# List of The Affair episodes

The Affair is an American television drama series created by Sarah Treem and Hagai Levi. The series premiered on Showtime on October 12, 2014. Its second season premiered on October 4, 2015. On December 9, 2015, the series was renewed for a third season, which debuted on November 20, 2016. On January 9, 2017, Showtime renewed the series for a fourth season, which premiered on June 17, 2018. The series was renewed for a fifth and final season which debuted on August 25, 2019.
During the course of the series, 53 episodes of The Affair aired over five seasons, between October 12, 2014, and November 3, 2019.

## Series overview

| Season | Episodes | Episodes | Originally released | Originally released |
| Season | Episodes | Episodes | First released | Last released |
| 1 | 10 | 10 | October 12, 2014 (2014-10-12) | December 21, 2014 (2014-12-21) |
| 2 | 12 | 12 | October 4, 2015 (2015-10-04) | December 20, 2015 (2015-12-20) |
| 3 | 10 | 10 | November 20, 2016 (2016-11-20) | January 29, 2017 (2017-01-29) |
| 4 | 10 | 10 | June 17, 2018 (2018-06-17) | August 19, 2018 (2018-08-19) |
| 5 | 11 | 11 | August 25, 2019 (2019-08-25) | November 3, 2019 (2019-11-03) |

