to the first vice grand persons dr david marion to brother damien charles and to  which they brought but i am a student of the most honorable and i could never think of law for the day that i found the man that i was looking for all my life a young christian boy i cry myself to sleep over the hurt and pain and suffering of people that the love my black self and to love my beautiful black mother my father was a light skinned j but the rolling stones stayed home long enough to plant a see that became louis w but i was angry with the church how could they love a man like jesus and treat of as a young boy condemn it and in my bible class i asked my bible teacher send profits to those who suffered slavery and injustice in the past  has no god sent someone to deliver us my bible teacher couldn't answer such a question i was seven i was eight i was nine but i always felt god's spirit upon me so as a young boy of eleven years old my mother sent me to new york to visit my own called my own clothes from the caribbean as well as my mother and my uncle had the picture of a black man on the wall that was very strange because in the homes of black people there were no black people on their mantel piece or in a high place on their wall my mother being a subject of the king of england king george she had a picture of king  in there was a picture of a black man on the wall and dies said who is that man and he said that's a where is he that i might go and meet him mind you just eleven years old but i wanted to meet a man that was standing because i had come so close but yet so far so i kept on searching i was a violinist who had won all kinds of awards in my native boston and my parents being from the caribbean singing in the choir i became a playing my violin but my soul was not comforted it would be when i was nineteen that i heard that god had chosen a man for us and as i walked in the street boston the tears fell from my eyes and i said god why didn't you choose me you know i love my people and then they answered came so quick that nobody spoke to me born at that time so i said let me go and find this man and offer him my life i married my childhood sweetheart while i was in college when i was a sophomore i wanted to be a i went on secret but when you make up your mind because you want something better then there was nothing that they could do to me to make me turn back somebody drunk a black ball i was a lamb and i had learned all the chapters sand i learned the one hundred but then i didn't know the power of a black ball so i went back to my dormitory and i i never pledged to any fraternity during my college years because if i wasn't good enough to be a q i didn't want and what you can gain by giving of  wrote it on the train on the way down south because i grew up in the north and i never had been south so i wanted to call s so much train stopped in washington then i had an eight hour stopover at union station and i said my mother had given a crisp twenty dollar bill with very poor people but i had tony and i wanted to go to a movie so i went to the i turned around and walked up that street because a buddy of mine that graduated with me is name was sterling kirby he was killed in i don't know about nobody the here crissy of america i'm not talking about little white folks i'm talking about a bunch of the that was doing this to us so i wrote a song on the way down to north carolina and the song was call while america is no democracy i'm just ninet seven eighty and i sang it at the freshman talent night i was a strange beautiful girls that came from these beautiful little towns in north carolina and they usually have their boyfriends that they left at home make your life spot know but how ready had grown when i came to college my wife today was my girlfriend yesterday so none of the girls as beautiful as they were attracted me m p people may have thought i was a little strange you but that girl that i put on the wall in my room she meant a lot to me and being faithful to my word to h i was baptized in the principle of doing to others what you would like to have done by you so i wouldn't want nobody cruis for her so i didn't want it for myself so i was the strange i would go down town and challenge white folk so during my summer i went up to canada to perform in montreal and there was propositioned over and over again one beautiful young black woman found where i was my room was and she rang the bell and went downstairs and she had a hand full of money and she put it in my hand i said oh sister you work so hard for your money and i give a decent salary from the night club i put the money back in her hand because i could not have my name take pretty bought you all put on i think you for walking me through and let me see the nor will man the men of omega that have but i am i was happy to be a lam that's one of the founding princip doesn't mean that we all dear little girlfriend got pregnant so i had to leave college she wanted me to stay in college and said i had can't stay in college and you're pregnant i gotta go out and get some money to feed my family  and cherished this world i didn't expect it but i looked in the faces of the first founders of this great fraternity i looked at their bus there's no need to apologize if i could see the man that black ball fake news martin luther king s because he never asked us to worship he said got in the book of john god is a spirit and  best way to thank you i'm a methodist they didn't want me to correct them they said you don't correct and believe me i had enough in front of me i don't need  i remember my preacher brother be like to close with the lord's prayer and here were people following a master teacher before i get to that i want to show you why i'm a jew see a jew is a person that's in a covenant relationship with god and in that covenant relationship we  own to obey the laws statutes and commandments of god your christian right good jerusalem when i was twelve years up in doing the work of the honorable elijah muhammad i was in the holy city of mecca yes some of them drop down and i grab them and pick them up the mayor of memphis gave me this key to the city and he said no thank you mr mayor i came back to memphis father whatever you did for jesus if i follow him you do it for me because i'm your son to i live in one day it's good to be here did they say that brother shiri interest on that day and when they saw all those mean they all want to talk and to get beyond the program so they where they every one of them have something to say us and took the message of reconciliation and brotherhood to africa to asia to the middle east to central and south america in your name since to me a man march we went back to washington on three three different occasions almost the same result not to me i'm but a little over a million oh god i know most omega men didn't go for that young people asian people gays straight everybody going for that beautiful black brother but when he got in the republican se because no matter how beautiful that man was to them he was i know some of you that omega you want the best and i understand that but you walk by people who are the best