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Rating: 10/10 (7 January 2018)

Anything before or after TV show Lost didn't start such as emotions as this film.I don't know where to start from...
HATE ...mine was nationalism type and for one time my whole childhood was under nationalism.I didn't learn from parents or anyone, we kids learn it on streets. It's ridiculous how you can HATE someone that you don't even know and we as kids didn't even know why. But human needs HATE, he needs a group of people with same ideas who would make him part of something, part of something bigger, so he can be someone.
One period in my sixteen years long life, I was under influence of Adolf Hitler and that whole concept of national socialism and I need to confess that I was attracted to it.I had anger, fury spreading through my veins and it wasn't race anger or nationalism anger, but it needed a way to express himself and it found nazism, idea that is made of anger and fury. Scary thing is that, even yesterday when I watched this movie, I can see some truth in the philosophy of Derek Vinyard, main character of this masterpiece.My anger was HATE - HATE against system, capitalism, Church, manipulation, television and to everything that controls human and slows him down.
By the way, main actor in this movie is Edward Norton.This is one of the greatest performances I've ever seen.He got so deeply in his character, that scene on beginning where cops arrest him, there is something that makes me sick.It shows the man who is lost in HATE, who is so certain in his procedures that he doesn't realise that he is just a pawn to someone bigger, more powerful.He was so proud of himself that he didn't see his little brother who was watching him doing that crime.So bizarre.
End of the movie is great.It doesn't matter how hard you try, you can't fight the HATE.And it doesn't matter if one side is trying to fight it because HATE always needs two sides.
I'm imagining the end where Norton is shaving his head where we can see the full circle of HATE.
And message at the end, DON'T HATE, it's worth it, life is too short for that. Is the black man's fault that in Sahara there is like 50 Celsius and he evolved to protect his skin.
My top5 movie
PEACE

10/10