Has 'Star Wars' redeemed me?

Rating: 9/10 (18 December 2015)

I'm still crying, and I haven't cried in 10 years in a movie theater. I hate this movie, I hate the feelings it gave me, I hate them. If you are an average fan of 'Star Wars', like myself, do not go and see it. You'll have a psychological breakdown. For the emotional impact that this movie extorts on you is overwhelming. Are there any flaws in this movie? Not that I saw. My only minor complaint is that this movie borrowed so many ideas and plot points from 'A New Hope'. But you know what? I don't really care. What's important for me is not how original a movie is, but how it's executed. I felt suspense, excitement, joy, fear and sadness. Lots and lots of sadness. F**k man, he died, and I'm afraid Skywalker will be next. I don't care about Leia. If we ever witness Luke Skywalker die in the next sequel, I might commit suicide.
This is it. I have turned from a hater to a fan.