I used to be a Lester Burnham

Rating: Null/10 (11 February 2006)

sometimes i wish i never saw the movie,sometimes i wish i remained loyal to my small pathetic ordinary life without asking myself what the hell am i doing here? or why should i eat my cold breakfast when i can spend my college money on a great meal in a selected restaurant,why should i bother struggling through life?i'll just give in,i'll just let it go,i am nothing,i don't matter,ins't it funny?i like to think so,but you know what?these stupid questions,this crisis has a salvation,and as sappy as it sounds,it's love,it saved me,and if anyone goes through that crisis it means someone stopped loving him or her.wait.no,that's wrong.it's not love.people call it love but it ins't. it's not about finding someone who attracts you only for the act of procreating,and then you spend the rest of your life with him or her because you ''made love'',that's wrong,that's why we end up unhappy,dead,gone.i am a non religious person,and believe me,when you step off these human instincts,when you control nature,you truly feel happy,truly ;).it never fades,it's magical every kiss,every hug,every tender touch.it's not romance don't take it as.it's something i have found,and i feel special every day ;)