May the pain and love be with you

Rating: 10/10 (5 November 2014)

The first time I heard of this movie was on the front page of IMDb, where new movies displayed as in a showcase. To be honest, I am not a big fan of sad, romantic movie, so I decide to ignore it. While today I was watching a video clip consisting of footage of billboard top 50 songs, all of a sudden, this song, Boom Clap coming on my screen. It's hard not to be attracted by the music video for some certain reasons. First of all, that singer has a peculiar image; then, I find the song rather catchy. So I watched the whole video for like, twice. And I cried.
I don't know why this happened. Listening to music was supposed to be amusing, but I just couldn't control myself when I saw two young people hugging and kissing each other wearing a "I am in love" expression that can literally drown you in their face. The second I saw the smile on their face, puddles of tears coming out of my eyes, and by that time I don't even know any plots of the movie. Just few seconds and couple of scenes in this film can make me act like this. I'd better see what the entire movie can do.
The result is just as what I have expected. I cried. I cried so hard that my dad thought I was having problem with my upcoming test. I haven't cried so hard for a movie, or anything, for years.(The last time I did this was when I watching Hachi as I remembered).
People all tend to be moved by strong and beautiful love. No matter what kind of love it is. Sometimes it is the love between families, like Hazel and her parents. Sometimes it is the romantic love that Hazel and Gus shared. Frankly, I don't buy things like true love. However this movie, one of the saddest one that I have ever seen, really helped me regained the faith for finding a person who is there for you, who can give you the best love ever, the love you never ever dreamed of before, the love and forever that only happened once in your life within the numbered days. It's the shield for you to fight while it hurts you with every breath you take. As it said in the book:" Pain demands to be felt."
"I am in love with you. And I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we're all doomed. And that one day all our labor will be returned to dust. And I know that the sun will swallow the only earth we will ever have. And I am in love with you."
I bet I would cry every time I watch this movie.