if I only could, I would give it a 1 000 000/10

Rating: 10/10 (23 February 2018)

I have no words for this film. I thought I would come here and I would sing and praise this movie in a thousand and one words but I am speechless. I did know nothing before I watched it. I just wanted to see something tonight. I was all alone and it's been an emotional week. I thought it was just another drama, a tragic lovestory. A cliche. I cannot begin to describe how wrong I was. I mean I can't believe I even watched this. Is it actually real, this movie? Or was I dreaming? This is hauntingly beautiful. It is utterly compelling. I didn't want it to stop. I wanted to stay with them, just a little longer. I wanted them to just meet for one last time. For forever. We have all had our first loves. They very rarely end well. I would even go as far as to say they never end well. The tragedies of our firsts are like the cornerstones of the building that is our Self. We cannot have life without them. And our first love, our first time falling so deep into someone and the feeling of someone falling inside of you is the most raw and painful of all the firsts. I am in awe. That someone wrote something so magnificent. And that someone had the eye to catch it onto a film and the actors and the story.. I don't understand. It's perfect.
I cried so so so much at the end of this movie. I cried so much after. My heart aches and my chest hurts. But it's perfect. This is what I want from a movie. It needs to shake me up to face the beauty and ugliness, perfection and imperfection of Life. Breathing, seeing, FEELING. It's amazing. We have the opportunity to live, so let's breathe it in people. Let's do it.
I feel like this movie was made for me. It was excatly what I craved from storytelling and cinematography. I am in love. I am love.
Thank you, for this film. To everyone that made it happen. I am so utterly greatful.
Later.