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Mikey McGovern
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My dreams, the holy voice and meditation« on: 08.05.2007 at 08:36 [UT+1] »For the last year or so my dream life has become very intense. I've discovered I have the abilty to receive
psyhic information through my dreams and any problem I have in waking life somehow manifests itself in the
dream world and offers me conclusions. There have been dreams soo surreal that no one would believe me. I'm
beginning to feel I have some sort of guardian that watches over me in some way. That influencses me in waysthat I cannot understand.
his guidence (I know it is a he) he always seems to manifest itself when it comes to my stage career because I
want to gain fame to help all the despreste people in the world, Every time I encounter suffering I'm filled withsadness and hatred because I know there is a way to help these people but no ones willing to do it. Walking
through the hospitals like hell for me espically seeing all the children who have to endure such tragic things. I
would give them everything If I had the means to do it but I'm to young to help them out. You have to havepower to help soo many people and right now I don't have it I wish I had the power so I could help everyone
and expose the world to the wrongs society has put them through but at this stage in my life I don't..

about 2 years ago saving people has somehow entered my creative work.

it occurs in the back of my mind every time I act, write or perfrom on stage as if by some divine reason It
keeps my going when nothing else does.. Since this realization the dreams began and I've been having themevery time I sleep, nap or even doze off. Not only have I had dreams, I'm positive I've had past life dreams andevery time I have them I've died in something related to the arts.
The first one involved me giving a speech to what looked like to be a university, then I began talking about abook I had written, The image of what looked to be a book covered covered in some sort of deerskin entered
my dream in a flash, then I was in a cabin surrounded by literature lined up the wall with a small woodin deskthat looked like a podium. with a stop watch and a book I had written on the podium like desk I had spectacles,
gray hair with a brownish tint and for some reason I wasnt wearing pants but pants that looked like it wasmade of brown leather the rest of the dream goes blank But I know The last aspect of the dream featured
gunfire surrounded by plains of grass

the next dream I had involved the theatre, I was dressed in a suit that had flaps hanging over in the back thatlooked like penguinsand a top hat surrounded by people watching a play I was smoking a ciggerete, but it wasat the end of a long black stick. I was overweight and had grey hair with glasses, that looked like specticels.
then I saw someone thrown from the balcony where my wife and I sat, I have no idea who it was, but the next
thing I know I'm on the above balconyon the ground of it. It was one of those small balcony areas that was off
to the side on the ceiling-----)____) <-------Balcony side----------stage-----------The most intense dream I ever remember having had to on a night where I thought my life was over. I couldn't
take my creativity being repressed and I was forced to take more classes I didn't want to take. At the time My
bipolar disorder and ocd became sooo intense that all I did with my time was write my act and read everything
acting I would do it for days and wouldn't leave my computer, started eating less and cut off contact with theoutside world. I didn't turn on the tv at all, the only thing I did was listen to music and write.. While going
through this I knew it had something to do with my confined levels of creativity and my father cutting off funds
from acting classes. That night was the night I'll never forget.. I broke down and prayed for some reason.. I
didn't know who I was praying but while praying I asked the higher power to let me achive my dreams of acting
to help save mankind and cure me from my insanity, while dreaming I even mentioned my soul.
When I went sleep It didn't feel like I was asleep, I felt like I was somewhere else as if by some unknown I wasout of reality.. the next thing I know I'm in my bed with a voice that's speaking to me above me, I don't know
where it was, it spoke as if the voice consumed my entire state of being, mind body and soul I couldn't locate
the direction of it I couldn't even make the sex of the voice 100% but from what I recall it sounded like man, it
was a soft voice as well.. it wasn't loud it sounded perfect in every way possible as if it matched bliss, a voice if
people hurt it would be instantly calm.. the voice spoke to me and I have no idea what it said. I know my namewas spoken, my first name, then for some reason I couldn't remember any other words it said to me, the next
thing I know I wake up head first straight out of bed and my entire state of being expierneced a slight momentof terror, then a feeling of confidence I've never felt before, my body felt warm, the feeling felt like I had
recieved a compliment but the feeling was soo intense that my mind was at ease and then I by some miracle
my confidence was through the roof and my troubles had dissapered entirely.
*theres more on the next post*

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Mikey McGovern

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Re: My dreams, the holy voice and meditation« Reply #1 - on: 08.05.2007 at 08:52 [UT+1] »Since then the dreams have become more intense and I dare not mention whats going on to anyone because
people would think I'm crazy. I was hesitent to post any of this or tell anyone because I know what people
would think. Since then I've been having reoccuring dreams involving snakes and dogs. but for some reason
the dreams are always postive. I can recall almost every dog dream I have had and every snake dream I have
had. Unlike most people I as my snake dreams are quite positive and I'm happy to see snake dreams. I'm notfrightened by the snake because it never hurts me in any way and if it begins to I always somehow kill it orescape it somehow. I don't view the killing or escaping snake dreams as anything signifigent every time I
escape it's more like a game, like a see you next time!! type of feeling. The dog dreams I have happen themost. I can recall pretty much every dog dream I have had.