## Episodes
### Season 1 (2014)

| No. overall | No. in season | Title | Directed by | Written by | Perspective characters | Original release date | U.S. viewers (millions) |
| 1 | 1 | "101" | Mark Mylod | Story by : Sarah Treem & Hagai Levi Teleplay by : Sarah Treem | Noah & Alison | October 6, 2014 (2014-10-06) (online) October 12, 2014 (2014-10-12) (Showtime) | 0.507 |
| Noah Solloway, his wife Helen and their four children, Whitney, Martin, Trevor and Stacey depart for Montauk, New York, on Long Island to spend another summer at the estate of Helen's wealthy parents, the Butlers. Noah is a New York City public school teacher and Williams College alumnus who has recently had a first novel published, but is struggling to write a second, and is constantly undermined by Helen's parents for not being good enough. At a stop for lunch at "The Lobster Roll", a Montauk diner owned by Oscar, the Solloway family encounter Alison Lockhart, who serves as their waitress and assists with their youngest when she begins choking. Noah is intrigued by Alison, who is upset by the incident, and offers her some money to recognise her help, which she refuses. It is the birthday of Alison's dead son, Gabriel, and she is struggling through her day. Later that evening the two meet again by chance on the beach where Alison's extended family is gathered at a bonfire. Noah walks Alison back to her house where he remembers her as flirtatious, inviting him to join her in the outdoor shower as she undresses, which he declines. Alison remembers a casual, friendly conversation with an improper advance by Noah, the shower taking place after Noah has left. When Alison's husband, Cole, arrives back from the bonfire they fight over the differences the two are dealing with after the death of Gabriel and end up having 'angry' sex on the car in the driveway, with Noah looking on after he is drawn back by the shouting. Throughout the season, the memories of both Noah and Alison are periodically interrupted by a current day interrogation conducted by Detective Jeffries, who is investigating a mysterious death. ||||||||
| 2 | 2 | "102" | Jeffrey Reiner | Sarah Treem | Noah & Alison | October 19, 2014 (2014-10-19) | 0.512 |
| The previous night's activities have Noah worked up, and as the Butler household prepares for its annual summer party, Noah can't escape the allure of Alison, whom he remembers as "trouble". The Solloways become involved with the Lockhart family's horse ranch during a trip to the farmer's market for flowers; at the market Noah encounters Alison again, selling homemade specialty jams with her sister-in-law. That evening, Alison is working at the Butlers' party and Noah takes the opportunity to pursue her further, getting her away for a private meeting on the beach during which he discovers that she is also married. From Alison's perspective, as the day begins we get a glimpse of some mysterious activity the family is engaged in, as she makes a collection from the harbor. Throughout her account, we learn more about the emotional debt owed to her husband's family. She works the catering job for the Butlers in order to be around Noah, and when he asks her if she wants to get away from the house, she goes along with him. They talk on the beach, where he shares feelings about his past and his love for his wife, along with his regrets. They share a passionate kiss. A little more is revealed about the mysterious death being investigated at some point in the future through the police questioning of Noah and Alison. ||||||||
| 3 | 3 | "103" | Jeffrey Reiner | Eric Overmyer | Noah & Alison | October 26, 2014 (2014-10-26) | 0.599 |
| As the Solloway family is settling in for the summer Noah begins investigating and researching the history of Montauk, aided by Alison, as background for his book. The two are drawn further together while attempting to keep things simply friendly. Alison is revealed to the audience to be self-harming in response to her overwhelming emotions. Confrontation between the locals builds as Cole takes a stand against development progress proposed by Oscar in favor of preserving what makes Montauk special, revealing a complex history between Oscar's family and the Lockharts. ||||||||
| 4 | 4 | "104" | Jeffrey Reiner | Melanie Marnich | Noah & Alison | November 2, 2014 (2014-11-02) | 0.692 |
| Noah and Alison take a day trip to remote Block Island in order to spend time together as Noah continues with research for his novel. As they tour highlights of the island they share more of themselves in conversation and become ever more intimate with each other. Noah remembers himself as an innocent, struggling under Alison's advances, while Alison's memory is more serious and somber with the undertones of grieving and appreciation for Noah's attentive presence. After Noah receives an emergency call from home which takes his attention they have an argument and part ways, only to run into one another again in a shop. The two get a hotel room for the afternoon and take the last step towards being unfaithful, having sex but arguing further when Alison is evasive afterwards. They make up and return to the hotel but after having sex with Alison again, Noah notices scars on her legs and they argue more. On the ferry back, Alison apologizes and tells Noah she is not the carefree soul he thinks she is, but rather, has a "dark" side (which Noah says he is attracted to). Back on land, as Noah drives Alison home, she tells him about her four year old son who drowned two years ago, leaving her struggling with wanting to die. Their closeness deepens and they make love again that evening at Alison's house, her husband being away. ||||||||
| 5 | 5 | "105" | Carl Franklin | Kate Robin | Alison & Noah | November 9, 2014 (2014-11-09) | 0.673 |
| Complications and obstacles abound for Alison and Noah with troublesome family matters, keeping the lovers apart for now, but seeking an escape beyond the love nest they have found in Alison's friend Phoebe's empty house while she is away on extended travel. Alison's estranged mother, Athena (Deirdre O'Connell), has shown up unexpectedly, meddling in the care of Alison's beloved grandmother and the relationship with her in-laws. And for Noah, it's the coming-of-age struggle of his oldest daughter, Whitney (Julia Goldani Telles), between right and wrong social behaviors complicated by the meddling of his in-laws and the disagreement with his wife, Helen, on how to manage it all. ||||||||
| 6 | 6 | "106" | Carl Franklin | Dan LeFranc | Noah & Alison | November 16, 2014 (2014-11-16) | 0.778 |
