# I Don't Wanna Live Forever

"I Don't Wanna Live Forever" (also subtitled "Fifty Shades Darker") is a song by the English singer Zayn and the American singer-songwriter Taylor Swift from the soundtrack to the 2017 film Fifty Shades Darker. It was written by Swift, Sam Dew, and Jack Antonoff, who also produced the song. An electropop, dance-pop, and R&B ballad about romantic yearning between two ex-lovers, "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" features finger snap beats and falsetto vocals from Swift and Zayn. Republic Records released it as a single on December 9, 2016, and its music video was released on January 27, 2017.
Music critics generally praised the duo's vocals and the sultry production. Several critics have nonetheless regarded "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" as one of Swift's lesser tracks. In the United States, "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" peaked at number two on the Billboard Hot 100 to become the highest-peaking song from the Fifty Shades film series, and it was certified four-times platinum by the Recording Industry Association of America for selling over four million units. It reached the top five on charts of many countries across Europe and has been certified diamond in Brazil, France, and Poland, and multi-platinum in many other territories.
At the 60th Annual Grammy Awards in 2018, "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" was nominated for Best Song Written for Visual Media. It won Best Collaboration at the 2017 MTV Video Music Awards, Best Collaboration of the Year at the 2017 MTV Millennial Awards, and an iHeartRadio Titanium Award for amassing one billion spins. Swift performed "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" live during several concerts in 2017 and on four shows of the Eras Tour in 2023 and 2024.

## Background and release

Taylor Swift wrote "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" with Sam Dew and Jack Antonoff, and Antonoff produced the song for Fifty Shades Darker: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack (2017). It was Swift's first original song since her 2014 studio album, 1989. Republic Records released "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" for download onto the iTunes Store and streaming onto Apple Music on December 9, 2016, as the soundtrack's lead single. It was released to US hot adult contemporary radio on December 12 and US contemporary hit radio on December 13 and later made available for streaming onto Spotify on December 16.
Swift's vocals were recorded by Antonoff at Rough Customer Studio in Brooklyn, New York City, and Zayn's vocals were recorded by Daniel Zaidenstadt at the Record Plant in Los Angeles, California. All instruments were played by Antonoff, and the track was mixed by Serban Ghenea at MixStar Studios in Virginia Beach, Virginia. According to Antonoff, it took him one week to put the track together, combining Swift's vocals that he recorded and Zayn's vocals sent from Los Angeles.

## Composition

At 4 minutes and 5 seconds long, "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" is a mid-tempo R&B, dance-pop, and electropop ballad. It is driven by finger snap beats. Issy Sampson of The Guardian categorized it as a slow jam. Many critics regarded the production as sultry. Swift and Zayn sing the track using breathy vocals and falsetto harmonies. The lyrics are about romantic yearning between two ex-lovers and include self-interrogation about what the relationship means; Swift's narrator sings at one point: "Wonder if I dodged a bullet?/ or just lost the love of my life?" Some lyrics were influenced by the dynamics of the Fifty Shades characters Christian Grey and Anastasia Steele ("I've been looking sad in all the nicest places").

## Critical reception

At the 60th Annual Grammy Awards in 2018, "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" was nominated for Best Song Written for Visual Media. Although Universal Pictures ran a campaign to push the song as an Academy Award contender, it ultimately was not shortlisted, leading Variety to describe it as a "snub".
Nolan Feeney of Entertainment Weekly gave "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" a B+ rating. He contended that Swift succeeded in showing her sensual, sultry side and Zayn's falsetto vocals were impressive. Sampson thought that the single continued the trend of "soundtracks that are better than the actual film", highlighting Swift's vocals for reaching "notes she hardly ever attempts" and the finger snap production as "on-brand" for the Fifty Shades franchise. Hannah Mylrea of NME thought that the track was more enticing than the Fifty Shades movie and described it as "a bit of a banger". In June 2022, Business Insider ranked "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" as Swift's second-best soundtrack song, behind "Safe & Sound" (2012). Billboard in April 2024 ranked the single as Swift's second-best collaboration, behind "Exile" (2020) featuring Bon Iver, opining that Swift and Zayn gave the track enough character for it to become more than just a soundtrack single.
In a less enthusiastic review, Rob Sheffield of Rolling Stone ranked it 251st out of Swift's total 274 songs as of April 2024, deeming the track uninteresting and Swift and Zayn's vocals boring. Vulture's Nate Jones listed it at number 203 on his ranking of Swift's 245 songs as of April 2024, calling it a "wan duet". Lucy Ford of British GQ also deemed "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" a lesser entry among Swift's singles, saying that its "harsh falsetto and whimper of a crescendo" made it fall flat.

