thank you for coming today hear what i have to say now of course whatever it is that i have to say is pretty straightforward pretty simple because it is not about trying to get something new it is about exploring what you already have so in a way it's a little bit different that i'm here and i'm here to tell you what you this stuff we do this because we were like you can't be content in your we do you know would we have predisposed ourselves to wake up this is life of course you're going to be and if you don't like being miserable it's been cold coming out here winter spring is coming almost here feels like it's almost here somedays a nice vacation and a nice white sandy beach warm crystal clear water how does that sounds pretty good doesn't this is a lot of people i mean i know in england they're always selling that stuff go out there on you know for this package deal we'll fly you out there and so sounds great so you like ocean oh that lovely air saltwater there's a caviar you know the guy we had is if somebody says i'll take you in the middle of the pacific ocean and drop you off and it is beautiful crystal clear water all around the caviar it is the ocean is fine so far i have access to land because you don't have an option same the desire to be fulfilled was not talk to you the desire to be fulfilled is innate and you do not have an option but to listen to it so let's listen to what's going to happen what's going to happen if you the biggest lie is that if you started pursuing joy and happiness in your life that will be the end of your job you become a vegetable you have no interest in man or woman as you not want a car you will abandon all luxuries because a car cannot give you happiness nor can it take away your happiness it is innate metallic object your job may be able to take away your happiness it's only your effort that gives you that happiness but it is incapable incapable if you do not allow it to either add to your happiness or subtract from it so do you people see these people monks who have abandoned everything gone to a monastery and they go i don't want to become like that the question i have about monks is why did they do that a lot of monks being from india they shave off their hair they put on the saffron and they're abandoning the world so why are they advertising to the world that i have left the world it is for the world that they were i mean they know what we pretend that the one we are looking for what we want in our life is another where near  so you know what i do i think that things are when i go that's not appropriate of the heart the selling this make up it's called nude but i always find that fascinating too because when people pass away they put a lot of makeup on i mean and the point is so this person will look good it's in a casket everybody's here because they found out he died but oh you look so lovely you're really going to bury him six feet under the ground i mean you better not look lovely ali i can hear your thoughts you're thinking so loud i can hear them  i would open the door i would i would be so touched i would welcome them with this i would that because somebody who truly understands would say why not to call me outside the question of setting up somebody saying and what would what would you do i don't want to offend you i'll explain is ignorance so please don't feel offended because let me explain the root word of ignorance to me happy oh god no i'm do young ignore every excuse in the book you'll become a vegetable do i look like a vegetable people look at me and go look he talks about peace that's him of ignorance annoyance all it really means is you've been ignoring stop ignoring and everything will be fine you you are inseparable from the quest for peace has come in your life to be the warrior you are the time has come to put down the disguise and put on your shining arm you i know some of you are waiting for the angels to come and rescue me put all that is wrong right you can make a difference in your life how this is where i come in my forte isn't talking but they're not a problem for me for you they're maybe how you're going to do that me i know where do i begin and this is what i say to people this is where you begin first step of that ladder inside of you going inside of you the first step of that latter is understand with no uncertainty that what you're looking for is inside of you that's important because you've been looking like this and who you need to be looking at is should be god knows what you've been practicing but fortunately  impact just remember this this is very good at some things and terrible at others this is very good at something and terrible that others just know what this is good a knife very good for cutting vegetables terrible at rolling and if you don't know the difference i don't want to eat what you whatever you do in your life practice that that is most important to you the you want to be good and i'm not even going to tell you what that should be i'm not a preacher i'm not a preacher all i see is a lit candle has one power besides giving light it has one power you know what that powers a little candle can light and that candle almost laughable subject there is like i said before what you're looking for you searched for all your life and it was always there h as it is people forget that they got it memorized but they forget what it means on earth as it is and this is where that happened and not knowing that is the greatest i wish you the greatest heaven in your life i wish you clarity in your life i wish you joy in your life and i know my wishing isn't going to make any difference because if it did i could wish a lot of things for myself  so it's not going to make any difference the d you begin to wish it