| The episode opens with Noah's perspective on a night out at a Montauk restaurant/hotel party hangout named The End where he meets up with his best friend, Max (Josh Stamberg), who is struggling after the separation with his wife. Noah witnesses the exchange and use of drugs between Max and his cab driver, whom he later recognizes as having an association with the Lockharts. Alison is present at the party and introduces herself to the pair, playfully toying with Max while Noah watches her smiling. After Max leaves the party late in the night the pair spend the rest of the night together in the hotel and in the morning discuss possible future plans. When Alison leaves in the morning on her bicycle Noah is curious as to where she is heading and follows her to the fishing docks where he observes her picking up a cooler from a boat after which she takes it to the taxi station. When Noah arrives home at 5:30 a.m. his wife is unsuspecting but she confronts him about their recent lack of intimacy and they make plans. Noah asks his daughter Whitney where "one might score some coke" to which she is appalled. When the Solloway family has lunch at "The Lobster Roll" and Max shows up Helen becomes suspicious about the previous night's activities. Noah asks Oscar for help with his book and witnesses an unsettling confrontation between one of the Lockhart brothers and Oscar, deepening his suspicions about Alison's involvement with drug dealing, after which he confronts her back at the ranch. In Alison's perspective, the activities of the day are in effort to support the ranch and she reveals again to Noah her lack of concern for her own welfare. Oscar realizes the connection between Alison and Noah and the Lockharts scramble to protect their illicit assets. Alison tells Noah she wants to start over with him but Noah is now reluctant. ||||||||
| 7 | 7 | "107" | Ryan Fleck | Kate Robin | Noah & Alison | November 23, 2014 (2014-11-23) | 0.877 |
| Whitney's therapy sessions bring to light "issues" broiling within the family. For Noah, with the end of summer it is time for the family to return home to Brooklyn, but the kids resist having ingrained themselves in Montauk life over the summer, Martin with the Lockhart ranch and Whitney with her own secretive affairs. Tensions are running high all around as Oscar threatens blackmail to Noah about his affair with Alison and Helen's parents have their own drama. Back in Brooklyn, the family begins to settle in to normal life again, and Noah is happy to be home. He seeks help from Max regarding the blackmail and confides to him about an affair in which Noah tells him that "she threw herself at him". After a medical emergency, Noah also admits to Helen he had a "fling" over the summer, which crushes her. Disappointments are revealed in the anger that follows and the two attempt to repair their relationship, extinguishing the fire in Oscar's threat. For Alison, as the close of summer shuts Montauk down, the Lockhart family concerns heighten and Cherry, the family matriarch, confronts Alison about her selfishness. When Cole and his brother confront Oscar about his threat to them, offering peace, he tells them of Alison's betrayal. She escapes to the city, peeks in on Noah's life, and Cole offers her a chance for reconciliation between them. The current day police investigation deepens the suspicion on Noah. ||||||||
| 8 | 8 | "108" | Ryan Fleck | Dan LeFranc & Melanie Marnich | Noah & Alison | December 7, 2014 (2014-12-07) | 0.759 |
| Four months later, Noah and Helen are progressing through therapy and dealing with family life. Whitney is accused of having an eating disorder when Helen overhears her vomiting in the bathroom. Meanwhile, Alison and Cole's relationship appears to have healed and they have been trying unsuccessfully to have another baby. Alison's mother, Athena, calls to inform her that her grandmother has had a heart attack. After a difficult and honest discussion at the therapist's, Helen agrees to let Noah prove himself and head to Montauk alone to attend a literary award. Despite being aware the event is to honour Helen's father Bruce (John Doman), Alison is unable to back out of her commitment to work the event, and she meets Noah again. Bruce surprises Noah by implying that an extramarital relationship can help produce worthwhile writing. When Alison receives an urgent phone call at the event regarding her grandmother and cannot get transportation, Noah steps in to help her, offering more support after her grandmother dies. Later, when he drives her home to the ranch, they declare their love for one another as she exits the car. Inside the house, she finds a trunk with her son's keepsakes has been placed in her room and she floods with emotion as she goes through them. ||||||||
| 9 | 9 | "109" | Jeffrey Reiner | Story by : Dan LeFranc Teleplay by : Melanie Marnich & Kate Robin | Alison & Noah | December 14, 2014 (2014-12-14) | 0.837 |
| Alison travels to spend time with Noah in the city and they end up at Noah's family home, having sex in Helen and Noah's bed. Afterwards, when she goes with Noah to look at a small apartment Alison gets angry at Noah's talk of long-term timing and flees back to Montauk. Noah tidies away evidence of his betrayal, and in the process finds a positive pregnancy test in the kitchen waste basket. Whitney admits the test is hers, and that she has an abortion scheduled for the following day. Alison has a one night stand with Oscar, after which he tells her that the Lockhart ranch is heavily in debt. Alison confronts Cherry, insisting she tell her children the truth but she threatens to tell Cole about her affair. Meanwhile, Noah goes to Whitney's appointment in the hope the father of her baby will attend. When Scott Lockhart appears, Noah attacks him. Alison is thrown into despair and seriously self-harms herself, subsequently relating to a doctor the full story of Gabriel's death. Afterwards, she considers suicide by drowning in the ocean but is stopped when she thinks she hears Gabe's voice calling to her. Alison tells Cole about the ranch, and insists that she has to leave Montauk. Noah decides to leave Helen, and during the ensuing argument Helen discovers Alison's underwear in their bedroom. Noah leaves Brooklyn on the train, calling Alison to tell her he is coming for her. At the train station, Cole catches up with Alison and says he will leave Montauk with her. Noah interrupts their moment, and Alison boards the train alone. ||||||||
| 10 | 10 | "110" | Jeffrey Reiner | Sarah Treem | Noah & Alison | December 21, 2014 (2014-12-21) | 0.951 |
| Now living alone, Noah indulges in a string of random sexual encounters and ends up in a disorderly conduct suspension from his teaching job. While serving his suspension in a New York City Department of Education rubber room, he spends his time wisely and completes the first draft of his book, which is positively received by his editor. Alison spends time in a spiritual retreat with Athena before returning to Montauk to discuss the future with Cole. After Helen's mother uncovers CCTV coverage of Noah attacking Scott Lockhart at the clinic, Helen unexpectedly invites Noah back home. He returns to a confrontation with Whitney over her relationship with Scott, for which Helen wants to press charges for statutory rape. Alison and Cole are called to the Lockhart ranch, where Whitney has arrived to warn the family of Scott's imminent prosecution. Noah receives contact from Alison informing him of Whitney's whereabouts, and he leaves with Helen to fetch her. Upon arrival at the Lockhart ranch they are greeted by Alison, and Cherry tries to talk them out of pressing formal charges. Tensions are high between all present and when Scott comes down the stairs as the Solloways are leaving Noah again attacks him. Cole stops the attack with gunfire, and is eventually talked down by Alison. Helen and Whitney leave, but Noah stays with Alison. In flashforwards, Jeffries closes the net on Noah and ultimately arrests him for Scott's murder. ||||||||

