Includes Spoiler, guys. Yet, another point of view

Rating: 9/10 (26 November 2019)

JOKER
A metaphor to hide behind the tears of a clown. I felt the evil in me live up to the bullies and kill em. We see, the protagonist's life totally, changing on behalf of the concept of acceptance...and hence an existence. After he kills three men in the train, he comes home with a lively heart, a name that suited him, until now, Happy. That what's his mom calls him. A sudden rush of adrenaline, when he takes the gun out and shoots those who wouldn't listen or hear. Brings us to the concept why, we must hear...with all ears...to people who have a lot to say. The movie shows us in its earlier part about the joy of existentiality; metaphor: "I am brought in this world to spread joy". There is a concept of Freudian theory involved subtly, when he dances with his mom while he is involved in a hope-full relationship with the want to be mayor.
A feeling of existentiality he feels.
Furthermore, in the very next scene, we see, that the mayor, is really his dad. Tada!!! However, his dad doesn't feel the same way. Obviously, to hide his indecency, or rather, flaws (at this point of the story). But the joker, shows his courage to confront his reality, at least in his mind, and ends up meeting his arch enemy and irony, the Batman, when his father was alive of Corse. But the joker is determined to confront his father in search of the truth, was He, really? His father. He goes on knocking doors only to be so smart and confront him at the bathroom where, he was redetected, blown a punch on his nose and he lays his arms on the basin. We then, follow a cool creative transition, where the Joker, rests his arms, head down on a basin, in his on confinement.
He never knew that he too was raised by a psychotic mom. Who herself, tried to find happiness in her misery. Probably, that is the reason why, she called him happy. He discovers and we see that he was being adopted and his collective consciousness, developed in a way to create the man, that he is now. The movie is moving me whatsoever.
The imagination of happiness in his mind deprived in the form of a warm comfort from the woman he feels, is attracted to him. And, in the process, he imagines her to be with her. Kissing her breaking into her apartment, hugging him when he is at his low, this man, longs for love. Until, finally, we see, that that was all in his imagination.
It is easy to kill a person, what is difficult is to come into terms with the fact and probably, this creates an anger or a distress, not quite sure, in his mind...that when he meets his mom in the hospital, he kills her. And the woman, that he imagined to be with him.
And with this, I leave you till the end and yet, another beginning. Btw, don't know how I am going to find Joker, when I watch The Dark Knight again.
"That's all folks"