目次（Agenda）●序 芭蕉に倣う(On seeking for new way of little bit long Japanese “Haiku”
style.)●各篇の終わりには「＋ 脱稿時当日の 日記 又は オマケの英語教室 いずれかの雑文」が付いております。
●「やってみなきゃ、分んないじゃんよぉ」シリーズ●本編掌編小説 1「観る前に飛んじゃった!!」“Before observing, have done flying!!”●本編掌編小説２「耐えてなんぼ・ザ・ワールド？」“How much for accepting patience, the world, is?”
●本編掌編小説 3「ダウト!!」“Doubt!!”●本編掌編小説 4「本日、ガス抜きデー」“Today is gas valve open day.”●本編掌編小説 5「♬便利、便利で夕日が沈む。便利良いか、先良いか？♬」“♬Easy, easy, then sun sets down. Is auto so good? Is future so good♬●本編掌編小説 6「学生!!苦手に注目!!」“Everybody!! Watch at yours, not well have done it one!!”●本編掌編小説 7「超誇大妄想的大風呂敷？」“Is it from your Big Mouth or not?”●本編掌編小説 8「そろそろ、変え時？」“Soon, changing time?”●本編掌編小説 9「原動力。捨て身、ヤケクソ、ケツ捲り」副題：尻に火が付きゃ、人走る。

“Source of energy is from “Ok, I`ll accept all, because whatever will be, will be.”Subtitle: While getting fire the butt, human dush, on, on, on.”●本編掌編小説 10「無冠の帝王。楽しく生きるに天賦の才？」“Crownless Emperor. Heaven`s gift holder for enjoyable life keeping?”●本編掌編小説 11「パンツ一丁、屁コキ家族 vs.アスコットタイ、ブレザー家族」
別題：「バカボンのパパ」家族 vs.「パパは何でも知っている」家族（英語版は別途上梓：For English speaker readers, later will be offered）

●本編掌編小説 11-2
“60es Japanese family vs. 60es American family background in TV on air dramas”●本編掌編小説 12「あぁ数字。されど数字、また数字。他になんかないのかね？」“Anyway, numerals, numbers, counting, ranks. Don`t you have any others?”●本編掌編小説 13「今日も続くよ、押し問答。納得レベルにゃ程遠く…」
Title: “Today too, run, run Q & A. Answer too far, far, reach the enough.”●本編掌編小説 14「混迷更に深まり、ヌ？」
Title: “Confusions have gotten further deep? what?”●本編掌編小説 15「どうぞ、お好きに」
Title: “Please as you like.”●本編掌編小説 16「兎に角、ヤなの」
Title: “Anyway, no hope.”●本編掌編小説 17「X デー、ちかし？」
Title: “X-day, has come closer, nearby here?”●本編掌編小説 18「白 対 青 は？」Title: “White vs. Blue is？”

●本編掌編小説 19「安上がり風流、今いずこ？」
Title: “Low cost, but heartful “Nice”, where has gone away?”●本編掌編小説 20「私、商品である事を辞めます？」
Title: “I`ll quit from own side commercialized?”●本編掌編小説 21「与太郎!! ゲンキ？」
Title: “Hey, silly romantic!! How are you?”●本編掌編小説 22「ヒマからハリ？瓢箪から駒？ヒマハリ、ヒョウコマ？」
Title: Is A tension born from a too much leisure time? Did something out of yourforecast come out?
●本編掌編小説 23「あな、オドロシやぁ」
Title: “Oh, so terrible!!”●本編掌編小説 24「嫌われ役志願？」
Title: “Own applying disliked position?”●本編掌編小説 25「夏暑く、冬寒い」
Title: “Summer hot. Winter cold.”

●本編掌編小説 26「混同無用」
Title: “Easily mixing, never.”●本編掌編小説 27「暑いと色んなことが起る？」
Title: “Under the heat, so many crazy happen?”●本編掌編小説 28「谷底にも役得、在り？」
Title: “Always stay bottom of valley, wellness stays also?”●本編掌編小説 29「外国帰り幻想？」
Title: “The illusion of returning from abroad in our society of Japan?”●本編掌編小説 30「理屈は後で？」Title: “Concept making, later attaching?”●著者プロフィール(Writer`s profile)序2022/8/30

芭蕉に倣う
On seeking for new way of little bit long Japanese “Haiku” style.

「芭蕉の俳句が手本。このコンセプトを活かし、今少しガイド的な言葉添えをした新しい表
現形式が出来ないものか？」
本書はその訓練に掌編小説を原稿箋３枚以内で書き表すトライアル・シリーズで御座います。
本編は原稿用紙 3 枚以内掌編小説シリーズ２８ 内「」シリーズ となります。

本編
2023/6/7「観る前に飛んじゃった!!」
7th June 23“Before observing, have done flying!!”(For Japanese readers)「観る前に飛んじゃった!!」「カリー屋を始める１年程前にネットである起業家の話を見た。
「自分の様な大した力量もないものが何故思い切って起業するに至ったか」の話だった。
「ある分野で完璧になる迄その仕事を始めちゃいけないとなると後、何十年もかかるだろう。例えばその道の権威である大学教授レベルにならないと何もしちゃいけないと言う様な。其れを待っていたら、なった頃には余命幾ばくもない。確かに今の自分の力量からすれば上を見れば切りがない。しかし最低と言う訳でもない。誠に失礼ながら今時点の俺より低いスキルと少ない知識の人もいる。とすればその差分だけは教えられる筈だ。教えながらス
キルと知識を獲得して徐々に up していけばいいだけなんじゃないか？とすれば此の力量しかなくてもたった今からでも始められる」で、その人は始めた」「それを根拠にカリー屋ついでに隣で英語教室、始めちゃった訳？よくやるよねぇ、大胆と言うか世間知らずと言うか」「うちのネパちゃん達に比べれば、そうタイヘンな事でもないよ。なにせ知っている日本語

０、英単語だって精々100 がいい処。それでも夫婦そろっていきなりドッカ～ンと我が国に飛来して生活始めちゃうんだから」「確かにいきなりワープした様なもんだわなぁ。行先設定モードがいい加減な、何処のどんな状態に出くわすか行って見ないと分らないワープマシンに乗り込んで来たみたいな」「何でこんな処にカリー屋ができたの？て最初謂われていた頃の話だが、お客さんから「コックさん達何処から留学されて来られているんですか？」って聞かれた事があった」「留学？」「うん。就労じゃなくて留学。海外に働きに出るなんて考えた事なかったんだろうな。海外での長期滞在と言えば商社マンか留学生。当然どう見たってネパちゃん達アタッシュケー
ス持ってないから消去法で留学って訊いてきたんだろう。ましてや日本語全然喋れず。英単語も 100 そこそこで行き成り夫婦そろってワープしてくるなんて考えもしなかったろう。
其れに我が国じゃ準備万端整って行った先の語学学校で優秀な成績が取れるメドが立たな
いと留学しない向きもあるし。じゃ何でわざわざ海外迄行くのよって、気もするけど。確かに行った当初は準備万端分、成績はよかろうが其の先の伸び代がない気もする。他の国の留学生は行った当初はどん尻かもしれんが伸び代がでかい。其れに連中其の国の言葉が行った当初できんなんて気にもしてない。行って覚えりゃいいだけ、か、行ったら自然に覚える
さ、位の感じ。だから語学研修なんかで留学しない。後不思議なのは長年海外赴任していた日本人でさえ日本に帰って来ても何も変わっていず日本を出た時の儘なのには驚かされる。
何と言うか帰国側も受け入れ側も未だに村社会の明治時代って感じヨ。
「吾輩はメリケン帰りである」のエヘンと「あの人舶来さんだって」の色眼鏡みたいな」「アヘン来来？」「ヤバイ事、言うなよ」「？」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Before observing, have done flying!!”“1 year before opening current curry restaurant, as it happened, I found an entrepreneur`stalk out on internet site. Below. “Such me, not so hi level person, why startup so dynamic?”That was concerning to it. Th man said further “O some field, if it never can start until
reaching to perfection, it`ll take so many ten years, as a sample until reaching to the authority
professor level. But if we are waiting for becoming it, at the time in front of us will be placed
tomb which invite us with “it`s your turn, please come in”. Exactly looking from current myskill level, so many upper there endlessly above. But I can`t guess I`m the lowest bottom. I
know it`s courtesy less, lower skill or fewer knowledge than me holder there. If it so, at least
concerning to the difference between little bit lowers and little bit higher me, I can show theskill and knowledge and lecture to them current lower status, should have done it. Whilelecturing, getting more skills and knowledges higher, that`s the only left answer, I guess. And
once mor again if it so, even if I hold such level ability, I can startup just from now!! “ So a guy
started!!”“From it, as a source of origin, while your opening curry restaurant, additionally opening
English learning class here!? Daddy, are you so dynamic or so brain broken?”“Comparing with our 2 Nepali staffs, it`s not so dynamic. Because although they have known
Japanese word 0, English maximum 100 little bit over, they come suddenly flying onto land ofJapan and at once start living life.2“Exactly, it just looks like warp coming suddenly, by using rough and take it easy mode setting
warp machine, might be.”“Below this story is when they asked “why such a place come out curry restaurant? Don`tknow understanding!!”. At the time I had a case which a customer more asked me “your cooks
where are they from for “studying abroad”?”“Studying abroad?”“Yeah, not for working abroad but for studying abroad was. She never could imagine
concerning to working abroad, might be. For her, long stay in abroad meant only businessman
trading company stay or student university stay. Exactly from any side looking, they no seemedbusinessman style any, then she took only left choice, studying abroad choice for our cooks.
And additionally, couldn`t imagine that no Japanese word, even English max 100 words
holding, although flying come warp suddenly onto our land!! And in our land, we havetendency of that before all clear concerning to the matter which preparation setting andmilestone confirming for hi points getting at abroad language studying school, never goabroad. If it so, why go abroad for learning, I hold question, hum, hum. Surely although at thetime of beginning abroad, they can have possibility of getting hi points because of full version
prep. But later, they have no possibility of growing up more. Because at the beginning, ability
maximum. Other lands students are at the time of beginning abroad, not so hi points getting.
But growing up possibility more hi. And further, other land students no concern to at the
beginning abroad never can get hi points on school class. To go abroad, learn or to go abroad,naturally learn up, memorize, no problem, that`s all way!!” Then so, they never take a choice
only for language matter as a studying abroad condition. And additionally feel nounderstandable matter is that even so longtime business staying abroad Japanese people, after
returning to Japan, why they no changed and return to former lived in Japan just as the same?
It`s very mysterious and no understandable for me!! In other word using, or retuning to Japan
group side or no go abroad any once living in Japan group side, both sides are still stay living
on village custom style society in former 130 years age Meiji era, looks like. Performance using

like this, below.
“I came from abroad after longtime staying” with proud of, gesture (in Japanese performancesound “Eh-hen”) and “they say he (or she) is imported (in Japanese we say “Haku-rai”), is!!”like from through wearing colored glasses.”“Boss, you said “Ah-hen rai-rai ( in English meaning is “Trip drags come, come, almost thesame) ?”
“Ugh, it`s the waring for you, danger word, no use such here!!”“?”(Why Boss in panic?)●ミニ「オマケの英語/日本語教室」vocabulary, vocabil, vocaru, vocatora, voca voca suruna…

我が国は文法的約束事に極めてうるさい反面、矢鱈と新語が登場します。少なくとも外国語の中の英語圏ではあまり新語を作らず新語を表す場合には既存の言葉を組み合わせて使う事が多いような気がします。
例えば冒頭言の新語の例で言えば、海外では sexual harassment セクハラが精々ですが、我が国ではセクハラ、マタハラ、モラハラ、ハラハラ（ハラスメントに対するハラスメント）とか矢鱈出て来ますし、就活に始まれば、終活、婚活、妊活、育活、財活、罪活、飛（と）ん活（とんでもない活動）等々雨後の筍の様に節操なく出まくって、おります。
又冒頭言の組み合わせの例で言えば、我が国では麻薬、ヤク、大麻、ハッシッシ、等など事あるたびに新語に置き換わるのに対し、英語圏では既存語の trip（小旅行）とか drag（売薬）とかの既存語の組み合わせで、現在我が国ではニュース性のある毎に麻薬をわざわざ「大麻」等置き換えますが、英語圏では一々置き換えたりせずに全部をひっくるめて汎用性高く表す傾向があります。
是を見ますと、どうも我が国は極端から極端へと走り勝ちで、中抜け。英語圏は新しい物好きなように見えて意外と伝統的、常識的、保守的な傾向がある様に見えます。
そういった点からすると伝統的、常識的、保守的な English speaker が極端から極端に走りがちで、中抜け状態の日本語を学ぶのに、苦労している事がこの点を見ただけでも推察できます。
文法（古い規範 old custom rule）には異常にウルサク(severe just)、反面かなり現代的(contemporary)な辞書にすら載っていない新語 (up to date slang)がやたら多い。確かにタイヘン(troublesome)な感じが致します。

本編
2023/6/9「耐えてなんぼ・ザ・ワールド？」
9th June 23“How much for accepting patience, the world, is?”(For Japanese readers)「耐えてなんぼ・ザ・ワールド？」「オヤジ、最近歳こいて同じ事、何回も謂ったり、話クドクなったりしてきていない？」「仕方あるまい、爺さんなんだから。しかし、どうしても分って欲しい事は自分が爺であるのとは別に分って貰える迄何回繰り返しても仕方なかろう。うちのネパちゃん達に分って欲しい事、やって欲しい事を繰り返し 10 回位言っても三歩歩くと直ぐに忘れる。其れでも分って欲しいから続けていると結果 100 回位同じ言葉、繰り返していた」「スゲェ忍耐力!!」「ヤな事忍耐する必要は全くない。だが機が熟して成果のきっかけが向こうからやってくる時機到来を待つ様な忍耐は必要だろう。其れを混同するからおかしくなる。行儀と誠義を混同するのと同じ様に、効果的高効率と手っ取り早さ第一のお手軽簡単便利が混同された
儘で、後者ばかりが珍重される」「あ、又出た、効率、効果に、お手軽簡単便利、ザ・ワード。やっぱクドォ」「そういや学生時代「スッポン」と言われてたなぁ」「其れも聞いた。やっぱボケが始まっているみたいね」「だから言ぅてるでしょうに、爺さんなんだからって。俺みたぁなジジイに今更完璧を求めるなっつぅの。今日俺が言いたかったのは、ネパちゃんへの講義 100 回は苦痛じゃなかったってぇ事。分って貰う迄に、結果 100 回かかったけど其れは機が熟す時機到来迄に 100 回

の時間を要したっていう事よ。何回目にそうなるかは事前には分らなかったが其の時機は結局到来した。その時機の到来を待つ迄は忍耐と言えば忍耐だろうが遣っていて自分が嫌いな忍耐じゃなかった。イヤ、人が忍耐と言い表しているだけで俺にしてみりゃ「果報は寝て待ってりゃエエワ」とか「待てば海路の日和が来る、ナンクルナイさぁ」位のもんだった
訳よ。そもそも到来時機に区切りのいい回数なんてないのよ。其れって人間がそう言っているだけで天地の運行とは何の関連もねぇべ。何でも実際にやってみにゃ、分らんチャ」「オヤジの発言を多い順に並べる ABC 分析に掛けると大体使う言葉って決まっているよね。
もうちょっとボキャ・バリエーション増やした方がイイかもよ」「ボキャバリねぇ。株や FX の「逆張り」なら知っとぅが。お前ら矢鱈新語、作り捲りだなぁ」「何いってんの。俺はボキャ・バリエーションてぇ謂っただけで「ボキャバリ」なんて新語作ったのはオヤジの方じゃないのよ。濡れ衣着せないでよ」「え、そうだったっけ？」「ホント、ボケ始めみたい。Repeated mis、気を付けな」「シャチョ、repeat order mis ダメ之事」「違うの!! 俺はオヤジが mis repeating maker だって言ってんの。Noise machine だって」「ムスコサン、シャチョには 100 回言ってもダメアル。極楽トンボのボケブラ天国の人アル」「オイ、ネパ、新語作るなって 100 回言っても分んねぇのかよ。いい加減にせんかい」「ネパちゃん達、「耐え難き、を耐え、忍び難き、を忍ぶ」的、耐えてなんぼ・ザ・ワール
ドみたい、よ。汝らのボス、俺のおとっつぁんに対しては」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “How much for accepting patience, the world, is?”“Daddy, you recently, because of getting aged, do you say the same story repeatedly so manytimes or story itself is getting pasty, isn`t it?”“It`s no option matter because I`m already old guy. But in the case while eager hoping they
other understandable, except aged repeating my custom condition, I don`t have other ways
to repeatedly explain until they reach to understanding. Even if I repeatedly say 10 times more
to our 2 Nepali staffs concerning to what I hope them understanding, doing, they 3 steps
further, already forgot my directions. But to hope their understanding, then more repeating
my messages, at the final, repeating times had gotten 100 times more, I noticed.”“Wow, great patient power!!”“Quite no need patience for pressuring one at all. But a patience of waiting for good timing
come is necessary. Their wrong mixing both invites confused. It`s the same as courtesy,behavior vs. good faith, justice jammed mixing. And as well as the same as hi effective rotation
running vs. no thinking automatic convenience jammed mixing. Now a day all put a weight,
advantage to automatic or AI side, tendency here.”“Ax, you used your famous words again, likely well rotation running, effects, automatic, AI
convenience the words!! Too much pasty noisy!!”“By the way, in my student era, I had been called “sticky guy”!!”“I already heard the story above, maybe you already have held brain broken,”“Me also already because I`m old guy. At now under to such me a old guy, no require perfect,
I want to say!! Today what I want to say is “Not uncomfortable, not painful to 100 times lecture
for Nepali staffs, is all!! As a conclusion until they can understand, it has taken 100 times long.
But it requires 100 times reaching to good timing come out the same as. In which time will itcome out so, before happing I never can forecast but finally the timing has come. A period of
until the timing come, we can say it patience is patience. But its patient period is notuncomfortable for me. Not just saying. Merely they call it so, but just saying is from my sense“On laying, good news coming is well, maybe” or “Calm staying, it will come to us good
cruising day, maybe. No problem” such like that. Correctly saying, good timing hasn`t held
symbolic times, likely just 10, just 100, no holding. Such a saying is not logical story but humanside from drama making story, on anything conclusion will come after act has over.”“According to ABC analysis, your using words top 10 almost fixed. It might be better to add
more “Voca-variation” (vocabulary variation) holding!!”“Well, “Voca-vari” hum, hum. Ugh, why you so many make new words up?”“? Who made? I merely said Voca variation. You have made new word Voca-vari” up. You put
a fake on me!!”“Ax, is it so?”“Ugh, it truly looks like your brain is getting broken!! Notice it!! And pay attention foy it,means your “repeated mis”!!”“Boss, repeat order mis, never is!!”“No!! What I said is “Daddy is “mis repeating maker”. Noise machine is.”“Musuko san(=Mr. Son), It`s waste even 100 times advising to Boss. Boss is dragonfly
resident on “Vocabula paradise” guy is!!”#reference: “Vocabula paradise” the name of Japanese joke-show on former TV program.
“Hey, you two my sons Nepali, “Never make new words so instantly” I have repeated 100
times!! Why you always forgotten!? Stop it!!”“You two cooks, here is the world of how much for accepting patience from this old guy, your
Boss and not my Daddy, reset!! my “Daggy”!!”

●ミニ「オマケの英語/日本語教室」daggy
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文中「おとっつぁん」の英訳に Daddy からの音韻的連想で、そんな英単語、あるかどうかわからない儘取り敢えず Daggy を充ててみた処、なんと間違いを示す赤波線が付きませんでしたので調べてみた処、dog doggy の派生語で daggy というのがあり、意味は「だらしない、ダサイ、よれよれの」と言った雰囲気のものでした。
そう言えば以前、同じく doggy の音韻的連想から、おっかなびっくり piggy donkey「ブタロバ」と書いてみました処、コレマタなんと、赤波線が付かなかったのです。
こうしてみると可成りハッタリっぽいですが、矢張り語学と言うのは「音へのノリ」の側面がかなりの比重であるのだな、と言う気が致しております。

本編
2023/6/10「ダウト!!」
10th June 23“Doubt!!”(For Japanese readers)「ダウト!!」「行くなら最も険しい道を行け、と言った俺の親父の言葉は案外科学的なのかも、な。単なる精神論じゃなくて」「ん？どういう事？又言葉のマジックならヤメて」「最初に一番険しい道を行けば其れより険しくない道は既に OK な事になる。が、最初に楽な道を選ぶと其の後少しでもそれ以上に険しい道が出てくる度にセットし直さなくちゃならん。心理的、体力的、財力的エネルギーの総量で後者の方が遥かに使用総和エネルギー
量多くて案外前者の方が少ない様な事になっていないか？て事。其れに前者の方がチャレ
ンジ満足度高いのに比して後者は後出し追加条項が多いからウンザリ感が高くなって却ってやる気、削ぐ気もする」「でも最初から一番険しい道を選ぶ奴なんて居ないよ。選んでも熟せる力量を持った奴だっていないだろうし」「何も万人が認める世界的レベルの険しい道じゃなくてもいいのよ。自分なりの最も険しい道で。目標を初めから世界レベル迄持ち上げて鼻から諦めるのはおかしい気もする。鼻から世界レベルってどうも「我が国に蔓延している完璧主義、一つでもミスったら一生棒に振るぞ、的強迫傾向」の悪い風潮だと思うんだけど」「一応理には適っていそうだけど又妙なオチが最後にあるんじゃないの？いつもながら」「いいじゃないの、偶には乗せられて失敗したって。多少貧乏くじ引いたって」

「確かにその点オヤジは失敗続きの貧乏くじ引きっぱなしだから練度はかなり高いよね、可成りの耐性があるというか」「お前、最近言葉に棘がない？可成り棘、含んでない？俺に」「そう？いつもと変えている心算、全然ないけど。オヤジの無茶ぶりが最近とみに上がっているから其の対抗上、無意識に差分調整で言葉に棘が増えているのかな」「棘と言ゃぁ、大分前に俺の弟、つまりお前の叔父さんが何かの拍子に突然目くじら立てて「俺は家族がシッカリしていれば社会なんて関係ないと思う。兄貴の言うのと反対で」ってエラクキツイ言い方された事があったが是もさっき言った使用エネルギー総量の視点からすると社会がシッカリしていれば給料や生活も落着くし自由航行し易いから選択肢も広がる。だが家族だけしっかりしていて社会がダメだと外に出るのが怖くなり、内向き志向になって酸素不足の家の中でお互いギスギスしかねない。一見家族だけ守る方が重点特化で効率的に思えるが、もし家族を本当に守りたいなら、大変で迂遠に思える社会を変える事を優先した方が結果的にロスミニマムな気がするんだけど、急がば回れで」「どうもオヤジって、世間様と反対言う傾向があるよね。人のパラダイス、ジャックするみたいな」「チヤウよ。只「大状況が小状況を規定する」「効率を急いて効果を失う」「世に近道ナシ、
手間暇かけてなんぼのもんや」の疑問癖の俺には皆の方が目先に囚われ過ぎている気がしているだけ」「ネパちゃん、今日も静かね」「今日ウーマンの話ナイカラ、関係ナイアル」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Doubt!!”“If you take a way, the hardest take!!” my lost father saying might be more scientific, logicalrather than spirit matter,”“What`s the meaning? Is your usual custom of word magic? If it so, stop more speaking!!”“At first to take the hardest, after it, we can get more smooth way because left one lower hardlevel than the first hardest. But vasa versa at first to take the easiest, after it, if comes out little
bit higher hard, each time should be required to reset position stance.
On the aspects of phycological, physical, power of money used energy sum, later is so further
used, on opposite, former total long span sum is less than later, I guess. And add on, I can say,former position is more challenging, aggressive then can feel full of life but comparison withformer, later is because of later additional challenging so many, it will force persons feeling
too much enough, and from it, make them power reduced, I also guess.”“But from the first, no one there who take the hardest way. If some one takes it, also no one

can manage or operate such difficulties, I guess.”“It`s not necessary to be counted from everyone as a world top level difficulty. For persons
the hardest one, enough is. From the first they put a target at worldwide level and before
challenging, secretly inside raise give up white flag is strange behavior, I think. The behaviors,for example, perfect must, if one lost, it`s the end of all, such thoughts cover all Japan, andour typical minds, bad tendency I observe,”“It looks like logical story, but as usual at the end of your speech, you set strange closing, don`tyou?”“Ax, kid, don`t mind. Sometimes lose win, sometimes pick joker card up, not so serious.
“Surely, you have already done hi level training for it. Already got very skillful trainee.”“Oi, kid, recently in your words of your saying to me have contained poison so much, haven`tyou?”“I no concern to change from usual, perhaps your tyrant behavior up, then unconsciously my
defensive poison up, my opinion.”“By the way concerning to poison, my bros, in other word your uncle, in our former meetingsuddenly wearing angry face, said to me that, “if family condition fixed, society condition is
no relevant, I think!! This is perfect on opposite side from your opinion!!” with strictly saying.
But also from point of view which mean used or required energy sum, in the case of society
calmly constructed, salary receiving or life keeping also settled down and choice or selection
range will get wider because of freely cruising on society. But on opposite case, family calm,
society not settled down case, something disturbs their cruising outside then vasa versa getforced stay home inside, inside condition, lacking oxygen, it`ll invite their frustrations higher
and higher. At glance, focus to guard family, it looks like hi performance choice, but if theyeffectively guard their family, it seems to be hard and far, on opposite last result is better fromloss minimum. Previous “It” means that to give advantage to changing society bad cornerstone.”“Somehow your, Daddy`s opinion always holds tendency of flowing to opposite side from
common world. Like other one`s paradise jacker, looks like.”“No, I`m not against-guy. Merely to my eyes it`s screened their eye position is too short stancetaking. “Upper situation set lower situation”, Quick obvious performance advanced, mis thegood effects”, “We don`t have any shortcut way. Value from hands and time using within
limited period.” Such doubt ways taking to my eyes seemed to be, all.”“You two Nepali, today also very quiet!!”“Sure, today also no touch to woman topics, then no relevant, out of target, very too far!!”●ミニ「オマケの英語/日本語教室」絆 Kizuna. Half and half.

