impacted her life the diary of the first heard about a lot of stuff obviously affected her in some way so much that she had to go find a therapist and sit down and write about it gail you could be philosophical about this all you want why now i know you're angry and confused but that's not going to solve anything being better and blaming her isn't going to make you feel better i know it's difficult but we have to try to be primarily about this you you have more winners here i think everybody in the house are winners but we did have a first second and third place so now we're talking to our second place winner as tell us your name the name of your play and where you're from camp my name's ken you're five for jones and i'm to appreciate it's a play about the restraint siblings who go home for their father's funeral they haven't seen each other in years the last time they saw each other was a lot of fall out so once they come together for the funeral a lot of secrets are revealed about their mom but they did not know and they found a diary so their mother confessions a lot of stuff that ultimately counted tears them apart again but you know in the end they're able to come back together and heal from to get any but based on your play why did you choose that just be honest everyone asked me what inspire me was just me and him and another actor and i want to do something together so the concept kind of formed itself in my head and i started writing from there what's  i don't know and that's the scary thing i honestly do not know what i'm going to do next i don't know we just finished a play we're husband and wife it's funny because we're playing brother and sister the play we just did was called forever for what we just did that in charlotte ironically it was doing the  rest that was going on of the time but we did have an audience which made it meaningful at the same time you know dos and a show most go on and it did so that was about adultery infidelity so which based on real life yes pretty much yeah that was that was yeah real life events not necessarily mine but you know it was this your first time being part of a taste of theater yes it was it was my first time interim the first of all my first time coming to chicago how was the experience being in chicago and being part of a taste of theater is very inspiring it was nice to meet a lot of different people in just take stuff from what the judges were saying attend the seminars and see other artists who are doing their own thing just like i am and it's you know it's good to travels congratulations again these are our second plays winners have a taste of theater so they go back home as a winner and as winners as a team as well right well thank you and congratulations you guys have a safe trip back  you congratulations well you know how that i mean jesse so the masterful like this all things considered we are already had a reputation me you eric in town about being his problem children try to maintain this level of respect in the core mass out of all the special been so well known in heaven his big upstanding reputation in the church being pregnant out of wedlock would only make the situation worse for us not to mention him they don't want me to have jesse want to be an abortion i refused he wanted there's no reason to leave i'm sure you could've worked out somehow way i don't have no money i have a job outside of help and now just the shops from time to time i had no real job experience i wasn't a high school graduate no better than met she was angry as he was she thought she'd raise me better than that all things considered but still i think it's hard for me to believe that they would just throw you out over something like this especially be a christian at all i mean they could let you have the baby to put up for adoption after it was born and walk around with a swollen belly and ok well if they didn't want you to go there i don't think they would just take you into the city to actually aboard it you know they wouldn't want to bet those christians they felt bad enough about me having an abortion of that was but they honestly felt there was no other option they didn't want to go with me or with me was like committed double s adoption they didn't want you to keep it they didn't want you to get an abortion what the hell did they expect you to do honestly i don't know there was never any discussion about any other options that i couldn't keep it and i couldn't have it still gives you w whole thing i was supposed to know bad i was the oldest he said having a baby would just destroy my whole life throw away my future i wasn't good student i was smart i'm a good grades i want to go to college get a degree ok they you knew for five months and you didn't tell anyone would convince them to let me have it