# The Feeling of Being Watched

The Feeling of Being Watched is a 2018 documentary film directed and produced by Assia Boundaoui in her directorial debut. The film stars Assia Boundaoui with Rabia Boundaoui, Iman Boundaoui, Nouha Boundaoui, Sohib Boundaoui, and Christina Abraham. The plot follows Boundaoui as she investigates rumors that her Arab-American neighborhood outside Chicago is being monitored by the Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI).
It had its world premiere at the Tribeca Film Festival on April 21, 2018. It was released on June 21, 2019, by Women Make Movies. The Feeling of Being Watched won Best Documentary at the BlackStar Film Festival and the Camden International Film Festival. It was nominated for the Audience Award at the Glasgow Film Festival, and Best Documentary at CAAMFest.

## Synopsis

Assia Boundaoui grew up in the Arab-American neighborhood of Bridgeview, Illinois, a suburb of Chicago which counts among its residents about 200 Muslim families. Her neighbors believe they have been under surveillance for a decade or more. When she explores her neighbors' experiences, Assia discovers thousands of pages of FBI documents which prove that the neighborhood was the subject of counter-terrorism investigation before the September 11 attacks. Code-named "Operation Vulgar Betrayal", the surveillance operation amassed more than 30,000 documents on Muslim residents and neighborhood organizations, though no arrests or links to terrorist activity were ever made.

## Cast

Credits adapted from Rotten Tomatoes:
* Assia Boundaoui as herself
* Rabia Boundaoui as Assia's mother
* Iman Boundaoui as Assia's sister
* Nouha Boundaoui as Assia's sister
* Sohib Boundaoui as Assia's brother
* Christina Abraham as Assia's lawyer

## Production

On 23 September 2019, director Assia Boundaoui and producer Alex Bushe launched a Kickstarter campaign to raise funds for a documentary film. The campaign raised $33,057 out of a $30,000 goal, with 187 backers. After they raised $33,057 the duo wrote on Kickstarter,
   We'll be able to shoot the rest of the film, and stay on-track to finish the film late next year. We couldn't have done it without each and every one of you, and are humbled to have experienced the growth of such a wonderfully supportive community around our film. You guys are the best!
Boundaoui returned to Bridgeview as a qualified journalist to interview family and neighbors about what they remembered about the surveillance. In the 1990s, this included low-flying helicopters passing frequently overhead, cameras mounted on buildings, and vans parked outside houses. Boundaoui then documents her appeals to the Department of Justice to uncover the truth of government spying. The film shows the support she received from family and neighbors; one family friend is seen chiding her affectionately, "You troublemaker, you!"

## Reception
### Critical response

On the review aggregator Rotten Tomatoes, the film holds an approval rating of 93% based on 14 reviews, with an average rating of 7.5/10. Metacritic, which uses a weighted average, assigned the film a score of 79 out of 100, based on 5 critics, indicating "Generally favorable reviews".
Sheri Linden of The Hollywood Reporter wrote: "The chilling effect of a life under surveillance is at the heart of the film. As it pieces together the timeline of events in the director's Chicago suburb and beyond, The Feeling of Being Watched takes shape as an incisive inquiry". Guy Lodge writing for Variety wrote: "Shot and cut to match its maker's no-nonsense drive, this tense, frightening film culminates in a more hopeful call to activist arms, finding as much security in ethnic and religious communities as others do suspicion".
Nathanael Hood writing for The Young Folks criticized the film for not living up to its potential; he commended the first third of the film as it "magnificently captures the feeling of nervous menace felt by the people of Bridgeview", but Boundaoui's requests for documents from the Department of Justice do not convey a "cohesive sense of urgency". However he praised The Feeling of Being Watched for "seeking justice for a persecuted minority".

### Accolades

| Year | Award | Category | Result |
| 2018 | BlackStar Film Festival | Best Documentary | Won |
| 2018 | Camden International Film Festival | Audience Award | Won |
| 2018 | Camden International Film Festival | John Marshall Award | Nominated |
| 2018 | Camden International Film Festival | Best Documentary Feature | Won |
| 2018 | Chicago International Film Festival | Best Documentary | Nominated |
| 2018 | Milwaukee Film Festival | Documentary Jury Award – Special Mention | Won |
| 2018 | Woodstock Film Festival | Best Editing – Documentary Feature | Won |
| 2018 | Woodstock Film Festival | James Lyons Award | Won |
| 2018 | Woodstock Film Festival | Jury Prize | Won |
| 2018 | Woodstock Film Festival | Maverick Award | Won |
| 2019 | CAAMFest | Jury Award – Best Documentary | Nominated |
| 2019 | Glasgow Film Festival | Audience Award | Nominated |