## Commercial performance

In the United States, "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" debuted at number six on the Billboard Hot 100, becoming Zayn's second top-10 single as a solo artist and Swift's 20th top 10. On the Digital Song Sales chart, it debuted at number one, becoming Zayn's second song as a solo artist and Swift's 11th song to reach number one. The single peaked at number two on the Billboard Hot 100 chart dated March 4, 2017, becoming the highest-charting single from the Fifty Shades franchise, surpassing Ellie Goulding's "Love Me like You Do" (2015) and the Weeknd's "Earned It" (2014), which both peaked at number three. It was Zayn's second top-five single as solo artist and Swift's 11th top-five single on the Hot 100. On Billboard's airplay charts, the single peaked at number two on both Adult Top 40 and Mainstream Top 40. It reached over a million in sales by July 2017 and 1.4 million by November 2017, and was the tenth-best-selling song of 2017 in the United States, selling 1.108 million copies within that year. The Recording Industry Association of America has certified the single four-times platinum for surpassing four million units.
"I Don't Wanna Live Forever" peaked at number one in Sweden and reached the top five on many charts across Europe: it peaked at number two in Austria, Belgian Wallonia, the Czech Republic, Denmark, Germany, Greece, Norway, Portugal, and Switzerland; number three in Hungary; number four in Bulgaria, France, and Ireland; and number five in Italy and the United Kingdom. In Asia–Pacific, the song peaked at number two in Malaysia, number three in Australia, and number four in New Zealand. The single has been certified diamond in Brazil (double diamond), France, and Poland; seven-times platinum in Australia and Canada; four-times platinum in New Zealand and Norway; triple platinum in Italy; double platinum in Denmark, Spain, Sweden, and the United Kingdom; triple gold in Germany; and platinum+gold in Mexico.

## Music video

Directed by Grant Singer, the music video for "I Don't Wanna Live Former" was released on January 27, 2017, through both Zayn and Swift's official YouTube and Vevo accounts. A behind-the-scenes video was released the same day. The music video was shot at the St Pancras Renaissance London Hotel in London, England. It opens with Zayn walking into the hotel while being surrounded by paparazzi. After getting into his room, he smashes objects like glasses and lamps. Swift is then seen wearing dark lipstick, black lingerie, an unbuttoned jacket, and walking down a dark hallway. She then angrily smashes the mirror and writhes around on bed as close-up shots focus on her makeup and messy hair. Towards the closing moments, there are brief scenes of the two together as lights flash around them.
Exclaim! wrote that the video had a noirish and cinematic quality, while Allure highlighted Swift's persona in the video as her powerful and confident embrace of her sexuality. Billboard summed up the video's narrative as being "fueled by the torture of love". Vulture wrote that the video features Zayn and Swift "sexily [bearing] the weight of their romantic distress" but found Zayn's acting unconvincing and the video overall a little uncomfortable. The video shooting was reported by The Sun to have caused damage and "set fire" to the hotel room.
On February 2 and 3, 2017, Swift and Zayn posted video recordings of them singing their acoustic version "I Don't Wanna Live Forever". Swift's video, tweeted by AT&T, shows her playing the guitar and singing the track for one minute, recorded during a break from her rehearsals for DirecTV's upcoming concert. Zayn's black-and-white video shows him singing the full song in a dimly-lit studio over a backdrop of sparse acoustic guitar.

## Live performances

Swift performed "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" live several times in 2017. She first performed an acoustic version of it during DirecTV's pre-Super Bowl "Super Saturday Night" event in Houston, Texas, on February 4. In December, she sang "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" at KIIS FM's Jingle Ball in Inglewood, California, on December 1, at B96 Chicago and Pepsi Jingle Bash 2017 in Chicago, Illinois, on December 7, at iHeartRadio Jingle Ball Tour 2017: Z100 Jingle Ball in New York City on December 8, and at Capital FM's Jingle Bell Ball in London, England, on December 10.
On her Reputation Stadium Tour, Swift sang "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" as a "surprise song" at the June 9, 2018, concert in Manchester, England. She sang it again at the Eras Tour as a "surprise song" on four shows: on piano at the June 3, 2023, show in Chicago; as part of a piano mashup with "Dress" (2017) at the March 2, 2024, show in Singapore, which was live streamed via Swift's Instagram account; as part of an acoustic guitar mashup with "Imgonnabetyouback" (2024) at the July 28, 2024, show in Munich, Germany; and as part of an acoustic guitar mashup with "Mine" (2010) at the November 15, 2024, show in Toronto, Canada.

