my life life story about long you know basically autobiography about my life i lost my parents at a very young age i lost my father when i was when i was eight i lost my mother when i was from south africa but it was exiled to england they were basically banned because the kind of music they were playing so they moved to england formed a group called your bull and the main person head of the group named mr ball and his song actually was called your bull is happiness so it was a song of my mother used to play when i was growing up and it was felt like opposite of ruin name is just a name that best stress was just a best name describe what i was going to at the time and what i was what i was dealing with moment tally the aggressive environment i grew means everything is just kind of weird when i look back at it now that i pick that name which is the opposite of because in my music my music is as hip hop is reality music so it's good  became the template for d j cool which is that one of the main people that discovered him he was influenced by the music which dubbed music is basically making  racially met you know we were really formally introduced to each other because prior to that we had a performance together he was down here from new york and he was performing with a guy after the performance you know i just said told him that he did a good job and was on my way and then we came back together at the damaged play fast forward to the park and he was looking out for that at the time he was looking for r and b singer to feature on his contact record ok and tyson which is you know the head of the damage ploy the director he had mentioned me so  came together i heard the record and i fell in love instantly with it and we recorded it you know the record and everything and we lost touch for about two years stopped doing a play i was just going through some trials so you know i took a been doing his music thing as well as me doing my will just mean it was just you know it was destined so later on i ran into him and he asked well actually could you can seen a picture and was a picture of her performance and it was at this venue that i performed that may be a week before and it's to the same god i had the damage plays he's also a singer so he throws the showcases and stuff like that and  i always directed video that i was in but i didn't always shoot them ok or edited that whole process that other people that worked with that was doing those things i just knew exactly what i want to know  this is cool we would like it for what it is and the quality you know we you know we didn't have it was in those huge budget and well we in a filming one of my music know my sisters and their head hairdressers and they do makeup and everything but it just be the wrong time they want to be there to help me right but it's just so times when i need them it's like oh my goodness they're doing something so it's like i have to go and just wow i can't wait that long for this period of time i have to get it done now so i take matters in my own hands i mean i've been doing makeup in here for as long as i can remember i always wanted to be whitney houston when i was growing up so i used my little sweaters in you or how much money we have to raise to make it door ball travel casting for extra dance dance like choreography and stuff like that like this so much and then even when we do set billing as well brains are building different sets to accommodate a certain type of look she wants to showcase in it so it's so much different stuff like we doing is on our own own pocket on creative mind on brain child and it gets difficult because it's just us to do and write everything we have a couple people here and  just a lot of balance so that leads me to my next question i ask you guys because you do so much but there's usually usually what i find even from myself like i do a lot of people do a lot of things but there's usually one you do that is you music music artist is is everything else is i don't want to treat everything else like it's a hustle but it was stuff that video picking up film and video  in and being all of that stuff ties back into supports in me the music so my book is basically like it's going to be a two part to my book and also we have a book coming out lot of well not a lot but certainly once i wake up and i just i want to become a singer i want to become a rapper i want to become a model like this is just been me it's already and still right you know it's not just waken up in this is what about i want to be a rapper and i respect the ones that really passionate and genuine about what they do because i'm about inspiring people and rather people accept it or not i just want to be respected by the ones that do except it because i know everybody's not going to like the car and nobody's everybody's not going to like us but it's just the ones that really see us for what we're doing and who we are