# The poems of Richard Watson Gilder/The New Day

THE NEW DAY
A POEM IN SONGS AND SONNETS
THE NEW DAY
PRELUDE
The night was dark, tho' sometimes a faint star A little while a little space made bright. Dark was the night and like an iron bar Lay heavy on the land—till o'er the sea Slowly, within the East, there grew a light Which half was starlight, and half seemed to be The herald of a greater. The pale white Turned slowly to pale rose, and up the hight Of heaven slowly climbed. The gray sea grew Rose-colored like the sky. A white gull flew Straight toward the utmost boundary of the East Where slowly the rose gathered and increased. There was light now, where all was black before: It was as on the opening of a door By one who in his hand a lamp doth hold (Its flame being hidden by the garment's fold),— The still air moves, the wide room is less dim. More bright the East became, the ocean turned Dark and more dark against the brightening sky— Sharper against the sky the long sea line. The hollows of the breakers on the shore Were green like leaves whereon no sun doth shine, Tho' sunlight make the outer branches hoar. From rose to red the level heaven burned; Then sudden, as if a sword fell from on high, A blade of gold flashed on the ocean's rim.
PART I
I—SONNET
(AFTER THE ITALIAN)
I know not if I love her overmuch; But this I know, that when unto her face She lifts her hand, which rests there, still, a space, Then slowly falls—'t is I who feel that touch. And when she sudden shakes her head, with such A look, I soon her secret meaning trace. So when she runs I think 't is I who race. Like a poor cripple who has lost his crutch I am if she is gone; and when she goes, I know not why, for that is a strange art— As if myself should from myself depart. I know not if I love her more than those Who long her light have known; but for the rose She covers in her hair, I'd give my heart.
II—SONNET
(AFTER THE ITALIAN)
I like her gentle hand that sometimes strays, To find the place, through the same book with mine; I like her feet; and O, those eyes divine! And when we say farewell, perhaps she stays Love-lingering—then hurries on her ways, As if she thought, "To end my pain and thine." I like her voice better than new-made wine; I like the mandolin whereon she plays. ​And I like, too, the cloak I saw her wear, And the red scarf that her white neck doth cover, And well I like the door that she comes through; I like the riband that doth bind her hair— But then, in truth, I am that lady's lover, And every new day there is something new.
III—"A BARREN STRETCH THAT SLANTS TO THE SALT SEA'S GRAY"
A barren stretch that slants to the salt sea's gray,— Rock-strewn, and scarred by fire, and rough with stubble,— With here and there a bold, bright touch of color— Berries and yellow leaves, that make the dolor More dolorous still. Above, a sky of trouble.
But now a light is lifted in the air; And tho' the sky is shadowed, fold on fold, By clouds that have the lightnings in their hold, That western gleam makes all the dim earth fair— And the gray sea gold.
IV—HESITATION
(A PORTRAIT)
To-day I saw the picture of a man Who, issuing from a wood, doth thrust apart Strong-matted, thorny branches, whose keen smart He heeds in nowise, if he only can Win the red rose a maiden, like a fan, Holds daintily. She, listening to her heart, Hath looked another way. Ah, would she start, And weep, and suffer sorrow, if he ran— ​For utter love of her, forever back Into the shadows, which thrice darker were Because her whiteness made their black more black! A little while he waits, lest he should err. Awhile he wonders, secretly.—Alack! He could so gladly die or live for her.
V—LOVE GROWN BOLD
This is her picture painted ere mine eyes Her ever holy face had looked upon. She sitteth in a silence of her own; Behind her, on the ground, a red rose lies; Her thinking brow is bent, nor doth arise Her gaze from that shut book whose word unknown Her firm hands hide from her; there all alone She sitteth in thought-trouble, maidenwise. And now her lover waiting wondereth Whether the joy of joys is drawing near; Shall his brave fingers like a tender breath That shut book open for her, wide and clear? From him who her sweet shadow worshipeth Now will she take the rose, and hold it dear?
INTERLUDE
The sun rose swift and sent a golden gleam Across the moving waters to the land; Then for a little while it seemed to stand In a clear place, midway 'twixt sea and cloud; Whence rising swift again it past behind Full many a long and narrow cloud-wrought beam Encased in gold unearthly, that was mined From out the hollow caverns of the wind. ​These first revealed its face and next did shroud, While still the daylight grew, and joy thereby Lit all the windy stretches of the sky—
Until a shadow darkened from the east And sprang upon the ocean like a beast.
