arts of ecuadorian people are very warm and who is premier our well that's an interesting question at a young age i understood one thing that i need to be fulfilled from inside not fulfilling my ideas because things were not in my control to fulfill my ideas but i had to feel fulfilled and that fulfillment occurs from a very deep part inside of me not outside of me fulfilling things on the outside was ok you know when the birthday came or you wanted a way or the so that i have this friend or that friend but what about the inside and even in my lunch breaks i would sit isolated away from everybody and just think you know what what what is the possibility here what what is available here i mean can i be fulfilled can i have that feeling inside of me and the answer would always be yes yes you can be fulfilled and then when that possibility came in my life to recognize to be able to turn inside i took and sort of abandoning it instead of throwing it away instead of making it and significant into instead of not recognizing his value because for us a lot of us has like listen this is what's important to know this is what's happening in your life this is what's important right all those things are transitory there are here today to change tomorrow but you are you i mean i have pictures of me when i was very young and one day i was looking at it and i must be like three years old or two years old and i was looking at it and i said i wonder where that child wen there's he didn't die but where is he where is he that this little kid that would play that would do whatever he was doing and i realized that that's me but it's not me it's me but it's not me and that's the transit transitions of our life and we change and we change and we change but there is something still inside of me that was there when i was two years old that has not changed my quest my want to be fulfilled and this the understanding of this is what's so important you know if you're not thirsty you won't look for water but if you're quickly you know it's not like will it take twelve years will it take ten years no one to find the thirst once you find the hunger it happen ok i am sure that in your life you have lost something and you're looking and you're looking and you don't find it and you're looking and looking and looking and something something and you abandoned then one day maybe you open a drawer or you look at under the bad or you are cleaning and you look under a cabinet and there it is now because you abandoned it that's why it appeared in the bed or was it always under the bed but you were not looking there the beauty is there are we looking for what are we looking at what are we looking in we're looking at former humans that other people have tried and failed and we keep repeating and repeating and repeating and repeating and repeating but we're not looking at ourselves at the source of joy we're not looking at ourselves as the fountain of peace something else something else something else something else you know if this continues people will never find peace because it's not there nobody has made the connection that's not where peace people tried it didn't work abandoned it and next generation comes and tries the same thing but what about turning inside what about looking at you that you are that sort the words that you find beautiful do not do justice to it do not do justice because that feeling is far more profound than any words could ever express it is the sweet candy in the mouth of you see things that we are very interested in are manifestations of peace when people aren't peace then people don't fight there's no reason to fight they can talk they can come to other conclusions in other ways because peace is important so we are so enamelled by the manifestation of peace that we look at that but trying to create manifestations of peace without peace is impossible so people are interested in ending the wars but nobody is interested in first bringing the peace they think ending the war is peace no no no no no no first you get the seed then you plant the seed then you will have a tree tree will give the mango then you can eat the mango and then you can go and that is good that works but going well i want a mango but i don't have a seed i don't have a tree i don't have a fruit i don't have anything about i want to mango or how's that going to happen it's not possible and that is exactly at the core of it because i am always asked how can we end this hour what about this problem how can we end this problem and i said look you can't you can't because if peace isn't there and you're trying to create manifestations of peace without the pe absolutely if you're young absolutely if you're old absolutely everybody needs to be a part of it because otherwise the manifestations of peace is going to be a failure and it has been all this time because you know people start wors staffs well if governments could bring us peace they would have a long time ago ok so why can't we learn why can't we learn that we want peace we have to work on governments out there and governments have in my opinion and this is just strictly my opinion their role is to make sure we have shelter their role is to make sure we have prosperity their role is to make sure we have food we have the infrastructure and so that we can live in the style that we want to that we have the possibility of physical external growth so if our piece is concerned they're not equipped for that who but you are each one of us is and so i really think it's unfair to completely say to the government well you are responsible you know in our society today we make government responsible for too many things too many things and they don't work when we make government responsible for those things it's really important that every citizen look at themselves as a human being that has this time on the face of the service and bear the responsibility for it  somebody else the selfish if i drink water because i am thirsty that's not selfish i need water if there is another person who has water and he is thirsty and i steal his water that is selfish i can ask to share i can ask him can i help so have a is already there is being recognized it's not being created and it's not be done if i realize myself that doesn't mean that you won't be able to realize yourself that's not true you are you i me i can realize myself you can realize yourself and there is no conflict and that's why it's not selfish it is in fact to be a person who is whole you know it's a it's so amazing when there is a person who's happy who is clear they are up leisure to be with i mean they just are you know you want to be with them you like it you like their company but if there is somebody who's always angry always sad always mad people eyes usually see  them as like nonono when you are lit you're giving light you're giving light and if you walk into a dark room and there are fifty people in that room and they don't have candles but you do all of them will benefit all of them will benefit because you will bring the light into the room it's not like you can say oh no this is my li only but when you bring it in the darkness will be gone and all fifty people will and wherever he looked at himself whenever he looked at himself he didn't see himself he saw the mask this is who i am and that mask was suffocating and i through very simple words encourage people to look with them in this process he took off the mask he took it up i didn't take it off off the mask and when they take off the mask one they can breathe again not suffocate and i actually see the beauty that they have because the mask was put on thinking they're not beautiful and these ideas come from the outside i need to be this way i need to be this way i need to be rough i need to be tough i need to look intelligent i need to look into lecture will i need to look rich you know i see this all the time i arrive somewhere and maybe there is a little welcoming committee and people are waiting for me but they're not waiting for me sometimes they're waiting for a tie and suit and i show up casually and it's happened to me they have actually told me move a very important person is coming so i know what they're looking for i walk into some place if i'm dressed really well sir if i'm dressed casually hello if you're lucky the society only looks at the superficial because when we can start looking at ourselves then when we look at the  person we can also realize we don't have to look at the mask that we can that there's a person here a beautiful person because they're in their heart there is a candle that is lit and appreciate i share this earth with you with you i share this earth we are to ether you know people are like are there illions are there they have looked for millions of light years away and they think there might be life i mean we're not talking about walking talking people there might be little bugs there might be little things maybe maybe they may be there might we so much maybe maybe maybe maybe maybe maybe you  destroying everything that is beautiful sometimes as we don't see our own beauty we don't see how can one human being kill another person that is so empty life so incredibly  other things but we don't see the human being and it's so important to see the reality not the other stuff the other stuff is ok if you understand it's context what's important is important you know if i run out of gas in a car i'm in trouble it's not going to go anywhere if the radio stops working i won't have entertainment till it's working but at least i can keep going what's important is important and importance of that self realization understanding of