She was not constructed to be attractive. Roland half wished that she was, that a merchant banker would take her out to dinner, or a shady solicitor to the Playboy Club.
Roland nourished these demeaning fantasies
He hated himself for these demeaning fantasies and was reasonably afraid that she might suspect he nourished them.
She was not constructed to be attractive. Roland half wished that she was, that a merchant banker would take her out to dinner, or a shady solicitor to the Playboy Club.</s>He hated himself for these demeaning fantasies and was reasonably afraid that she might suspect he nourished them.</s>Roland nourished these demeaning fantasies