i sense and me leave me if i distress you � leave hate me forget me but do not torture me bo oh how easy for those who have no sorrow of their own to talk of exertion happy happy you cannot have an idea of what i suffer do you call me happy ah if you and can you believe me to be so while i see you so wretched forgive me forgive me throwing her arms round her sister s neck i know you feel for me i know what a heart you have but yet you are � you must he happy edward loves you � what oh what can do away such happiness as that many many circumstances said solemnly no no no cried wildly he loves you and only you you can have no grief i can have no pleasure while i see you in this state and you will never see me otherwise mine is a misery which nothing can do away you must not talk so have you no comforts no friends is your loss such as leaves no opening for consolation much aa you suffer now think of what you would have suffered if the discovery of his character liad been delayed to a later period � if your engagement had been carried on for months and months aa it might hare been before he chose to put aa end to it sense and sensibility every additional day of unhappy confidence on your side would have made the blow more dreadful engagement cried there has been no engagement ko engagement ko he is not so unworthy as you believe him he has broken no faith with me but he told you that he loved you yes � no � never absolutely it was every day implied but never declared sometimes i thought it had been but it never was yet you wrote to him yes could that be wrong after all that had passed but i cannot talk said no more and turning again to the three letters which now raised a much stronger curiosity than before directly ran over the contents of all the first which was what her sister had sent him on their arrival in town was to this effect � street how surprised you will be on receiving this and i think you will feel something more than surprise when you know that i am in town an opportunity of coming hither though with mrs was a temptation we could not resist i wish you may receive this in time to come here to night but i will not depend on it at any rate i shall expect you to morrow for the present adieu m d l sense and second which had been written on the morning after the dance at the was in these words � i cannot express my disappointment in having missed you the day yesterday my astonishment at not having received answer to a note which i sent you above a week ago i have been expecting to hear from you and still more to see you every hour of the day again as soon as possible and explain the reason of my having expected this in vain you had better come earlier another time because we are generally out by one we were last night at lady s where there was a lance have been told that you were asked to be oe the party but could it be so you must be very much altered indeed since we parted if that could be the ease and you not there i will not suppose possible and i hope very soon to receive your personal assurance of its being otherwise m d the contents of her last note to him were these r wliat am i to im b behavior last night again i demand an explanation of it i was prepared to meet you with the plea which our separation naturally produced � with the which our intimacy at appeared to me to justify i was indeed i i have passed a wretched night in to excuse a which can scarcely be called less than insulting but though i have not yet been able to form any reasonable apology for your behavior perfectly ready to hear your justification of it you have perhaps been or purposely deceived concerning which may have lowered me tr opinion tell me what it is explain the grounds sense and a which you acted i shall ha in able you it would grieve me indeed to he ob i ed o think ill of you but if am to do it if i am to learn are not what we have hitherto believed you ht your regard for us all waa that your me was intended only to let it be told as b possible my feelings are at present in a state of i wish to you but certainty n either side will he ease lo what i now suffer if your sentiments are no longer what they were you will return my notes and the lock of my hair which is in your possession m d that such letters so full of affection and could have been so answered for s sake would have been to e but her condemnation of him did not wind her to the of their having been at all and she was silently over which had such proofs of tenderness not by preceding and most severely condemned y the event when perceiving that she had finished the letters observed to her that they contained nothing hut what any one would have written in the same situation i felt myself she added to he as solemnly to him as if the legal i bound us to each other n believe it said but he did not feel the same l � h dear sense and he did feel the same � 