### Season 2 (2015)

| No. overall | No. in season | Title | Directed by | Written by | Perspective characters | Original release date | U.S. viewers (millions) |
| 11 | 1 | "201" | Jeffrey Reiner | Sarah Treem | Noah & Helen | September 25, 2015 (2015-09-25) (online) October 4, 2015 (2015-10-04) (Showtime) | 0.815 |
| Season 2 begins with Noah and Helen attempting an amicable divorce proceedings, but complications bring about inescapable conflict. Meanwhile, surprising developments in Helen's life lead to unexpected emotions. ||||||||
| 12 | 2 | "202" | Jeffrey Reiner | Sarah Treem | Alison & Cole | October 5, 2015 (2015-10-05) (online) October 11, 2015 (2015-10-11) (Showtime) | 0.547 |
| Alison's summer with Noah is interrupted by an unwelcome guest. Meanwhile, Cole's self-destructive lifestyle causes his family to become concerned. ||||||||
| 13 | 3 | "203" | Anna Boden & Ryan Fleck | Alena Smith | Noah & Alison | October 18, 2015 (2015-10-18) | 0.648 |
| Noah's love leads to serious consequences; Alison discovers a surprising truth. ||||||||
| 14 | 4 | "204" | John Dahl | Anya Epstein | Helen & Noah | October 25, 2015 (2015-10-25) | 0.869 |
| Helen makes an innocent mistake that leads to outrageous consequences. Meanwhile, a court order leads to a dire setback for Noah and Alison. ||||||||
| 15 | 5 | "205" | Laura Innes | Sharr White | Alison & Cole | November 1, 2015 (2015-11-01) | 0.859 |
| Alison is thrown by an unpleasant shift in behavior from her Hudson Valley hosts and furious with Noah after a chance discovery about his new book. Meanwhile, Cole rejects Scotty's plan to make money for the family and enjoys an unexpected connection with someone new. Scotty catches Cole in a situation best kept secret. ||||||||
| 16 | 6 | "206" | Jeffrey Reiner | David Henry Hwang | Helen & Noah | November 8, 2015 (2015-11-08) | 0.891 |
| A medical emergency with Martin casts Helen and Noah's litigation process in a new light. Helen makes a long-overdue decision. Noah is surprised when Alison wants to stay with her mother at the Sousanna Institute and realizes that the dynamics of their relationship have shifted, which leads to more problems. ||||||||
| 17 | 7 | "207" | Anna Boden & Ryan Fleck | Abe Sylvia | Alison & Cole | November 15, 2015 (2015-11-15) | 0.787 |
| Alison's mother raises concerns about Noah and Alison's new lifestyle. Alison confronts Noah about his revealing new book over Thanksgiving dinner. Cole lashes out at Luisa and is further alienated from his family in the wake of new revelations. ||||||||
| 18 | 8 | "208" | Laura Innes | Sharr White | Helen & Noah | November 22, 2015 (2015-11-22) | 0.844 |
| Helen is bewildered by Whitney's future plans. Helen surprises Noah with a difficult admission. Noah faces increased temptation when he becomes a celebrity. ||||||||
| 19 | 9 | "209" | Jeffrey Reiner | David Henry Hwang & Alena Smith | N/A | November 29, 2015 (2015-11-29) | 0.916 |
| Alison weathers a momentous journey alone. Helen receives unexpected attention from a sexy but exasperating source; Noah faces a terrible reckoning. Cole is pushed to the edge by many challenges. ||||||||
| 20 | 10 | "210" | Scott Winant | Anya Epstein | Noah & Alison | December 6, 2015 (2015-12-06) | 0.833 |
| Noah grapples with some essential questions. Meanwhile, Alison begins to doubt a recent ambition, and renewed interactions with the Lockhart brothers force her to consider a harrowing possibility. ||||||||
| 21 | 11 | "211" | Michael Slovis | Story by : Abe Sylvia Teleplay by : Abe Sylvia & Sharr White | Cole & Noah | December 13, 2015 (2015-12-13) | 0.989 |
| A series of revelations rattle Noah. Alison makes a momentous decision. ||||||||
| 22 | 12 | "212" | Jeffrey Reiner | Sarah Treem | Noah & Alison | December 20, 2015 (2015-12-20) | 1.111 |
| Season 2 ends as events set in motion long ago come to their conclusion. A startling admission causes Noah to withdraw from his new life. Alison is honest with Noah and herself. A dispute between Cole and Scotty is followed by tragedy. A turn in Noah's trial results in a shocking tragedy. ||||||||

### Season 3 (2016–17)

| No. overall | No. in season | Title | Directed by | Written by | Perspective characters | Original release date | U.S. viewers (millions) |
| 23 | 1 | "301" | Jeffrey Reiner | Sarah Treem | Noah | November 11, 2016 (2016-11-11) (online) November 20, 2016 (2016-11-20) (Showtime) | 0.600 |
| It's 3 years later and Noah is now a professor at a university. His father has just died and he is coming to terms with what has happened to him in the past 3 years through a series of flashbacks. ||||||||
| 24 | 2 | "302" | John Dahl | Anya Epstein | Helen & Alison | November 21, 2016 (2016-11-21) (online) November 27, 2016 (2016-11-27) (Showtime) | 0.579 |
| One year earlier: after a stern request from Noah leaves Helen devastated, various pressures cause Helen and Vik to reexamine their relationship. Alison returns to Montauk after a crisis only to have her worst fears realized. ||||||||
| 25 | 3 | "303" | Jeffrey Reiner | David Henry Hwang | Juliette & Noah | December 4, 2016 (2016-12-04) | 0.662 |
| Juliette finds Noah an alluring prospect, but a terrifying event shatters all hope of an easy affair. ||||||||
| 26 | 4 | "304" | John Dahl | Stuart Zicherman | Cole & Alison | December 11, 2016 (2016-12-11) | 0.666 |
| Cole finds himself in a difficult situation. Alison looks to reconnect with her daughter. ||||||||
| 27 | 5 | "305" | Jeffrey Reiner | Sharr White | Alison & Noah | December 18, 2016 (2016-12-18) | 0.724 |
| Alison is motivated to spend a day with Noah on Block Island for an unusual reason. The excursion results in a profound connection, but Noah is left wistful and the problems he was escaping return with shocking force. ||||||||
| 28 | 6 | "306" | Agnieszka Holland | Alena Smith | Helen & Noah | January 1, 2017 (2017-01-01) | 0.480 |
| Compelled to return to a place he's spent his life trying to escape, Noah attempts to repair his relationship with Martin. ||||||||
| 29 | 7 | "307" | Jeffrey Reiner | Anya Epstein | Helen & Noah | January 8, 2017 (2017-01-08) | 0.654 |
| Helen gives Noah the help he needs, but at what cost? A vital moment of release becomes something that can't be undone. ||||||||
| 30 | 8 | "308" | John Dahl | Stuart Zicherman | Alison & Cole | January 15, 2017 (2017-01-15) | 0.612 |
| An unexpected cause to celebrate provokes a sobering realization in Alison. Soon after, a startling warning leaves her pondering the unthinkable. ||||||||
| 31 | 9 | "309" | John Dahl ("Helen") Jeffrey Reiner ("Noah") | Sarah Sutherland & Sarah Treem | Helen & Noah | January 22, 2017 (2017-01-22) | 0.793 |
| Helen brings to light some home truths to her family while Noah realises things are not always what they seem. ||||||||
| 32 | 10 | "310" | Jeffrey Reiner | Story by : Sharr White Teleplay by : Sarah Treem & Sharr White | Juliette & Noah | January 29, 2017 (2017-01-29) | 0.725 |
| In Paris, Juliette's husband suddenly wakes up. Meanwhile, Noah sees a poster for the gallery for Furkat's exhibition. ||||||||

