# Subways of Your Mind

"Subways of Your Mind" is a song by German rock band Fex, recorded in 1983. In the 2000s, a recording on a cassette tape from a radio broadcast in the mid-1980s was uploaded online and garnered significant attention. The song remained unidentified, even after being uploaded to the Internet, prompting a 17-year-long search to identify the artist and song title. During this search, the song earned the nickname "The Most Mysterious Song on the Internet".
The song was recorded from a West German Norddeutscher Rundfunk (NDR) radio broadcast during the mid-1980s, likely around 1984. In 2019, it became the subject of a viral Internet phenomenon, with many users of sites such as Reddit and Discord collaborating to identify the song and recording artist.
In November 2024, the song was identified as "Subways of Your Mind" by Fex, a rock band from Kiel. Confirmation came with the release of a 1983 EP featuring a demo version of the song, as well as a recording of a 1985 live performance. On 12 January 2025, the daughter of the band's keyboardist Michael Hädrich posted to the Reddit community formed around the song that her father had found a cassette copy of the studio version that had been played on NDR. The copy was released as a digital single the following day. However, the 1/4 master tape containing this version has yet to be found.
Throughout the search, other unknown songs have been discovered. Users online have coined the term "lostwave" to describe songs of this nature.

## Origin

A German teenager named Darius S. recorded the song from a radio program on the North German public radio station Norddeutscher Rundfunk (NDR) in the 1980s. He recorded the song on a cassette tape and made a mixtape, which also included songs from XTC and the Cure. To get clean recordings of songs, Darius purposely removed dialogue from the radio hosts, which is likely why the exact airplay date and the title were unknown.

## Online search

In 2004, Darius' older sister, Lydia H., bought him a website domain as a birthday present, which he used to raise awareness of the unidentified songs in his collection. He then digitized his radio recordings, saving the songs as .aiff and .m4a files, and uploaded them to his site, named Unknown Pleasures after the 1979 album by English post-punk band Joy Division.
On March 18, 2007, Lydia began her online search for the song on a Usenet group, but later migrated to websites with song identification tools. She posted a 1:15 excerpt of the song to best-of-80s.de (a German forum devoted to eighties synth-pop) and to The Spirit of Radio (a fan site dedicated to Canadian radio station CFNY-FM). The song slowly spread across the Internet, being uploaded to WatZatSong in 2009 and to YouTube in 2011. Spanish indie record label Dead Wax Records posted the excerpt of the song to their YouTube channel in 2017. This caught the attention of Gabriel Pelenson, a friend of Dead Wax owner Nicolás Zúñiga, who began searching for the song's origin in 2019.
Pelenson uploaded the excerpt of the song to his YouTube channel and many music-related Reddit communities, and eventually founded r/TheMysteriousSong. Searchers made contact with individuals potentially pertinent to the search, such as NDR disc jockey Paul Baskerville, German performance rights organization GEMA, and YouTube channel "80zforever", which posts obscure music. Baskerville agreed to play the song on his then-current radio show Nachtclub on July 21, 2019. Although no new leads came of it, it did make Lydia and Darius aware of the new wave of investigation, and Lydia subsequently became involved with the Reddit community in August.

### Theories

Searchers generally agreed that the singer had some sort of European accent, but the specific type was unclear at the time. Some users had theorized that the Yamaha DX7 synthesizer, which was released in late 1983, was used in the leads. This was later confirmed by Fex's keyboardist Michael Hädrich.
There had been some speculation that the song was recorded in 1984, since most of the other songs on the cassette tape were released around that time. Further evidence for this is that the Technics tape deck which Darius S. likely used to record the song was manufactured that year.
Radio disc jockey Paul Baskerville, who does not remember playing the song, suspected that it was a demo recording that was played once by an NDR presenter and then thrown away.
One article from March 2021 claimed that the song was likely written and performed by Viennese singer Christian Brandl and drummer Ronnie Urini in 1983, with both German and English versions. The song would have been recorded in the studio of the late Fred Jakesch on Mariahilferstraße in Vienna. Alto saxophonist Heinz Hochrainer said he was present for a planned saxophone element, but that was never recorded. A preliminary mix of the song then would have made its way to NDR Radio in 1984. Urini confirmed the story and also provided an old typewritten version of the German lyrics as evidence. However, this theory has since been debunked. Robert Wolf, Brandl's musical colleague and the frontman of their band Chuzpe, said that he did not recognize Brandl's voice in the song and that the drums sounded more like an electronic drum machine than Urini. Following the discovery of the song's name and band, Urini claimed that the recordings that have surfaced are forged by AI, and that he doesn't want to do anything more about the search.

## Viral internet phenomenon

On May 27, 2019, Australian music news website Tone Deaf wrote the earliest article focusing on the song, with author Tyler Jenke discussing the preliminary stages of the search for the track and noting that the search was similar to a 2013 search for a song which was ultimately identified as "On the Roof" by Swedish musician Johan Lindell.
Between 2019 and 2021, American YouTuber Justin Whang posted five episodes of his series Tales from the Internet discussing the song and the progress of the search. His videos further galvanized Internet users to contribute to the effort to identify the song.
In addition, a number of covers and remixed versions of the song have been created, including a cover by American band Mephisto Walz titled "Like the Wind" and released on their 2020 album All These Winding Roads.
In March 2023, the song was used in MyHouse.wad, a Doom II mod posted to the Doomworld forums by the pseudonymous user "Veddge". As described in PC Gamer, "you can find it playing from the open door of a lonely car, several layers deep into the inception-style madness that plagues the mod". The song's cryptic nature led it to be widely associated with the "liminal space" internet aesthetic.

## Identification

On November 4, 2024, Reddit user u/marijn1412 claimed to have identified the song as "Subways of Your Mind" by the German band Fex. While researching bands who participated in Hörfest, an annual event highlighting lesser-known musical artists, the user contacted a Fex band member listed in an issue of the German newspaper Nordwest-Zeitung  [de]. According to the user, the band member confirmed that Fex was the creator of the song and planned to re-release it. One member of Fex, Michael Hädrich, confirmed the story to German tabloid Tz, while the band's lead singer, Ture Rückwardt, participated in an interview with the Kiel newspaper Kieler Nachrichten, further corroborating the story. On November 7, 2024, three of the four original members of the band, Hädrich, Rückwardt and bassist Norbert Ziermann, performed an acoustic version of the song for the German radio station NDR 1 Welle Nord in Kiel. The identification of the song occurred forty years after the recording date of the demo, seventeen years after the first known online attempt to identify it, and five years after the general Internet became aware of the search.

## Personnel

* Ture Rückwardt – composer, vocals, guitar
* Norbert Ziermann – bass
* Michael Hädrich – keyboards, vocals, guitar
* Hans-Reimer Sievers – drums