PART II
I
There was a field green and fragrant with grass and flowers, and flooded with sunlight, and the air above it throbbed with the songs of birds. It was yet morning when a great darkness spread over the earth, and out of the darkness lightning, and after the lightning fire that consumed every green thing; and the singing birds fell dying upon the blackened grass. The thunder and the flame past, but it was still dark—till a ray of light touched the field's edge and grew, little by little. Then one who listened heard—not the songs of birds again, but the flutter of broken wings.
II—THE TRAVELER
I met a traveler on the road Whose back was bent beneath a load; His face was worn with mortal care, His frame beneath its burden shook, Yet onward, restless, he did fare With mien unyielding, fixt, a look Set forward in the empty air As he were reading an unseen book. ​What was it in his smile that stirred My soul to pity! When I drew More near it seemed as if I heard The broken echo of a tune Learned in some far and happy June. His lips were parted, but unmoved By words. He sang as dreamers do, And not as if he heard and loved The song he sang: I hear it now! He stood beside the level brook, Nor quenched his thirst, nor bathed his brow, Nor from his back the burden shook. He stood, and yet he did not rest; His eyes climbed up in aimless quest, Then close did to that mirror bow— And, looking down, I saw in place Of his, my own familiar face.
III—"COME TO ME YE WHO SUFFER"
Come to me ye who suffer, for to all I am a brother now! 'T was not in vain I saw the face of Sorrow; she who slain Yet lives; whose voice when she doth weep and call Is silent. When she weeps? Nay, nay! the pall Is on her tears too—they are dead. The rain Is molten-hot, dust-dry from her dull pain, Like ashes from the burning heavens that fall. I know the world-wide, lovely, living lie; I know the truth that better were unknown; I know the joyful laugh that is a cry Torn from a heart whence hope and faith have flown, And yet beats on, and will not, dare not die. I know the anguish without word or moan.
IV—WRITTEN ON A FLY-LEAF OF "SHAKESPEARE'S SONNETS"
When shall true love be love without alloy— Shine free at last from sinful circumstance! When shall the canker of unheavenly chance Eat not the bud of that most heavenly joy! When shall true love meet love not as a coy Retreating light that leads a deathful dance, But as a firm fixt fire that doth enhance The beauty of all beauty! Will the employ Of poets ever be too well to show That mightiest love with sharpest pain doth writhe; That underneath the fair, caressing glove Hides evermore the iron hand; and tho' Love's flower alone is good, if we would prove Its perfect bloom, our breath slays like a scythe!
V—"AND WERE THAT BEST!"
And were that best, Love, dreamless, endless sleep! Gone all the fury of the mortal day— The daylight gone, and gone the starry ray! And were that best, Love, rest serene and deep! Gone labor and desire; no arduous steep To climb, no songs to sing, no prayers to pray, No help for those who perish by the way, No laughter 'mid our tears, no tears to weep! And were that best, Love, sleep with no dear dream, Nor memory of anything in life— Stark death that neither help nor hurt can know! O, rather, far, the sorrow-bringing gleam, The living day's long agony and strife! Rather strong love in pain; the waking woe!
VI—"THERE IS NOTHING NEW UNDER THE SUN"
There is nothing new under the sun; There is no new hope or despair; The agony just begun Is as old as the earth and the air. My secret soul of bliss Is one with the singing stars, And the ancient mountains miss No hurt that my being mars.
I know as I know my life, I know as I know my pain, That there is no lonely strife, That he is mad who would gain A separate balm for his woe, A single pity and cover; The one great God I know Hears the same prayer over and over.
I know it because at the portal Of Heaven I bowed and cried, And I said: "Was ever a mortal Thus crowned and crucified! My praise Thou hast made my blame; My best Thou hast made my worst; My good Thou hast turned to shame; My drink is a flaming thirst."
But scarce my prayer was said Ere from that place I turned; I trembled, I hung my head, My cheek, shame-smitten, burned; ​For there where I bowed down In my boastful agony, I thought of thy cross and crown— O Christ! I remembered thee.
VII—LOVE'S CRUELTY
"And this, then, is thy love," I hear thee say, "And dost thou love, and canst thou torture so? Ah, spare me, if thou lov'st me, this last woe!" But I am not my own; I must obey My master; I am slave to Love; his sway Is cruel as the grave. When he says Go! I go; when he says Come! I come. I know No law but his. When he says Slay! I slay. As cruel as the grave? Yes—crueler: Cruel as light that pours its stinging flood Across the dark, and makes an anguished stir Of life; cruel as life that sends through blood Of mortal the immortal pang and spur; Cruel as thy remorseless maidenhood.