### Season 4 (2018)

| No. overall | No. in season | Title | Directed by | Written by | Perspective characters | Original release date | U.S. viewers (millions) |
| 33 | 1 | "401" | Mike Figgis | Sharr White | Noah & Helen | June 17, 2018 (2018-06-17) | 0.477 |
| Flashforward: In Montauk, Noah meets with Cole to talk about a missing person. Six weeks earlier: Noah has moved to Los Angeles, to be closer to Helen and the kids, who have moved with Vik. Noah is an English teacher at a charter school in Compton. Noah shows special interest in one of his students, Anton. Helen is having a hard time adjusting to life in Los Angeles, and keeps imagining earthquakes happening. She sees a therapist for her anxiety. Noah goes to dinner with Helen, Vik, Trevor and Stacey, and he finds out his son might be gay. In private, Helen tells Noah that they should see less of each other, as she believes he is the reason for her anxiety. Back at home, when getting ready for bed, Vik collapses in the bathroom and Helen rushes to him. ||||||||
| 34 | 2 | "402" | Rodrigo García | Sarah Treem | Cole & Alison | June 24, 2018 (2018-06-24) | 0.457 |
| Flashforward: Noah and Cole sit in a vehicle and are joined by Anton. In Montauk, Cole has a business meeting with investors about franchising the Lobster Roll; and Alison shows up late to the meeting, angering Cole. Cole and Luisa go to dinner with the investors, and Alison misses the dinner completely. Luisa expresses her frustration to Cole about her dependence on him because she's not a legal U.S. citizen. At work, Alison counsels a grieving mother who has lost her child. Alison meets Ben, a former Marine employed by the Veterans Health Administration. Later, Alison is angrily confronted in her office by the grieving mother's husband who chokes her, but Ben hears the commotion and rushes in and saves Alison. The husband is then taken by the police. Alison and Ben go for coffee where he discusses his PTSD and that he's in AA. The next day, Alison gets a call from Ben, who asks her out. ||||||||
| 35 | 3 | "403" | Colin Bucksey | Katie Robbins | Noah & Helen | July 1, 2018 (2018-07-01) | 0.559 |
| Flashforward: Noah, Cole and Anton are driving in Philadelphia looking for a missing Alison. They learn that Ben was last person she spoke to. At the school, Noah brings up Anton at a faculty meeting calling him "brilliant" but expresses concerns about him and his home life. Noah later learns that Anton is the son of the principal, Janelle Wilson. Noah later apologizes to Janelle about the comments he made. In the classroom, Noah and the students discuss their next assignment: reading The Waste Land. Anton expresses his objection to reading it because it's not relevant to them and suggests different authors. Noah tells his students that they have collectively more power than they think, and this sparks an impromptu walkout led by Anton, with the rest of the school following suit. The police show up and Noah becomes the main person the media speaks with, where he calls the walkout school sanctioned. Some of the teachers go to a bar afterward, and Janelle shows up. Noah speaks with Janelle about disciplinary practices. In the parking lot, Noah kisses Janelle. Helen and Vik learn he has late stage pancreatic cancer and does not want treatment for it. Vik is being honored at a gala, and Helen breaks her promise by telling Vik's mother about his condition. Vik tells Helen that his parents sacrificed everything for his success. Vik's last wish is to have a baby with Helen. ||||||||
| 36 | 4 | "404" | Rodrigo García | Sarah Treem | Alison & Cole | July 8, 2018 (2018-07-08) | 0.470 |
| Flashforward: Cole speaks with Detective Jeffries over the phone about Alison missing. Alison goes to a work conference about EMDR therapy and meets Ben there. They use the EMDR techniques on each other and Alison mentions her fear of water, but not her son's death. Alison and Ben rent a boat and go onto the ocean as a form of immersion therapy. On the boat, Alison opens up and tells Ben about her son's death, as well as her past addiction to self-injury and her suicide attempt. The two kiss but stop themselves from going further. Alison then plunges into the water, before swimming back up. Ben dives in and they float on the water together. At an Alcoholics Anonymous meeting Cole goes to, Ben is also present and speaks about an unnamed woman who he recently met that he is attracted to (Alison), but mentions that he also has a wife and kids. Luisa wants Alison to renounce her custody of Joanie, so she could be her legal guardian, which would help her with her immigration issues. Cole refuses to ask Alison to do this. Cole meets with his mother and seeks advice about marriage. When picking up Joanie from Alison, he runs into Ben who has arrived for a date with Alison. Cole confronts Ben about him having a wife, but Ben declares his marriage is over and promises he'll tell Alison himself. Cole goes home and finds Luisa has packed up and ready to leave him as she believes Cole still loves Alison. Cole then suggests that he leave instead and go on a walkabout (which his father went on, told by his mother) to help fix their marriage. ||||||||
| 37 | 5 | "405" | Jessica Yu | Story by : David Henry Hwang Teleplay by : David Henry Hwang & Sharr White | Vik & Cole | July 15, 2018 (2018-07-15) | 0.538 |
| Vik talks to his parents about his life insurance and the money that will go to them when he dies, but his mother can't bear to talk about it. Vik has a hard day at work when he has to tell the parents of a young girl that she may have liver cancer. At the fertility clinic, Vik and Helen learn the injections aren't working, because Helen hasn't been taking them. Helen tells Vik she can't have a child without Vik being there. Vik then impulse-buys an expensive Porsche and goes for a joy ride with his neighbor Sierra. Back at her house, Vik tells her he has cancer and confesses his feelings about it. The two then have sex. Cole travels to Morro Bay, California for his walkabout. He tracks down the maker of his father's surfboard, Nan, a woman who owns an art gallery and had a relationship with his father. Cole is invited to Nan's, who's hosting a social gathering of bohemians, where he meets Nan's protégé Delphine. Nan and Delphine perform a "ritual", in an attempt to help Cole get over and let go of Alison. However, at the end of it, he realizes that his marriage with Luisa is over and that he still loves Alison. ||||||||
| 38 | 6 | "406" | Stacie Passon | Lydia Diamond & Sarah Sutherland | Noah & Alison | July 22, 2018 (2018-07-22) | 0.483 |
| Noah goes to pick up Trevor for a concert, but Trevor screams at Noah telling him he doesn't want to go and to leave them alone. Noah then goes to Janelle's to talk about Anton's application letter to Princeton University. Janelle explains that Anton's father (and her ex-husband), Carl, went to Harvard but left because of how he was treated, due to him being black. According to Janelle, Anton is now afraid of doing well, because of his father's experience. Noah gets a phone call and discovers Alison is in jail. In Montauk, Alison gets a mysterious phone call and goes to the home of a man, who introduces himself as her biological father, James. He explains to Alison that he had an affair with her mother when she was their nanny. James then asks Alison for a kidney, for a transplant, but she decides to leave. Before she leaves, he reveals he was the one who saved her from drowning when she was a child. Alison goes home and confronts her mother Athena about the situation. Athena tells Alison that James raped her and they weren't in love as he previously claimed. Alison then goes to the VA center to see Ben, and discovers a woman in his office, who she originally assumes is his secretary, but soon realizes it's his wife; Alison quickly leaves. Alison decides to use Noah's travel gift card and flies to Los Angeles. On the plane ride, she falls asleep on the shoulder of a man sitting next to her. They two begin talking and the man makes a sexual advance on her and Alison throws a drink on him, causing a commotion in the plane and Alison accidentally knocks over the older woman sitting next to her. Alison is arrested and Noah picks her up. On the car ride, Alison has a panic attack, and Noah takes her to Helen and Vik's. Alison and Helen talk, where Alison talks about how she doesn't like how men treat her, Helen responds by telling her to change the narrative and not be a "victim". Helen concludes by telling her, "if you want to change your life, you have to do it now." ||||||||
