It's just not fun anymore

Rating: 5/10 (28 April 2019)

I enjoyed most of the earlier MCU films and stories. I was slightly disappointed by Infinity War. However, I wish I had never seen this film.
Seeing this film was a celebration of my son's 16th birthday. But, honestly, I got up prior to credits and walked out by myself in a deep painful depression. And I've been in this state since Friday evening.
This particular story, to me, was a 3 hour funeral. Funerals kill me! I just can't go to funerals because of what they do to my peace of mind. (I have eulogized a service for a close family member; emotionally the hardest thing I've ever done.)
But, funerals are my kryptonite. (DC reference, sorry)
I have most of the previous Avenger movies is my DVD/Plex & Amazon collection, but, I probably won't ever watch them again, knowing now, where the writers were leading me. It's just not fun anymore.
Anyway, I wish I had not seen this movie.