i feel many of you have been healed from pain and many things what you went through last year i believe will be a year of success this year two thousand and sixteen not only because we are here about because the holy know push it from behind to do things when they don't want to do with but i want to one thing and one thing only the truth of the lord to be a strain and the only way you can receive that choice it's only through the power grown since the soviet union fell down i believe i can say the proposal in the us through my eyes is like a least five to ten years behind mania so they're very it compared to remain and they're very very poor and the lord opened the door for us to go to it's a reality check every time i go to think you know what we have here in america even though we grew up going to remain almost every year every year but no i have a family and to see those kids go a few miles down and in the big city it's nice it's nice suits like a different country but it's the same same same country and people even there have no idea how poor their own people because we bring some people from help his neighbor oh you know to you know rebuild the palace right next to his neighbor's shack i don't understand why people don't help each other out i mean even here in america when we see somebody like even danny with his restaurant we we we work together everyone's for themselves you know and when they see us to give food and especially when we went to republican over there at the border you know they're you know they're saying well you're bringing food and supplies where these two want to hold on to the remaining in culture and everything and so there is that there's a whole lot of turbulence i can say in that country you know it's very unsettled i mean we one of the schools we visited in that area the director of the school was gone on her christmas break and we share her that we wanted to come in to donate these little baggies that we put together she get she comes and she goes no you can't donate she comes and from her brake shoes off for christmas break she comes back to the school and says no and somehow the lord made america and we we were in touch one of with one of the ministers of education there that helped us open the door and go in with carol's christmas carols and then with a little message about christmas and then donate the bags there so but ok so how do we start really we started this time is quite different because me times when we have a lot of snow ice this time we had no snow right man yeah we had sun which is very unusual which was great you know there was no literally not even rain maybe one or two days and little fog here and there it was great for traveling where we got you know more people it seems like are involved you know from germany and the conditions are getting better and better and more space to work in and worked out very well we can do more and more each year and that's our goal to do more and more and more people to be involved and it worked out very well with the weather cooperated very very quick it was such a quick trip that within a week we would even have time to can we can go in and break the ice with some gifts with a postcard that we have in there with that with the floor with the salvation prayer on one side on the other side it says merry christmas and their language and where we were able to go into the schools non christian kids don't eat these bags with you know different items we had chocolate we had two precious combs candy a little teddy bear and some and half of the packages we had even the thousand we had a thousand new testaments we gave out besides this year so that was exciting because we didn't have in it's very hard to get your hands on new testament so for the older kids we donated the new testament's two to two for them to start reading in and then you know somebody came from america to give it to us and look look what they gave us you know and that's how the church started last year two years ago actually others ago where you know kids went home told their parents what happened and gave me this and they said wow i mean i want to  gifts for them at the schools we also donate to the poorest family in each villa which a box of food of items of pantry items that they can have for the holidays and this year together with the church in english type germany we p again with them and we came up with the idea of actually putting the box together instead of just buying and giving them a hand full of sugar or flour and rice we put together they could together a box of items and each box is like gold in their hands and pasta besides all that we also margarine like last year i mentioned to you here in america we take this for granted to have butter on our tables and for them to even have margarine on their tables it's something you know very very something very nice to have on their own for their family and besides all this we also put in some goodies for the kids there's some cookies  choklit candy and also some juice for them to have you know just little things that even our kids in america we buy them little juice boxes and you know how it is kids love this stuff and and then also people were crying when they they received items like this and gifts from us and this only cost twelve or thirteen euro switch converts over to fifteen dollars which is nothing you know nothing pretty one to put together and we're hoping for next project we can live by faith in the son of god who loved me and gave himself for me and he said i'm not i'm not me living anymore that means i'm no listen to my flesh anymore because the the flesh always tempted to go to sin the flesh always tempted to said do not give because you know you're not going to have enough think about that don't put god first because you know if you put god him god first but he will do the rest of the b o s that's why we need to find ourselves from the word of god in the daily basis because one effed ourselves from the word of god and i took the word from private chapter four starting with verse twenty says my son