by M95D | 2026-02-17 21:04:06+00:00
I'm worse than I was 5 years ago. I am NOT optimistic about my life, the country, or the world.

WARNING: This is going to be a rant.

- I can't change my job. There are no more jobs available in my area. All competitors got bought or went bankrupt during Covid. I have no leverage for better wages. If I get fired (not likely, but just saying), I'm screwed. I'll have to move in a bigger city. And even then, chances for a better job are very slim. I'm not paying rent or mortgage here, but I'll have to if I move. Bigger city also means more time wasted commuting.

- I almost had enough money to buy a house in another city. Then Covid came, prices exploded. Now I can't. I'm getting older and each year the max. bank loan I can get is one year shorter.

- I had to replace my car. I had enough money to buy new and I wanted a PHEV instead. But then reality hit me: all new cars have road sign beeping, lane change beeping, tyre pressure beeping, service reminder beeping (by calendar instead of distance), Ecall tracking, DCM non-removable, head unit not replaceable, etc. etc. I can't buy that! I had to buy a 10y old used car instead. I took the same model as the old one, but different year/gen, and it is worse in almost every way. I still couldn't escape the service reminder, a suggested gear indicator that's always wrong, a more powerful (+20hp) engine that feels waaay weaker and consumes a bit more than the old one, no feedback in the steering wheel even in "sport" mode, less powerful air conditioning, less ergonomic interior, worse mirrors, worse view ahead, worse view diagonal due to thicker and more inclined roof pillars, wind noise from the left front door, etc.

- I can't upgrade my PC. I'm trying to vote with my wallet and there's nothing to vote for. I'm stuck at Phenom II 1100. I'm against UEFI and secure boot and, except Longsoon, all decent CPUs are locked down with signed firmware. The GPUs are all too expensive relative to how very few recent games are worth playing and how much time I have to play them.

- I can't watch Netflix anymore. I'm trying to vote with my wallet again and not buy a closed-source spyware-infested media player. I've been using a RPi4 with LibreELEC. Netflix plugin for Kodi (CastagnaIT) is abandoned and stopped working 2 months ago.

- At job, mandatory upgrade to Win 11. This week, font antialiasing got enabled after an update and I can't find any setting to disable it. All I see is a blur, my eyes hurt.

- Also at job: new colleague, Facebook generation, if you know what I mean.

- This year the last 3G phone network is going down. I searched for a phone replacement and I can't find any. I have just 2 requirements: 1) call and answer with one hand without looking at the screen and 2) auto-record phone conversations so I don't have to search for a pen and paper all the time. Nothing matches. I bought a Fairphone, the last one with an audio jack, and I'm keeping it in a drawer until the Nokia stops working.

- Electricity got a lot more expensive. Gas too (for heating, hot water). The other gas (for car) too.

- Food got worse at my favorite restaurant. Probably the cook emigrated.

- I can't find any classic style pants with nice wide accesible pockets (insert hand from the back toward the front of the pants). All pants are tight at the hips and have jeans-style vertical pockets (insert hand from the top, straight down) that I can't access while sitting and without scratching the back of my hands.

I could go on and on. I'm trying to think of some good things that happend in the last 10y and there are very few.