from los angeles california we bring you that which is that which he has is presented by john rogers the founder and spiritual director of am as i am the movement of spiritual inner awareness a movement dedicated to the awakening of the spiritual heart within each of us this seminars and titled authentic empowerment right after john rogers speaks we'll tell you how you can obtain more information about the movement i want to talk about to me to the soul where representing historically resurrection and i don't want to use the word theoretical in terms of meaning not possible but the theoretical resurrection of one man called jesus who was a christ for the time and i want to explain how you lose your power of spirit and how you gain power in spirit and this is going to be very simple and as usual very difficult to do so personality it's what we're doing here now it's the talking it's the videotapes it's the promotion that's the money it's the dating it's the dinner it's the engagement's is the feodor it's the arts personality so now we know where the exterior sensors come from and how they are utilized if your personality is one that's corrupted then maybe the way you use your exterior senses in a corrupted way i don't know in terms of definition of what that would look like but you would do in terms of your own definition i can tell you how it's been misapplied and that would be that any of these personality senses the become addictive these would be my my way of saying these are how they're corrupted so just looking at that little part probably the full to lots of furnace as well how might senses come out the personality and the personality wants things first of all have to get that real clear personality wants things t the senses it wants to smell and taste and touch and feel and hear and see it wants those since it wants though that's already set up for temptation it's a set up nobody's going to get out of here and off the planet without being tempted about something every time we come up to a temptation we have something take place inside of and it's called split energy and one side we have choice and the other side we have doing it the choice has some angles in it some strange little quirks whenever you make a choice about a temptation in the world you have to ask yourself a series of questions the questions go something like this if i choose to do this what are the effects of that choice on me that's that's a prime question if you don't ask that one first don't don't ask the others because it has to be a personality ego contest or there's no contest involved how is it going to affect me the second question you have to ask yourself is how is that going to affect other people who are around me once you get that answer you are now making responsible choices responsible choices and get this real clear responsible choices not your own personal choices come back up bypass the personality and go to the thing called attitude they bypass the sense of you what you're doing is you are tapping so energy you're starting to tap the energy that is authentic and real that exists that has as its attributes loving and compassion and caring can you imagine a world full of people using solar energy as their main focus and producing loving caring and compassion as their method of operation instead of the personality ego there be no reason to be angry there'd be no reason to be greedy but let's look at those what happens when we get angry we're really saying you are not doing what i want you to do and words that stem come from personality ego the senses i saw what you did i heard what you said you did not do what i wanted you to do in fact you did it wrong which is now the judgement when those happen the body has a very strange way of telling us and almost  where the ribs come together here now to around just above the pelvic bone energy drains out we disempower ourselves and we go into fear as an automatic response because fear is a call to action it is a call to action forward backwards or out of there it's a call but often we don't hear the call because we are looking at the personality factors of me i in relationship to the judgement of them and how wrong they are therefore i will not live in the fear i will live in the right just in the us of the self of my ego and judge you once again what happens is this person is continually disenfranchising their vote their disempowering themselves they are going to start losing in this world as a human being who can have an authentic real experience with the divine and know that to be so it's amazing what happens when ever we are just doing it without choices of results we're setting ourselves up for a karmic  refill it's going to take place you carbon out of gas you're pulling into the nearest gas station and you go take what they give you you're not going to like that very few of us ever did like it very few of us do like we all have to lump it it's what you do with it that big thing up there called attitude can be substituted now for the word divinity unless just right the vanity over this the divine energy by which you are going to call forward light and love into this world see grace is really just clear spirit energy coming to you without any conditions on none that's grace and you know what it is it's in the lexer to the soul why does it have here you have the personality quadrant and this just repeat that and you have all of these things you do all of these various things that you do take in or gee this energy is infinite if it's divine it's finite if it's out of your own energy field it's out of your own energy field pretty soon you're burned out and you have to go rest maybe you go die maybe you go and be sick there's a lot of things you can do with that