the energy of action and this is the energy that's always doing something new creating change it's also the energy that because it's so strident it can as it gets further along it gets more and more strident and it can become a problem and it is a problem right now because it's creating a lot of violence a lot of strife there's too much yelling there's not enough and the ear is the energy of the great holding nurtur needing support for life and this is the energy of the feminine principle which the grandmothers say has been almost absent army herbs for a long time at least a very very depleted so much so that they say in your time you do not know the great power of the feminine principle are you know is the power of yang the masculine and so because that's our the earth and our other cultures under the been about for one time reservoirs again for the planet i personally don't know what it's true but i believe them and they saying we hold this inner jeery end for everything that lives and so every woman who steps forward to receive this empowerment into the energy of union that the grandmothers are for nature herself a vessel a holding tank for this energy on earth and everything benefits the grandmother s you become a walking blessing upon the earth and so their message is primarily for women it's also for nguyen but they say the only men who will respond to this message that they brought to bring are ready have a bell and yang within themselves and they say there are very many of those and so what they say is this is the time for women to step forward it can be no other way itself at different points in time in history and different cultures for the benefit of humanity human beings because they say it's very difficult for human from different times in these different forms and so are the grandmothers have come and i asked them why they come in this form and they said because everybody understands the archetypal grandmother everybody knows what that means the grandmother is the one who seeks the highest good for the entire family of life she loves the children she loves the mothers she loves the fathers she works to sustain and support the family of life and missing half we've lived under patriarchy for so many years and they see the grandmother saying that right now the energies are so far out of balance young is so extended units so depleted that everything is about to collapse and they say if you look at your world you see are the symptoms of this imbalance now crimes against the helpless crimes against children crimes against women crimes against anybody or any culture that's weaker because the energy and yet when it's out of balance review in seats to dominate and it it's it's all about power over the power of force instead of the power to sustain and and a halt and support and so the grandmother same they had to come now and they've also said they would not see i signed up and they're here for everyone  deprived of her own essence because women are primarily union and men have lost their way because they don't have the support of the union from the women in their lifes they are have the support of you and from the planet this hole and they go they go out to the world grabbing and raping pillaging you know trying to fill this hole and the grandmother saying this imbalance that all over the earth now isn't anybody smart because it first when i went to them i was convinced it was me and spot those suckers screwed up and we are the victims of it and the grandmothers were laughing because they said no all it's not the energies are out of balance and the energies have to be restored into balance and when that happens then marian will live in support of life they will be great support to women and children to everyone and women will take their proper place and again they say at this time of crisis women must lead it can be no other way they also talk about the energy union of the oldest become very very decreed and very weakened and almost an unknown quantity we don't ever talk about god the mother will i don't know what that is but the grandmother says still in spite of all this patriarchy and the attempts to snuff out the power of yen the energy of the end has never never died it's gone dormant and so when we when we passed the grandmothers first gave me their power into the energy and which made me feel complete and wonderful complete in a way i've never felt before and then they told me pas so now for many years there are groups all over the world and we're all passing on the empowerment to women and the cloak of comfort which brings a man into balance too man what they said ability which is your nature you will love is the flower that you've always been and always will be oh all really the grandmothers first came it didn't take long until the introduced me and then everybody else to what they call a net o all connected you are connected in the net of light and they told us to walk forward and take our place on the never fly and find the place that felt right for for each of us and so i did that and everyone did  that they said were two of the sections come together and cross or a t sit down there and connect with the net of light this is the net of light they said that holds the earth and will support the earth during the times of change their coming this was in nineteen ninety seven when they first did this and so for several years they would talk about these times of change that were coming and how they net of light would get stability sustenance to the earth so it could withstand these shifting energies a few years ago they started to talk about the times of change that are now upon you and so it was clear that we are as most of us now are in those times of change that have been foretold for so long and the grandmothers say the energies on earth are shifting now and they must shift were things to have to continue the way they were and they say that they've said that will not happen the energy a year in must come in our increasing supply to moderate support and harmonize this energy again when i  was first working with them i had great difficulty understanding ness because i lived in the yes world and that's our i knew so i couldn't understand what was this in our power union so i would ask them and ask them and i i think they must have just gotten fed up with trying to explain so being the consummate teachers they are they showed me they said to me steam was coming after it was frantic grandmothers brought me up very close and i jumped behind them because it was scary it was so out of control and they said this is the energy  is and your earth today it is helpless to stop itself without the intervention of yang is helpless and out of control and i got it i understood that it and that's why women are being car to canyon and to their place and hold this power only and not only for ourselves it does such good for us too but for the good of our life in animals plants minerals the atmosphere rethink it was an enormous teaching and i've told that story of the bar since then and i put it in the first of the grandmother's books a cart of power the grandmother squeak and along with that that was a real petal teaching because i was able at last to get outside my yang framework and see the are there and see our yes i can see this imbalance and i can also see that no one is to blame for that ball could not have stopped himself to save his life he was beside himself with terror any could do nothing more than run like a crazed beast and till the energy of years came in to hold and support and harm him so all that was a i still thought of it as there is fishing net that carried the earth on the outside holding that and then i began to see that it was inside the earth as well it was inside me as as the net of light was not extra not it was like this fabric part of the fabric of being that held everything inside the body outside the body in the atmosphere in the waters in the  in the mountain ranges in the deserts every where in the other freeways in the real inner are high rise buildings everywhere everywhere is this net of light holding haldin turn we have a grandmother is needing we are always work with an air of like the grandmothers asked that we do this for ourselves and to serve the planet and we do this and what's happened over the years is that many of us have experienced this i certainly have an out of light is grim stronger more pervasive thicker brighter everywhere and we continue this work and we will always continue this work an different names and i realized i asked the grandmothers and then i realized as well obviously we're all the same these are just different names for the same construct of light that supports life on earth and then someone sent me something that deeply embedded within the earth within every body of water within every land system within every freeway within every factory within every train car within every fly nat fully within everything the net of light is the net of life it is the net of light and so recently  science began to catch up with us and this fall i got an email from someone where science had discovered this large it was the largest  form of life in the universe and they called it the cosmic web and they were able it was very hard for them to get a photograph of it but they finally were able to and they they used  what they called dark matter which i don't really understand but in order to get the photograph of the cosmic web so the next thing that happened was i got it e mail from cady about do you want to say what that was it was a neuroscientist the article was in the smithsonian and he was talking about in our brain in the brains of everything even these primitive primitive like one celled or because they don't have brains do they anyway primitive creatures there is a web it's a it's a it's a net and he actually i believe called it net that exists in our brain so we're not only hard wired we're wired with the brain with the net it's like the old saying as above so below the new universe and then our and  even down to the littlest tiniest atom because when you think of an atom with the protons and neutrons and electrons well they're not you're looking at a flat they're not going around it like that they're going around in all these different ways that's a net that's that's that's a weaving around them the next thing was last month in los angeles just to have fun for the weekend roger and i went to the imax and they were showing hubble photographs of space so we're looking at and really they were viewed i was bored with the astronauts putting on their outfits and fixing things but but the photographs of space were just gorgeous and then they were showing the cosmic web and we're sitting there and roger is going you know look at that  what but we know that it pervades the universe it pervades all life there now seeing as they're able to see these lines of light that they're calling zebra stripes that run throughout the whole world and they're made of energy and these lines of light affect one another and everything is covered by these lines of light and so l wonderful to get that validation because for a long time i mean the times i wondered can i trust there's is this but i kept going anyway and now science is beginning to