| 39 | 7 | "407" | Colin Bucksey | Story by : Jaquén Castellanos & Sarah Sutherland Teleplay by : Lydia Diamond & Sarah Sutherland | Helen & Noah | July 29, 2018 (2018-07-29) | 0.544 |
| After purchasing a pregnancy test at a grocery store, Helen informs Vik she is not pregnant. He curtly tells her that she is probably entering menopause. Helen runs into her neighbor Sierra, and decides to join her at a "moon circle" retreat at Joshua Tree. At the retreat, Helen meets Sierra's guru, Gael, and other women in attendance. Over dinner, Gael asks the women to write down their fears on a piece of paper. Gael reads the fears aloud, and when Helen imparts knowing advice on motherhood, Gael is impressed and transfers over the title of guru to Helen. Back at their yurt, Sierra tells Helen she likes to sleep with married men because they appear more secure. Then, Sierra and Helen have sex. On their way to a rowdy house party where there is a sensory deprivation tank, Helen tells Sierra to "lay off" married because the affair harms too many people. Later inside the tank, Helen panics. She decides to leave Joshua Tree, drive home, and tell Vik she doesn't want him to die. Noah yells at Helen after a fight with Trevor. Helen tells Noah that Vik has cancer and to give the family space. Noah goes back to his home to find Anton in his kitchen. Anton tells Noah, and later Janelle at her place, that he is thinking of joining the Marines. Carl stops by, surprised to see Noah there, and hears about Anton's plan. They all have a heated conversation about whether Anton ought to visit Princeton before he makes a final decision. Noah and Janelle have sex at Noah's place. Later, Noah is flying with Anton to New York but they miss their connection flight. Noah gets a call from Cole who tells him that Alison is missing. Cole comes to the airport and picks up Anton and Noah. ||||||||
| 40 | 8 | "408" | Michael Engler | Story by : Itamar Moses & Sharr White Teleplay by : Itamar Moses | Cole & Noah | August 5, 2018 (2018-08-05) | 0.507 |
| Cole travels from California to Milwaukee hoping to find Alison at a conference she was supposed to be attending. However, he is told that she has not arrived and it's the third day of the conference. Cole finds Ben at the conference and Cole asks him about Alison. Ben says they broke up after he told Alison he had a wife. Cole gets a call from Noah and they talk about Alison's disappearance. Cole drives to Chicago and picks up Noah and Anton at the airport. Athena calls Cole and tells him about Alison's biological father James contacting her. They travel to East Hampton to talk with James. While with James, they get a call from Athena with the news that Alison is dead, from an apparent suicide by drowning. Cole and Noah then go to ID her body. Back in Montauk, they meet with Detective Jeffries at the location where they found Alison's body and he confirms it was a suicide and that Ben had an alibi. Cole, still believing she did not commit suicide, goes to Ben's work and confronts him. Ben chastises both Cole and Noah for the reasons why Alison was so messed up. Outside, Cole attacks Noah, with Cole angry at Noah for not doing more to help Alison when he was with her in Los Angeles, when she clearly needed it. ||||||||
| 41 | 9 | "409" | Sam Gold | Sarah Treem | Alison | August 12, 2018 (2018-08-12) | 0.595 |
| The episode presents two different versions of events during an encounter between Alison and Ben at Alison's house in Montauk. In the first version, Ben visits Alison after she returns from Los Angeles and confesses to her that he is married, but Alison already knows. Ben has left his wife and wants to be with her. But, Alison doesn't want to repeat her past mistakes. Ben explains that his PTSD, which was caused by killing a teenager whom he thought had a live RPG, put strain on his marriage and he developed a drinking problem. Alison tells Ben the whole truth about her son's death. The two then make-up and have sex. In the second version, much of the same events happen, except Ben is more angry, lies about having a wife, and scolds her for going to Los Angeles. Ben begins to drink and wants to reconcile with Alison, but she wants him to leave. Alison then mentions his wife, which triggers him. Ben blames Alison for seducing him and they fight, which results in Ben throwing her head-first into a cabinet, where she cracks her head and bleeds. Ben then carries Alison's body and throws her into the ocean. ||||||||
| 42 | 10 | "410" | Rodrigo García | Story by : Jaquén Castellanos & Katie Robbins Teleplay by : Katie Robbins & Sarah Treem | Noah, Cole & Helen | August 19, 2018 (2018-08-19) | 0.564 |
| At Princeton, Noah and Anton go to a creative writing seminar. Noah catches up with an old friend, Ariel, who is a professor there. After encouragement from Anton, Noah leaves for Alison's funeral. On the way to the church, Cole is told by Luisa that Athena has moved the service to the beach, infuriating Cole. At the service, Cole confronts Athena about Alison being cremated instead of being buried alongside their son Gabriel. Cole believes this type of service is not what Alison would have wanted. Cole angrily stares at Ben during the service. While Alison's urn is being passed around to the mourners to say goodbye, when it's Cole's turn, he takes it and runs. Cole goes to the gravesite for his son with Alison's urn. Cole falls asleep and is awoken by his mother Cherry who comforts him. Cole eventually returns home to Luisa, and they mutually agree that their relationship is over. However, Cole offers to stay married so Luisa can become a U.S. citizen and Joanie's legal guardian. The following morning, Cole takes Joanie on a road trip so they can properly mourn Alison. Two weeks later, Vik is in the hospital with an infection. Helen returns home to find Whitney and her boyfriend there, by surprise, who has returned for Thanksgiving. Helen tells Whitney about Vik's cancer. Vik falls into septic shock and Helen, joined by Sierra, go the hospital. Sierra reveals to Helen that she is pregnant with Vik's child. Helen storms outside and is joined by Noah where they talk. To Helen's surprise, Noah is able to comfort her. Helen wonders if she ever really loved Vik and if their relationship was a matter of convenience. Helen returns to Vik's room where he has recovered and she comforts him. He expresses regret over not seeking treatment and realizes he will be dead soon and is not prepared for it. Helen finds Sierra and tells her now is the time to tell Vik that she is carrying his baby, hoping the news will bring him some comfort. The season ends with her walking up to the roof of the hospital to reflect on everything. ||||||||