other symbols that come up often in my dreams involve a shaman like medicine man of some kind that appears
out of nowwhere like shapy shifter and offers me guidence regaurding a situion I'm having the goes off
somewhere.. most of the sham dreams I've had involve time in my life where I'm expierncing a somwhat major
crisis.
each time the shaman blocks a pathway or road I am walking on and says something quick and to the point.
IE" follow your dreams and don't look back, don't end up like me.. then BAM he's gone

I have a dream journal with quite a bit of info and I'm hoping for some sort of answer..

I'm trying to bring my dream like state through mediation.. A few nights I was able to feel my body while I was
sleeping and that I was able to recognize both states of the dream and my body.. unfortunaly I couldn't get upout of bed..
I havent started meditating But I want to... But I'm unsure of what the results might be. I'm afraid I mightbring forth something that will frighten me and I don't want that. I'm not afraid of anything bu failure but even
I'm not ready to face that..

does anyone have any expiernece with situations like this? should I proceed or not? I need guidence in a bad
way..
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Re: My dreams, the holy voice and meditation« Reply #2 - on: 08.05.2007 at 09:01 [UT+1] »I think that experiences of the kind you describe are by their nature extremelly rare. That's why they are sointeresting...
I,for one,want to read more...Are you going to give your chart at some point?
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Mikey McGovern

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Re: My dreams, the holy voice and meditation« Reply #3 - on: 08.05.2007 at 09:10 [UT+1] »It feels soo good to get this info off my chest.. I havent told anyone in any way.. thanks for not thinking I'm
crazy..
another dream I remember having that is similer to the calm voice was two years ago. I was once again on thebrink of suicide and my insomnia was soo intense my breathing was being affected.. I woke up to a wooded
structure with fire buring on it, then my insomnia cleared..

here is my chart

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Re: My dreams, the holy voice and meditation« Reply #4 - on: 08.05.2007 at 10:31 [UT+1] »Why do I have to think that you are crazy? Because you have a very intense dream life? Or because you haveinsomnia?
There is no reason for me to think such thing. But I believe there is no reason for you to suffer so much. Did
you ask the opinion of a psychologist? If yes, what was their response?
Your chart is really very interesting...I'd expect plenty of activity in the 6th-12th houses but nothing is there
except from your Nodes. I suspect that something is going on with your Moon in the first because it receives a
lot of really heavy and I'd say "special" influences (opposition Pluto in Scorpio- sesquiquadrate Uranus in the
9th -trine Neptune in the 9th) Its very impressing also that almost all your personal planets trine your 9th
housed Uranus in the "natural 9th house",that of Sagitarious. I'll look at your progressions and transits later inthe evening.
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Re: My dreams, the holy voice and meditation« Reply #5 - on: 08.05.2007 at 12:46 [UT+1] »Quote from Mercury on 08.05.2007 at 10:31 [UT+1]:
Its very impressing also that almost all your personal planets trine your 9th housed Uranus in the "natural 9th house",that of Sagitarious.

... and trine Saturn in the 8th ...
Mickey writes:
Quote:... and any problem I have in waking life somehow manifests itself in the dream world and offers me conclusions

Does this not sound like Saturn (manifestation of problems in waking life) in 8 (that which is hidden - indreams, the unconscious, also the 'wrongs' or 'taboos' in the world)?
Just a thought.
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Mikey McGovern
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Re: My dreams, the holy voice and meditation« Reply #6 - on: 08.05.2007 at 22:48 [UT+1] »I know one huge transist I have going on now is neptune oppostion sun in the fifth. It'll be going on until July2009 so a couple more years andFrom what I've read the transit usually spells disaster for people but for me it's the exact opposite, I'm morecreative then ever before and I love it!!
does this transit have something to do with the dreams I've been
having due to its heavy neptune influence?
Update I also added some astroids to the stars as well. I'm trying to find some indicators of whats going on
but I know nothing of astroids.
heres my chart with Chiron, Part Of fourtune, and vertex, I'm assuming you only use a few

Does anyone see anything that might pinpoint my dreams. the only factors I know are Neptune ans possible
uranus in the ninth.. any info would be appreciated

