I can't do that because they won't let me. I was indef banned and in a way that was totally without process and obviously politically motivated. They have spread slanderous lies about me, which will remain on the internet forever. It's a long story but I really need some help. Are you an admin? 220.68.74.149 

Sorry, I'm not an admin- my RfA failed (another long story!) a while ago. You could try Reach out if you're looking for a sympathetic ear: I usually only edit at the weekend thanks to work commitments, so am probably not much use anyway.

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