INTERLUDE
The cloud was thick that hid the sun from sight And over all a shadowy roof outspread, Making the day dim with another night— Not dark like that which past, but O, more dread For the clear sunlight that had gone before And prophecy of that which yet should be. Like snow at night the wind-blown hills of sand Shone with an inward gleam far down the land: Beneath the lowering sky black was the sea Across whose waves a bird came flying low,— Borne swift on the wind with wing-beat halt and slow,— ​From out the dull east toward the foamy shore. There was an awful waiting in the earth As if a mystery greatened to its birth. Tho' late it seemed, the day was just begun When lo! at last, the many-colored bow Stood in the heavens over against the sun.
PART III
I—"THE PALLID WATCHER OF THE EASTERN SKIES"
The pallid watcher of the eastern skies Who, through the suffering night, did wait forlorn, When comes the first faint purple of the morn Waiteth no longer. To his happy eyes The promised near the promise following flies, Nor is his soul with sullen anguish torn, Nor curseth he the day when he was born. From the damp ground he doth in wonder rise, Firm set his face against the gathering glory— So to be sure that this, at last, is this, And not the ancient, bitter-lying story. And now he prays for strength to bear the bliss, While, bending o'er the mountain, red and hoary, The morning crowns him with a golden kiss.
II—"MY LOVE FOR THEE DOTH MARCH LIKE ARMÈD MEN"
My love for thee doth march like armèd men, Against a queenly city they would take. Along the army's front its banners shake; Across the mountain and the sun-smit plain ​It stedfast sweeps as sweeps the stedfast rain; And now the trumpet makes the still air quake, And now the thundering cannon doth awake Echo on echo, echoing loud again. But, lo! the conquest higher than bard e'er sung: Instead of answering cannon, proud surrender! Joyful the iron gates are open flung And, for the conqueror, welcome gay and tender! O, bright the invader's path with tribute flowers, While comrade flags flame forth on wall and towers!
III—"WHAT WOULD I SAVE THEE FROM?"
What would I save thee from, dear heart, dear heart? Not from what Heaven may send thee of its pain; Not from fierce sunshine or the scathing rain: The pang of pleasure; passion's wound and smart; Not from the long, glad anguish of thine art; Nor loss of faithful friends, nor any gain Of growth by grief; I would not thee restrain From needful death. But O, thou other part Of me!—through whom the whole world I behold, As through the blue I see the stars above! In whom the world I find, hid fold on fold! Thee would I save from this—nay, do not move; Fear not, it may not flash, the air is cold; Save thee from this—the lightning of my love.
IV—"WHAT WOULD I WIN THEE TO?"
What would I win thee to? dear heart and true! A thought of bliss, a thornless life? Ah no! Through weeping pain, Love, I would let thee go; Through weary days and widowed nights; yea, through ​The Valley of the Shadow, without rue, If thou couldst gain the goal, Love, even so. I would not win thee to a fruitful woe; To best of earth or best beyond the blue. And most of all would thy true lover scorn To win thee to himself; thou shalt be free To have or hate! But O, my golden morn! Behold thy lover's passionate bravery— Mighty, unresting, stedfast, heaven-born— To win thee to the light, which is—to thee!
V—"I WILL BE BRAVE FOR THEE"
I will be brave for thee, dear heart; for thee My boasted bravery forego. I will For thee be wise, or lose my little skill; Coward or brave; wise, foolish; bond or free. No grievous cost in anything I see That brings thee bliss, or only keeps thee, still, In painless peace. So Heaven thy cup but fill, Be empty mine unto eternity! Come to me, Love, and let me touch thy face! Lean to me, Love; breathe on me thy dear breath! Fly from me, Love, to some far hiding-place, If thy one thought of me or hindereth Or hurteth thy sweet soul—then grant me grace To be forgotten, tho' that grace be death!
VI—"LOVE ME NOT, LOVE, FOR THAT I FIRST LOVED THEE"
Love me not, Love, for that I first loved thee; Nor love me, Love, for thy sweet pity's sake, In knowledge of the mortal pain and ache Which is the fruit of love's blood-veinèd tree. ​Let others for my love give love to me; From other souls, O, gladly will I take, This burning, heart-dry thirst of love to slake, What seas of human pity there may be! Nay, nay, I care no more how love may grow, So that I hear thee answer to my call; Love me because my piteous tears do flow, Or that my love for thee did first befall. Love me or late or early, fast or slow— But love me, Love, for love is all in all!
VII—BODY AND SOUL
I
O, thou my Love, love first my lonely soul! Then shall this too unworthy body of mine Be loved by right and accident divine. Forget the flesh, that the pure spirit's goal May be the spirit; let that stand the whole Of what thou lov'st in me. So will the shine Of soul that strikes on soul make fair and fine This earthy tenement; thou shalt extol The inner, that the outer lovelier seem. Thy lover, who thy love implores, doth fear No deadlier foe than the impassioned dream Should drive thee to him, and should hold thee near— Near to the body, not the soul of him: Love first my soul and then both will be dear.
