i was seventeen and i have the lord put in my heart to speak the word of god and to reach people for the for the lord and i experience these things like how many of you ever heard about yourself continue to talk about this forgiveness out of this maybe some other time but i liked it of from actual up to fourteen if you have the word of god just open the bible with me  that chapter make me to think about i i was reading so many times but this time something took my attention the pastor paul and barnabas day there was going together to preach the gospel in the area where jewish and greeks they are together and most of them they worship idols and those area and but a jew they always knew about the law of god and when the apostle paul came to their area and talk about jesus and what means to receive christ or their personal savior that area become divided because some of the people they didn't believe their mind or said and the things what they was raised up and what they was practice every day but other they change their mind and change their attitude this lady who wrote this book she was saying so many things from the dr spawn's point of view on the science they study a lot and they said our brains are wired to receive a message and want to receive message like toxic message and i give an example you are getting to a certain age and you heard the doctor give you a report or maybe a prediction in a certain age you've been a have this kind of sickness or even received this kind of pain in your body and little by little your brain start thinking about that and you receive it in your heart then those things is happening and shorting our life the most positive word i ever experience in my life was the word of god which is life and health to the entire body i always pray that word believing and that word become for them alive and the speed of the lord touch them heal them and restore them but after a while those people they go back to their own thinking they were all thinking what they were singing before a little by little a certain sickness come back to them and they was asking me so many times and they said why i have this kind of pain in my body that it that way the only thing what god cannot do now our side is to make us to believe and to receive he just presented to us the message is here of god is alive it's full of power but we just need to receive it it's a gift from god only receive the word of god our lives been change i remember years ago i can say forty two years ago when i forty something more than forty forty three years ago when i received the lord and the age of sixteen and a half and i was reading this word which is the word of god and i started believing what i saw in the word of god and the presence of the word become a life for me and i was completely heal the doctor gave me just two years to live and many of you probably heard my testimony how the lord touch me change me and i only change my health but are so changed my entire thinking before my mind was set  certain direction my language was a bad language and i was going in a certain area which every other word was a cast word but in a minute when the word of god got hold of my mind and as an ulcer got hold of my thinking i changed completely the way i was thinking and that's why the word of god here we have it on the front of us is to  went through so much pain in your life and many of us we may say i don't know if i going to make it i don't know if i going to go  through this situation i don't know if the doctor gave me this diagnostic if i going to be able to live a certain age in and to have that ability to be in good health not only our mind thing that way but we say with our own words only say the one word those things become reality to us and when i was reading this body bring that word inside of your mind entire body has been affected by that word which is the living word of a living god think about many so many so much times too to study that and to experience in a daily basis how important is to think a positive way which is only through the power of the word of god is another way how the world is telling you think positive no matter what you go through no matter what the situation there positive thing actually is more likely a toxic thing because they don't have base the only base we have is the word of a living god and we don't need to read the word of god just for our head knowledge to become religious like a herd one time i have a neighbor and her foster kids they were so bad and said i'm going to go to the church with them maybe they will become religious and they will change and i told her i said no matter how much you go with them to church they will are going to become religious or christians because you have to give them a relationship  that presence what the people saw inside of you people they don't think unchristian or change as long they go to church don't take me wrong you can go to church is a good thing to go to church but i try the best i can to feature those things from our own experience how important is to exchange out thoughts with god thoughts to allow the word of god to work in our subconscious which make us to become alive and that even if our body is going to deter with i mean you have a certain age and you have don't have the same energy like you used to bu poisoned their minds against the brother what happened that i am believe can poison our minds and i was thinking about how many times we read the word of worshipping god the do they have the synagogue but the jews was seeing abd the gentiles poison their minds because they didn't believe in jesus in the first the truth for themselves but not only did i accept the truth but they poison the mind of others around them and many of them because of lack of knowledge brother your own age like you know i'm sixty years old this year and i have so many friends of my age or even older than me and they asked me this question said how do you feel i said i feel excellent any pain in my body well it's a certain age you have to receive certain pain like arthritis rheumatiz i mean your body is going down the hill some of them they are saying i said no i don't refuse i refuse to accept this news this is not a good news is a bad news with people they talk about their own feeling i want accept only the good me come through my mind and said you know what he said maybe is true and he says something which going to happen with you but because my mind is set in the word of god and every day i try to renew my mind with the word of god with a living word i actually refused to accept and am saying many times i saying with a loud voice and i ask even my wife to enjoy with me in the prayer and said let's pray together and agreement and believe god i will not have this pain in my body i used to have arthritis when i was sixteen years old but the lord heal me and i don't accept this arthritis in my my my joints in my and my leg or my hands no matter where it is going to try to localize or because i want to change the way of thinking and sometimes taking a while sometimes take a day or two but because of th persistence what i have with the word of god i see the