# Hideous Bastard

Hideous Bastard is the debut album by the xx singer Oliver Sim, released on 9 September 2022 by Young. The album was produced by Sim's bandmate Jamie xx. It was released with a short film directed by Yann Gonzalez, which premiered at the 2022 Cannes Film Festival. The album centers themes of queerness, including Sim's experiences with HIV.

## Release

Two singles were released prior to the album's announcement. "Romance with a Memory", Sim's debut solo single, was released on 10 March 2022 with a music video featuring drag queens Charity Kase, HoSo Terra Toma, and Gena Marvin.
The second single, "Fruit", was released on 6 April with a music video directed by Yann Gonzalez. The music video depicts Sim as a guest on a talk show, singing the song in response to the host asking him "If you could meet yourself as a kid right now, what would you say?" "Fruit" is the first song Sim ever released where he used male pronouns, a practice he and xx bandmate Romy intentionally avoided in their work with the group. Sim and Gonzalez discussed their influences behind the video, including inner child therapy, Steven Spielberg, Poltergeist, Dario Argento, and late-night television series like Eurotrash, Queer as Folk, and The Graham Norton Show. The wardrobe for the video was styled by Celestine Cooney, with inspiration taken from David Byrne's "big suit" from Stop Making Sense. An orchestral version of "Fruit" was released on 4 August 2023 for the soundtrack of the film Red, White & Royal Blue.
The album was announced on 23 May with a release date of 9 September by Young. In a press release, Sim revealed that he was diagnosed HIV positive when he was 17. The third single, "Hideous", was released the same day, with lyrics addressing Sim's experience with HIV and a guest feature from Bronski Beat vocalist and HIV/AIDS activist Jimmy Somerville.
The fourth single, "GMT", was released on 7 July. The song features a sample of the track "Smile Backing Vocals Montage" from the Beach Boys compilation album The Smile Sessions, and was inspired by Sim and Jamie xx's trip to Sydney and Byron Bay, Australia. Sim said the song was about "pining over a love back home, thousands of miles apart on different time zones", and was "also a love letter to London." A Jamie xx remix of "GMT", with additional production by Floating Points, was released on 22 August, and was nominated for Best Independent Remix at the 2023 AIM Independent Music Awards. The fifth single, "Run the Credits", was released on 8 September, and sees Sim singing about identifying with movie villains such as Patrick Bateman and Buffalo Bill and final girls from horror films.

## Short film

On 11 August, Sim released the trailer for his short film Hideous. The short, directed by Yann Gonzalez, is a three-part horror musical about a young queer boy living with HIV. It includes footage from the "Hideous" video, and its premise of Sim as the guest on a talk show. Sim stars in the film which also features Jamie xx as the Sound Guy, Jimmy Somerville as the Guardian Angel, and drag queen Bimini as the Queen of Doom, as well as Fehinti Balogun, César Vicente, and Kate Moran. The film was shot in London, and premiered at the 2022 Cannes Film Festival on 22 May before releasing exclusively on Mubi on 8 September.

## Reception

Hideous Bastard ratings :
| Aggregate scores ||
| Source | Rating |
| AnyDecentMusic? | 7.7/10 |
| Metacritic | 80/100 |
| Review scores ||
| Source | Rating |
| Beats Per Minute | 72% |
| The Daily Telegraph | |
| DIY | |
| The Guardian | |
| The Line of Best Fit | 9/10 |
| MusicOMH | |
| NME | |
| Pitchfork | 6.5/10 |
| PopMatters | 7/10 |
| Slant Magazine | |
According to the review aggregator Metacritic, Hideous Bastard received "generally favorable reviews" based on a weighted average score of 80 out of 100 from 12 critic scores.

### Awards

Hideous Bastard awards and nominations :
| Year | Organization | Award | Work | Status | Ref. |
| 2023 | AIM Independent Music Awards | Best Independent Album | Hideous Bastard | Nominated | |
| 2023 | AIM Independent Music Awards | Best Independent Remix | "GMT" (Jamie xx Remix) | Nominated | |

### Year-end lists

Hideous Bastard on year-end lists :
| Publication | # |
| Clash | 11 |
| Dazed | 13 |
| Double J | 23 |
| The Guardian | 41 |
| Les Inrockuptibles | 27 |
| Loud and Quiet | 26 |
| MusicOMH | 43 |
| NME | 44 |
| Nylon | — |
| The Sunday Times | 24 |

## Track listing

All lyrics are written by Oliver Sim with others noted; all music is composed by Sim and James Smith with others noted