the day i like to talk to you a little bit about what means to be a christian this is what i said last week and i'm say that again and what i found in the world of god  or they know by heart but it's the word of god is the living word and what it means to be a christian to have an unlimited resource think about that they have a limited resource and you say that's in the bible yes it's in the word  now to him who is him jesus only above all that we ask or think according to the power da works in us think about that according with the when you start reading this book the word of god and allowed jesus to come in your heart to become a born again christian you receive the holy spirit which is the third  god which is the father the son and the holy three and that that is god himself represent the inside of us think about that is god himself represent inside of us right here this program is the title of this throwing is how to use your faith faith comes by hearing and hearing by the word of god here's a limited resource today i was just reading with my wife  think about that what did you say with your o car god give me a new car that's your desire that you go to bind yourself with your own words that you're going to get the word of god has a limited  what is your purpose in life did you ever think about what you want to have certain things when you want to go and that's when the bible said you can have everything according with his word and  and we went and so high that we never you cannot even imagine till the lord wake us up and say you know what is not the way how you do mission you can stake your faith to the max you can have more to be to get people to say destiny purpose in my life that's why i do this program that the way this is my my oxygen would i breathe every day preaching the word of god reaching so going places which even if i go for one soul in one country in a very short time i'm going to go to sweden and if i go over there to minister to one so will and heaven is a big celebration whatever you buy that this earth will be bound in heaven whatever you lose in these two will be loosed in heaven then again i'm saying to you that means he repeating himsel release your faith find someone to pray with you find someone to believe with you and i'm looking at i know for some of you to believe with me i believe this ministry will go for whatever god wants me to go i would preach the word of god to the last breath of my life many time i said in my book and in my in my preaching and even in romania language is not how you start is how you mean when i was in the world the same thing i was i was committed myself whenever i start to finish so many of you you you you want to start something and you have so much enthusiasm so much you want to do it then after a while th start coming against you and you see all those things what you have though true and you say well i don't know if i'm going to make it whatever you said with your mouth that's go never never in your life allowed your mouth to speak before the word of god in order for me and my wife and i do believe the lord would put us in this never before many of them they are locked in certain homes which they taking care of the elderly people and they stay i mean i have a lady which does a day she called me said i'm i'm locked in my hole in this home for seven days and i cannot come out but i praise god for the internet because in one day i found your program and when i found that program i listen every day a list three or four programs i wake up with the programs i go to sleep with those programs but not only i listen to them i put in practice i learned how to love i i learned how to eliminate hate from my life i learned how to sew seeds i learned how to be able to bless others to be a blessing for others and she called us once in a while and tell us how god gave us that ability to be able to change inside our she said i wish to know that before but nothing is a coincidence always god has an opportunity for each and every one of us to be able to extend our fa whenever you give you receive that's where the bible said year with child being given to you if you give your life to the lord if you give your business to the lord if you give your finances to the lord if you give your i have why do i need money let me ask you a question why do i need money for myself number one to be able to do the work of god secondly to be we give the more god give us more the more we give the more god give us more the less i give the less i trust my i trust god and i just trust myself i can do it the less i've been blessed family with god we have a limited resource unlimited there is no limit to have a resource to be able to do to bring the good news hallelujah i feel t abundantly above all that we ask or think according to the power of the word sin number one you have to be born again in order for you to understand the power which which is over our mine will be taken away the lord is the be in the way the speed of the lord is there is liberty god because we are part of his family our name niece in god's names and we have a name and these are the children so god the chosen the one ministry would make make people change their life so many testimony and since we've been watching this program our life has been taken you know why because that would a year ago call our phone number our prayer line and when he caught and i heard his voice in the other line and i knew him for thirty something years ago i mean almost forty years ago since i came in this country i knew him there was more there was heat in those days and he grew up to be a man and when i heard the voice in the other light of the phone and he said i don't know what to do i feel to kill myself because i'm a terrible pain and i could not come out from this drug which right now i am for fifteen years think about that  drug which i now many people are in the god and he has no hope there's no joy when i look through that to his face and i don't have just the one picture i have maybe i can put it to see it when i see and i said valentines have patience believe god have hope don't give up you are a precious old before the lord and the lord  something was the fates till one day he said i want to give up i'm willing to give up us fighting so hard and maybe i'll do some more interview in the future but he was fighting so hard to come out is just amazing that the devil get your mind so screwed up to where you really can't even think rationally you can't think what's good and what bad and he wants people to get that way because it's a lot easier to get them to commit suicide when they're not normal and i thank god i'm not like that now i've got all the good reason to live to live for i've got a beautiful wife got beautiful kids i pretty