Eventually it became clear to me, partly with the aid of another schizophrenic patient who could point out my condescension to me somewhat more directly , that this man , with his condescending , "You 're welcome", was very accurately personifying an element of obnoxious condescension which had been present in my own demeanor , over these months , on each of these occasions when I had bid him good-bye with the consoling note , each time , that the healing Christ would be stooping to dispense this succor to the poor suffered again on the morrow .