she was dating and her girl friends she tells the allowed her girlfriends to set her up one more obliged lucky for me this turned out to be my had so i thought about her and i thought she'd like to have this one this one goes out to my office called the family w idea but it worked out ok i was suddenly on the market able to day it took me several months to figure that that one is on the list for michael to learn i was thinking about how this is beautiful thing created by the right a grain of sand or the stuff gets into an oyster and a beautiful pearl resounds and i think you know that's how most people are i know i have parts of me that i wish would go away they're irritants to me and yet friends are kind of pointed out that if it wasn't for those parts of me say the part of another day some good things happen maybe two or three good things happen in a row and you feel like you're sort of breaking through the stuff gets old so the song i it's a great day don't laugh he he makes it look graceful and well that's what i was thinking it's it's always something impressive to me anyway to see how or where somebody is powerful but doesn't do everything they can it's very  ok this one is a eulogy for a friend of mine who died of cancer everybody in this room has over one day we'll have somebody close to them kathleen was a pretty edgy character she collected sea glass she had this lovely collection of sea glass and i think she enjoyed with that symbolized always with wear you down and create this beautiful soft thing but she wasn't that way and has cancer sort of took where i guess it's always winter and people are always skating sledding or i wrote this song and i said to him jokingly saying this is your movie theme for when winter's tale was this song as an option we all know the writer of the book doesn't get to pick the song in the box i can't think of a better person to suggest a song to the person because you and you should definitely start a letter writing campaign i keep that to remind myself of how miserable life was that entire decade to look good but i didn't feel good i could go anywhere i was thinking about how i was were young you look beautiful but we don't have a hell of a lot us so this is called when i was young and beautiful so thanks for your quite one of the first things i learned about cindy when i started dating her was that she was very proud of the fact that should be proud that she took a the difficult thing was that this was supposedly the summer in europe that there was no summer rain every day northern europe oh yes i believe so for six long weeks until i managed to make it to belgium where i was still ready oh i'm going to  times that we look back on but at the time we're living them they can often be horrendous i think about how we have these diamond did so like diamonds on the street lined up there's certain days i remember in my life another whole period so i don't remember it all and sometimes it's important and sometimes it's just a day that i always lives in them but i think of them as diamond days so the sun goes just cindy also goes to all of you who have a bad time and please if you want to get email notification there's an email sign in sheet so please we'd love to to