welcome ladies and gentleman i am so glad you decided to join us on this evening you are and for exciting program we have a wonderful guest that took time out of her busy schedule to join us  this evening and her name is susan crawford meyer she is a hairstylist and she has been a hairstylist since she's since high school she has been a christian over thirty years as she was called into the ministry less than a month after she gave her heart to the board with the kids and her christ with others as she just enjoys just minister into the lord and help minister unto her and we're so glad this is your it for exciting program because is supposed to had been with the program on last year but she's going to tell you what happened but we're just so glad that she is here welcome susan thank you nice to be here what is so nice to have new i am so i am just honored and just very excited that you are with us all and good men so did you have any problems get me here no not at all not at all and well you know is so excited as i was reading your bio you've been you've been a star list for a very long time yes i actually started cutting hair before i even graduated beauty school now is there other people your family i does hear or know it was just something that i knew i wanted to be when i was like nine or ten years old and it just came yes that's right and you get to meet a lot of different people absolutely and each person is so unique and doing their hair is is like a a different  style each time and just the one on one conversations and being able to talk about personal things and it's just such you become their friend and so they become more than just somebody coming to get their hair done they become my friend and they say the same thing and you don't only make them look good when you can make them feel good you know and you have because you have developed that personal relationship with your client absolutely and that's why they feel such a closeness and camaraderie with you as well yes yes yes it is really excited and you know you've been you know christian over thirty years this exciting journey isn't it and has been a very exciting journey yes there's been so many beautiful testimonies from the lord and yes there has been times when we're in the valleys but just holding his hand and being with him is the main thing no matter what we're going through to just be with him is is the main thing that he'll take us ami we need each other we need one another do you have one hundred percent the cross goes up and down because we need that relationship with them but it also goes side to side because we need each so so drew and you know we you know thinking about the goodness of god and all the many things he has done there was something that had i asked you last year to be on a program that's occurred and something had happened to you and i have got i have already scheduled you to be here and then next thing you know i get the phone call from you and can you tell our audience what happened to you when you supposed to have been here last year last year i was scheduled to be here on june twentieth and on june nineteenth the day before that morning we were headed out to the grocery store and somebody just came into our lane and hit his head on and it i couldn't even turn to look and see how injured my husband was my head would not turn and just so much pain from the power of that airbag being avoid the bruising that i had in the he looked almost and just i was laid up for a long time and then they discovered i had a post concussion less than a month after the accident which then affected my speech and it also affected where my blood pressure would go down every time i stood up so sometimes i would fade sometimes i would throw up debilitating and i was pretty much bedridden but i knew that god was with me yes i sensed his peace i sensed his movement here and in your ear speeches go on and you're praying for other people absolutely absolutely wow because i felt so bad and so much pain but yet the it came to me there are some people out there with so much worse situations biting cancer coming out of the war yes losing multiple family members at once just so much things that it could have been worse i could have done yes yes but by the grace of god yes i did it  be speech there are big one and there was two other therapies because they only do two at once and when i began that there be i started getting weaker and i started having more symptoms i was not able to walk by my balance went way off wow and the concussion doctor said hang in there some people feel worse before they get better yeah but i was just going down very quickly couldn't drive couldn't do anything i was pretty much in the bed and they did code seven twice i passed out during therapy rushed me to the e r yeah and i said to the doctor i need a week off i'm very weak i'm very tired yet this is coming and i just one she said absolutely i totally understand and so i took a we call us and on december twenty eighth i woke up when i got out of the and i said something happened i walked into the kitchen and my dog always greets me to say mom it's time to go out i said hold on you know and when i began to speak to the dog  big even the doctor confirmed that because most people don't survive head on collision ladies and gentleman most people do not survive when they've been hit straight on another fact most from been a hit head on so you really experience your injuries were to the extent that you think you know you're losing here in under constant dark under under constant supervision of doctors in fair or unfair p yes but at the end you experience a miracle absolutely and some of those doctor's appointments five of them at least were three and a half to four hours just checking my balance and my hearing and my book they just that they told the head concussions specialist they're very concerned about me  me and when i went back to see a doctor christine crees who had set up over there she said this is a miracle she said because you should have been at least two at least two years with therapy and everything and most people do not go back to one hundred percent and she said this is nothing shy of a miracle and you know you know it ladies and gentlemen we listen listen to susan's story and her miracle story it reminded me of first chronicles sixteen and thirty four oh give thanks to the board for he is good for his mercy and loving kindness and doors for ever and you may not have been in an accident like susan ridden was it difficult for you to get out a bit or was there a fear of getting out of big or fall and as you you know you made a tent to try every time i got out of bed i had to wait at least thirty seconds to a minute because of the blood pressure shooting down made me very dizzy and my balance was way off so i would have to wait and then it would seem to even out a little and then i would go forth but there were many nights one two o'clock in the morning i would have shooting