II
But, Love, for me thy body was the first. One day I wandered idly through the town, Then entered a cathedral's silence brown Which sudden thrilled with a strange heavenly burst ​Of light and music. Lo! that traveler durst Do nothing now but worship and fall down. He thought to rest, as doth some tired clown Who sinks in longed-for sleep, but there immersed Finds restless vision on vision of beauty rare. Moved by thy body's outer majesty I entered in thy silent, sacred shrine; 'T was then, all suddenly and unaware, Thou didst reveal, O, maiden Love! to me, This beautiful, singing, holy soul of thine.
VIII—"THY LOVER, LOVE, WOULD HAVE SOME NOBLER WAY"
Thy lover, Love, would have some nobler way To tell his love, his noble love to tell, Than rhymes set ringing like a silver bell. O, he would lead an army, great and gay, From conquering to conquer, day by day! And when the walls of a proud citadel At summons of his guns far-echoing fell— That thunder to his Love should murmuring say: Thee only do I love, dear Love of mine! And while men cried: Behold how brave a fight! She should read well, O, well! each new emprize: This to her lips, this to my lady's eyes! And tho' the world were conquered, line on line, Still would his love be speechless, day and night.
IX—LOVE'S JEALOUSY
Of other men I know no jealousy, Nor of the maid who holds thee close, O, close! But of the June-red, summer-scented rose, And of the barred and golden sunset sky ​That wins the soul of thee through thy deep eye; And of the breeze by thee beloved, that goes O'er thy dear hair and brow; the song that flows Into thy heart of hearts, where it may die. I would I were one moment that sweet show Of flower; or breeze beloved that toucheth all; Or sky that through the summer eve doth burn. I would I were the song thou lovest so, At sound of me to have thine eyelids fall; But I would then to something human turn.
X—LOVE'S MONOTONE
Thou art so used, Love, to thine own bird's song,— Sung to thine ear in love's low monotone, Sung to thee only, Love, to thee alone Of all the listening world,—that I among My doubts find this the leader of the throng: Haply the music hath accustomed grown And no more music is to thee; my own Too faithful argument works its own wrong. Love, Love, and must I learn for thy sweet sake The art of silence?—Ah, then hide the light Of thy dear countenance, lest the music wake! Yet should thy bird at last fall silent quite, Would not thy heart an unused sorrow take? Think not of me but of thyself to-night.
XI—"ONCE ONLY"
Once only, Love, may love's sweet song be sung; But once, Love, at our feet love's flower is flung; Once, Love, once only, Love, can we be young; Say shall we love, dear Love, or shall we hate!
​Once only, Love, will burn the blood-red fire; But once awakeneth the wild desire; Love pleadeth long, but what if love should tire! Now shall we love, dear Love, or shall we wait!
The day is short, the evening cometh fast; The time of choosing, Love, will soon be past; The outer darkness falleth, Love, at last; Love, let us love ere it be late—too late!
XII—DENIAL
When some new thought of love in me is born, Then swift I seek a token fair and meet That may unblamed thy blessèd vision greet; Whether it be a rose, not bloodless torn From that June tree which hideth many a thorn, Or but a simple, loving message, sweet With summer's heart and mine,—these at thy feet I straightway fling; but all with maiden scorn Thou spurnest. What to thee is token or sign, Who dost deny the thing wherefor it stands! Then I seem foolish in my sight and thine, Like one who eager proffers empty hands. Thou only callest these my gifts unfine, While men are praising them in distant lands.
XIII—"ONCE WHEN WE WALKED WITHIN A SUMMER FIELD"
Once when we walked within a summer field I pluckt the flower of immortality, And said, "Dear Love of mine, I give to thee This flower of flowers of all the round year's yield!" ​'T was then thou stood'st, and with one hand didst shield Thy sun-dazed eyes, and, flinging the other free, Spurned from thee that white blossom utterly. But, Love, the immortal cannot so be killed. The generations shall behold thee stand Against that western glow in grass dew-wet— Lord of my life, and lady of the land. Nor maid nor lover shall the world forget, Nor that disdainful wafture of thy hand. Thou scornful! sun and flower shall find thee yet.
XIV—SONG
I love her gentle forehead, And I love her tender hair; I love her cool, white arms, And her neck where it is bare.
I love the smell of her garments; I love the touch of her hands; I love the sky above her, And the very ground where she stands.
I love her doubting and anguish; I love the love she withholds; I love my love that loveth her And anew her being molds.
