speak english just tell me i actually i don't want to hear ok michael the person has the patient has a fluid emotional i q as a bracey abrasive but self deprecating with new ones situational context that means you can read people well in play up to the covered the whole world there however however i see many of my characteristics in that analogy i think i just looked at it i just told him about you and i thought no that's not i can't i can't put a hole in what he said because many of those characteristics i exude and at the same time you know the word manipulation is always a negative word but yeah what he is everybody in the world manipulates a relationship to anyone that doesn't mean it's actually bad it could be good you're the type of person you can make someone feel good about themselves do and i usually do i'm self deprecating right so i'd rather take the weight for anything that we may or may not want to accept i'll take the weight for it in the same time i will try to build people up i'm the middle child of seven so i've  you were in the seven five you have your own personal contract which supersedes formal bureaucratic norms that can constrain others women on a conscious a subconscious level want to fuck you because you are no solve problems and stop crime i actually enjoyed being a police officer after the academy but i didn't realize that i was going to be more of a problem because the more you try to solve crimes as a cop the movie became part of the problem rather than the solution because you were in the seventy fifth bureaucracy couldn't even deal with prosecuting all these criminals they don't want to hear about after or correct that they didn't want you to make arrests because of cost too much money the process now you became part of the problem people call nine one one ask if you don't like arrest people dealing drugs on a corner and like you show up and if you bring a guy in they'd be mad if you because now you took two cups of patrol you took one crack that will deal of the street or and there was fifty people behind him taking his place and the whole cycle just patrolman out there opposed to having a problem doing paperwork and now you're a situation where reiterate the people were upset with you because you didn't do what they were expecting of you but the same time the department wanted to happen so now you are faced with several things you look like a fall continually or tax bill or so you're on like we became we became businessmen at that point tax dollars and hurt them at the same time but but not guys were like the immigrants but they were americans so let but like they didn't need papers so like they had no information they never did and the reality is it's telling the truth so we call them puerto rican mysteries which is the question you a young patrolman for pulling over somebody in your sector to get a summons windy so i mean i did the bills real quickly and they were trying to control everything that happened in their sector and i said ok and then shortly them because they don't want to arrest them so now we just take what they got and let it go so the like at some point it became the school's batman and robin i didn't know this until i got transferred to coney island six months later e the same attitude of corruption in coney island as in your other princes well it was a different approach cone i was like a loki more like guys who drink in party and on duty because it was the beach you know and the east new york was like coney island this guy's like saying you don't belong here and i'm trying to confront the monthly means who so he told me about you had me for five kilos now he's a guy telling me you had me five kilos technically he's a should be arrested right then right i mean he admits to having possession of drugs i'm like that's the outflow of what i'm about to lead to search every leaves the department goes to key west to become a cop i'm still about myself i don't back to seventy five to the coney island detail and i don't want to work with me and i get put in with all these  in this case like oh i want to work with these people so they're trying to put kenny and kenny i hit it off it's like personalities but he was a little reticent in the beginning and i right and they start working with them and the whole ad was closed for approach you know it was a business approach this guy was he want to be wild west this guy and i showed him but while west was but i don't want to be a business i have a business approach to the whole thing which worked out for the most part of the time that's what i got it's adams call adams the business man the money starts coming money is coming in and i'm given a little bit of information i gather i was a troll and i didn't have any inside information and you know i would like search the area for patrols of the computer olds just to i took the cop to the hospital i dropped him off there i brought him into the emergency room and a lot of things happened in transition i went back to the scene and i just lost my mind because i didn't feel as though i was responsible but i felt connected to  and because people get shot all day long and i had to minimize that and i didn't have a direct connection to this but i knew that the street shot this guy and i didn't know who these people were specifically that shot him so but i knew that my connections with transit officer who got shot and i knew that if i put some pressure on my connections in the street that i might be able to see who really was involved in it and the reality was that they basically had the right pinned down within twenty four hours whoever did it and but i felt guilty i just felt like this is not what i signed up for my i have a good soul i have a good upbringing i got lost along the way and then when i saw this happen i was like  with an undercover cop ok because once i met them i was over that i got my phones and i knew it was hot and i tried to get away from the business and then but never really get away totally so they were on me and  and i had thirteen cooperating witnesses against me i made phone calls at five people i thought more people join in because i wanted them to reduce