fan favorites just your what's the other little question we thought well i was thinking we're going to discuss something you like to call the meaning of life oh yeah that's that's too simple can we even draw like thirty minutes out so i'm going to start this off with his story about the meaning of life i saw that movie by the way i to my knowledge and the only person that joho was witnesses have refused to talk to me because when someone comes to my house and says hi we'd like to talk to you about religion and philosophy i say come right would you like tea we're not coming back to you anymore i was wasting their time one of the ways i was wasting their time is that they told me their conception of what the world is supposed to be like and what they're for kind of heaven is supposed to be like right and the conception at least at the time i was studying with them and it's possible to change since was that earth was never supposed to be polluted the way it has been the earth was never supposed to have death which is the idea where everyone just lives forever on a cleaned earth after the rapture at age thirty your kind of physical peak and my and wouldn't i want that and my answer was oh my god that sounds horrifying and they couldn't understand this and i said look for me you where in life get so much of its meaning is i know it's futile i know that there are so many things i want to learn and so many things i want to do and so many places i'd like to go visit and i'm not going to get to right time is going to run out on me before i learn how to be a good guitar it's going to run out on me before i get to live in italy times you know all these things i'd love to do and i'm not going to get to do it and i know it's futile and yet i don't give up and there's the meaning of life right there for me is that fact that we don't give up that's what makes yeah but beautiful you ever ask yourself why like you could just give up oh yeah i could figure it out done good yeah but we don't and and so so for me there's the that was the meaning of life and they they were baffled by this they could not understand how i would not want to live forever if i could actually do everything that i could be boring to me if i actually could do it all i bored as hell so i'd rather just keep being fairly mediocre i've seen this in a few twilight zone episode i seen a comic strip yeah that's it yeah i judge so therefore i take those as proof my position is it's my deep philosophical inside has been reduced to a comic strip it must thomas yes you are butting in over on joe's answer it sounds like you've got something to say about the meaning of life while i was really talk about meaning in life but i had this idea the other month i was thinking about what is the purpose of debt i always feel like people always fascinated with this idea of the how do you accept that their viewpoint might be wrong and this is what kills people because that's what nature comes in and says these people are just a whole bunch of sticks and so we just kind of keep the death thing happening if humanity really wanted to end death they would have to stop being said she drives i told her going to get some respect from the show you know it's really a very buddhist position but i was i was sort of with the how i got there was i was sort of looking at well if you were going to design a system and you were so i'm going to say we're going to create this thing called death and what is the purpose of this thing called death and i go look at the world the way it functions and i say well the purpose of death is that it removes all the old crap and who is an expert by the way in the meaning of life so but you were saying after after one of the breaks that you feel that life needs x turn all meaning oh well there is a broader picture that we can't necessarily see all of and there's and that meaning is inherently tied to that yes yes in other words if we don't believe that there is a force greater than us then how can we really have a faith in anything at all so as there been a time where you had to confront that crisis of faith where you saw you know meaninglessness on one side and meaning on the other you know actually no  i think i think i been some some deep pain and i've been wanting that i couldn't have that made me question why does this have to happen me but there was never a basic denial of  that ultimate purpose no no my whole life i think i've been on a on a steady steady line when it comes to my basic beliefs in the ultimate purpose now is so is the ultimate purpose something is ultimately shared as in we all have that same purpose or do people have ended vigil trajectories that your life has a certain purpose and my life has a different purpose ok it's really approach it's not what you produce it's how you look at it so if you can narrow down things to what i'm going to give and how i'm going to make love conquer however fruity kind of weak weird sound that sounds then we're on the same wavelength and it doesn't matter ultimately where you are what you are and what you think so it's almost a positive negative energy thing you know and if if you're heading toward the positive heaven will be there that's my feeling so therefore we're all inclusive there is no difference between a buddhist a jew a muslim a christian that's where you know i can easily draw the line and say i'm not a leader is saying that i think that christ is the only answer i've never felt that way my life so i've maybe i oversimplify things but all that is positive will lead to having  who always worshipped the devil creature and all the so called good people in heaven are angry how come he's here he doesn't belong here and you know and the jesus character says well anytime you do anything you know good in the name of the devil it's you know that goes to me anything you do anything bad in my name will it goes lower because you know good comes to me and doesn't it didn't matter what name he put on it right if he's doing this out of his i mean the motivation for loving then that is still a positive force and that is it and so is that and if we are so that's it that's the pure yes that is a pure definition and that's that's why i love can be such a complex concept because you know love to some people can be letting themselves be killed so love to some people can be you know i've i've got a greatness so love to some people is being very simple and not having to achieve greatness and all those people could not agree on what makes them happy but but love is still is still the goal in the end you know so and maybe if you put it down to i'd rather i think being happy and being loved i'd rather be loved so now i could interpret what you're saying in a way i don't think you would related to a force bigger than you and i think you see those is so so so i don't understand i guess i can i but i don't place i would say that way if you feel unconditional it reminds you of the reality that you are a small part of something larger than yourself that's what happens is that that's why it feels good to experience unconditional love because you are instantly being reminded of your true nature well that's the else you can be incapacitated can be insane but you can still get to heaven because you still have that concept of love and what i'm going to love is so you know there is there is no look there's there's no particular path there's there's no preseason to how do you get to heaven and more or if on the selfish side sure you've got it and you've got to keep an institution going and that that's my ultimate frustration with have any part of any organized religion is because it has to be an institution or to be successful there you go right well here's a side life crises i think there's a use for often a useful thing where people do contemplate the fact that they are going to die because then it makes them approach their life perhaps more thoughtfully it makes them  concept of that which is out of your control as far as usefulness because it obviously death is a biological function it's not a conceptual thing it's a physical thing right well i guess you could say you know an art form or you know some crap like that but i think we're talking about the physical reality here wrist time and doug music lives for ever and until you do you yeah thank you thank you thank you very much and we'll see you through the signing out sleep well and remember i do love every one of you thank you i would try listener if you disagree you should day you should write in to has not been involved in any insider trading tonight all allegations are all outside