well we have a guest his name is kelly will lead i'm sorry his last kelly and i'm just so elated to have you here to talk about your story because out there we want you to know that there are people that are making a difference in our community so how are you doing i'm doing good and i would like to say thank you for having such a blessing they have he said to honor because the story that you're going t almost everybody watching you and looking out for you and i grew up in a challenged home i don't know i was poor but i kind of knew someone right because we i was eating breakfast for dinner you know and  so i was i had my aspirations of being an athlete and a real serious affably and i carried that dream all the way but my parents never did go to college so they didn't have that became infested every building everybody every adult that i knew was on crack you know it was an old chest time as in every audi kids were stars big mama's  crack so i continued on but when i didn't graduate from high school and i didn't have no clear cut planned on going to the next level then i got affected with what i call the the hood infectious virus ascot addicted to death and incarceration syndrome and i start playing that little gang and then they came up with these guns and you got to remember in the one nine hundred eighty s the thinking of economics and i start thinking well i'm a do it the smartest way i can to make money and i'm a girl here to make all this money and take care of my family and i'm a go to the next level but i didn't know about saying quinn i didn't know about rolling hills cemetery know nothing about the danger of a gun and when i stopped picking up guns i became i had a false sense of power i feel real powerful  i went through that whole system what happened to me was you know you could be sleep for so many days and i had a good word my life growing up but i want to say in queens and what was so funny about it is that then when i stepped into sank when they had you to strip all your clothes off and that's the first time that i feel powerless as a strong african i feel powerless i filled mentally molested i felt a feeling that i never felt and then what hit me was i sing so many brothers go over and over and over to the same process and i don't know that ok has seven seven seven  because cain nobody change you change begins with me and these little things are star learned on my own you know because how will you listen and determine how long you live as i knew i was listening because when i was sitting now i would be a developer exit plan when i was in jail i don't want nobody to start you know they start telling me when they shower where not to shower they axed me when i was so violent enrichment and i  know that the police sometimes when they come off the streets they come and be ceo's too are to be counselors so when you do all you love violent crimes in your city now i'm seeing the officers there been trying to give me all these years and they asked me w really me i really got dreams i really got aspirations because this is not nobody telling me the story now is i'm going through the sewers so i say and i'm so strong and we're strong in real life the strength but in the streets they call it being against it so i say if i'm really gangster i'm a learning system and i'm never coming back again because i don't like nobody dictating my future i walking around like a regular broke down in may i see a year this is it so when i come out and i have a whole different plan and i'm a shake up my whole city and do some better i know changing your life was even greater program called four brothers basically it was four brothers me and my brother and another set of brothers we say we gone from kenny from our area we say what we going to do is start coaching football and start having a vested interest in these young people life because let me see future i mean children are our future and shoot them in education in education in cultivation so i say well we can start working with these youths and start producing better ski's my program i see him getting killed in the streets of richmond either killing people other people's kids so i stopped coaching but what made me really stop coaching is my brother he turned his life around when you see me term mine around and we only one me you people out there will be one bad decision away that will be one bad decision away from one in our lives so so we had a game the next day so i went to view my brother's body on the ground just to see the whole cycle what he is saying you know what out of you young people and on the ground and i'm being honest with you i've never had a i became your mind when this was going on with these young people nowadays when they get into a situation where it's challenging they don't have nothing to fall back on and they don't have the tools to handle that exactly and i originally last fifty fifteen young me and meaning college right now for graduates from college and what we do away unincorporated is we help young people generation to even and balanced generation to think about you know how they don't value what life is how do you know what chad was saying somebody is mother crying but you know what he was saying you know you  family who has those type of challenges what is it that you do with the family to try to get them you know whole again what is it then you have to say and we did see one thing about this program when you have  he's connected directly to a mother and a father whether they are there or not yes so this is i invite this is a family me my invited and buy the whole family down the take this prescription because if this if you take the prescription then you would eliminate you'll be able to start identifying what's happening and what's wrong with you we have to take the prescription though you have to it's almost like when you go to in a  our family get them a really never whole idea of what the streets are about what how to build a family and how to do positive schools and how to stop and do things that are then when you do it yourself and you because prior planning prevents piss poor performance so if you know what you face and you already know the dangers you already know if you know something is high and you understand he you know you're not go it's a lot of people don't understand how to cope they don't tell you they do but they really don't because they touch these heat stuff all the time so tell me about the funding for your program how do you have the funding for it and let me tell you about the f young people just because i grind on him so for us let me do let me give to help him on his journey and trying to make a change in the virus this and our communities our communities our infested there infested with th unusual punishment of our youth not knowing that they could do better yes we need you to help him make a difference is there a way that we could contact you and the audience out there can get in touch with r b r t h r s a yahoo dot com and that's the best way to reach me as you know i'm a strong but small i've been in a box for since two thousand but i have invited the mayor all of the city governments everybody know the type of work i do i'm a personality on street soldiers on sundays i'm one of  six but with some additional help on a consistent beauty basis i can impact a lot of lives not only just by me doing it by impacting teachers because i do training for command a command to give a hand a command to know that you need to give back a command to say that i am going to assist and making a difference in our community this is a powerful powerful young man and i thank you so much for being there being so being there for the young people being there for the communities and the things that you say it is being there for the family because right now no matter how as you said our family is made up you're making a difference thank you ok you're making a big difference out there help them make a difference right exactly so can you tell them again the a trance and the well the phone number and email my  phone number is airco five with zero eight two seven seven five three one and my email address is small casings have are b or t h r s a yahoo dot com and that's way out things you know for the community garden not aldrin i mean in a rare event sometimes you know people want to change but you have to be the change that you want to see you know i want to do this i want to do that but you've got to put yourself out there step so that everybody else can kind of say well yeah you know he's top of all this but is he doing anything when they see you move into action then they say oh ok i want to check this out and you should check me on face let's make a difference we thank you so much for joining us know that the power in our community is the power of giving back