their own sentences and actually called people who gel and said cooperate against me because i didn't want to see them walk in they can't do nothing more  stern lucky year ago and every time i turned around mike dowd was popping up somewhere in my feed and eventually i said justin i got the story about this guy what do you think of this story so it's interesting can you write it and fifteen pages came out of it now we're up to some other pages it steeped in his character it's not him because he's owned by someone else but mike is co writing this story with me and it's been amazing so far i pitched mike when we didn't know each other pitched in the beginning of the movie and in mike's words he said i just blew everyone away or it starts with a whole thing that i can't get into but i'm officially i  well what creative creatively and what mike has done already like just on the show is in public domain i can't go any further and then we literally can't but he's a talented guy he's we were on the way up talking and he used a natural entertainer he's natural or tell you all god he's got a personality he's charismatic he's really great he's slowly become literally one of my best friends and he if no and i want to try to drive home and i wound up i left at nine at night from my mother's house in south philly and i wanted up somewhere in jersey without my shoes on in my socks in the pouring rain shit in front of crazy nice things that we have to talk about here in what's trending so our first item is this real rabble color so this crazy  matches the can three of your body so it gets like reddish the pencil like how rich you wanted you can reapply it and it's very simple to love exactly so it's green right now it's going to be read in your lives and you can put more to the sink and charge outlet so you're not until time with my bracelet no this is not a watch it's not a watch so you always forget your i phone charges right so this one it's going to be a event like meet john adams so basically it's an actor his name is peyton dixon so he's going to be portraying john adams so for our historical his you know history buffs f people that will come it's actually by the way it's for free so people can ask questions at the end of his act and he's going to really being character his going to be in character i've seen this like before and you know this is like a on tour event so it's coming in our area on september tenth so check that out i don't think was h b o had a serious result that was it almost serious i would watch that really well done no unfortunately after these things you have to look them up and you find that they foot so many when i thought there would be a freak out show unfortunately and but i've always said look when a lot of people feel time has passed them by especially white males and you know and they're not employed where things are going to happen and they're happening and the republican party has gotten even more surreal been trying not to watch anything negative and you know but the conventions are once every four years you know it's a close as we get to democracy and progress so it's worthwhile to to pay some attention to it so i'll tell you what i think since you asked i think that this whole convention business should be thrown away because we already knew who the candidates were going to be this is a ton of money being spent on people going to these cities and blah blah blahing unpopular cities and blah blah blah and dropping a bunch of money for candidates who were already elected in a huge popularity contest what it should be is whoever wants to run should run an and you know it's sort of we take time out from four years of really not deliberating about politics at all to getting almost an insider's yeah i think everybody so that's where court it is really the part of the democracy process you know it's their they will come around though and still support hillary clinton because the selection of care what you say this supreme court judges are going to be decided or that with what's his name and bob i don't know i don't even think really trump wants to be president anyway i don't want pence the eighty seven you know she might be saying it's time for me to not be on the supreme court you know this is a hard job yeah i mean she is very thought process but put it this way it's really a september hopefully things will come out i hope trump taxes come out and mind that's not going to stop me and we're not going to stop and people are running around well right around this time there was a study that came out from a harvard professor african american and it was it has surprising results where he said yes there is police bias against african americans think a lot of those cops you know they're poor cop sports deescalation skills when it comes to dealing with perpetrator and maybe they are too quick to shoot i don't know maybe they don't and some are biased or they got away with this stuff before and now it's hard to do because you know you have cameras  involved with seeing mentally ill people in the course of their job search and it's like wow what a brilliant idea they never thought of it but the truth is that if you are poor and black and mentally ill you but are more likely to be on the street in a bad neighborhood if you're one night and mentally ill and getting worse and getting worse and yeah so you're more likely to drive home ago you're more likely to draw the attention of a saw your three minutes ago and then whenever something happens like another shooting we're going to make a show and it's going to be about understanding it from a forensic psychiatry perspective whatever happened in that big thing and it's going to go straight to the web and then warm but i'm going to be truthful i'm going to explain the reality of what goes on as much as we know in people's brains when they buy a legal or illegal weapon and they flip out and they do something crazy because we need to understand what's really going on and it's not all about gun control and it's not all about terrorism it's somewhere in the middle or there how are you going to have all the better than this one that's for sure will be right back