned a lot, but I felt that I was collapsing and that myhome was on the verge of collapsing as well. I lived a double life between this world,
here on Earth, and the various worlds to which I was exposed. I did everything in mypower to portray strength and sanity for the sake of my wife and children. I hope I am
succeeding.
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Some quick questions.

Rabbi AA - Be my guest.
Ray -Rabbi XXXXXX hasn’t heard from you in a while. We would both like to havea meeting with you.

Rabbi AA - I told you it is up to him. He is a man of prayer and needs to perform in orderto receive. You cannot help him with that.
Ray -XXXXXXXX is driving me crazy regarding XXXXXXXXXX that must havecome up in one of my last dreams with XXXXXXX. Is there any connection?

Rabbi AA - Everything is connected to everything. But XXXXXXX is not an essential partof the system, and I do not wish to discuss him at all. We have things far
more critical regarding XXXXXX. I understand you wish to help her, but the
choices are hers and hers alone.
Ray -She is simply asking me for advice, and I know certain things I cannot say.
But still, maybe she could get some tips, especially regarding her husband...
Don't forget, there are two little girls involved here.

Rabbi AA - Each soul has its own unique process. You have given her lots of hints andhelp. She simply chooses to stick her head in filth and impurity, and so she
must bear the consequences. It is her duty to protect her daughters, but if she
decides to instill impurity into her body, her soul will lose its force by the day,as you already know. Before she tries to purify her soul, she must first clean
her body, physically, inside, and out, and stop running away from reality byattempting to live a false life. She cannot understand why she fails to find hertrue soul mate. You need to explain to her that her soul mate is not interested
in the impurity that transmits a complete lack of self-responsibility, especiallyregarding her children. She came from a high place but brought herself down
to the deepest levels of darkness with her own hands. You cannot trust her tobe your confidant. If you really wish to help her, learn to forgive her andremove the grudge you’ve held against her for a while now. Your reasons are
justified, as she hurt your honor and her father's honor by mistake. She
received false guidance from fake Rabbis, who misguided her. You knew but
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It’s not as bad as you’re making it out to be.

Rabbi AA - It is worse than that. You simply suppressed your feelings for her into yoursubconsciousness, and that makes you feel as if you have forgiven her.
Clean your heart and don’t be afraid to be honest with her. Even if she gets
hurt, the price of hurting her is lower than the harm you might cause
unknowingly and unintentionally. Don't forget what you were taught about thepower of speech and thought - especially in your case.
Ray -So I am the one to blame again?

Rabbi AA - Certainly not, but you can elevate her through your heart. It is simply a matterof forgiveness and choice. Remember that she did what she did out of blind
love and it is time to forgive.
Ray -What should I do regarding her husband?

Rabbi AA - You both know the answer. But like you, she too chooses to transfer the
responsibility on to others because she is afraid to make that decision. But
she has no choice. The decision is entirely up to her. You are not allowed tointerfere with her process, even if you know precisely what will happen. The
hints you provided her lately are more than enough. From that point forward,
she must continue on her own and finally begin making the right choices.
XXXXXXXX is a kind of soul that chooses to fight her own soul. This is not arare case, but at this point, I cannot explain the unfolding of events. It could,
however, explain her situation. For example, even when trying to correct her
ways, through being “born again” {becoming newly religious} as you call it,
she did it in a very materialistic manner and without any feelings, spirituality,
or love. She did this with her husband, against creation, thus harming herself
and the others around her.
Ray -So, being “born again” {becoming newly religious} is a negative thing?

Rabbi AA - Every action that is done without unconditional love and givingness isnegative. God does not need people in costumes. The beard or the long
dress with the head cover, or the fringes, doesn’t impress anybody. What’s
impressive are your deeds, your intentions, and your love towards others. On
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Ray -I had no choice. XXXXXX asked me to prevent a quarrel between thechildren, as they are the only thing she had left. Besides, if you are so right,
why didn’t XXXXXX mention anything during our last conversation?

Rabbi AA - You did not ask him. Just like you didn't ask many other questions to which
you were afraid to hear the answers. Asking rhetorical questions is not abeneficial use of our time.
Ray -So, what should I do regarding her husband?

Rabbi AA - You - nothing. It is her choice and hers alone.
Ray -What do you advise I should do with XXXXXX? In the meantime, she iscooperating, but I’m afraid to make mistakes. I think her issue in her upper
body has generally improved, but I did not succeed in taking care of her
knees.

Rabbi AA - Not succeeding is okay; you may need to repeat it. It is not entirely up to you.
It involves many various details and factors. However, you must remain open
and honest with her, so she continues to believe and trust you. You andXXXXX were not relaxed which may have been part of the problem. Next time
you might need to do everything alone, with fewer interruptions. I will try toteach you a different method. Just relax and everything will be alright.
Ray -I feel very uncomfortable doing these physical actions. Maybe there is a
simpler way. And besides, why can't you take care of it personally? I am sure
you and Adam are capable of everything.

Rabbi AA - You are very wrong. If we could, we would not turn to you for help. Only theBlessed God is capable of everything and nobody but Him. You are worrying
for no reason. After she reads the scripts, things will be easier for you. Just
make sure you answer all her questions, even those which are not sopleasant.
Ray -She’s asking questions about her mother.

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Rabbi AA - This is not your business, and you are not permitted to share the informationthat you were exposed to. Don't forget that every soul has a specific process,and you are not allowed to interfere.
Ray -But everything that we have been doing until today is a sort of interference.

Rabbi AA - No. This is only guidance and help. And even that is not always allowed, evenwhen we really want to. Not everything is clear to you at the moment because
you are not yet at the proper level of understanding. Continue on your path
without fear. Everything will be alright.
Ray -My surgery date was changed. Is there anything you would like to tell me?

Rabbi AA - Yes. Stop trying to be a Mekubal {a Kabbalist}. Leave that to the Rabbis.
Ray -Before we part, could you explain to me why you chose XXXX and XXXXX toread the scripts?

Rabbi AA - Absolutely not. You will understand on your own in due time.
Ray -Okay. Shabbat Shalom.
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08-01-2010
August 1, 2010
21 Av, 5770
First Independent Out of Body Experience
This is the first time I managed to leave my body by myself. I do not understand how
this happened. As always, Adam and his assistants are providing partial
documentation with translation, and I am here. It is Sunday morning, and I am
copying the script in the same manner that I’ve already mastered. Everyone is asleep
and the sunrise today is exceptional and beautiful. Things are becoming morebizarre by the day. I am experiencing and performing the impossible! The mere factthat I am performing various actions, such as out of body experiences, without the
Rabbi or his permission, could anger him, and I suppose I may pay for it later. I am
sure Adam will protect me.
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Ray -How did this out of body experience happen?

Adam -

You learn new things every day, and I suppose you are now at a stage where
you can perform certain things on your own.

Ray -What is the difference between an out of body experience and an ascension?

Adam -

An out of body experience is a sort of floating that leaves you more or less inthe same area. An ascension enables you to go up and beyond into the realmof the entire Universe.

Ray -Is there also a chance of me having an out of body experience with my bodyon my own without the Rabbi's help?

Adam -

Again, you are jumping ahead. Learn to enjoy the process you are going
through. Stop rushing.

Ray -I am afraid to miss an opportunity.

Adam -Your curiosity sometimes interferes. Learn to control yourself. Besides, it was
explained to you that this adventure involves some risk.

Ray -Did I understand correctly that the so-called water I was given in the Hilton
was some other type of liquid that was meant to protect me?

Adam -

I see you have a great ability to connect the dots, but you are not meant tounderstand or know everything. Everything in due time. The liquid was
designed to protect your brain on the physical level. That same liquid was
also used in the shower you took but this is not enough for the journey you
desire. You may still get hurt physically, possibly even mentally.

Ray -So give me the appropriate substance to drink.

Adam -

You always wish to change the rules and terms. That is not the way things
work.

Ray -

When will you allow me to go on the journey?

Adam -You have not yet completed your missions. We shall discuss that when you
finish.

Ray -Before or after the surgery?

Adam -

There is no answer to that at the moment, if there will even be one. {surgery}Ray -Why do you and XXXXXXX wish to descend {reincarnate} together and what
do you intend to do there?

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Adam -I am not able to explain at this time. But as you know, it has to do with thesame mission that you will have here.

Ray -So why don't you stay here, and I’ll stay there, and we can work together sothat I don't need to make these crazy sacrifices you expect me of me.

Adam -

I truly understand you and very much admire you for your devotion to yourfamily, but you must understand that I cannot authorize such a thing. Besides,
you are not so suitable for the work on Earth.

Ray -You already have experience with me, and just as you took risks 15-17 years
ago with your friends, so did I, even though you and your friends did not allow
it. I proved to you that not only was I right, rather I was capable as well.

Adam -

Succeeding does not mean you were doing the right thing. You still brokesome agreements with your friends and might have harmed not only yourself
but the whole operation, our friends who trusted me blindly, your family, andyourself. I, too, made mistakes in my days, but that doesn't mean you wereright or that you must repeat my mistakes. Let’s not discuss this issue, as weagreed beforehand. This is a world secret.

Ray -Adam, it has been so many years, this is not such a secret any longer. And
don't forget, without that risk, everything would look different today. Evenhistory may have been different. Just maybe, for that alone, I am entitled to ajourney with full protection.

Adam -The root of the matter is still a great secret, and aside from just a few people,
no one knows about it. You forgot that you were so crazy that you wanted tokeep going and save the Jews in China as well. {Adam is referring to an
operation that him, Ray and a few others were a part of having to do withrescuing Ethiopians and bringing them to Israel}

Ray -The idea was yours. I just tried to help you with the implementation so we
could change history.

Adam -The problem with you is that you ignore instructions and break agreements atyour own discretion and according to what you feel is justified. How can I be
sure that you don't go out on that journey with the Rabbi and suddenly decide
not to obey his instructions?

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I give you my word and promise that I will not leave his side. You have an
example from "Nashia”. {“Nashia” is a physical extraterrestrial planet that the
Rabbi took Ray to}Adam -

Every place is different, and you are depleting all your rights with thesejourneys. Nothing is for free.

Ray -I understand. I am willing to continue and pay my dues in the way you chose.
By the way, what was the issue with that handicapped guy this week? Why
was it essential to help him?

Adam -

Let the Rabbi do his job and don't bother him with too many questions.

Ray -Regarding XXXXXXX, it is a bit more difficult than usual.

Adam -

It would be much easier for you and for her after she reads the scripts. I need
you to help her with the many questions she will have. It will be difficult for her
as well, but she will cooperate fully and honestly with you. Don’t be afraid of
opening up to her.

Ray -It would have helped if I didn’t know the past regarding people that I deal withsuch as my wife and XXXXXXXX. Each day, there are more people added to
the list.

Adam -

This is part of the job, and it helps you perform it in a better way. If you think
about it, you will realize that you understand your wife better, precisely
because you know her past. This is the case with every other soul as well.

Ray -But it totally confuses me. I sometimes forget who I'm talking to. I even called
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX by the name he had in the past, but he was so stoned
he didn't even notice. He is the one who should be asking most of thequestions, but he doesn’t ask anything.

Adam -

His brain is in a total fog, and this is his choice. He is the type of soul thatcannot be changed by others, rather only through his own understanding andactions. Currently, he is at a crossroad. Pray and bless him to choose thestraight path.

Ray -I don’t think he’s capable with his lifestyle.

Adam -

He is capable. The question is, what will he choose to do? You may provide
him with your opinion on this matter. If he chooses not to listen or not to123implement, that's his right. Make sure you don’t discuss the hidden secrets
and harm his personal process.
Ray -I wouldn't want to start a conflict with him.

Adam -

There is no conflict, don't jump to conclusions. You chose him as part of thesystem and realized you were wrong about him.

Ray -I see 8 reincarnations in him. That's more than my wife, is that possible?

Adam -

Yes, you are not able to see everything at your level. However, your wife hasa bit more and so does XXXXXXXXXXX.

Ray -What about me, is 12 correct?

Adam -No.

Ray -So how many times have I been here?

Adam -

69.

Ray -So why do I only see 12?

Adam -

I told you, it's a matter of learning, experience, and understanding the systemand the process itself. You are improving, but you still have a long road aheadof you. Learn to deal with what you already know, and your memory will
return. XXXXX is coming, you don’t have to think twice about giving him thescripts. Just ask him not to spread them around. As for his daughter, it isbetter that you teach him about the subject of vaccines. If necessary, send
him to your friend XXXXXX.

Ray -What about Rabbi XXXXXXX?

Adam -

Leave him to Rabbi AA. Don’t deal with that.

Ray -I need him.

Adam -You don’t need him; you simply wish to see proof for your sanity.

Ray -Why not?

Adam -You see proof everyday. With your own eyes, you’ve seen a man get up froma wheelchair after seven years and you still have doubts?

Ray -I was alone, without witnesses.

Adam -

His parents are witnesses. He himself is a witness.

Ray -For once, I want my people as witnesses to such an event. Besides, his
parents believe that I was sent by Jesus.

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My grandchildren and children are not good enough witnesses?

Ray -It is not the same as witnessing someone getting up from a wheelchair or
stepping out of the body.

Adam -Your wife is right. No matter what, it is never enough for you.

Ray -Maybe that is what drives me forward.

Adam -You know, Rabbi AA is beginning to give up on you, and he is a difficult man
to drive into despair.

Ray -So maybe you and I should work together, so he can allocate more time forothers?

Adam -

Now you are beginning to drive me into despair as well. Learn to appreciate
your virtues and your powers. Bless, love and allow your energy to do what it
knows best, not only spiritually but also physically. Do not be afraid to hug
and touch; people need your energy, without even knowing why. Their soulknows and seeks your physical and spiritual proximity, and you must stop
feeling uncomfortable with it. You already know that the rules of the religious
people are not rules, rather simply a means of control. By the way, the
XXXXXXXXX was a brilliant idea. It’s a shame that I didn't have theopportunity to enjoy it in my time.
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Ray -It was your idea from the dream in Yemen.

Adam -

Bravo, from the depths of my soul. Only you could have implemented such ahigh-level project. Even if this is not of utmost importance in the world.

Ray -Don't forget about my wife.

Adam -How could I?
There are several souls here who yearn to share with you the Light energy.

Ray -Could you arrange for me to see them in the projection of a body? It would beeasier and more comfortable for me that way.

Adam -

No problem but understand that this cannot be documented. You can write
whatever you want or choose, but don’t pass the limitations of our existing
agreements. Don’t forget yourself. You would not wish to frighten your wife.
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wonder what her reaction will be after reading these scripts. I hope that Rabbi AA is
not too angry.
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08-05-2010
August 5, 2010
25 Av, 5770
Appeasing the Rabbi
As I expected, Rabbi AA was angry with me for the out of body experienced I
induced on my own. However, after many requests and a lot of help from Adam,
Rabbi AA finally reached out to me and demanded me to document the meeting. I am
not permitted to disclose the meeting place. Everything is quite bizarre.
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Ray -

I would like to start by pointing out that I do not wish to document this session.
I just want to explain myself.

Rabbi AA - I have a good reason for asking for the documentation.
Ray -I will do as you request but let me first explain what happened because it isevident that you are very angry.

Rabbi AA - I am not angry. I am very disappointed.
Ray -I cooperate with everything. But you should understand too - what's
happening to me is very weird and strange, and, at times, my brain doesn’tfunction properly.

Rabbi AA - You function just fine when you want to, but you don't like to take orders fromother people. You also doubt me and my love for you, more than you canunderstand or remember from past times. You knew very well that you were
not supposed to manipulate things alone, without assistance and you could
have caused significant damage to your wife, who was sleeping right next to
you.
Ray -

First, I want you to believe that I did not mean to hurt you or your honor. We
may not always get along, but I respect and honor you more than any otherRabbi or person I know. I will always be grateful for what you have taught mein the past months. I am beginning to understand all these complicated topics
thanks to you. I did not intend to offend you. That was not the purpose. As I
tried to have an out of body experience, I did not believe I would succeed. As
it happened, my curiosity took over and I forgot myself completely.
I apologize. I wish to continue our relationships, forever if possible. You are
the only one who can teach me these subjects.

Rabbi AA - Let's assume for a moment that I believe you. Could you please explain to me
why you continued into an “ascension” instead of stopping at the very
moment that you realized that you succeeded in exiting the body?
Ray -I told you, my curiosity took over me and I forgot myself.

Rabbi AA - So how do you expect me or Adam to trust that you don’t suddenly “getcurious” in the journeys or missions and do what you want without taking
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If you give me one more chance, I will prove to you that such a thing will
never happen again without your prior permission. I simply didn't believe this
could occur.

Rabbi AA - But you were given so much proof. When will you ever stop doubting?
Ray -You must understand that what I experienced over the past 7 months has
confused me completely. You all think I’m a robot made of steel.

Rabbi AA - I personally do not think you deserve another chance. However, out of
respect to Adam and all the other advocates you managed to acquire up
there, I am willing to continue with your process, but for no longer than two
moon cycles from today and you must also promise to try to make yourchoice sooner rather than later. Also, you shall never again change course or
direction without prior permission.
Ray -Agreed, one million percent. Could I shake your hand this time?

Rabbi AA - No. That is not necessary. Your word is enough. I hope that you will not
disappoint anybody.
Ray -Thank you with all my heart. I hope this will not affect your decision regarding
the journey I asked for. I am continuing to perform all that is required of me.
I am sure you are aware of all that has happened during the last 24 hours.

Rabbi AA - Yes. Good job, but it is advisable not to laugh when people are so frightened.
They don’t know how to read you.
Ray -That father seemed to be a bit mentally disturbed.

Rabbi AA - You should look in the mirror more often.
Ray -To me, this girl does not seem good for missions. Why did you help her?

Rabbi AA - You will understand when the time comes.
Ray -Is she mentally okay for the task?

Rabbi AA - Yes, and you functioned correctly today as well.
Ray -But it must have been you who took care of it.

Rabbi AA - The choice to appear at that moment was yours. May I remind you, you did
not have to arrive today. You were given the option to arrive tomorrow or
Monday, but you insisted on today. So, stop trying to guess and understandthings that don’t help you in any way. Focus your efforts on the goal.

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The important thing is that you succeeded and saved that pure soul at theright time.
Ray -Could you give me a hint, why her? And why is it always during the menstrual
cycle?

Rabbi AA - It is not always during menstruation. It depends on the soul, the condition, thetiming, and do me a favor, stop playing detective and looking for hints. Don't
argue, just perform. Comprehension will arrive when you learn.
Ray -So are we good? Have you calmed down about this out of body experience?

Rabbi AA - Ascension, not out of body experience. And, yes, I am relaxed.
Ray -Can I use this opportunity to ask some more questions?

Rabbi AA - General questions only and make it brief. Don’t forget that you still have ashort stop to make on your way home.
Ray -Regarding XXXXX, I would at least like to give her a little tip about her
mother; I don’t think it’s right to ignore the issue all together.

Rabbi AA - You are only permitted to advise her regarding the medicine you
recommended. If you’d like to recommend more medicine beyond that, youmust demand a preliminary blood test. Don't expect any help throughout thisprocess - this round is yours, and yours alone, including her sister. Just makesure you can deal, or shall I say, willing to deal, with that issue. Put XXXXX
aside for now until her test results arrive. Physically she has improved verymuch. Try to push the matter of Mrs. XXXXXXX to expedite the situation. It’s
preferred that you escort her. This will help her emotionally.
Ray -I am really not interested in doing so. It will be rather uncomfortable to explain
why I am there with her.

Rabbi AA - Don’t forget, you can always say she is a cousin or a family member, which is
the truth anyway.
Ray -Not interested.

Rabbi AA - Okay, I will keep you for more critical missions when it comes to XXXXXX.
Ray -You mean unpleasant?
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Rabbi AA - We’re short on time. Ask your questions.
Ray -Last time we spoke about nutrition, what about Kashrut? {Kashrut/Kosher in
Judaism is a set of regulations that prohibit the eating of certain foods andrequire that other foods be prepared in a specified manner}

Rabbi AA - If you are vegan, kashrut rules are much simpler and almost unnecessary.
Unfortunately, the whole kashrut issue has turned into a business and lost allits holiness and primary purpose. Your path is correct, just try not to break
down which you tend to do from time to time. One does not have to kill
animals to provide humanity's desires.
Ray -But this commandment comes from the Torah.

Rabbi AA - There is no such commandment to destroy animals. The most kosher way is
to eat vegan. Nowhere is it written that you must eat dead animals, as you
call them, and indeed you are correct. Not only is this not a must, but also, as
you know, kosher is no longer kosher. It is all about the money industry now,
supported by fake religious clerks who are greedy and full of excuses andcitations from "so called" sources to justify their greed. Of course, if you
stumble and reach an extremely superficial level, and eat meat, it’s best to
look for the cleanest and most Kosher {meat} and pray that you’ll succeed.
Ray -So why does the Torah speak so much about kashrut? {Kosher}

Rabbi AA - Once again, you are wasting our time with rhetorical questions. You alreadyknow the answer, so why don't you answer yourself?
Ray -I just want to make sure.

Rabbi AA - I will briefly summarize, and then we shall move on. Like everything else in
the holy Torah, there is hidden mystical knowledge that you will only be able
to understand if you learn, and that includes kashrut as well. The Torah does
not forbid being a vegan, quite the contrary, it is advised. However, if you
choose to contaminate the soul and harm your body and spirit by destroying
animals or supporting evil and greedy people, then the holy Light teaches you
to do so through damage control. Humanity will completely change, as a
species, if everyone chooses to become vegan - less pollution, fewer wars,

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Ray -So why doesn't God make us all vegans and put an end to this story?