XV—LISTENING TO MUSIC
When on that joyful sea Where billow on billow breaks; where swift waves follow Waves, and hollow calls to hollow; Where sea-birds swirl and swing, ​And winds through the rigging shrill and sing; Where night is one vast starless shade; Where thy soul not afraid, Tho' all alone unlonely, Wanders and wavers, wavers wandering; On that accursèd sea One moment only, Forget one moment, Love, thy fierce content; Back let thy soul be bent— Think back, dear Love, O Love, think back to me!
XVI—"A SONG OF THE MAIDEN MORN"
A song of the maiden morn, A song for my little maid, Of the silver sunlight born!
But I am afraid, afraid, When I come my maid may be Nothing, there, but a shade.
But O, her shadow is more to me Than the shadowless light of eternity!
XVII—WORDS IN ABSENCE
I would that my words were as my fingers, So that my Love might feel them move Slowly over her brow, as lingers The sunset wind o'er the world of its love. I would that my words were as the beating Of her own heart, that keeps repeating My name through the livelong day and the night; And when my Love her lover misses,— Longs for and loves in the dark and the light,— ​I would that my words were as my kisses. I would that my words her life might fill— Be to her earth, and air, and skies. I would that my words were husht and still— Lost in the light of her eyes.
XVIII—SONG
The birds were singing, the skies were gay; I looked from the window on meadow and wood, On green, green grass that the sun made white; Beyond the river the mountain stood— Blue was the mountain, the river was bright; I looked on the land and it was not good, For my own dear Love she had flown away.
XIX—THISTLE-DOWN
Fly, thistle-down, fly From my lips to the lips that I love! Fly through the morning light, Flee through the shadowy night, Over the sea and the land, Quick as the lark Through twilight and dark, Through lightning and thunder; Till no longer asunder We stand; For thy touch like the lips of her lover Moves her being to mine— We are one in a swoon divine!
Fly, thistle-down, fly From my lips to the lips that I love!
XX—"O SWEET WILD ROSES THAT BUD AND BLOW"
O sweet wild roses that bud and blow Along the way that my Love may go; O moss-green rocks that touch her dress, And grass that her dear feet may press;
O maple-tree whose brooding shade For her a summer tent has made; O goldenrod and brave sunflower That flame before my maiden's bower;
O butterfly on whose light wings The golden summer sunshine clings; O birds that flit o'er wheat and wall, And from cool hollows pipe and call;
O falling water whose distant roar Sounds like the waves upon the shore; O winds that down the valley sweep, And lightnings from the clouds that leap;
O skies that bend above the hills; O gentle rains and babbling rills; O moon and sun that beam and burn— Keep safe my Love till I return!
XXI—THE RIVER
I know thou art not that brown mountain-side, Nor the pale mist that lies along the hills And with white joy the deepening valley fills; Nor yet the solemn river moving wide ​Into that valley, where the hills abide But whence those morning clouds on noiseless wheels Shall lingering lift and, as the moonlight steals From out the heavens, so into the heavens shall glide. I know thou art not this gray rock that looms Above the water, fringed with scarlet vine; Nor flame of burning meadow; nor the sedge That sways and trembles at the river's edge. But through all these, dear heart! to me there comes Some melancholy, absent look of thine.
XXII—THE LOVER'S LORD AND MASTER
I pray thee, dear, think not alone of me, But sometimes think of my great master, Love; His faithful slave he is so far above That for his sake I would forgotten be— Tho' well I know that hidden thus from thee Not far away my image then might rove, And his sweet, heavenly countenance would move Ever thy soul to gentler charity. So when thy lover's self leaps from his song Thou him may love not less for his fair Lord. But that thy love for me grow never small (As bow long bent twangs not the arrowed cord, And he doth lose his star who looks too long), Sometimes, dear heart, think not of me at all.
XXIII—SONG
My love grew with the growing night, And dawned with the new daylight.
XXIV—"A NIGHT OF STARS AND DREAMS"
A night of stars and dreams, of dreams and sleep; A waking into another empty day— But not unlovely all, for then I say: "To-morrow!" Through the hours this light doth creep Higher in the heavens, as down the heavenly steep Sinks the slow sun. Another evening gray, Made glorious by the morn that comes that way; Another night, and then To-day doth leap Upon the world! O, quick the hours do fly, Of that new day which brings the moment when We meet at last! Swift up the shaking sky Rushes the sun from out its dismal den; And then the wisht for time doth yearn more nigh; A white robe glimmering in the dark—and then!
XXV—A BIRTHDAY SONG
I thought this day to bring to thee A flower that grows on the red rose tree. I searched the branches—O, despair! Of roses every branch was bare.
