welcome to the second speaks i'm jan and my co host is carolyn diane in this evening we have a guest and julian she is from elements and she was our guest last week and we enjoyed her energy so much we asked her to come back and so we going to be finding out a little bit more about angelica as we have a little bit more time so i caroline and i actually yes got our information about you i just find it really fancy and you were in corporate world and then you decided i got laid off i'm going to do something different you know that's really brave nowadays because people what they do is they go in their shell and they go boo hoo and they cry because they got laid off but you got lemon anyway linae i just saw this opportunity for something  as i have said in the numbers for our years and years and years too many years to count i have found that our life is already laid out the problem is we don't listen and so what we do is we fight it all the time and we wonder why and why are we so miser miserable and i was at this place the other day and this one might be said well i've had problems all my life because everyone's always picking on me and i thought she needed an attitude adjustment but once you know what's happening in your life it's like  can make your life so much more better and the problems it just kind of like mail to why you know i like you some people say well i'm going to marry this person and i'm going to do this and you know it's never going to happen and you just say just relax it's not going to trouble but yeah i try and follow my intuition because i have personally experience not following it i don't know what happened so yeah i would rather go the symbols route route sometimes that's not possible and you know life was not meant to be smooth any way but what it was was any time they put an obstacle in your way you go what lesson was i supposed to learn out of that and then you learn that lesson you never ever have to repeat it again thank you i meant the smol of life it's like i'm not struggling not finding myself listening to myself and getting that guidance from a higher self yeah i think i do pretty good at spritz both yeah you know i never listen and then you don't have the problems that you normally would have you floating above things so what did you do in corporate america i'm just really curious i was an account manager for corporate for a walk a plans it was pretty set near the end because the economy was buckling people calling in constantly for loans so withdrawal so forth and so on but it was really time for me to go and you know how you can get somewhere and you know ok i've done my stand it's time to out i was out and i decided you know that wasn't too bad after i read it just takes that invisible hand to move you forward and you know it's right you know yes all true well this is we're going to give a little prediction here for march twentieth and then we will go on we have a audience member and that is going to have a reading from and sleep and from caroline so from march twentieth if you were born on the first of the tenth one thousand nine hundred twenty eight to the month you are a number one and what happens is mars bring scattered energy this week so watch your finances carefully freedom involves responsibility and of course i am a number one and money goes through my pocket like you wouldn't believe you think that it just melted i put in my pocket and just melted away saw i really have to pay attention to that caroline yes number two marcus requires that you look over your ledger and look at those books and see were you might have made a small error you will find some extra dollars instantly if perhaps you in the high high happiness zone so keep keep looking for a little place where things didn't work out quite the way you thought they did i see for number three birthdays third trouts twenty one and a thirty of you are mentally acute this week with wonderful creative ideas it's wonderful to dream but by gosh you better stay grounded isn't that the choice and some of it's you know people get these dreams sometimes and they go i'm going to do this i'm going to do that and then you go and read any better slow down and then they realize at parties that are are good in everything's right everything that you're going through also has a silver lining number for people which are before there's a thirteen twenty to  thirty one heel instant healing and new energy is coming your way so  let that energy happen to you instead of blocking it let it in because you're looking for a healing it's coming your way that knows not number five if you're born on the fifth of the month the fourteenth or the twenty third guardian angels and spirit guides keep whispering in your ears right now but you don't want to listen and that's all typical of number five there mercury were although they're very logical and they have a real real hard time with the emotions and so they really need to listen ok that's going to be helpful for them the number six persons are the sixes the fifteenth and twenty four hours you're going to be getting money coming in and this helps fulfill your dreams so you dreamers out there look out that money is coming your way oh a number seven if you're born on the seventh of the month the sixteenth and the twenty fifth mars passed spirit lessons you can't buy your way into heaven no matter how hard you try so what happens what i meant by that is in the past you've had a lot of lessons are surrounding metaphysical activities and knowledge and what you want to do is you think now in this life i learned at all i don't have to do anything i'm going to buy my way into heaven but