Rabbi AA - Actually, he did from the beginning of time but we chose to satisfy ourdesires. But, we, in our evilness, blame the One and Only who loves us morethan anything and gave us life and free will.
Ray -Why is cancer so prevalent over the past 100 years?

Rabbi AA - Look around you, the filth is in the air, the water and the food. Everything is
fake, nothing is natural and genuine. Everything is made of chemical
substances. Your body cannot contain this load, nor can the Universe.
Ray -But it is challenging to be vegan these days. {note that this was written in2010}

Rabbi AA - So what? It is still easier than dying at some hospital while connected tomachines and suffering unbearable pains. Look at you, you are undergoing
surgery because you chose not to listen to your own teachings, and thesaddest of it all is that you did it with full knowledge.
Ray -You know, it isn’t too late to help me with that surgery issue.

Rabbi AA - Help yourself.
Ray -How does it look that I am sent by you to help so many different strangers
and I am unable to help myself?

Rabbi AA - Learn, and you will understand. In the meantime, your duty is to perform.
Ray -Will all the people I am helping now perform tasks for you at a later stage?

Rabbi AA - That is none of your business.
Ray -I have a request.

Rabbi AA - I am afraid to know what that might be.
Ray -It is about cursing and keeping my mouth shut. I find it really difficult. I am
willing to put on Tefillin every day if you allow me some freedom because
sometimes, I feel I'm going out of my mind.

Rabbi AA - Maybe if you wear Tefillin every day, you will find it easier to cope with yourinclinations. Then you will no longer need my approval for silly things such as

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Ray -I have a few questions regarding 9/11.

Rabbi AA - Don't ask. Let me summarize it quickly. Unfortunately, your theory is correct.
Actually, it is not a theory, it is a fact. Evil forces are running the world, andthey are searching for power and control through corruption. Keep delving
into and learning the various conspiracy issues because you can bring abouta significant change to the world. However, make sure you never cease to
spread the knowledge you have acquired because only through learning canhumanity end evil. The evil forces want the people to be under their control
turning them into modern slaves, by withholding essential information fromthem in order to keep them ignorant. That is the primary purpose for inventing
TV. The method is relatively simple: problem, reaction, solution.
Ray -Explain, if possible.

Rabbi AA - It’s simple. They create an artificial problem such as 9/11. We call it terror.
The people react to it fiercely and demand a reaction and solution to the
problem that the new enemy represents, and the "rulers" provide a solution tothat problem, but the answer will always be on account of the nation’s
freedom and money. Everyone agrees without noticing their sacrifice ofliberty, choices, powers, and all their money, in return for their “enlightened”
ruler's possibility of bringing forth peace and quiet. This has been in place forthousands of years now. This is the reason for wars, for hunger, for thecurrent global economic collapse, for WWI and WWII, and many otherproblems, such as diseases, culture, economy, religion, and fear.
Ray -Why aren’t you writing a book or creating a DVD? {“DVD” is written in English
in the original Hebrew document in all capital letters}

Rabbi AA - All that you have seen and learned over the past 7 months has been said anddone innumerable times before. I haven't yet taught you any new information.
I’ve just refreshed your soul's memory.
Ray -Why can't we meet more often so that I could learn from you? You are thebest teacher I’ve ever met.

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XXXXX.
Ray -By the way, how do I prove to him that he is wrong regarding the water above
the sky? How do I prove to him that much more water exists above planet
Earth than on planet Earth itself, which comes from comets?

Rabbi AA - He is allowed to make mistakes. This doesn't mean he is not a good teacher
but if you insist on proving him wrong, you can find many supporting texts
from different scientists that prove it. One of them is a book called "TheComing Revolution" by Rabbi Zamir Cohen, bless his soul.
Ray -Will he accept what's being said in it?

Rabbi AA - He has no choice but to accept it.
Ray -What about the meeting with Rabbi XXXXXX?

Rabbi AA - That's between me and him.
Ray -When will the journey that Adam promised take place?

Rabbi AA - Adam didn't promise anything. He only said he would try and help you and will
discuss it at the right timing. I noticed you are beginning to get tired. Go on
your way. Don't forget your stop on the way home.
Ray -I can’t do anything with XXXXXX until after the surgery.

Rabbi AA - That's alright. Don't worry. Whatever needs to happen will happen. There isnothing new under the sun. Don't try to contact me. I will reach out to you indue time. Don’t do anything silly.
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August 6, 2010
26 Av, 5770
MessagesI once again find myself in XXXXXXX's apartment. My relationship with Rabbi AA is
growing tighter. He has become my spiritual guide. Each meeting with him is turning
into a life-changing lesson, with endless lectures on various topics. On one hand,
I wait for the Rabbi in order to enjoy the energy and light that flows through him. On
the other hand, I feel exhausted and confused about myself and about life in general.
I feel that people around me, who know about the scripts, think I lost my mind,
except for my wife, of course. I’m trying to maneuver between life here on Earth andlife in the new worlds. I stopped working, and I feel that I neglected my private
business. I just hope everything ends up well and I can manage to keep my sanity.
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Why is it so crucial for me to document all of this?

Rabbi AA - In case you forget {what we were talking about}.
Ray -But most of our conversations are not documented.

Rabbi AA - This is still better than nothing at all.
Ray -Are you implying that my memory will be taken away from me?

Rabbi AA - The possibility exists.
Ray -Everything, or just a part of it?

Rabbi AA - I don't know.
Ray -How is it that you don’t know?

Rabbi AA - Move on with your questions.
Ray -I understand your explanation regarding kashrut. I always agreed andbelieved in the same idea, but how do you explain all those Rabbis andKabbalists who are non-vegans? For example, there are those such as
XXXXXXXX who not only eats animals but also produces food and makes aliving from the animals.

Rabbi AA - Nobody is perfect, but I assure you that the day will come, and this animal
holocaust will come to an end. The entire world will understand andacknowledge the horrific mistake, which sometimes, possibly even most of
the time, borders a crime. Kashrut was intended for holiness, not for greed.
Ray -What about those Rabbis who claim that by slaughtering an animal andeating it, we raise the animal to a higher place? And that it's more of a
spiritual topic than a physical topic.

Rabbi AA - I’ve heard things far worse than that. What message does such a Rabbi
convey to his children? Slaughtering of an animal, a perfect creation of theCreator; raising it in torturous conditions, and slaughtering through torture,
although done in the most ethical way possible in order to prevent suffering
for no justified reason. This teaches our kids violence. It allows them tounderstand that an animal is not a creature of life rather a creature of death.
It is allowed to enslave the animal, torture it, slaughter it and inject chemical
substances into its body under the pretext of protecting animals and humans.
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kosher or not. Most kosher products, if not all of them, are not kosher at all.
However, the money and greed are currently in control. That affects not only
the kashrut but almost every aspect of our lives. Health, politics, nutrition,
medicine, culture, economics, even the contamination of the air and soil. Do
not forget that the Kashrut industry controls every product, not only animal
food products. Take Coca-cola, for example. I would like this so very
enlightened Rabbi, who spoke about its spiritual aspect, to please explain tome how Coca-cola can pass as a kosher product? It is a poisonous productthat is even forbidden to say a blessing for. It is dangerous to humanity, but
still, it bears a kosher stamp, and the entire world is enjoying this poison
which not only harms the body, but lowers our souls, and corrupts our
spirituality. And all of that is done in the name of religion, kashrut, and ofcourse, money, money, and more money. Rest assured that this same“enlightened” Rabbi drinks Coca-cola and chews his juicy dead animal steak
while trying to justify his own desires and weaknesses! He is nothing morethan a miserable and desperate soul. Especially him, being so close to the
Torah, should understand better than the average person, such as yourself.
Still, he chooses to ignore and remains addicted to his desires.
Ray -You mentioned air pollution several times; how could we prevent it and is itreally as bad as scientists lead us to believe?

Rabbi AA - It is far worse than you could imagine. Everything is connected to everything,air pollution, nutrition, health, diseases, wars, politics, religion, and much
more.
Ray -

What’s the connection?

Rabbi AA - There is a saying in English that explains it all: FOLLOW THE MONEYTRAIL. {“FOLLOW THE MONEY TRAIL” is written in English and in all capitalletters in the original Hebrew document}
Ray -How can we even try to solve all these problems when we must fight such amonstrous thing such as MONEY? {“MONEY” is written in English and in all
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Rabbi AA - Very simple - get rid of the money.
Ray -Get rid of the money? If I am not mistaken, it is said, "If there is no flour, there
is no Torah.” {This is a famous saying that expresses the idea that we do nothave the luxury of delving into our religious/spiritual practices when we arepreoccupied with survival}

Rabbi AA - It might come as a surprise to you, but sometimes you are wrong. If you
cannot get rid of money, then at least change it to be more transparent.
Ray -I don’t understand any of this.

Rabbi AA - Most people tend to hide things they are ashamed of or don’t want other toknow about. This is one of the reasons that most people hide their sexuality.
This is just the other side of the same coin - they hide their money. Meaning,they do not discuss it openly and publicly. Money is regarded as the mostprivate domain, and that's precisely where the problem begins. If we all knew
everything about each person's financial status, evil and corruption could nolonger exist. First, a vast revolution would take place, as the world has neverexperienced before. But ultimately, it would bring unity, trust, faith, andcomplete equality. Rest assured, this day will come, however, it is notpossible now for one simple reason: it is very easy to hide money and assets.
A private person can physically hide their money, and major corporations
have their own experts whose roles are to hide and even make money“disappear”. As long as the possibility of hiding your money exists, the truth
will also be hidden. You can then create two or more financial systems to suitthe needs of that person or company. For instance, at the same company,
you can find two different people doing the same job of which both possess
the same capabilities. Yet, one of them will earn more than the other for one
simple reason – one has something that the other does not have.
Ray -What is that thing?

Rabbi AA - A male sexual organ, white skin, blue eyes, a fit body, and so on. Oncemoney becomes transparent, things like this will cease and there will be moreequality. This is the same for every aspect of life. For example, the prices ofmerchandise on the shelf, directors' salaries, workers' salaries, accurate and138

non-falsified company profits. Imagine what would happen if suddenly
everybody knew everything about everybody's assets. Most people would
object to 90% of the things that are happening. Look at what’s happening
today where we have more auditing committees, public meetings, local
authority checkups, and governmental audits. The system is still not 100%
perfect. However, you must agree with me that the situation is much better
nowadays, especially politically and economically because there is moreinspection and openness. The road is long, but let's start creating such asystem for money. Imagine what would happen.
Ray -You sound like a communist. This doesn't make sense and cannot occur. The
leaders won't let it happen.

Rabbi AA - Could you have ever imagined that talking to Adam or journeying with me inbizarre places would make sense to you?
Ray -It’s not the same!

Rabbi AA - It is all the same. There is nothing new under the sun. It’s just that yourinsights will change in the future. I promise you. It is just a matter of time.
Ray -Time that doesn’t exist.

Rabbi AA - Precisely.
Ray -So, what are you suggesting?

Rabbi AA - It is very simple. Get rid of all world currencies and create a new system thatfunctions on credit and debit only - if you create something, you will becredited. If you've been credited, you will have to create in return. A
completely open global system, honest and transparent, all in accordancewith credit and debit. Everything is out in the open and everybody will know
everything about everyone. {financially speaking} Imagine each company
posts two prices on its products: a sales price and a purchase price. All the
new money will be transferred through one universal bank where all theinformation is transparent and immediately available for the public, including
companies, leaders, and clergymen. Each purchase or sale will offset 10% for
the world’s administration and its services to the population, with no income
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What is so simple here? It is still a communist idea and no one in the world
will agree to that.

Rabbi AA - There is nothing communist about it. You may call it as you like. I am sure
you would agree, so why wouldn't the rest of the world agree as well? We all
have a role, and that is to bring humanity to a place where everybody hassociety's best interests in mind as opposed to your own personal interest.
The private person will enjoy the fruits of their abilities in line with their ability
and contribution to the general public. People like you can still become rich ifthey wish to, but there is no need in such a society for there to be poor or
hungry people. You may have a bigger or more beautiful house, buteverybody will have a home. You may have a higher credit in the universal
bank, but everybody's account will be in credit and not in debt. You may havemore clothes, but everybody will have something to wear. An enlightened andjust society that is righteous and honest to all humanity, including animals.
Ray -How did we get from kashrut to this?

Rabbi AA - As I explained, everything is connected to everything, and everyone isconnected to everyone. We are all one, and He is one with us all, with complete
love and truthful giving. This is where we are heading towards. Complete
transparency and visibility; the best medicine. Transparency is a synonym fortruth and with truth, complete freedom will arrive. We are currently all modern
slaves to money, to the economy, to the state, to the government, and ofcourse, to banks. One transparent universal bank, and the problem is solved.
Ray -You make it sound so simple.

Rabbi AA - Believe me, it is doable, and it will happen.
Ray -I hope it will be in my lifetime.

Rabbi AA - It is all a matter of choice.
Ray -It sounds very radical but beautiful.

Rabbi AA - It sounds radical to a primitive society such as ours, however, there is noother way for an enlightened society to act since no one would prefer one's
own profit or progression at the expense of others. Ultimately, everyone ends
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This concept of truth, transparency, and total visibility can be applied to every
topic.

Rabbi AA - You are finally beginning to understand.
Ray -Is this part of my message or part of the future mission?

Rabbi AA - Everything is connected to everything. It would be best if everyone
implemented this idea in their personal relationships as well.
Ray -That would be even harder.

Rabbi AA - True, but we must begin at some point.
Ray -I’m not so sure I would like everybody to know what I am thinking or dreamingof.

Rabbi AA - Relax, your spiritual space remains private. The security of your personal
space will always remain yours. I was not talking about that. I am talking of
genuine relationships with everyone, of speaking the truth and refraining fromspeaking lies. I am talking about a world with complete honesty, accompanied
by unconditional love and unconditional givingness, being good to others andonly wanting to wish them well without manipulation.
Ray -Are you referring to the Garden of Eden? {Heaven}Rabbi AA - Honest people live without stress. Everyone will immediately be healthier inboth body and soul. They will be happier, no longer needing medications tocalm their soul, move their bodies, or control their pains. Every house has a
medicine cabinet to treat various problems that arise from our impure anddeceitful way of life. That includes our workplace, our profession, our friends,
our enemies, our rulers, our wars, our food, the various religions and theirtraditions.
Ray -So to sum things up - everything is connected to everything. Kashrut isconnected to 9/11, to health, to economics, to wars, to love, to divorce, and ofcourse, to proper vegan nutrition, with raw organic foods directly from theearth or trees.

Rabbi AA - More or less, you are correct.
Ray -I am full of pain, also in my head, my teeth, and my legs. Tell me, did thebroken tooth have to happen?

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Rabbi AA - Why do you always think that I have something to do with your physicalailments? I have no connection to any of that, and I have no idea what
happened to your tooth.
Ray -What about the journey before the surgery?

Rabbi AA - Impossible at the moment. However, I know Adam is working on it on yourbehalf, so maybe after the surgery, it will be confirmed. Just remember thatthe risk is all yours and I do not wish to be part of it.
Ray -I expect your assistance.

Rabbi AA - That you will always have, but I also have my limitations, just as you do.
Ray -At last, I begin to feel normal again.

Rabbi AA - What about XXXXXX, her sister, and her brother?
Ray -She was not able to make it today and I will probably meet her brother on
Sunday or Monday. I prefer to move slowly. It is very difficult, as you alreadyknow.

Rabbi AA - I understand, don't worry. For the moment, everybody believes you.
Ray -What do you mean, “for the moment”?

Rabbi AA - Things are subject to changes, as you already know.
Ray -By the way, does this enlightened society you talk about already exist today?

Rabbi AA - It has always existed, and always will exist.
Ray -Where?

Rabbi AA - That's a good question. You already experienced a small part of it in Nashia.
{Nashia is an extraterrestrial planet that the Rabbi took Ray to} However, forsome reason you did not delve deeper into the matter. You concentrated
more on the physical aspects.
Ray -What did you expect me to do on a single visit? I was totally confused. Still,
I would like to see a true enlightened society, as you described.

Rabbi AA - The problem with you is that you have complicated requests.
Ray -But without a physical body, it is not so tangible.

Rabbi AA - It is real but in a different way. Keep in mind - there is no "perfect". They may
not have wars or contaminated food, but nowhere does the Divine Light exist
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So, when are we headed out on our way?

Rabbi AA - Let's talk next week.
Ray -I am tired. Let’s postpone the conversation with XXXXXX.

Rabbi AA - Shabbat Shalom!
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Transparency!

Rabbi AA and I had quite a long talk regarding many different topics. Tomorrow is
the big day, and I have many fears regarding the surgery. But I suppose there is noother choice. Rabbi AA must have been right, and it was me who caused thissituation. The original date was supposed to be today, but for some reason it wasdelayed to tomorrow. I am sure there is a good enough reason for that. At somepoint throughout the conversation, the Rabbi insists that I document ourconversation and I begin to write.!
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We spoke about money, economics and the connection between money andall other issues and how it leads to corruption at all levels including corruption
throughout humanity. I am simply trying to understand what the specificmessage might be for me personally. Do you expect me to give up all myassets tomorrow and stop doing business with everybody?

Rabbi AA - First, let me clarify again. I am not expecting anything from you. I can only
ask, and I am certainly not asking you to do the things you specified. What is
personally important to me is that you decide and join me and contribute yourabilities for the sake of the whole system because there you can be of muchgreater benefit for yourself, your family, your friends, and all who surroundyou, including people you consider "strangers".
Ray -Let's put aside my choice for the time being. Let's assume I am here as anormal businessman. How am I supposed to perform tomorrow, in my own
business?

Rabbi AA - The message I tried to convey to you is not meant for you alone, but forhumanity as a whole. I wanted you to realize that things can also develop
differently. The economic redemption will arrive, sooner or later, along with all
the other benefits because it is all connected. You, personally, can choose toteach others rather than just being a scholar. If you believe in the new
information that you have gained, spread it among your own people. Try toportray the economic message to them, not just on the material level but also
on the spiritual one. Once you, and others like you, engage themselves in thismission and spread the spiritual economy, you will suddenly see change
throughout the whole world. Everything begins with an idea, thought, speech,or action that brings upon changes. You only need to have more faith inyourself and things will change much faster than you imagine. It is possible toturn material or physical things into spiritual ones which will provide
everybody, including yourself, a purpose for life and a truth that will release
everyone from their chains of enslavement. Stop worrying about what others
may think of you and whether they will believe you or not. The truth is thetruth. It requires no proof or verification. It simply exists. The question is what

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each human being chooses to see. As long as you are stuck with otherpeople's image of you, sane or insane, liar or truth-teller, you will not be able
to live a life of true freedom and you will never be in control of your spirit, soul,or physical body. Look at all the businessmen around you and see that thericher they are, the poorer their soul is and they do not really know how toenjoy anything. They have everything, but they have nothing. Most of them
live false lives and lie to both themselves and to others. As time passes, theirlies become their truth. But lies will always lead to sadness and depression.
This is why they are always in search of something else that will excite thembecause lies cannot provide excitement in the long term, so they begin tosearch for a new thrill at a higher level. Think, for example, of a person who
smokes. After a while, the effect fades, and he will move on to light drugs. As
those effects begin to wear off, he will move on to pills, then heavier drugs
and possibly may even begin to inject heavy narcotics. Eventually, he will
totally lose control of his life, because his soul experiences a false andaimless life.
Ray -Give me an example of businessmen, not of drug addicts. A businessman
that is not a drug addict.

Rabbi AA - That is quite easy, your new friend, XXXXXX.
Ray -Who is XXXXX?

Rabbi AA - Again, you are using foreign names.
Ray -So maybe you can help me so I can understand?

Rabbi AA - No need. You will recognize him from the context of our conversation. Thereis no need for foreign names. You met him and later were impressed by his
remarkable story. He impressed you, your wife, and the whole community, as
a great businessman. That is his approach. You have many doubts as to his
credibility as a businessman. You also realized already that he is not as richas he portrays himself to be. Yet, you picture him as a charismatic person
who can reach greatness. He is an excellent example of someone who lives afalse life, and someone who has made a fortune and lost it. However, since
he has no spirituality in him whatsoever and lives entirely in the FIRST146DIMENSION, {“FIRST DIMENSION” is written in English in the original
Hebrew document in all capital letters} he found himself completely empty the
moment he lost his assets because his position, his purpose of life, his soul,
and all his joy of life were connected to his money. Once this pillar crumbled,
he felt that he completely lost his life. To save his honor and frightened soul,he decided to create a spiritual story to provide him fame in your community.
Through financial donations and influential witnesses, he turned his lies totruth, all without people such as Rabbi XXXXXX realizing the truth. People
are hurrying to XXXXXXX to receive blessings. In the meantime, hesucceeded in impressing the Rabbi and took his office away from him andgave him {the Rabbi} a XXXXXXXXXXXX.
Ray -Are you referring to XXXXX?

Rabbi AA - As I said, you recognized him by yourself. I told you that you would
understand on your own {who we’re speaking of}.
Ray -What does he have to do with you?

Rabbi AA - Absolutely nothing.
Ray -So, how do you know all of these things?

Rabbi AA - From the same source I knew and learned other things. Learn, and you shall
know.
Ray -

You are worse than the C.I.A. {“C.I.A.” is written in English in the original
Hebrew document in all capital letters}.
The Rabbi laughs

Rabbi AA - If you learn, you can surpass the C.I.A. {“C.I.A.” is written in English in theoriginal Hebrew document in all capital letters}.
Ray -Go on, regarding XXXXX.

Rabbi AA - You mean, XXXXXX?
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Yes.