「絆」と言う漢字は「糸」篇に「半」と書きます。糸を「半分半分に分かち持つ」という意
味かと思います。
英語で言えばWe share rope half and half holding.
と言った処でしょうか。
こう書いて思い出す英単語がCompromiseです。我が国では通常「妥協する」、つまり「不満を残しつつその不満に目を瞑る」と訳されますが、別の意味で「お互いセンターまで歩み寄る」と言う、いい意味もあります。
東日本大震災直後、この「絆」と言う言葉が盛んに言われましたが、是を英訳するのに単にstrings とか rope と言っただけでは伝わらない気がしたので、色々調べたり考えたりした結果、
上記二つの英単語が浮かんできました。
片方は rope にかなり言葉を添えなくてはなりませんでしたし、片方は因子分解すると com+ promise 即ち「共に約束する」に行き当たるまでに結構時間を費やしました。
イメージとしては Each one come closer half and half step to center line for each othercommunicating.
と言った感じでしょうか。
いずれにせよ、英訳するに当たっては先ず「日本語をよく見てみる」事が肝要であることと単に直訳単語を覚えるのではなく「視覚・映像化する検討をしてみる」大切さに気付かされた次第、のお話でした、本日は。

本編
2023/6/11「本日、ガス抜きデー」
11th June 23“Today is gas valve open day.”（No need get shy, please noose knot open!!）(For Japanese readers)「本日、ガス抜きデー」「もう女にモテようとは思わん。お金も「そこそこ暮らし」で生きていくだけあれば十分。
それ以上は求めん。人気取りもせん。只お前みたいな奴が大嫌いだ、と言いたいだけ。其れが掛け値なく言えれば充分だ。
こちらが相手の持っている物を何も求めなければ相手の「欲しいものを形（かた）に大鉈を振るう殺生与奪の権」がまるで意味をなさなくなる。是は相手方の武器の無力化に等しい。
女は、ちょっと冷たくすりゃ男がご機嫌取りにやってくると思っていやがる。上司や金持ちは札束ちらつかせりゃこっちが尻ッポ振ってくると思っていやがる。人気取り命の奴らは「そんな事をしたら評判悪くなりますよ」と言えばビビルと思っていやがる。冗談じゃねぇ。
そんなのお前らが勝手にすりゃよかろう。
しかしそれはもうこちらの捨て身戦法で意味をなさなくなっている。世間様はどう言うか知らんが是は「俺の」感想だ。俺の感想だから俺以外誰もとやかく言えん筈だ。もし其れに難癖付ければ奴らは越権行為をした事になる。世間の目を気にする相手ならば手を引かざるを得ない。相手の武器を無力化した上でそれを機にこちらの言いたい事を通す。捨て身戦法だから損失も大きいが其の代わり自分の殺生与奪の権は渡さずに済む。
家事は一通り全部できるからそれとナニをするだけの為の女は必要ない。
「その二つで女を見ないで」と言いつつその二つを武器に使って振りかざし「女がいないとしその二つ手に入らないわよ」と逆手遣いで男を脅していやがる。付き合うならそんな奴は御免だ。それ以上の何かがないと付き合う気にもならん。
金も少ないが 37 年間働いてきたから多少なりとも年金が貰える。
人気取りは何も全員に細大漏らさず愛される必要はさらさらない。上司として父として夫として祖父としての人気を得るために脂下がる必要はない。数少ないが俺みたいな変なのが好みの隠れファンがいる。
それで十分。相手の殺生与奪の権、ちらつかせには乗らん。
うつ病後に分ったあれだ。おれはバカで一介の市井人に過ぎなかった。だが、バカで結構。
一介の市井人で結構。ホントに其れが分っただけでも御の字だって事ヨ」「そんな事、公言して、後知らないよ。どうなっても」「そんなの吠えてみにゃ分らんだろぅに。もう、言う前から自ら忖度して取り下げるのはウンザリだ。連中の評価気にして連中が仕掛ける作り事、図り事の対応策練って、こっちも作り事、図り事に手を染めるイライラ。もういらん。損してもいいから此のウンザリからいい加減足を洗いたい」「シャチョ、今日はガス抜きデー、ネ」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Today is gas valve open day.”“I never hope to put a position of woman`s target anymore. Money also no need so much,enough for living level is fully ok. I don`t require more over.
I never try to get popularity or audience favors. Instead of it, bater it, I hope to be allowed
what I feel with true voice like below that I just dislike you!! If true voice using will be allowed,
it`s enough for me.
If I don`t require what others have, others side weapons which they regard it to our lifeline
source and that all of us depend on their holding weapon, lifeline source at once will change
to no power holding condition.
Woman has thought if behaves little bit cold, man will bring flowers as a candidate of for her
servant. Boss or rich man has thought if he shows banded money bills, our side will come while
dog tail waving. Populist has thought if he threats by saying that such your behavior will bringbad reputation, we will fall into fear mode. Never say joke!! Let you do!!
But already such your plan turned to no power holding weapon. I don`t know how to saypublic audience, but it`s my side true voice. Although it`s my side proper matter, then no one
can touch it. Perfect standalone, independent matter, I want to say. If they put a complaint tome, they take line over, the same. They who strongly concern to public audience`s eye beam,
are forced to be stopping, hands moving behind. After it I say what I want to say with breaking
through way. It`s very risky operation, then my side loss huge. But no happens the case of
handing my proper lifeline rights over.
I can almost operate housekeeping matter. Then only for it and for pleasure co-having matter,no need woman who is only for it staying. But on opposite their side while complaining“woman exists only for two matters”, vasa versa they use these two as a weapon and say that
if no woman stays besides you, you never can get these two comfortable, like this they havethreaten. If in the case of put her besides me, such a complain rights claiming type woman noneed!! Something over one if she not holding, she is out of my candidate.
I earn so few, but 37 years had worked, then pension money little bit is supplied each 2 months.
Concerning to public favor catching, is not necessity full catching, for example no need taking
a good behavior as a boss, as a husband, as a father, as a grampa, for setting full lineup, behave
like a servant, is no necessary!! Very few, but my fans stay, even such a strange guy, me.
It`s fully enough. No ride on their side even if they tempt or threat.”
After clearing mental sick, what I understood is. Below. I had been stupid and mere one citizen
no talent. But I`m stupid, Ok. I`m mere one citizen no talent, Ok. It`s enough to understandit!! That is.”“Such open to public, don`t know what will happen after it!! Daddy.”“We never can see result until have done roaring. Before roaring, before seeing result, putitem out is too much enough such a hesitation. While concerning to public reputation, making,checking, reconstructing my side plan endlessly against at the same time planned ones is boo
anymore!! I may loss, hope to set from such far away off!! Wow, wow. Pu-shuuuew!!”“Boss, today your gas valve open day!! Is.”
●ミニ「オマケの英語/日本語教室」Little bit organizing.

(above not claim but complaining from consumer)

英文を書いていて「あれ？」と思い、ちょっと混乱していたというか、取り違えていた事に気付きました。
そこで忘備録的に整理。
不平不満を言う。ブツブツ言う。クレームをつける。は claim ではなく complain.
では claim（日本語でしょっちゅう耳にするクレーム）は何かと言うと、実は「主張する、訴えかける」の事なのだ、そうです。我々がよく使う意味での「クレームをつける」という意味は全くないのだとか。
例えばHe claims his innocence on legal court.
と言うと「彼は法廷で無罪を主張する」となるのだそうです。
是には「え、うっそぉ～＠＠!!」で御座いました。
因みにこちらの crime(クライム)の方は「法律上の罪」の事なのだ、そうです。
完全に取り違えておりました。和製英語って怖いですね。
此処で言えばクレーム(claim)の件です。

本編
2023/6/13「♬便利、便利で夕日が沈む。
便利良いか、先良いか？♬」13th June 23“♬Easy, easy, then sun sets down.
Is auto so good? Is future so good♬(For Japanese readers)「♬便利、便利で夕日が沈む。便利良いか、先良いか？♬」「便利、便利でそればかりに頼っていると飛んでもないことになるぞ。機械の代替で済ませているその部位は退化するし、全部オートだから裏で何をされていてもブラックボックス
でワカラナイ。気が付けば後の祭りで手遅れ。全部便利の提供者に殺生与奪の権をどんどん握らせている様なもんだ。
「効率的」且つ「正確でミスがないのにローコスト」の謳い文句に釣られて。
兎に角この「便利の提供者」の巧妙な手口には驚かされる。金と地位の為なら何でもするっ
ていう感じだな。ポジショントークすると直ぐに疑われるからポジショントークすらしな
いで、密かに全部情報を吸い上げている。10 年程前「お前の行動は奥さんより SNS のプラ
ットフォーム会社のデータセンターの方が良く把握しているぞ」って言ったら馬鹿にされたが、今じゃ常識だ。
今回も AI に絡めてその精度を上げるための元データの必要母数が大幅に引き上げられたんだろう。ビッグデータを解析するうえでの精度アップの為に。それで競合との競争上なりふ

り構わずデータ量を増やす為に自社クラウドにデータが集まるよう、と言うより先ずは減らない様に汚い手を使い始めたみたいだ。兎にも角にも恐ろしい世の中になったもんだな。
目に見えない釣り糸、垂れまくりだわ」「オヤジ、そんなこと公然と言っているとその内、闇の世界の請負人に消されちゃうよ。やめておいた方がイイと思うよ。口は災いの元、で死人に口なしだから。その一歩手前で「モノ言えば唇寒し、秋の風」状態に陥るかもしれないし。オヤジみたいなオシャベリは、誰も口きいてくれなかったら欲求不満で死んじゃうだろうし」「其れはチト、ヤバいな。お前この頃なかなかのこと、言うようになったな」「オヤジって大人のくせにエラク、餓鬼っぽいところあるから後見人の俺としては一応、釘差しておかないと」「後見人？俺の？」「制度的には違うけど、気持ち的にはそういう気でいる訳よ。ムスコの母性本能とでも言うか」「ん？可成り錯綜してない？お前の心理」「ウ、話がヤバクなってきた。やめとこ」「シャチョ、ムスコサン顔色悪いアル。心配之事アル」「多分昨日の二日酔いのぶり返しだろう」「？」「お前らも飲み過ぎには注意しろ」「オヤジ、何の話してんのよ？」「お前も、便利の飲（とり）すぎ、使い過ぎには注意しろよな」「ん？じゃ、オヤジはスケベのし過ぎに、だな」「アホンダラ、エロ話こそ世界共通のグッドコミュニケーションツールだろうに、よ」「やっぱ、心配だわ、此のおとったん」「オートターン？ナニ、ムスコサン」「♬おっとことぉ、の、すとっとぉ♬コケソウ」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “♬Easy, easy, then sun sets down. Is auto so good? Is future so good♬“Easy, easy, convenient, easy, all depending on it, that`ll bring end of the world same as
happen. Alternative machine, human parts will step back or although all auto, then under auto,
behind auto, never can notice what happen like a black box inside and miss something serious
for human. We are standing behind all, possibility there is. It`s likely to hand our important
lifeline core over to easy convenience suppliers little by little, day by day the same. “Hi
performance and just in but low cost” by this sales talk, dancing!! Anyway, these easy

convenience supplier`s tricky technic makes, no, forces me upset. For money earning, for
popularity getting up, they will do anything if it`s wrong or badness. They are almost blindthe same. But from technical matter, they no use position talk for no giving doubt to aroundaudience, on opposite, secretly under silence, they steal info or vacuuming info. Almost 10
years ago I said to someone that, your actual time schedule easily and in detail as real timebase can be caught up by SNS data center staff rather than your wife. But the one got laughing
and treated me mad guy. But now a day it has turned to common sense in our society.
In this time from AI matter, for shaping AI performance sharply up to their competitors, it`llbecome to be necessary to collect more over huge customer`s private data for basic big data
constructing, then even if they use dirty hands, started to collect info for example, inviting toown cloud system, before it, for stopping original customers flowing away outside, seems to
be. Ax, terrible world!! Around us, unseen fishing hooks many, many there are.”“Daddy, such assaying officially to public, someday will come hitman from darkness world.
I think stopping better. Mouth is the source of trouble and dead body has no voice. And 1 step
before, in our allegory that, too much saying brings situation surrounded by cold eye beams
with whose holders you never can talk more, might be fallen into. Like a Daddy, too muchtalker, if no one talk to you, you might be in end from strong frustration.”“Ax, it`s little bit danger. But recently you look like sharply grown up!!”“Daddy, you, although adult, but behavior little bid kiddy. Then me as a back looker frombehind should advice to you concerning to check points.”“Back looker from behind? For me?”“On legal no need, but on my mind necessary, I should manage, I think. From my “motherconcern” is.”“Ugh, little bit too much scrambled, your phycological field?”“Me also ugh!! Story stepping out from main road. Stopping is better, I guess.”“Boss, Mr. Son`s face turned to get pale. Little bit worried about it.”“Yesterday`s night, over drunk up., maybe. Alcohol hung over carrying, maybe.”“?”“You 2 cooks, pay attention over drinking.”“Daddy, what`s your story?”“You, my son also, pay attention to over depending on, overusing easy convenience!!”“Ax, then a Daddy side, pay attention to overflowing sexy dynamites catching, is!!”“Stupid!! All over the worldwide, erotic joke is just good communication starting trigger tool,is!!”“Ax, exactly worried about this “Dad-son”, is.”“? Nissan old type car called “DattoSun” what?”

“♬Otto toh noh, sutto-tto♬(almost slipping)”●ミニ「オマケの英語/日本語教室」trigger

外国人さんと話していると「そう言えば中学の時、こんな単語習ったよな」とか「看板のあのフレーズはこんな時に使うのか」とか、要するに相手から直接教わるとか覚えるとかではなく、以前習ったものとか見聞きしたものを思い出す切っ掛け（trigger）が豊富に得られるという事の様な気がしてきました。
中学時代英語は万年「３」評価だった自分の持っている語彙数ですら効果があるようで。
「制限時間内で答えを出す事が宿命」であるテストの点は散々でしたが、その制限時間にさえ囚われなければ、後日必ず効果が出る物の様です。
（補足）
トリガーとは銃の「引き金」の事です。其れが転じて「切っ掛け」という事になったようです。

本編
2023/6/15「学生!!苦手に注目!!」
15th June 23“Everybody!! Watch at yours, not well have done it one!!”(For Japanese readers)「学生!!苦手に注目!!」「強みを伸ばすとか活かすとかよく言うが、其れって本当は見られたくない、触れられたくないものを見せない「色の白いは、七難隠す」的目暗ましの様な気がしないでもない。
人間が、より安心するのは強みを誇示する時より、どちらかと言うと上述の様な、見られたり触れられたりするのが困るものが減った時、そんな付込まれ処を解消したときの方の様な気がする。
と言うのも俺は自分が得意な事の能力が伸びた時より、鼻から「俺なんかに出来っこない」と思っていた、殆ど天敵みたいな苦手を克服したときの方が遥かに達成感や解放感を感じたのを経験したからだ、金融、特に為替の話とか経理の仕事とか英語とか。
為替が￥110 から￥130 になって何で円安って言うのか？全然分からなかったが、$1 に対し￥1 円当たりの価値がどうかつまり 1/110 と 1/130 の￥1 当たりの価値の事を言っているんだってわかって、なぁんだ、そういう事かって。
現場復帰の為に必要だが今迄無理だろうと諦めていた事もやらないと現場に復帰できない。
だが、うつ病上りで今迄にも増して、本を読んでもアタマに入らん状態だったから、その方法は諦めて、代わりに格好悪くても自分が分るやり方に拘って、兎に角分るまでコツコツあの手この手で諦めずにやった。結果たった一つの事を理解するのに半年以上かかったが。
数学も苦手で万年赤点だったが、何のことはない経理の仕事には log や sin, co-sin, tangent
なんて一回も出て来ず全部加減乗除だけだってわかって、トラウマが消えて出来るようになった。
英語は単語を覚えるよりリズム感と絵画的手法に注力するだけでいい事が分って、コレマ
タ英語通信簿万年３の苦手意識が消えた。
何事につけ、自分に合ったやり方とペースさえつかめば、大抵のことはクリアできる可能性が在りそうなことが身を通して分った。
その時、此処はパスしてとか、此処は見て見ぬ振りで、当たらず触らず迂回しなきゃという
余計な気遣いや心配事が減って、地雷踏む心配のない自由航行地帯が増えたからスッゴク
楽になった。
俺は会社勤めの最後は経理で売掛金の消込作業をしていたが、案外強みを見せるカッコよ
さより、一つ一つ地道に消し込んでいく売掛金消込業務みたいな、ドブ板這いつくばり作業の方に安心感獲得のヒントがある様な気がしないでもないな」「ん？オヤジ、自慢できる分野ばかりクッチャベっているみたいだけど、やっぱ「克服、トラウマ解消アイテム」の中に「おなご」が入っていないよねぇ、肝心要の」「おめぇ、そりゃ禁句だ、べ。そりゃ、誰に依らず不可能だ、っちゃ」「本件関連については、未だ克服できておらん。未だ「途上にて」モードだわ」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Everybody!! Watch at yours, not well have done it one!!”“Be said that they make strength more grown or more vivid but from other point of view, vasa
versa for replacing to hide or for eye catching out their weak point which they no hope to be
seen or touched from others, they over appealing their strength the same or reversible
phenomena, I guess.
For human, getting more calm down is to clear weak point over rather than to get strengthen
more to around, I think.
Because I have had experience that I had felt more enough and more satisfied from getting
clear the hardest for me one over rather than letting my well skills grown up more, the hardest
ones for examples, or financial matters, especially foreign currency exchanging matter, or
accounting matter, or managing English language matters.
For come-back to former working field, learned up these subjects is necessary, I thought. But
it seemed to be very hi fence for me at the time just after come-back from mental sick. But
anyway, if no can clear, never can come-back. On opposite even if reading handbooks,
knowledge no can be entered into my brain. Then, I dynamic have changed learning way.

