disturbed by why/how/where he committed suicide

Rating: Null/10 (4 May 2011)

if the movie really shows what led to ian curtis suicide, if that's how it all happened then he was some egoistic asshole, not much more. in my opinion not even worth having a movie made about him. i hope that some important parts were missing or shown wrong or else the story of ian curtis would really just drag me down, wondering how someone could be so self-centered, ignorant and selfish. with all his compassion, sensitivity, talent(?) only circling around himself. entirely wasted, channeled all wrong. to me this movie is just shocking, sad and leaves me completely disturbed and wondering why someone would make a movie about a suicide that doesn't make you sad for one split second. only angry. or was that the purpose? if he was a great singer this makes me everything but interested in his work.