I thought to sing thee a birthday song As wild as my love, as deep and strong. The song took wing like a frightened bird, And its music my maiden never heard.
But, Love, the flower and the song divine One day of the year will yet be thine; And thou shalt be glad when the rose I bring, And weep for joy at the song I sing.
XXVI—"WHAT CAN LOVE DO FOR THEE, LOVE?"
What can love do for thee, Love? Can it make the green fields greener; Bluer the skies, and bluer The eyes of the blue-eyed flowers? Can it make the May-day showers More warm and sweet; serener The heavens after the rain? The sunset's radiant splendor More exquisite and tender? The Northern Star more sure? Can it take the pang from pain? (O Love, remember the curtain Of cloud that lifted last night And showed the silver light Of a star!) Can it make more certain The heart of the heart of all, The good that works at the root— The singing soul of love That throbs in flower and fruit, In man and earth and brute, In hell, and heaven above? Can its low voice musical Make dear the day and the night?
XXVII—"THE SMILE OF HER I LOVE"
The smile of her I love is like the dawn Whose touch makes Memnon sing. O, see where wide the golden sunlight flows— The barren desert blossoms as the rose!
​The smile of her I love—when that is gone, O'er all the world Night spreads her shadowy wing.
XXVIII—FRANCESCA AND PAOLO
Within the second dolorous circle where The lost are whirled, lamenting—thou and I Stood, Love, to-day with Dante. Silently We looked upon the black and trembling air; When lo! from out that darkness of despair Two shadows, light upon the wind, drew nigh, Whose very motion seemed to breathe a sigh— And there Francesca, and her lover there. These when we saw, the wounds whereat they bled, Their love which was not with their bodies slain— These when we saw, great were the tears we shed; As, Love, for thee and me love's tears shall rain— The mortal agony; the nameless dread; The longing, and the passion, and the pain.
XXIX—THE UNKNOWN WAY
Two travelers met upon a plain Where two straight, narrow pathways crossed; They met and, with a still surprise, They looked into each other's eyes And knew that never, O, never again! Could one from the other soul be lost.
But lo! these narrow pathways lead Now each from each apart, and lo! In neither pathway can they go Together, in their new, strange need.
​Far-off the purple mountains loom,— Vague and far-off, and fixt as fate, Which hide from sight that land unknown Where, ever, like a carven stone The setting sun doth stand and wait, And men cry not: "Too late! too late!" And sorrow turns to a golden gloom. But O, the long journey all unled By track of traveler o'er the plain— The stony desert, bleak and rude, The bruisèd feet and the tired brain; And O, the twofold solitude, The doubt, the danger, and the dread!
XXX—THE SOWER
I
A sower went forth to sow; His eyes were dark with woe; He crusht the flowers beneath his feet, Nor smelt the perfume, warm and sweet, That prayed for pity everywhere. He came to a field that was harried By iron, and to heaven laid bare; He shook the seed that he carried O'er that brown and bladeless place. He shook it, as God shakes hail Over a doomèd land, When lightnings interlace The sky and the earth, and His wand Of love is a thunder-flail. Thus did that Sower sow; His seed was human blood, And tears of women and men. ​And I, who near him stood, Said: When the crop comes, then There will be sobbing and sighing, Weeping and wailing and crying, Flame, and ashes, and woe.
II
It was an autumn day When next I went that way. And what, think you, did I see, What was it that I heard, What music was in the air? The song of a sweet-voiced bird? Nay—but the songs of many, Thrilled through with praise and prayer. Of all those voices not any Were sad of memory; But a sea of sunlight flowed, A golden harvest glowed, And I said: Thou only art wise, God of the earth and skies! And I praise Thee, again and again, For the Sower whose name is Pain.
XXXI—"WHEN THE LAST DOUBT IS DOUBTED"
When the last doubt is doubted, The last black shadow flown; When the last foe is routed; When the night is over and gone— Then, Love, O then! there will be rest and peace: Sweet peace and rest that never thou hast known.
​When the hope that in thee moveth Is born and brought to sight; When past is the pain that proveth The worth of thy new delight— O then, Love! then there will be joy and peace: Deep peace and joy, bright morning after night.
INTERLUDE
As melting snow leaves bare the mountain-side In spaces that grow wider and more wide, So melted from the sky the cloudy veil That hid the face of sunrise. Land and ledge And waste of glittering waters sent a glare Back to the smiting sun. The trembling air Lay, sea on sea, along the horizon's edge; And on that upper ocean, clear as glass, The tall ships followed with deep-mirrored sail Like clouds wind-moved that follow and that pass; And on that upper ocean, far and fair, Floated low islands all unseen before. Green grew the ocean shaken through with light, And blue the heavens faint-fleckt with plumy white. Like pennants on the wind, from o'er the rocks The birds whirled seaward in shrill-piping flocks— And through the dawn, as through the shadowy night, The sound of waves that break upon the shore!