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materialistic purposes only. He failed to utilize his power and wealth to help
others or for any other spiritual purpose.
Ray -Because of the XXXXXXXX story, he donated a lot of money and seemed totruly believe the story.

Rabbi AA - It only appears that way. What he gave is an investment, not a donation. He
gained free publicity, free honor, an office with free office expenses, all for theso-called "contribution". Above all, the Rabbi opened the community's doors
for him, which enabled him to find the people he was searching for, such as
yourself. He already knew about you and everything there is to know, wellbefore you even met him. He knows who you are and what you are. He, alongwith his wife, have done their homework regarding your wife. However, he
has acted without you noticing it so that your friendship may turn into abusiness or a joint venture. His intention is not to cheat you but rather tosucceed at all costs. However, he forgot to ask himself - succeed in what? Hissoul is attracted to yours because it recognizes your power. He is acting
through his head and mind without realizing the source of attraction.
Ray -So the story about the XXXXXX was just fabricated?

Rabbi AA - It was not a fabricated story, rather a preplanned project with a specific target
and so far, he is quite successful. He uses the XXXXXXX story as proof of theexistence of miracles. He then tries to bind the two stories to make his"miracle" even more remarkable. However, in his case, there was no miracle.
It was all just a big lie. In the meantime, he searches for publicity, and you
receive it instead despite all you are doing to escape the publicity. He leads
everybody to believe he is doing business with your Rabbi just for the sake ofhelping him as if he has enough income from other sources. The truth is,without the Rabbi, he has nothing at all.
Ray -I hope, for the Rabbi's sake, that he at least succeeds.

Rabbi AA - So do I, and there is no reason why he shouldn't succeed. But you ought tolearn and realize that not every representation that is visible to the eye is thetruth, and at times the invisible is the absolute truth. As you already know,148publicity is not always beneficial. The truth is the truth. Simply go with thetruth, and you will never have the need to prove it.
Ray -So, are you trying to warn me to stay away from him?

Rabbi AA - No. Choose your way honestly and prevent him from deceiving if you can. It’sokay if you choose to do business with him, but instead of just focusing on
financial gains, try to use that opportunity for preaching some spirituality intohim. Should you succeed, that will be your true reward, just don’t forget tohelp Rabbi XXXXX.
Ray -You know, Rabbi, spirituality alone does not pay the rent.

Rabbi AA - You are wrong. It pays much more than that. You were simply taught
wrongfully. Try it and find out for yourself.
Ray -Is he even Jewish, or is that another lie?

Rabbi AA - Yes.
Ray -And his wife?

Rabbi AA - No.
Ray -Does he know?

Rabbi AA - What’s the difference?
Ray -Curiosity, that's all.

Rabbi AA - You should deploy your curiosity elsewhere. Besides, you already know all
the answers, but you always look for reassurance.
Ray -So, is he a positive or a negative person?

Rabbi AA - That is entirely consequential to the path he chooses. He, like everybody
else, has freedom of choice. It is your right to teach him if you decide to.
Ray -How does this connect to the universal economy?

Rabbi AA - Quite simple. If everything was transparent, as it will be in this world one day,
XXXXX could not have fabricated such a story and given such a donation foreveryone to believe the story because everyone would know it was a wellplanned and targeted trick, which so far is having great success. He didn’t
want to cancel your last meeting. He only did that to create the impressionthat he is an international businessman that needs to travel to different
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evening together. But he thought you are interested in a business meeting
and wish to invest with him. It is all a game.
Ray -I am not interested in investing in anything at the moment, not until I solve theproblem with you and Adam.

Rabbi AA - I did not realize you see us as a problem.
Ray -A significant problem, but with satisfaction.

Rabbi AA - Thank you, I shall take that as a compliment from you.
Ray -So if I understand you correctly, transparency could serve as the solution toalmost every aspect in our lives?

Rabbi AA - Correct. We already discussed that.
Ray -How is it that you speak with me about everyone but my own family? Whatabout my brother, my mother, etc.?

Rabbi AA - I cannot speak about each and every person, only those who are connectedto the system and most of them are connected to Adam.
Ray -XXXXXX from Florida, or his mother, and definitely XXXXX are not part of thesystem?

Rabbi AA - Correct. They came up during the conversation through you because you
chose to know or to help. By the way, you should invite XXXXX for today, but
only after Mrs. XXXXX and after sunset. She is making excellent progress.
I hope she continues to cooperate with you.
Ray -Why aren’t you sure that she will?

Rabbi AA - The choice is hers alone, and she is under tremendous pressure lately.
Everything is possible. You keep going in your direction; whatever needs tohappen will happen
Ray -Regarding free choice, I would like to know if such freedom is absolute or
subject to certain conditions?

Rabbi AA - Completely free.
Ray -But if God decides everything in advance, date of birth, date of death, and all
events in between, where is the freedom of choice?

Rabbi AA - I am surprised at you; after all you have seen and experienced, you still ask
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Yes, this is what I am supposed to do, aren't I?

Rabbi AA - I do not like to waste precious time but will answer anyway. The soul, and thesoul alone, chooses life, death, parents, and destiny. The Holy God, the One
and Only, the Creator of all souls and the whole Universe, whose word madeeverything, chooses to experience life through the souls, the spirits, and thephysical bodies. Therefore, God provides us with endless possibilities andpaths determined in advance. However, God does not wish to know yourmission or your role in advance, otherwise there would be no point.
Ray -So, why would someone choose to be handicapped or poor?

Rabbi AA - For multiple reasons. For instance, maybe through poverty that soul chose achallenge to become rich, a president, or a king. Such things have happened
before. You did not exactly come from a wealthy home. Many prime ministers
and presidents, and other world leaders were not born into a rich home. It issimply a matter of experience and good deeds to spread good and benefit
humanity, the Creator, and the whole Universe.
Ray -So why are people getting sick?

Rabbi AA - Again, for various reasons. Such as a sick soul or a poor soul provides anopportunity for other souls to help in endless ways. Remember the law of therotating and rotations, that attracts and continues to attract.
Ray -Yes, I remember. I understand, no need to go further.

Rabbi AA - Remember though, that the ultimate purpose is to come as close as possible
to the Eternal Light.
Ray -I understand. So why were we always taught to fear God?

Rabbi AA - You are right. That has impaired your relationships with the Creator. Only
after you have studied and reached a point where you acknowledged Him,
respected Him, and released your fears, and acknowledged His power were
you able to advance yourself into the SECOND DIMENSION. {“SECONDDIMENSION” is written in English in the original Hebrew document in all
capital letters} This advancement took you into the third {dimension} and fromthere you arrived at a level that enabled you to understand and evencommunicate with the upper worlds.

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So why is it, when I fail to do certain things, such as put on Tefillin or keep
kosher, I feel guilt or even fear, as if something terrible is about to happen tome?

Rabbi AA - Guilt and fear are the only enemies of humanity.
Ray -Guilt and fear are essential. They allow us to differentiate between good andevil and recognize wrongdoings.

Rabbi AA - There is no such thing as right or wrong. Only that which does not serve youor which does not resonate with you, or reflect your true inner self, or better
yet, what your inner self has chosen to be. Guilt and fear keep you stuck insomething that you are not.
Ray -But the guilt allows us to understand when we do something in a wrong way.
For instance, if I ate pork and it was really tasty, at least guilt will prevent mefrom repeating this action, especially if I set my intention to be a vegan.

Rabbi AA - Enlightenment and awareness, not guilt – AWARENESS AND NOT GUILT.
{“AWARENESS AND NOT GUILT” is written in English in the original Hebrew
document in all capital letters} Guilt and fear are like poison to the soul. They
prevent your growth and eventually kill you. Enlightenment and awarenessare what you are looking for. But being awake is not guilt, and love is not fear.
Let me repeat that - guilt and fear are your only enemies. Love andenlightenment are your only friends. One gives you life, the other gives you
death.
Ray -So if that’s the case, I am never supposed to feel guilty?

Rabbi AA - Precisely. It will only get in your way. Instead, look for enlightenment andchange direction for the sake of your soul’s choice.
Ray -What about fear?

Rabbi AA - There’s a difference between fear and being cautious. Be careful, but not a
coward because fear will only stop you. Love will help you flourish. Be
cautious out of love, not out of fear. Love for life, love for your fellow man, andabove all, love for the Eternal Light.
Ray -I understand. Do not be afraid of God; just love God. So, I should not be
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Rabbi AA - Precisely. Understand her, love her and love yourself. Learn to deal with the
unknown through learning, and you shall see that physical pain is not such aterrible thing, rather it is there to teach you and send an alternative message
to what you perceived as your truth. By the way, I sure hope you are notgoing to try any experiments during your surgery. The choice is yours, and so
are the end results. In fact, I would recommend not making any choices rightnow because you will be under the influence of heavy drugs, and your choice
will not be proper in such a condition.
Ray -Don’t worry, I gave you my word.

Rabbi AA - I will come visit you. Be well.
Ray -Thank you and see you soon!

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August 10, 2010
30 Av, 5770!

Documenting the Surgical Experience
Although the surgery took place on XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX, documentation of thesurgical experience was postponed until after I left the hospital. I wrote it all down as
I remembered it, and I'm quite confident that no information escaped my memory. As
I did not want to forget any details of the experience and the various messages,
I asked XXXXXXX {Ray’s wife} and XXXXXXXX to record a video clip as I was tellingmy story so that I could write it all later, after my recovery! And so, it was! Before
you is my documentation of the experience, written at the end of October of 2010.

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The clock on the wall showed 7:40AM.
I am in the operation room. There are about 8 people in the room, including the surgeon.
I lie on the operating table. A needle inserted into my arm to inject me with the anesthetic.
There was a big operation room white light bulb above me. I was quite relaxed; my bloodpressure was 120/80, and my body temperature was normal. Apparently, by 7:45, I musthave been completely under.
Suddenly, Adam appeared among the people in the room dressed normal. He was wearing
his famous hat, smiling as usual, and above him shone a white light halo.
I asked him: “Do we dream here as well?”He answered: This is not exactly a dream; I came to assist you to make sure you don't
leave your body by mistake.
I told him: I promised you I wouldn’t.
Adam answered: With you, I can never be sure. I came to help you and pleasantly pass thetime. Now you are with me. Close your eyes.
I asked: Why should I close my eyes? They already put me under.
Adam answered: I don't want you to see what's going on here. Close your inner eyes, andlet's go to another place where you can feel more comfortable.
I walk around with Adam for 3 hours, wearing the same purple robe I wore while being
anesthetized and Adam is in his usual clothes.
And this is how the story goes... unlike the other occasions in which we met, this is
the first time he gave me a direct message to various people within his family. Before
he began talking about the messages, I asked about the wonderful music I always
hear when meeting with him which this time was a bit louder than usual. By the way,
he calls this music “spirit/wind”. This is also the first time he allowed me to mention
this music.
I asked him where I can find this music in my world, so that XXXXXX can hear it as well.
I wanted to give her a gift.
Adam started laughing
I told him that if I could get this music, I would benefit many people and we would be able to
do many good deeds and make a lot of money.
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I answered: This is business with good intentions. I can do many good deeds with thismoney. There has to be a way to send this music down to her computer if there is no way
to give her a disc.
Adam laughed again and said:
She will have to be satisfied with your description. Just make sure she understands that it is
not music, it is "spirit/wind". Just as you cannot hear the light that you see around me, you
cannot see the spirit/wind that hovers here at this moment. Allow your feelings to flow
within its presence.
I did not entirely understand what he meant, but I went with the flow. I used the opportunity
to ask medical questions, such as why most people who go through heart surgery change
afterward?
For example: their character changes.
Adam answered: The character of a person changes under heavy narcotics, whether
medical or not. In most surgeries, the person is only disconnected from the lungs.
However, in heart surgeries, the entire heart is disconnected, which is the connection
between mind and soul. Souls arriving from lower places cannot withstand this disturbing
combination of detachment - lungs, heart, brain, and heavy narcotics that confuse thewhole body. Such a situation creates a so-called change of character and causes the
person to become angrier and more irritated. Actually, it is all the result of fear that entered
the person and refuses to let go. When other sick people turn grumpy and unpleasant, it isusually a result of the combination of heavy narcotics that confuse the mind, and theimpurities that reside with the organs of their body. For example, the liver, kidneys, skin,etc. and on top of that, there is always the aspect of fear. If the majority of people were tophysically purify themselves before their medical treatments and clear the impurity that
inhabited their physical body, most of these symptoms would disappear, and they wouldcease to be irritated. In fact, if they try to keep themselves completely clean, they will not
require medical treatment at all.
I asked: So, what about me? Am I going to be like everybody else, grumpy and angry withmy wife and everyone else?
Adam answered: Not in your case. On the contrary, you will be in a better mood, andeverything shall pass very easily. It is all connected to the spirit and the love that resides

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here with you. Just try not to smile or laugh when you are out of the operation room, or theymight think you’ve gone insane.
We then continued on with the messages he wanted me to relay to certain people.
He began with XXXXXX, whom he loves very much and whom is very important to him. It
was essential for him to clarify that if XXXXXXX was in a low place, it does not necessarilymean he is in a bad place. He is happy where he is. If he could do bonfires up there, hewould.
I understood that he is actually happy there and is doing bonfires in his own way. {XXXXX
loved doing bonfires when he was alive}
Adam wanted me to forward this message to all of XXXXXXX’s children. He wanted me totell XXXXXXX to get back to her reality and stop living in the past. Many people, as well as
friends, are trying to introduce her to a partner, but she prefers not to meet anyone. Tell her
to be more open and not feel guilty.
I explained to Adam that the way I know XXXXXXX, he might very well come back with aknife and stab someone.
Adam replied that this is not the way it functions up there. Souls up there don't care about
the world down under. They are in their own world. We must understand that the concept of“longing for someone” does not exist there. They are very loving, but missing a person
does not exist in their world. Adam continued on with XXXXXX’s health. Actually, he gave
her orders as opposed to messages. He asked that she gradually quit smoking. XXXXXXX
has a stain on her right lung. An inexperienced physician might mistakenly misdiagnose her
and take her to a very uncomfortable place. Her physical and mental health should be thecenter of her life. XXXXXX is not taking her smoking situation seriously. She assumes that
she is only harming herself, but she is wrong because she does not understand the Law ofcreation, reasoning and rotations. As you know, many are being harmed. Adam asked
XXXXXXX to stop worrying about her three children, especially XXXXXXXX. Divorce is justa part of her general process that needs to occur and will occur. The choice to experienceis hers. She is now in an interim period to a better and happier future, full of spirituality andmaterial abundance.
From XXXXXXXX, Adam went on to XXXXXXXX. It is important to him that she
understands that he is not angry with her and loves her deeply. He was disappointed with157

her at specific stages during his lifetime and also lately. I was surprised by that and I asked
him, “does the possibility of feeling disappointment exist there?” {in the afterlife} His answer
was affirmative. However, he explained that it is a type of disappointment that I may notunderstand from the place I'm in. However, it’s okay to use this word to convey themessage. But now, he feels no anger or disappointment because things changed, and she
chose to change her ways. He requests that she continue to walk that path she chose, but
she must pay more attention to all her children. She must realize that the world she is living
in is both physical and spiritual and she cannot neglect one over the other, just as shewouldn't ignore one of her children over another. Practical spirituality is positive spirituality,
but not at the expense of her children. She must work, provide and support herself and herchildren. If this comes before the spirituality in her life, so be it. Her priorities are not set
correctly. It wouldn’t hurt for her to take the advice of other souls, such as you or XXXXXX
who are close to her and love her. A prayer in vain could also create damage in thephysical world. Spirituality is an assisting tool. She cleansed the impurities that residewithin her soul. Now it's time to take care of her children. Adam emphasized the little girl
XXXXXX and reminded me to give her the bill he asked for. Overall, he wanted her tocomprehend that just like preserving human life comes before observing Shabbat, herchildren’s lives come before a prayer. She should choose life.
At this point, I asked: Why are you advising her to choose life, yet you ask me to give itup?
Adam responded and tried to clarify that what is requested of me is not death rather"eternal life". For the moment, it is simply beyond my comprehension due to my limited
level of awareness, but no one asked me to give up my life. {Adam said the following} You
are being requested to learn so that you understand and will be able to perform missions
without giving up on life in the way that you understand it.
I answered: People are about to get hurt here. My process affects others. People will get
hurt.
Adam answered: The process that human beings undergo is only a process and is theirs
alone. It is part of their choices and part of their personal development. It may all reside in
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Then Adam tried to explain that my decision to go through the surgery was my choice.
Today it is clear to me that I actually chose surgery and as idiotic as it may sound,
I personally chose it to be this way out of some sort of medical curiosity and to prove tomyself that I made my choice in advance.
Adam asked me: How many people do you know who requested a video, or their bones
from the surgeon, before and after the surgery?
I told him: Luckily enough, I was not curious about heart surgery, giving birth, or cancer.
Adam answered: Don’t be surprised. With you, everything is possible.
So, I asked: If what you ask me to choose is so positive, how come you are not forcing me?
Adam answered: We can never force anything. Everything has to occur out of love,givingness, and your complete acceptance…genuine acceptance. If I take a soldier to a
specific mission without his complete consent, he will certainly not perform as he should.
Free choice!
Adam spoke about XXXXX and his wife. Unfortunately, separation is inevitable. It must be
done with honesty and a sincerity. His wife is not evil nor a witch as some may think. She
went through many physical and emotional events during her lifetime, since childhood, thatare affecting her decisions as an adult. However, this does not exempt XXXXXXX from
responsibility to the marriage as a whole. He must work harder to reach the Eternal Lightand his complete faith. He must never forget that this world is still a physical one and hischildren are dependent on him both physically and spiritually.
Regarding XXXXXXX, he must pick himself back up and get out of his mental depression.
The spirituality within him and that which he is looking for is positive, but his spirituality is
beginning to resemble laziness. He uses spiritual quest as an excuse for his laziness. The
path he chose is good, but he must remember that he resides in a physical and material
world and his duty is to manage his physical life no less than his spiritual life. Currently, he
is not a Rabbi nor a businessman. He hangs loosely between both physicality andspirituality. He must provide not only for himself but for others as well, especially his motherand his whole family. XXXXXX very much loves his seclusion, but he is not fully engaged init. Therefore, he cannot always fulfill his wishes. He needs to learn more about seclusion sothat he is able to reach higher places, which he could. However, he must not ignore or159

forget his reality here, in this world. Everything that XXXXXX does, he fails to complete andthis is the source of his problem.
Regarding XXXXXX, his {Adam’s} grandson, I sensed he was satisfied with his actions
lately, but he might have expected a bit more from him. I tried to understand from him how
I was supposed to direct him after Simchat Torah. He clarified that this was something that
I must understand and perform on my own. Maybe by then, I will already have the tools todeal with XXXXXX. I asked Adam, “according to Rabbi AA, there are no gentiles, right? So
why is everybody so obsessed about XXXXXX’s relationships with those non-Jewish
girls?”. Adam, again, tried to explain that according to our limited perception in this world,
we are divided into groups where such groups don't always resonate with the wish or
choices of our souls. Our souls, however, know that we are all one and recognizes oureternal bonds to the Eternal Light. However, we arrive from various levels and departmentsthat were created in the upper worlds. Due to XXXXXXX’s limited level of awareness andcomprehension, which is not his fault, we must use “gentile” or “non-Jewish” forconversational purposes. The goal was to protect him from negative energies that reached
him through those souls. The same thing could, of course, happen with other souls as well,whether Jewish or non-Jewish, according to our understanding. The goal, however, wassimply to help and protect him. XXXXX knows this deep within his soul and he understoodthe objective, even though the source is unknown to him. He is doing his best, but it isdifficult for him. XXXXXX is a very emotional and physical person who is afraid ofexpressing his spirituality. The accident that XXXXXXX suffered harmed him mentally,physically, and spiritually. However, his mission is to see the light at the end of the tunnel
and reach higher spiritual and physical levels.
Adam talked a lot about XXXXX and gave me information about her, her husband, and theirfamilies. I cannot specify this information in writing because I must protect her privacy.
Even to her, I cannot reveal all that's been said by Adam and Rabbi AA. To sum things up,
Adam tried to forward her a message that her situation could improve and will improve. She
only needs to be more patient and stronger and have more faith in the "bizarre" things, as
she calls them. She needs to be more open on her end. I tried to explain to Adam that it
would be easier for both me and XXXXX to confront these issues if Rabbi AA would reveal
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Adam smiled and explained to me that it is not always possible to be a boss and we don’t
always do what we want, like, or understand. Adam asked me to stop showing resistanceto Rabbi AA's requests. He also tried to explain to me that Rabbi AA is simply anothervehicle, like me, and his intentions are noble and that all in all Rabbi AA is only trying tohelp me, XXXXX, her husband, and all who surround us. Adam emphasized and explained
to me in advance that it will be much more difficult for me to access XXXXX, XXXXX’s
husband, since his faith and spirituality emanate from a completely different source thanthe one I and XXXXX understand or recognize. That is mainly due to his childhood events,
which he was forced to bury deep in his subconscious mind and spirit to protect his sanity
and soul. The goal with XXXXX is to remove negative energies from her and her husband,
energy that arrived without their knowledge or fault. But he still insisted on explaining to me
that each given state for each soul is chosen by the soul itself. However, due to our limited
perception in this world, we tend to attribute it to the notions of negative or positive, good orevil. There is no good or bad here, it’s simply a matter of a soul process that we chose toundergo and with learning, I shall be able to reach a higher level of comprehension thatshall assist me to accept the notion of "the path of the soul". Throughout the wholeconversation, Adam always emphasized, as did Rabbi AA, the importance of learning.
Until today, I still don’t understand what they expect of me. At the age of XX, am I
supposed to return to school? Especially regarding the topics which are so unappealing tome! I tried to take the opportunity and get some more information on other people, such as
XXX, XXXXX, Rabbi XXXXX and others who surround them. However, Adam’s answer wasthat all messages that were given until today are sufficient! Adam asked that I continue, asmuch as possible, to help people associated with him from past relations to navigate theirlives. He meant his family members who are still here and alive.
I tried to gather information about events that are supposed to happen in the near future,especially around Simchat Torah. I did not receive many details. Everything was given in
the form of hints connected to politics, wars, and all sorts of unexplained connections tocreatures from outer space, or better said, souls from other worlds.
As I understood, on Simchat Torah, dear and important souls (all I understood was thatthey are religious Jews, both men and women) whom I don’t know, will cross over to theother side. This will occur more so as assistance to the upper worlds where their ultimate

