Many thoughts and confusion that I can only believe it is nearly perfect

Rating: Null/10 (3 November 2017)

Just watched 'Mother!' by Darren Aronofsky. I hate when a film does not say anything and at the same time says a lot. It confuses me as I cannot fully choose between love or hate; it leaves me in the middle where I never thought its my place to be.
Honestly, I was bored in the middle of the film due to obviousness, but also was eager to see where the story will be turned into. What role God the director will leave for God the character. Being subjective critic of art created by an artist, here I feel frustration of the idea that writer of the film is the Poet and the audience is the Mother. It is a bit out of topic to put myself in the mothers shoes, but I just can neither stop questioning what director wants of me as a viewer (thats a rhetorically religious question and probably he does not want anything), nor stop loving the director and its work for bringing all the questions and the subject hopefully for the good/best...
Thought by thought and now I am left with the confusing neutrality which might be the reason why so many of us decide to stay blind.