PART IV
I—SONG
Love, Love, my love, The best things are the truest! When the earth lies shadowy dark below, O then the heavens are bluest! Deep the blue of the sky, And sharp the gleam of the stars, And O, more bright against the night The Aurora's crimson bars!
II—THE MIRROR
That I should love thee seemeth meet and wise, So beautiful thou art that he were mad Who in thy countenance no pleasure had; Who felt not the still music of thine eyes Fall on his forehead, as the evening skies The music of the stars feel and are glad. But o'er my mind one doubt still cast a shade Till in my thought this answer did arise: That thou shouldst love me is not wise or meet, For like thee, Love, I am not beautiful; And yet I think that haply in my face Thou findest a true beauty;—this poor, dull, Disfigured mirror dimly may repeat A little part of thy most heavenly grace.
III—LIKENESS IN UNLIKENESS
We are alike, and yet, O strange and sweet! Each in the other difference discerns; ​So the torn strands the maiden's finger turns Opposing ways, when they again do meet Clasp each in each, as flame clasps into heat; So when this hand on this cool bosom burns, Each sense is lost in the other. So two urns Do, side by side, the selfsame lines repeat, But various color gives a lovelier grace, And each by contrast still more fine has grown. Thus, Love, it was, I did forget thy face As more and more to me thy soul was known; Vague in my mind it grew till, in its place, Another came I knew not from my own.
IV—SONG
Not from the whole wide world I chose thee— Sweetheart, light of the land and the sea! The wide, wide world could not inclose thee, For thou art the whole wide world to me.
V—ALL IN ONE
Once when a maiden maidenly went by, Or when I found some wonder in the grass, Or when a purple sunset slow did pass, Or a great star rushed silent through the sky; Once when I heard a singing ecstasy, Or saw the moon's face in the river's glass— Then I remembered that for me, alas! This beauty must for ever and ever die. But now I may thus sorrow never more; From fleeting beauty thou hast torn the pall; Of beauty, Love, thou art the soul and core; ​And tho' the empty shadow fading fall,— Tho' lesser birds lift up their wings and soar,— In having thee alone, Love, I have all.
VI—"I COUNT MY TIME BY TIMES THAT I MEET THEE"
I count my time by times that I meet thee; These are my yesterdays, my morrows, noons, And nights; these my old moons and my new moons Slow fly the hours, or fast the hours do flee, If thou art far from or art near to me; If thou art far, the bird tunes are no tunes; If thou art near, the wintry days are Junes— Darkness is light, and sorrow cannot be. Thou art my dream come true, and thou my dream; The air I breathe, the world wherein I dwell; My journey's end thou art, and thou the way; Thou art what I would be, yet only seem; Thou art my heaven and thou art my hell; Thou art my ever-living judgment-day.
VII—SONG
Years have flown since I knew thee first, And I know thee as water is known of thirst; Yet I knew thee of old at the first sweet sight, And thou art strange to me, Love, to-night.
VIII—THE SEASONS
O strange Spring days, when from the shivering ground Love riseth, wakening from his dreamful swound And, frightened, in the stream his face hath found!
​O Summer days; when Love hath grown apace, And feareth not to look upon Love's face, And lightnings burn where earth and sky embrace!
O Autumn, when the winds are dank and dread, How brave above the dying and the dead The conqueror, Love, uplifts his banner red!
O Winter, when the earth lies white and chill! Now only hath strong Love his perfect will, Whom heat, nor cold, nor death can bind nor kill.
IX—"SUMMER'S RAIN AND WINTER'S SNOW"
Summer's rain and winter's snow With the seasons come and go; Shine and shower; Tender bud and perfect flower; Silver blossom, golden fruit; Song and lute, With their inward sound of pain; Winter's snow and summer's rain; Frost and fire; Joy beyond the heart's desire And our June comes round again.
X—THE VIOLIN
Before the listening world behold him stand; The warm air trembles with his passionate play; Their cheers shower round him like the ocean spray Round one who waits upon the stormy strand. Their smiles, sighs, tears all are at his command; ​And now they hear the trump of judgment-day, And now one silver note to heaven doth stray And fluttering fall upon the golden sand. But like the murmur of the distant sea Their loud applause, and far off, faint, and weak Sounds his own music to him, wild and free— Far from the soul of music that doth speak In wordless wail and lyric ecstasy From that good viol prest against his cheek.
