dylan and i just filmed one show so what we wanted to do was keep the set the way it was introduce these other segments right ok we're going to introduce janiero pro gun she is a beauty queen then we will introduce part two  nothing is missing models athletes an artist speaking to the students at queens college and then we will go back far enough you another beauty queen janine santos enjoy your st interview was english with a minor in long ok you are very good student but you also are a model you are a runway of dreams you just recently i saw you on the runway with another designer here in new york city and you your appearance how does that make you feel i think it makes me feel really good about myself and i enjoy doing it because recognition but because i think there should be more awareness people with disabilities in the fashion industry and that's kind of like my mission absolutely i think that's a very good mission as well when did you get into this what like was  that being in these things would like i would win right well why not as a young woman with a disability though how has it been up let's be politically correct how was it been a positive as well as a negative aspect of your life are has it been only positive or have you had some negative aspects as a person with a disability i have encountered like people who doubt me because young woman you're very smart you're very charismatic you're very confident so what you're disabled right so what do you want people to take away from whenever they see you in this interview and they see you on the runway in the photo session and the ads and the whole nine yards that you know i'm doing what i love and at there that i'm just like anybody else with you know this ability or not you know we're all different we're all unique and we should support each other no matter what yeah everybody we love y hello everybody welcome to part two of nothing is missing models it's an artist we're going to jump right in because we have a lot of images to show you just quickly part two is mostly featuring the exhibition at queens college that was actually a student ran an exhibition that accompanied the documentary part one nothing is missing models athletes and artists so we want to show you some photos here on closing night was the alan who was also students and whenever you put free food out there they should make me feel like i was a college student all over again additionally i do want to thank our colleagues at the school of professional studies because we had a very successful screening of part one at the school of professional studies kicking off disability awareness month now the documentary part one was great you know but it was not everything came together as we planned for example look at this clip was me no one showed up we were running behind and i gave a quick introduction we tried to make it seem like it was behind the scenes when in fact it really wasn't and then you see in contrast  when rudy came showed up for his interview he was a natural in front of the camera and he became the host for that evening so check this out changes  so as you see we just how it kind of had to play along with things putting together part one and that's why we're putting together part two because we also had possible  involved with the photo featuring featured in the photo exhibition as well as some of the amazing illustrations by david boller who we will speak about in a few minutes but i do want to show these photos but yet i would go back in twenty three weeks and things would be up and running and coming together as you can see there with wesley in front of the photos of the impossible but let's take a few minutes and look at these great photos actually taken by wesley a very talented photographer and also a queens college student college and three other students from queens college who were a highly involved with this project alex koval of neil perot with and maxim mike and yet ski with this with with nothing is missing one thing i think we've all wanted to to bring in patricia was a positive representation of people with disabilities so what does that positive representation mean to you and me and how does it manifest itself in media for me positive representation is representation that looks at someone with disability as a whole person where they're not boiled down to this one aspect of their life or their day to day movements and they're really portrayed as whole people so my favorite part of nothing is missing is just showing the activity in the lives of the individuals that were photographed in such a honest  human way i believe what positive media means to me really is you know getting to as much of an audience like a big audience as possible and  relatability so like present matthew was it who was in who was being photographed he was like say he was in a gym and he was doing something that a lot of people do you know in general and you know it's that kind of like relatability that really kind of makes it stand out in the people's minds so that's i think that's what really positive media reinforcement is how do you all like the portrayal of students with disabilities in college  more about how television handles it because with a television series you have so much more time to flesh out a character and i think that's what's important about portraying people with disabilities so i don't know about you  i think it was a great job ok quite but i think it was great i think we've had the exhibition for like a month pretty much and we got so much exposure so many people came by and just just really had a great time i think it was great as i remember it was on the night of the opening having people speak was it on the night rules of the law yeah it was on the net you know sort of no time sometimes both times it was a having people speak specially matthew the models who were in the photographs just it was it was really inspirational for personally i think and it was just great so that's how i feel about it i think it was an portrayal because it was at the same time authentic and inspiring so these were real people doing regular things that they regularly do but they also seem larger than life and i think that's great and a lot of the positive response that we've got boiled down to oh this isn't portrayal that like people disabilities like being you know sympathy or anything like that it's like you know you have this and so i