From by textbook to fitting own self learning way and until own understanding one by one,step by step, day bay day have continued without giving up.
Concerning to foreign currency exchange matter, until understanding only 1 item, although
it had taken minimum 6 months over.
Concerning to mathematics in High school era, anytime red mark point getter, me. But after
joining in accounting section working as a member of it, I found that out, that is on accounting
field, no need math. Log, sin, co-sin, tangent knowledge, but need only plus, minus, by, slush(or share) 4 items only. From this finding out, my trauma got disappeared and got clear oneof my hardest.
And concerning to English language managing matter, I found that out also, that means
learning about rhythm and picture drawing way is hi better rather than merely memorizing
words. From this finding out, I got free from the hardest English matter, my high school level
always 3 middle/5 max.
Concerning to anything, from finding fitting own style and pace out, we can get possibility ofclear own the hardest from through own experiences.
At the time, I also noticed reducing of escaping items and getting freely walking places where
no need concerning to or no need paying sharp attention space got wide, let me relax.
My last career at former company was a staff of accounting dept. charge of 1 month credit
other company money payment reception and working job was payment, reception numbers
match ok, unmatched, follow continuously, job, yes, no hi light section. But it`s more usefulrather than hi light spot standing position, like a strength appealing position, for mind calm
down, big hint might be staying.”“Ax, Daddy, although you speedy talking to your obvious flag matters, but I never can find itout, it means core item concerning to woman matter, lacking!!”“Ugh, you, kid, it`s just taboo!! Not only me but also anyone, it`s impossible to clear item.”“Boss, what? Taboo? Tattoo? Tablet? Or “impotenz” body condition, you cleared over?”“Daddy, they 2 cooks, what are they talking about?”“Concerning to their understanding level for Japanese and English language, I never can clear
this the hardest over. It`s still on the way mode now.”本編
2023/6/16-2「超誇大妄想的大風呂敷？」
16th -2 June 23“Is it from your Big Mouth or not?”(For Japanese readers)「超誇大妄想的大風呂敷？」「オヤジ、オヤジよく「作り事、図り事」って言うけど、イマイチ判然としないところが有るのよね。其れ聞いて俺が思い浮かべるのはフェイクニュースだとかオレオレ詐欺だとかしかないんだけど、なんかちょっと違うような気もするし」「そこ迄行かずとも身近にいっぱいあるよ。例えば結婚する前でも就職する前でもいいんだが、相手の心を掴もうとお金ないのに有る振りしたり、才能ないのに有るように見せかけたり。処が元々作りものだから徐々にメッキが剥げていく訳。「あれ、思ったほどお金、な
いじゃないのよ」とか「ん、こいつ売り込み程には仕事、出来ないな」とか。要するに目いっぱい高下駄履いて背伸びしていた訳だから其処が最高地点で、実の処その後の伸び代はゼロ。後は下降の一途しかない。そして其のメッキが剥がれるのに合わせて、周りもコレマ

タ徐々に失望していく訳。要するにこのメッキの部分を俺は「作り事、図り事」と言っているのよ。
それで、正味、正直で行けって言っているのよ。
徐々に後出しでバレル方が印象の悪さが増幅されるなら一層の事、鼻から「最悪」出した方が逆にダメージ少ないと思うからなのよ。
「最悪」を鼻から見せて其処で通れば御の字。通らなければ其の後の無駄な努力回避できてトータルで見ればコレマタ御の字、な気がするから言っている訳よ。
「情けは人の為ならず」
変じて「正直はバカ正直（＝損）の為ならず」「損して得取れ」「急がば回れ」「急いては事を仕損じる」からおっとり刀で「残り物には福がある」位に構えていればいいんじゃない、って言う「お気楽満載戦法」なのよ」「それって、お気楽過ぎない？迂遠過ぎの、時間かかり過ぎ、チヤウ？」「かな？精度、精度、効率、効率ってみんな騒いでいるけど結局最後は「自分版、かわいい
子には旅をさせろ」が正解で、結果的にも最後は「うさぎと亀」状態になっているんじゃな
いの？今迄の全人類史を紐解いて読み込めば」「全、じ、じ、人類史!! 出ましたぁ、超誇大妄想的大風呂敷」「シャチョ、ウーマンの居るお風呂入りに行くアルカ？町田に？」「ハイ？ナニソレ？テメェ、コンタァ、顔洗って出直して来い!! 是はお前らに対する全人
類的オピニオンだ!!」「オピニオン@@!!どうしてそういつも、言い方、ド派手な訳？オヤジは。全然「正味是だ
け」じゃないじゃないのよ、自分自身は」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Is it from your Big Mouth or not?”“Daddy, you usually say “Dummy performance” or “Dummy plan”., dummy the ones. But forme, little bit unclearly them understanding. From hearing them, my coming out images are“fake” or “Hey, this is me, me, scam”. And again “but” little bit it not hit the point, I guess.”“Still not reaching to such criminal levels, we have so many samples around us. One of thesamples. Or before marriage or before getting employed from company, for showing niceimages to their targets, they are pretending to rich man vasa versa in the fact almost loaning
life, or pretending to talent enough man in the fact, not.
But originally all the dummy, then wearing dummy masks one by one, day by day, get removed.
“Ugh, you are not so rich, less than my image”, or “Ax, this guy is not so smart, less than at
the time interview we held impression”. On summary, shortly saying, Before the marriage,
before got employed, they show the full makeup level, then after showing full, they have nofurther, more and their left way might be down slopes only. And while getting removed

dummy masks, around neighbors getting disappointed with tapering. From these samples,I`m expressing it with the word “dummy” the one, dummy performance, dummy plans.
Then I have recommended that, take the apple-to-apple way, honestly showing, behaving.
With tapering one by one, little by little after each events the facts getting removed, rather
than it, from the first, showing the worst level openly is better for damage minimizing, I guess,then recommending.
From the first sowing the worst, if they accept, just exactly lucky. In the case of that if theydon`t accept, if falling into such a case, later staying waste efforts can be avoided, also it`s“no-problem” results, might be, I guess. ”Hospitality, not only to others (but also provided
harvest might be me on)” this allegory will be changed to that, “Honest, invite not only bigloss”, “Loss before, later earnings”, “While quick, take a long”, “While getting in panic, losing
the event” and from these, it might be better behaving of that, “Left one contains fortune”
like that optimism thinking way, from.”“Ugh, but yours is too much over optimism, isn`t it? As it`s very far way walking on, it`ll takeso much over time, isn`t it?”
“It is or isn`t it? Hi level, hi level, pinpoint, pinpoint performance, they have done festival
party but at the closing view, saying to own version allegory that, “Make own kid taking long
journey” is correct or as a result, end of this story “A rabbit vs. a turtle rase.”, isn`t it. Exactly
from my point of view titled “Full history of human beings” by cacking and monitoring.”“Fu, fu, full, hu, hu, human beings!! Shocking comes-out!! Super, hyper, ultra big mouth!!”“Boss, you love big mouth woman in Machida play spots?”“What? What`s that? Hey, you guys, come back here again after washing your faces up!!”It`s the opinion from all human beings, for you!!”“Hu, hu human beings, oh, oh, opinion!! @@!! Why your expression of saying always so toomuch decorative and gorgeous!?, you Daddy!! Your own is perfect out of your saying, “Appleto-apple way”!!”●ミニ「オマケの英語/日本語教室」Sorry.

My holding time, my power level, almost nearly equal Zero stock. It`s very hard keeping thiscorner now.
Then several days, I`d like to take a rest, is. Sorry.

本編
2023/6/18「そろそろ、変え時？」
18th June 23“Soon, changing time?”(For Japanese readers)「そろそろ、変え時？」「デファクトスタンダードには注意をした方がよさそうだ」「何、そのデファクトなんチャラって？」「事実上の基準」の事だ。法治国家の基準は「法の支配」だが、ある意味「事実上の基準」
はそれを上回る場合がある。仮に「法の支配」の前に「名目上の」を持ってくると「事実上の基準」もっと言えば「事実上の支配力」が法を上回る可能性をより強く感じる事が出来る
んじゃない？」「じゃ、法律を上回る「事実上の支配力」て、具体的には何ヨ？」「是は酷くお馴染みのものだ。金に名誉や地位（歴史的偉人・人気ランク・レコード）に女（チヤホヤされる事）だ。感覚的によく分かるだろう？「裏の目的は？」とか「陰で何が糸を引いているか？」と言えば」「オヤジ、結構今日、秘密探偵ね」「俺、刑事もの好きだったから、子供の頃」「刑事ものって言うより覗き物って言った方が正しいんでないの？」「俺は出刃亀、ピーピング・トムか!!」「じゃ、少し茶目っ気ありの「出っ歯ラダイスのトミー」とか」「テメ、この野郎、親、オチョクッテどねぇするんだ。それより、まだ話の先がある」「ナニヨ？覗きに飽き足らず今度はおさわり案件？」「ゲホゲホ、チヤウワ。基。要するに最近其れに飽きちゃったって事」「おさわりにも？」「ウ、チヤウチヤウ。金や名誉や女に、ヨ。手垢付き捲りで新鮮味まるでなし。又かよって感じばかりがして、いい加減その陳腐さにうんざりしてきた訳。何かもっと「真新しいもの」ないのかよって。早い話スマホや OS や巨大プラットフォームを作った人達が天才って言われるのは、天才の範囲が金儲けジャンル内だけでの話でしかないんじゃない？デファクト
スタンダード「陰の実効支配システム」作ったレベルの話くらいでしか。それに案外この人
達、金と名誉の為なら結構何でもやっちゃう、或いはやっちゃっていたんじゃないの？仮に彼らが悪い奴との裏取引でデファクトスタンダード・ランクアップの為に中に IC チップやIC の要らないアプリ内に毒、仕込んでいたらどうなんのよって。もうそんな作り事、図り事、人を釣り上げるイカさまにうんざりしてきているのよ、最近とみに。Chat GPT も avatar も同じよ。今大騒ぎしているが何のことはない古い「金儲け、名誉ちやほや、本当は女の人気取り」の1 トピックスに過ぎないんじゃないの？完全に俺、この 100 万回以上再生されている協奏曲はいい加減聞き飽きているんだけど。仮にそれを you tube や avatar 空間なんかのビジュアル系で外見変えて流したとしても、だわ。そんなの小手先の話だろ？だから何かもっと「段違いに真新
しいもの」ないのかなぁって。そろそろ変え時」「で、とっかえ、ひっかえ、毎度新しい女連れ込んでいるんじゃ世話ないよ、オヤジ」「ウ、ウ、ウゥ～」「シャチョ、ブラッドプレッシャーアップ。気ヲツケル之事。オデコの青筋、アブナイノ事アル」「俺のデファクトスタンダードは女か!?」「観ての通り、そのまんまじゃないの？オヤジ」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Soon, changing time?”“It`s better we should pay attention to “de facto standard”.
“De facto” something like that, something, what?”“In the fact standard is. The standard of law governance nation is law covering and judging.
The standard of law governance nations is governed, judged by law but on some meaning defacto standard has a case of being super than law governance. Tentative, in front of “governed,
judged by law”, we put a word “officially named”, it turns to “officially named governance,
judgement by law” with which we have done a comparison with “judgement by de facto
standard”, the later one to which we feel more stronger governing, judging power, don`t you?”“Then a de facto standard power super than official law governance, concretely, what?”

“It`s very familiar with you, already. Money, honor, status (=as a historical great person hit
chart record winner) and woman (=as a honey person own by whom cherished, one`s cheer
girls). “Hidden behind aim”, “Who is your marionette operator?” if I say thus, you canunderstand more clearly on your sense?”“Daddy, today` s your performance is detective one.”“As I`m loving detective stories in my childhood.”“Is it correct calling your de facto standard pervert peeping story rather than detective one?”“Ugh, am I peeping Tom? On your recognition?”“Then a little bit funky calling, “Pee, pee, Tommy”. Don`t you love it?”
“You, kiddy guy, you treat me piggy donkey!? I`ll put it aside. I have a story more.”“What? Is it not enough, peeping. Further next, real touching matter?”“Ugh, ugh, No!! Reset!! On summarized, recently I got too much enough, tired of it!!”“Of which real touching tired, also?”“Ugh, ugh, ugh, ugh, No-ow!! Money, honor, status, woman matter tired of!! Too much handtouched, no freshness. Again and again, also? Again, again, again, also? Boo, boo matter
bombers, you!! Don`t you have perfect new one? I`d like to ask. Taking quick, they are called
genius, “they” means big platformers, but such genius is limited within a genre of money
earning level merely not so general, wide field, isn`t it? The level is de facto standard in otherword “black box controlling world” mere making. And out of our image, they are so dark to
get earnings maximum or had been dark hands holder, aren`t they? Tentative, they under thetable mode, tag with duty guys for their de facto standard ranking up, from mal IC tips built
in normal IC tips or malware built in de facto standard application, at the final what will
happen? Anyway, such is too much enough like vomiting. Especially recent. Chat GPT, avatar
matter the same as above. It`s one of topics level on money, status, honor, woman hunting
matters. Perfectly to me, such huge times repeatedly restarted “Rapsody” is enough so overmuch. Even if tentative such repeated “Rapsody” is changed to you tube, avatar on visualmode, it` s mere cosmetic change, for my view. Then I eager to require perfect “New” coming
soon, so strongly.”“Then anytime easily changing, new woman hunting, boo!!, I think, Daddy guy!!”“Ugh, ugh, ug, ug, ugh!!”“Boss, blood pressure up, very danger. Be careful. On your forehead blood pipe can be seen,
is bad danger, is.”“Dear my son, my de facto standard is woman tits and hips tracking?”“Ax, sure, just Wisy-Wig (=what I see, what I get), Mr. pervert Daddy.”

●ミニ「オマケの英語/日本語教室」Today also sorry.

My holding time, my power level, almost nearly equal Zero stock. It`s very hard keeping thiscorner now today also.

本編
2023/6/19「原動力。捨て身、ヤケクソ、ケツ捲り」
副題：尻に火が付きゃ、人走る。
19th June 23“Source of energy is from
“Ok, I`ll accept all, because whatever will be, will be.”Subtitle: While getting fire the butt, human dush, on, on, on.”（For Japanese readers）「原動力。捨て身、ヤケクソ、ケツ捲り」副題：尻に火が付きゃ、人走る。
「今から数百年前、多くの開拓民が英国やアイルランドから北米大陸に渡ったりオセアニ
ア大陸に渡ったり、我が国では明治の初期にブラジルに移民で渡ったりした。其れをみなパイオニアだとか開拓者だとか言って、後日称賛したようだが現実には大分違っていたようだ。要するに本国で食って生きなくなった連中、母国ではどう頑張った処で日の目が見られそうもない連中が、座して死を待つよりここは一発賭けに出ようと渡って行ったのが理にかなった動機のようだ。そもそも船に乗れば新鮮野菜不足で脚気になる可能性大だし、船底
一枚下は地獄の海、それに本当にあるのかどうかさえ分からない陸地目指して船を大洋に漕ぎだしていったんだから、余程切羽詰まらない限りそんなことしっこないよな。「開拓者魂」なんて事であの大洋を渡って行ったはずがない。あの原動力は切羽詰まった身の上から出た、捨て身、ヤケクソ、ケツ捲り以外には考えられないよ」

「オヤジ、又々自分の身の上に重ねて歴史的婉曲をもちいた自己アピールしてない？チト、
ウザイ臭（しゅう）、プンプンみたいよ」「どうしてお前ら、俺の回りの人間は一言素直に「うん、そうだね」とか言わないのかねぇ。
「お疲れ様」も「大変でしたでしょう」も謂わない。言うとすれば「疲れているのはアンタだけじゃない。自分だけそうみたいな顔、するなよな」とか「大変なのはあたしの方がもっと大変なの」とかばっかり。昔は喰い逸れが原因で渡航したのかもしれんが、現代じゃ、素直な一言さえ言ってもらえない事が原因で渡航する奴もいるかもしれんぜ」「じゃ、我が国は第二次移民ブーム来るかもね、そういった人達、可成り居そうだから」「お前、ついさっき其れは俺の自己アピールに過ぎんと言っといて、よくもまぁ、そうしらばっくれて真逆に、ブームに迄持ち上げられるよな」「おれ、元々マスコミ志望だったから。そんなの屁でもないのよ。ノリさえよければ根拠は問わない、その場限りのウケ狙い本願だから」「ウ、しかしそうやって海を渡っても、御多分に漏れずのグローバリゼーションで、何処へ行っても同じ事態ばかりの様な気もするし」「じゃ、スペース X で宇宙にでも飛び出したら」「宇宙に行っても行った先に人間がいるんじゃ、処変われど、品同じ、だろうし」「じゃ、どこならいいのよ？生まれ変わって犬界にいっても小鳥界にいっても、其処でもそれはそれなりに、争いごとは有るんだろうし、不満の種もあり得るし」「煎じ詰めたる処、解なしかぁ。でも、ひょっとするともっと切羽詰まらんと、捨て身、ヤケクソ、ケツ捲り迄行かんのかもしれんなぁ」「シャチョ、今日フードカンパニー、支払い之事」「そっちもかぁ。そっちはもっと切羽詰まってはいるが、相変わらず解がないままよなぁ。
未だ、切羽の詰まり方が足んのやろぅか？はてさて、どうしたもんか、のぅ」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Source of energy is from “Ok, I`ll accept all, because whatever will be, will be.”Subtitle: while the butt getting fire, human dush, on, on, on.”“From now several hundred years ago, so many pioneers from Britain, Ireland went abroad toNorth America, Oceania continents. And in our country at the beginning of Meiji era, also somany Japanese people went over to Brazil as pioneers. To these people they called them
“Pioneer”, and later we praised them, seemed to be that, but in the fact real aspect was looked
like so far difference. On summary, below is the reasonable reason that at the mother land,guys who never could live or eat enough, who took 1% chance rather than waiting for their
death on nothing do, who went abroad to unknown continents. Minimum, on ship, no chance
to get fresh green, then easily falling into vitamin B2 lacking sick and under the ship bottom

wooden board, stays sea hell and more, aim to lands which truly exist or not, although still not
clear yet. Unless the guys so tight, they never took such low hit % trial, bet. True motivation
was not from great “Pioneer spirit”, but from behind zero situation, in other word, the sourceof energy is from “Ok, I`ll accept all, because whatever will be, will be!!”, I never have otherconcepts.”“Ax, Daddy you again and again, while tracing your life, putting on famous history, andappealing own, isn`t it? I feel little bit dull!!”“Why you, around me you, only one word “yes, it is” never can say naturally? Nor “have a rest.”
nor “so hard heavy duty” never say. If you open your mouth, saying below only that “Tiredout guy is not only you but all. Then never wear tired only one guy face,” or “It`s me morethan you, heavy duty matter holding.”
Former, the cause of going abroad was never can stay anymore mother land to live or eat, but
now a day the cause for someone is never can hear cherished words even from nearby
neighbors, might be.”“Then a in our country the 2nd boom of going abroad of pioneers might be coming. Suchthinking holders so many might be here.”“Ax, you double tongue holder, reversible user kid!! Former such is my tracing appeals, justnow such is a signal of boom coming!! Perfect difference.”“Me, originally a candidate of mass communication staff. Then double tongue and reversible
behavior is the basic.”“Ugh!! But even if they go abroad, from globalization, no local characteristics but the samestyle anywhere, I guess.”“Ax, then a try to go up into space by “Space X rockets” or not?”“Even if I go up into space, if already stays human system there, it`s the same as place changed,
contents no changed might be as.”“Then a where you hope? Tentative if you can get reborn on dog or bird world as a member,also there happen troubles or complaining, possibility there may be.”“Finally, no answer, might be. But perhaps unless deeply more falling into severe condition,
falling into no choice option mode, we never turn to possibility 1% hit but anyway bet mode,might be.”“Boss, today final limit for payment to food material company is.”“Ugh, this way also!! This way the most severe, no!! serious mode, but no answer, no solution,
as usual. Is it still not reaching to serious level for turning to yet? Well now, what should wedo!?”●ミニ「オマケの英語/日本語教室」Big lost!!

Yesterday, my Japanese master “Taishou” closed his lunch box shop which is located besides
our restaurant.
Very, very sad and strongly hard for me. Big lost for me!!

本編
2023/6/20「無冠の帝王。楽しく生きるに天賦の才？」
20th June 23“Crownless Emperor. Heaven`s gift holder for enjoyable life keeping?”(For Japanese readers)「無冠の帝王。楽しく生きるに天賦の才？」「なまじ、金があって有名だと税務署の目を恐れにゃいかんし、外も自由に歩けない。無役、無冠がよろしかろう。
いずれ生者必滅会者定離が理なら、只今現在、栄耀栄華を極めておる人類もやがては消え去る。となればいくら偉大な事績を残したところで、その事績を書物也なんなりで目にする奴そのものがいない事になる訳だから、それを目指す事自体、無意味に等しい。で、あれば先々の事を企んでも致し方あるまい。分かっておるのは今だけ。故に、今を嘘掛け値なく満たして生きる、それで十分。その為には、天賦の才有之無冠の帝王。其れがいいのかもしれんなぁ」「鎌倉時代のお侍さん、今、2020 年代、令和の世の中、なんですけどぉ…」「だから、ナニ？」「いや、別に。ただそう気づいたもんだから」「俺もカレンダー位は見る。忠告せんでもいい」「シャチョ、滞留ビザ更新、オネガイね。今度は３年延長じゃなくて５年デネ」「アホンダラ、この店が５年先にあるという保証はない。イヤ、間違いなく保証する等あり
得ようもない」「ウ、＠＠;;;;。♬ヤバシビ、ヤバシビ、ヤバ、ヤバァ、ヤバダバ♬」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Crownless Emperor. Heaven`s gift holder for enjoyable life keeping?”“Half fully, has money, famous, it`ll bring tax office monitoring and forcing freely outsidestrolling never. Then low pressured light money and light status holder might be good.”“If it`s the principal that all creature has end, all meeting has separating, just current now thebiggest star human beings, the same destiny will come to them. And more if it`s true, even if
we can make great legacy left, it`s quite waste because there will be no one stay, who cancheck it
If it so, to spend time to plan or count praising in future for own is also waste or from more
ironical saying comedy the same. The time which we can see is 2Now” only. Then to live withjust size and by apple-to-apple way, just only this is also just enough. For reaching to it,
Heaven`s gift holder for enjoyable life keeping? “Crownless Emperor.” It`s good!!, it mightbe.”“Mr. Samurai !!, in Kamakura Gov. era 1k years ago in Japan, now is 2023rd years, Reiwa 5th,
already 1k years past, you, know?”“Then, what?”“Nothing, in particular. From merely noticing, as it happened.”“Minimum, I have checked calendar. No need advice.”“Boss, visa extension, please. In this time not 3 years extension but 5 years one request, please.”“Dragonfly on the paradise guy, stupid you!! We don`t have guarantee of our restaurant 5
years later certainly will be there. No!! Guarantee for future never be, is.”“Yup, Ugh, @@;;;;, ♬Ugh-ugh, Ugh-ugh, Ugh-ugh, Ugh-ugh, Yappy, Ugh-ugh♬”●ミニ「オマケの英語/日本語教室」Crownless Emperor.

もし、無冠の帝王と言うのがあるなら、18 日に店を閉じたお隣の大将が、その無冠の帝王

かもしれません。
If Crownless Emperor there, 18th June, the day before yesterday closed shop, nearby neighbor
Master is the one who is Crownless Emperor, might be.

本編
2023/6/22「パンツ一丁、屁コキ家族 vs.アスコットタイ、ブレザー家族」
別題：「バカボンのパパ」家族 vs.「パパは何でも知っている」家族（コメント）
本日和文、原稿用紙５枚の長広舌に付き、英語版は別途後日、上梓する予定で御座います。
(comment)
Today, for Japanese readers telling is so long sentences, then for English speaker readers
telling will be later offered on our plans, very sorry Sirs and Madams. Thank you so much!!

