# The Improvisatrice; and Other Poems/The Painter’s Love

THE PAINTER'S LOVE.
Your skies are blue, your sun is bright; But sky nor sun has that sweet light Which gleamed upon the summer sky Of my own lovely Italy! 'Tis long since I have breathed the air, Which, filled with odours, floated there,— Sometimes in sleep a gale sweeps by, Rich with the rose and myrtle's sigh;— 'Tis long since I have seen the vine With Autumn's topaz clusters shine;
And watched the laden branches bending, And heard the vintage songs ascending; 'Tis very long since I have seen The ivy's death-wreath, cold and green, Hung round the old and broken stone Raised by the hands now dead and gone! I do remember one lone spot, } By most unnoticed or forgot—} Would that I too recalled it not!} It was a little temple, gray, With half its pillars worn away, No roof left, but one cypress-tree Flinging its branches mournfully. In ancient days this was a shrine For goddess or for nymph divine;
And sometimes I have dreamed I heard A step soft as a lover's word, And caught a perfume on the air, And saw a shadow gliding fair, Dim, sad as if it came to sigh O'er thoughts, and things, and time passed by! On one side of the temple stood A deep and solitary wood, Where chestnuts reared their giant length, And mocked the fallen columns' strength; It was the lone wood-pigeon's home, And flocks of them would ofttimes come, And, lighting on the temple, pour A cooing dirge to days no more! And by its side there was a lake With only snow-white swans to break,
With ebon feet and silver wing, The quiet waters' glittering. And when sometimes, as eve closed in, I waked my lonely mandolin, The gentle birds came gliding near, As if they loved that song to hear.
 'Tis past, 'tis past, my happiness Was all too pure and passionless! I waked from calm and pleasant dreams To watch the morning's earliest gleams, Wandering with light feet 'mid the dew, Till my cheek caught its rosy hue; And when uprose the bright-eyed moon, I sorrowed, day was done so soon;
Save that I loved the sweet starlight, The soft, the happy sleep of night!
 Time has changed since, and I have wept The day away; and when I slept, My sleeping eyes ceased not their tears; And jealousies, griefs, hopes, and fears Even in slumber held their reign, And gnawed my heart, and racked my brain! Oh much,—most withering 'tis to feel The hours like guilty creatures steal, To wish the weary day was past, And yet to have no hope at last! All's in that curse, aught else above That fell on me—betrayed love!
There was a stranger sought our land, A youth, who with a painter's hand Traced our sweet valleys and our vines, The moonlight on the ruined shrines, And now and then the brow of pearl And black eyes of the peasant girl: We met and loved—ah, even now My pulse throbs to recall that vow! Our first kiss sealed, we stood beneath The cypress-tree's funereal wreath, That temple's roof. But what thought I Of aught like evil augury! I only felt his burning sighs, I only looked within his eyes, I saw no dooming star above, There is such happiness in love!
I left, with him, my native shore, Not as a bride who passes o'er Her father's threshold with his blessing, With flowers strewn and friends caressing, Kind words, and purest hopes to cheer The bashfulness of maiden fear; But I—I fled as culprits fly, By night, watched only by one eye Whose look was all the world to me, And it met mine so tenderly, I thought not of the days to come, I thought not of my own sweet home, Nor of mine aged father's sorrow,— Wild love takes no thought for to-morrow. I left my home, and I was left A stranger in his land, bereft
Of even hope; there was not one Familiar face to look upon.— Their speech was strange. This penalty Was meet; but surely not from thee, False love—'twas not for thee to break The heart but sullied for thy sake!—
 I could have wished once more to see Thy green hills, loveliest Italy! I could have wished yet to have hung Upon the music of thy tongue; I could have wished thy flowers to bloom— Thy cypress planted by my tomb! This wish is vain, my grave must be Far distant from my own country!
I must rest here—Oh lay me then By the white church in yonder glen; Amid the darkening elms, it seems, Thus silvered over by the beams Of the pale moon, a very shrine For wounded hearts—it shall be mine! There is one corner, green and lone, A dark yew over it has thrown Long, night-like boughs; 'tis thickly set With primrose and with violet. Their bloom's now past; but in the spring They will be sweet and glistening. There is a bird, too, of your clime, That sings there in the winter time; My funeral hymn his song will be, Which there are none to chant, save he.
And let there be memorial none, No name upon the cold white stone: The only heart where I would be Remembered, is now dead to me! I would not even have him weep O'er his Italian love's last sleep. Oh, tears are a most worthless token, When hearts they would have soothed are broken.