think it was great yeah i think it was wonderful as well and that is also my favorite part of this that a lot of people i spoke to said that it really challenged their internal i say dhea of a person with a disability and seeing such a strong positive representation of he's capable successful figures was really important so i really did enjoy getting to meet those students all of which are very special hard working on what do amazing things within their careers and as you can see they also have fun as well as they should their college students right so listen for our final feature part two nothing is missing models athletes an artist actually is the artist david ball or he is the illustration artist behind by onic man and he was very very generous in sending us some photos illustrations statement congratulations neil you did it buddy you graduated all the best  god so i got to finally get you here much for having knowing that we have yes and we've been talking inside in fact we've been on set for maybe like an hour yes but anyway that's what's so great about doing the show because you get to meet everybody you want to meet and you know when you decided to do all of you know the pageants and modeling and all of the stuff you're doing right now was there one moment that you said you know what let's just go for it are did you kind of fall in how did it happen well a hiatus and i found out about the most amazing pageant not that long ago and i st i wasn't going to do it but i thought about it and i said to myself you know what why not let's go for it so that we can i woke up and i and i was going to go i really don't think it ago i woke up i wasn't feeling through with but i said you know what i mean i already signed up let's go for it so i got dressed i got ready essex myself and i just looked in the mirror and i said you know what i'm was a beautiful experience to see other young woman with disabilities who wrote and i got to show me how blessed i am you know and you get to see other other young girls who have even wanted this abilities than i do and yet they weren't afraid to shine right and that's what pageants like this are all about absolutely absolutely i cannot i think you just made a great statement and i you kind of as you were speaking i kind of you jumped ahead of me what is your overall opinion of beauty and glamour when it comes to beauty and glamour this is my statement being perfectly imperfect is more than ok it is what makes you confident absolutely i think so i think so was well have there been any negative consequences that you've had to experience being in you know the beauty pageants and also just being an attractive young woman you know i mean a lot of time you know people will you know you know if they're one dimensional and they put too much emphasis on you know beauty and glamour you know we've had our fair share of beauty and glamorous women on our show and for some reason as you know we're on a streak of beauty queens now we just had your good friend gennaro janiero on the show and but at the end of the day i mean i you all are also very smart you're very articulate you're very confident you know most of you are  role models giving so much back to the community but yet sometimes there is that you know somebody just wants to put the knife in and while it's all about beauty and glamour what do you say to that well i have had a few people on my social media who sound great pageants and who downgrade beauty wow and i could understand their perspective and i respect everybody's perspective however i see it this way i am wonderfully made and i'm not scared to show that to the world because number one everything i do is with the lord's glory st and foremost and why not show the world who the lord has created whether it is through a beauty pro physical beauty but what i see it as is what's inside of you that reflects on the outside which is why i do with i do and which is why i am going to compete again for the missing earth usa pageant now in january i plan to compete again and i want to show the world you know what that beauty is more than a size zero duty is more than what people can physically see and i wrote about this not that long ago on my facebook we have had african american miss universe as we have had latina you know they they just broke a huge that we are typing because to the  community and now they allow transgender to compete which is beautiful you know that there are accepting of so many different vass of a of people however we have yet to see a disabled mis make it and if you want to dream of becoming a miss universe you can do it and no physical disability to stop you absolutely i think that's very very very well well said and and that is one reason why i have to agree with that no exposure people can't learn access so i'm we're all grateful to all of you beautiful young women strolling up and down the runway or you know wearing the crown it is not at all shallow it is not superficial  you're in your pageant there's a variety of abilities and discipline well this is the nd pageant i compete in so this pageant was more for the the sables community which i think is beautiful absolute st pageant i competed but major pageants like the mystery goethe usa pageant and the miss universe pageant major pageants open up doors that other pageants unfortunately no matter how much good they try to do don't can't open up for other young wom you know so i do what i did so because i want to show the world that you know what there are different people from different walks of life and ok yeah that girl might be fifty six  year and i'm just a capable to get the same amount of blessings and obtain the same amount of blessings that she's able to if she once upon a young women young girls out there you know what whether they're able to disabled or six feet and eleven as you pointed out earlier and they're interested in pursuing a career you know in beauty pageants are modeling or you know acting or the whole nine yards of it what advice do you have for them be assessment and don't let anybody tell you you cannot do something because when people say it's impossible the world itself says i'm possible so don't be afraid jenny it has have our themes for our photo sessions here some reason i'm seeing you in some sort of favorite tailless princes kind of thing i hear you're a fan of disney is that true ye ok thank you for watching and we'll be in touch soo