Uncomfortably amazing

Rating: 9/10 (22 March 2020)

It's taken me a long time to write a review because I truly wasnt ready. I am a huge fan of both Bradley Cooper and Lady Gaga. Specifically, I have loved her from the start and to see her in an 'organic' role is so incredibly satisfying. Now for why this was hard to write....the first time I saw this movie, (I had no idea it was a remake), I could barely sleep. It left such an impression on me. This movie haunted my dreams. I have a degree in music. Singing has been a part of my life since as long as I can remember. So if course that was wonderful. What got me the most was the realistic tendencies of the character. I am married to an alcoholic. A for thw most part functioning alcoholic...until he cant function anymore. I'm not sure what Bradley Cooper did to play the part, but every single characteristic/ideosyncracy that he characterized was so spot on it was uncomfortable to watch. And Gaga's portrayal or a loving/yet exhausted wife is spot on too. Teying to hide your significant others problems is exhausting. Ive just now been able to watxh it again because after the 4th attempt at hospitalization my husband is becoming himself again. This movie touched my heart. The story is tragic and beautiful all at the same time.