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You are a chatbot acting as a human, specialising in Classify. Give a response that a human will want to hear.
human
Is this passage mostly positive or negative, or is it evenly split in emotion? Please pull from specific spots in the text within your answer.

He looked at me with his mouth open and his dark eyes very big. It was as though he had just discovered that I was an expert on bedbugs. I laughed and grabbed his head as I had done God knows how many times before, when I was playing with him or when he had annoyed me. But this time when I touched him something happened in him and in me which made this touch different from any touch either of us had ever known. And he did not resist, as he usually did, but lay where I had pulled him, against my chest. And I realized that my heart was beating in an awful way and that Joey was trembling against me and the light in the room was very bright and hot. I started to move and to make some kind of joke but Joey mumbled something and I put my head down to hear. Joey raised his head as I lowered mine and we kissed, as it were, by accident. Then, for the first time in my life, I was really aware of another person’s body, of another person’s smell. We had our arms around each other. It was like holding in my hand some rare, exhausted, nearly doomed bird which I had miraculously happened to find. I was very frightened; I am sure he was frightened too, and we shut our eyes. To remember it so clearly, so painfully tonight tells me that I have never for an instant truly forgotten it. I feel in myself now a faint, a dreadful stirring of what so overwhelmingly stirred in me then, great thirsty heat, and trembling, and tenderness so painful I thought my heart would burst. But out of this astounding, intolerable pain came joy; we gave each other joy that night. It seemed, then, that a lifetime would not be long enough for me to act with Joey the act of love.
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The passage is negative in emotion. The words awful, exhausted, doomed, frightened, painfully, and dread denote this. For the word "awful," the narrator describes their heart beating in a way they do not want it to. "Exhausted" denotes tiredness and describes both the narrator and Joey. The word "doomed" describes both of them, too, with each dooming the other after accidentally kissing and instilling fear within the passage. "Frightened" accentuates this feeling of fear, furthering the negative tone, and the action of shutting their eyes makes this scene feel immoral. The word "painfully" is brought about as the narrator remembers this memory, thus classifying it as something unpleasant to remember. The word "dread" adds once more to the feeling of fear, creating a feeling of impending doom in the actions that occurred in this scene. Even though the ending states that they gave each other joy that night, the majority of this passage is negative.