「俺の場合 12 年間に渡るうつ病の impact が余りに大きすぎて其の前にあった様々な事が覆い隠されてしまっていた、処がその覆い隠されていた様々な事の中にこそ色んな hint が隠されていたんだが其れと同じ事が我が国の歴史の中でもあるんじゃなかろうか。例えば第二次世界大戦の impact が余りに大き過ぎたが為に、よく我々は「戦前」「戦後」詰り戦争の終結を境目に考えがちだが本当はその前に今に至る流れを決定付ける事項があったんじ
ゃないかと言う気がしている」「何の話だか皆目見当が付かないんだけど」「俺の親父もお袋も、親父の弟の叔父さんも叔母さんも皆大正生まれで昭和生まれじゃない。親父は元々宇宙が大好きで天文学者になりたかったとか、中卒の叔父さんは当時珍しかった薬大卒の叔母さんをかっさらって駆け落ちし後に許されて叔母さんの家の稼業の薬局を継いで事業に大成功した人物だった。親父も叔父さんも養子で同じ家の子なのに姓が違うが元々の親は国内で食い逸れて大陸に渡り駅弁屋を始めた人物だったそうだ。其れに大正時代と言えば我が国の歴史においては珍しく「大正 Roman」「大正 Democracy」の時代でもあった」「何で今日は歴史の講義なの？唐突過ぎてよぅ分らん」「処が昭和に入ると我が国は突然戦争だらけになってしまった。で、観察するにこの頃から

教育方針が変わり始め、結果、あっちと言えばあっちにドドーッ、こっちと言えばこっちにドドーッな体質に変わり始めた気がするのよ。詰り境目は戦前戦後じゃなくて大正と昭和の境目。で、その「あっちと言えばあっち、こっちと言えばこっち」体質は所謂戦前戦後を通して、戦前なら戦争、戦後なら民主主義にドドーッ、ドドーッって。いずれも大正生まれ
じゃなくて昭和元年生まれ以降の特質」「じゃ、昭和生まれが戦後に築いた今の民主主義そのものが悪いの？」「ゃない。大正で生まれた何らかの「芽」が第二次大戦の終結以前にもう摘み取られてしまっていて終戦は表層雪崩でしかなかった。表面上は「トントントンからりっと隣組密告網」の戦時体制から「個人優先」の解放民主主義になったが是は錦の御旗のコスメチェンジ、化粧替えだけで本質的には既に出来上がっていた「あっちと言えばあっち、こっちと言えばこっちの右へ倣え、金太郎飴体質」の上塗りに過ぎなかった、のじゃないかって」「だとして其れがオヤジの親父や叔父さんの話とどう関係あるのよ。遠回り過ぎてよぅ分らん」「親父も叔父さんもその又親父さんなんかも或意味「ロマン」の人だった訳よ。それと親父も叔父さんも夏、家の中じゃ「パンツ一丁、風呂の中では大声で歌い、辺り構わず屁をこき捲るタイプ」だった」「其れって超時代錯誤の今のオヤジみたいジャンよ」「其れが非難されて変わったのがあのアメリカテレビドラマ「パパは何でも知っている」だったのよ。何でも知っていて優しくて、家の中でもアスコットタイにブレザーを着ているパ
パ」「カッコいいジャン」「当時俺もそう思った。パンツ一丁屁コキ捲りオトッツァンがドン臭く野暮に見えて仕方なかった」「今、家の中でパンツ一丁で屁をこき捲くる「パパ」なんていないよ。そんな事をしたら「ママ」と「子供達」から総スカンで、馘言い渡されちゃうよ」「だろ!!」「何ヨ、その「将に我が意を得たり、ウッシッシ」みたいな顔」「要するに家の中でもブレザー来てなきゃいけない様な生活になっちゃったのよ。テレビ
ドラマの外見だけ真似て。家の中がむしろドラマのオンエアーみたいな状態になっちゃって家に帰ってもドラマ舞台である以上、屁はこけないおしっこも我慢してなきゃいけない状態になっちゃった。だから全然くつろげない。このドラマを機に更に「あっちと言えばあっち、こっちと言えばこっち」が加速した様な気もする。戦争終結よりも一本のアメリカドラマの方が余程インパクトがあった様な」「未だ分んないよ。オヤジの親父と叔父さんへの繋がり」「なんか格好は悪いが俺の親父や叔父さん世代の方が余程自由だった様な気がしたのよ。
其のパンツ一丁、屁コキ捲りを其れこそ「どぅって事、ナイわよ。屁でもないわ」位にしか思わなかったお袋や叔母さん。タイプは違うがお袋は親父が死んだら後追い自殺するなんて物騒な表現で、叔母さんは、末っ子が交通事故で死んで叔父さんが腑抜け状態になった時、独りで店、切り盛りしたし。なんか今に比べて余程共支えで気が置けなかった様に思えて些か羨ましくなったって言うのが今日のお話」「じゃ、オヤジがやっている今の傍若無人行為は爺ちゃんや叔父さんのある意味「復刻版」
なの？でも、オヤジ、是だけは勘弁よ。俺の前で屁をこくのだけは。ホント宇宙の彼方へドン引きする位、屁臭すぎるから」♬バホ♬「ウ」「シャチョ、ゲホゲホ」「にしても昭和元年から始まり未だ脈々と流れる地下水脈の、隠れ同調圧力呪縛をお前らに渡す前に俺の世代で何とか解かにゃイカンなぁ。Hint は親父たち世代の中にあるかもしれん」

本編
23rd June 23“60es Japanese family vs. 60es American family
background in TV on air dramas”(comment)
The day, for Japanese readers telling is so long sentences, then for English speaker readers
telling will be later offered on our plans, we announced. This one is the announced English
type. Thank you so much.

(For English speaker readers)

“Title: “60es Japanese family vs. 60es American family background in TV on air dramas”“In my case of 12years range period mental sick had stayed there. Then the so long period
stayed impact was much stronger, from it all any events before mental sick had been coveredby it and never can see and notice never. But rather than inside it which had been covered solong time, have been stayed many valuable hints. Then just now getting hints in other word,
suspicions from it above one. One pf the suspicions in the history of our country, on discussing,
we put a period on world war Ⅱ, and say world war Ⅱbefore, after because of world war Ⅱ
impact so, so huge was. But this recognition or judgement, is it correct? I have been doubting.
Tentative before war Ⅱ, already had come out other principal element, I doubt, I guess now.”“What kind of story? Perfectly never can imagine.”“My Dad and Mom, and My Dad`s younger bro. uncle and aunt were born in Taisho era, notin Showa era.
Originally or My Daddy had loved space observation and wanted to be professional
astronomer, or Daddy`s bro. My Uncle loved My Aunt who was at the time very rare woman
graduated from medicine institute and My Uncle hit and run away with her, after it, Bothwere permitted from her parents who operated pharmacy and then they began to operated
the pharmacy and got big success in their city.
My Daddy and Uncle both were “adopted child” into different family, then Family name wasdifferent. But direct blood parents were independent merchant who never could live in our
original country space, then went abroad continent and started business there, My Daddy said
to me. And more information, Taisho was, as our country`s history, very rare era, called“Taisho Romanticism”, “Taisho democracy” era also.”“Why today the lecture of subject history of Japan? Not understandable, absolutely!! Daddy!!”“But entered and stepped into Showa era, our country held many wars against around. And
from my observations for around, generally have held such conclusion from it, it is that at thetime educational direction got changed and after from it, the tendency of “copy the right,
same it on!!” mode had begun already at the time before far more, earlier than world warⅡ, I
guess. On summarized, the changing border line was not world war Ⅱ before, after but
Taisho era, Showa era border line near here stayed, I guess. And far more from this the same
behavior forced and they smoothly accept, the tendency, before warⅡ, rushed into War, after
war Ⅱ, rushing into democracy!! Both common tendency from Sowa era guys and later guys`
characteristics.”“Then a, the democracy which the people who was born in Showa era, settled was just wrong,wasn`t it? You want to say?”“No!! Something sprout which had come out in Taisho era already had taken off out, then end

of war Ⅱ change was mere surface phenomena. On the surface, looked like change fromunder the war spy pressured mass-society to open democratic individual-society, but in truth
it was mere cosmetic change level. In other word, already planted tendency of “copy yourright!!” (Japanese elementary schools used word) was made one layer up, it might be, I guess.”“If your observation is correct, but how to link Grampa and your uncle? Perfect nounderstandable for me, also now. Because it`s so far around.”“My Daddy, Uncle and their father were on some meanings “Romanticist”. And additionallyon other hand, their behavior in their house in front of their family members very relax mode,for example, wearing trunks only, in the bathtub singing with loud voice, had done fart, baho,baho, straightly without courtesy but freely type guys. All from their relax inside family.”“It looks like just copy of you, era misunderstanding person you, Daddy!!”“The changing trigger of this style which from against call of women and children was at thetime very popular TV drama the title “Daddy knows best”, the dad always wearing ascot tie,
tailored jacket even inside house in front of family members.”“Ax, nice dad!!”“At the time I felt also. Vs. only wearing trunks, fart trumpet style looked like savage for me.”“Now a day none there such style behaving dads. If behave such, from moms and children,
will be shut out and will get fired, maybe.”“Sure, correct!!”“What!? Are you expecting for my such reaction?”“On summarized, even inside home they or we were falling into the life which required always
wearing formal style like “Daddy knows best” dad copying. And although it was on air program,
inside home changed to TV studio or stage the same, then never could have done taking toilet
time or farts trumpet freely. Then no time relax, always tension.
From this TV drama, furtherly more, tendency of “copy your right” got settled, enhanced,
basic in our society, I feel.”“Still not understand, concerning to the link to your Daddy generation!!”“Although that generation bad looks, but inside them rather than current us, much more free,might be. I felt. And their Madams, although in front of them, while seeing wear trunks only,
freely farts anywhere, murmuring 2 nothing, tiny, like a babble matter. Each Madam the typewas different, My Mom took the way which if Daddy will die, I`ll follow him by suicide taking,My Aunt took the way which the time when their youngest son by traffic accident just in frontof their pharmacy killed, Uncle got mind down, but the partner Ancle, operated pharmacy
alone. It looked strong bind and co-supporting, then little bit I felt envy for them, the story of
today, is.”“Then a what you behave, unbelievable your behavior is the copy of them? But Daddy

minimum this one stop!! In front of me, your farts. Very strong smell, almost like the level
pulled back to end of Space.!!”♬Baho♬“Ugh”“Boss, Ugh, Ugh, Strong!!”“By the way, but from 1st year of Showa era until now, continuously flowing river underground
unseemly, in other word “hidden pressure of “copy your right!!”, before handing to yourgeneration over, we, our generation should resolve the strong bad binding over, at least, ourminimum responsibility, I think.”

本編
2023/6/25「あぁ数字。されど数字、また数字。
他になんかないのかね？」
25th June 23“Anyway, numerals, numbers, counting, ranks.
Don`t you have any others?”

Tired of(For Japanese readers)「あぁ数字。されど数字、また数字。他になんかないのかね？」「みんな数字だ。金額の大小、人数の多少、人気の高低。其れは数字が一番分かり易いからだ。説明するのに一番短くて、しかも一目で即わかる。科学的客観的且つ嘘がない様にも見える。だから皆「いい数字」を取ろうとする。見せようとする。そこで実際にいい数字が示せないときに作り事をする。所謂「粉飾」だ。
「いい数字」と言うのは何かと言えば具体的には「インパクトのある数字」だ。インパクトを他の言葉で言えば「圧倒的」「比類なき」「他を寄せ付けない」と言えばもっと分り易いかもしれない。此のインパクトある数字で大抵の人心、人流は動く。
「圧倒的量は質的変化を齎す」とも言われる。だから皆、量を追う。
嵩を求める。しかし、人間社会ではない、人為でもない、世の中の自律的メカニズムはそれとは流れを事にする気がする。量では動いていない気もするし、量的に目に見えるようになった時点でもう遅い気もする。株買いで言う処の「噂で買ってニュースで売る」のに近いのではなかろうか。事の始まりは大事件ではなく、誰もあまり気に留めない様な些細な変化か
ら始まっているんじゃなかろうか？」「何が言いたいの？今日は。相変わらず禅問答爺さんだよね、オヤジ。突然「喝!!」とかいって、その後「呵呵大笑」なんて言わないでよ。おぞましいから」「何かに誘導しようとしている訳でも、教えを垂れようとしている訳でもないのよ。でも、最近、我々は大きな見落としや見過ごしに起因する全くの思い込みや勘違いをしていないだろうかって、しきりに思うのよ。余りにも当たり前こそ「ホンマかいな？」と一から疑わんといかんのとチヤウか？で、取り敢えず何かをやってみる。やってみない事には、なんも、
感触、得られんし」「で、何か分かったの？」「うんにゃ、未だ、なぁんも」「アホクサ。じゃ、分ってから言ってよ。其処迄暇じゃないんだから」「シャチョ、少し休んだ方がイイアル。目の下、少し黒いアル」「黒子の目の下は黒いのよ。ワカル？」「黒子(Kuroko)、crocodile ワニの事アルカ？」「目の下が、増々黒くなる」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Anyway, numerals, numbers, counting, ranks. Don`t you have any others?”“Everything is numerals. Money amount much or less, Human heads many or few, Popularity
rank hi or low, counts, numbers, ranking, all numerals. Because numeral is the mostunderstandable. For explaining, the shortest, at one glance, people at once understanding.
And seems to be scientific, logical, objective, no containing lies. Then everyone tries to get“good numerals”, tries to show to others up. But at the time the one can`t get or can`t showup, the one makes dummy, to make it wearing high heels the same.
“Good numerals” mean concretely saying that with impact giving one. In other word, super,
hyper, no comparable, no race making ones. “One shot shocking numeral” using the wordmight be more understandable.
By using this numeral with impact, it makes minds or flows of almost human moving or
motivating. And they say that no comparable huge amount invites quality changing. Theneveryone is tracking and trying to get amounts.

But standalone, independent, automatic mechanism in this world, which is not belonging toour human society, has quite different movement, I guess from my observations. Running nor
by amounts nor in time when noticed amounts already seen huge, it`s too late. On stock
market said that buy from rumor, sell from news, nearly equal might be.
Beginning of event is not big event but unseen, no noticed from anyone, tiny event is just thesignal of changing, perhaps might be or not?”“What do you want to say, Daddy?” As usual your murmuring is holding no understandable,
mysterious zone inside. Suddenly “Open your eyes!!” and after it, starting “lol”, please stop it
such, because Odd!!”“I have no plan of tempting, inviting to something nor teaching something. But recently, I feelthat we might have been passing over mis, watching trough mis then misrecognizing,
misunderstanding fallen into, might be, I feel strongly, sharply, recently. Just commonsense
should be doubted, we should or not? And then anyway we start trying something because no
have done, no have known, no touching sense.”“By the way, something you found out?”“Nope. Still not anything yet.”“Don`t be silly!! Please say after your finding out. I have not so much leisure time!!”“Boss, take a little bit long time rest. Under your eyes area looks like little bit darkish.”“Dark shadow man (in Japanese we say “Kuroko”)`s under eyes area is always likely to getdark, you know?”“Boss, “Kuroko” in Japanese, crocodile the same?”“You make me dark more. Very long way, sigh!!@@;”

本編
2023/6/26「今日も続くよ、押し問答。納得レベルにゃ程遠く…」
26th June 23“Today too, run, run Q & A. Answer too far, far, reach the enough.”(For Japanese readers)「今日も続くよ、押し問答。納得レベルにゃ程遠く…」「必ずしも大きいもの、力の強いもの、数の多いものが生き残るとは限らない。現に人を含む哺乳類は体も小さく、力も弱く、数もそれほど多くはなかったのに生き延びた。反対に体が大きく、力も強く、地球上を席巻する程数の多かった恐竜の方が滅んでしまった。その境目が何だったかと言えば、要するに「適者生存」の範囲の中だったか否かだろう。
範囲外として、小さく少ないものは「絶滅危惧種」等と言われて頭にすんなり入り易いが、大きく強く数の多いものとなるとなかなかイメージしにくい。しかしどうも「過ぎたるは及ばざるに如かず」の様な気がする。恐竜だけじゃなく人間界でも版図を広げ過ぎたモンゴル
帝国初め多くの帝国が滅んだ。現代では GAFAM と言われる巨大テック企業が、なかなか身動きが取れなくなりつつある。翻って身近な例で見ても、金持ちになって本人一代で大豪邸を建てたはいいが、その子や孫はその豪邸を維持するだけで大変になってしまう。維持する為に悪いことに手を出したりするかもしれない。まぁ、そこ迄は行かずとも、子や孫の為を思って財産を残し過ぎると子や孫が油断から腐ってしまう場合も多々あるだろう」「今日も又自己弁護？自分の小ささ弱さの正当化、とかじゃないでしょうね。だったらもう聞き飽きているし、見苦しいから、止めてチョ」「うんにゃ。この前から言っている「数」の話だ。特に人間界の場合、常に業績、株価の右肩上がり。常に拡大、成長。そうでなくなるとすぐ様周りは「陰りが見え始めた」「伸び代もあとわずかか」「そろそろ手を引いた方がよさそうだ」「次の食い扶持をさがそう」と言いつつ段々離れていく。しかしよく観察すると、遣っている当事者よりも、周りがそうさせているんだ。周りの評価の元と言えば単純に「数や量の大きい方がいい」という事でしかない。
なので、当事者は盛んに数や量的拡大を追い求める事になる。そして成長率が下がり始めると周りは引いていく。だとしたら周りが引く前に、自ら無理な成長指向を抑えた方が賢くはないだろうか？と思い始めている訳よ。人類成長を適者生存範囲内に収める。人類成長を存続可能範囲にも収めるべく、その礎である地球環境を考えれば、外部放出エネルギーを減らす為に数量を追わず、逆に単位当たりの質を上げて外部には出ない代わりに内在エネルギ
ーの総和は外部放出削減分と経済的均衡を保てる様に工夫をするとか」「行っている事はご立派なんだけど、で、具体的には何ヨ？其の具体策でこっちにも恩恵が来るんでしょうね？」「未だ分らん。そう、急かしなさんなって。此処まで来るだけでも大変だったんだから」「誰も考えてくれなんて頼んでないんだけど」「頼まれる前に提供するのが商売だろうに、ヨ」「減らず口叩くのが商売なんじゃなくて？オヤジってガマの油売り実演販売とかペテン師にしたらかなりの者になれると思うんだけど」「シャチョ、ベリ、デンジャラスマン」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Today too, run, run Q & A. Answer too far, far, reach the enough.”“It isn`t fixed that big one, strong one, race of so many can get survival or get left. Exactly
animals which contain human beings were not big, small, not so many, but could survive. Vasa
versa on opposite, saurus which were huge, strong, so many to get occupied surface of land,but got destroyed. What`s the borderline of selection, that is within had stayed “the matched
one the survived one” inside or outside. As a under bar small or few creatures, called “almost
soon disappeared race”, we can easily imagine, but over bar big or strong creature not so easily
can imagine. But I guess too much over nearly equal too less or too short to reach the same as.
Not only saurus but also human being world, in our histories, many empires which over
expanding land area, later soon, fallen into not well running and got disappeared. In current
now a day era, called GAFAM big tech enterprises are forced to not well running. Turning toour familiar commodity world, although settling big house up after becoming rich man, his or
her children or grandsons, granddaughters will have possibility of falling into difficult
management to keep it. For keeping its outlook, might be taking dirty choice.
Well, not reaching to so deep, but to be left too many assets for their children and theirchildren`s children, that sometimes make them weaken or rotten because ofmisunderstanding from over safety, such cases so many we have possibility.”“Today also your own guarding? Perhaps, is it authorized your own tiny and weakness, isn`t
it? If it so, too many times I already heard and looks like ugly, then please stop it, Daddy!!”“Nope, it`s the story of concerning to numerals which from at the time I have said. Especially,in the case of human society, always, without once interval, forcedly required business results,
stock market prices get raising up towards right direction continuously. Also expanding also
growing up. If it can`t be kept, at once around them will begin to murmur that little bit coveredby shadow or growing up allowance might be short or it`s the time coming to leave away or
let`s look for next hi performance, while murmuring, their getting left away.
But while observing deeply, surrounding guys getting forced it rather than having done guys.
The source of reputation from surrounding guys is simply that numerals, amounts lager isbetter, the all. Then having done persons are falling into the situation of tracking numerals,
mass expanding, surely with rush, rush mode.
And while growing up speed getting down, surrounding guys getting left away one by one,time by time. If it`s true, before surrounding guys get left away, saving the power of overclimbing to growth mountain is smarter rather than following behind or not? I have begun toinspirate. Save human society growing up within “the matched one the survived one” area.
And although while thinking for saving human society growth within sustainability area, while
keeping our platform, the environment of the earth, for reducing used gas out, never tracking
amounts, on opposite while no gas out quality up per a unit, bater economic power down,
inner staying quality power covering the lacks from reducing, and should be balanced, such a
way A.S.A.P should find out, might be or more, so on.”“Your story looks like very dynamic and great. But what and how concretely? And from yourconcrete plan, the harvest we can get it on our side? A?”“Sorry, still not yet. Stop so quick. Because reaching here has been so hard!!”“No one ask you think about.”“Ax, problem, before be asked, from our side offering is the king road of business!!, isn`t it?”“Your story always ends by smoky bale. Is it your heaven`s gift talent? If it so, your just fit
profession might be a scammer or bluff talker and you might be getting so hi class position on
the field.”“Boss, you are a very dangerous man.”

本編
2023/6/27「混迷更に深まり、ヌ？」
27th June 23

Title: “Confusions have gotten further deep? what?”(Above from on internet site unknown person`s message.

(For Japanese readers)Writer Me don`t have rights reserved.)「混迷更に深まり、ヌ？」「この世の歴史と言うのはよくよく観察してみると全て「前の前提」が突如崩れた事の連続であることが分かって来た。
「盤石」だと思っていた前提。盤石を更に強固にすることを「足場固め」と言うが、その固めた心算の足場がいとも簡単に崩れてしまう事の連続だった。その足場固めとか前の前提と言うのを別の角度から見れば「既得権」「常識」と言ってもいいかもしれない。既得権と言うと皆忌み嫌い、批判しがちだが常識と言うと皆、余り疑う事をしない。何故なら常識は全ての「前提」だから、それを疑い出したら物事が成り立たないし、
そこ迄行かずとも、物事の流れが滞ってイライラが高じてしまうから、敢えて疑わない側面もある。しかし常識と既得権が元は同じものだとすると矢張り疑ってかかる必要がある様な気もする。何が同じかと言うと「無暗にしがみ付く心象」だ。国語辞典的に言えば「溺れる者は藁をも掴む」とか「命綱」とか言う謂い方もある。しかし「無暗」は「無暗」で非論理的だ。「しがみ付く」も「しがみ付く」で殺生与奪の権が全て相手側、外的状況側に渡ってしまっているから、この二つを掛け合わせるとこれ程心もとないものもない事になる。そのメカニズムと発生可能性を知ったうえでの対応準備が「危機管理」の根本だろう。もっと分り易く言えば今ある殆どの物がバブルだと思いなして、成る丈イリュージョンや過度の依存、期待値ばかりが膨らみ過ぎのバブルを排して、前提の下の、そのまた下の目立たぬ地味に足を着けて立とうとする試みともいえる」「ムズイ。ムズクて、退屈だ。何かもっと具体的に言えないの？面白おかしく、と迄はいかなくてもいいからさ」「今、人間社会を牛耳っているのは半導体でも金融システムでも物流システムでもＩＴでもない。何のことはない「電気」だ。是がなければ上記の４アイテムは全て成り立たない。
或いはこの地球にも限りがある。アフリカまで開拓し尽くしたらその先がない。となれば他の生存可能な星を探す事になる。宇宙開発が加速するのは「安価な宇宙旅行」なんて言うお祭り騒ぎの為じゃない。だから目のはしっこい奴は現時点最大の殺生与奪の権の根幹である「電気」と「宇宙」に目を向けて、その根元を牛耳ろうとしている筈だ。少なくとも chat
GPT も Avatar も宇宙開発も「電気」がなければ全て架空の絵空事、砂上の楼閣になってしまうし」「ちょっとは面白い話カモ。意外な展開で。でもそれはお話としてであって、その先何？て言えば、何もないじゃないのよ」「お前、どうしていつもそう、せっつく訳？」「シャチョのウーマン、セツコ言うアルカ？」「お前、どうしていつもそう、混乱させる訳？」「コンラン、ドスケベビッチ、ゼツリンコフ、之事アルカ？」「ウ、ウ、ウ」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Confusions have gotten further deep? what?”“While checking the history in this world from my observations, on coming out all happenings
are series of sudden death of previous normal. Such a normal, we have regarded it to bepermanently fixed. And we usually call to make it much stronger that, “getting solid forstanding place”, but the place we had regarded it to be fixed easily gets lost, such series has
been usual, obviously noticing.
To such a getting solid for standing place or previous normal, counting to it from other angle,
checking, we might be saying in other word, “already gotten rights”, “common sense”.
Called “Already gotten rights” is disliked and is likely to be given anti-opinions but called“common sense”, almost no one hold doubts because common sense is the origin of all, thenif we doubt it, nothing will be constructed or still not reach to that, flows of matters or issues
not smoothly run, that will cause the irritation of us, then it has an aspect of consciously no
doubting tendency.
But “common sense” and “already gotten right”, tentative the original source of both side thesame, we should hold doubts for them from the first.
Then a what`s both the same? My answer is mind tendency of before thinking or less thinking,to tackle or to cling to each of them. By dictionary style saying that “even grab a strow on thepond floating when getting sunk gown.“ or “final life guard rope”.
But less thinking for judging own important matter isn`t logical and to cling to them, is thesame as out of us depending all on, in other word give to others the rights of your future
selecting, then if above two will be one bind, it`ll cause very serious upsets for us. It might bea base to build competitive plan after knowing the mechanism and possibility of happenings
ratio, such is called “crisis controlling management.”
From easier understandable saying, while regarding almost of all to bubbles, getting fat off forslim from illusion, over depending on, over expectant bubbles and after it as possible as wecan, trying to stand directly on the no-colored natural naked land by own foot, it`ll be better,
I can say, also.”“Difficult, very difficult and boring story, yours, Daddy. Something else more concrete
explanation or allegory, don`t you have anymore? No require funny, joking full ones, me nosay!!”“Now, current our human society is controlled by not IC nor financial system nor logistics
system nor IT industries. It`s a very simple, “Electricity” is. If we lack it, above 4 items, evenone of 4 never be settled, never run.
Or our planet has limit. After developing Africa continent, later one won`t staying. From it,
if this tentative is correct, it`ll invite searching our living possible new planet. Space
developing chase getting heat up is not for low-cost space journey for rich man. Then a very
sensitive, quick reaction holding guy should glance and aim to electricity and space field which
is on current world the strongest power rights for our lives, and then try to occupy the root of
harvest tree., maybe.
At least, if chat GPT or Avatar lack electricity, all of them are illusion, castle on the sand desert
the same as, maybe.”“Little bit interesting, might be because of my imagination outside. But this interesting is asa story, further going your offer what? Nothing stays, that`s all!!”“Why you so too much pushing, always? A?”“Boss, your girlfriend, called pussy cat?”“Why you so make story jammed? A? You two cooks!!”“Which jam? Orange? Strawberry? Peanuts butter? Which?”“Ugh, ugh, ugh!!”本編
2023/6/28「どうぞ、お好きに」
28th June 23

