welcome ladies and gentleman thank you for joining us on the broadcast on tonight my neighbors are free to riches sent and welcome to his glorious productions i have a guest here on this evening and you might remember her from the last broadcast that we have done and i'm glad to be back i've been doing full time studies and we have a guest that's returning her name is susan crock my year and she's a stylus and we have so much so many a just so much to we want to go go through on this even and we want to be able to go through what we have planned for you on this evening and we just want to get right to it so we like to say well good to be here yes yes we'll see you again is great to see you again and i'm so glad you joined us and you came back and i'm so happy and also ladies and gentlemen you're hopeless here was his name john john was off today for presidents day and he decided to join me oh yeah well we thank god for john for driving you here yes and this weather so we want to get right to the program you know susan has been a lot of things there has been happening  been all that great no it hasn't and there was something that just recently happened and it was the the shooting  lord correct less than a week less than a week but when we think about the it is just such a tragedy and such them we also have good news but yes because people need to hear good news that's right even in our own personal lives we have things there haven't been all so great but at the same time we has someone we can depend on yes we do and there was a scripture that you had mentioned to me those subtle chronicles seven fourteen what  s scripture here it is says mark people which are called by my name yes and that will humble themselves that's right and pray and seek my face seek crave require time after time which is keep hearing of mass shootings over and over and over and over again and this here if i were the title does program it would be a clarion call to return this time for the return it is time for the body of christ to return those who fall in away from god those who are depress despondent yes yes those in despair yes it's time to return yes ok so when we think about our return we think about coming back to our as you said or only father our heavenly father yes our first love our first love yes but because so many people are in pain right now susan i want us to be able to pray for them yes because so many people right now there is so much like we say chaotic things that are going on in our world today yes there are and if you could we want to get right into wit ok and we want to be able to lift up the families yes lift up the families and you told me there was something to happen in your family and we had one of your brothers one of my brothers when i was seventeen years old came home on a friday night and was told by my mom that my brother was murdered my brother brian i was seventeen he was twenty one if he was murdered over a girl they called it a love triangle the kid who did it he was only eighteen he didn't even know my brother never laid eyes on him but he wanted to this girl and he wanted my brother out of the picture and so i can understand having the trauma and the severe pain of somebody being murdered and having that hatred and anger and just you want to stop your life you just want to stop but you can't because life goes on and so thank god that through the love of jesus i was able to process it wasn't a suddenly it was a process to forgive that man but i first had to have the desire because i had no desire to forgive him and jesus took me step by step i was not i saved at seventeen but it was in my early twenty's that i was able to ask him to help heal my heart and help heal the pain and he took me through and it was a while he went to was and once that but thank god that he did guide me in and and bring me through when he released me of so much and now i think of my brother brian and i remember the good things and how brian would want me to be happy and to make nothing compared to turn a day so so in light of everything that had happened with your your brother you said it was a process was there a time that you had i i carried that for quite a while i'll tell you the truth and it was an easy it was an easy because you went through such a traumatic experience and i will read this verse here and then i want you to sure our families yes that the bowls in the park will and florida area yes those across the united states who have lost loved ones ladies and gentleman right this scripture down thongs and their sorrows when you hear your heard sousa's testimony she knows what it is feels like to be in pain because she had lost her brother you were broken hearted one hundred percent for a long time for a long time yet you had open oh that's exactly what it was an open you that wouldn't go away i was there twenty four seven when well you know was are really need you to pray for the families ok for the part when pray for them ok godly confidence not only just in a florida area but into so round and cross the united states because this is been going on over and over and people are still hurting i think of the last vegas one yes yes and yes the one in the movie theater and just we can go on and on with how many are still hurting whether it's been two years or last month or whatever and  so that we may comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves received from god and that's what i want to do because god help me to not have that ing and i carry a scar but it's nothing like before and so where he's comforted maybe he his word says that it allows us to help comfort others pray yes dear heavenly father lord jesus you know what's going on in this world yes and you know how many hurting people there are who have lost their children their spouses their civil ends their friends father god this really very recent one that was seventeen people dear god and there's so many even very recently lord i pray that you would wrap your loving arms around them lord just like you did me father that you would comfort them and that you would remind them how much you love them and how much you want them to ca you because you can carry it to the cross i pray lord that you would help them to remember all the healed of all and good memories of their loved ones father and board that you would bring them through each and every step it's ok to be angry it's ok to go through these steps to receive your healing touch and lord i pray that you would touch each and every one of them no matter who they are lord whether it was a classmate of theirs that was their best friend their amen reminded of the scripture on isaiah fifty three and the fourth verse surely he has borne our griefs our sicknesses our weaknesses and our distresses and leprosy jesus knows he knows what pain is all about yes he does he had the most pain than any human being ever add he was beaten have and away to heaven and not have to go to hell that's right and as we has said front to get all we first started this