what happens though is that the energy starts down here we think we're going to do this and we think we're going to do this what happens is this inner g becomes fragmented and we feel frazzled by what we've set in motion by what's not occurring and we look at a once again we judge it and the judgment we place upon this is the judgment of the divine energy of the soul being fragmented by the personality into the world and that's when we feel god has moved and he's no longer present in our life because if he were present our life why on earth that is let us do all of these things because he is not dealing in this level you are through your senses and your personality this is how we disenfranchise ourself from our own divinity the soul it's really sad because in one way as soon as you put your personal whatevers away and you really can say god that i will be done isn't even as jesus said in the leaven that our father if you can take it from me but nevertheless that i will be done and have that meaning take place where the surrendering up of self preservation becomes one of eternal life self preservation is always ego what will happen to me who will love me it's always relationships how will i get along this world it's always money what's going to happen if they take this from me it's the fear of poverty plant god there was built into it a safety clause i mean god is no well let's look at this way god is a great architect and a wonderful engineer and he use real good material he didn't send a blueprint nor did he send a method's book up above this personality and these exterior senses becomes multiplied dimensional census multi dimensional awareness there are millions of them we don't have to be concerned with that it's an amazing thing in spirit here in the world you've got to be concerned with all the effects if i do this if i do this this this this this this this this this as a responsible choice and as a responsible creator in the spirit world you don't have to do that all you have to do is authentically which means by not trickery ask of the divine nature which in that word is prayer sit in that divine energy which by that definition is meditation and utilize that divine in a gene by definition which is spiritual exercises and we start to authenticate the real most of our power we do not then become president of anything we become present in ourselves and all we have to deal with are to attribute of these senses compassion and loving those are not quite the same you can have loving and not have compassion because the loving without the compassion is then self contained and back to the ego so we have the loving and the compassion opens the personality the exterior senses and then utilize to divine the minyan and we're seeing where best to put our efforts for the greater good of all who are going to be involved in whatever effort we're we're working  it is not one of doing work extracting the pay these people to do the work extract in the pay are not getting the divine managing the not going to get it they're going to get the temporary satisfaction of a job well done they're going to get the temporary satisfaction of the new car they're going to get the temporary satisfaction of paying the bills of this big powerful wonderful thing they have and inside they will be fallow and they will be empty of the loving and the compassion that is theirs being the soul's nature we cannot go out in the world and produce fear for people by threat by intimidation by national decree and expect our nation to thrive on a personality level it will not this united states of america says in god we trust but where is it written on the dollar so we trust in god in the dollar and we're not trusting in the divine inner journey that is god that is us that is every one of us that is this nation that is this world in this planet and this energy is real specific and particular and particular to this planet and even the mother local and the father logo of this planet are bringing about revolutionary as brothers and sisters as caretakers of each other as people who share of the overflow of those who do not become a burden to their existence nor burden to anyone else's existence it's not an easy thing to do because once you have an addictive pattern running that is your temptation that's already on you let's look at temptation so wonderful way to work out addictions but you don't give in to it so what to do well you think well i have my and my diction is a hot fudge sunda foods or alcohols or sexes just whatever it is it is smokes we can go into it to choice of the mind and the imagination work out the entire process inside of us see what the results will be of our actions if we do physically go and work it out in our own personal universe and overcome the temptation to never have to do it and we then allow at that point the multis senses of spirit to come through that place and it seals the door where the evil boils temptation is a wonderful thing to strengthen you every time an addictive pattern or behavior comes upon you and you challenge it why do i feel i must go do this why do i think feel i have to have this relationship with that person why why ask the question you start to take away the power of the addictive throw because it is the personality that threw it out you say because i'm lonely look back at your lonely why because i don't feel  inside hole or complete why because i've gotten out there in the world where other people have everything and i have nothing but why or because inside there was nothing well why because i kept looking out there why because i would look inside why because every time i did they were mean terrible ugly rotten things in there and i didn't want to see it and that's your excuse for your