Title: “Please as you like.”（Above left one is from google free stocks, right one is from unknown person`s on internet.
Both no have rights reserved, me)（For Japanese readers）「どうぞ、お好きに」「前にも一度言ったが、俺の親父が「行くなら最も困難な道を選べ」と言ったのは、要するに「最も誰も選びそうもない道を行け」と言ったのと同じことなのだろうな。仮に簡単な道がハードル高 1 として、ハードルが低ければ参加者が殺到する。その参加者が仮に 100 人だとすれば 100 人と争うエネルギーとそのハードル高を掛け合わせた総使用エネルギー量が 1x100 の 100。一方最も困難な道の方は最初のハードル高が 100 だとして、参加者は自分以外精々一人くらいだろうから 100x1 で総使用エネルギー量は同じく 100。要するに最初に飛びつき易いものは出口までの道のりが長く、最初に飛びつきにくいものは最初を超えさえすれば出口まで案外すんなり行けるっていう事なのかもしれないな。とすれば、この前も謂ったが一見精神論訓話としか思えない俺の親父の言は案外科学的にも理にかなっているのかもしれんで」「オヤジ、肝心な事忘れているよ。世の中物好きは多い。自分だけブッ千切りと思っていても、案外皆同じこと考えていて、必ずや同じフィールドに立つものが出てくる。或いはもう誰か先を行っているかもしれない。とすれば最初のハードル高が 100、で参加者が 20 としても総使用エネルギーは 2000 なんてとんでもないものになるよ。一番貧乏くじ引いている事にならないかって事」「だとすれば答えは一つ。参加者を極力減らす為に更にハードルを上げる事だな。反対に最初のハードルが低いものを選んだチームはもっと参加者が増える事を想定しておいた方がイイのかもしれない。当初の見立てに違い、後者は参加者が多く全体像が見えにくい為、不測の事態に流される傾向から長期間泥沼化し易く、前者は参加者が少なく視界が開け、自分なりの計を立て易い分、案外短期間でクリアできる様な気もする。兎に角俺は「混みあった処」も嫌いだし「自分のペースを見失うのも」ヤダから死んだ爺ちゃんの言に従う方を選ぶだろうな」「ウ、どうぞ、お好きに」「マリリンは「お熱いのがお好き？」之事アル」「オヤジ、マリリンてぇ、誰？」「モンローウォークのマリリンモンロー」「そっかぁ。オヤジが行きつけの町田プレイスポットのねぇちゃんの事じゃ、ないんダァ…。
オヤジ、その娘（こ）の名前、同じマリリンと言うんじゃなかったっけ」「先ず、お前に渡す第一情報のハードルだけでも、取り敢えず高くする、ベさ」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Please as you like.”“Former once, I already said, my Daddy`s saying that while taking the way, the most difficult
and the hardest one, take!!” might be meaning of the same which take the way almost anyone
is not likely to select.
From tentative calculation, a hurdle level of easy going way is 1, while hurdle level is low, manyjoiners rushing into and getting crowded. The tentative counts of joiners are 100, the energyof used competition against 100 joiners is 100, then total used energy is hurdle level 1 xcompeting energy 100=1 x 100=100.
On other hand, in the case of going the hardest way taking, while also tentative count of the
1st hurdle level 100, max counts of joiners, except me tentative 1, 100 x 1=total used energy
is=100 the same as former item.
In other word, at the entrance easily taking one is road length to exit very far, on other hand,at the entrance very hard one, if the entrance can be clear, later can go forward smoothly toexit, like this or more.
If it will be correct, former I said, My Daddy`s saying might be not from spiritual story but

scientific origin, might be.”“Daddy, you missed the core. On the human world, different way takers so many than our
pre-counting. While you, counting own yourself in a so early time dushing comparison withothers, in a fact, exactly the persons who standing on the same field will be coming out. Or
already someone going forward so far ahead, might be the fact you have missed or not?
If it`s correct judge, fact true calculation is 1st hurdle index 100, and tentative counts of joiners
20, 100 x 20=2000 might be correct calculation? If it so, you have possibility of the worst
choice taking.”“And one more again saying from my side if it`s correct, as a response, answer is just one
below.
For reducing counts of joiners, to make hurdle level more up. On opposite side, the teamwhich at the first step, taking easy going way, low height hurdle takers, might be holding
forecast that counts of joiners will be increasing than first forecast, might be better.
Being different from first forecast, although later team joiners so many, then never can soclearly seeing with bird`s view, it has tendency of easily flowing and then length long.
But former type joiners so few, then easily can get wide view and from it can be easily planningby own style, then can clear the hurdle shorter time than pre-forecasted time, I guess.
Anyway, I dislike crowded spaces and add on dislike lost my pace running, then I`ll be likely
to select my lost Daddy`s saying direction, maybe.”“Ugh, as you like, please.”“Marilyn was loving “Some like it hot”!! it.”“Daddy, who the Marilyn?”“Monroe-walk” starter, beginner, Marilyn Monroe is.”“Ax, it`s not your playmate in Machida play spot girl, Marilyn not the same. But the nameMarilyn as same as, isn`t it, Daddy?”“Anyway, first and at least first information which I announce to you, I`ll make the hurdle hi
up, will do!!”,本編
2023/6/29「兎に角、ヤなの」
29th June 23

Title: “Anyway, no hope,”(For Japanese readers)「兎に角、ヤなの」「小さい頃な、近道ってツマンナそうって思った事があったな」「何でヨ？其れってなんか変なんじゃないの？一般的には」「普通の道は確かに遠回りで、近道は楽でいいけど、普通の道をちゃんと通らないとなんか
見落としちゃった様な、見逃しちゃった様な。エラク損だしツマンナイ気もしたんだな、何故か。
其れに近道だとコレマタ楽には楽だが、その分力付かない様な気もしたし。いくら近道だって言ったって、所要時間 0 って訳じゃないだろ？単にその一回だけ、短いだけだとしたら
やっぱり正規に時間かけた方が「近道で力が付かなかったからまたやり直して来い」って何回も言われるより気分的にもいい気がしたし」「やっぱ、オヤジってなんか変なのよね。なんかついて行けない処、あんのよ。自分の実の親ながら」「時間山ほどあったのに、何で大学の時、車の免許取らなかったの？て会社の皆からよく言われたが、車だとスーッと通り過ぎちゃって、途中をじっくり観察できなくなる気がして、何となく取りそびれちゃった。それに歩くのも好きだったし。俺にはそれがフツーの事だったから、改めてそう言われてもなぁ」「オヤジって、変人博物館でもあれば、そこで飾って貰ったら？」「と言われても商売あるし」

「金儲け、ド下手くそみたいなのに、何で始めたのよ」「さぁ、其れも」「話にならんね」「ムスコサン、シャチョ、ドスケベ、アル。心配ナイ之事」「此処、どぅいぅ世界なのヨ？」「兎に角、ご立派とか簡単すぎるのは、ヤなの」「変人」「兎に角、ヤなの」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Anyway, no hope,”“In my childhood, I had a time of feeling shortcut is boring, I might be gotten bored, I thought.”“Why? It`s little bit strange feeling, generally.”“Vs. ordinary general road is far around, shortcut way is we can be going easy. From my feeling,
if I took shortcut way, I might be missing important, enjoyable matters located on the ordinary
general road, then I felt got big loss and got bored, why some.
And add on shortcut way is so easy, but felt true content power I never could get, also. Even
if shortcut is called short, taking time “0” never. If it`s at the time once short, it`s better
feeling to take standard time from the first than later so many times get required to retry
because you got missed and passed standard.”“On my summary, you, Daddy little bit strange, why some. Somehow you have what I nevercan follow with you, although you are my original father.”“Although you had so much hours in you university era, why you hadn`t taken car license?
From later worked company staffs asked many times, but if while driving road on the car,never can be getting many info details aside road or will be missing because of so quick passing
through of car running speed, I felt. And I loved walking slowly. It has been ordinary naturalfor me, then if I`m asked from you…”“Daddy, if there a museum of strange character holders, would you be placed?”“But I`m holding current business operation.”“Money hunting, you so bad, why you started business?”“Well, now, also…”“No to be continued!!”“Mr. Son, Boss is “Special Pervert Star”!! Don`t worry, is.”“What kind of world, here, A?”“Anyway, looks like too much formal, official or too much easy one, no hope to take!!”“Astro Guy!!”“Anyway, no hope（=Nope）!!”（注１）
文中 Astro Guy とありますのは、鉄腕アトムの英訳”Astro boy”のモジリです。Astro boy は
正義の味方で立派なのですが、此処で言う”Astro Guy”はどちらかと言うと「天文学的に妙な奴」位の意味だとお考え下さいませ。
（注２）
最後に no hope と書いたところ、突然 Nope(邦訳：うんにゃ、ヤ)は no hope（望まない）の短縮形なのではないかと思いましたので、一筆啓上。

本編
2023/7/1「X デー、ちかし？」
1st July 23

Title: “X-day, has come closer, nearby here?”(For Japanese readers)「X デー、ちかし？」「20 年程前うつ病のセラピーされた時にセラピストが「貴方は何もしなくていいんですよ。
其処に居るだけで有難い存在なんだと思って下さいね」と言われた。そのせいで快癒した訳
じゃないが、うつ病をある程度クリアできた後に今度は「言葉にせずとも、命令をせずとも頭の中で思うだけで、機械がその意を汲んで願望を実現してくれる様な時代が来る」と言う話を聞いた。是を繋合せると人は「何もしないでも思い通りの事が実現でき、しかもそうしながら、ほっておいても周りから自分はこの世になくてはならない存在だと崇め奉られ、評価が鰻上りに上がっていく」要は「何もしないで人気者」である事を願っている。其れに対して俺が言うのは正反対だ。
「苦労しろ。最も困難な道を選べ。選んだとしても、前回言ったように「最終的な成功の確率は上がるかもしれないが、必ずしも成功する訳ではない。仮に成功しなかったとしても、トライして行ける処迄兎に角進んだという事で納得するしかない」なんて言ったら恐らく、イヤ、確実に誰からも賛同を得られないのは当然だろう。だが良くも悪くも何かをしない限り何も起り得ない」「分っているなら言うのを止めたら？特に自分の子供には。他の父さんが皆、楽をしろ、って言っていたのにオヤジだけは、苦労しろ、って。ほとほと困り果てたんだから、中学時代」

「人類を滅ぼす要因として二つあるそうだ。一つは核戦争。そして今一つは AI。
核は人の外側から、AI は人の内側からだ。
AI が人を滅ぼすというのは人が肝心な思考や試行部分を機械に任せて自分でしようとしなくなるからだ。脳が退化し殺生与奪の権も全て機械に移る。気付くに遅い「茹でガエル的安楽死」一丁上がり。
AI で現在の仕事、job でも work でも task でもいいんだが兎に角今の仕事の 40％が消えてなくなり「人々が職を失う」処の騒ぎじゃない。
200 年前産業革命の機械の登場で人々が職を失った時、経済生活レベル回復迄に 70 年掛かったそうだが今回は其れすらなくて全失の可能性が出て来てしまったって事。もう戻らな
いかもしれんって事ヨ。
恐竜の天下から哺乳類の天下になり、哺乳類の一種である人類の天下になって以降、30 万年前にホモサピエンスが火や石器等の道具を発明して以来、向かう処敵なしの「新人世」の世が今だとすると今度は機械が天下を取る「テクノ新世」になってしまうかもしれんって事でもある訳。
新人世の今は人が機械を使って天下を動かすがテクノ新世では其れすらなくなって将に機械が人を動かすんだよ。
ジョージ・オーウェルが書いた「1984 年」のあれは未だビッグブラザーが人で、監視網は未だ道具だったと仮定できるが、テクノ新世ではビッグブラザー（仮に人であると定義）す
ら消えてしまっているもっと怖い世界なんなんだけどなぁ」「で、どうしろ、って言うの？俺に」「滅びるしかないから肚、決めとけって事ヨ」「今日家賃支払日。どうする家康・シャチョ？」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “X-day, has come closer, nearby here?”“Almost 20 years ago, although while having been done a therapy on mental sick from awoman counsellor to me, her saying that you have no need to do anything, please regard you
to the important existence who merely here staying, I was told. Although not from it I got well,after getting well from mental sick, in that time from others I was informed that without
speaking, without commanding, mere imaging inside brain, machine catching andunderstanding human hope, request, wants, after it, machine realizing them, era will comesoon. From jointing above 2 and making 1 story, human hope and so on like below thatnevertheless without do anything, their hopes coming realized and ad on although keeping
such behavior, nevertheless no efforts, no touching, from around audiences gotten respected
and popularity ranking higher and higher. On summarized, at the time of born alreadyeffortless super star, they are hoping. Vs. it, my recommendation, perfectly opposite. That
have done duty, take the hardest one. But from my former saying, even if taking that, might
be success ratio up but no guarantee there. But and but even if it`s not in success, we should
regard it to be enough, it means trying and going until as possible maximum far as reaching.
Above, maybe no one agree. No, absolutely, it`s common. But no have done, never have
happened.”“If you have recognized, why no stopping? Especially stopping to own son. In my secondary
school era, other guys` dads had recommended that going easy way, but you, going the hardest,
I was never understandable anymore at the time.”“Forcing human beings ruined, 2 elements there, they said. One is nuclear weapon, left
another is AI. Nuclear from outside human, AI from inside human. AI forces human beings
ruined means below that human all depends on machines, bater it, human gets no thinking
and no hold wills for having done. Human beings brain gets stepping back and hand lifeline
origin over to machines, the same as. While noticing, too being late. Over relax, over safety
causes sudden ruins. Game over!!
It`s more serious than current 40% field jobs, works, tasks will get disappeared, people will
get lost jobs.
200 years ago in UK industrial revolution, machines had come out, it had caused people`s job
lost. For its recovery, had taken 70 years more, report says. But in this time even such has notstayed, instead of it we have possibility of all lost, no recovering, is.
Emperor has changed from huge body saurus to tiny animals, and from animal to one race ofanimals, human beings. After human beings came out, 300k years ago, one race of them Homosapience invented fire using and tools made of stone, after it no competitive enemy Homosapience`s world being called “Homo-sapience-pocene(=period)” tentative current period,
next coming era will be “Techno-pocene(period)” we have possibility, also is.
Under current period “Homo-sapience-pocene”, Homo sapience (human beings) control
with using machines, but under new period “Techno-pocene”, machines control us, justsituation will come.
In 1949 written by George Owel science dark fiction titled “1984”, called “Big Brother” wasat least human, monitoring system was machine we can put it a tentative, but under “Technopocene”, tentative human even “Big Brother” already will get disappeared, we have possibility.
It`s very Dark and Black!! Terrible world!!”“Then, what should we do, you require especially to me?”“No way except getting ruined, then set your stance up!! Is.”
“Today is deadline for tenant fare payment in this month. What should we do, emperor Boss?”

本編
2023/7/2「白 対 青 は？」
2nd July 23

Title: “White vs. Blue is？”(For Japanese readers)「白 対 青 は？」「労災、雇用保険の年間納付が迫っているから計算しようとしたら、魂消た。労災保険は支払給与の 3/1000 で変わっていなかったが雇用保険が 9.5/1000 から、令和四年度下期分が13.5/1000 で次年度令和５年納付分から 15.5/1000 に上がる事になっていた。一年で 1.5 倍に爆謄している。失業率は上がっていないのに是が上がるという事は、今後失業が大量に発生する事を予測しての備え以外には考えられんな」「どうしてそんな事が分かるのよ？又オヤジ一流の「コケ脅し」じゃないの？」「こりゃ直ぐに想像がつく。Chat GPT AI だ。
是が広まればホワイトカラー族は大打撃を受ける。ネットの記事じゃホワイトカラー程消滅業務が多く、むしろ昔３Ｋと言われたブルーカラー程影響を受け難い数字が出ていた。
具体的には事務職だとか銀行員や法務関係なんかがその上位で、メンテナンス関係とか我々接客業の様な処が下位になっていた。
今後は失職したホワイトカラーがブルーカラーに流れる可能性がある。
政府はリスキリング何て言っているが、ホワイトカラーの母数そのものが減るんだから同じホワイトカラー枠内で学び直したって意味ないのよ。むしろ手に職フィールドに移る位のリスキリングをせんと。
もう机の前の仕事は辞めた方が良い気がする。

話は変わるが２年ほど前法務局の出張所に出向いて「何でこんなに立待ち職員が居るんだ？」と驚いた。
オマケに愛想は悪いし自分のテリトリー以外の仕事に関しては全く知識がなかったから、ひどく長い時間たらい回しにされてえらい目に遭った記憶がある。
そう言えば同じ記事の横にアメリカで本物の医者と AI の医者が患者を披見した時の夫々の好感度と的確度のスコアに関する記事が載っていたが圧倒的に AI の勝ちだったそうだ。しかも医者としてのスキル評価より「人としての優しさとか気遣いなんか」に関するスコアが段違いだったとか。
其れを見て直ぐにあの法務局の不愛想で職務知識のない連中を思い出したよ。あれじゃもうあと１年もしたら全員失職だろうな。
「人じゃなきゃできない事」何もしてないから。あの傲慢さじゃリスキリングだっておいそれとは出来そうもないし。
となればあの手の連中が大量失職した場合どうなるか？厚労省の人間は一種の危機感を抱いて早々に手を打った様な気がする訳よ」「じゃ、俺みたいな民間企業の非正規社員で営業職の人間はどうなるのよ？」「丁度中間的位置だよな、失職確率から言えば。しかし是だって人間じゃなきゃできない事を忠実にやっていればいいんじゃないかな。いい意味での気遣い気配りとか、手助けなんかを。
そう言えば保険セールスでトップのセールスレディって「絶対ズルをしない」人が多いって聞いた事もある」「俺、ズルはしないけど、あんまり気の利く方じゃないし、不安」「介護の他に林業とか農業、漁業とかもあるし、営業職続けたいんだったら「番頭ハンと丁稚ドン」シリーズとか参考にしたら？」「オヤジはそれよく見ていたみたいだけど営業センス、全然ないじゃないのよ」「ウ」「シャチョ、ダイジョウボ？この頃「ウ」多イ。胃、悪いアル？」「ゲホゲホ」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “White vs. Blue is？”“For labor accident, for lay off term insurance 1year total fare once payment day soon, thenwhile trying to calculate, just at once got shocked.
For labor accident insurance rate is not changed the same 3/1000. But for lay off term
insurance rate is hi up, for payment of this year means for last fiscal year haff A rate 9.5/1000
and for half B rate up to 13.5/1000. And from next year payment rate more up to 15.5/1000.