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goal is to bring us all as one, through our deeds, to the Eternal Light. Therefore, we must all
try and reach the highest possible level of learning and understanding, to protect ourselves
and those who surround us where ultimately, we shall be given the path to the Divine Light,
which is the Eternal Light. I asked Adam for permission to give Rabbi XXXX some more
information on his past and even ask Rabbi AA to personally reveal himself to him. Thisway, he, too, could become a vehicle of assistance and would provide me with morestrength and support for the upcoming future. I know Rabbi XXX appreciates me and hascomplete faith in me. As a man of prayer, he could assist me better with people like XXXXX
and her husband, or even XXXXXX, XXXXXXX’s son. Adam explained to me that his
negative answer is not derived from an unwillingness to help me, rather is based onuniversal laws that I do not fully understand yet, which prevent him from providing me withthe affirmative answer that I am looking for. He further explained that the possibility may
exist later when I and Rabbi XXX are at a higher level of understanding and learning. At
this stage, Adam explained that he wishes to transfer me to a different place since othersouls wish to give me certain messages. He said that I am at an exit point, and in order toarrive at a higher world, where those souls, whom I know reside, it must occur throughascension. Till today, I still don't understand the difference. I can only say that an ascension
is simply a higher level of an out of body experience. All of this happened while I was undernarcotics during the surgery. I requested to return to see my physical body before we
continued, but Adam refused. He explained that mastering the new language will be difficult
for me due to the narcotic influence and due to the state of my physical body, spirit, andsoul. Therefore, the messages that will be given to me by those souls will bear more
resemblance to signs that I would have to decipher and he told me in advance that hewould not be able to help me understand these signs and messages, as it is simply a partof my process.
Later on, after the surgery, I understood why Adam, who revealed himself to me
through my dreams, could not communicate with me in a simple language.
I understood that he did not do it on purpose as I previously thought. Rather his wayof talking and the language he used were adapted to the state of my physical body,spirit, and soul, which are the centers of communication with other worlds.
Communication with other worlds is done through spiritual ladders, spiritual ‘stairs’,

162and different spiritual departments of which I am not permitted to explain further.
{this translation was difficult since it is derived from Kabbalistic language and terms}
Before the ascension, Adam made a stop here in Tevel, {“Tevel” is another word for Earth}in a place which I understand to be some sort of concealed Garden of Eden. I asked Adamto have XXXX X join so I can share with her this wonderful experience which in fact was thehighlight of the surgical event. XXXXX was sitting outside, in the waiting room, doing
nothing. Adam explained to me that it was impossible to have her join in the way I
understand but what he can do is have XX XXX join as some sort of image, not a real
figure as I have experienced in the past. {Adam simply projected an image of Ray’s wife to
make Ray feel like she was there with him, even though she was not} As always, Adamsmiled to himself and grinned at my strange requests.
We arrived, together with XXXXX {Ray’s wife} at a beautiful and magical place which
I would say is located somewhere between Syria and Iraq. I couldn’t comprehend how sucha place is hidden and why we are unable to see this physical location with the modern
intelligence systems in space. Adam responded that this place is hidden for reasons hecannot currently explain but there will come a time when it will be revealed to all. The place
was surrounded by a wall of fire with gates of fire as if somebody ignited an oil well on
purpose. We followed Adam and entered through the gates of fire without any harm. The
inside was stunning. I don't think there are words to describe what I saw. Although theexperience was spiritual as opposed to physical, the place itself was absolutely physical.
I don't know how to put it into words. Adam tried to provide me and X XXX with anexperience for us to understand how the creation of Adam and Eve occurred and thecreation of the whole Universe. It’s just a shame that it was not physical. For some reason,
I find it difficult to remember all the details. I only know it was a sight that not many have theprivilege to see or feel. We walked around, we ate, we drank, we strolled, and we enjoyedevery moment with, of course, the accompaniment of the continuous music, or rather
spirit/wind. I wished this moment would never end. The feeling and joy were both physicaland spiritual. It was the most amazing experience I have ever had in my life. Too bad
I cannot share the memories and experiences with XXXXX, nor with anyone else. Within ashort moment, we arrived at the higher place which I have already been to prior together
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messages to certain people. It was difficult for me to understand, and now I am also having
difficulty remembering most of the details. Those souls took form, they probably understoodthat it would be easier for me to comprehend and deal with the situation that way. All along
the way, the music, or spirit/wind, as Adam calls it, never ceased. Whenever I was stressedor uncomfortable, I heard or perhaps felt this wonderful spirit/wind simply getting louder.
With my regular figure, I faced several souls some known from the past and some new tome. The first was XXXXXXX. He tried to convey his message through the medium of fire as
we loved and used to do. He created Hebrew letters with his hands which I tried to connect
together so I could “read” what he was trying to tell me. I could not manage to decipher itall. What I did understand was that he mentioned XXXXXX and through the fire, created animage of a baby wrapped with white light, very similar to the light that surrounds Adam.
That baby’s name was clearly XXXXXX. This was not the first time that the name XXXXXX
came up in connection with XXXXX.
If I understood correctly, she was pictured as a sick person with an inner physical impurity
that created hardship for her in her day to day life. Her cure was related to spreading firearound the chest and on the back. I was not in a position to ask questions. He simply went
on. I know for sure that he mentioned his ex-employee, XXXXXX, and his wife, but I could
not decipher what he wanted from them. He described XXXXXX {his son} to me, holding
the book XXXXXXX, on the sea shore in Israel. The parchment had no letters on it, butthere was an illustration of graves, which I could not identify. He did not mention his son
XXXXX, or maybe he did, and I simply failed to understand. He mentioned XXXXXX, his
son-in-law if I understood correctly, was a bank employee busy counting money, with aTorah scroll standing on a shelf behind him. The money he was counting were shekels but
they were all red. He did not mention XXXXXXX, which I found a bit strange. XXXXXXX
mentioned XXXXX. He described him as ill with a small bag of money in his hand. From
what I understood, although being ill, XXXXX looked quite happy. There were many othersigns from XXXX, but it was very difficult to understand and many of them I don't everremember.
Adam drew my attention to little XXXXX, who appeared this time as an older lady in her
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Other figures from the past also appeared, some of whom were my childhood friends who
passed away throughout the years due to various reasons, one of whom was killed in the
Lebanon war. I shall not elaborate on their messages at this time since it does not pertain
to anyone that I am in touch with in my current life.
I tried to request from Adam for messages from my father, but then I realized I cannot
communicate with XXXXX at the moment and due to the state of my body at the time,
I could not ask or request for anything. Then, I also realized that the place I was in did notenable me to communicate with my father.
Towards the end, XXXXXX, XXXXXX’s grandfather, appeared. I had prior communication
with him, more so to help me understand things, but there were never any messages fromhim regarding anyone or any subject whom I know in this life.
He forwarded me messages by writing on something that seemed to me like a parchmentof a Torah. XXXXXX connected Hebrew letters in various angles and unusual writing
directions which I connected to the best of my ability. The names XXXXXX, XXXXXX,XXXXXX, XXXXXX, and XXXXXX repeated themselves multiple times. There were othernames as well, but I did not comprehend or was not familiar with them. I understood that
his messages were referring to XXXXXXXX's family rather than his own family.
I understood that the names XXXXXXX and XXXXXXX are connected to the city ofJerusalem. He simply took the two names and moved them, with his hands, to what I saw
as the city of Jerusalem, on his left side. While he was giving me his messages, XXXXXX
and XXXXXX's image that was created by XXXXXX through the fire remained there andwatched the communication process between XXXXXX and myself. Resembling like light
figures as opposed to images, XXXXX and XXXXXX merged into one light and lifted
XXXXXX's image, which was standing to their right. They transformed her from fire to lightand began flying upwards in the opposite direction of Jerusalem which appeared as a very
distant lower city. He wrapped the name XXXXXX in a black leather coat and threw it into
XXXXXX’s bonfire on his right. Inside this coat were bills of money and gold coins. The
weird thing was that he threw the coat into the fire and a water fountain rose out of the fire
but did not extinguish the fire. The fire went on burning for a long time and the water
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XXXXXXX then rolled the parchment into a Torah scroll and gave it to a figure that looked
to me like XXXXXXX.
There was one clear message I received from XXXXX regarding XXXXX, my wife's father.
I understood XXXXXX was supposed to reincarnate again inside the state of Israel on theeve of Rosh Hashana in the year 2011.
Later on, after Rosh Ha-Shanah, although I was not supposed to interfere with his
process and find out who or where he was, my curiosity overtook me. Based on theinformation given to me, I tried to find him with the help of various people in Israel.
It was very tempting because finding him was relatively easy. However, Rabbi AA
discovered what I was trying to do and immediately scolded me and stopped mefrom continuing my search. I know that XXXXXX arrived here as a complete
reincarnation, leaving no spark behind him in the upper worlds. My search was over.
To this day, I have no information regarding the new identity of XXXXX, my wife's
father.
Till today, I don’t really understand why Adam brought me to this reunion with all thosesouls, some of which I didn't even mention in these scripts.
After the surgery, I asked Rabbi AA what these messages meant and their purpose
because I failed to understand most of them. He explained that he cannot help me with myprocess and used his famous phrase: "learn, and you shall know".
At a certain point, Adam took me back to the hospital and reminded me again to try to
behave regularly upon waking up or else they might think I'm out of my mind.
Upon waking up from the surgery, and contrary to all expectations, I felt very awake, full ofenergy, and in an excellent mood. I laughed and smiled a lot and demanded to see
XXXXXX. The nurses in the room looked at me very strangely and could not understandwhat was happening with me. They said that I would not be able to see my wife for at least
another hour until my recovery phase is completed. I argued with them and requested thatthey stop administering the pain relief drugs that were injecting into my body through myveins. Of course, they refused, and at this point I tried to rise up from the bed and sit on myown. They immediately stopped me by force and forbade me to move until the doctor
arrived. They started checking my blood pressure and body temperature but discovered
everything was perfectly fine, just as it was before the surgery. They were totally166bewildered. They then decided to bring another monitor, thinking that the blood-pressure
monitor was malfunctioning. However, the second one showed the same results. Instead ofcrying out from pain and complaining of nausea and wishing to vomit, I just smiled,laughed, and joked around with them. All my reactions worried them, and they alerted thedoctor. The doctor arrived and began questioning me to see if I was mentally stable. He
asked if I had pain or nausea. I told him I was fine and there was nothing to report. Still,
nobody would let me move. Then we made a compromise. He adjusted the bed so I can be
half-seated. He was concerned that I wasn’t suffering from any pain and he thought that he
may have damaged the main nerve in my leg. He pulled out a needle from his pocket andpricked me. I jumped and screamed from pain. Only then was he calmer knowing that I wasable to completely feel my leg. I wanted very much to tell him that I am protected by Adam,and there is nothing to worry about, but I was forbidden to do so, so I just laughed to myself
because he was so confused.
Only afterwards was XXXXX allowed in to speak with me, probably so I would calm down
and stop bothering them. As per the doctor’s instruction and against my will,
I was injected with some more narcotics and I was transferred to my room in the hospital.
They failed to put me to sleep. I then asked XXXX {Ray’s wife} and XXXXX to record me
while I speak, so I don't forget the three hours I spent with Adam. Although I was quite
dizzy and weak,
I noticed that XXXX {Ray’s wife} and XXXX were also gazing at me strangely since they
didn’t expect me to be able to tell my story and ask them to document it through writing andfilming. And so, they did!
All in all, I had a very pleasant and wonderful experience thanks to Adam, who cameto help me. The surgery was easy. My recovery was quite fast as well. The doctor
claimed that in his career of operating on over 1,000 people, he has never seen sucha fast and successful recovery. I wish I could explain to him the true reason. Since
January 29th, 2010, I have experienced many strange and unusual events. They were
all positive and exciting, however, the three hours with Adam during the surgery,along with the music, or the "spirit/wind", as he called it, were by far one of the best
I had in this whole adventure. If only I had the ability to express myself verbally in abetter way and more clearly!

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09-03-2010
September 3, 201024 Elul, 5770
Celebration of LIFE{“Celebration of LIFE” was written in English in the original Hebrew document just as it is
written here}
After a two-week period of silence, Rabbi AA contacted me over the phone, as hepromised.
We met in Manhattan on Friday afternoon to discuss the past couple of weeks.
Two hours into the conversation, the Rabbi requested to document the following:
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Ray -

Let the record reflect… {“Let the record reflect…” is written in English in theoriginal Hebrew document just as it is written here}
I am writing as you requested, but I am not so interested in doing so.

Rabbi AA - Why are you showing opposition again?
Ray -Because it is not comfortable to talk and write simultaneously, it is difficult forme to concentrate on the questions and the answers. I cannot concentrate on
the questions and answers, it's time-consuming, and most of all, I neverunderstood why you insist that I document all of this.

Rabbi AA - As I explained to you in the past, the scripts are intended for you, so you don’t
forget. Imagine if you would have not written the little that you did. You would
fall into total forgetfulness. Then, it would be even more difficult for you tounderstand or even try to explain what you are going through, especially withyour limitations. {the mental limitations he imposes upon himself} Payattention that each time you look at these scripts, you suddenly remember
and recognize things that you haven’t noticed before and so does your wife
along with anybody else who reads these scripts. It not only helps you, butalso others in the system.
Ray -The problem is that it also reaches other people and I am not very fond ofthat.

Rabbi AA - You were warned in advance of adverse reactions. You chose to share thescripts. You could have stopped it if you really wanted to.
Ray -I didn't have much of a choice. This is why we shortened and concealed thenames. Once I gave to one, I had to give to another. If I gave it to XXXXX,
I had to give it to XXXXX, and so on.

Rabbi AA - The choice is yours, but XXXX is different from his aunt, and he wishes tocredit many people. Although it is difficult for him to accept or understandwhat is written due to his personal opinions and limitations. Besides, he too
will make use of these scripts for his own book someday.
Ray -I am in favor of publicity.

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Ray -

Correct, but you can stop it.

Rabbi AA - It is not necessary to do everything I am capable of doing just because you
asked. Each one of us has his process and his choice. It is about time you
realize and accept this basic idea as one of the Universe's fundamental
foundations.
Ray -If we’re already mentioning XXXXX, he is in a difficult situation and I would
like to help, if possible.

Rabbi AA - Nobody has ever stopped you, and you have done quite a bit for him up until
this point.
Ray -I am talking about his wife and kids.

Rabbi AA - What do you wish to do?
Ray -I would like for you and Adam to help him.

Rabbi AA - You mean to interfere with their processes?
Ray -No, I mean help.

Rabbi AA - So help.
Ray -

How?

Rabbi AA - You are at a different place now, with additional knowledge andcomprehension that is different than his. You know his past and the people
related to it. Just take it from there and provide him with guidance if you wish
to do so.
Ray -Are you referring to XXXX?

Rabbi AA - He is one of them.
Ray -But I cannot reveal to XXXX or XXXX’s stories from the past.

Rabbi AA - No need for that. Just use your information to guide them both. That way,
they can help each other.
Ray -XXXX expects my assistance.

Rabbi AA - You already helped him without even realizing.
Ray -

How?

Rabbi AA - Think, and you shall understand on your own. Guidance is help, which issometimes more important than money. It is not by mistake or coincidence170that he reached you. Your relations and your past together are far more
profound than you know.
Ray -So why can’t I give him information about the past? It will surely help him!

Rabbi AA - It's considered to be an interference with his process and you don’t want to bea part of that.
Ray -His current problem is his daughter.

Rabbi AA - She is a small part of the problem, but she is not the problem.
Ray -So what is the problem?

Rabbi AA - His problems right now are his livelihood and his relationship with his spouse.
His daughter is going through a process, just like everyone else.
Ray -Why don’t we physically help her as we did with others?

Rabbi AA - That is not your role at the moment.
Ray -Does that mean that we will in fact be able to help her in the future?

Rabbi AA - All is possible and all in due time.
Ray -The least you can do is advise me on guiding him in the right direction.

Rabbi AA - He is a man of prayer, and it would be wise of him to listen to your advice
from yesterday.
Ray -What advice?

Rabbi AA - To connect with XXXX and XXXX, and of course to disconnect from theimpurity he brought upon himself. Also, that he shall not forget to care for his
wife as you requested of him.
Ray -When will the day come that I, too, can know all these things? Where do you
get your information from?

Rabbi AA - Learn, and you shall know. It is relatively simple. Besides, don't forget, soon
you will have to make up your mind and come to a decision.
Ray -I know, don't remind me. The last couple of weeks were very pleasant for me.
A quiet mind, with no stress.
The Rabbi is cracking up

Rabbi AA - Do you mean that the stressors will change?

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Ray -

Here you go again.

Rabbi AA - You know I am right.
Ray -So why is it funny?

Rabbi AA - Which stress was better?
Ray -Do me a favor, let's move on.

Rabbi AA - You are always afraid of the truth when it doesn't suit you.
Ray -What was the purpose of meeting with XXXX?

Rabbi AA - I am sure that you already understand it all on your own. Just keep doing
what you are doing. Don’t be afraid to help, even if things sound bizarre toyou. He came to receive help, but as a man of prayer, which you are far from,he can also help a lot. Each one has his own role.
Ray -If him and I can, and already, help so many people, why can't we help
ourselves?

Rabbi AA - I know you cannot grasp it at the moment, but I am not in a position to provide
you with an answer to every question. Just know that everything is subject tochange, and much of it is up to you.
Ray -Doesn't it seem absurd to you that I am sent to help strangers but I cannot
help myself and those who are so close to me?

Rabbi AA - It is absurd to you due to your limitations. Let XXXX read these scripts andyou shall see that he understands much more than you think.
Ray -I spoke to XXXX today and I asked him if anything special has happened
lately. The answer was no.

Rabbi AA - What's the problem?
Ray -Something must have happened, or you wouldn't ask for him to read it.

Rabbi AA - Stop playing detective. He shall get what he needs, and you shall receive
what you need. Each one has his own process.
Ray -What about the journey you promised me?

Rabbi AA - We haven't promised anything.
Ray -Adam promised an answer after the surgery.

Rabbi AA - You look good and feel good, but you are still recovering.
Ray -Why does that matter?

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Rabbi AA - I explained, I am not willing to take responsibility for something so dangerous.
Ray -Could you arrange a meeting with Adam?

Rabbi AA - Here we go again.
Ray -I just want to talk to him a bit.

Rabbi AA - What happened, you miss him? I thought your mind is at peace?
Ray -If we compromise and go out without a physical body, would you agree then?

Rabbi AA - If Adam agrees, I am fine with it.
Ray -When can we talk to him?

Rabbi AA - After the holidays.
Ray -That’s a long time from now.

Rabbi AA - Leave it at that until after Yom Kippur.
Ray -Regarding our previous conversation that I did not document, you tried to
explain to me there is no such thing as a coincidence and there is no suchthing as an accident. If that’s the case, if a person was killed in a car accident,
was that by choice and not by accident?

Rabbi AA - Not a single thing in this world happens by coincidence or by accident. Thereis no such thing as an accident, nor is there any such thing as a coincidence.
{“There is no such thing as an accident, nor is there any such thing as acoincidence” is written in English in the original Hebrew document just as it is
written here}
Ray -I think I read something similar in Mr. Walsh's book. But, if I accept yourwords to be true, then why do we mourn over someone who passed away?

Rabbi AA - You mourn your loss of the ability to hug, kiss, or talk to that person, or overthe economic or social damage or the lack of security inflicted on you.
Mourning emanates from self-love. As you know, they wouldn't want you tomourn over them. Quite the contrary, if all human beings knew the truth about
the other worlds, they would have a smile on their faces during the funeraland they would be delighted with their beloved ones' new whereabouts.
Ray -You could bring a revolution to the world with that information. Soon you’regoing to tell me that we should throw a party instead of a funeral.

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Rabbi AA - You may be sad about your personal loss, but there is no need to prolong it
once you realized the magnitude of these souls’ choices. Maybe not a party,
but a celebration is not a bad idea - Celebration of life. {“Celebration of life” iswritten in English in the original Hebrew document just as it is written here}
Be happy for them and turn the loss into success, happiness, and spiritualwholeness!
Ray -If that’s the case, there is no need to say Kaddish {an ancient Jewish prayerof mourning} for my father since I already know where he is.

Rabbi AA - Again, you are starting to give your own interpretations of things according to
your convenience. I know exactly what your opinion is on Kaddish. However,
it is all based on your lack of knowledge, lack of faith, and your personal
limitations. Just as there is a connection between souls here in Tevel {Earth},there is also a connection between souls once you cross over to the otherside. Just as you helped your father here in his old age, you can still continue
to support him even in the other worlds. As I explained and showed you
several times, souls can do three different things in the other worlds, of what
you call, After Life {“After Life” is written in English in the original Hebrew
document just as it is written here}1.

You can submit yourself to the situations created by your unconscious
thoughts.

2.

You can create your conscious experience out of choice.

3.