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Re: My dreams, the holy voice and meditation« Reply #7 - on: 09.05.2007 at 00:17 [UT+1] »Ok, I am posting a triwheel chart below. You can see your natal chart in the inner ring,your secondary
progressions in the middle ring,and the current transits in the outer ring.
I said in a previous post that I expected to see great planetary activity within your 6th/12th axis mainly
because this is the place in a chart where we find the strongest indications related to issues having to do with
our dream life and the subconscious mind. But the fact is that nothing special happens within this axis in yournatal. And the same applies to your transits.There is no transit of any slow-moving planet influencing your6th/12th houses the last two years. But there is a very important progression. Actually,it couldn't be more
important.
There is a very powerful and very personal configuration in your natal chart . Very poweful because of theexactness of the aspects included and very personal because it directly affects your enotional life and yourmoods. I'm reffering to the configuration that includes the planets Pluto and Uranus and their connection to
your Moon in the first house.You have a lot of fire in your chart and no water. But the Moon in the first changes
the "picture" of your chart in a dramatic way making you a very emotional type of the "fire type". Excess of
feelings and emotions is the result.Excess of enthusiasm,excess of dissapointment. There is not middle
ground,there is not common sence in your emotions.Your moods change from one minute to another.
One day you want to "save the world" and the other day you want to commit suicide...How is possible forsomeone to save the world commiting suicide? Only you know...
So the problem is that we have a very earthy (Taurus) and very personal (1st house) Moon in an extremelly fire
chart (Asc and the Sun plus three personal planets in fire signs) strongly afflicted by two "heavy" slowmoving
planets. Pluto in your 7th house and in his Kingdom in Scorpio opposes your Moon and Uranus near the 9thhouse cusp forms exact 8th harmonic aspects (45 deg to Pluto-135 deg to the Moon).
The Moon/Pluto affliction gives people with extreme emotional expression. Ebertin's short interpratation for the
Uranus=Moon/Pluto combination is
An extremely emotional life,fanaticism.the desire to fight,the urge to do something - Nervous crises throughexecesses-Sudden upsets.
(From The Combination of Stellar Influences)
And this statement relates exactly to the way the above combination manifests in your life
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I want to gain fame to help all the despreste people in the world, Every time I encounter suffering I'm filled with sadness and hatredbecause I know there is a way to help these people but no ones willing to do it. Walking through the hospitals like hell for me espicallyseeing all the children who have to endure such tragic things. I would give them everything If I had the means to do it but I'm to young tohelp them out. You have to have power to help soo many people and right now I don't have it I wish I had the power so I could help
everyone and expose the world to the wrongs society has put them through but at this stage in my life I don't..
about 2 years ago saving people has somehow entered my creative work.

Now have a look in the middle ring and cheque the placement of your pr.Mercury at the end of your 5th natal
house in the 24th degree of Virgo and in conjuction to your 6th house cusp.What happened 2 years ago is thatyour pr.Mercury started squaring your natal and progressed Uranus activating simutaneously your natal
configuration Uranus=Moon/Pluto. Mercury relates to the nervous system and its influence is directly connectedwith your emotional health and the condition of your nervous system in a very personal level. Why? Because inyour natal chart Mercury rules the 3rd and the 6th houses. This is a very strong indication that your nervous
system is under high pressure. It is not your dream life influencing the condition of your nervous system but
exacly the opposite. The bad condition of your nervous system influences your dream life. And because yourchart is really the chart of a highly creative person (Sun and Mars in Leo near the 5th house cusp-Neptune near
the Midheaven's degree-four personal progressed planets in the 5th house) all this merges with what you
understand " as your creative work." Your dreams are so lively,real,and full of imagination exacltly because you
are so creative. You create even in your sleep! lol
You must take care of your self and especially your nervous system my friend. Try to relax and ask for medical
help. You nerves are not made from iron and steel.
Tr.Saturn conjucts your Sun and later Mars and tr.Neptune opposes your Sun. It is a very intense and difficult
season in your life and you must survive,my friend.
Your chart is full of indications that you will succeed in your career and that you will get the "power" toinfluence" the world. Your chart reminds me of the chart of another great artist of the same type. Jim Morrisson
had also the Moon in the same degree of Taurus also afflicted by a square from Pluto (in Leo). A highly creative
self destructive artist obsessed with death. He also had dreams and visions of the same kind (snakes,shamansetc). I'm impressed by the similarity.
So, if you really wish to do something good for this world you have firstly to do something good for yourself.
I wish you the best.

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Re: My dreams, the holy voice and meditation« Reply #8 - on: 09.05.2007 at 10:41 [UT+1] »Mercury I can't can't thank you enough for all the information you've provided me with. I don't even know
where to begin to thank you for all the work you did for me thank you soo much!!
as you described I have no middle ground in my emotions and it feels like a teeter totter, the only thing thathelps me get out of one propels me into another. I need to slow down in everything I try to watch my healthand make sure I stay healthy.
I can't even begin to thank you mercury
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