fall so what do you do does that mean ugly things shows up your mind you go why are you there did i put you there did i let you sneak in and did you get in there because i wasn't watchful then get out of here and it won't go why because you must bring the compassion into yourself and nurture yourself and actually kind of feel sorry for yourself you actually sit down in the chair and you go oh god i didn't know what i did i am really sorry that i did that it's humbling of the self and now that i know i do want changes it may not change right away when it starts up again you challenge it once again and in that challenge you once again strengthen yourself and empower the divinity to come into you as a natural source of your energy like breathing and every time you submit and you give in to your temptation do you know what you're doing you're actually going around about way out there in the world to get the love that you want to feel inside think about that you're going out there in a roundabout way stopping at all the bars all the chocolate factories all the new clothing stores all of this all of that to come around to say i love me and i feel love for me it is a fact think about it look at your life it's not anecdotal they have actuary tables on this and how people go about killing themself when all were seeking for is that one ness that whole mess the completeness the awareness that soul is who i am and not the body personality when we're caught and believe me we've been taught real well to join the good old boys club in power dress and power and power think and power join clubs and power this and power that we actually lose the power of authentic power our authenticity goes away and you walk up to somebody like a little kid who looks at you and turns from you and they go to someone else who has the authentic power because they know it they see it they're not blinded by the education of this world now we're being given a call to spiritual battle it is a spiritual battle it's a spiritual war we're not fighting against each other we're fighting against that thing they call prince a power t's and places and powers and they are above and beyond us in our senses and we can't find them and we feel like we're being propelled in directions we don't want to go and we're not aware of when these energy fields come against us to strengthen us to do what we feel like to do they crush us they be littlest they terrorize us and all they're doing it to is your personality and your exterior senses and folks that's going to die anyway you know my just as well let it die now and resurrect yourself and regenerate the compassion and the loving you know what forgiveness is all about it's not about you for giving me anything it's about me for giving me for giving up myself to the exterior senses and selling myself out and not having a wonderful joyful life inside that's the greater forgiveness if you forgive me you've done yourself a wonderful favor because i am no longer now draining your energy though i don't know it and you're now reclaiming the energy that was being utilized in a very destructive way towards you a corrupted way and you're starting to pull the energy in in that live an hour that we're on the planet we will reach into our body physically emotionally mentally and pull the life out and all those things that are not life all those things that are not life which is death will be left here and you're going to lift up above this plane of effect you're going to get a look at what you did you're going to get told what you did you can devise plans of how more effectively to do it and the plan is going to be as simple as it ever was to enter into this world and to be taught compassion and loving for yourself and others what we're going to be taught again that's the resurrection of jesus christ that's what that whole thing is about giving up the exterior the personality even when jesus was biblically tempted by satan to worship him and receive all the things of the world he's jesus said no one why on earth three say no because he knew it was exterior senses and they were going to die he knew it if you were given them good god what would you be doing today not having this meeting this meeting is based upon that but they didn't write down everything you told i don't know if you know but jesus didn't have a bunch of real sharp  or maybe in his shoes he appears the room that's locked nobody goes how did you get in here he did miracles hill people cleared people of leprosy did all sorts of things called before caiaphas and peter's didn't deny him three times but why not peter was in the exterior senses and so he followed true to form and all of us who are in the exterior senses and judge from the exterior follow true to form we deny christ the villa t in our self and others in the world through our pettiness and our bickering and all the other nonsense and i'm as guilty as anybody else i know it and i work at it years ago someone said somebody what's john roger doing what i tell him i said tell him i'm working to correct my bad habits what are they exteriorizing into the world and getting caught i know that once i've overcome those that exterior essence that goes out is going to come in and interiorize and open me multi dimensionally and it's already done that and i swear that to you and others of you in this room know that also because it's done to you also and you glimpsed intuitively into the whole concept of the cosmic christ and the glories of god in creation and then blinked open your eyes and exteriorized through the senses and went around putting out a ten bill and picking manure at the chickens and you didn't have to you own the chickens you own everything it strange to you to hear it said to you god loves