You can experience all the conscious and sub-conscious and get
closer to the Eternal Light and connect to it, or in English - Rejoining
The ONE {“Rejoining The ONE” is written in English in the original
Hebrew document just as it is written here}

It should be easier for you to understand the secret of the system, as you've
already seen and experienced the souls' process. Just remember, after all,everything and all of us are all one! Dream, life, death, out of body
experience, crossing to the other side, or other worlds are all a process within
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LIFE. {“LIFE” is written in English in the original Hebrew document in all
capital letters}
Ray -I am a bit confused, but I get the main idea. Since you will most likely not giveme a direct answer regarding Kaddish, you will most likely say, "learn and you
shall know", so allow me to change the subject to the ENVIRONMENT{“ENVIRONMENT” is written in English in the original Hebrew document in all
capital letters} or more precisely, the damage we inflict upon this planet.

Rabbi AA - We discussed this quite a bit, but you tend to forget things, just like yourfriend XXXX.
Ray -It feels to me this forgetfulness is caused by you for reasons I have not yet
uncovered. You are probably causing my forgetfulness for reasons that I don’t
understand.

Rabbi AA - This is why it is sometimes helpful to write things down. Now you understand?
Ray -Yes, I understand. If I remember correctly, you mentioned other worlds thatwere here before and are not extinct. Did you mean here, on this planet?

Rabbi AA - Yes, there were other forms of life here that eradicated themselves.
Ray -What do you mean?

Rabbi AA - A human race with very advanced technology, so advanced that it took overthem and ruled their lives. They began worshiping the technology that they
themselves created. Once you have advanced technology with no preliminary
and progressive thinking, you are bound to self-destruction and we, here on
Earth, are not very far from such a scenario.
Ray -Explain.

Rabbi AA - Just as human beings have reached unimaginable advanced technologies
that you cannot even fathom and built a world that you cannot even begin tounderstand, similarly, today the world is advancing, step by step, towards apoint where technological evolution is surpassing its spiritual development.
The moment we do not know how to operate with this new technology is themoment it will bring mass destruction.
Ray -And all of this has already happened before?

Rabbi AA - More than once.

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Ray -

More than once, you called this world {Earth} primitive. Why?

Rabbi AA - A society is considered primitive or advanced according to how it fulfills its
highest levels of comprehension. If you have reached high levels ofcomprehension but failed to implement them, you cause destruction. Once wehave built technology that enables nuclear power but fail to control it orharness it for a positive technology or energy, rest assured that it will bring on
destruction. Everything else also falls under the same category. Motors,
houses, computers, furniture, chemicals, even medical therapies that function
against natural processes - it will all bring on self-destruction through harming
the body, the soul, the environment, and the whole Universe. All these things
I mentioned damage natural sources and once they are damaged, the entire
world is damaged.
Ray -I understand. Shabbat is nearly here and I know you need to leave. I hope to
see you before the holidays and please try to assist me with the journey.

Rabbi AA - We’ll stay in touch. Shabbat Shalom!
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September 24, 201016 Tishrei, 5771!

Inside the Rabbi’s Sukkah in Manhattan!

Rabbi AA invited me to a private conversation and feast at his Sukkah in Manhattan.
{a hut-like structure in which one sleeps, eats and communes during the Jewish holiday of
Sukkot} This is a very strange Sukkah located in a building next to my office. I wentinside the building and entered the Sukkah through a side metal door which faces
the main sidewalk near my office. After the feast, we discussed the various missions
and the new missions that came up recently here in the United States. Suddenly, theRabbi decided I should document, so here is the documentation of the last part ofour meeting:
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Ray -I am writing because you asked me to, not because I want to.

Rabbi AA - I understand.
Ray -I have not yet finished writing the whole story with Adam at the hospital.

Rabbi AA - You don't have to write; I am only recommending.
Ray -I'm simply very weak and haven’t been feeling well the last couple of weeks
due to this substance you gave me to drink. I don’t feel like writing. It causes
pain in my entire body, but since you asked, I will continue writing. I'm sure
you have a good reason for it.

Rabbi AA - Thank you. The substance you are drinking is meant to protect you, but asI explained to you, you don’t have to drink it and go through this process.
Ray -I understand that this is my choice.

Rabbi AA - Do you think the goal is worth the suffering you are experiencing?
Ray -To my opinion, yes. It would be very helpful if you could provide me with adate.

Rabbi AA - The date is not yet known to me and is not up to me. You will know as soon
as I know.
Ray -Is it possible to stop drinking this substance daily? It really makes me feelsick.

Rabbi AA - No, you can't; your body needs to be physically ready for such a challenging
process and understand that even then there is a possibility that protection is
not 100% guaranteed.
Ray -I find it hard to believe that Adam would let me ascend without complete
protection.

Rabbi AA - It is not up to him. There are various components here, which you are notcapable of comprehending right now, even if I try to explain it to you.
Ray -But I’m ascending for sure?

Rabbi AA - I haven't promised anything. I only tried and promised I will help.
Ray -Is there a possibility that I drink this substance and still not ascend?

Rabbi AA - As long as no conclusive promise was made, everything is possible.
Ray -Are you at least allowed to tell me what I'm drinking? Each time you give mesomething else that changes color, taste, and smell.

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Rabbi AA - No.
Ray -Could it be harmful to me later, here on Earth?

Rabbi AA - No. Once you stop drinking, the feeling you are experiencing will go away
within a day or two.
Ray -Is there anything I can take to help me with the pain and nausea in themeantime?

Rabbi AA - No.
Ray -I understand from you that this substance is supposed to protect me against
radiation?

Rabbi AA - Yes. Something like that according to your limited understanding.
Ray -What about protection against pressure or bone fracture, as you tried to
explain to me?

Rabbi AA - I hope I can help you with that; please believe me, I am trying.
Ray -I understand from this that you changed your mind and wish to escort menow?

Rabbi AA - You understood wrong. I am not escorting you.
Ray -You just said you wish to help me.

Rabbi AA - Help, yes, always. Escort you in those type of journeys, no!
Ray -Why not? It could be a pleasant experience together, especially if no harm
can be done to you because you do it your way.

Rabbi AA - First of all, you must understand that I am not a tour guide and besides, I am
not willing to take you under my responsibility, as I see no benefit doing it
your way.
Ray -The responsibility is all mine, and I choose and understand the risks.

Rabbi AA - You don’t understand anything.
Ray -It would be of great assistance if you could be less secretive and provide mewith information regarding the place and the way to it.

Rabbi AA - The destination is not the issue. The problem lies on the way to that
destination and the way back from it.
Ray -Could you be more specific?

Rabbi AA - I cannot.

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Ray -

But I am coming back 100%, right?

Rabbi AA - Yes, but the question is how?
Ray -You told me I would have to drink some more substances upon my return.

Rabbi AA - Yes.
Ray -Could you at least make sure it is a bit more bearable to drink?

Rabbi AA - I am not the one preparing it.
Ray -But I’m sure you can get things done.

Rabbi AA - You need to understand that I will do my best to help you and make yourjourney pleasant, with or without me. However, I recommend canceling it or atleast changing the type of journey you insist upon.
Ray -But Adam gave his consent.

Rabbi AA - He still hasn’t provided his full consent. However, he’s leaning towards yourside. I understand you have a unique relationship, and he leans towards yourside. He told me a bit about your past together, but I still don't know the wholestory, and I find it difficult to comprehend why he is helping you with this. Is
there a chance you can elaborate a bit and provide me with some moredetails about that past together, and what exactly took place during that
period?
Ray -I cannot give you more information than you already have. Adam asked me
not to discuss this subject. I suppose there are people who are still alive,
which he tries to protect. I am not exactly sure.

Rabbi AA - Rabbi XXXXXXX has already moved to the other side, and I understand he
was the main character. Is that right?
Ray -Yes, but he is not the only one. There were other people that Adam wasworking with. I only knew Rabbi XXXXXXXXX and four others. I believe there
were others I did not know, and most of them are probably still alive. It is a bit
strange to me that you don't know anything about this story, but I don’t think
this is the reason for the treatment I am receiving from Adam.

Rabbi AA - I assure you this is the main reason. Of course, there are many other subjects
that I am aware of, but the Ethiopian story is the most important for him in his
point of view.

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Ray -How could you be so sure if you don’t know the whole story?

Rabbi AA - Because I have not been filled in on this information especially when I asked
to be. I am confident that this is the main subject. There may be other secrets
as well that you are not aware of.
Ray -I wouldn’t be surprised at all.

Rabbi AA - I understand that your wife does not agree with the different proposals. Is thiscorrect?
Ray -She is not so sure and this morning she already spoke a bit differently.

Rabbi AA - Should I conclude that your answer is negative?
Ray -No. I shall provide an answer after the journey if I would even have theenergy to speak.

Rabbi AA - Try to ease the stress off her. She is not capable of dealing with what you aredoing or even thinking.
Ray -XXXXXX and XXXXXX are here, maybe you can explain to me the reason
they came to NY? {“NY” is written in English in the original Hebrew document
in all capital letters}

Rabbi AA - You wanted to make XXXXXX happy.
Ray -There you go again. You started with them, I only executed it and XXXXXX
was just something on the way.

Rabbi AA - You are right, but I cannot explain at the moment.
Ray -Is there anything I have to do for them or tell them?

Rabbi AA - Not at the moment. But it will be helpful if you could assist XXXXXX withremembering.
Ray -I tried again today, but it’s not helping. Is there any connection between themand what happened in Manhattan in the past week?

Rabbi AA - Everything is connected to everything.
Ray -What is supposed to happen during Simchat Torah?

Rabbi AA - I am not a psychic and I do not have a crystal ball in my hands.
Ray -I executed many missions this last month as you requested, many strange
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Israel and even with me personally. Don't you think I deserve some
information?
Rabbi AA - You have had a lot of information that you’ve received lately. However, youwish to know everything, and that is impossible. Try to learn more and acquire
knowledge on your own, not only through me.
Ray -I am trying to pack in a lot of learning material in the little time I have. I am
sure you are aware of that, without me even telling you but I must say that themore I learn and try to get closer to religion, the further I move away from it.

Rabbi AA - Of course, because you are trying to study religion rather than Torah. You areattempting to analyze religious people and their way of life. There are no
religious or secular people; this is a concept that does not exist. There are
human beings and their duty is to connect to the Torah.
Ray -And how am I supposed to do that without religious people?

Rabbi AA - Finally, you understand.
Ray -Understand what?
The Rabbi is cracking up

Ray -What's so funny? You are a religious man.

Rabbi AA - Let's not talk about me, otherwise you will get totally confused.
Ray -So what did I understand?

Rabbi AA - You understood that when you sit with XXXXXX or Rabbi XXXXXX, or any
other "so called" religious person, listen to their lesson and stop analyzing
them as religious people. This will only divert you from your main purpose,and instead of studying Torah, you study religion, a subject you are notinteresting in. Take interest in the Torah laws and mysticism, and not anyother customs or interpretations that have been connected to it from past
generations.
Ray -So you're telling me, fewer discussions, more learning through listening.

Rabbi AA - Correct.
Ray -But this is so boring.

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Rabbi AA - Maybe initially, but once you dive deeper into it, without searching for thesource at the beginning of each and every topic, you will learn to enjoy it.
Ray -So you want me to investigate the source at the end rather than in the
beginning.

Rabbi AA - Absolutely correct.
Ray -There is no logic to that.

Rabbi AA - Don't look for logic. Everything that happened to you during this last year is
illogical, but still, you flowed with it and eventually you got your answers andsuddenly it all seems very logical. Same with your studies. If you listen to me
and flow with these people without attacking them while they are trying toteach you, you shall realize later that everything suddenly makes sense andmany of your questions will no longer exist, just as it happened between thetwo of us.
Ray -What are you referring to?

Rabbi AA - If you remember, in the beginning, you had many questions. You no longer
ask them because you understand a bit more on how the system functions
now. Suddenly, logic, as you call it, provided you with answers to all thethings you didn’t understand before and today it is very clear to you. However,notice that it is very difficult for you to explain yourself to others, such as yourwife, although she is very close to you.
Ray -True. Why is that?

Rabbi AA - Because you need more learning that will provide you with the tools.
Ray -By the way, I am meeting with XXXXXX next week, probably after theholidays. Is there anything I need to know in advance?

Rabbi AA - No, I trust your judgment.
Ray -Why do you want me to meet him?

Rabbi AA - That is your choice, not mine. I only recommended it.
Ray -Okay, you recommend it, but why?

Rabbi AA - You shall understand for yourself.
Ray -You are driving me crazy with your secrets.

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Rabbi AA - You drive others crazy with your secrets too, but you do understand thatsometimes there is no choice. It's all good and only for the better.
Ray -XXXXXX is driving me crazy with questions and you don’t exactly allow me totell him anything, especially regarding the connection to his book.

Rabbi AA - You said and did what you had to do. Leave the rest to his personal process.
Should he think about it and remember, we might change our stance.
Ray -So let’s help him remember.

Rabbi AA - I told you, we must not interfere with a process.
Ray -He is not stupid. He knows a connection exists between the book and
XXXXXXX. Just the fact that I escaped from there very quickly, and didn’t
agree to come to his house for even five minutes was enough to raise his
suspicion. Besides, what was the storm good for? What did it bring besides
fear and damage?

Rabbi AA - Fear and damage, according to your limited level of awareness.
Ray -Is it the same with XXXXXX’s Sukkah?

Rabbi AA - Mr. XXXXXX’s Sukkah is a different story. Let's just mention the fact that it is
not kosher. The rest is entirely irrelevant at the moment.
Ray -What do you want from this poor man? He worked his butt off to make itbigger so we can all fit inside the Sukkah.

Rabbi AA - Still, it is not Kosher.
Ray -How is it that no one noticed and didn’t ask me why I wasn’t getting wet,
despite me standing outside in the rain for a few minutes?

Rabbi AA - When you entered the house, you had pains if you remember, and you
started to sweat.
Ray -Yes, I remember, but why was it important that I remained dry and why was it
important for them not to notice? And is this why the pain and sweating
manifested? Nothing is logical with you.

Rabbi AA - I thought you understood the subject of logic?
Ray -Apparently not.

Rabbi AA - You shall understand when the time comes.
Ray -Your Sukkah is also not Kosher. We are inside a building.

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Rabbi AA - Do not argue and lecture on things you know nothing about. Go study andthen come and debate.
Ray -You are lucky I did not study. If I had the knowledge, I would convert you all to
Muslims.
The Rabbi laughs

Rabbi AA - Or you would become the Chief Rabbi of Israel. By the way, that Muslim whobegan to lecture you and tried to teach you the Quran, spoke from the souland the heart and he really loves and respects you. You can learn from him
as well, even though he is a Muslim, {The Rabbi made that remark based on
his knowledge of Ray’s negative outlook on religion and religious people ingeneral} and if he offered you the Quran in Hebrew or in English, don’t reject
it as this is another source of knowledge. Don't forget that ultimately,
everything is connected to everything and to all and we are all one. I know
you wish to discuss others with me, such as XXXXXXX and XXXXXXX but
Shabbat is approaching. Drink the bottle in front of you, and let's meet again
after Shabbat.
Ray -It is black this time.

Rabbi AA - Yes, but also sweeter.
Ray -Thank you and Shabbat Shalom!

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September 27, 201019 Tishrei, 5771
Spiritual independence

Today is Monday, September 27, 2010. The time is 8PM, an especially difficult day.
This time I decided on my own to document the conversation. Rabbi AA showed no
objection as long as I stay away from the sensitive topics. My sleep last night wasvery uncomfortable as thoughts flooded my mind and prevented me from sleeping.
I woke up early and did my regular paperwork before meeting with the Rabbi.
Somehow, I knew it would be an especially difficult day for me and I tried to mentally
prepare myself. I even took some homeopathic medicine to try to calm me down
before the meeting with the Rabbi who will probably have me drinking this smelly
liquid again. I am doing my best to appear calm, so XXXXXXX and my mother-in-law
won’t get worried. I arrived at my office, of course a big mess and a headache.
I drank a lot of water and went down to meet Rabbi AA in his strange Sukkah.
He immediately offered me the liquid to drink. I explained to him that today it’s not agood idea because I must take my son to the doctor and the moment I won’t feel
well, I can get into an accident and I’m not willing to take that risk with my child.
Once again, he tried to convince me to give up my plans, explaining there is nochance of succeeding in such a journey without drinking the entire substance andconsequently, no guarantee to my physical security. He also reminded me that mytime to make my final decision is approaching, and I don’t have much time left. He
himself was also not very calm today. I tried to extract some information from him in
regards to what is happening, or what is expected to happen, but I didn’t succeed
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A. The Iranians complain that all their computer systems were hacked, and they
blame the Israelis and the Americans.
B. Peace talks are nothing but a big show and our leaders will only lead us to war
and destruction.
C. There have been floods in America and earthquakes around the world in the past
couple of days.
D. Strangely enough, the UN appointed a female ambassador for extraterrestrials, aMuslim scientist from Indonesia, who should enter office on October 1, 2010,
Simchat Torah!
She will have a whole department of investigators to analyze extraterrestrials whoalready live among us, or should arrive in the future. Of course, this department
should also investigate other worlds and life in other places.
E. A boat with Jews and Israelis will arrive just before Simchat Torah to support theArabs in Gaza, and, of course, against Israel. (Later, I found out that Rabbi AA wasreferring to the Turkish "Marmara" ship).
I told the Rabbi this is nothing new to me since everything appeared already on thenews, and that I fail to understand the message if there even is one. He, on the other
hand, insisted on explaining to me that he is trying to help me see how everything isconnect to everything, and possibly provide me with a hint. I fail to understand theneed for hints and why everything is not out in the open since many secrets werealready revealed to me.
I left after a short time once we agreed upon meeting with Adam to try and finalize
the date of the journey that the Rabbi clarified will happen on October 1, 2010,
Simchat Torah.
Rabbi AA explained to me that he has a great problem with this topic and he prefers
not to argue about it with me.
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In order to verify that I’m not dreaming or making things up, I made sure thatXXXXXXX heard about that dream and also about the television news that Rabbi AA
predicted before it happened. I still feel a bit crazy and I’m looking for proof
regarding my sanity.
The time is now 8:25PM on September 27th, 2010. I am in my home office, preparing
for the meeting between the three of us, and performing the strange procedureaccording to the Rabbi's instructions. This time, as per his instruction, I perform it all
by myself. I hope it goes smoothly. XXXXXXX, my mother-in-law, and the kids are
upstairs. It is very strange and unclear why he chose the house and this exact hour.
Perhaps only God knows!
It is 2:00AM, Tuesday, September 28th, 2010.
I return after a few long hours and I begin documenting. This time, the experience
was very different and more interesting. Going there and returning, I did on my own
without a problem. I just have a slight headache, I’m very tired, I feel a strong thirstand hunger. I suppose that means I am here, alive and whole!
I am simply copying and I am wearing the Tefillin throughout the whole documentary
process.
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Adam -

Don’t worry, you are with me.

Rabbi AA - I think you should give him some strength. He is very weak.
Ray -Is it possible maybe to feel a physical body? It would be easier to grasp what
is happening.

Rabbi AA - An image, not a body.
Ray -No problem.

Rabbi AA - Lift your light upwards and stay still.
Adam -Are you better?

Ray -Yes, thank you. I see you are still wearing the same hat.

Adam -

So that you feel comfortable.
Adam laughs

Ray -I understand I can perform such out of body experiences by myself from nowon?

Rabbi AA - You understood incorrectly. This is a one-time event. I do hope you are notgoing to try to outsmart us.
Ray -I promised you, don’t worry.

Adam -

Why are you circling around yourself?

Ray -I cannot hear the music; it is very far away from me.

Adam -

Spirit/wind, not music.

Rabbi AA - The spirit/wind you longed for will soon arrive, have patience.
Ray -I wish to write.

Rabbi AA - This will be done for you.
Ray -Do I understand correctly that we don’t put on Tefillin until after Simchat
Torah?

Rabbi AA - You never wear Tefillin anyway……….!
Ray -So how will I receive the scripts?

Adam -

Just put the Tefillin on your hand. Whatever needs to happen will happen.

Rabbi AA - I need you to calm down; what is the problem?

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Adam -

What are you afraid of? You are with me, everything is fine, nothing is goingto happen to you.

Ray -What are all these figures hovering over us? They transmit evil to me andwhere is my father? He disappeared and so has XXXXXXX.

Adam -

There is no evil here. They escorted you on your way. Their role is to protect.
The evil is derived from your fear. It all comes from within you. Relax,
everything is okay.

Ray -They are making me feel bad. Ask them to leave.

Adam -

That is not possible; they must escort you back as well.

Ray -Ask the Rabbi to bring me back like the last times.

Rabbi AA - This is not possible and please don’t ask why. Time is valuable.
Ray -I thought there is no time?

Rabbi AA - He is arguing again.
Adam -You must stop.

Ray -I didn’t see them on my way here.

Adam -

When you ask for an image, everyone gets an image, not just you.

Ray -How do they look without an image?

Rabbi AA - They are the black light.
Ray -I understand, but why black.

Rabbi AA - Please stop with these "why" questions, or we will never finish here andI must return shortly.
Ray -Where is my father and XXXXXXX?

Adam -

They were transferred to a different level.

Ray -So now I can speak with my father as well?

Adam -

No. they are in a place that you don’t yet have access to.

Ray -XXXXXXX too?

Adam -

Yes.

Ray -

But he was with you. Were you supposed to come down together?

Adam -

This is still possible, and he shall always be with me, but not in a way you
understand, and not always at the same path or level.

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Ray -

Fine, I won’t ask why because the Rabbi is nervous today. Do I understandthat the journey takes place on Friday?

Adam -

Not exactly.

