people regarding their needs and not only that but we feel in our heart there are so many hurting ever happened i'm honest i mean we we have  english program many english language but to be honest with you i never felt i mean i don't want to be misunderstood it's a joy and we have all this is what we outside and in a smile and many times people the smile and if someone asked her why you i am doing good i am doing great how about yourself and inside our hearts and came to destroy the pains and all kinds of things which we went through broken hearted and all that things would be added then maybe a couple of years ago last year i tried to somehow hearted whatever will happen just give it a hair give it to him the prince of peace his theory where you are maybe you you are by yourself and you can't you are you you think th break yet he will break us he will put us together as a long christ is n n n n n n chargin every moved in our life that's the most secure place possible is that up was it of is the opposite of feet there to really have jesus in your heart to have peace that's why i'm asking your own though did you really have peace in your heart you did everything you can  your family together to be with the family and here is so nice story so many times people coming from the word to be with the family were there a strain or somewhere in the air or poor as in they are so sore about it because they are not with a family frustration but if you are not would christ if you don't have peace in your heart even if you are with the family your mind is there your body is there but your thoughts heart and this is what so many people who don't understand when they put a this in the i was talking the last few months how important is how to pray what is the importance of prayer up on your shoulder and you feel like the next day's back on your shoulder do it again we have to do it again while yes that's because the more you do it the more you will defeat the enemy and then the real peace will come even in the middle of the storm even in the middle of tribulation in the even the middle of the lacking things or facing big mouth facing big mountain facing the financial problem and all the things where the world is going and secondly feed yourself from the world from the promise of the word of heikki that because feeding yourself from the news media which i have nothing against the news media you know that they report the news the way it is you never know the disaster can face any time you can face a disaster anytime but if you have the lord inside of you you have the peace even in the midst of the storm in the midst of the disaster because god you allow the enemy to steal the joy and the peace is there there are two things one the law on the enemy will start stealing from you the joy you have lost trying to pray and peace and then the peace which is a joy peace and righteousness those three things and then you feel condemn then you will feel when you feel condemn then you feel so miserable inside because you say maybe i didn't do it the  or i didn't i didn't give the right advice to my kids when they were small or didn't see a good example than enough and i do enough for when you try to repay nomen you do anything you can in a natural give them finances give them time you know go and visit with them and do everything you can in the natural to make a right but the only way you can make a right is when you take the burdens and give it to the lord and say lord jesus i don't want to  the bad news you hear exactly fitting themselves only with that they are so devastated the sin they want to do they don't know how to put himself together but we have to discipline ourselves i mean don't take me  school i have to discipline myself i have to and after a while it becomes such a necessity which is no way to live i know i know myself even in the middle of the night sometimes we we go in different places and we come home very late and it is a late talker our three o'clock in the morning but is no way to go to sleep before i i read a little bit from the word of god and after that i have to pray prayer time and we feel so light and we feel so good inside why because we fellowship with him with fellowship but in this area i have to humble myself i have to let him to break my to be like a watchman is we have to be careful what kind of environment we live in it what kind of people we fellowship with man another key john now with the holidays what kind of environment i why sometimes i feel so good because i have so or we have so many experiences here people they pray daily from the word of god they feel good they play worship music at whole and of the bear when they c morning he's all frustrated because he never feed him so nothing from piece is no pick i mean is nothing wrong everything with moderation yeah you can watch news you can go to a movie but with mother ration in balance you thing people invent things because god gives them wisdom and they make money by the bible says acknowledge him and everything led him to be acknowledging everything in him to be praiseworthy in everything that's why he says if you think and meditate upon those things which are praise worthy think about that when you meditate and those are things which are police to god then those things will a channel of god yes because of his presence living in us christ and us yes but we have to do all or more sorry we have to do all homework and i believe with all of my heart approaching the end of the year this is the best way to start in the college year amen the best way is no other way is no other way i mean i remember i used to be young and i didn't have to much to much from the word of god to much know that he knows before i even open my mouth he knows exactly what i am asking for because i have his child and then minute and i don't my homework i do my part here it is on the way to solve my