you really can't because there are some lessons you haven't learned you can't the number eight people which are the aides the seven teens and the twenty six it's not time to be careless with your money you may want to go out and spend frivolously but it will reverberate if you do so you will have money coming soon from an unexpected source so we have a lot of reading some about money and i think that's because a lot of people are thinking about money right now and what it does and doesn't do ok for a number nine numbered ninth birthday on the day of nine eighteen and twenty seven thinking too much about the past could be your undoing to look for your answer sort of prayer and number nine has a lot to do with karma is see end of a number cycle so after a number nine then you go back to number one and then you repeat your life for another nine years living through the numbers of one two three four five but cetera you don't lives iraq because there is also a number is zero so you do have to go back to number one so it just go ahead and focus on the past i mean on the future and ok i'm feeling seven for you saw i'm going to pull seven cards seven for me a spiritual number in addition to the mill rollicking we just heard about but you impress me as someone who has such a tender gentle harms and someone who's very sensitive to you cry easily me as i do a reading for you to guide me to the answers to your questions and resolutions to your situations i ask that your path be well lit so that you can see your goals and that any obstacles that c i'm looking here at the seven a for tolerance and go home and a seven again i mentioned to you i sent seven with you so have you been doing some work on your inner self this is looking at maybe habits and attitudes behavior that you want to put to rest now it's like i've outgrown these things they're all molded outdated i'm going to be about getting rid of some things i don't need and just constantly do work on myself have you been having some experiences such ye s that's good you feel a little more light don't you yeah well that's seven a saying no you this is spiritual work for you on a level aswell so you're not fan ish you're just going to keep working on you and doing it with a lot of love and strength you've got a lot of power within you passion ok now the moon is here as well so being a woman i'm going to suggest that you really pay attention to the moon cycles and how it affects you both emotionally and physically you keep a lot of things to yourself that you may be planning to do a close mouth is good at this time silence is also good for you and that could be a spiritual practice a form of meditation for you so that if you're able to spend a whole day in complete silence just being with yourself or maybe you can carve out a couple of hours on a certain day and you just routinely do this there used to be an actor that would take one day of silence every week didn't matter what was going on he did not speak but was his form of rejuvenation and meditation now i see again you are in a real active period in your life both physically but mostly on  an emotional and psychic love all because i have some more baton see i have a nine of the tongs so we've got the seven where you've been working and putting things in order we have in mind that says you're almost complete now and ready to turn another chapter over however you sometimes have a tendency to hold on still to some things it's something else you're resisting letting go of and it's something that you're holding yourself to it could be something as mundane as having too much chocolate cake when you get upset and knowing you go be the second piece with the ice cream but you do it anyway nobody's got a gun to your head so you meet the cake in the icecream but you bind yourself to certain habits that you know this is not really the best thing for me i'll try better the next time so  i'm suggesting that you be aware of certain we'll have a situ have where you want to hold on to stuff or do stuff doesn't work for you anymore let it go because it's only you that are by the yourself to these things there's nobody else doing it even the so called situations you have created our thoughts create our reality so remember that when you find yourself stuck you know you say oh i don't feel like i want to do anything today you set up that thought pattern so you won't do anything today or i don't have enough money so you won't have enough money so be conscious of that now i'm also seeing that as you've been doing all of this work on yourself that there the potential exist for so full happening in your life that will bring a great deal of your mate passed away ok you were ok and do you ever do ritual in honor of him and of the relationship ok and that brings you a lot of good hold your thought something that you can bring into manifestation this year that could bring a lot of happiness and joy to other people so think about what it is and may even be the way that you honor your loved one but there could be something unique that you do ok now the wheel of fortune right now is not spinning in your direction so this is not the time right now to start anything new ok consider what it is mapped it out except era but this is not the time that you will be most successful but you don't want to go gambling ok you're not going to win any money right now ok so just cool your heels maybe for the next two weeks days or so and let things come to pass and lastly there are two  two cards here i'll speak to you about even though i said i was going to do seven for you i've got a nine of koans here saying that in your work area be very focused