Amazing play, but I was missing something

Rating: 9/10 (16 October 2019)

Many of us, who watched the iconic Joker play of Heath Ledger were trying to compare it with play of Joaquin Phoenix in this movie. One can try to witness those "elegant madness" of Joker character- see craziness in his eyes, laugh, confidence, joy of killing; and I want to see it all, all at once, like in "The Dark Knight" movie.
Through the whole movie, I was waiting for that moment... And now, seems like he found a chance for revenge, he puts his hands on the wall, lowers his head, and BUM; that's it, ohh, that look. But... next we see a man, who is crazy, but it's the illness, it made him to be this, all those circumstances, society; so real, too real for my taste. Why not going further, why not putting that spark in his eyes? I don't want to feel sad for him, I want to feel angry, excited and not believe how he can laugh at the end.
Play was good, but all I wanted is that crazy Joker, and I am getting a real man. Is it something you want also? I don't know, and it shouldn't be. Nevertheless, you will like this movie for sure.