1.5 times 150% up within a period of only 1 year!! They are likely to plan.
Nevertheless % of lost job, lay off workers still not up yet, but this rate so hi up means thatlater so many lost job workers will come out, they have been forecasting and for it they have
tried to keep money stock increasing, except it, I never can imagine.”“Why can you so forecast or judge it? It`s your usual “Big Mouth” performance, isn`t it?”“It`s so easily can imagine. From chat GPT AI is.
If this chat GPT AI so rapidly gets expanded. White color workers will get so big damaged.
On internet site according to American very famous securities Goldman sacs repot, as many
white color area job as will damaged, rater than it, former called 3D job, duty heavy, dirty,
danger (in Japan called 3K=kitsui, kitanai, kiken) blue worker job area, in other word,
replaced by AI changing is difficult area, will not so damaged, such index on report sheet.
Concretely, clerks or bank staffs or legal field staffs located on lost job hi ranking, vasa versa
on other hand maintenance staffs or ours, direct facing to customer job staffs was located onlay off low ranking.
From now later, we have possibility which from white color workers will flow into blue color
area.
Although Japan Gov. is recommending the way of re-skilling way taking, but as mother countsof white color workers is reduced, it`ll be no meaning of re-skilling on the current well field.
Rather than it, re-skilling should be set on blue worker`s fields.
Already the timing for the end of desk work style, I guess.
By the way, almost 2 years ago, while my visiting at legal affair bureau branch nearby myhometown station, “Why so many staffs merely standing without do anything, while waiting
for something? An?” had gotten upset.
Add on, without loveliness, except own territory no holding knowledge for other sections,from it forced me so long time waiting and spending waste time by no responsible toss pass
relay.
And once more by the way, may I repeat the same words? Ok!!, asides the same article,
another interesting column there was. It said that real doctor vs. AI doctor, which side is wellbeing for patients? According to this competition, AI doctor got win with hyper score thanreal doctor. But score field not on skill but on “humanity”. Real doctor no held loveliness but
merely practical.
At the time just at once I remembered legal bureau staffs no wearing smile or loveliness.
If they no improve current behavior, 1 year later all will be lost job. Because “Human proper
matters” they no have anything. And that tyrant behavior will disturb re-skilling way learning.
If it so, while such types being lost job, what kind of situations will happen, for it forecast willcause on labor field officers` brain, causing strong risk images, then the officers so in earlytime, they got presetting for their safety-net, might be, I guess.”“Then a like me, private company, no regular employed sales field staff guy, how would
happened on me?”“Mid position, you`ve stayed. Concerning to lost job %. But for avoiding such situation, I
guess that you should have done human proper matter, that`s can be clear way, or not? I thinkor not? As a best choice?
3rd times by the way, sorry, guy!! Almost so many Top sales lady of insurance never say fakestory to customers anymore, I heard it.
“I will never have done foxy behavior, but I`m not so well concerning guy, then anxious!!”“Supporting for handicapped, or planting, farmer, gardener, carpenter, fisherman etc.
physical works. If you hope sales works, check TV (you tube) program comedy, joke show,
one shot performance, as your references. ““You have been comedy lover, but no sense for sales now!!”“Oops!!”“Boss, are you fine? Recently so many “Oops”, “Ugh”, stomach bad condition?”“Ugh, ugh!!”本編
2023/7/3「安上がり風流、今いずこ？」
3rd July 23

Title: “Low cost, but heartful “Nice”, where has gone away?”(For Japanese readers)「安上がり風流、今いずこ？」「或調査によると 2023 年、今年時点で人手不足だと言っている経営者が 80％に迄至っているようだが、この人手不足感には偏りがある様な気がする。要するにまだら模様だって言う事だ」「何処がどうマダラなの？」「先ず現在我が国で一番騒いでいるのが、介護分野、建設業、運送業、宿泊業、飲食業なんかの、所謂「現場」業だ。この前の言い方で言えばブルーカラーの、AI によって席巻される度合いの低い職場だ。もっと言えば３K で汗臭いガッツリ系ガテン職場と、其れとは正反対の将に AI の本丸、牙城、AI 開発技術者分野の深刻な人手不足だ。処が是を両極端とすると、その中間分野のホワイトカラー層の人手不足はそれほど深刻ではない。ないどころかむ
しろ人余り問題すら出ている。非正規の営業職であるお前の処もそんな感じじゃないか？」「か、どうかは分らないけど、常に解雇の二文字は目の前にぶら下がっている気はするよな」「かてて加えて、今じゃ自ら職場を去る若い人も結構いるみたいだ。要するに舞台から降りちゃう人。経営者から見ると此の層の「労働生産性」が著しく悪いから chat GPT なんか、給料もいらないし文句も言わない AI を導入しようという声が高まっている感じがする。
200 年前に英国で起きた産業革命による機械の導入で経営者は大儲けしたが、働く人の多くが職を失った光景と重なる部分が多い。今の言葉で言えば「格差の拡大」とか「分断」とかに当たるだろう」「となるとその時みたいに今後は「機械の打ち壊しや焼き討ち」とか、物騒な事が起るって言う事？」：「うんにゃ、AI は焼き討ちできない。だからもっと事態は深刻になる気がするのよ。打ちこわしする対象物が見えない儘、事態が悪化して気が付いた時には「蛙は茹で上がってしまって」取り返しがつかなくなっている様な。他にも、話している相手が人なのか AI なのかわからないような状態だから、却って相手に不信感を抱いて、増々人間は疑心暗鬼と孤立感にさいなまれ引き籠りがちになるんじゃないのかな？その端緒が今少しずつ増え始めている「自ら職場を去る人の増加傾向」の様な気がしないでもない」「オヤジ、毎回いろんな事、指摘するけど、これまた毎回、答えないよね」「面目ない。力不足、不徳の致すところだ」「素直（sunao）であればいいってもんじゃないのよ、ワカル(wa karu)？」「スノー、ワッ、カールドゥ？雪之事、アルカ？」「今は夏だ。雪は降らん、北半球の我が国では」「そう言えば昔、家の中の電気消して窓開けて、雪見酒とかしたよね。寒かったけど意外と面白かった」「その「安上がり風流」が今、一番欠けているかもしれんなぁ」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Low cost, but heartful “Nice”, where has gone away?”“From some report, at the point of this year 2023, CEO who is saying man hands lacking is
80% reached. But this tendency of lacks feeling, it seems to be not flat. On summarized,
random graduation.”“Which fields have graduation, some deep or some pale?”“First, current in our country concerning to it, noisy fields are the supporting for handicapped,
constructing, distributing, staying on hotels, serving on restaurants, pubs, one word saying,blue colored workers` who are not so influent from AI attacking fields. More directly saying,
Dirty, Duty heavy, Dangerous, much sweat wearing 3D job fields.
On opposite hand, above just AI development field, serious lacking IT engineers.
Above 2 fields, opposite edge fields, very busy, but mid of 2 fields white colored workers

lacking level not so serious. No, rather over. Your working place like that, as a no regular sales
staff, isn`t it, how about you?”“Your saying hit the point or not, I don`t know, but in front of my face always “layoff” word
has been hanging, I have felt.”“And adding on, recently from own side leaving away “Quiet quitting” young persons are
increasing, looks like.
From my CEO`s eyes, labor productivity of this layer is quite low performance, then otherCEO shout AI inviting for replacing from them to AI which requires maintenance cost only
and no complaining, I guess.
From now 200 years ago in UK Industrial Revolution, from introduction of machines, owners
got much money, but so many labors lost jobs, we can imagine both double. In current words,“Difference wider”, “Decupling”.
“If it so, later violence movement will happen? You forecast?”“Nope, to AI physical violence power no meaning. Then I`m worried about situation will fall
into more serious.
While being unseen object which we try to beat down with physical violence, it will be bringing
more serious situation, at the time noticing all is too late like a slowly boiled up frog.
On other hand, the objects which we are talking to is human or AI, which? no understandable
situation, from it, the situation will cause more suspicion and doubt all around, then finallylikely to step back inside own room, I guess. The appealing nose of it, from own side leaving
away “Quiet Quitting” phenomena, might be.”“Daddy, you every time, many something, you have been pointing, but anytime no answer
showing, offering.”“Sorry boy, please say to me, “shame on you!!”“No reject (in Japanese we say “Sunao”) is merely fine isn`t fine. Do you understand (inJapanese we say “Wakaru”)?”“Snow, what`s called? Means in Japanese “Yuki (in English Snow)?”“Now summer, in Japan. No snow.”“By the way in my childhood, you switch off inside and open the window in our house, while
drinking, looking at snow tips falling outside. Was very cold but fun.”“Such a no need money, heartful “Nice” is lacking now, might be.”本編
2023/7/5「私、商品である事を辞めます？」
5th July 23

Title: “I`ll quit from own side commercialized?”(For Japanese readers)「私、商品である事を辞めます？」「昨日「安上がりな風流」なんてわかった様な、分んない様な言い方で話が終わったけど、やっぱりわかった様で分かんないよ。もう少し具体的に目鼻付けて話してくれない？」「我々は皆、金さえ手に入ればその先、何でも手に入れられると物心ついた時から無意識にそう思っている面がある。だから脇目もふらず疑いもせず「イキナリ金儲け」から考え始める。けれど、お金じゃ手に入らないものって案外多い。お金があるからって病気にかからな
いかと言えばそんな事ないし、人の気持ちもお金じゃなかなか買う事が出来ない」「そんな事ないでしょ。金色夜叉の「寛一お宮の二人連れ」のお宮さんみたいなののスーパー版が今の我が国にはうじゃうじゃいるじゃないのよ」「国籍、男女に限らず金で動く奴は、自分を人間ではなく「商品」に見立てている人達だ。
自分を商品に見立てると、人間じゃなく商品扱いだから、何よりもまず商品価値を高めて一円でも高く売ろうとする。兎に角その時だけ一円でも高く売れればいい訳だから、中身なんて二の次。当然売りつけた後は「釣った魚にエサはやらない」訳よ。売りつけた者勝ち、後は逃げ切り。その一点、一時の駆け引き手段として説明が大幅に簡略化できる学歴、容姿、肩書なんかが重用される訳よ。言い換えれば生れてから間もなく直ぐに自分を「商品化」しちゃっている様なもんだわ。しかし数は少ないが自らを「人扱い」して「商品扱い」しない
人もたまにはいる。こういう人の気持ちは金で買う事が出来ない。言い換えればその気持ちを動かす事は出来ない」「そんなひと、居るのかね？今の世の中に。常に背に腹は代えられないのが実態じゃないの、生き物の」「少ないながら居る事を期待するしかないかも、な。そして、そういう人にとってはちょっとした風流を味わうだけで、ある程度満足できる様な気もするわ。雪見酒もそうだが加賀の千代女の「朝顔に、釣瓶採られて、貰い水」みたいな心象も、そうだろうな」「居ない、居ない、そんなの居ないよ、今の世の中。幻想だよ。オヤジ、夢、見ているんだよ。大けがするよ、そんなだと、この先」「でもみんな、何らかの事情で一旦競争社会から降りる羽目になると、そう思う人、結構いるんじゃないかな？俺、うつ病でこの世のセンターから追い出された時、ふとそう思ってその後の暮らし向き、丸で替えたからな。追い出される前に舞台を降りた Quiet Quitting の
若い人達もそんな気持ちになるかもしれんし。「私は商品である事を辞める」と言う人、案外、その数ある、のカモヨ」「シャチョ、アルカポーネ？ドンコルレオーネ？ドン・キホーテ？天そばどん兵衛？」「OMG!!」（For English speaker readers）
Title: “I`ll quit from own side commercialized?”“Yesterday, your story “low cost, but heartful “Nice” is not so well understandable for me, I
think. Can you tell me more concretely?”“Almost of us unconsciously from born have held some aspects of thinking that even can getmuch money, after it later further can get anything. Then just from the first no looking aside,
no doubting “Get the money life” starting without thinking deeply.
But the stuff which no can get by money than our recognition is not so less. Rich man nevergets sick? No!! Rich man can get anyone`s heart? Very difficult!!”“No, at least later story is “No”. Poor man`s girl friend has gone away from him and haveattached with rich man is the most popular, “normal” story in our current country!!
No border, no sex selection, prayer for money persons is counting own not human but sales
goods.

While counting own not human but sales goods, trying to sell own as possible one coin morehi as they can by taking the way sales goods` worth up.
Anyway, due to that at the time only, can sell own as possible one more coin higher as theycan, no requiring to own true contents inside, outlook full only is enough, then after selling
own up, “no feed already fishing own up guys.” Selling over guy is winner. After selling, run
away. As the strongest weapon, they put weights on diploma, outlook figure, status emblem
because of no need long explanation, glance, at once found out ones.
In other word, at the time of born just after, to make own commercialized the same likely to.
It`s few but other different type there. Other type means treating own as not sales goods but
human. Even rich man never can buy such a person`s heart. By other saying, never can change
their minds.”“Such a person is there? In this world inside. Food no time behind concept is creature`s fact,
isn`t it? Daddy!!”“It might be so hope if it`s very few. And for such type persons, a few “Nice” will bring themsatisfied even if it`s not full, I guess.
While watching at snow falling silently, drinking from inside home, add on also ancient poet
“Kagano Chiyo jo” making poem “To be borrowed from neighbor because morning plant
occupies the rope for water lifting up from the pond” also the same “Nice” trigger, might be,likely to, I guess.”“No there, no there, no one such anywhere under this world. It`s illusion. Daddy, you arestaying in dreams. You will fall into hell in near future like this.”“But everyone falls into once stepping out from this competitive race society, being caught bysuch noticing might be so many than our forecast.
Former when I was pushed out or dropped from the main area of this world because of mymental sick, suddenly I imagined and noticed above, then after it, I changed my concept andturned to different direction, began to walk on. Before being pushed out, from own side being
drop out “Quiet Quitting” young persons might be holding such minds.
“I`ll quit from own side commercialized,” persons, so many than our forecast, might be.”“Boss, Mighty Mouse? Mickey Mouse, Computer Mouse? Mouth to mouth?”“OMG!!”

本編
2023/7/6「与太郎!! ゲンキ？」
6th July 23

Title: “Hey, silly romantic!! How are you?”(For Japanese readers)「与太郎!! ゲンキ？」「よく、弱み見せると付込まれるから絶対に弱みは見せられないとか聞くけど、別に弱みなんか見せたってどぅってことないような気がするわ」「なんでよ。弱み見せたら付込まれるに決まっているじゃないのよ」「弱み見せて付込まれても、それを打ち返せるものを持っていれば、別に付込まれてもドゥってことなくない？問題は弱み防御線をちょっとでも突破されたら打ち返すものがないことなのよ。詰り奥行きがないって事じゃない？悪く言えば表層的とか」「其れって単なる理屈じゃないの？言葉上でだけ成り立つ」「うんにゃ。こりゃ軍略だよ。入り口で追い返すよりも自陣深く誘い込んでおいて、後ろを締めて一網打尽にする、と言う軍略上の定石。イヤ攻め滅ぼすより相手に和睦を強いる方が上策だな。もっと上策はその相手を味方につける事だが」「例えば何ヨ。具体例で示してよ、もっと身近な」「例えば今の俺だ。金がない。其れを見破られまいと金のある振りしたとする。しかし金がある様な顔をしていたくせに、無いのがバレルとさっと人が引く。だから金がないことを必死に隠す。しかし最初からないことを公にして、バカにしまくってきても、そりゃ馬鹿にもするわなとあっさり受け入れて、後顧の憂いがなくなった処で、相手よりも多い徳川の隠し埋蔵金を見せつける」「え、オヤジって隠し金山持っていたの？」

「うんにゃ。そんなものある訳ない」「アホクサ。真面目に聞いて損した」「別に金じゃなくてもいいのよ。相手がグーの根も出なくなるもっと魅力的なお宝があれば」「お宝って、何ヨ？」「今はないが、是から探す。きっとある様な気もする」「アチャー、オヤジって料理長の事「極楽トンボ」とかよく言っているけど、オヤジの方が余程「極楽トンボ」なんじゃないの？イヤ「脳天気」領域じゃないの？」「そんな事はない。価値観を変えるようなものを見つければいいだけだ。お金よりももっと価値のある何かを。皆もそろそろ「拝金」には、飽きが着ているだろうし」「爺ちゃんがオヤジの事、心配していた気持ち、よく分かるよ。爺ちゃんの目には与太郎が与太話している様に見えていたんだろうな」「シャチョ、与太郎、ナニ？」「ヨッ、太郎君、ゲンキ？みたいな事かな」「ナマステ、太郎さん、ニーハオノ事アルネ」「アチャー、ダブル与太郎」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Hey, silly romantic!! How are you?”“Sometimes although I heard from that never show the weak point because while showing
weak point, being attacked, I feel it`s nothing to concern, exactly.”“Why? To show the weak point to others around, it should be attacked by them, surely!!”“Even if showing weak point and getting attacked, it`s no problem if we hold against hitting
weapon, isn`t it? Problem is that after breaking through front guarding line, later no having
against hitting weapon. On summarized, no depth for taking back? By bad saying, surface
only.”“It`s a word toss pass play, isn`t it?”
“Nope, it`s a military theory!! That is rather than making them back at front line, inviting ourarea further and further, after it, shutting behind them, covering all at once by big net, likethis basic theory on military field. Surely rather than pressing them down, it`ll be better toconcluding peace contract. More well is putting them on our side.”“What the sample or how the sample? Show it to me concretely!! With commodity level
sample.”“As a sample, current me. Hard lack of money. Tentative from others a person tries to no benoticed, a person pretends to hold much money. But the pretending gets noticed, all aroundat once will be left. Then a person hides few of money condition exactly from truth open fear.
But on opposite behavior, from the first few of money condition, makes it open, if arounds set
a person low, easily accept it by mind of “Ax, it`s common sense in this world”, after gets fixed
the fact, show to them our treasure island which is much over than their holding money
amount.”“What? Daddy, you have treasure-island?”“Never say joke. Such have never, is!!”“Don`t be silly. I have spent quite waste time!!”“It`s not fixed money. Other ones ok. Which should be quite attractive one for others.”“What the attractive ones?”“Now no find out. From now try to seek it out. Exactly should be there, I guess.”“Oops, Daddy, although you name our cooks “Dragonfly on the paradise”, rather than them,
you are just strictly “Dragonfly on the paradise” itself. No!! much deeply, “always under fineweather happy dancers dancing inside brain” guy, aren`t you?”“No, such never. Too early judgement, it is. For above merely to seek out which makes itchanging, it means current common concept of worth only. Something much more worthy or
attractive or mind fully occupied one. Soon all get tired of money success story only.”“I`m just well understanding Grampa had been worried about you. To grampa`s eyes, you
had looked like a silly guy, less fact too much romantic guy. Mere romantic story talker.
“Boss, what`s the silly romantic?”“Hey, Dragonfly. How are you？Likely to be almost the same.”“Namaste, dragonfly on the paradise, Ni Hao!! matter is.”“Oops, ugh, ugh, double silly dragonflies!!”

本編
2023/7/8「ヒマからハリ？瓢箪から駒？ヒマハリ、ヒョウコマ？」
8th July 23

Title: Is A tension born from a too much leisure time?
Did something out of your forecast come out?

(For Japanese readers)「ヒマからハリ？瓢箪から駒？ヒマハリ、ヒョウコマ？」「オヤジ、この前の隠し金山の代わりになるもの、あれ其の後見つかった？」「ハリかもしれない気がしている。気持ちのハリ」「ハリ？」「以前にも話したが、うつ病だった頃会社に行ってもアタマ働かなくて仕事全然できない
し、上も俺に任す事が出来ないから全然回っても来ないでヒマで仕方がなかった。その時ヒマの辛さ、悲しさ、情けなさ、恥ずかしさをいやと言う程味合わさせられた。
どう見られているか人の目ばかり気になって暇じゃない振りばかりしていた。言って見れ
ば作り事、図り事ばかり頭の中で渦巻いていた。
その時から大分経った後日、周りに左右されない殺生与奪の権を自分の側に持つ事の大切さに気付いた。
「自分の主は自分じゃなきゃいけん」という事だ。
そして幾ら長生きしてもハリが持てないなら其れはヒマで仕方がない生き地獄期間を更に上積して苦しみを増す事にしかならない事にも気づいた。
歳をとると金よりも、単なる身体の健康よりも気持ちのハリの方が遥かに重みを感じる。
そもそも加齢で体が動かなくなるから気力がなくなるんじゃない。反対だ。気力がなくなると体を動かすのが面倒になって体が増々動かなくなるんだ。

お金も取り敢えず生きて行ける分だけあれば十分だ。何も世界一の富豪である必要はない。
それは金じゃなくて「世界一」の肩書が欲しいだけの話で、金がそれで十分か否かの話とは全く別物だ。そんな肩書いらないなら別に食っていけるだけあれば充分だろう？」「あるに越した事はないと思うけど？寄って来るおなごの数違うし、第一安心でしょ？」「その安心が曲者よ。安心とハリはある意味相反関係にある。安心領域に冒険はない。冒険がないと飽きが来る。飽きたものにハリ等持てないと言う図式かな？」「リスクを取れって言うお説教？」「俺は十数年前に今の GAFA とテスラの株とその頃未だ１ｇ1000 円位の頃に金を相当数買っていたから売らずにいれば今頃数億になっていたろう。しかし商売を始めてその時々のピンチを凌ぐので今程値が上がる前に切り売りせざるを得なくなって今じゃ借金迄している。何もせん方が安楽だった訳だ」「えーっ、そんな事になっていたの？勿体ない」「それでも此の投資と言う賭けのお陰で数千万は利益が出たからそれを使って毎年大赤字を出しつつも今迄 10 年商売をして来れた」「そういうカラクリかぁ。爺様婆様の介護費用と離婚の慰謝料で退職金なくなった筈なのにやって来れたのは」「だがそれに悔いはない。自分を窮地に追込まんとハリは出ないらしい。今のギリチョン生
活は苦しいがハリがあって楽しいし面白い。従業員への責任も一種のハリの元だ。そして今
思えば全てはあの「ヒマ地獄」が元だったな。あのヒマ地獄の嫌ったらしさに比べたら今のギリチョンの方が遥かに爽快だ」「ギリチョン、何？」「シャチョはギリチョンじゃなくてチョンガー」「チョンガー？モモンガー之事アルカ？モモ、ネパール料理アル」「？」(For English speaker readers)
Title: Is A tension born from a too much leisure time? Did something out of your forecast
come out?
“Daddy, former at the time, what`s the instead of treasure island, did you find it out?”“From my several observations, it might be a tension, I guess. Tension of mind.”“Tension?”“Former I already told to you, in the period of mental sick while had been working at thecompany as a staff, I had had too much leisure during working time because my brain never
could run, then no one had asked jobs.