know exactly what it is you need to do and do it very ok and lastly is there someone in your life who is a real support to you right now yeah ok so that's the six of cups here letting me know there's someone who's here and i've got a sense not only in the physical but your partner is very much with you now giving you guidance giving you strength so continue to do the things that you've been doing to keep yourself healthy on a physical emotional mental and psychic level ok that will be important for you this year but this very very positive year for you i will be very busy questions why did you want to give her a card yes i did and you know i'm looking at the devil and i'm looking at the lol but i think i want to talk to her about the devil because we all have that tendency we just don't wan have a comfort soul but it isn't so when you do your meditation and i hope you will spend some time to sit and just very that's all you need to do for the for your meditation make it a breathing meditation and this one says i am breathing in detachment that will help you let go of that that you're still holding on to like the second piece of chocolate cake and i breathe out fear you see a lot of times we hold on tight because we're afraid of letting go because we think nothing more will come to us or something bad will happen if i let go of us and that's just an illusion that's something we're making up it's not reality ok so i brea now this might be a lawyer it might be a minister might be a counselor or a chief or a sham and there's someone that you're talking going to be talking to answer some questions that you have it might be your doctor it might be a writer or somebody or a psychic could be anybody who's really very very knowledgeable in their field and we're going to be talking to them in the next oh month and a half or so and getting some new information you know getting some needed information and healing you wanting to go backwards too you know like where you went to high school or meeting up with some friends people that you've known in the past i don't know what that is it's just some people from past that you are going to be seeing or maybe somebody wants to give you a call or my be a friend or relative but somebody that you known for a while you're kind of going back to a certain type of person that you were in the past  maybe thinking about doing some of the projects that you used to do could be an arts and crafts project or doing some painting or things like that because you're getting super in tune right now so you might be getting some ideas that spirit world on the other side is sending you to to do for creative process projects i have a sense that you're supposed to be doing some creative projects and it's time for you to start doing that and not put that on the shelf any more try to look at that you know if you get some dreams at night he wake up in the morning and you remember your dreams write those dreams down and draw pictures of what the dreams were that you had and have a notebook and then put the data on on the page and boy when you start write down those dreams you can really come up with and wonderful are i see a young girl that you know of that is true trying to send you a message that you are a strong person and that what's happened in the past year has given you a lot of strain you know a lot stronger than you think you are and  she's saying that you're calling a matriarch you're the matriarch now you went through the mourning period and that seems to be coming feeling better for you and you know that's good there's going to be something happening in the months of the snow time like i want to say the fall next fall or early winter you're going to be getting some blessings coming to you so that's coming up like what about seven months from now six seven months right now you're going to open the doors for creativity there's places that you can show your art work to you know right here in seattle area i can tell you later with those places are so i don't know i have a real strong feeling about your  says let go and as you surrender the need to control is going to end your need to control your relaxed and argy rapidly or tracks your desires said about the wheel of fortune and how they might not go like you wanted to for the next couple weeks that's because when we start a new year which is what we're doing it's always difficult number ones are very difficult for the simple reason is you had a lot of endings but now you have all this time you don't know what to do with it you need to make a plan and i think her meditation lead letting go of detachment is very good it helps you make a point because now you have a clean slate and you know in art school when people are first faced with a blank canvas they don't know what to do and so you have to make down that first mark saw in a one year it can be very busy it can be very difficult but i think towards the end of the summer like september it will transition into a two year and it will be much peaceful we have three minutes left i'd like to ask you a question about these cards and  this is a small tool i have that they can have to take with them because i'm encouraging everybody to meditate that's what we need to do to get in touch with ourselves and  wonderful tool to use for getting in touch with a cellphone for self growth self discovery so it just came i was saying look at i'm doing a meditation and i said well take each one of the twenty two and do one meditation oh that's so nice know that's what i've been doing with that i just want to say to viewers about if you would like to reach me you can email me at on julie dot pathways