not because i like to travel i travel so i can say this what you're looking for is inside of you and you should be in peace from what has been traveling discover the peace that lies within at the last event that i had in miami i gave a bit of a trivia which is that a bumble bee can fly on one gallon of honey around the world so i figure i'll give you another trivia today and that is that when you get to the end of fear road things look pretty hopeless that's what it is the end of the road turn around because that's the beginning of another road it has to be it has to be clear every day it has to be beautiful every day i know people like things that are unique limited edition only so many of these were mean and people go wow that's really precious every day that you live that you exist that set in doesn't come back does that make it precious for you that make does that make it real for you do you understand the dynamics of every single day do you understand the dynamics of one life time do you understand the dynamics of every breath do you understand the dynamics of existence you me every one of us at times we measure our life by oh it's a great day today and today is sunny today is warm today is this today is that i doubt it and sometimes we measure our so i don't have that and i don't have that and i wish i could have that and i wish i could have that tonight you know that would be great and bad that i would be great and you know how come i don't have a house like that and how come i don't have a car like that come i don't have a girlfriend like that and how come i don't have a wife like that mark and i don't have a husband like that and how come i don't have a boyfriend like that and this drama the only way i can describe it that there are two forces in your life and you are in the middle of these two forces pulling on you you have to learn the art and it is an art you have to learn the art which one to resist and which one to let you pull it's really important there's a disease i'm not a doctor there's a lot of doctors  are sitting here i'm not a doctor and they will not qualify this as a disease was it is and it is eating away humanity is deadly it is a deadly disease it's eating away and not one single country island came  and it's a bad disease once you get it it's really hard to kick just a few days ago you know where i was i was in jail the most marvelous time you can imagine how i speak in front of a lot of people sometimes it's five hundred thousand three hundred thousand sixty thousand seventy thousand ten thousand five thousand three thousand two thousand and i had the greatest time because when i said the word unconscious i had an audience that went so there i am in jail i'm talking to these likely place we're having a conversation about peace i mean my god you know we should be talking about what's going on out there you know and you know all those things happening and you guys are missing out on this and this no no no they weren't we're not doing that actually enjoying it they're enjoying it or are you enjoying it i'm talking about peace enjoying talking about peace no clue so what is this thing about peace what is this thing about this disease called unconsciousness because believe me if you want to get to peace you've got a cure in the disease of consciousness and there's only one cure for this disease of a cunt and consciousness and that cure is consciousness what you need is not the piece of paper you need another mirror to understand what is happening listen not to words but that feeling of wanting to appreciate the feeling  being have you ever given a chance to those things that are good within those things that seek out of course you but the point is what do we practice i know one thing we practice every single day isn't consciousness a word today and i looked up its meaning the interesting word is very common word very calm but what is it exactly i mean that's what i was interested in so the word you know familiar with that word right rest we all get come from the place you can ever can be confusing well we do you need a movie for constant unchanging sweeney i was watching the weather channel no i'm not a geek or this or that i'm just watching the weather channel to see the weather and they have a little segment these days called wish you were here their reporters you know the weather channel's reporter they go out to all these a really beautiful places in the beautiful beach crystal clear water and they go out there and they're reporting back and they're basically saying wish you  that has being within has called out to the entire humanity and said i wish you were because there's no place like home and that's  of a correctional institution  the vacation spot the vacation spot in the entire known universe there are people who is there are there you know there are people who are blessed are you breathing if you are you're blessed you are blessed you are amazingly blessed you're incredibly blessed and they can be no greater blessing and of course you know it's kind of like that's what the dynamics of it were in san antonio here they are and they can take both tax they can see the hopelessness of it and that's their this hopeless and it's not like you know somebody is going to and it's not like you know a g g t v the home and garden t v is going to come in and redecorated every weekend and so you get a little change of pace or this or that no that's not happening thing so those hopelessness and there's hope and we found hope because hopelessness was inside of them and hope was inside so it really sounds like the human being is full of treasures  and if those treasures have not been explored and second and the time or when you're not feeling be something is wrong not right something is wrong and i'm not just saying that that's only true for you not for me that's true for me to believe me when i am not in that place it's not good and it is  you could ever want me to live this life to live this life you already have because the one that you have been  good news it's really really good news but people don't want good news they want interesting sorry i don't have interesting news i just have good news there doesn't have to be something huge it can be something that you make somebody smile make somebody laugh now crime doesn't count i know some people have that gift they can make something really cry but that doesn't count but what counts is whatever you give to in this life and if that gift is