you but do you feel god loving you if you do you have pulled some of your senses of the world back inside and you're starting to build those and to lift those and their transcendental by their very nature they're multi dimensional by that definition and they keep going into the supply of divinity and because we that we are created in that that is ours for the taking and for the using and guess what you can't corrupt it because that darned thing won't get here in the world to do it it comes so far and it and the mental and the a theory and the soul and this is divinity that's not what candy folks that was for all people who are into that this is the unconscious we think the unconscious should go down some place like we say into my subconscious conscious it's actually into my sub conscious so sometimes they do that's the fun of being around because i make bloopers regularly and i laugh at them otherwise  when you get to be my age you really don't care about what database says or thinks about you you make mistakes you go oh you like it correct it you want to correct it leave it in the place where the maltese dimensions are above the unconscious in the unconscious definition no memory in there is a repository of all the things you do not  here this is after all here is all things you prayed for they're still on layaway they're on hold you might get it you might not just all stop praying they pray until you just can hardly stand it and then they never get up go down the store to get it because there's a park called we've got to take our body when we pray because that's where that's coming from that's what that's about when you do meditation i have to do is sit here in the emotions in the imagination when you contemplate the a sit here in the memory and you reached some of transcendence you've got to jump across here amazing thing is you've got to go through this and the more we go through this the more we build the opening to go through it and the more we become aware that we are going through it and that awareness of going through it pulls down divine in or jean and sustains us in those times of trials and tribulations and we go to bed sick can't get up can't go to work i would love to it's a it's a new whatever and i want to do it and i'm sick and i can't we go to bed and we open up the channels and the next morning we're healed and we get up and we go we don't feel as good as we might but if we keep going and we start to utilise the energy lo and behold a strange strange thing happens page number three there's five a five here's my famous this energy above us starts to come down through us and if we don't have the senses open and exteriorizing in the proper way this backs up inside the head and we start to go into our crazies and we start to have all sorts of emotional disturbances and physical breakdowns and just genetic misappropriations of energy and we die but if we can get this we're a rare rare commodity we're not unique in the universe but where rare commodity for the planet there are other types of creatures that also have divine energy but they're not like us you might like some you might like to be like them just to try to out when you have been like them and you did try it out and you didn't like it it was too long to stand being redwood tre by the time we got around to moving you f by the time you get around to moving here you can also fall now let's just go back and look at a few words exteriorizing the senses of the personality a terrible embedded i'm just saying that's where it goes the way you become hooked on them become the addictive patterns the addictive patterns now run you do and by running you run your divinity the bible once made a very curious statement is said that the kingdom of heaven is being taken by storm these addictive patterns are coming back and moving through and jumping the past the barriers of the unconscious and that's why more light was placed on the planet so that we had to learn control some are sister wondering do i have a soul or even maybe probably have one there's sure seems empty in there there might be something why is empty why does it seem empty well there time i focus out there see on somebody like i don't feel it here well what happens when you go out there and you get the somebody you like but happens that energy sense that went out there is now fulfilled in the stops going out there that stays back and as a stays back you feel the phone the summer i wonder for relationship i'm not out there searching night and day for it 's back here i don't have to go out looking for sex it's back here i don't have to go out looking for that touching in a smelling in the tasting it's back here after we've indows ourself the senses we no longer feel the need form their pull back here and we have a moment a rare moment where if we're smart we don't fall asleep from gluttony we can pick up to the multi dimensional  you must do one thing for most you must forgive yourself all things you must have compassion on all people and the things they when you've done that you've done to the least one of these you've done it to me when you've done it to me the divinity makes itself known and floods the system we then see god in all beings and we see the divine in all beings and we see people that we say yeah and i like your physical shape the way you divinely put together and let's get married and maybe that's have kids but maybe that's not but let's get married anyway and let's travel together let's laugh together let's have fun together and even in the midst of us standing in a group like this and poking fun at each other sometimes we were and were but also when we come to the understanding of the joy that produces the comments and we understand no hurt meant i remember