# To Feel Alive

To Feel Alive is the second extended play by American singer Kali Uchis, released on April 24, 2020, through Virgin EMI Records and Interscope Records. It is her first extended play since Por Vida (2015) and first release overall since Isolation (2018). Unable to issue her second studio album, the singer recorded the EP's songs in her home while self-isolating due to the COVID-19 pandemic.

## Background and composition

Before the release of To Feel Alive, Uchis uploaded a video to her YouTube channel featuring snippets of demos for "Honey Baby" and "Angel", with the latter previously titled "Pablo Escobar"; ultimately, none of the songs were used for Por Vida. The two were reworked, with "Angel" changing only one line. Uchis first performed "I Want War (But I Need Peace)" during her 2019 co-headlining tour with Jorja Smith.
Ellen Johnson, writing for Paste classified To Feel Alive as a "stellar rendering of escapist pop", while Antwane Folk from Rated R&B described it as "dreamy R&B". Charlie Zhang of Hypebeast wrote that the EP features "dreamy, electric synth-infused sounds that complement Uchis' uniquely wistful singing". In an interview for Insider, Uchis revealed that it took "probably 15 minutes" to write and record the EP's title track.

## Artwork and promotion

The EP's artwork is a painting Uchis commissioned to Polish artist Oh de Val. It consists of a brunette Uchis performing oral sex on a blonde version of herself, representing the combining of styles found on Isolation and Por Vida, respectively, to form a new, more pleasurable one. The image's explicit content was censored on Spotify and Apple Music.
A lyric video for "I Want War (But I Need Peace)" premiered on April 26, 2020. The video's scenery was filmed in Uchis' backyard through a green screen.

## Critical reception

Professional ratings :
| Review scores ||
| Source | Rating |
| NME | |
| The Young Folks | 7/10 |
To Feel Alive received generally positive reviews from music critics. NME's Thomas Smith gave To Feel Alive a 4 out of 5 stars rating, praising Uchis' vocal performance and her decision to rerecord the demo tracks. Ramlogun Khushi of The Young Folks stated that with the EP "Uchis manages to tell a captivating love story in just a few tracks, chock full of groovy beats and colorful imagery".

## Track listing

Notes
* The first three track titles are stylized in all lowercase.
* "To Feel Alive" and any text within brackets are stylized in all caps.

## Personnel

Credits adapted from Tidal.
* Rogét Chahayed – production, songwriting (3)
* Bunx Dadda – production (2)
* Jason Kirt Simeon Fleming – songwriting (2)
* Aja Grant – production, songwriting (1)
* Austen Jux-Chandler – additional production (1), mixing (1, 2, 4), engineering (3), mastering (4)
* Henry Lunetta – engineering (3)
* Prash "Engine-Earz" Mistry – mastering (1–4), mixing (3)
* Sounwave – production, songwriting (3)
* Joe Thornalley – songwriting (1)
* Kali Uchis – lead vocals (all tracks), songwriting (all tracks), production (2, 4), engineering (2, 4)
* Vegyn – production (1)

## Charts

Chart performance for To Feel Alive :
| Chart (2021) | Peak position |
| US Current Album Sales (Billboard) | 94 |

## Release history

| Region | Date | Format | Label | Ref. |
| Various | April 24, 2020 | Digital downloadstreaming | Virgin EMIInterscope | |
| Various | October 24, 2020 | LP | Virgin EMIInterscope | |