closer to my reality

Rating: 9/10 (10 March 2005)

it began with a casual "hello,stranger." big time affair. cheating here and there. flings and flirts.
what would you think when you just flirt with someone else big time the moment before you hop into bed and snuggle into your lover's arms?
what would be more miserable than having to say sweet nothings and lots of "i love you's" to your lover when in fact you just had greater and more exciting sex with your fling awhile ago?
what if every time, every single time you have to decide between a lover and a fling, knowing that maybe, just maybe, your lover is one of the greatest things ever happen to you, while your fling makes your days more colorful and constantly makes dozen of butterflies in your belly?
what if you make the right choice, leaving your fling and be with your lover and daydreaming about living happily ever after, which only lasts for about,say, a year, then you can't stop thinking of your so-called-unfinished relationship with your fling, then still sneaking around to meet up,having sex and everything,and dealing with the same big old triangle all over again?
what if you make the wrong choice, leaving your lover who truly loves and admires you just as you are, to your lifetime-fling who's also somebody's baby,and ten times more challenging and appearing so incredibly out of reach to you?
said sadly, you got nothing in the end.
and oh, don't forget 'the blower's daughter' by Damien Rice in the beginning and end of film. (with 'can't take my eyes off you' stuck in your head. very nice.)