breakthrough and what i'm telling you today is the way you thinking  what i can say you are your words are so bring your habit to use the way you used to think and the flesh that's why the apostle paul says i am those who believe and think about here they poison the mind of the braves are only talking about the brothers i mean certain people they already become a born again christian because we see that later on in the chapter and i am just in the second verse and i was singing go more on this program but there was a there was a few disciples which they accept christ in their life when they actually start  say they were speaking for a long time fearless and both before the lord they didn't have fear because fear is the up was it of fate when you allowed fear to come inside of you that's the power of life and that blessing and cursing whatever you say three i'm out that's bring over to your body and many of you say well i said so many things about myself but not happen yet well how many of you say these words one they're going to lose my mind isn't good enough you go to a certain stage in your life and to sixty seventy years old the you find out you start forgetting things and the fear of alzheimer's come to your mind and little by little you lose your mind because what did you say for the rest of thirty four years every day when you went to a stress time or we want to do a panic attack or you went to a certain situation that's why you should not say what your body the find out the message to find out the word to find out something which getting curates the body of christ and make it to the shower make you to say praise the lord hallelujah today's a good day no matter what you receive  line when somebody calls you they got in your situation to go to no matter what the letter says in the mail when you receive it in the open no matter what the bad news says to that pi they have their own synagogue and they believe in the old testament by they don't want to accept the new teaching about jesus christ as the messiah came to save your soul and that that was the whole message of surrounding region and they were preaching the gospel there the last time i was talking about i just said someone and i want to call it a thought from a book which says we are constantly reacting to the circumstances in events and as the cycle goes on our brain becomes shaped by the process either a positive e i was preaching last week about how important is to not speak things over yourself how you feel churches special the city the big churches they they actually called aberrated with the government they was actually one of them and they never allowed in the church people to you know to let the holy spirit to be manifest in the church or to see people signs and wonders like healing people to be touched by the presence of the word of god they want to have a mellow you know like the word has to be gave to the people but has to be with no power like a religious organization you know you see some sometime you don't hear even a needle you can hear the needles going to the ground that ministers ministry in that church and the holy spirit sent me personally in that church and said you have to speak with boldness about the power of the holy spirit and after they finished the program i wasn't fire praying in another tongues in the holy spirit are touching people and some people they said i can see other people they say they can fill up the pain is gone and i feel the healing in my body the holy sp us and said leave right now and we just left to the back door and a miss of the presence of the holy spirit among the people because the other door was the police fear about the police and they said we are here we want to hear the word of god here in our city and i speak with a lot of bullets i was only eighteen years old and the holy spirit was with me i have nothing to do with the message god on a cent certain dangerous area and romania like forty something years ago i was so powerful by the holy spirit they cannot touch me cannot do any harm torch me and i remember like is yesterday when the lord said to me now we have to leave flee the country girl because if you don't leave now they will put you in jail for many many years and your life will be in danger and i left the country those people want to see our story can go on our website but i just remember those the stars days when when  therefore the first three therefore this stay there a long time speaking boldly with no fear with other words and the lord who is bearing witness to the word of his grace you know as men think and it's hard to see brother twenty three seven when you think about certain things in your life no matter who's coming to you to tell you anything you always you make your mind in that direction and they start stoning them and that and this time they succeeded almost to kill the possible he was stoned to  stoning you words saying bad things about you how do you react that's the question how is your brain wire many people they talk bad about me and they said so many words which are not true and they just slander my name and and maybe over and over and over again i will start saying those yourself how many of you have a past and people they were stoning you with words talking bad about you and you still feeding yourself to those words even today and i was probably twenty years ago and you remember twenty years ago my husband did this to me and he left me alone and i was you know have no food on the table and this is what he did to me in this is what he did to me and you philly you feel your body with those poison also weaken the spiritual around and the apostle paul and never found him talking bad about those people they said you have to suffer just in a few places he said be careful about so and so you know because he doesn't have a right teaching and that said he doesn't he didn't went further he never said anything about those people were stone him he went back to listeria preach the word of god the same places which they was been persecuted straining the souls with other words make them more powerful their souls when they receive christ the disciples exhorting them to continue  so when they had appointed others to church and prayed with fasting they commend them to the lord whom they had believe but they did they commend them let me let me their their their wounds they were me heal they always when they talk about those ones they start open more large and large in their life and never receive that joy to change your mind do not be conformed of this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind that it may prove that what is that good and acceptable a perfect will of god what is the importance to not to let allow those evil thoughts to come to your mind from your past how do you do many of you will ask me how do you do brother i mean i have people call me in the phone and ask me this question how do i do i try the best i can to put away the past but i can and i'm not saying in a philosophical way or or two to show you in a way word other people are presented with you in a language which it cannot understand is a plain language which i talk to you right now