XI—"O MIGHTY RIVER, TRIUMPHING TO THE SEA"
O mighty river, triumphing to the sea, Strong, calm, and solemn as thy mountains be! Poets have sung thy ever-living power, Thy wintry day, and summer sunset hour; Have told how rich thou art, how broad, how deep; What commerce thine, how many myriads reap The harvest of thy waters. They have sung Thy moony nights, when every shadow flung From cliff or pine is peopled with dim ghosts Of settlers, old-world fairies, or the hosts Of savage warriors that once plowed thy waves— Now hurrying to the dance from hidden graves; The waving outline of thy wooded mountains, Thy populous towns that stretch from forest fountains On either side, far to the salty main, Like golden coins alternate on a chain. Thou pathway of the empire of the North, Thy praises through the earth have traveled forth! I hear thee praised as one who hears the shout That follows when a hero from the rout Of battle issues: "Lo, how brave is he, ​How noble, proud, and beautiful!" But she Who knows him best: "How tender!" So thou art The river of love to me! —Heart of my heart, Dear love and bride is it not so indeed?— Among your treasures keep this new-pluckt reed.
XII—"MY SONGS ARE ALL OF THEE"
My songs are all of thee, what tho' I sing Of morning when the stars are yet in sight, Of evening, or the melancholy night, Of birds that o'er the reddening waters wing; Of song, of fire, of winds, or mists that cling To mountain-tops, of winter all in white, Of rivers that toward ocean take their flight, Of summer when the rose is blossoming. I think no thought that is not thine, no breath Of life I breathe beyond thy sanctity; Thou art the voice that silence uttereth, And of all sound thou art the sense. From thee The music of my song, and what it saith Is but the beat of thy heart, throbbed through me.
XIII—AFTER MANY DAYS
Dear heart, I would that after many days, When we are gone, true lovers in a book Might find these faithful songs of ours. "O look!" I hear him murmur while he straightway lays His finger on the page, and she doth raise Her eyes to his. Then, like the winter brook From whose young limbs a sudden summer shook The fetters, love flows on in sunny ways. ​I would that when we are no more, dear heart, The world might hold thy unforgotten name Inviolate in these eternal rhymes. I would have poets say: "Let not the art Wherewith they loved be lost! To us the blame Should love grow less in these our modern times."
XIV—WEAL AND WOE
O highest, strongest, sweetest woman-soul! Thou holdest in the compass of thy grace All the strange fate and passion of thy race; Of the old, primal curse thou knowest the whole. Thine eyes, too wise, are heavy with the dole, The doubt, the dread of all this human maze; Thou in the virgin morning of thy days Hast felt the bitter waters o'er thee roll. Yet thou knowest, too, the terrible delight, The still content, and solemn ecstasy; Whatever sharp, sweet bliss thy kind may know. Thy spirit is deep for pleasure as for woe— Deep as the rich, dark-caverned, awful sea That the keen-winded, glimmering dawn makes white.
XV—"O, LOVE IS NOT A SUMMER MOOD"
O, love is not a summer mood, Nor flying phantom of the brain, Nor youthful fever of the blood, Nor dream, nor fate, nor circumstance. Love is not born of blinded chance, Nor bred in simple ignorance.
​Love is the flower of maidenhood; Love is the fruit of mortal pain; And she hath winter in her blood. True love is stedfast as the skies, And once alight she never flies; And love is strong, and love is wise.
XVI—"LOVE IS NOT BOND TO ANY MAN"
Love is not bond to any man, Nor slave of woman, howso fair. Love knows no architect nor plan, She is a lawless wanderer, She hath no master over her, And loveth not her worshiper.
But tho' she knoweth law nor plan,— Tho' she is free as light and air,— Love was a slave since time began. Lo, now, behold a wondrous thing: Tho' from stone walls she taketh wing, Love may be led by a silken string.
XVII—"HE KNOWS NOT THE PATH OF DUTY"
He knows not the path of duty Who says that the way is sweet; But he who is blind to the beauty, And finds but thorns for his feet.
He alone is the perfect giver Who swears that his gift is naught; And he is the sure receiver Who gains what he never sought.
​Heaven from the hopeless doubter The true believer makes; Against the darkness outer The light God's likeness takes.
Like the pale, cold moon above her With its heart of the heart of fire, My Love is the one true lover, And hers is the soul of desire.
AFTER-SONG
Through love to light! O, wonderful the way That leads from darkness to the perfect day! From darkness and from sorrow of the night To morning that comes singing o'er the sea. Through love to light! Through light, O God, to Thee, Who art the love of love, the eternal light of light!