In dreams and reality, there is no winner

Rating: 8/10 (25 April 2020)

For the classics in this classic, many people will read it again and again, and I am no exception, because it is so beautiful. Looking back, I suddenly saw the man who had watched the imported film in the dim shadow hall at the foot of Snake Mountain. In a day's time, I read the full four-hour edition twice in a row, and every time I saw it, I could see new details and new discoveries and feelings.
This is a great movie that I can't talk about for days and nights. I will just talk about them and them in my eyes.
Noodles, a gangster that is not like a gangster, loves reading when he is alone when he is a teenager, and thinks when he is quiet, but thinking has nothing to do with money and reputation. Noodles are ordinary people with love, just like his name "Noodles". They are ordinary but practical, warm, soft and reliable. He loves brothers, Deborah, friends around him, the soft love of noodles and the incompatibility of a bloody and violent real environment in which he is in a strong contrast, and also makes him in the gang world There has always been tangled, contradictory, silent, unhappy. He couldn't put aside everything he cares about and truly be himself. His contradictions, weaknesses and worries, and his goalless and principleless personality doomed his tragic fate.
From the time of sexual germination, the noodles were deeply obsessed with and fell in love with her friend Fatmo's sister Deborah. When the dear brother Dominic was killed, he did not hesitate to rush up and revenge for his brother. The word "yi" took the lead, and he did not look back, completely regardless of his own safety. However, the same word "yi" also made him in Among the only beloved women and brothers in his life, the brother was the first choice, and he put his thick emotions deeply in his heart. At this time, he is weak again. He will never declare loudly to everyone, "Peggy, you are mine" like his brother Paihe. His character determines his destiny, and he will never invade his individual repeatedly at Max. Emotions, bottom line, principles, make any meaningful resistance or confrontation. In this way, he stepped into Max 's quagmire step by step with his brother 's contemplation for Max, and finally, before the person who did not meet Max The eyes are shining, they bring their own leadership temperament, they are brave and conscientious, they can take the little brothers to eat together, and they can read books and fall in love.
In the last and only official date with Deborah, the noodles finally boldly showed their love for Deborah that they had not spoken for more than ten years. This is when Deborah went to the angel in the eyes of noodles. The goddess Deborah is so indecent, beautiful, vanity, and cold. She admits that she has always loved noodles. When she was a child, she did do things that seduce noodles because she was involuntarily. However, she also thought more clearly from beginning to end. , Her love for noodles is just a ridiculous instinct, she can not accept the existence of this instinctive desire. At the dining table, her words and words are both relentlessly pulling the distance between the two, highlighting the difference between the two, implying that she has knowledge, knowledge, pursuit and ideals, he is ignorant, vulgar, low-spirited, and chaotic. When I danced, I loved the noodles for more than ten years. I finally waited for the affectionate hug that I finally waited. I did n't feel it. I raised my head like a wood and opened my eyes. The soul was not attached. From here, anyone can see that she does n't love at all. In her arms, she does not have any attachments and feelings. Not only does she not love noodles, but also herself. The attitude towards the lingering time that is gone forever, and the noodles that have gone green, showed her ruthlessness and indifference, but the poor noodles stuck his face on the face of the only woman he loved in his life. To the indifferent and stiff face next to my ear, completely intoxicated in his love, we can probably see that this woman will not really fall in love for a lifetime? She is like a cold diamond, gorgeous, noble, but hard and cold. She proudly thinks that she and noodles are not the same kind of people in the same world at all. How could I fall in love with such a vacant boy? She was as cold as a surgical operation, excluding noodles from her life, and she announced that she was going to Hollywood to develop, leaving this non-influential person.