Rabbi AA - This is why I arranged this meeting, so you can hear it for yourself.
Ray -You promised.

Adam -

We promised to help. I understand that the substance you are drinking isaffecting you both physically and mentally. From this I conclude that it is notsuitable for your body even though the Rabbi changed the formula four
different times.

Ray -So give me a substance that is suitable.

Rabbi AA - There is no time left.
Ray -Where is he rushing to all the time?

Adam -The date is approaching, and I cannot help you with the physical body issue
any more than I already have. Still, I wish to satisfy you and I promise topersonally provide you with an experience that even the Rabbi has not yet
experienced. Even with your physical body, it will surpass the experience you
expect to have. Your body is not capable of withstanding the physical journey.
Therefore, there is no chance you will return whole. Different powers, otherthan myself, also tried to help. So, I cannot authorize such a thing.

Ray -Are you telling me that I drank this crap for two weeks now for nothing?

Rabbi AA - We had to try in order to know.
Ray -You know everything in advance.

Adam -

Nobody knows everything in advance. Had I known in advance, I wouldn’t put
you through this suffering.

Rabbi AA - Besides, you are the one who insisted on trying.
Ray -What time on Friday?

Adam -

Before Shabbat.

Ray -But it’s a holiday.

Rabbi AA - In the place where you are going to visit, there is no Shabbat or holiday andby the way, since when have you become an observant Jew? {the Rabbi ismessing with Ray since he doesn’t observe any of the holidays}

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Ray -

I only asked because you are an observant person.

Rabbi AA - Don’t you worry about me.
Ray -You both really decided to drive me crazy.
Adam laughs

Adam -

There is no chance that you’ll go crazy. And if so, this might calm you down a
bit.

Ray -

What is the name of the place we are going to?

Rabbi AA - When we arrive, you shall know. It is confidential.
Ray -What should I take with me this time, and where are we leaving from?

Rabbi AA - I shall speak with you before the holiday.
Ray -Will I receive an image or a physical body, like last time?

Adam -A physical body.

Ray -Male or female?

Adam -

What would you like?

Ray -

Male.

Adam -

Okay.

Rabbi AA - What’s the difference to you?
Ray -I have my own reasons.

Adam -I am glad you accept and understand.

Ray -I would like permission to eat, touch, smell, and feel like everyone else.

Adam -

Only if you ask the Rabbi’s permission while he is escorting you.

Ray -He doesn't want to escort me.

Adam -On those terms, he agrees. He loves you very much and only tries to protectyou.

Rabbi AA - Believe me, you do not wish to experience the suffering of the way there andback, especially the condition upon your return.
Adam -Your wife wouldn’t be able to handle it.

Ray -She took care of me like a king after the surgery.

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Adam -

That’s child’s play. {compared to the potential consequences of this journey}
She would physically collapse and mentally never return to herself.

Rabbi AA - The possibility of you even coming back in one piece is relatively minimal.
Ray -Okay, I got it. Stop depressing me.

Adam -

Do we have an understanding?

Ray -What about the other details?

Adam -

Leave it to the Rabbi. It is about time that you trust him.

Ray -Of course I trust him. It’s just that he is not always willing to answer very
simple questions and leaves everything so mysterious.

Rabbi AA - I am a vehicle, just as you are. You keep a lot of secrets from the people ofthe system too.
Ray -I understand.

Adam -

Do we have an understanding?

Ray -Wait, I have a few more questions.

Rabbi AA - I am afraid to hear.
Ray -I would like the freedom to ask questions.

Adam -On the condition that whatever transpires there, stays there.

Ray -May I know the name of that place in advance?

Adam -No.

Ray -You promise I will have the freedom to touch, taste, eat, feel, smell, etc….?

Adam -

We can promise freedom to act as the locals, but only with prior authorizationfrom the Rabbi.

Ray -Will I be allowed to speak with them in their language?

Rabbi AA - Yes, but it’s preferred that you don’t.
Ray -

Why?

Rabbi AA - Because you are capable of trying to outsmart them or say something
inappropriate which can cause embarrassment and misunderstanding.
Ray -What do you mean?

Adam -

Everyone knows you sometimes say things that are out of place. The Rabbi istrying to prevent any harm to you and to others.

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Ray -

So how about if I ask the Rabbi and he refers the question to them and I will
listen?

Rabbi AA - That's perfect.
Adam -

Suddenly you’re a scientist? Would you like to explore other worlds?

Ray -Not other worlds, but maybe extraterrestrial life.

Rabbi AA - Here, he starts again.
Ray -Why are you so interested in me going? It seems you are going out of yourway to help me with this.

Adam -I am simply grateful.

Ray -For what?

Adam -For everything you have done for me.

Ray -To tell you the truth, I have been thinking a lot about it lately and I don’t
understand what it is that I’ve done to deserve such an honor.

Adam -You have done a great deal. No need to go into details.

Ray -Thanks for the compliment, but I am very curious to know.

Rabbi AA - He just told you there is no need to elaborate on this.
Ray -I understand from the Rabbi that I need to provide an answer very soon.

Adam -On the 8th of Cheshvan {a date on the Jewish calendar}, Parsha Lech-Lecha{the portion of the Torah that is read during that time}.

Rabbi AA - Don't forget that on the first day of the month of Cheshvan, XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX..
Ray -You have been telling me that for two months now. Do you really think I canforget?

Rabbi AA - You seem to forget many things lately.
Ray -I am sure you have something to do with it.

Adam -

He is not involved. This is a process you are going through that is related tothe highest places. The Rabbi cannot explain this process to you. Try toconcentrate more on your actions so you remember them. Writing would be ofgreat help to you.

Ray -What is the reason for writing?

Adam -

This time, you insisted.

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Ray -

What about the other times?

Adam -We have explained that to you several times already. You should refer backto your own writings.

Ray -The music is suddenly much louder.

Rabbi AA - I told you, it is all about patience.
Ray -Is something about to happen?

Rabbi AA - No, but we must return soon. Your wife is not sleeping and she is tense.
Ray -I have more questions.

Adam -

Okay.

Ray -

What’s going to happen during Simchat Torah?

Adam -The journey you yearned for.

Ray -I am talking about planet Earth. I know something is happening.

Adam -

This is not for public knowledge. Whatever needs to happen has alreadyhappened and will happen.

Ray -So why am I and the various Rabbis putting so much effort into it, if
everything is already known in advance?

Adam -

To your limited understanding, everything is known in advance, but this is not
so.

Ray -

You are constantly confusing me and the unknown is driving me even morecrazy.

Adam -The day will come and you will understand.

Ray -You told me something similar 18 years ago.

Adam -

And, was I right?

Ray -

Yes.

Rabbi AA - Give it a chance. The truth shall prevail.
Ray -Agreed.

Adam -

So, we understand each other?

Rabbi AA - Yes.
Ray -Me too.

Rabbi AA - At last.
Adam -All well that ends well. Go learn.

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Ray -

I’m trying.

Adam -

Not enough.

Ray -I have personal questions.

Rabbi AA - You do understand that personal questions are not acceptable, right?
Ray -I mean personal regarding my friends, not my own.

Adam -Are you referring to people from the system?

Ray -Yes, and what is wrong with asking about me and my family?

Adam -

Do you remember the “secret of the process”?

Ray -

Yes.

Adam -

So why do you keep on bothering the Rabbi?

Ray -Because I find it unfair that you have me help everyone else except for me
and my family.

Adam -You don’t think that I am fair?

Ray -That is not what I said.

Adam -

This is precisely what you say each time you attack the Rabbi.

Ray -Honorable Rabbi, I never asked for any financial or material aid; just somegood advice and information that can help me overcome my family’s
problems.

Adam -

You are asking to interfere with a “process”.

Rabbi AA - You understand very well that it is strictly forbidden.
Adam -Your personal requests may be answered by sincere and honest prayer, but
you refuse to even consider it.

Ray -It does not appeal to me. I can no longer see all these orthodox Jews orsynagogues after the year I've been through.

Rabbi AA - I‘ve never met someone like you who is capable of shifting the skies with hiswords. Even here, you have no filters. {referring to the fact that Ray has notact and is not politically correct}
Ray -I apologize; I did not mean to offend anyone.

Adam -

We know, but the Rabbi is right; you promised me that you would cooperatewith him.

Ray -Ask him how I'm doing; I am as obedient as a slave.

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Adam laughs
Adam -

You are used to being the boss.

Ray -All day long, he gives me commands, and I, like a slave, run around andcomply. I have no problem with complying. I sometimes even enjoy it.
I wouldn’t object to a full-time position if you find a solution to my business.

Rabbi AA - You are not in a position to set conditions.
Adam -

Allow him to clean his soul; perhaps next time, he will come in a more relaxed
mood.

Ray -

Is it possible to receive such a request?

Adam -

Everything is possible. Sincere prayer can change everything.

Ray -Even to arrange for money so I can free myself to work full time?

Adam -

Everything is possible.

Ray -But you know I am not a man of prayers. Is there any other way?

Rabbi AA - Don't waste my time. It was made clear to you that your mission is not on
Earth. So, let’s move forward.
Ray -You see? He doesn’t even give me a chance.

Adam -

This is not true; you just want it your way and refuse to understand that not
everything is possible for us to do. With all of our good will, please understandthat sincere prayer combined with sincere good deeds can work great
miracles.

Ray -Put the power of prayer into me. I have no objection.

Adam -You must go through the process of prayer on your own. It is not somethingthat you simply receive because you want it.

Ray -So what you are telling me is that I am a man of actions, but I can become aman of action and prayer simultaneously?

Rabbi AA - Finally, you understand.
Ray -Is this why you send me to learn all the time?
The Rabbi begins to pray something indecipherable

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Rabbi AA - Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Ray -Couldn’t you explain that from day one?

Adam -

Don’t blame him for your limitations.

Ray -XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Adam -XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXRay -Do I understand that there is no chance for a complete and comprehensive
answer?

Adam -

This is all you can get for the time being. Maybe later, when you are at ahigher level, more information will be available for you.

Rabbi AA - Receiving information is not enough. Your mind needs to be in a state ofacceptance for it. This is a type of acceptance and mental digestion that you
are not capable of at the moment.
Ray -Got it. Learn, and you shall know, and then you’ll understand.

Rabbi AA - Something like that.
Ray -I am tired; it is difficult for me to be here.

Rabbi AA - The return will be easy for you, just perform the same process in reverse
sequence.
Ray -I would like to receive answers from Adam regarding XXXXXXX, XXXXXXX,XXXXXXX, XXXXXXX and Rabbi XXXXXXX

Adam -

This is not the time nor the place. Listen to the Rabbi without arguing.

Ray -Can you at least explain to me why XXXXXXX and XXXXXXX are here?

Adam -

Time will provide you with answers.

Rabbi AA - Return to your normal state and take advantage of your time until Friday formental rest and be joyous during your holidays.
Ray -These are the most challenging holidays I ever had.

Adam -You have a very short memory.
Adam and the Rabbi are reciting a blessing together.
I didn’t understand a thing and I returned.

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10-01-10
October 1, 201023 Tishrei, 5771
Physical transfer within Earth!

The time is now 1:30PM, Friday. I arrived at the meeting point. Moshe, the Rabbi's
assistant, met me, took my bag, wallet, telephone, watch, and asked me to wait in thestrange Sukkah. I asked him if he ever experienced these peculiar journeys, and heanswered that he has not yet had such a privilege. He said the Rabbi will be available
soon, and in the meantime, I should drink the strange water, like the one he gave mein the Hilton hotel. I didn’t ask any further questions, I drank the water, and I waited.
I noticed that the place looked different than before. Even the Sukkah was a bit
larger. Rabbi AA arrived and I had many questions, but he said that it’s not the timefor questions; I should simply listen to the instructions and he would try to answer
my questions at a later stage.
He took me to a different part outside the Sukkah and asked me to stand for achange. He started praying his weird prayers, and I suddenly felt my body move.
I was afraid to lose balance, so I raised my hands. The Rabbi came close to me forthe first time, and held me around my chest with a lot of force as support so I don't
fall. He instructed me to keep my eyes shut until he tells me to open them again. My
heart was beating very fast. He tried to calm me down and didn't release me. I felt
I was floating in the air and not standing on the floor. At a particular moment, I evenfelt some wind blowing. All of this lasted for about 5 very long minutes. I did notunderstand what was happening. This was clearly something new, just as Adampromised. I could not believe that Rabbi AA was finally touching me. When I opened
my eyes, I found myself in a totally different place with the Rabbi beside me, smiling.
I felt pressure in my lower back and pain in my legs. He asked me how I felt.
I described my situation to him. I couldn’t understand why I felt my body and also
why I saw my body with the same clothes on.

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After a short explanation, I understood he was transferring me with my body,
however, on Earth. The place we arrived at was dark; it was in the middle of thenight. I am not permitted to reveal its name, but it was a distant place that me and
XXXXXXX already visited in the past. Again, Rabbi AA tried, through action, to teachme known and unknown esoteric mystical knowledge. When we returned, Rabbi AA
instructed me to document the following:
!

Ray -

If I am already writing, could you please make the writing faster? I am sure
you have some other, more interesting things to show me.

Rabbi AA - Curiosity is a good thing, but yours is an illness. The writing takes you nolonger than 10 minutes according to your time and understanding, but to you,it appears like hours because your body is located in between and you areunable to grasp time like other human beings. This is also the reason that
lately you are forgetting more than usual. You need to find the equality andthe balance between the two and try to stand with your feet more firmly on the
ground and learn to differentiate here from there.
Ray -I thought you’re the reason that my hand is moving faster.

Rabbi AA - I’m just helping you. All the scripts you produced until today did not take morethan two, maybe three hours.
Ray -I don't understand. How is it possible to write hundreds of pages so fast?

Rabbi AA - With the proper assistance, everything is possible. It was precisely the samething when you failed to understand how a two-hour drive took 5 minutes
according to your time and comprehension.
Ray -I still don’t understand, even though you tried to explain.

Rabbi AA - By the way, this is the proof you were looking for all along, that time does notexist. Only the now moment rules everything, through the Eternal Light. You
have gone through 2 complete journeys, completely and perfectly, just as you
wished to experience. But within your existing system, they only took twohours according to your time and understanding. Look at your watch and see
for yourself.

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Ray -Aside from being tired, I am perfectly okay; how is it that I have no damage as
you anticipated?

Rabbi AA - There is no damage because we remained in the system and atmospherethat your physical body needs and is used to.
Ray -Is that what Adam meant by promising a different experience?

Rabbi AA - Wait patiently. We haven't even started.
Ray -I understand much more after my experience. Still, certain things you mention
in this writing will be very difficult for my wife and others to grasp…………

Rabbi AA - Stop! They are permitted to read it if you choose so, but you are not required
to provide any explanations and must not touch sensitive subject matters.
Even if I explain it to them, they wouldn't understand without going throughthe process that you have been going through for a long/short time already.
Ray -I want to get rid of the original handwritten papers and leave only the typed
ones.

Rabbi AA - Your choice.
Ray -You asked me to bring them with me today. I understood the reason, but now
that we're done, I wish to destroy them.

Rabbi AA - Not here and certainly not at this very moment.
Ray -So when?

Rabbi AA - I would suggest you wait for the date that Adam arranged for you, and then
you can decide about the scripts.
Ray -I must say that you do know how to tempt.

Rabbi AA - Lucky you didn’t say bribe.
Ray -It’s very similar.

Rabbi AA - I need to go over some principles with you. It’s important that you listen
carefully, write and memorize the material. It is very difficult to understand,but with the new information you acquired, and will still be receiving today
during the journey, you will grasp it and it will assist you in making yourdecision.
Ray -Why have you waited so long until the last minute? You are stressing me out
now.

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Rabbi AA - Don’t stress yourself and do not forget, only the NOW exists. There is no suchthing as the last minute.
Ray -Okay, go on, it’s not like I have any choice here. Are you talking about the
principles of the Kabbalah?

Rabbi AA - Not exactly, but to your limited understanding, that might serve as a goodenough term. Everything that I tell you today you have already heard, buttoday you are better positioned to understand them. Besides, as I told you
before, everything I tried to teach you was already said and written
innumerable times in various books and scripts. There is nothing new under
the sun. I am simply trying to gather and compress the material
comprehensively and straightforwardly for you, so you can use it and help
me, Adam, and the system personnel here and there.
Ray -Is this what you call simple?

Rabbi AA - If you really studied and learned from the day you were born, you would be ata much higher level today and maybe you would escort me on that journey
instead.
Ray -Do you expect a baby to go and study?

Rabbi AA - No, but you are no longer a baby, and all your excuses don't apply anymore.
You simply like to cheat yourself.
Ray -

Why?

Rabbi AA - Because you are lazy and brave, however, you are afraid of the truth.
Ray -Let's not use insults. Just give me the principles, and let's go on with thejourney because I don't like this writing very much. I am sure it will be far
more interesting there than here.

Rabbi AA - You know, Adam provided me with lots of information about you. But heforgot to mention you are also a bit disturbed.
Ray -Honorable Rabbi, let's finish with this because I really don’t have any morepatience. How about we write after the journey?

Rabbi AA - No, I know you a bit better than that.
Ray -I am ready, honorable Rabbi.

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Rabbi AA - Let’s begin. Remember and memorize. We are all one unit and united.
Everything and everyone is connected to everyone, everything alive, {humans
and animals} plant life, the inanimate, the souls and spirit, and all are createdand creating the Eternal Light through the Eternal Light.
Ray -You mean we are not only created by God, rather we also creating God
through His Eternal Creation?

Rabbi AA - You will soon receive the title of a Kabbalist. {He means he finally got it and isbeing sarcastic}
Ray -Let's continue.

Rabbi AA - If we’re already talking about the Kabbalah, you should understand that its
purpose is simply to provide you with more accessibility to sincere and truthful
openness, and challenge your most inner soul. That way, you can see, hear,
understand, and be open to receive, and let me emphasize the word receive,
the Eternal Light into the root and the spark of your soul, wherever it may be.
We become a sort of Merkaba {a chariot} carrying the tradition of selfopenness to the highest reality that will provide you with the ability to look into
the spirit, which also resides in the inanimate and will teach you to delve
deeper into what is truly important. However, before you learn to accept the
Kabbalah, you must not forget that prior to everything and above all, theTorah is the One and Only truth where the roots of the Universe, the secret of
the Universe, and the foundation of the Universe are concealed within it.
Ray -I understood from previous conversations that there are four different types of
Kabbalah.

Rabbi AA - Correct. Theoretic Kabbalah which is the main Kabbalah of which you hearthrough media today, and in its heart resides the Zohar. Meditation Kabbalah,from which you can learn how to leave your physical body using a certain
code of Hebrew letters and words through a specific formula.
Ray -Is this the method you use?

Rabbi AA - No, but similar. This method was developed by Rabbi Avraham Abulafia inthe year 1275. {according to the Gregorian calendar}
Ray -How did people leave their physical bodies before that?

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Rabbi AA - Don’t forget, time does not exist. But for you to understand, there were also
other methods, just as there are today.
Ray -What I have learned today, am I allowed to use it in my day-to-day life?

Rabbi AA - Which part of the word forbidden did you not understand?
Ray -Why not?

Rabbi AA - You are very far from these levels.
Ray -So why are you teaching me?

Rabbi AA - For other purposes, not for fun.
Ray -What is the purpose?

Rabbi AA - Learn, understand, and you shall know.
Ray -Let's move on.

Rabbi AA - The third Kabbalah is the magical Kabbalah, which was never publicized or
written. This is the Kabbalah that gave the Zohar and the Kabbalah theirreputation that you can go crazy from this specific type of learning which infact is correct. Inadequate learning may cause loss of senses and loss ofmind, which might lead human beings to suicidal attempts. Since
approximately the year 1500 {according to the Gregorian calendar}, they
stopped teaching and learning this Kabbalah, except for a handful of capable
individuals who had the honor of reaching the highest levels and could reallywork miracles within the entire world.
Ray -Do you know the magical Kabbalah?

Rabbi AA - Yes.
Ray -I can understand your actions better now. When Adam was alive, he would
deal with hidden mysticism. Did he know the magical Kabbalah?

Rabbi AA - No, and if you wish to have more details, I prefer that you receive them
directly from him, otherwise you will not leave me at peace.
Ray -Let's continue.

Rabbi AA - The fourth Kabbalah, the most powerful and the one that rules nowadays, isthe personal Kabbalah, which encompasses all the other three into one unit.
This method was developed by Rabbi Israel Ben-Eliezer in 1725 {according to204the Gregorian calendar} and is directing the Kabbalist movement until thisvery day.
Ray -A real history lesson. But, if I understood correctly, most Kabbalists of ourtime are impostors.

Rabbi AA - Unfortunately, you are right. They are driven by their search of selfimportance and greed, but most importantly, they do not understand thematerial.
Ray -Why are all these facts relevant to me now? I am not a Kabbalist and I don’t
intend on becoming one.

Rabbi AA - I know you are anxious to ascend. Be patient. All of this information alongwith the other material we discussed during the last few months is meant toprovide you with the tools that will help you make your choices now and in the
future. Don’t focus only on the scripts, rather focus on all that you have been
through lately. These scripts are only a small portion of the total equation.
Watch, observe and examine each fact and every piece of information you
have ever received as a type of different gate that leads to a different world.
You may call them the “gates of wisdom”.
Ray -So, how do I enter the gate of eternity?

Rabbi AA - You immediately want to jump to the head of the line.
Ray -Right, why waste any time? Let’s get to the point.

Rabbi AA - It is very simple. All you have to do to connect to the Eternal Light is to remain
truthful to your subconsciousness, which you know is the truth, because yoursoul knows everything. You are not independent and you are an inseparable
part of the whole, which is the Eternal Light. Its power and essence are only
subject to unconditional love and complete givingness.
Ray -Is that what you call simple? If it were that simple, everyone would do it, andthe world would look different.