when these all cowboy shows were when the cowboys said no the cowboy said no offense meant the other cowboys said no offense taken that compassion they both had the wit energy and not just pull out their guns and shoot each other well now there were those who did do that hey you look to my wife the wrong way i didn't look at the wrong way i would have something my get out of my own and was going to look up she was there why just shoot me you're still talking i thought i killed you you deserve to die you deserve all the bad things that you deserve that person is draining their energy out and reaching around the corner to the karmic board scene give me all the junk left over like in my life and it comes and it hurts and then we say lord why me lord why am i tempted to strengthen you to see if you work it out in your inner consciousness so you don't have to go out and do it physically can i do that lord course i thought i had to do everything you taught them told you that i said seek first the kingdom of heaven and all of its rich all of its glory i said love god with your body mind and soul and love your neighbor as yourself and who is my neighbor and he said the samaritan or why because he had compassion and he had forgiveness that he was of a different religion and took and take care of him and paid for it and demonstrated in that particular one the working of the law and the whole issue of divinity coming forward on the planet and we missed it's a cute story and some people still say i still like the samaritans you missed it you're down in the exterior senses you have opened up the back part of your and your intellect you haven't started looking past the obvious i've told people if you're going to look this way for god's sake out of intellectual honesty look this way summers and how about up and down yes then you have to be explained and told every little thing to look it's three hundred sixty five degrees i said that twenty years ago i said take the other five  now what happens to we get this fourth thing coming down there is a sense that works in there it's called intuition we get a sense of something we get a something we get an idea about it instead of going crazy with the senses we start to poll our mind our motions our body back in and we focus down on this intuitive essence that we've got and we start to put it to form maybe to sound to music to poetry to design and we start to create the masterpiece that divinity is guiding but we're so busy yelling and screaming and cursing and being self righteous to the world that we do not hear the small essence of intuition flash honest intuition is wonderful to have i tell you why i think it's wonderful because it gave me all of this i didn't get this some of you who know me real well sammy walk up here and go well i don't know what he's going to do because he doesn't know what he's going to do the said here for these for those who are coming let them know it's time now that a new knowledge be revealed about the divinity and how to have that here and how to have it here and follow it up into the greater area we're not doing battles for soul anymore we don't have to we're just now recognizing this so essence and rising into the occasion of it and then we do the loving and caring and sharing and the help the wealth and happiness and along comes prosperity abundance and riches and we don't compare our judges are evaluated against anything except the divinity sees itself giving to us some people who have a great deal on this planet may not have a great deal in the world to come and others who do not have a great deal here but they have the essence of the soul energy  going to reap tremendously of the spirit world seek for the kingdom of heaven and we're on earth is that inside where inside in its place of nature of divinity the kingdom of heaven is found by the place of your compassion is found in the place of your loving it's found in the place of your generosity it's found in the place of your healing of yourself and others it's very easy to find the kingdom  when we stop using the intellect of the mind and come to the wisdom of the heart we access the door to divinity because out of that heart comes this compassion of forgiveness and you must first stand and forgive yourself all the things because it was ignorance a produced them in you it was not light because christ himself said he came into the world in the world didn't know the light it was full of we put it into us we gather people around who are going that direction we put people around us who are joyful who are laughing who are uplifting and we secured them as friends we don't patroni some of you may not see him for fifteen years and they're still your friend inside of you and inside of you is where this resides and inside of you is where you're going to live it and when his body falls away that spirit form that will be you will not have any of the personality things pulling on it pull up inside of you bless the exterior census bless what you see bless the food you eat bless the body you touch be thankful for the clothing you have have compassion upon this planet it's in need of it but it only can have compassion by someone who carries compassion you carry compassion exercise it through your senses and you walk to  john rogers closing lawrence where they rush the shan which means the blessings already are the blessings the ideas and the concepts which you've heard are just a small part of the abundance of material john roger has shared with us over the years if you would like a free booklet about john roger and m s i call this number one eight hundred eighty nine nine book be oh ok that's one eight hundred eight nine nine two six six 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