The deepest secret

Rating: 8/10 (28 April 2020)

I think this is a rare movie. There are in-depth performances on such subtle and difficult-to-describe topics as consciousness and subconsciousness, but they are not fragmented and unknown. With the help of memory and sober consciousness, explore the boundaries of consciousness and subconsciousness. Even though I have fallen asleep and intend to accept the cleared myself, consciousness seems to be somewhat subjectively active. The clearing of the "antagonism" memory in the subconscious is also in the battle between the different desires of the conscious and subconscious, and it seems to slowly understand what they really want to do.
The feelings that will happen and that will happen, even if the memory is erased, because people have not changed, maybe it is destined to happen, so the feelings that will happen are also a fate. If you want to get rid of a relationship, you really need to change, maybe it is the various tendencies and habits of this "I", otherwise when you choose, if you feel mixed with habits, you will still follow the same path. This may be why even The memory is cleared, but the characters in the film repeatedly like the same person. But the running-in of these relationships has always had such difficulties.
It is an interesting plot setting to hide Clementin deeper in consciousness in order to retain her memory. This process made Joel and Cle go to his childhood and consciousness about the shame, and also learned his deepest secrets together. Here, because I want to forget, but find that I actually don't want to forget, I move towards true intimacy. My imaginary love should be nothing to hide from the other party, even because of this relationship, go to the corner of myself and the other party has never been inside.
After watching this video, I shared some thoughts with my roommate s, and shared some clips of my relationship with him that I felt shame again. Some feelings that I didn't even realize were reappearing. Maybe I have been longing for intimacy from a certain angle in my heart, but in reality, the relationship with all kinds of people encountered is the same as Joel and Cle. There are vibrant parts, but there are also difficult to reconcile. Is it willing to take the next "cooking" as the answer to finding love, it may be an open proposition, if you choose "yes", you must accept the wonderful and coexisting compromises day after day. If it is "no", there is no need to clear the memory.