give attention to my in twenty one century to be able to read the word of god if we cannot read or you can hear the word of god they are out the table word which we can push play and you can hear the word the verse you can hear it i have and this in this devise the bible and every translation possible we can find it and every time i push they say they want to hear the word i push play i can hear the word of god if you cannot read it you can hear the word of god you have the ability to hear that's why we need to hear the word of god keep them in the midst of your heart what the word jesus says from your heart or from your belly from here leaving wire for all you know which is the speed of the lord the word of god to because when you you ask for the word of god for the spiritual provision the word of god become part of our life our daily life and because of the world we've been so we inside of us we cannot become greedy because the greed in this dire to cross because of the word of god which is inside of us we cannot become jealous of someone else because the jealousy die on the cross when we have enough world inside of us in the word of god become a life inside of  from the doctor which got the doctor give it to us because we feel it in our body that's why we need our flesh to die in order for us to hear the provision of the word of god jesus always preached the word and he put each not his word he preached the word from the father with the father give it to him he said i never say a word for myself everything i said to put away from your deceitful mouth that means it's a possibility our flesh to speak against the word of god is a possibility and i'm saying hundred  percent our flesh to speak the things well the flesh feel if you feel sick your flesh will say i'm sick if you feel having your flesh will say i have a headache you take ownership of the things which i actually i have everything i needed even if i don't see the natural you know i left this past year when i went to the mission i left a very little money in my pocket and i said lord i want to buy for two thousand kids this package beside a teddy bears in the things which i sent it from here from america and the lord gave me the desire on my heart because i make him the but i never forget to bless other people also then everything what i receive i blessed in the way other people and i allowed myself to be a blessing for others you know why because the more god blessed me the more i become jesus to call your sickness upon him and you say in the name of jesus i refuse to accept the sickness remember a lady she gave her testimony how the doctor gave her a diagnostic and  side she fell in her entire body that diagnostic is true because she felt that weakness she has hepatitis c and the doctor says you have hepatitis c and she said no i don't have hepatitis c well they h she went back and did another lab and the doctor said who would probably have her but i see you have nothing in your blood a history joyce in you know why because whatever you say with your mouth that's why we need to pray for the spiritual provision to be able to listen to the word of god to speak the word of god on a daily basis to take a time and meditate in the word of god because the word of god  open your eyes to see to see you have the power to do to take it over yourselves sickness you have no power over you say i have the power to take hell to myself i have the power to take finances to be able to be a blessing true testimony how the lord blessed me last year to be able to do the project which god put in my heart and you know i believe the lord will give a blessing the same blessing what he give it to me i'll give it to you but never come before the lord empty handed always bless the lord david the king or saying i don't want to receive anything doesn't cost me this is what he lord which going to cost me he went to a place where that angela sitting there and he asked for the property and the man who owned the property said to him master is coming to me here you can have a for free i give you the everything you needed to do the sacrifice i give you the animals i give you the would i give you everything you needed and they've the king says no i want to pay you because i don't want to receive anything from the lord without cost me something that's why when you receive something from the lord you have to hon before he even bless you you have to be a to be willing to under the law are many times i saw a seed and i'm praying for my need and i say lord i need that much i need those money to come in the minutes i need this resources because you know many times i have the tendency to say if i have more money i will do more for the lord but god knows exactly what we have to do and he will provide a night i never say that words to my mouth i always say hungry he know exactly the witness say to know exactly the witness of each and every one of us he says he's come into our flesh he filled the hunger jesus was filling the hunger but he never gave any place to the devil you know why because jesus said in john chapter fourteen were stirring all no longer talk much with us or jesus or saying to the disciples for the ruler of this world is coming who is the ruler satan but he has nothing in me every time we fail ourselves from the word of god we asked the lord to do to give us our speech our bread every day  the ruler come with our feeling with our with the sickness with the word luck with things doesn't go the way supposed to go in a natural when you come before the lord and say lord i saw a s and i'm willing to obey the voice of the lord and to do what ever is going to take to be thankful in my heart no matter how my saddle we try all tried to make me to say words because my mouth would deceive me if i let my mouth to speak it before the word of god if i let my mouth to say words which are not according with the word of god if i let my lips to say words which is not you because what men sold people into the if you make a decision this years say lord no matter what happened with my job or with