### Season 5 (2019)

| No. overall | No. in season | Title | Directed by | Written by | Perspective characters | Original release date | U.S. viewers (millions) |
| 43 | 1 | "501" | Colin Bucksey | Sarah Treem | Noah, Joanie & Helen | August 25, 2019 (2019-08-25) | 0.464 |
| Noah meets with actor Sasha Mann, who is set to direct and star in an adaption of Noah's novel Descent. Noah then attends Vik's funeral with Janelle. After the service, Noah witnesses Helen arguing with Vik's mother Priya about whether he should be buried or cremated; because his mother is Hindu, she wants Vik to be cremated. Back at Helen's house, everyone watches a video Vik recorded before he died, and Noah discovers that Whitney and her boyfriend Colin are getting married. After everyone has left, Noah stays behind to clean-up the kitchen and when he takes out the garbage, Helen exclaims "That's Vik's job!" and yells at Noah about how he left her and their four children and that she had to raise them alone. In flashbacks set before Vik's death where he is in hospice, Sierra gives birth to a baby boy, but Vik is unresponsive and soon dies. While Helen is cleaning up Vik's hospital bed, she finds a USB with a note, "For Helen. Play Me." In an unknown future flashforward, an adult Joanie Lockhart, who is married to Paul with two daughters, Thea and Madeline, celebrate Madeline's sixth birthday. Later, Joanie expresses her anxiety to Paul about Madeline finding out she was adopted. Joanie's birthday is also coming up, and she tells Paul, "This is the age that my mother died," which was unknown to him. At night, Joanie mentions that she misses her father, and later she takes a handful of pills that are for anxiety. ||||||||
| 44 | 2 | "502" | Colin Bucksey | Katie Robbins & Jaquén Castellanos | Janelle, Helen & Joanie | September 1, 2019 (2019-09-01) | 0.417 |
| Janelle video chats with her son Anton who is away at university. Janelle and Noah then to go Vik's funeral, where she realizes they're the only ones not wearing white, per Hindu culture. Janelle is then introduced to Noah's children. After the service, back at Helen's house, Janelle encounters several annoyances; including Helen's father Bruce mistaking her for the wait staff, and Helen asking her to help with a problem with the valet, who she learns is black. Janelle leaves and goes to a meeting with the board of directors at her school regarding her position, that she'll now be co-principal. Janelle goes to her ex-husband Carl's house for advice. Carl tells her not to accept, and instead run for school superintendent. Carl tells Janelle he still wants to be with her and they kiss. Three months later, filming for Descent has begun and Helen and Noah are watching on set. After a scene is filmed, Sasha asks for notes from Helen, and she suggests her character in the film be more strong and less "broken". Sasha then invites her to lunch, but she declines. Helen and Whitney attend a rehearsal for Trevor's school play, where Helen dozes off, which has been a recurring problem. At home, Helen researches online if she has narcolepsy. Helen then accepts an invitation to Sasha's house where he asks her questions for the film. Later, Helen reveals to Sasha that she lost her partner and about her fatigue issue. Sasha introduces Helen to aerial yoga to help her. Back at home, Helen watches the video Vik left for her, where he urges her to live for herself. Flashforward: Joanie throws up the pills. Joanie, who works for an environmental agency, receives her next travel assignment: return to Montauk to complete her erosion study. Joanie arrives in Montauk, which is now partly deserted, filled with shuttered businesses and abandoned homes. She goes to Cole's now abandoned home. ||||||||
| 45 | 3 | "503" | Steve Fierberg | Itamar Moses | Noah, Helen & Joanie | September 8, 2019 (2019-09-08) | 0.405 |
| Noah is interviewed by Vanity Fair reporter Petra Raines. Noah has dinner with Whitney, where he expresses his doubt that she should marry Colin. On set, Sasha expresses his concerns to Noah about the ending, asking him to rewrite it so his character returns to his wife. Noah and Janelle have been broken up for three months, and she finally calls Noah back to meet. Noah arrives at Janelle's as she is preparing for her campaign for the school board position, which is being led by Carl. Janelle and Carl have also gotten back together. Janelle asks Noah to keep their relationship a secret, so as to not ruin her chances at the position. This angers Noah and he leaves. Noah goes to a karaoke bar where Sasha has invited the film crew after a long day. Noah confronts Sasha about his relationship with Helen. After rewriting the script at night, Noah heads to set, but learns he's no longer permitted on set, and that Sasha has already rewritten the script. At lunch with her mother, Helen learns her father has dementia and has lost most of their money. Margaret wants Helen to move back to New York to help care for Bruce, but Helen wants to stay in Los Angeles. At the karaoke bar, Sasha reveals to Helen that his fiancée died by a drug overdose. Later, a drunk Noah shows up at Helen's house and rants that Sasha is just using her to get to him. Flashforward: Joanie looks at old photographs of her parents at Cole's house. She also has a violent sexual encounter with a bartender. ||||||||
| 46 | 4 | "504" | Toa Fraser | Donal Lardner Ward | Noah, Whitney & Joanie | September 15, 2019 (2019-09-15) | 0.379 |
| Noah meets with his representatives for the film and discovers that Sasha will be receiving a co-writing credit alongside him and that Sasha has taken creative control over the film. As his jealousy grows, Noah attempts to sabotage Sasha and Helen's relationship during a Halloween party at Sasha's home, by placing a woman's bra in Sasha's bed but he is caught in the act by Sasha and Helen. Whitney and her boyfriend Colin are having issues; their rent is past due and Colin is not working as he does not yet have a work visa. While working at her art gallery job, her artist ex-boyfriend Furkat shows up and invites her to an event, but she declines. Whitney questions what Colin does all day and Colin refuses to show her his paintings as he claims they are not complete. Colin wants to skip the wedding months from now and just get married now, so he could apply for a work visa. Whitney's boss forces her to take her to Furkat's event. At the gallery opening, Furkat attempts to win Whitney back. At an afterparty, an intoxicated Whitney has sex with Furkat, while his gallery collector friend watches. Whitney attempts to stop it, but Furkat promises he could give her her own gallery. Flashforward: In Cole's old home, Joanie cleans up and begins putting everything into garbage bags. Joanie then rides Alison's bike to the graveyard and visits Cole's grave, who died in 2053. ||||||||
| 47 | 5 | "505" | Eva Vives | Mike Batistick | Sierra & Helen | September 22, 2019 (2019-09-22) | 0.382 |
| Sierra is overwhelmed by being a single mother. On her way to an audition, Sierra leaves Eddie in the car by himself after he finally stops crying and falls asleep. When she returns, she immediately regrets her decision and checks on him. Sierra's mother, Adeline, who is also an actress, is back in town and visits her and Eddie. Sierra finds out from her agent that she got the part and Adeline agrees to babysit Eddie. Adeline runs lines with Sierra to prepare and she ends up making Sierra feel self-conscious and question her own acting choices. The next day, Adeline bails on Sierra for babysitting, claiming she has the flu. Sierra goes to Helen, but she is busy, and Helen tells her "you brought a child into this world, figure it out." However, Stacey agrees to babysit. After the first day of production on the film, Sierra goes to a nightclub and ends up doing cocaine and having sex with the director. Sierra picks up Eddie at Helen's house and Eddie starts crying. Sierra becomes overwhelmed again and drives around the block to hopefully quiet him. She ends up driving erratically and crashes into a large dumpster. After regaining consciousness, she retrieves Eddie from the backseat, who hasn't been hurt. While Helen is working, Noah shows up and tells her he still loves her. Noah wants to give their marriage another chance, but Helen insists she is not in love with him anymore. While visiting Sasha, Helen witnesses him pay off Christianna, the daughter of his dead fiancée, who returns every six months for money. Helen also denies Priya's request to pretend to be Eddie's mother for sake of Vik's memory when Priya's estranged brother visits. ||||||||
| 48 | 6 | "506" | Silas Howard | Sarah Sutherland & Jaquén Castellanos | Joanie | September 29, 2019 (2019-09-29) | 0.430 |
| In flashforwards set in 2053, Joanie meets EJ, an epigenetic scientist who is studying Montauk's older families, which includes the Lockharts. EJ takes Joanie to the abandoned police station where Joanie reads the police report on her mother's death, learning she died from suicide by drowning. Later that night, EJ invites Joanie to view a supermoon, which sparks a revelation for Joanie. Through research, Joanie discovers there was a supermoon the night Alison died, and that the nor'easter was blowing so strong there was a negative storm surge, meaning the tide would have been pushed out and the water would be too shallow for her to drown. Joanie returns home and Luisa comes over for dinner and they end up discussing Alison and her death. Later that night, Joanie confesses to Paul that she has been cheating on him for years and he kicks her out of the house. Joanie then goes to EJ's apartment where she opens up. After Alison died, Cole and Joanie moved to Vermont, and when Joanie went to college, Cole moved back to Montauk. Cole never remarried and died of a heart attack. Joanie feels guilty about leaving Cole by himself as he got older and resents Alison. Joanie confesses she thinks about suicide all the time. EJ tells Joanie about a theory involving Benjamin Cruz, but she doesn't remember him. Joanie and EJ have sex that night. In the morning, Joanie has a flashback about Ben and remembers him, telling EJ, "I think he killed her." ||||||||
| 49 | 7 | "507" | Steve Fierberg | Sarah Sutherland | Noah & Joanie | October 6, 2019 (2019-10-06) | 0.372 |