Rabbi AA - It’s all a matter of learning which most of the population is not ready to commit
to. Once they do choose to learn, they learn unimportant information whichsurely will not lead us to the gate of eternity. To understand the essence ofconnecting and the fact that you are not separate or independent, you must205

understand the concept of “Tzimtzum”. {this is a term used in Kabbalahdescribing the idea that God began the process of Creation by “contracting”
His “Or Ein Sof” or “Infinite Light” in order to allow for a ”conceptual space” inwhich finite realms can exist. It also means to minimize} By means ofminimizing just our feelings, we allow space for the feelings and needs ofothers. By initiating the action of “Tzimtzum”, you will discover that eternity
enables everything finite to coexist in perfect and eternal harmony. When you
are born, it is not the beginning of anything, rather a continuation of theEternal Creation, which is in fact some sort of circle. Each one of us has his
own circle that begins his own creation or, better said, continues what already
was and will be and at a later stage, we reach the straight line. So, if a circle
signifies the gate of possibilities, the straight line represents the general
reality. The straight world {line} has specific points along its line which arecalled “spheres” {levels} {look into “Sephirot” to understand this better}. The
straight line has very clear starting and ending points with a structure pointing
upwards and downwards. In the process of moving upwards and downwards,
we pass through the spheres. As human beings, it is easier for us to deal withthe straight line because it appears more realistic to us than the circle, andthe disconnect from the circle. Choosing only the straight line may interferewith the process of choosing “Tzimtzum” and may eventually close the gate to
the Eternal Light.
Ray -I understand that you have only just begun, and for you, this is relatively
simple, right?

Rabbi AA - It's simply a matter of learning and loving the Creator. We all affect creation
as a whole and each person or soul we encounter. We always leave a certain
mark with a certain impression on the other, some less, some more. This is
the process of “sealing”. {in this case, “seal”, “Hotam” in Hebrew, is used in
the same context as a “presidential seal” in the form of making an impression
or a mark on someone}
Ray -I am sure with you, it's always "some more". Nobody would ever forget an
encounter with you.

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Rabbi AA - Look in the mirror, your highness. You are one big “seal”. {the Rabbi ismessing with him} Connecting to the “sealing” process is a process that canchange the past through present actions and turn negative into positive. The
Creation process can affect the whole cosmic process, but in order toinfluence our own Creation process, we must first begin with a thought,
VISION {“VISION” is written in English in the original Hebrew document in all
capital letters} and remain faithful to the goal, and connect to the inspirational
power that influenced us. The experience of Creation for each one of us is the“seal of Tzimtzum” that leads or will lead us to the noble deeds and take us
through the spheres towards the direction of the straight world, the upper
levels, and bring us closer to the exalted gate, the gate of eternity.
Ray -This is heavy stuff, but I am beginning to understand. Give me a minute toread what is written here.

Rabbi AA - I understand you have a question.
Ray -How many spheres are there on the straight line?

Rabbi AA - 10.
Ray -Are those the same 10 levels that Adam mentioned in the beginning?

Rabbi AA - No, you are mixing two different worlds. Each sphere is like a Merkaba{chariot} that brings light with it. The light in each Merkaba becomes brighter
and whiter, according to the level of “Tzimtzum” at which you started. This, infact, is your level of EGO {“EGO” is written in English in the original Hebrew
document in all capital letters} which is connected to how selfish you are.
Imagine each sphere as a chariot, which is a vehicle that carries the light, andeveryone wants to reach the Eternal Light, which never changes. On theother hand, the Merkaba’s light is subject to change. It is not as strong, whiteand bright as the Eternal Light. If we choose correctly, the light becomesbrighter, cleaner, and easier to connect to the Eternal Light. If, however, some
disruption came along the way, and our vessels/tools, which are the Merkaba
and the spheres that were created by a non-straight path or a non-perfectcircle, then the Merkabas will collapse and we will have to pick ourselves
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fundamental term in Kabbalah which describes the process and order of theCreation of the physical world, from the highest to the lowest, according to thespheres, and describes the continuation of the Light of Creation at each andevery moment and its self-renewal through a process of regrowth/renewal
hence “Tikkun” or “rectification”} which affects every aspect of our reality. We
are required to get our youth energy back and ride that Merkaba again, in amore mature way towards the direction of the Eternal Light. You call thisprocess a “Tikkun”. {otherwise known as a “rectification”} Each person has
different sparks attracted to different things, such as certain foods, certain
people, and specific music. Each person is drawn according to the sparks of
their soul, their purpose, and their destiny. “Tikkun” {rectification} emanatesfrom listening to, and understanding our profound destiny, our distancing andprevention from negative behavior and self-discipline to perform what our soul
is obligated to do through the One and Only Eternal Light. Here we arrive at
the Light which fills, and the Light which surrounds, that we spoke about
several times before. It was difficult for you to understand then, but maybe
now you will succeed in closing the circle.
Ray -Yes, I understand. These are my inner and outer lights that assist me with mypersonal Creation and can provide me with the power and knowledge toperform supernatural things.

Rabbi AA - Do you understand today that everything is natural and all is one??!
Ray -Yes, I understand, but how do I reach this internal place and succeed in
extracting or receiving the inner light and its surroundings?

Rabbi AA - There is a Kabbalist blessing that you're supposed to say each morning –"Le-Shem Yichud” which is intended to connect God and the Shekhina {theDivine Spirit} but you decided that you are not a man of prayer, so I suppose
you won't be able to reach these places.
Ray -Stop making fun of me.

Rabbi AA - You are making fun of yourself. Learn, know, and bring yourself to the highest
gate.
Ray -

Could you be more specific?

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Rabbi AA - It is like the unification between man and woman. The Shekhina {the Divine
Spirit} is the female, and God is the male, the physical Creation of this world.
Our actions affect the strength of the Shekhina. Imagine that we are theacting arms of the Shekhina. Whenever we are experiencing personal exile,
so is the Shekhina. It is in your power to elevate it or take it down. When you
take it down, you also harm God, which is the Creation of everything. He is
the energy that surrounds us all.
Less energy, less joy and happiness, hence less love. An absolute unification
exists when our inner feelings are expressed by our external actions.
Ray -If we are already on the subject of man and woman, my wife had an idea
regarding today's journey. Maybe I can change it up and part of the time be a
man and part of the time be a woman? It could be far more interesting.

Rabbi AA - The poor woman is very influenced by you and instead of trying to balance
you, she caught your disease and apparently became even more disturbed
than yourself.
Ray -Don’t forget, she is holy. She is allowed.

Rabbi AA - Where did you both get all these requests from? You don't even know where
we're heading. Just be patient.
Ray -Okay. Let’s continue.

Rabbi AA - Until now, we spoke about the world of actions and its connection to thespiritual world through Creation and all that cannot occur without Creation.
The World of Creation is the world of verbalization and speech, the power ofspeech. The whole world was established and created through verbalizationand speech only. When we rise up through a song or a chant, or reading out
loud, praying, and so forth, both our conscious and subconscious minds arein a state of Creation, which then leads us to the stage of action, which is thepower of action. One good action can be more powerful and pure than all thegood thoughts and feelings. In life, we always have a choice, or freedom of
choice, to experience life in a positive way and be able to see the angels. In
effect, we will understand that what seems like an obstacle is actually a realityof multiple opportunities for an eternal greatness of spirituality or we can209surrender ourselves to life and consider every event as a spiritual layer thatcovers the truth and prevents us from moving forward. Another option is that
we shall live life with access to advanced and advancing knowledge of
unification and we can then experience life as a completely open experience,
free of limitation of love and full of deeds within the soul and the subconscious
mind. {the phrase “subconscious mind” is being translated from the word
“nefesh” which refers to the subconscious intelligence of the body such as thebeat of your heart and the natural formation of a scab on a wound}Ray -You keep mentioning the words subconscious mind and subconscious minds
alongside with souls. I don’t quite understand the difference.

Rabbi AA - The subconscious mind is the natural intelligence of the body. It has thenatural basis and natural instincts for Healing and Surviving {“Healing andSurviving” is written in English in the original Hebrew document just as it is
written here} and of course, for self-preservation. The subconscious mind is
one of the levels of which the soul is comprised. The level of the soul, whichis called “the subconscious mind”, is what expresses the "world of action". All
experiences that are performed by the physical body and the brain/mindemanate from the subconscious mind. The subconscious mind is primarily
interested in preserving our body and our EGO {“EGO” is written in English in
the original Hebrew document in all capital letters} as opposed to the spirit.
The spirit wishes to expand our horizons to teach us and allow us to growwithout stopping while simultaneously advancing others with us. The spirit ismore fluid than the subconscious mind. The higher the fluidity of the spirit, thehigher the soul is. The soul is the point that manifests the world of Creation
through the world of action. Our soul allows us to feel free without external
influences. The soul provides us with the freedom of choice to choose our life
and our process according to our inner depth and the fluidity within our spirit
and soul that takes us to the highest place that we have always yearned to
get to. The higher our souls reach, the more fulfilled, complete, peaceful,authentic, happy, and loving our lives will be, full of Eternal Light forever andever. Our soul, our subconscious mind, our body and our spirit continuously

210transmit energy, positive or negative, to our surroundings. When we transmit
positive energy, everybody wishes to be around us. Naturally, when the
opposite energy exists, the results you receive will be accordingly. Rememberthat everything we do has its impact, whether it’s by speech or by action and
we lose or gain and contribute only to ourselves and to our surroundings.
I hope we can all choose wisely.
Ray -You mentioned several times the revelation of angels. Is Adam considered anangel, and if so, what action is required to reach the angel level?

Rabbi AA - Whatever is connected to Adam, ask him. I don’t like answering for him.
Ray -Regarding the last two short journeys we had……? {Rabbi AA stopped Ray inthe middle of his sentence}

Rabbi AA - Short in time, long in range.
Ray -Yes, I understand. I wanted to ask why am I not allowed to disclose thenames of the places we've been to?

Rabbi AA - Forbidden is forbidden. Please move on.
Ray -That woman I know from my past, what is the reason you introduced us?

Rabbi AA - You will understand at a later stage.
Ray -I was not sure if she recognized me.

Rabbi AA - Yes, she did.
Ray -So why didn’t you let me speak to her?

Rabbi AA - Everything in due time.
Ray -She gave me her telephone number, and I would very much like to talk to her
and maybe even meet with her.

Rabbi AA - This is possible, but without foolishness and no out of body experiences thataren’t coordinated in advance.
Ray -Does she know how to leave her body?

Rabbi AA - No.
Ray -What is her role?

Rabbi AA - You take care of your own role!
Ray -I still don't understand what that role is and why they chose me, and not
someone like Moshe?

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Rabbi AA - You will understand once you decide to join the system.
Ray -I still want you to consider the possibility of work on Earth.

Rabbi AA - Not possible.
Ray -That was also your answer regarding exiting with the physical body.

Rabbi AA - That was an internal out of body experience, not an external one. You arecomplaining of pain now. Imagine yourself going a bit higher. You would
break apart into pieces and your wife would have nothing left to bury.
Ray -You are ridiculing me again.

Rabbi AA - Once again, you are forgetting to be grateful and all you do is complain.
Ray -Thank you, thank you, Thank you.

Rabbi AA - Ready to go on our way?
Ray -Yes, just one more question.

Rabbi AA - Be my guest.
Ray -She is supposed to arrive in New York. I am sure we would both like to talk toeach other.

Rabbi AA - No problem, but no out of body experiences.
Ray -May I tell my wife?

Rabbi AA - Yes, but no names and unnecessary details from the past, and only to her.
Ray -She looks very much like the man she used to be, very ugly.

Rabbi AA - Creation sometimes deceives us.
Ray -The meeting was real, not a dream, am I understanding correctly?

Rabbi AA - Of course. Are you ready?
Ray -Yes. Can you provide me with some information about the way that Adam
explained? I don't know what to expect.

Rabbi AA - I'm just like you; I have no idea. I suppose we both have a surprise coming to
us.
Ray -

Another little question.

Rabbi AA - Please.
Ray -Upon our recent return, you allowed me to open my eyes. Why?

Rabbi AA - Because you already understood what it’s all about and were no longer
frightened. I also didn't have to hold you, in case you didn't notice.

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Ray -May I tell my wife about this journey?

Rabbi AA - No problem. Are you sure you wish everyone to read what you experienced?
Ray -They were already exposed to worse. This is why I use the scripts without
names. {only initials}

Rabbi AA - Do you realize it has already done some damage to you with certain people
whom I will not name here on paper?
Ray -Yes, I understood your explanation, but this is all part of the process.

Rabbi AA - I am happy you accept it with love.
Ray -What am I supposed to do with the rest of the team?

Rabbi AA - Whatever you can. Right now, focus on your health. The muscles in your leg
are weak and it affects your general functioning. You will feel less pain when
we return. In the meantime, just lie back comfortably and close your eyes.
Ray -Are you returning with me?

Rabbi AA - Only if you behave yourself.
The journey ended. We returned safe and excited. The Rabbi thanked me for theopportunity and experience that he was given thanks to my persistence upon it. We
hugged and separated. Moshe gave me my belongings. I saw tears in his eyes.
I didn’t quite understand why.
I received my orders and I am moving on to my meeting with XXXXXXXX, just as the
Rabbi requested. At least I understand now why XXXXXX's children arrived in New
York from Israel on this particular date!

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10-10-2010
October 10, 2010
2 Heshvan, 5771
Farewell in the Land of “Tzia”!

The time is now 10:00PM, Sunday, after an ascension with Rabbi AA to "Tzia". I amback in Manhattan in the same room of the hotel from which we departed. This time
the room is very normal, not as it was in the Hilton Hotel. We left at 6:00PM after
Rabbi AA notified me to come immediately, with no further explanations. The journey
was much faster this time and completely different than the one from last week. As I
arrived, I understood the reason for returning was for some sort of a farewell for thatwoman I met last week. She was 320 years old, and according to my limited
understanding, she decided to depart from her world and pass over to the other side.
As I arrived, she was no longer alive, and her funeral ceremony which is very
different from ours, already started. I received and understood the messages fromthis strange experience, of which I cannot elaborate on too much. I continued, with
Rabbi AA, on the same journey we didn't finish last week. I was not so focused andfound it challenging to listen to the Rabbi’s words. The place itself was very
interesting and beautiful, but suddenly the Rabbi decided that we must finish anddidn’t even give me a chance to argue with him, so we returned. The Rabbi andMoshe, his assistant, left me in the room alone for a little while. I asked for my phone
back, but Moshe refused and said that the Rabbi will return shortly. He did agree togive me back my bag, so at least I can write until the Rabbi returns. I explained toMoshe that I needed to call my wife so she doesn’t worry but he, once again,
explained that he cannot help me with the phone issue. After a short while and a lotof pondering about this strange experience, Rabbi AA appeared again!

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Rabbi AA - I understand you are already writing without me even asking?
Ray -I am bored, Moshe wouldn’t give me my phone back, and the telephone here
is disconnected.

Rabbi AA - Yes, I know. Don't worry about your wife. She is fine.
Ray -I just wanted to tell her that everything is okay as I left the house in a hurrywithout saying goodbye.

Rabbi AA - She is not worried; she is simply curious like yourself and I cannot allow you
to speak with her at the moment. I have to go through a few things with you
first. Our friend from last week will join us soon, and I want you to stop writing
when she is here with us.
Ray -You mean the ugly one?

Rabbi AA - Please refrain from using inappropriate terms. She has a name. So, for thesake of you writing it down, we shall call her D’. {D’ is the current head of the
New York chapter of TLS}
Rabbi AA - I could stop writing if you wish!
Rabbi AA - No, it’s fine. I have a feeling you will want to reread the material once you’re
home.
Ray -

How does she connect to all of this?

Rabbi AA - You will understand when she arrives.
Ray -Can we talk about last Friday?

Rabbi AA - Please.
Ray -What exactly came into you that day, and why did you surprise me in such away?

Rabbi AA - A perfectly ordinary day. Besides, I thought you liked adventures andsurprises.
Ray -Adventures, yes. Not surprises.

Rabbi AA - You don’t always have to control every situation. Besides, I wanted to see
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.
Ray -He is quite a clever XXXXX and could easily understand that something ishappening between us.

Rabbi AA - Don't ask him unnecessary questions, and it will go unnoticed.

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Ray -

You could have called to notify me in advance.

Rabbi AA - Just as you like to surprise, so do I.
Ray -We had clear understandings to keep XXXXXXXXX out of this. You could
have prayed elsewhere.

Rabbi AA - I had to deliver you that specific message you received from me.
Ray -It could’ve been done over the phone, like always.

Rabbi AA - Not this time. I had to do it personally. I was not trying to offend you.
Ray -I believe you, but I don’t like it when you XXXXXXXXXXXX.

Rabbi AA - It won’t happen again.
Ray -Why was it important for you to shake his hand?

Rabbi AA - I simply blessed him, like everyone else. He did a wonderful job. You shouldbe very proud.
Ray -Thank you.

Rabbi AA - His XXXXX was very clear with much self-confidence.
Ray -I wonder where he got that from.

Rabbi AA - From you.
Ray -From me?

Rabbi AA - Yes, of course. If you wouldn’t have encouraged him the past 2 years hewould not have reached where he did. Besides, don’t forget that XXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.
Ray -It’s very interesting that suddenly you are bringing my family into theconversation. Until now, you absolutely refused.

Rabbi AA - I only answered your question.
Ray -I did not see you on Saturday, were you at XXXXX by any chance?

Rabbi AA - No.
Ray -Your clothes on Friday were very normal. Why?

Rabbi AA - I didn't want to draw attention.
Ray -XXXXXXXXX noticed that you are not from here.

Rabbi AA - Yes, but your explanation was rather convincing.

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Ray -You know me for a long time now, but only last week had you physicallytouched me for the first time. Now suddenly, you shake hands with everyone.

Rabbi AA - Not with everyone. Only XXXXX and XXXXX. And as you learned already,things change in life by the minute. Continue diligently with your studies andyou will understand without the need to ask questions.
Ray -You canceled the journey on Friday, and suddenly today, everythingchanged. Why didn’t you notify me in advance?

Rabbi AA - I did not know about the change in advance. I only knew that D’ was coming
today. I tried to rush things but unfortunately, I did not succeed. I am very
sorry. I know she was important to you, but you did receive the main message
from her, and you completed her circle.
Ray -Is the bird from this morning connected to this story?

Rabbi AA - I don’t know anything about any bird.
Ray -Are you telling me that you have nothing to do with that bird?

Rabbi AA - I assure you I don’t. I have no idea what you're talking about.
Ray -Before D’ arrives, I would like to ask some questions.

Rabbi AA - Please.
Ray -You said she can change her shape and her physical body according to herneeds. If that’s the case, why does she remain ugly?

Rabbi AA - Just as you, too, have specific capabilities for certain purposes, so does D’and she cannot change her shape or body for personal or amusement
purposes.
Ray -That’s not so fair.

Rabbi AA - To your opinion, nothing is fair if it doesn't suit your taste. How would you
know if her appearance bothers her?
Ray -How would it not?

Rabbi AA - Not everyone thinks like you. Her physical appearance does not bother her.
I can assure you, I know her pretty well. Besides, why does it disturb you so
much?
Ray -

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Rabbi AA - She doesn't look like him, she is him, and if I’m not mistaken, you were notexactly friends at the time.
Ray -I wonder what her feelings are towards me today.

Rabbi AA - It’s not important. What’s important is that you concentrate on the present andmove on.
Ray -I would feel more comfortable talking to her alone.

Rabbi AA - That is possible; I have no objection. You may stay in touch with her by
telephone whenever you’d like or meet her here, or in her country.
Ray -Why all the secrecy around her?

Rabbi AA - She has been a part of the system for a long time now and cannot be
exposed.
Ray -So, she works only here on Earth. Am I understanding correctly?

Rabbi AA - Yes.
Ray -Why her and not me?

Rabbi AA - Again, you are asking the same questions.
Ray -Is she married?

Rabbi AA - No, but it’s better if you direct all the personal questions to her. I need you to
get to know each other better, and maybe then you can begin to feel a bit
more comfortable in her company.
Ray -She is a little strange.

Rabbi AA - Maybe, you should get to know her first before jumping to conclusions andjudging her.
Ray -If she has no husband, children, or family, as I understood, I’m sure that it
would be easier for her to perform the missions that you are requesting for me
to do.

Rabbi AA - Again, you are trying to switch roles. She is not on your soul level and would
not be able to perform them. Just know that, there is always a possibility thatwith time she will be able to assist you. And then, maybe you will get achance to be allocated for missions here, as you requested.
Ray -If she is at a lower level, I am supposed to help her.

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Rabbi AA - Of course, but she can be of help for you here in Tevel. {Earth} This is one of
the reasons I wanted the two of you to meet.
Ray -Last week, we discussed ascending to another place. You called it the darkplace. Was it cancelled because of the ascension to the land of "Tzia"?

Rabbi AA - No, but at this stage, I would not recommend it. That place is the Land of
darkness.
Ray -

Why?

Rabbi AA - You are in a depressed mood, and I see that it is difficult for you toconcentrate on your surroundings so maybe some other time.
Ray -I have less than a week to provide you with my final decision.

Rabbi AA - A week is a long enough time to make a decision.
Ray -Not in my opinion, but it is very possible that I will decide before October 16,
2010.

Rabbi AA - Why the rush all of a sudden?
Ray -My wife is very stressed.

Rabbi AA - That’s a sign that troubles me.
Ray -So maybe we can finish with this place already today?

