Thanks for your kind words and I do hope that it passes for me too. Unfortunately, every time I attempt to criticize what I feel are portions of the project which are what I feel to be out of place I personally get attacked. Not to mention just ugh, there are aspects which I absolutely hate and cannot change, and certain editors who make my editing hell. This is the longest time I've been discouraged about Wikipedia, and I sincerely hope it'll pass too.