Before breaking up, in order to show that she had no return to the noodles and loved her comfort and compensation for more than ten years, she took the initiative to kiss the sad and silent noodles around her, which made the noodles suddenly wake up. Time is like a wheel flying forward. Before a few years of love, love will soon be separated. The last parting will go for twelve years, and this time, maybe it will be a farewell. He ca n't just let Deborah go. He has the last hint of hope, fantasizing. Deborah may still have a little love and reluctance for him. Love or not love, the body is the most authentic and honest, how can noodles not understand, even if you are determined to leave, you can always make a break and commemorate this love in the most direct way, but the noodle dream It was completely smashed, and if there is any trace of emotion for this man who has been obsessed with himself since he was a teenager, if he has a little bit of love for the man who claims to be the only one he likes, at the time of separation, in the noodle Under the request of sorrow, she will not be so determined, until there is no slight hesitation and emotion from beginning to end. At this moment, noodles have to finally accept this cruel fact. She really does not love, not only does not Love, plus hatred, she hated this humble servant who bowed at her feet, even violated her, defiled her, the door opened, the noodles climbed down like a hollow shell of the soul, completely desperate, he knew, In this way, he ended all the intersections and possibilities of the two of his life, and it was completely over. Since then, the noodles have fallen in love with opium, and their eyes have lost their light, Mu Na is sad and more silent.
At the station where Deborah left, Noodle secretly stared at Deborah again. I read it several times, thinking that from Deborah 's point of view, she should be able to see the noodles coming, but she was still expressionless. , And handed down the curtains of the car window, decisively cut everything with noodles.
Thirty-five years later, Noodle and Deborah had another meeting. This time, the noodles sat in the theater to watch Deborah 's performance for the first time. In the dream, the goddess is still the goddess, and he is old. In the dressing room, the two met for the first time after 35 years. At the beginning, Deborah was still on the surface, showing that she did n't care about the noodles. She maintained a sense of distance. Extremely unfriendly, but just as the conversation between the two continued to advance, Debola became more and more flustered in the noodles one by one, and the movement of constantly cleaning her face to remove makeup was getting faster and more chaotic, she She kept rubbing and rubbing, but she couldn't wipe it clean, her face was a mess, just like her heart, it was a mess. The mask is entangled with the face, and the truth and the false are also mixed together, a little messy, but it does not matter, be careful, be careful, you will be able to distinguish clearly. In the end, Deborah finally collapsed. She simply gave up the masking action and used her embarrassed face to tell the noodle a little bit of warmth in her heart, and persuaded the noodle to leave. However, the noodles are no longer the original noodles. After 35 years of precipitation, he will not give up when he comes back this time. Deborah uncontrollably exposed her hysterics and anger before the scandal. This proud and vanity Women want to show their success and nobility everywhere, but how can you be with that hypocritical and vicious Max? That is the lover you have been trying to abandon noodles? Do you feel embarrassed to be a ungrateful betrayal of a betrayed brother, a cold-blooded shameless man who treats women like playthings? Do you think noodles come to see your joke? Finally, Deborah, who removed her mask, was no longer the goddess of noodles. "Friends and wives can't lie." The common betrayal between her and Max is terrible and unforgivable. At this time, the noodles 35 years later, the best The choice is not hate, but to keep the distance politely and restraintly, what do you do with me? Put it down completely. Next, he also faced Max who tried to be redeemed with the same attitude.
Simply talk about Max, he is a perverted villain, I saw him from the first glance, I didn't like him for no reason, his whole body carried a sultry atmosphere, the first glance at the above article, I couldn't help saying Taking noodles as their own, and imposing narcissistic self-righteousness on the noodles, a point of view is that noodles cannot live without him. The worst part is that he has never really regarded noodles as friends and brothers, possessiveness is abnormal, in short, shameless, he and noodles and their brothers are like the story of the farmer and the wolf. In the end, he didn't end well, just like the noodles once said, "How do they treat them now, and how will they deal with you and me in the future" into the evil cycle, no one can escape. His evil went deep into the bone marrow, and he did n't let go of the noodles until he died. He knew exactly where the noodles went and how sad he blamed himself, but he ignored the whole thirty-five years. Chess piece, if he needs to leave him, let him go, if he needs to come back, he should come back, and before he dies he must pull noodles and be buried for him. His mistress is simply ridiculous. F