## Awards and nominations

| Year | Organization | Award | Result |
| 2017 | Radio Disney Music Awards | Best Collaboration | Nominated |
| 2017 | MTV Millennial Awards | Best Collaboration of the Year | Won |
| 2017 | Teen Choice Awards | Choice Music Collaboration | Nominated |
| 2017 | MTV Video Music Awards | Best Collaboration | Won |
| 2018 | Grammy Awards | Best Song Written for Visual Media | Nominated |
| 2018 | Satellite Awards | Best Original Song | Nominated |
| 2018 | Brit Awards | British Video of the Year | Nominated |
| 2018 | BMI Awards | Award-Winning Songs | Won |
| 2018 | iHeartRadio Awards | Titanium Awards | Won |

## Credits and personnel

Credits adapted from the liner notes of Fifty Shades Darker: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
Recording
* Recorded at Rough Customer Studio (Brooklyn, New York)
* Zayn's vocals recorded at Record Plant (Los Angeles, California)
* Taylor Swift's vocals recorded at Rough Costumer Studios (Brooklyn, New York)
* Additional vocals engineered at NightBird Recording Studios (West Hollywood, California)
* Mixed at MixStar Studios (Virginia Beach, Virginia)
* Mastered at Sterling Sound Studios (New York City, New York)
Management
* Published by Sony/ATV Tree Publishing/Taylor Swift Music (BMI), Sony/ATV Songs LLC/Ducky Donathan Music (BMI), Sony/ATV Sonata/By the Chi Publishing (SESAC), UPG Music Publishing (BMI) and 1320 Music Publishing (SESAC)
* Zayn appears courtesy of RCA Records
* Taylor Swift appears courtesy of Big Machine Records
Personnel
* Zayn – lead vocals
* Taylor Swift – lead vocals, songwriter
* Jack Antonoff – producer, songwriter, instruments, vocals recording (Taylor Swift)
* Sam Dew – background vocals, songwriter
* Daniel Zaidenstadt – vocals recording (Zayn)
* Saltwives – additional vocals engineer
* Şerban Ghenea – mixing
* Tom Coyne – mastering

## Certifications

Certifications for "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" :
| Region | Certification | Certified units/sales |
| Australia (ARIA) | 7× Platinum | 490,000$^‡$ |
| Belgium (BEA) | Platinum | 20,000$^‡$ |
| Brazil (Pro-Música Brasil) | 2× Diamond | 500,000$^‡$ |
| Canada (Music Canada) | 7× Platinum | 560,000$^‡$ |
| Denmark (IFPI Danmark) | 2× Platinum | 180,000$^‡$ |
| France (SNEP) | Diamond | 233,333$^‡$ |
| Germany (BVMI) | 3× Gold | 600,000$^‡$ |
| Italy (FIMI) | 3× Platinum | 150,000$^‡$ |
| Mexico (AMPROFON) | Platinum+Gold | 90,000$^‡$ |
| New Zealand (RMNZ) | 4× Platinum | 120,000$^‡$ |
| Norway (IFPI Norway) | 4× Platinum | 240,000$^‡$ |
| Poland (ZPAV) | Diamond | 250,000$^‡$ |
| Portugal (AFP) | Platinum | 10,000$^‡$ |
| Spain (PROMUSICAE) | 2× Platinum | 120,000$^‡$ |
| United Kingdom (BPI) | 2× Platinum | 1,200,000$^‡$ |
| United States (RIAA) | 4× Platinum | 4,000,000$^‡$ |
| Streaming |||
| Sweden (GLF) | 2× Platinum | 24,000,000$^†$ |
| $^‡$ Sales+streaming figures based on certification alone. $^†$ Streaming-only figures based on certification alone. |||

## Release history

Release dates and formats for "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" :
| Region | Date | Format(s) | Label(s) |
| Various | December 9, 2016 | Digital downloadstreaming | Republic |
| United States | December 12, 2016 | Adult contemporary radio | Big MachineRepublicUniversal |
| United States | December 13, 2016 | Contemporary hit radio | Big MachineRepublicUniversal |
| Italy | January 13, 2017 | Radio airplay | SonyUniversal |