this broadcast some time ago saying john three sixteen for god so greatly love yeah and jilly prize of the world they he even gave his want and only be gotten son so there who ever believes in him and trust in him the same he loves us all and we just try to let our viewing audience know that there is still hope yes there is there is still hope and that they don't have to go it alone and through anything in this world because we have someone we can look up to yes someone that we can depend upon yes we do and also we got to switch we got to switch it just for a few minutes here is that we have not only the school the school shootings in a different shootings that you had mentioned which is arithmetic also where dylan with a drug epidemic yes as we know decide to stick said said over twenty four point six million americans use a listen to drugs or abuse per script in medications each month yes and they said th above tell the story of the drug epidemic that is sweeping our country it's taken out so many families yes it's taken our homes yes it is it's destroying and just between the drugs and alcohol yeah that's right it is destroying lives not only people's body citizen but their minds yes yes their future yes because jeremiah twenty nine eleven that's right it says for i know the plans i have for you say as the ward plans for peace and well being and not for disaster to give you a future and a hope so these drugs and his alcohol is just roy people lives yes you agree apps and their families as well their families as well just go right down with them because they're so effective yes yes and people you know we want to pray for people who are you know this we're just making this a time of prayer because people really need it so we want to join hands and we want to lift up people who are going through whole or going through drug addictions o p m their hair our one yes people are losing our lives every day with that it has taken over certain counties ocean county has taken over the air one epidemic now we have opiate but right now suzanne and i are going to pray that's right we're going to pray and we know john is that there are touch and agree and that's saying let's pray right now prices and over the years and they are at their wits end because they do not know what to do yet and right now susan and i touch and agree that you're going to step in and you're going to do a miracle in the name of jesus touch on is we've been through we have family members there been through on that illness that's correct even my husband has the same in his family to mental illness and and it that's right like you said on the phone with me the other day they need our help they need our support and they need us to fight for them if it's on our knees or if it's to get them help we can't give up on them because jesus loves them the same way he loves us and he wants them to get better and he wants them to get the help they need and if we were member so many of these people who have done these horrific shootings we're suffering with mental illness yeah and it's a chemical imbalance it's a medical condition and i know some people don't really understand it fully but those of us who have had it in our families and we know how real it is and how much they need doctors they need medicine and how much it helps them  yes it is so important ladies and gentlemen that we stick with film through the process where would you agree one hundred percent that's what i did with my i would not let go of my brother i just kept taking them to get help and every door that shut i kept going to another one and kept go until i finally got him help i never gave up and i never quit praying there and that's the key and i had you know i have a brother that has has mental illness but at the end of the day at the end of the day we can see the hand of god has moved yes and he's in his and depende know because there's so many different types of mental illness you know anxiety and depression all three my husband myself and you all are brothers were paranoid schizophrenic yes yes and i'm not ashamed to say  and that's the main one that they're finding that these men and women that don't have medicine and don't have help those are the ones that are they say they just want their mind to stop and those are the ones that are doing yes we're just so excited can you do a brief prayer all in all we got to pray for this sure yes sure father we're just first of all we thank you yes that we can cast all our cares upon you and tonight lord you know those who suffer with this mental illness father god and how much lord they're just so hurting and their minds are just really affecting them and and just some hear voices and different things and oh they just are really in a lot of pain and lot of suffering and lord we just pray for them and we pray for the families that are caretakers for these people and lord we pray that you would help those who are out there that need help and maybe don't have families or their families have given up on them lord we pray that they would have the support system that they need more that they would get on medicine if that's what they need a father god that they would get into counseling and just get all the help that they need father god and lord we pray that she would just sweep through our land father with your love and your power father god and you would direct these kids and men and women to see your counsel and your help know every way that they can father god and we just pray lord that you would continue to heal up every area of their lives for your glory in jesus name and by your blood a man the amen amen amen in we just want to encourage everyone to stick with your loved ones through the process that means and many times you will be inconvenient he has inconvenience your schedule will definitely will change and yes you're not do maybe you say every day are five o'clock i'm going to starbucks that may not be able to happen sometimes you may have to take that loved one to doctor to the doctor you may have to sit with him or her throughout the process yes but know that when they have support they're going to get better yes and i believe that if that young man had a support system that's right if he had to know something about gone absolutely yes he would not i don't believe he would have done those things but ladies and gentleman our culture  and our culture means the board what happen across our land what we're missing biz guard yes we need to open up the door and let him back in yes we pushed a man out now welcome him back yes because he's ready to receive you with open arms yes and we're just excited just like when we say when the in prison in prison and hurting he wants to set them free even in prison even in prison set them free yes because he's a loving god he loves his world yes he does everyone the same everyone the same the drug addict and the alcoholic he loves them the same as he loves you and i he don't have no respect of persons and love us all would be there he when he created