At the time, I strongly felt too much leisure time hardly forced me dull, sad, less own
confidential, ashamed.
From arounds how I have been looked like, although I always have concerned it, then from it,
I had pretended to not leisure behavior. In other word, only dummy pale fakes and pretendingplans were wondering, rolling inside my brain.
From it, so many years later, I noticed that the matter is very important, which own matter,own decision always we should hold and grab on our side. “Own owner should be own self.”Is.
And I one more noticed that even if a person gets body base long life keeping without tension
holding situation, it`ll invite mere more dull and boring hell life added on.
While getting aged, sensing that mental tense is more important rather than weight of money
or weight of mere body vital.
From the first, we should reset our usual sense. It isn`t correct that body damage invites
mental damage. Opposite. Mental power down invite troublesome sense for body moving. No
moving body will force more stein body.
Money amount level is anyway enough to keep average level life. No need top rich man of theworld level. It`s not a matter of money amount enough or not but a matter of champion belt
as top of the world rich man. It`s quite different matter. If no need such a champion belt, keep
ordinary life the one is enough, isn`t it?”“More amount better, more. Can catch so many gals, first, the more makes us calm down bysafety, don`t you think so?”“The safety is vasa versa dangerous mine for us. Safety and tension in some meaning is at thesame time standing never, relation. Safety zone never be adventure. No adventure zone will
come boring. Boring never has tension, like this flow might be.”“You recommend me to take a risk?”“Ten and several years ago, I bought current name GAFA`s market stocks and gold plates
both so many by very low cost. Then if I once never sold them out, now I might be a few
100,000k ￥holder.
But although I started up, then for clearing each pinch, I should have sold them out time bytime and at last now I have owed even depts. If I have done nothing, I have gotten earnings
and have been living in safety, calm land now, might be.”“Ax, such a hidden story you have!! Very sorry big loss!!”“But luckily in unlucky due to investing bet, at least I earned several 10,000K￥, then by using
it, while big loss having every year, but I could have continued business.”“Oops, well, such a mechanism was!! Due to big payment for Grampa and Gramma solongtime staying service hospital and for guarantee of divorced, but although it had been suchbig loss, you could have operated restaurant business, is.”“But I don`t dislike it. Maybe, without pinch, never can get good tension, might be. Current
nearby pinch series life has been very hard but due to carrying tension, it has been fun andinteresting.
Responsibility for staffs is one of tension source.
And according to my memories, first starting point, original source was that “too much leisuretime hell. If comparison with that dull, boring too much leisure, current on a tight rope pinch
series tension is hi level green fresh for me!!”“Tie pin, what?”“Boss no need tie pin, he needs tight legs of gals, in Japanese we say such legs “futo-momo.”“Fat-momo? Ax, we Nepali have dish named “Momo. But if you eat Momo up, not get fat,don`t worry!!”
“?”
（ご参考）
ネパール料理「モモ」

本編
2023/7/9「あな、オドロシやぁ」
9th July 23

Title: “Oh, so terrible!!”(For Japanese readers)「あな、オドロシやぁ」「ディスカウントに事業者の未来はない。ディスカウントの行きつく先はプライス０だ。無料だ。お客さんの最終的満足はタダだ。そうしない限りいくらディスカウントしても満足しない。
単なるコストダウンも全く同じ事だ。コストを０にしない限り上司は満足しない。
効率化にも未来はない。効率化の最終は非効率の完全排除だ。其れが経営者の根源的願望だ。
そんな中で非効率の代表みたいな我々業務従事者が残れる可能性は全くない。とすれば何のための効率化だ？
一体我々は何処に向かっているんだ？」「そう言えばそうだな。日々の仕事にあくせくしていたから、ぼんやりとは変だと思っていたけど、あまり深く考えた事、なかったわ」「あと、話は変わるが最近話題の AI。他にも PC だとかオートバイだとかオートメーショ
ン、車のオートマ。これらを簡単に一言で言うと、何のことはないオート、機械による自動化だ。其れで大体全部括れる。確かに便利で楽にはなったが、其れに反比例して人間の日常的な考える力や体力はどんどん落ちている。其れでは拙いかもしれないとは思いつつも、その楽さ加減に慣れると其れのない生活はもう考えられなくなっている。逆に言えばその楽を捨ててまで、大変な思いをしようとは思わなくなっている。まぁ、人情と言えば人情だ」「人情と言うより人の性（さが）の事でしょ。そこ迄言えるなら分っているじゃないのヨ、オヤジ!!」「AI なんかは「黙って座ればピタリと当たる」占いに近づいて「黙って座れば、自分にピタリをすべてしてくれる」魔法の杖の出現と言わんばかりの風潮だ」「いいんじゃないの、至れり尽くせり、痒い所に手が届く名店のサービスみたいで」「ところがだ、己が人生だけはそうはならない。又はなれない」「ウ」「宣伝上は其れすらも可能な如く謳うだろうが、そうはならない」「ウ、と言った手前、直感的に思い当たる節が有る身で、答えを求めるのは些か気が引ける
けど、一応訊くね。何でヨ？」「人間は元々非効率で非論理的だからだ。他の生き物に比べて旺盛な想像力のせいで、余計な事を考えるから、常に行きつ、戻りつ、を繰り返す。しかも世界に暮らしているのは自分
一人ではないからだ。他人や他の生き物、事象があるからだ。相手も同じような思惑やメカニズムを夫々が持っているからだ。要するにそれらのせいで、ぐちゃぐちゃになって、とてもじゃないが人間には整理が付かないからだ」「其れもいつか AI が整理しちゃうんじゃないの？」「その日は人間のお仕舞の日だ。解き明かした（整理を付けた）時点でもう完全に牛耳られてしまう訳だから。
「オートマ便利」だった人間が「今度はオートマされちゃう」のよ」「オドロシやぁ」「大根オロシ？八岐之オロチ？ナニ、ムスコサン？」「AI は料理長を理解できまい」「？」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Oh, so terrible!!”“To aim towards discount has no future of business company. Final discount is price 0. Charge
free is. Customer`s final satisfaction is no pay money. Unless reaching to price 0, customers
never can get final satisfaction.
Mere cost down above the quite same. Unless reaching to cost 0, your boss never be satisfied.
To aim reaching to mere performance up, also has no future. The final stage of performance
towards is to cut low performance perfectly out. This one is the final, principal desire of CEOs.
Under such situations, principally low performance existence human has no chance to survive.
If this observation is correct, for what is as possible as hi performing? For whom is it?”Towards, for where we have marching?”

“Yes, so, so, little bit I think also. Although daily work is forcing me panic, then not thinking
deeply, while feeling little bit strange difference from my sense.”“And by the way, concerning to now a day`s topics, AI matter Others, or PC, or auto bicycle,
or automation, or automatic mode operation of car and so on, all by one word saying, it`s avery simple story, “Automatic”, auto by machine. Almost correct categorized. Surely
convenient and easy but opposite aspect, ability of thinking and body power down on ordinary
life level, downwards lower and lower.
One side while thinking it`s bad, but another side already never can be escaping from such
convenient and easy lifestyle. On opposite saying, no plan anymore to take a thinking, body
exercise bater stopping convenience and easiness. Well, it`s human mind, we can say.”“Human natural? Correctly, human natural is. Until there you can say, you have gotten
understanding, Daddy!!”“Concerning to AI, they say all mighty service source has come closer, the same as a magicalstick already holding by their reporting.”“It`s very nice, isn`t it? Likely, come closer to 5 stars restaurant`s services, doesn`t it?”
“But opposite happens, human`s life never can be so or never can become so.”“Ups!!”“On propaganda world, they show it even “can” or even “become”. But never be realized.”“Although above me “ups”, on summarized half understanding, but sorry, may I ask you?
Why?”
“Human race is originally slow or low performance and non-logical existence because of overimagination ability holding comparison with other creatures. Then from overthinking, always
go and back, go and back repeating.
And add on, it`s not only the one who live on our planet. Others, other creatures, otherphenomena there. Other side except you, each one holds each plan, each independent
mechanism. Because of such mix, become jammed, never can organize, human becomes.”“But someday AI will organize it, won`t it?”
“The “someday” is the day of human beings’ end. Because at the time of being
resolved(organized), human will be perfectly grabbed neck(=controlled) by AI. “Automatic isvery convenient” current human side, next time “Automatically controlled”, is.”“Oh, so terrible!!”“Table? Cable, bull, bull, bulldog, bluff, what? Mr. Son!!”“AI never can resolve his original unique language.”“?”本編
2023/7/10「嫌われ役志願？」10th July 23

Title: “Own applying disliked position?”(For Japanese readers)「嫌われ役志願？」「いい歳こいて、いつ迄も若くとか、年をとっても若いとか矢鱈若さに拘るのを聞くとホンマ、ウンザリするわ。それって若い事だけに価値があると言っている様なもんだろ。歳を取るって劣化だけなのかよって。
若い時は体力、歳を取ったら知力とかの住分け、ないのかよって。もし言うなら「年相応です」だけでいいんじゃないの？
しかし歳をとって体力ないのは仕方ないとして、長年いきて来て知力もないんじゃコリャ
困るわな。若い時に体力元手に得た知識に長年の経験フィルター通して選別した選りすぐ
りの知識が知恵だとすると、歳取って知恵がないのは要するに経験不足って事ヨ。安心安全
一点張りで何も経験してこなかったって事なんじゃないの？そんなレベルで若い人に「俺を、私を敬え」といったってそりゃ無理ってもんだろうに」「そこ迄言うから同世代に嫌われるのよ、オヤジは」「なら嫌われ序に言うと、皆「勉強は大嫌い」って言うよな」「好きな奴、居るの？」「まぁ聴け。こう謂う場合大体思い浮かべるのはテストだ。しかし元々のテストの役割は、確認とか試行錯誤の手段だった。どのくらい理解したか？とか是をするとどういう結果が得られるのか？とかだ。処が、それがいつの間にか選別の道具になってしまった。当落とかランク付けの。そうだったら楽しい訳がない。牛の品評会で引き回されている様なものがいい気分な訳がない」「分ってんじゃないのよ。最近分かっている事結構あるんだぁと思う反面、何で毎回反対の結論の方に走るのよ？」「皆現状と本来を取り違えているのよ。本来「学ぶ」って楽しい事なんだよ。知らない事を知ったり、分らなかった事が分かる様になったり、出来なかった事が出来る様になったりす
るのって単純に「嬉しかったり楽しかったり」しない？」「そういう謂い方されると「そりゃまぁ」になるけど又なんか裏があるんじゃないの？」「勉強と学びの取違い。誰がと言えば親ヨ。取違えていなけりゃ進学塾になんて行かせる訳ないのよ、子供に。勉強は競争を産むけど学びは協力を産むのよ」「其れで、余りに言わないもんだから子供の方が不安になって俺達の方から塾に行くって言いだして」「資格やランク表示が必要じゃなければ別に大卒証書はいらないのよ。実力さえ持っていれば。大学に行けるかどうかって本人の力よりどちらかと言うと親が金持ちかビンボウかによる処が大きいんじゃないの？それに説明側に力量があれば、大抵の話はお免状のレベ
ルに関係なく聞き手は理解するし。要するに説明が下手なのよ。第一興味がわく様な話し方
が少なすぎるのよ。聞き手のお免状の有無に関係なく其の人達のアタマを使う楽しみに響く話し方が少なすぎるのよ。俺の話し方の巧拙は別にして、先ず其処に着眼せんと」「確かにオヤジ、拙。ムスコの俺、何も分っていない」「シャチョが黒板に書いてする話とエロコント超ウレシ、アル」「聞き手に依りけりみたいだけど、オヤジ、毎日此処で何やってんの？」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Own applying disliked position?”“They are so aged. But say that keep young forever or so young comparison with my age, whilehearing it, it very strongly bothers me. It means almost only youth is worthy the same fromthe mouth of aged guys own.
To get aged is merely worthy level down only, is it? In youth body power, in aged wisdom,
such a separation of worth not there, isn`t it? If they can say, it`s match to my age level, isn`t
it?
But although getting aged inviting body power down has no option, on other hand so longtime living but no wisdom getting is problem. In youth the knowledge gotten by young energy
power, while this as a base holding, trough long life experiences as a filter, selected knowledge
is wisdom, tentative above, aged but no wisdom guy lacks experiences, I guess from mytentative formula. For keeping safety, not coming closer to problems, it has been lacking alive
experiences, isn`t it? Even if such level person requires to young “Respect me”, they will say“Nope!! Never can.” Maybe.”“Due to say until such, you have been disliked from other Japanese, Daddy!!”“Then I`ll step forward further and further, add on story that all says “don`t like studying,don`t you?”“Are there lovers, such guys?”“Anyway, listen!! In this case all will imagine “Test(=exam)”. But originally test means that a
step for confirmation or try and error and once more try. Which level of understanding dothey reach? Or after doing that, what kind of result will come out? Like this.
But sometime on opposite it has turned to tools for selection. Pass or dropped or ranking.
If it`s so, no reason of fun. On the milk cow contest, the cow never be comfortable, the same.”“You have understood well. Recently I got noticed so many items you got understood, but why
do you run to opposite result direction?”“I think all has mistaken current real bater original real.
Originally to learn is very fun matter.
Still not know yet turns to knowing or still not understand yet turns to understanding or still
not able yet turns to can do, is it simply happy and fun, isn`t it?”
“From such side have been said, I should say “Hum, hum., it`s not so near, not so far. But
does it contain hidden story, also?”“Mistaking a study and a learn. Who mistake? Parents. If they don`t mistake, it`ll never
happen to force their children to join in prep. schooling except main schooling additionally.
Studying causes competitive race, but learning invites co-supporting, co-operating.”“because of your thoughts and behavior, in our childhood, you so long time hadn`t say “Joinin prep” vasa versa from our children side, because of anxiety, “we hope joining in prep” weannounced…”“If no need license or hi rank appealing, especially no need diploma of university graduation.
It`s required only actual. Can be studying in university or not is from student`s parents richor poor rather than from student own ability.
And add on story, if explanation side holds ability of well explaining, almost listeners who areeven if they are random levels, can understand. On summarized, explanation way is bad.
First, causing interests speech way is so few. Listener has diploma or not, independently fromit, reaching to listener`s brain core where causes interest, such speech way is too few. Putting
it aside, my speech is good or bad, first, put your eyes on this checking point.”“Yes, your speech level is low. Because your son, me, haven`t understood anything until now.”“Boss`s story attached with drawing on black board and erotic joke performance makes mehappy, is.”“Looks like each listener each opinion, but Daddy, you everyday here, what are you doing?
A?”本編
2023/7/11「夏暑く、冬寒い」
11th July 23

Title: “Summer hot. Winter cold.”(For Japanese readers)「夏暑く、冬寒い」「今年もエアコンのない生活だ。夏暑く、冬寒い。昔に戻ったみたいだ。昔と言っても原始時代とか江戸時代じゃない。明治でもないし戦前でもない。子供の頃位に戻った感じ。子供の頃は家にエアコンもなかったし車もなかった。もちろんコンピュータもなかった。コンピ
ュータどころか電卓さえなかった」「何懐古趣味に浸っていんのよ。そんな話が出るところを見ると、言い方は悪いけど、そろそろお迎えが近いんじゃないの？」「こんなに毎日シンドイと、お迎え、早めに来てくれた方がありがたい気もするわ。何もいいことないし」「今度は泣き言？同情買い？不貞腐れか、将又イジケ虫？」「お前、そういう方面の語彙、豊富だよね」「俺も、思ったよりそういう方面で苦労しているから」「え、そうなの？それで俺をイジッテ憂さ、晴らしている訳？」「話が、ややこしくなってきたから、他に振ってよ」「じゃ、そうするか。エアコンに車にコンピュータ。大変便利なものだが、この三つが出来たおかげで人間本来の体力と知力が衰えてしまった。よくインターネットが世界を変えたと言われるが、実はその前にこのオート三輪、三つのオートが既に世界と言うか人間を変えてしまったような気がする。だっていくら情報がスムース且つアップツーデートに入ったとしても、車がなければエアコン運べないし、エアコンなければ暑さ寒さが気になって、せっかく得た情報の分析に集中できないだろう？其れに世界は広くて気温差もあるから、歩いてあちこち行けば時間かかって仕方ないし、やっとついてもエアコンなければもう相手と話す気力も失せちゃうだろ？」「むむ」「しかしいい面ばかりじゃない。車とエアコンとコンピュータと言うか、仮想通貨マイニン
グだとかデータセンターだが、この三つがエネルギーを矢鱈食う、詰り放出だ。是が地球に悪影響を及ぼす。だがその対策としてスーパーのレジ袋の有料化レベルじゃ屁のツッパリにもならん。
この三つに規制の網掛けん事には単なる自己満足と自己納得でしかない。今は車だけに注目が集まっているがエアコンとコンピュータにも掛けないと CO２は減らないだろう」「そんな事、したら生きて行けないじゃないのよ。シンドクテ」「身を削る改革ってどっかの誰かが言ってコレマタどっかの誰かが「何で言った通りにしないのよ？」って責め捲ってなかった？」「手厳しい」「車は特別な場合を除いて自家用は許可せんとか、エアコンは夏 28 度以下に設定できん仕様にするとか、コンピュータは株のアルゴリズムスピード競争用は一斉許可しないとか。その位痛みを伴わんと効果なくない？あん？」「と言われても」「夏冬快適も誠に結構だが、矢張り冬は寒く、夏は暑いのが常道の様な気もするけどね」「シャチョ、お熱いの、冷たいの、両刀使いね、女好きシャチョ。」「お前、ゼッタイ AI、梃子ずらせるよ」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Winter cold, summer hot.”“This year also no AC life, me. Summer hot, winter cold. Like a returning SF warp to far past.
As my saying far past, not so far past to primitive era nor Edo era in historical name of Japan.
Not so past, closer here than above era, Meiji era nor before world war Ⅱ also. Far pastmeans going back to my childhood 60 years ago level. In my childhood, our home didn`t have
AC nor car. Surely not computer. Before saying it, even not electric calc.”“Why, you put it here, so nostalgic anachronism stories? Such s story you put it here, it means
you will be lost from this world, the time so soon, very sorry my saying.”“Every day so hard for me, I`m likely to hope being lost in a so early time, I would. Nothingwell for me!!”“In this time crying? Forcing sympathized? Booing? Own mind down behavior?”“Oh, you collected such direction words up!! Full up!!”“Because me also walk on such field hardly.”A, is it true? Then you hit me by such words for your stress out?”“Story got complicated, then change the theme, please.”“Ok, then I`ll take that. AC, car, computer. Very convenient and offering comfortable, easy
life, but due to above 3, vasa versa they have pulled original human body power and from thefirst trying to think custom level down or have made lost.
Generally, they say internet system have changed former the world, but in the fact, before it
already had changed human life, above automatic 3 wheels, I guess.
Because even if we can get just timing, up-to-date fresh information, If no car or track, no
carry AC, if no AC, thinking about concerning to hot or cold, never can concentrate analysis
of fresh info, isn`t it?
And add on this world is so wide and difference of temp, less car by on foot, it`ll take so longtime and after reached place, if no AC, they never can concentrate discuss at there, A?”“Hum, so, hum.”“But not only good face, but also reversed face, both.
Car, AC, computer, concerning to computer, especially for virtual currency data mining, data
center, so much spending energy hi, by using another word, spreading CO2 out into
atmosphere. It`ll give bad influence for our planet.
But for saving CO2, plastic bags which is used for carrying back from supermarket, make itturned from free charged to charged, it`s mere even gadget level.
Except above 3 items saved, it`s mere own satisfaction, own understanding. It`s a mere pose
for arounds.
Now a day focused to car CO2 saving, but following it, for AC and Computer should befocused, total CO2 amounts never get down, I guess.”“If it has been done, we never can live, because no acceptable.”“Somewhere someone said that solution by own owing loss, didn`t they? And someone
somewhere that why haven`t you done as you said? So strongly beating, isn’t it?”“Severe!!”“According to my tentative plan, using for own car except extra case, never be permitted todrive near there or AC in summer spec. 28℃ under never be set or computing system formarket stock algorithm speed race never be permitted, like this rule should be settled, in otherword owing loss penalty must be., don`t you think so? A?”“To me, be asked…”

“Both summer, winter, hot and cold averaged, comfortable might be well but summer is hot,
winter is cold, both has accent is correct way, I think.”“Boss, hot gal, cold woman both okay!! Nice double standard!!”“Smart AI will spend so long time to catch simple guy, you!!”

本編
2023/7/12
12th July 23「混同無用」
Title: “Easily mixing, never.”(For Japanese readers)「混同無用」「よく、自分の評価は自分が決めるのか世間が決めるのか？という話があるが、どうも二つあるものを一つにゴチャ混ぜにしている気がしてならん。
自分に対する世間の評価は世間が決める話で自分に対する自分の評価は自分が決める話だ。
だから自分に対する世間の評価に俺サイドが口を挟むべきではないし、俺に対する俺の評
価にコレマタ世間がアレコレ口を挟まないでくれと言いたい。
本来こう、二つに分かれているものを同時刻に二者択一にするから話がおかしくなっているだけじゃないのかね」「じゃあ、二つあるとして、世間のオヤジに対する評価は「馬鹿」とか「ミョウナ奴」で決まりだけど、オヤジの親父に対する評価は何なのよ？」「先ず、世間の俺に対する評価に対しては「其れはそちら様が決める事だから、どうぞ、ご勝手に」なんだが、残念ながら自分の自分に対する評価は今の処未だ分らないのよね」「何ヨ。返す刀でバッサリとか、するのかと思ったのに」

「たかが一介の市井人にそんなものがそう易々とあろう筈がなかろう。と言うより別に自分に対する自分の評価なんてどうでもいい気もする。好きな事やっている。其れだけでいいような気もするし」「えらまた、アッサリしているね。切り返しがないんじゃ世間様からバカで妙な奴と言われてお仕舞じゃないのよ」「別に良いんじゃないの。あちら様の領域なんだから、勝手にスレバ」「普通そうはならんでしょう？一体俺の何処がバカで妙なんだ？とか食って掛かるでしょうに。俺だったらまず間違いなく、そうするし」「分けておけばいいのよ。そうすれば間に間が開（あ）くからそれ防火水路になって、殺生与奪の権、相手側から振り回される火の粉、防げるし。其れに俺は、なぞ解きの面倒くささは好きだが、水掛け論の面倒くささは嫌いだ」「メンドウ、ナニ？どんな臭いアルカ？」「悪臭ふんぷん」「アクシュ（握手）したのにプンプン（怒る）？ナンデ？」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Easily mixing, never.”“Generally, we have discussion, which side judge a person`s reputation, from around side or
own side? But from my observations, 2 matters get mixed 1, I guess.
Reputation from around to me own is judged from around, it`s right. On opposite judgementfrom me own is judged from own self, it is right. Then I never say against to around, andreverse also, never say to me against, I hope.
Originally, 2 separated matter, 1 mixed at the same time, and force to select only one, might
be no correct? I guess.”“Well, then tentative we have 2 selections, reputation from arounds is “stupid” or “strange2
guy. But judgement to own yourself is what?”“First, to reputation from around to me own, merely I would say that it`s on your side matter,
please as you like, that`s all. I`m very sorry but concerning to my own judgement, still not yet
anything.”“What? I have guessed that by using reverse, against to it, shut off!!”“Mere one citizen me, never can find it out so easily. Rather than it, more focus saying, I feelit`s not so important to be judged to my own. I have done what I`m loving it. That`s enough,it`s for me, might be.”“It`s so pale, not stuck. If you haven`t reversed, from arounds only one side bashing “Stupid

guy”, would be all.”“Nothing, no problem, maybe. It`s on their side matter. Let them do.”“General reaction not so, isn`t it? To which behavior me do you call it “Stupid”? like this,against!! At least me, I should have done it!!”“Answer is to separate. From it, vacant space will be set, this space works as a fire wall, thento live or to die judging rights like fire tips, will be guarded from others holding rights. Andme, add on I love troublesome ones for unknown matter resolving, but dislike troublesome
ones from me correct, me correct both side shouting competition.”“Trouble? What kind of trouble?”“No, not trouble but troublesome.”“Ax, handsome brings troublesome!!”“A? Who is handsome?”“Oops, no one is here!! Sorry!!”本編
2023/7/14
14th July 23「暑いと色んなことが起る？」
Title: “Under the heat, so many crazy happen?”(For Japanese readers)「暑いと色んなことが起る？」「心頭滅却すれば火も又涼し、な訳ねぇだろって、ヨ。暑いものは暑い。が、たまたま何かに気を奪われていて、暑さを忘れる事はある」「例えば何にヨ？」「セクシーダイナマイツギャル」「出ましたぁ～、暑さボケを突き破る、欲ボケオヤジ」「何が欲ボケだ。男の極めて自然なスケベ心だろうに」「自然の割には度が過ぎる」