| Noah and Whitney go to Montauk to prepare for her wedding. They arrive at Helen's parents home where they plan on having the wedding. Noah notices Bruce's dementia has worsened, as Bruce doesn't remember who he or Whitney is. Whitney realizes the wedding has become too expensive and they make other plans. Noah and Whitney run into Luisa at the Lobster Roll. Luisa tells them she's moving to New York and she and Cole have separated, and Cole is taking Joanie to Vermont. Whitney confesses to Noah that she cheated on Colin. Noah receives a call from Petra, the Vanity Fair reporter who previously interviewed him, where she tells him that his former publicist Eden has lodged an allegation that he forced her into an unwanted sexual encounter, which he denies. Flashforward: Joanie shows up at Ben Cruz's PTSD clinic under an alias, "Gabrielle". Joanie tells Ben she suffers from PTSD and is seeking treatment. Before an EMDR session, Ben has Joanie sign a release form and begins recording their session. Ben eventually reveals to Joanie that he knows who she is. He confesses that he did indeed kill her, by accident, and blames it on a psychotic break. Ben tells Joanie his fate is in her hands: she can call the police or kill him with a handgun he takes out. Joanie leaves and goes to EJ's apartment where she asks for advice. Joanie believes Ben is lying so she returns to Ben's with two police detectives the next day. Ben tells the detectives that Joanie is a patient of his and that she suffers from depression and PTSD. Ben shows the detectives the release form she signed and plays a recording where she threatened to kill him. Joanie denies all allegations, but the police side with Ben. After the police leave, Joanie tries to attack Ben, but he overpowers her. ||||||||
| 50 | 8 | "508" | Colin Bucksey | Story by : Kristina Woo & David Henry Hwang Teleplay by : Kristina Woo & Sarah Treem | Helen & Noah | October 13, 2019 (2019-10-13) | 0.318 |
| Helen gets hired at a high-end design firm. Child Protective Services is investigating Sierra after the car crash for child endangerment. Helen meets with Christianna, who tells Helen that her mother left her an inheritance of money, but Sasha is in charge of it and she wants Helen to talk with Sasha to terminate the trust. After a visit from CPS, Sierra tells Helen that she thinks she's an unfit mother and wonders if she should give up Eddie. Helen believes instead that she needs professional help. Sasha flies into town and surprises Helen for her birthday. Sierra mother's Adeline shows up at Helen's to take Sierra, and wants to put her in a psychiatric facility. Helen stands up for Sierra and believes she's suffering from postpartum depression, and has Sierra and Eddie stay with her. Noah meets with his publisher and the firm's public relations associate Joyce to discuss the allegations from Eden. Joyce advises Noah that they will handle the situation and for him not to contact Petra or Eden himself. Noah ignores the advice, and goes to see Petra where he admits off the record that he and Eden had "some flirtation, but it never went beyond that" and that it was consensual. Petra asks additional questions on-the-record, such as whether Noah ever pressured Eden into sex, which he denies. Petra then asks about another accusation from a former student, who claimed Noah was verbally and emotionally abusive. Noah meets with his lawyer Jon to discuss strategies. Jon suggests trying to discredit Eden or an under-the-table settlement; he also tells Noah not to contact Eden. Noah ignores Jon's advice and goes to the bookstore event where Eden is and confronts her. Noah goes to Helen's house to wish her a happy birthday and Helen receives a call from Petra. ||||||||
| 51 | 9 | "509" | Allison Anders | Katie Robbins | Helen & Whitney | October 20, 2019 (2019-10-20) | 0.374 |
| Noah's expose in Vanity Fair comes out and the Solloway family is extremely affected by the news. Helen is fired from her high-end interior design firm before she even starts. Noah has been accused by six women who describe a pattern of behavior ranging from inappropriate comments to unwanted advances and emotional distress. Noah is offered a buyout from the Descent producers to change the title and remove his name from the film. A wildfire causes the Solloway family to evacuate the area, and Helen and the kids stay at Sasha's. Helen watches an Entertainment Tonight interview with Audrey Nelson, one of the accuser's and Noah's former student. Sasha writes a formal statement for Helen to release. Later that night, they watch Eden on Busy Tonight discuss Noah and she reveals she came forward because a reporter asked her about Noah. Helen figures out it was Sasha who put Petra onto Noah and accuses him of just wanting Noah off the film. Helen and the kids leave to look for Whitney. At JFK Airport, Whitney's flight to Los Angeles is canceled due to the wildfires. At the airport, she reads the Vanity Fair article and is bombarded with calls and texts, including from Colin, which she ignores. She accepts a call from Furkat and goes to his apartment. On the way to LA, Whitney is on the same flight as Audrey and confronts her. Audrey apologizes to Whitney for how the story is affecting her family, but that it's too important for it not to come out. Whitney returns home to Colin and admits she cheated on him with Furkat. Colin makes it clear how much he loves Whitney and finally shows her his painting, which is of her. Noah shows up at their apartment and tells Whitney there's no truth to the allegations. Helen then arrives and says it's all her fault because of Sasha and defends Noah. Whitney questions Helen why she is defending him because he cheated on her. Whitney then reveals a moment from several years ago at a party: "When you got in the hot tub, you didn't recognize me, but I saw the way you look at women — like they're prey." Whitney then runs into her bedroom as Helen questions Noah. ||||||||
| 52 | 10 | "510" | Toa Fraser | Story by : Sarah Treem & Itamar Moses Teleplay by : Sarah Treem, Itamar Moses & Katie Robbins | Helen & Noah | October 27, 2019 (2019-10-27) | 0.442 |
| Helen questions Noah and Whitney further about Whitney's revelation. Whitney tells her that she doesn't want to end up like her, and that Noah isn't invited to the wedding. Whitney needs her birth certificate in order to get a marriage license, so Helen leaves and goes to Noah's house to get it. Helen finds Noah passed out on the bed and she spends the night. In the morning, Helen questions Noah about the hot tub incident, and he describes it as the worst night of his life and he's been trying to make it up to her, including giving Whitney a perfect wedding. Helen tells him that he is no longer invited. A police officer arrives and notifies them that the wildfire is spreading and the city has issued a mandatory evacuation. Noah refuses to leave, telling Helen that she has the kids, but he just has photo albums and letters and he doesn't want them to burn. Noah accuses Helen of a co-dependency issue with him and she leaves. Noah goes through his belongings and listens to his and Alison's depositions to Detective Jeffries (from season 1). This sparks something in him and he decides to leave on foot. Noah eventually finds Helen and convinces her to abandon her vehicle because of the heavy traffic and escape on foot. Noah and Helen hike along a fireroad and are forced to climb down a small rock face to escape the oncoming wildfire. Noah and Helen begin to talk about their marriage and she asks him if they would still be together if they didn't go to Montauk and he didn't meet Alison. Noah tells Helen that he was the problem, not her. Noah asks Helen what the affair and divorce was like from her perspective, she tells him it was "awful", but "I made it through and I'm more proud of that than anything I've done in my life". While taking a break, Helen is bitten on the leg by a rattlesnake. With no cell service, Noah carries her until a police vehicle shows up and takes them to the hospital. Helen receives an anti-venom treatment and Noah sits by her side and greets her when she wakes up. ||||||||
| 53 | 11 | "511" | Sarah Treem | Sarah Treem | Noah, Joanie, Helen & Whitney | November 3, 2019 (2019-11-03) | 0.467 |
| Noah respects Whitney's decision to not attend her wedding, but secretly continues to make arrangements, including choreographing the flash mob she requested. Helen questions Whitney's commitment to Colin, but supports her as the ceremony begins. She leaves the reception to find Noah, and after another soul-bearing conversation, they reunite. Whitney feels guilty about not inviting Noah to her wedding, and leaves with her siblings and Colin to find him. However, they can't knock on the door, as Whitney sees her parents making love through the window. In flashforwards, after leaving Ben's clinic Joanie stops at the Lobster Roll and encounters Noah as an elderly man. She fails to recognize Noah, but he learns that from her that Alison was murdered. EJ reveals that he is Eddie, Sierra and Vik's son, and Joanie is surprised to learn that Helen and Sierra remained friends despite Vik's affair. Learning Noah's identity, Joanie returns to the Lobster Roll and tells him the full story of her encounter with Ben. Noah tells her that her negative impression of Alison is inaccurate, and that she can complete the process of self-improvement her mother began. Joanie contentedly returns to her family, while the elderly Noah visits the graveyard and reads a fictionalized version of his story, written by Stacey, by Helen's gravestone. He then climbs to a clifftop and looks out over Montauk, dancing the flash mob routine from Whitney's wedding. ||||||||

## Ratings

| Season | Season | Episode number | Episode number | Episode number | Episode number | Episode number | Episode number | Episode number | Episode number | Episode number | Episode number | Episode number | Episode number | Average |
| Season | Season | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | Average |
| | 1 | 507 | 512 | 599 | 692 | 673 | 778 | 877 | 759 | 837 | 951 | – | – | 720 |
| | 2 | 815 | 547 | 648 | 869 | 859 | 891 | 787 | 844 | 916 | 833 | 989 | 1111 | 840 |
| | 3 | 600 | 579 | 662 | 666 | 724 | 480 | 654 | 612 | 793 | 725 | – | – | 649 |
| | 4 | 477 | 457 | 559 | 470 | 538 | 483 | 544 | 507 | 595 | 564 | – | – | 519 |
| | 5 | 464 | 417 | 405 | 379 | 382 | 430 | 372 | 318 | 374 | 442 | 467 | – | 405 |