Rabbi AA - This is up to you, but it would only be possible after midnight.
Ray -Is there a chance for Adam to join us?

Rabbi AA - No chance.
Ray -Why was the way to “Tzia” different this time than from the last time?
The Rabbi laughs

Rabbi AA - Not every day is Simchat Torah. {he uses this phrase to mean that not every
day is joyous}
Ray -You are very difficult. I wish I could understand you and your motives.

Rabbi AA - It will happen, just a matter of choice, and the time is drawing near.
Ray -The problem is that it depends on what I choose and you are all taking
advantage of my curiosity in order to influence my decisions.

Rabbi AA - I did not instill the curiosity into your soul.

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Ray -

Maybe not, but once you take advantage of it to affect the final decision, it isjust the same as changing my soul's process, which you explained to me, isforbidden.

Rabbi AA - You are a good student but not good enough to win this argument. It is
entirely different, and to better understand, I suggest you review last week’s
scripts. Learn, and you shall know.
Ray -I don’t intend on arguing because I know I cannot win at this stage. I suggest
we finish the journey to the dark place, and then we can conclude ourconversation. D’ will arrive any minute now, and we’ll be able to go on ourjourney after our meeting with her.

Rabbi AA - The Land of Darkness!
Moshe and D’ enter the room. Rabbi AA asks me to stop writing.
D’ left the room at 11:45PM. I asked the Rabbi's permission to call XXXXX before we
departed. We spoke for several minutes to calm her down, and I promised to meet
her the next day. Rabbi AA tried, once again, to persuade me to give up on thisjourney. I asked him if we could go to a more sympathetic place, and then the Rabbi
ordered me to start writing again.
Rabbi AA - It would be wiser and more worth-while not to go anywhere and instead, finish
our conversation
Ray -I like our ascensions together.

Rabbi AA - But right now, it will not contribute to anything and will only make you feelbad. It could also cause long-term traumas because you are not in a position
to understand this place.
Ray -You always teach me something during every journey. So, yes, there is a
purpose, and it is not in vain.

Rabbi AA - How about arranging a meeting with Adam instead of that journey?
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Rabbi AA - You have no boundaries; you always ask for more and more. Many times, I
wonder and ask myself why they sent you to me, and what the meaning of
this Tikkun {rectification} is all about.
Ray -It is the other way around. You were sent to me.

Rabbi AA - No. You were the one who called me first.
Ray -Yes, but it was all staged by you and Adam.
The Rabbi laughs again

Rabbi AA - So, make up your mind, meeting with Adam or a journey?
Ray -Just so you know, you are not fair, but I prefer the journey. Besides, I thoughtthat I am the one going through a Tikkun {rectification} here.

Rabbi AA - Substantial rectification, my dear friend, a substantial general rectification.
Ray -Glad to make you happy. I wonder what I did in all my last 69 reincarnations
that I deserve such a Tikkun, sorry, a substantial rectification?

Rabbi AA - Learn, and you shall know.
Ray -Aren't you tired of repeating that?

Rabbi AA - Maybe eventually, you will understand.
Ray -Is the place that we’re going to a physical or spiritual one?

Rabbi AA - According to your understanding, it is spiritual.
Ray -So, we won’t receive a body?

Rabbi AA - No, but an image is possible. I am warning you again that it is a difficult
journey and the surroundings are much more difficult to comprehend.
Ray -So, we can always turn around and go back.

Rabbi AA - You are not the one deciding upon return time or the point of our destination.
Ray -But I promised my wife to meet with her today.

Rabbi AA - Yes, but it will not be in the morning in New York.
Ray -I still have a lot of questions when we return. We haven't finished ourconversation yet, and I think you owe me that time when we return.

Rabbi AA - No problem.
Ray -You usually postpone things and tell me afterwards.

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Rabbi AA - You have the whole day with me. Lay on the bed; it's already after midnight.
Shut your eyes after crossing your hands over your chest.
Ray -Where are you going to be?

Rabbi AA - Right next to you. This time you will experience a fall downwards. This is not
the usual feeling of rising up during a regular out of body experience. Just go
along with it, don't be afraid.
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10-11-10
October 11, 2010
3 Heshvan, 5771
Meeting and Understanding with D’- 10 - and the Land of Darkness
My meeting with Rabbi AA began on 10-10-10, Sunday, 10:00PM. We spent great
quality time together. The amount of information he compressed into my brain is
incomprehensible. The things I see and experience are like science fiction. I hope tonever to forget all that I am experiencing and will experience.
The time is 10:00AM on Monday, 10-11-10. I spoke with XXXXX to let her know
everything is fine after disappearing for the whole night. I ate breakfast with Rabbi
AA after the morning prayer. I used the Rabbi's Tefillin. It calmed me down a bit after
the traumatic experience with him in that dark and obscure place.
Ever since my journey to "Tzia", I noticed that all dates and times of our meetings
were somehow connected to the number 10.
We met at 10AM or at 10PM. The meetings took place on 10-1-10, 10-10-10, 10-11-10.
It is clear that the Rabbi is trying to signal or hint something. The day shall come that
I will understand!
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Rabbi AA - Are you better now?
Ray -

Yes.

Rabbi AA - Was I right?
Ray -You were right about it being traumatic, but I would never give it up.

Rabbi AA - So, you think you were right?
Ray -Of course. Are you sure Adam cannot join the conversation?

Rabbi AA - No chance. The choice was yours. You had questions, so go ahead, please.
Ray -I expected something big to happen on Simchat Torah.

Rabbi AA - Big things happened and will continue to happen, but to your understanding,if it is not on the news, then nothing happened. Whatever already happened,
will happen and what will happen already happened and there is nothing newunder the sun. Things always change according to our performance. Like you,
I also hope that evil turns away from us. It is all up to us, and you shall stop
living in a state of "Alma D’shakra”. {“the world of lies”}
Ray -What is this? Aramaic again?

Rabbi AA - The world of lies. When you are in your palace, and the sun shines above
you, and the birds are singing to your delight, and everything seems beautiful
and pleasing, it doesn't mean that not too far from you, someone isn’t being
murdered or hurt in a car accident or that there are no hungry children in
Africa. You learned how to step out of your bubble, but not high enough to
defeat the world of lies.
Ray -The various prayers that we spoke about that were said by the different
people, did they help?

Rabbi AA - Always, and it would not harm you if you joined in. You know very well how topreach to XXXXXXX and convince others to wear Tefillin and fulfill a prayer
but you don’t do it yourself.
Ray -I tried, and it doesn't resonate with me.

Rabbi AA - Examine your ways.
Ray -Why didn’t you allow me to bring my wife that stone I wanted?

Rabbi AA - Firstly, she already received one last time. Besides, you forgot to tell her that
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What is so special about that date? You chose the same exact date for both
her and for XXXXX. Regardless, I did not forget. I just find it hard to tell her to
get rid of the gift.

Rabbi AA - Please, let’s not get into the significance of the dates, and you must tell her
immediately.
Ray -She will read the script and know by herself. At least permit her to show it toher mom or to XXXXX.

Rabbi AA - She can show it, but no one is allowed to touch it.
Ray -I would like to take a photo of it before she gets rid of it.

Rabbi AA - Please don’t argue. Just get rid of the stones by burial, and no photos.
Ray -What about burning them?

Rabbi AA - That would be okay too.
Ray -Can I burn them together with the XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX?

Rabbi AA - You are nuts. What’s wrong with burying them?
Ray -It is nicer and much more interesting than a simple burial.

Rabbi AA - If it makes you both feel good, go ahead and burn them. You realize that youlive on Earth, not in “Tzia”, and burial is acceptable, right?
Ray -Go on, laugh at me. That's fine. But I prefer to burn.

Rabbi AA - So burn it before the 10th of Tevet {a date on the Jewish calendar} so she
suffers no harm.
Ray -Regarding my decision, I wanted to write you a letter, but then I decided it
would be best to just tell you face to face.

Rabbi AA - Do you wish to provide me with your decision now?
Ray -

Yes.

Rabbi AA - That's very interesting. Why the rush?
Ray -I must be very honest with you. I am simply exhausted, my wife is even more
tired, and after 9 months, it's time to make a final decision.

Rabbi AA - Go on, I am listening.
Ray -Are you sure it’s not possible to have Adam here?

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Rabbi AA - No. He, too, explained to you that your final decision must go through me,
and according to your final decision and choice, we’ll be able to move
forward.
Ray -First, I would like to begin with saying thank you, to you, to Adam, to his
assistants, and your assistants, to the various angels along the way, and all
the souls, wherever they may be, who helped me through my experiences
and adventures over the last 9 months. To all the advocates and prosecutors
who helped me and taught me whatever I could grasp with my limited
understanding. You shall always remain a dear friend for me, and I will
forever remain grateful for what you have done for me. I know I am
disappointing you, but I feel I must choose life. Don't stop me; let me try to
explain.
Although you gave me all you could and tried your best to help me, I cannot
choose something that I don’t quite understand in advance and you are
keeping my role confidential until after my decision if it were to be affirmative.
I know you offered me some kind of a kingdom and a significant role, but I
came to realize that I simply do not exist without my wife. As I told you before,a kingdom without a queen does not go together. We are attached to eachother in a way that she nor I can understand other than the fact that we aremeant for each other.

Rabbi AA - She received a temporary offer.
Ray -This is too long for her, and without her consent, I am not capable. Besides,
the implications of this temporary offer could cause a lot of damage for myfamily and myself in the future.

Rabbi AA - You don’t know what lies in the future.
Ray -True, but I can calculate what is more reasonable since you are not willing toprovide me with the answer in advance.

Rabbi AA - I explained to you that I am not a fortune teller. I simply perform my
obligations.
Ray -I have no problem with performing, but I need answers to my questions
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trauma, let alone the rest of the family. And it will all fall on XXXXX’s {Ray’swife} shoulders. I can continue to help, but over here!
Rabbi AA - The only way this is possible if at all, is through D's work. There was goodchemistry between you two, and if you wish, you could work together
whenever possible.
Ray -I would not wish to lose contact with you.

Rabbi AA - I thought you had enough of all the orthodox Jews?
Ray -After what I've been through the past 9 months, I am tired of everything
connected to orthodox Jews, religious people, religion, prayer, Torah,
ascensions and descensions.

Rabbi AA - It is indeed disappointing you feel that way.
Ray -Honorable Rabbi, I am simply tired. I learned a lot from this experience, and I
hope to remember most of it in the long term. I really appreciate all that you
did and I do not wish to disconnect. However, I am simply tired from all of thisand need a little break.

Rabbi AA - Are you trying to tell me that you need some more time for consideration? {todecide}Ray -No. I made my choice! I am staying here! I feel I have not yet finished mywork here, and I am not willing to give up on XXXXX {Ray’s wife} nor mychildren. Although your offer was very tempting and it was very difficult for me
to decide, I am not willing to do it without XXXXX. {Ray’s wife}

Rabbi AA - I understand and respect your motives.
Ray -Maybe I am not yet ready for such a big role. Perhaps in the future?

Rabbi AA - Perhaps. I don't know.
Ray -Is it possible to keep in touch?

Rabbi AA - What do you mean?
Ray -Could I continue to call you?

Rabbi AA - No. If any contact will be possible, I will be the one to contact you in the
future.
Ray -Do you think Adam will be angry?

Rabbi AA - At you? No chance!

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Ray -

I shall always remain curious to know what exactly was about to happen andwhat my exact role was supposed to be.

Rabbi AA - I will give you advice. If you choose a specific path, stick to it, and do notbother your mind with WHAT IF thoughts. {“WHAT IF” is written in English in
the original Hebrew document in all capital letters}
Ray -Do you think my memory will be lost?

Rabbi AA - To some extent, yes.
Ray -I regret not writing it all from day one.

Rabbi AA - Do not regret it. Just move on. Things will happen the way they should. I still
recommend that you get a bit closer to the Torah and study. Let meemphasize, Torah, not religion and interpretations.
Ray -I cannot look at Rabbis or synagogues anymore. Over the past year, I had tocome too close to a world that is very far from me.

Rabbi AA - Not as far as you think.
Ray -So, I understand that after today, I will not see you again?

Rabbi AA - Not in the near future. I must move on to perform my duties.
Ray -What about the missions and the various messages?

Rabbi AA - Try to forward the messages the right way and finish the little tasks you still
have left.
Ray -What about D’?

Rabbi AA - This is up to her. I am okay with it, but don't expose her.
Ray -Why does she have a Spanish accent if she came from the other side of theworld?

Rabbi AA - She was born in Colombia and moved as a young child, but the accentremained.
Ray -So I should replace your phone number with hers?

Rabbi AA - Yes, I suppose so. I hope you don't get bored.
Ray -I trust my wife to help me.

Rabbi AA - One thing is certain, for you she was always the right choice.

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Ray -XXXXX and Rabbi XXXXX would very much like to meet you. Why don't you
give them a chance? Maybe you’ll get along better with them? They don'tseem to be as problematic as I am.

Rabbi AA - You are not problematic; you are simply different than others.
Ray -Should I take that as a compliment?

Rabbi AA - Always. Regarding them, now is not the right time. And due to your decision,
it is no longer important.
Ray -What should I tell them? Especially to Rabbi XXXXX.

Rabbi AA - Nothing. They shall go on with their path and get stronger, especially if they
can work together.
Ray -XXXXX and XXXXX did not see any connection to the Kabbalistic Rabbis,
Eliezer Alfrandy and Avraham Aharonovitz.

Rabbi AA - Give them time. Maybe through their prayers, they will remember.
Ray -Why not help them?

Rabbi AA - It’s in interference with their process.
Ray -What about XXXXX, XXXXX, XXXXX, XXXXX, XXXXX, XXXXX and the restof the people within the system?

Rabbi AA - The only one left for you to worry about is XXXXX. You finished with the rest
for now.
Ray -What about XXXXX and the book?

Rabbi AA - The option exists. The choice is his.
Ray -What about XXXXX and the electrical patent? I would rather not deal with it.

Rabbi AA - This is your choice. I understand you are busy with your family problems andyour business.
Ray -Yes, too much. Besides, I need some time to clean out my head. Any chanceof knowing how old you are?

Rabbi AA - Not as young as you may think.
Ray -If I arrive in Israel, is there a chance of meeting with you?

Rabbi AA - Probably not. I am traveling most of the time, as you can understand. But
asking by way of praying never hurt anyone.
Ray -Always with the hints.

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Rabbi AA - Your soul is curious by nature. People that surround you constantly stimulate
you to keep you motivated. Otherwise, you would fall asleep of boredom. If
you do not understand the foundation of your soul, others will fail tounderstand you, especially your wife.
Ray -I don’t understand why you keep refusing to meet her or any other people
within the system. That would make things much easier for me. I am sure she
also has many questions.

Rabbi AA - I assure you that you transferred all the necessary material to her. If she were
here right now, she wouldn’t know what to ask.
Ray -No way. My wife always has something to say or ask.

Rabbi AA - You can call her right now and let her ask whatever she wants. Find out for
yourself.
I call XXXXX. She cannot think of any question to ask
Ray -Very strange.

Rabbi AA - It is not strange. You are still in the phase of looking for proof, whereas she
already understood. On the other hand, if you ask XXXXX, She will tell youthat she has lots of questions. A long list of them.
Ray -What is the difference between them?

Rabbi AA - XXXXX, deep down, still finds it difficult to accept things, and all her questions
are personal.
Ray -Do you mind if I call her?

Rabbi AA - No, but they are together, and that would cause your wife to ask questions.
Ray -So what?

I call XXXXX. She says she has a lot of questions and doesn't know where to begin.
I told her to pick one question, and she asked, "What will happen with XXXXX andXXXXX. XXXXX took the phone and suddenly remembered she wanted to ask
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Ray -

My wife wants to know why you chose me and whether things will return backto normal when this is all over. At the personal level, she wished to know
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.

Rabbi AA - I did not choose you. I am just performing a mission for the higher powers,
who chose you for a very Divine and specific reason. That very choice is not
only your merit but also hers. The difference between you two is that she
does not exactly understand the scope of this merit, therefore, she opposes it,which is not her fault, so she refused all compromises. She is even against
you working here on Earth.
Ray -She is not against it; she is just jealous.

Rabbi AA - This is not derived from jealousy. This is out of incredible obsessive love,combined with the inability to share. She is not willing to share her merits andwants to have you all for herself.
Ray -What's wrong with that?

Rabbi AA - She is preventing your soul from advancing. You are directing your moves
according to her wishes. She simply finds it difficult to share her happiness,her fortune, and her merits and you are exactly the opposite.
Ray -I have to think about what you just said.

Rabbi AA - She needs to think about that more than you do and open up her heart a bit
more.
Ray -

She is not as bad as you make her out to be.

Rabbi AA - Not at all. I just gave advice that might help her understand you a bit better.
Tell her that things will go back to normal if she chooses for that to be the
case.
Ray -

What do you mean, if she chooses, you mean if I choose?

Rabbi AA - In your marital relations, her choice comes before yours. But she first needs
to ask herself if she wants to have things go back to normal. Maybe a littlechange wouldn't be so bad, especially with a husband like yourself? As for
XXXXXXXXX, she is okay. She is going through her soul's process, just as
you're going through yours. Things are not always as they appear. I would
answer the same thing to XXXXX as well.

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Ray -How did you know in advance what XXXXX {Ray’s wife} and XXXXX willanswer?

Rabbi AA - Learn, and you shall know.
Ray -You said you were not a fortune teller.

Rabbi AA - Learn, and you shall know. The moment you know, you will understand andthe moment you understand, logic will provide you with the answers.
Ray -Even in our last meeting, you continue to drive me crazy with learning.

Rabbi AA - I am not driving you crazy, I’m only trying to help you. You and your wife needto understand that the mysticism and the mystical knowledge are part of life
and the whole Universe. Everything happens and will happen for a purpose.
There are no coincidences. Everything is connected to all, including souls.
I suggest you let her read the book you received as a present from XXXXX
and her husband:
REINCARNATION AND JUDAISM {“REINCARNATION AND JUDAISM” iswritten in English in the original Hebrew document in all capital letters}
Ray -Since we are already talking about souls, what will happen to me and to myknowledge and awareness of my past?

Rabbi AA - I don't know.
Ray -It’s a problem.

Rabbi AA - Not if you act wisely and learn to differentiate here from there. There is nopast, present, future. There is only the NOW and it is navigated by the EternalLight for eternity.
Ray -May I tell my wife about the last journey?

Rabbi AA - No, and she is not capable of understanding.
Ray -What will happen with my dreams?

Rabbi AA - Nothing. People dream. You will continue to dream, like everybody else. But,of course, each dream has its own message, like anything else in your life.
Your role is to draw the lessons and learn from those messages, provided
you can understand them.
Ray -What am I supposed to understand or learn from all those dreams about sex?

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Rabbi AA - Learn, and you shall know. Many books were written about the teaching ofdreams, and among them are the Zohar and Kabbalah.
Ray -Would it be okay if D’ meets my wife, or does everything need to be secret?

Rabbi AA - Complete secrecy.
Ray -What am supposed to tell XXXXX?

Rabbi AA - The truth, of course, but no details.
Ray -She is jealous.

Rabbi AA - Not in the case of D’.
Ray -Why did she take the incident in "Tzia" so severely?

Rabbi AA - First, she is a woman. Second, you are a man. Third, men usually fail toexplain such things in a proper way which is not your fault. Fourth, you
shouldn’t have gone into it.
Ray -A. She figured it out by herself without me saying a word.
B. At a certain point, I wanted to tell her because it was an exceptional
experience, and I wanted to share it with her.

Rabbi AA - Not when the two souls have a shared past, and also with you personally.
You should have understood that there are deep feelings involved and noteverybody regards that as an experience as you do. By the way, if you
wouldn't have brought her the gift, she would not have figured it out. Her
intuition is exceptionally high, especially when it comes to your feelings.
Ray -She was also wrong many times.

Rabbi AA - Nobody is perfect. Give her the credit that she deserves.
Ray -Again, I would like to thank you and all the others involved for everything.

Rabbi AA - It was a great honor to know you and I am sure we will meet again. You havedone a great and wonderful job. Although I do not like your choice, I accept itwith love and great respect. Continue on your path. Try to learn as much as
possible. It will bring you to the highest places. Choose to grow with others.
Choose to love others. Improve your spirituality. Take care of your soul/spirit
and your health. Let your soul express itself, and do not be afraid of what
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important of all. Don’t forget, high up there you have many advocates thatlove you with eternal love and are grateful for your deeds. The day will comewhen you understand it all better. Open your eyes and know the depth of yoursoul. Keep helping and supporting others to the best of your ability.
Ray -I am tired of helping. I feel like disappearing for an extended period of time.

Rabbi AA - I understand that, but if you chose life, live with unconditional love and giving
because I know that one day you can reach and touch the Eternal Light.
Rabbi AA blesses me with his priestly blessing, with his hand on my head, andsuddenly, he disappeared like the wind.
With tears in my eyes, I collect my belongings and drive myself home to start living a
new life again. It was hard to grasp, but this was probably my last meeting with
Rabbi AA.
As Adam used to say……… done and accomplished!

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October 18, 2010
10 Heshvan, 5771!

Thank You Letter!

I thank the One and Only Creator
Who instilled life within me.
I thank the Divine angels,
The higher souls, the lower souls,
And all the lost souls wherever they may be.
I thank my parents who taught me love and givingness,
And instilled the desire for life within me.
I thank Adam who instilled love and givingness within me.
I thank the holy Rabbi who taught me the essence of whole love and complete givingness.
And above all, I thank my mother-in-law and father-in-law, who gave me my wife,
Whom through her I was able to implement all that was given to me.
I love you very much.
SOULMATE!
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