「それにしても、こうも暑いとエアコンガンガンかけるよな」「ウチ、使えないじゃないのよ」「使える家はだ。そうすると直近のエネルギー価格の高騰で電気代爆謄だから、家計が心配になって、無意識に他の消費抑えるよな。ウチはそのあおり喰っている訳だが」「オヤジの店、例年にも増して酷い夏枯れみたいだしね」「兎に角異常な暑さだ。
気温じゃなくて体感温度表示で見ると、今日の昼が体感温度 50 度。
昨日が 45 度。一昨日は 51 度だった。是じゃサハラ砂漠に居るも同然だ。当然みんなエアコンガンガンかけ捲るよな。エアコンで室温 28 度を下限にしろ、って言う方が無理だ。それに、その内エアコンガンガンかけても室内気温が 37 度とか言う時代が来る可能性だってある。となればエアコンは更にガンガンかけられて、地球環境は今よりさらにガタガタになるだろうな」「じゃ、どうするの、ヨ？」「止めようがない。もう人類は滅ぶしかないだろうな。地球の他の生物を道連れに」「又マタ、物騒な話？ナンデ、セクシーダイナマイツギャルの話から地球存亡の危機の話になるのヨ？同時出現にしては差があり過ぎない？」「悦楽と恐怖は常に同時存在しているのが此の世の常じゃ。繁栄の裏では滅亡が同時進行しておる。人類の立場に肩入れしなければ、直ぐにも分かる事だ」「そんな立場に立てる訳、ないじゃないのよ」「しかし部屋の中でエアコンガンガンかけながら、すべてあなたにお任せの chat GPT AI
しまくって、外に出るには自家用車使い放題しまくっていると、ひょっとすると思ったよりもかなり早く、人類は内から外から自壊して滅びるかもしれんぜ。
回り始めた悪循環に気付きながらも止められない儘、否応なく進み始めている気がする」「オヤジ、自分が是迄散々な目に遭ってきたから、その腹いせに人を巻き込んであの世に去る、行きがけの駄賃に皆を道連れにしようとか、してなぁい？」「人を責めるその責め方によって、逆にその責めている人間が常日頃どういうレベル（次元）で発想しているか、知らぬ間に自己暴露している例が多々ある。今の例で言えばお前の方が、余程、人に恨み、持っている雰囲気だな」「ウ」「シャチョ、お店のウラ見ルアル。マタ誰か自転車タイヤにピン刺してパンクの事。べリ、デンジャ」「暑いと色んなことが起るな」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Under the heat, so many crazy happen?”“Japanese wisdom aid, Mind and brain existence can delete in imagination, can feel even firecool!! A? never can such!! Hot is hot!! Heat is heat!! But as it happens, while mind and brain
being stolen with something, having the case of getting forgotten the hotness and heats.”“What`s the sample?”“Sexy dynamites gal.”“Wow, just coming out!! Pervert Daddy, get over through beyond the heat!!”“Why pervert? Very natural as a man.”“It`s not natural, but straight and direct naked desire!!”“Anyway, such hi heat, they will make all AC running more and more.”“Our house, never can use AC because of being broken micro computer so hi cost one inside!!”“The case of can use AC in their house. But it causes worrying about electricity using cost so
hi up because of recently energy cost highly up, then they will save using money unconsciously.
The influence from it, damaging our restaurant down so long time after covid-19.”“I know your situation.”“Anyway, crazy heat, both inside, outside!! According to on skin how degrees we feel level not
to temp. thermometer level, today on skin 50℃ (temp. thermos-level 38℃), yesterday onskin 45℃, the day before yesterday on skin 51℃ was. We have been staying in Sahara in
Africa the same!! Exactly everyone raises cooling level up higher and higher.
It`s too far realized room temp. 28℃ the lowest keeping by AC.
And in near future, even if AC maximum running inside room, temp. inside 37℃ bottom
such era will come, the possibility we have.
If it happens so, we will make AC maximum running, and from it, it will give more and moredamage to our planet`s environment!!”“Then, what should we do?”
“We never can stop it. Only ruin is waiting for us, while pulling other creatures down to hell.”“Oops, oops, again and again, terrible story here? Why does your talking theme suddenly
changed from sexy dynamites to ruin of us? So far difference between 2!!”“Pleasure, joy and fear, terror staying at the same time is common in this world. Behind
growth, parallelly going the tendency of ruin on. As a bird from the sky watching this world,
easily can be finding it out.”“I`m human, never can be a bird!!”“But, while running AC max power inside room, while depending all on you, chat GPT AI
doing, while going outside, using own car with hi CO2 out, with car AC full power running,it`ll brings so early time than our forecast ending of human being history, might be. From
inside elements and outside elements, might be.
While already noticing what wrong rotation running, never can find the break trough way out,

no relevant to hope or not, wrong way going forward day by day less stopping.”“Daddy, you until now have been so hardly beaten from arounds, then as a revenge, do you
try to involve arounds while leaving away from this world, don`t you?”“How the bashing? According to the bashing way, it has been showing unconsciously thebashing way holder`s usual thinking way by them own.
In this case, your side holds revenge mind rather than my side, looks like.”“Oops!!”“Boss, look at backyard of our restaurant!! Again and again, someone pushed a pin into
bicycle`s tire and got punk. Very danger!!”“Under the heat, so many crazy happen.”本編
2023/7/17「谷底にも役得、在り？」
17th July 23

Title: “Always stay bottom of valley, wellness stays also?”(For Japanese readers)「谷底にも役得、在り？」「オヤジ、今日、又東京に金借りに行ってきたの？今どき、オヤジの処みたいな商売下手に金を貸す処なんてないと思うけどねぇ。
「無駄な抵抗は止めろ、手を挙げて出て来い」って感じだよ」「アホンダラ、金借りに行ってきた訳じゃない。是だけは手放すまいと思っていた爺ちゃんの 1964 年東京オリンピックの記念金貨売り払って、銭こさえてきたのよ。そこまでして、従業員に給料払って、家賃払ったら仕入れのお金に事欠く始末。其れは売上で賄う心算だが例年の夏枯れに加え、此の更なる酷暑。お客さんも外に出たがらないから１か月分の資金を手にした処で、その元手で幾ら売上が上がる事やら」「そんなにまでして何で商売なんかしていんのよ？損をするばかりじゃないの」「金儲けは二の次。人が嬉しがる顔を見るのが俺の趣味だ。故に先ずは我が趣味、最優先。
後は野となれ山となれ、其れだけだわ」「何、カッコつけ捲っていんのよ。いい歳こいて。どうせ裏では「此処まで男気見せれば、お姉ちゃんが股、緩める」とかの算段、ぶっこいていんじゃないの？アンタもすきねぇ」「お前、言うに事欠いて、図星を言うな。世間様が訊いたら警戒して、取れる獲物も取れな
くなるじゃないよ。黙っといてよ、俺の本性」

「やっぱり。オヤジ、根っからのドスケベだ」「阿保コケ。生まれた時は清く正しく美しく、な存在ではあったが、いかんせんこの世で揉まれている内にかくの如く成り果ててしもぅた」「自分の弱さ、周りのせいにするの、どうかと思うヨ。根がスケベじゃなければそうはならん訳だし」「お前、ナニ、死んだ爺ちゃんみたいな事いっていんのよ。孔子さんみたいな言動、「孔子混同」も甚だしくない？
大体人間なんて其のレベルよ。そんなに大した存在ではない。其れを踏まえた上で物事を判断しないと大失敗するぞ。買いかぶりは失敗の元。かといって相手を低く見すぎるのもコレ
マタ失敗の元。矢張りその辺をわきまえて相手の身の丈をきちんと見据えんとなるまい、な」「どっちが孔子さんモドキなのよ。よく言うわ」「お前もそろそろ覚えんかい。出物腫れ物処嫌わず、を」「シャチョ、いつもの出た処勝負、ネ。でもいつも出て直ぐ負け、ネ」「勝った、負けた、は時の運。後は野となれ山となれだろうにヨ」「シャチョ、いつも谷底、ネ」「アホンダラ、谷底に居ればこそいつも「仰ぎ見るもの」があっていいだろうにヨ。須らく世の中はこざかしい人知ではコントロールできる筈もなきが故、ま、そんなところにしておけばいいのヨ、♬見上げてごらん、夜の星を、小さな星を♬ ワカル？」「ダメだ、こりゃ。外の暑さでアタマ、完全にブッ壊れている、オヤジ」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Always stay bottom of valley, wellness stays also?”“Daddy, today have you been in Tokyo for money collecting? Now a day. No company will set
a loaning like to you who is big loss maker, I guess. “Stop no meaning resistance!! Come out
with hands hold up!!” Might be, likely to.”“Stupid!1 Not for loaning to Tokyo, but for selling my lost Grampa`s belongings which I had
decided to never sell forever to use for our business continuing. Until reaching to have doneit, after paying salary to staffs and paying tenant fee over, left money is not enough to buy
food materials. For not reached, I`ll plan to cover with daily running sales money. But outsidestrong heat than every summer. From it, customers not hope to go outside, then even if I
month money got, from it, how much sales can get? Boo.”“Why do you do business with owing such heavy duty? Daddy, you are just big loss gettermore and more!!”“To get earnings is 2nd advantage for me. And it‘s my hobby to make their face delightful.

Then my hobby is, first, first advantage!! After it, let it do as it likes!! That`s all.”“Why have done your one side show? Although you are already so aged!!

Anyway behind,

your true voice that until showing such performance, it`ll make gal`s legs open!! Are you
counting or dreaming, aren`t you? You are permanent gal lover!!”“Hey, you!! Never throw the straight ball for hitting my weak point!! If arounds others hear ofit, they will get beware of it, I never can get the target which I can get. Get it hidden, my true
voice!!”“Ax, you, Daddy, you are true pervert!!”“Don`t be silly, when I was born, I was holly. But after it until now have been through thisworld, now a day I`ve got like this!!”“Replacing your weakness to because of arounds, it seems to be incorrect, I think. If you aren`toriginally pervert, such will be no happened.”“Why you said, like lost Grampa`s saying style?
Almost human is like this level, not so great. Put this recognition beside you, should judge thehappened matters!! If you lack it, you will grab big mistake. Overshoot, undershoot judgement
both are the source of mistakes.
While keeping above stance, judging with cool stance. Just look at other`s true scale, level.”“Just you, like Grampa saying style!!”“You soon memorize it!! “Fart and boil no select the place, the time of coming out!!”“Boss, as your usual “Just come out, just deal of!!, is. But always “Just come out, just lost!!”,is.”“Deal is in success or lost, it`s a luck of time. Later top or bottom, all can accept!!, is.”“Boss, you always stay bottom of valley, is.”“Great machinegun stupid!! Even if staying bottom of valley, we can get a chance to look up
great something, wellness. And although because this world never can be controlled by humantiny wisdom, anyway it`s like this for taking.
♬Look up, stars in the night sky. Tiny stars twinkling♬ Understand?”“Nope, no option!! Brain got engine strike by under overheat outside, Daddy!!”本編
2023/7/18「外国帰り幻想？」18th July 23

Title: “The illusion of returning from abroadin our society of Japan?”(For Japanese readers)「外国帰り幻想？」「爺ちゃんの 1964 年東京五輪の記念金貨売りに東京に行ったらガードマンさんに「予約ですか？」って訊かれてツイツイ「Yes, booking I have」って言っちゃったのよ」「イヤミ～。何もそこ迄英語話せるのを見せびらかす事、ないんじゃないの。ただでさえ暑いんだから、相手の虫の居所悪かったら張り飛ばされているかもしれないんだよ」「違うのよ。毎日英語喋っている時間の方が長い生活していると、咄嗟の場合、逆に日本語が出て来なくなっちゃって不自由しているって事よ」「おかしいね。海外駐在生活何十年、と言う人が帰国してもたいていの場合、難なく帰国当日から日本語喋っているのが普通じゃないのよ」「そこがなんか変なのよね。俺の実体験と合わないのよ」「どう合わないのよ」

「英語ってどっちかって言うと絵画、イメージ的で酷くおおざっぱ。一方日本語って意味優先的で厳密。俺は初め英語を聞いた時に彼らが使う単語の範囲が余りに漠然とし過ぎていて日本語のどの単語が「適語訳」なのか探すのに苦労したけど、逆に英語に慣れて日本語を突然使う羽目になると日本語が同じく余りに厳密過ぎて今度はどの単語選んで日本語にしていいのか戸惑っちゃうことが多々あるのよ。どちらにしても英語を日本語に置き換える
のに手間取るので、もぞもぞしている内に、元が大雑把な O 型の俺はついついラフですむ
し余り厳密な置き換えを要しない英語が口をついて出て来ちゃう訳。
まぁ、海外駐在員が全員ラフ指向の血液型 O 型とは限らないから一概には言えないのかもしれないが、それにしても英語漬けの生活、長年してきたなら細かい縛りのない英語の方が遥かに話し易いと思うんだけどなぁ。特に俺みたいに概念よりイメージ主体のタイプには」「海外駐在員てぇ、几帳面な血液型 A 型の人が多いんじゃないの？よく知らないけど」「な訳ないだろう。海外じゃ切った、張った、の修羅場をしょっちゅうしにゃアカンねぇやさか、ヤクザ向きの血液型 O 型の人も結構いるんでないの？」「じゃ、何で皆帰国後すぐに日本語喋れんのよ？」「で、考えたんだが、要するに海外勤務と言いながらいった先で日本語ばかり喋る様な生活をしていたんじゃないのかなって。だから赴任前と後で態度、着こなし、習慣がまるで変っていない、とか」「海外で日本語ばかり喋る生活って？」「例えばニューヨークに暮らしながら一日の大半をニューヨークの中の日本人社会にばかり出入りしていたとか。外国人とはオフィシャルな限られた場だけで短時間しか接していなかったとか。しかも日本語流のオフィシャル英語でばかり話していて。だと想像すると納得がいくんだけど。仕事で海外に行くと群れを成す。旅行で海外に行くとお互い知らん顔する。妙だ」「よく分かんないよ」「シャチョ、ジャパンでもブロンド・セクシーダイナマイツ・ハンティング、英語マスト、ネ」「なぁんだァ、そぅいぅ事かぁ。なら分かるわ」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “The illusion of returning from abroad in our society of Japan?”“While going to Tokyo for selling lost Grampa`s memorial gold coins of Tokyo Olympic in
1964, at the shop, guard man asked me in Japanese language “Go-yoyaku desuka?”, then I
replied to him “Yes, booking I have” in English.”“Wow, it`s the worst behavior for Japanese person. It`s over appearing of can speak English,isn`t it? Although base condition outside overheating, then if the guard man holds bad
amenity, it has possibility of beating you!!”“No, no. While using English so long time in a day, in a case of sudden happenings as areaction, never can remember Japanese language, then I feel troublesome.”“Little bit not understandable. Businessman who has been living abroad several 10 years, in acase of returning to Japan, at once he can speak Japanese language, usually.”“I feel it little bit strange. It`s not matched with my real experiences.”“How not matched?”“English, in advantage, has a tendency of imaginal and very rough rules. On other hand,
Japanese language, in advantage, has tendency of meaning first and tight, severe rules
required.
When I heard English speaking, the area of their using words was so wide and board, then I
never could focus just word on translation from English to Japanese,
But in reversible way, after got familiar with using English, and sudden happening fall into
should use Japanese language, also Japanese language is so severe and tight rule that in thattime fall into troublesome mode which I never can focus just used Japanese word.
Such cases so many times I have had.
Anyway both, replacing from English to Japanese, as I always fall into trouble, because ofblood type O me, so rough character that I take rough language English and start to speak
naturally.
Well, unless abroad working businessman of all blood type O holders, generally can`t be said,
but from my opinion, so long time has been living abroad that it might be very easy to speak
English which hasn`t severe rules in detail. Especially like me, which type give advantage toimagination than to concept.”“Abroad branch staying businessman blood type is so many persons of blood type A whose
holder character is very neat, isn`t it? I don`t know correctly.”“It isn`t correct. Abroad branch business scene is almost likely to be a battlefield, then formatching it blood type O is not so few, maybe.”“Then a why can they speak Japanese language returning to Japan at once?”“Then I have thought about it, on summarized, they had been living under condition of
speaking Japanese language only, although be called abroad working businessman.
Then going abroad branch before, after, behavior, wearing, custom quite not changed, I guess.”“On abroad speaking Japanese language only life, what, how?”“For example, while living in New York, staying in Japanese society only in N.Y, andcontacting with New Yorker businessman merely limited space and limited short period, andadd on using Japanese style official English speaks.

If I can imagine thus, it`s understandable for me.
On business, while going abroad, like a sheep group. On travel, while going abroad, to eachother, don`t know mode, we Japanese are strange.”“Can`t see clearly, for me.”“Boss, also in Japan, for American sexy dynamites girl hunting, speaking English is “Must”,
is.”“OMG, that`s the core!! If it so, I can see clearly!!”本編
2023/7/19
19th July 23「理屈は後で？」Title: “Concept making, later attaching?”(For Japanese readers)「理屈は後で？」「底辺が広い程高い山が立つ。世の中何が役に立つか分らないから成る丈広く種を撒く。しかし余りに手広く撒き過ぎて、今迄何を撒いてきたのかを忘れてしまっていた」「権平が種撒きゃ烏がほじくる、でもう撒いた端から烏にほじくられて何も芽が出ないん
じゃないの？徒労に終わっているんじゃないの？既に」「最悪ばかりを言うな。縁起でもない、のはさて置き、其れでこの店を始めた時の原点に返ってみた訳だ。折しも爺ちゃんの大切な遺品を売払って得たお金も、よくよく計算してみれば後一か月の延命に役立つかどうかのレベルだったから兎に角今あるものを有効活用して元手を掛けずにアイデアだけで再起を図ろうともした訳だ。で、過去に撒いた種を点検していく内に、いつしか店を始めた当初の原点に行き当たったんだ。鶏が先か卵が先かは別にしてそんなループが出来上がったんだ」「オヤジの悪い癖はイントロが矢鱈と長い事なんだよな。で、本題はと言うと竜頭蛇尾の場合が多い訳よ。処で今回の竜頭蛇尾の「蛇尾」の部分、てナニ？」「お前、俺の事を親じゃなくて道端に落ちている空き缶か何か位にしか思ってないだろ？」「空き缶と言うより「訊かん坊ね。ま、其れは兎も角、蛇尾部分、てナニヨ？」

「ウ．ま、いいや。其れは何を隠そう開業のコンセプト「世代間、国際間、たまたま隣にいる人との交流事業」だった訳」「相変わらず、分らん事を言うお人、やな」「今を去る事４年前、開業２年目の年にカリー屋の売上だけじゃその後店を存続させるのに全然足りないのが分ったから、元々は英語学校始める心算で借りていた隣の部屋で居酒屋を始めたんだよな」「あぁ、あの皆の物笑いの種になって直ぐに潰れた奴の事ね」「てめ、やっぱり俺を親と思ってねぇな。ま、スキに晒せ。で、だ。お隣のお総菜屋さんの大将が体悪くして引退した後に下の娘さんと上の娘さん夫婦がその後を継いで店を再開する事になったよな」「知っているよ」「で、此処からだ。潰れた居酒屋を中に挟んで右手がカリー屋。左手がお総菜屋さん、言い換えれば和食提供者だ。しかも大将の真の願いは折角積上げて来た職人技を伝承する事だ。
だが、娘さん達はこの道が初めてで右も左もまだ分らない。だから開業直後からスムースに商売が運ぶとも思えない。俺の経験からすれば」「話が長い。もう少し手短に話せないの？」「じゃ結論を言う。一度潰れた居酒屋の再開だ。和食は手始めに簡単なものをお隣から仕入れる。少しは彼らの料理の実戦経験重ねにもなるし売上支援にもなるだろう。
それに此処は以前居酒屋で、其れがカリー屋に変わると聞いた常連さんが「こうして集まる場所がなくなるのが寂しくて仕方ない」と言ったのを聞いた記憶もある。となれば此処で居酒屋を再開して、ゆくゆくは日本人と外国人、老若男女の交流の場を今一度チャレンジしようかという事ヨ」「上手く行くの？」「何でもそうだが分んないからやるんじゃんよぉ」「シャチョ、博打好キ、ネ」「理屈は後で、がオヤジの流儀かぁ」(For English speaker readers)
Title: “Concept making, later attaching?”“Horizontal bottom line as wide as possible, higher mountain will be made up on it. In thisworld no one knows what will happen, then as wide as possible seeding. But from over widely
my seeding, it brought forgetting what I seeded.”“A farmer seeding, behind a crow digging the seeds up, from like a such an allegory, yourseeds already got stolen up, then new sprouts no come out, might be. All already have gottenfallen into waste?”“Never say the worst case only!! It sounds like a bad preannouncement, but such acomplaining will put aside, then from it I have returned to this restaurant opening original
point.
At the same time besides, once more again while rechecking and recalculating the money
which I sold lost grampa`s belongings and from it got, noticing for 1 month continuing
operation not so enough level, then planning to restart without cost up from current holding
assets using effectively by own ideas.
Then from this motivation, on the way of rechecking past time seeding ones, as it happened,
I reached to our restaurant opening original point. The discussion concerning to chicken firstor egg first, the one put aside, such a loop was made up.”“Your bad point is introduction of your speaking too long and bater it, main theme which you
want to appeal is “head great dragon but tail tiny snake” case so many.
By the way today`s “Head dragon tail snake” story`s part of “tail snake”, what`s concerning
to, Daddy?”“You regard me not to father but to almost equal the same empty can on the road laying, don`tyou?”“Not called “empty can” but called “no can listen to anything kid”, you are. By the way, returnto at the point. Tail snake matter, what?”“Oops, but ok, no problem. The main theme is that famous “Inter-generational, international,
as it happens nearby stay here neighbors communicating business”, was!!”“As usual, no understandable story telling guy!!”“4 years ago from now, 2nd year after our restaurant opening, although I noticed only fromcurry restaurant sales amount was not enough to keep our business, then we started dining
pub where originally we rent it as a English conversation class space.”“Ax, I know that one!! All arounds lol, and at once bankrupt unbelievable dining pub!!”“Hey guy, you no regard me to Dad!! Puff, as you like!! Then from now restart continued
story!! Next shop, lunchbox shop owner got body condition worse, and retired. After it, his
youngest daughter and eldest, her husband as his follower, will reopen the shop, you know?”“Yes, I know.”“Then the core is from here!! Already bankrupt our dining pub is counted as a center, righthand our curry restaurant, on opposite left hand, lunchbox shop, in different calling “Japanesestyle meals” supplier. Add on owner`s true voice is handing over his skill which he has beenbrushing up so long term. But these followers are beginners of this cooking business, still nothaving knowledge and skills yet. Then I never forecast from the first business running wellsmoothly. It`s from my former experience.”

“Story is very long!! Can`t you take a shortcut way?”“Then a will put a resolve. To reopen former once bankrupt dining pub again. Offering
Japanese meals for customers there, at the first easy cooked ones will buy from their teams.
It` might be a little bit useful for them of adding experiences and for supporting their sales
level keeping.
And add on, here previous was other owner operating Japanese style dining pub, at the time
6 years ago visiting customers who heard of that here would be changed to curry restaurant
murmured that got sad!! Lost hang out for communicating to each other, sad!! I havememorized it.
From it, totally my resolve is t as a 1st step to reopen Japanese style dining pub here, later 2nd
step, between Japanese and foreigners, several generations to each other, I will settle
communicating space up, I `m planning now.”“Will it be going well?”“Theory for anything, first still not have result, then try.”“Boss, you are gamble lover!!”“Concept making, later attaching, is…Daddy style.”

（著者プロフィール）Writer`s profile.
うときゅう いっき(writer`s name utokyu ikki or Khazu san)
本名 宇都宮一貴（うつのみや かずたか）1953 年東京生まれ( was born in 1953 in Japan.)
早稲田大学第 1 文学部露文学科を 2 回留年の後、卒業。
国内電機メーカー家電製品商品企画部に 20 年間勤務。同子会社経理部等に 16 年間勤務。
40 歳から五 52 歳まで 12 年間うつ病を罹患。
左遷、リストラ、降格、離婚、家族崩壊等を経験。
定 年 後 、 株 式 会 社 う と Ｑ を 設 立 (After retirement from Toshiba, established,“utokyu
corporation” in 2014)現在主業はネパールカリー屋。(Now main business Nepali curry restaurant, ”Namaste
everybody” owner)
趣味は観察すること、考えること、書くこと、盗撮はしないスマホ・カメラの四つのｋ。
著者名は苗字、宇都宮一貴の音読みで、中学校時代の仇名。
宇宙の「う」
東京都の「と」宮殿の「きゅう」
数字の「いち」を詰まり音便で「いっ」
貴族の「き」
で、うときゅういっき となります。
漢字表記にしますと、かなり御大層な人物に見え、実態に全くそぐっておりませんので、誤解を招かぬよう音読みひらがなで表記しております。
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