praise i wish you could have seen her countenance when said that you be henry s wife and i observed that she always spoke of you as f w i i i was never used to do and it had a � and i say � did she speak � was she there al � yes with her sister tho surprise � seems to have been unbounded � refuse such a man as i than they can understand i said what i ct but in good truth as stated the case � yo prove yourself to be in your senses as soon as you can a different conduct nothing else will them but this is you i have done do not away from me should have thought said after pause of recollection and exertion that every woman must have felt the possibility of a man s not being approved not being loved by one of her sex at least let him be ever so generally agreeable let him have all the in the world i think it ought not to be set down as certain that a man must be acceptable to every woman he may happen to like himself but even supposing it is so allowing mr to have al the claims which his think he has how was i to be prepared to meet him with any feeling to his he took me wholly by surprise i bad not an idea that his behaviour to me before had any meaning and surely i was not to be teaching myself to like him only because he was taking what seemed very idle notice of me in my situation it would have been the of vanity to be forming expectations on mr i am sure his sisters him as they do must have thought it so supposing be had meant nothing how then was i to be � to be in love with him the moment he said he was with how was i to have an attachment at his service as soon as it was asked for his sisters should consider me as well as him the higher his deserts the more improper for me o park thou t of him and and � we think very of the nature of women if they can imagine a woman so very soon capable of returning an as this seems to imply hy dear dear now i have the i know this to be the truth and most worthy of you are such feelings i had attributed them to you before i thought i could understand you you have now given exactly the explanation which i ventured to make for you to your and mrs grant and they were both better satisfied though your warm hearted was still run away with a by the enthusiasm of her fondness for i told that you were of all human creatures the one oyer habit had most power and novel least and that the veiy circumstance of the novelty of s addresses was against him their being so new and so was all in their that you could at you were not used to and a great deal more to the same purpose to give th� n a knowledge of your character miss made ua laugh by her plans of for her brother she meant to him to in the hope of being loved in time and of having his addresses most kindly received at the end of about ten h marriage could with difficulty give the smile that was here for her feelings were all in revolt she feared she had been doing wrong saying too much the which she had been necessary in guarding one evil laying herself open to another and to have miss s repeated to her at such a and on such a subject was a bitter saw weariness and distress in her ce and immediately resolved to forbear all farther discussion and not even to mention the name of again except as it might be connected with what be agreeable to her on this principle he soon afterwards observed � they go on monday you are sure therefore of seeing your mend either to morrow or sunday they really go on monday and i was within a e of being persuaded to stay at till that very day i i had pro it a ie � k nd fire � six more bt woe t x wm and had had i ai letter from to tell me how job all going on i i id ban but i knew that had here for a and ut i had been am ki yoa your time yea tint i h waa die of if i did not ti all i doubt their ai of it till i waa la again the � yon liked them did not yes veiy well pleasant good humoured unaffected girls but i am spoilt for common female society good unaffected girls will not do for a man who has been used to sensible women they are two distinct orders of being you and miss hare made me too nice still however was oppressed and wearied he saw it in her looks it could not be talked away and attempting it no more he led her directly with the kind authority of a privileged guardian into the house chapter v now believed himself acquainted with all that could tell or could leave to be of her and he was satisfied it had been as he before presumed too hasty a measure on s side and time must be given to make the idea first and then agreeable to her she must be used to the of hia being in love with her and then a return of might not be very distant he gave opinion as the result of the to � and being nothing more said park to her no to influence or persuade but 