much have everything i want feel older and makes you just feel like i could pray for myself but then again i wonder that either because i was on drugs i was drinking every day i've been drinking till i almost passed out and you know  you all drugged up to the point where you feel like to the point of wrong no return and then when you mix it up what beer and whiskey and christian brothers and all the other liquors that i used to unexplainable the life that i lived before it was right just the worst it could be sad it was the worst lifestyle  they hope one day i'm not just going to die yeah from jerk and my medication with whisky and with beer because i wouldn't drink one drink six seven beers at a time i would drink eventually one day you're just going to die and even the doctor told me matt along was one and it still is one of the worst medication on the market that they could prescribe you they gave you that when you already took all the i got called on morphine and all of that and what all that fails then they put on methadone and they give me death and they call that the silent killer to where you go to sleep in the middle of the night in your never wake up your heart just that's why every year for the last fifteen years that i've been taken the masses know i still have a mammogram of my heart just to show that my heart could still take it in my heart be strong enough to take the mass of them if i wouldn't have it done every year they would prescribe it to me so every year i have to go to hospital i had to have a mammogram of my art and i had to bring the written chart to my pain management doctor for them to prescribe me more methadone and i was getting the highest dosage that they could give me every day actually that one time when i changed from one thing management to another when they hear that i was taken for methadone a day every day you know i'm on a forty milligrams per day they cut me down to twenty mi they said they will not prescribe me forty milligrams because that is the highest doses to get every given body and i was taken so they cut me down to twenty milligrams and of course that didn't work for me i was in a lot worse pain so i want back i changed the pain man when i want back for another doctor he put me back over forty milligrams and i've been taking it ever since but yeah it's it's my boys never had it with two of my boys never had it with the awful hall actually my youngest one even now i cannot imagine the way some of these friends and one day will go to was to have kids my kids would not follow my footsteps and then bring the drugs that i used to be back in my youth before i got married and i thank god that's one of them that never happen life and if i don't turn around in the middle if i don't turn around i will end up that because i was really bad i was married i had two kids i used to work fifteen sixteen twenty hours a day every day i think cared about anything except work work and more wars i enjoyed working i love to work and i would work and since i was  and after work my belief was that every man deserves to drink a few beers after work especially when you work twenty hours a day i will work twenty four hours and forty five minutes straight  like i wasn't afraid of nothing in this world i wasn't worried about anything this world and strong as i was working on my head my beer after work i was cool and  wouldn't put god out of my life at that time i didn't go to church i didn't i always believed in god and i always knew god created me and i always knew that my mom prays for me and my brother in law came and told me that there's been a proxy he was over at a prayer meeting and the prophecy was that the seven want to take my life in two weeks he told me and my wife about it i didn't believe  exactly two weeks later i had that accident and the wait was america because i parked my truck right in the center of the road in huntington beach where it was very very busy wait in a center of the street to load it up on my truck it was a big hundred twenty foot four by four and i had to drive that four remains to the center of the road where my truck was and i couldn't do it i would for about fifteen minutes i try and i try to stop traffic to be able to drive that big man over on my truck at my truck and nobody stopped so i had to go with my truck turned around  a loop around the block and park it in the driveway so i could load it up in the driver of the apartments and that's where the accident happened in the driver of the apartments where there was no no traffic whatsoever but one of my accident happened i ended up flying backwards about twenty to thirty feet and i ended up landed on my rear end and that's when my back broke the news that what happened in the middle of the street traffic was that i would to give me more time even though i knew that the devil wanted to take my life because after the accident happened i think you stayed over then the ambulance came and picked me up i was just so because that's a big three foot pewter bar very heavy about forty pounds and that's why i used to be able to close the chain binder with the heavy equipment and i just got back up and i said will my  truth i guess yeah i guess now thinking about it yet god gave me another chance and fifteen years later after my accident i guess everything changed but i still had to go after my accident break my back almost break my neck fifteen years later than mine it's not like on purpose i wanted her to suffer along with me and that was and it was just i just didn't care i didn't hear you know why she would divorce me or not i didn't care if she would leave me or not i would be cared for if she was going to be with me or not i just didn't care about my life i think about nothing and then being on medication and not being able to work that's what really drove me crazy that's why i really had the most the fact that because i had nothing to do all day i would be just drugged out of my mind drunk out of my mind and bored out of my do because of my back surgery my back will be a lot easier to deplane will be a lot easier to put up with where is dr and we moved over to arizona but then after living there for ten years all of a sudden we decided we got to move out of there and we could set a new one will be our second man and i don't even know what i mean i did not know what time why i got to move from my house get off my medication and get off drugs and more live a normal life and god that of god always knows the future i didn't and god always has a plan for everybody which we don't know we we sometimes we barely  but god knows the future and sometimes he makes you do things that you don't know why and you don't understand why we got our history to us then to find out why and i thank god that we moved over here