Best movie of 2019

Rating: 9/10 (20 October 2019)

It's magical in so many ways. The acting is tremendous and deserves an oscar. So layered between being unaware of being in a psychocitc episode, to a conscious choice to controlably give in to his insanity and aggression and hate. But then, there are also moments where he has absolutely no clue how incredibly insane, dangerous he comes across. Not being psycotic, but just really scary. His childlike incapability to communicate or make contact in a 'appropriate' way, especially to women and kids, is heartbreaking and scarily unsettling.
Half way trough the movie it's no longer clear whether stuff is actually happening or happening in his head. Till the end you don't know what actually happend. There are so many loose ends/interpretations that you can fantasize and discuss about for hours. And thát is what makes a movie a great one in my opinion.
Who did he actually kill? What actually happened out there in the real world? Seems that he killed the guys in the subway.. But after that? What was real and which things happened in his head after he stopped taking his meds?
In his psychotic fantasies he does brave heroic things (in his own delusional way).. There were some scenes that made everything look too easy, too unrealistic for the person he actually is.. I reminded of when he all of a sudden became brave and ended up with a girlfriend, which turned out to be... Yup - - >a psychotic fantasy..
Therefore the question rises. How, why and when did he end up in the mental hospital? Did you notice he was not as skinny? so he must have been there a while. So did we just skip time and are we shown an image of a man who will always be a danger to society.. Or....
Or did he create an heroic image of himself, killing a TV host, being a hero to the poor, which was actually a psychotic episode? Maybe even while already being in the hospital? I love the fact that you just don't know. I hope they never make a sequel to awnser those questions. This open end is just perfect.