pains from the ear because i actually separated a bone in my ear which they said caused a lot of the brain damage and it would shoot up pain and i would have to throw up and my husband would come and help me he would have to carry me because i couldn't even get out of the bat you know i you know some study for a six says when i was desperate  called out and god got me out of it i spun absolutely yes because you just you just finished saying you experienced this pain yes that went from one side of the ear to be other that's correct and from the ear all the way up the head yes so you and it ringing constant ringing the whole time constant ringing while you know ladies and gentlemen maybe you may not have been through a head on collision like susan maybe you haven't experienced the type of injuries that she had to endure but maybe you have other challenges that you unique where you are right now were says when i was desperate are called dow many of you may be desperate you may be in a desperate situation just like susan she's here to give her testimony on the goodness of god because like i said most people don't live in a head on collision like she lived but  she lived to tell the story and that's why she's she is here today to let you know that she cos she was desperate because i'm sure it's one in two o'clock in the morning a pain is in you jesus because it was wanted two o'clock in the morning how many people can you really rely on at that type of a night a less is close a media family and ladies and gentleman you know su is giving us our miracle testimony we wanted to you to know what a miracle looked like we want you to know that gone is still a miracles but at of all this susan crumb our has been through that she can say without a shadow of a do that god is still good absolutely and you know the good yes he is and some study won and nineteen says how great is your goodness which you have store reverently fear you which you have prepare for those who take refuge in you before the sons of man let me just break it down for you what it actually means what a stock a blessing you have palled up for those who worship you ready and waiting for all who run to you to escape and  unchain world you hide them safely away from the opposition and ladies and gentleman this is what it says susan has experience time all the time he's good he is so good and he brought me through and he kept me peaceful throughout the whole time that i was bed ridden why and he minister to me and he even used me to help minister to others during that time why i never ever i went i shared about the love of god to the beautiful therapists yeah doctors wherever i went who were you when i showed them that i have a god who loves me yeah who's with me yeah and that his will will be done in my heart and in my life hey man you mess up ladies and gentlemen i hope you are encouraged by are testimony because in spite of what she went through a head on car collision where she was bed ridden pa threw her body she could have been gone but god left her here for a purpose he has a purpose for her life just like he has a purpose for your life you may not had a head on collision but maybe you got different family issues different problems maybe then maybe going on in your own personal life always remember that god is still good he's well just like he was was susan yes he's with you as well but she had to call upon him yes yes i did didn't you absolutely every day every day every day because i couldn't take anything for the pain but the lord would give me the peace and it would be a levy ate that pain somewhat because the medicine that the doctors were prescribing was not working was working but meditating on the lord singing natural way yeah wow just drawing closer to him yeah and asking him to be my strength and my comfort because his the greatest position oh yes ian he is and you know what susan susan why we're on that no you know many people who they may not like us and experience a head on collision but they have they are going through all the different types of elements or just different life situations life circumstances in general yes can you pray for those individuals carries a look when you pray for them absolutely yes yes father right now we come to you in your precious son jesus name and lord you know every single person watching and listening to this tape yes lord we lift up touch and heal and deliver and set free the lord those with cancer those who have family members that are in the war those who are hurting emotionally and mentally and spiritually board nothing is impossible with you i aks that you touch them from the top of their head to the soles of their feet father and lord comfort them like you did for me father be with them and bring them through to the other side the lord like the disciples in the bow and the storm was so she's drawn and they thought they were going to die but you told the disciples have you and they made it to the other side yes and lord that's what i pray for each and every person and every single situation lord we thank you and had a time what you're going to do in jesus name  amen and ladies and gentlemen i hope you can feel all the way susan i hope you can you were able to fill her testimony and be able to even listen to the prayer that she prayed because you know as exodus thirty four and six says then the lord passed beyond i in front of him which is most is emperor claimed the more the lord compassion compassionate and gracious slow to anger and a bound and loving kindness and truth faithful this he was compassionate absolutely he w people so faithful so faithful yes so faithful even when we're not faithful absolutely that's raised very full that's exactly what the word says and we experience it all the time because we will always for sure always and he will never fall short he would never for sure and it might not seeing him and the time it might feel like if he said in his world we're going to have trials and tribulations yes but he said be of good cheer be of good cheer because he has overcome the world and so that we can trust in him rely on him and the faith of a mustard seed you will move a mountain has and he cares about every little thing we go through and he alluded he cares from the small to the very minute to the big but we have to realize he's a good god there is the top of the palace it doesn't matter for god is ready to forgive no matter what you may have gone through what you may feel that you not even ready to be forgiven for the things you may have done you know was suse's saying that god is a good god yass he's a kind god yes but he's also a faithful gone and when you say it is wonderful just to try him absolutely absolutely that's exactly what i did yes i said i'm going to try yes i'm good and if i don't like it yeah i'm gonna drop it as quick as i try a hoe but i'm gonna your heart and to be your best friend and to walk with you and talk with you nobody could explain how beautiful that feels and how