met a few years ago as an actor and i was directing she came down to the audition and acted up she did not get the part i reprimanded her this was a few years ago and i said you might not have gotten that part but you might get something else and she says oh ok but anyway she went on to develop her one woman show and her sketch comedy she has many characters and i'm glad to tell you need years later all i had to do was reach out on facebook and say you want to come and do a carbon map the show so yes we'll talk about it later and ladies and mother goddess just needs you to let her guide you thank you sister you see we face challenges every day and those challenges whether we choose to see them or not are all some that sickly and sometimes it takes away without even asking for your commission but you must learn to forgive to move full because one day you may need someone to forgive  it too late now to say sorry you see i would not be who i am aware i am if i did not forgive and move full where my us where my from the of my progress i dedicate this to you know you all i hope this one i see the enemy of my progress they see the enemy of my progress i need him i can't live without him i know he is the enemy but i don't know how to let him go go go go you see once i found out who the enemy was i had then you have all the pain and heartache i ever went through and it was hard ladies you know what i'm talking about the old man starts messing with your head telling you to do a scene things is right here in front of you making you believe things you shouldn't  sometimes we love so hard that we get mixed up the ladies know what i'm talking about love and heartbreak that's what i want to talk about because you see well love and heartbreak is synonymous with the menstrual cycle period the ladies know when i'm talking about tell them about that passing time was just it's a journey from my like characters i just like developing people in my life growing up and i gave them a voice and put them writer as well well yeah you know like a friend told me don't we create us right away do you do other do you write for other people or you just mainly write for you right now or i write for me i mean that is something i think about in the future to write for other people but right now and so you do your shows all around the name of your shows waterworks a work in progress yes my current show is called the work in progress it's a sketch improv a multimedia comedy show and website yes i have my other sketch comedy web series is called it's funny i'm just saying dot com you can go there and see the sketches that i produced back in two thousand and thirteen ok i will put that characters i'm trying to meld them together to bring it back to it's funny because i love ensemble work and i want to bring more people i know a lot of people so that's not going to ask you do you work with other people in your improv and sketch comedy not in my favorite character yes what was the name of a car name is i feel and she's a therapist all right here we go what is it i'm sorry i've used group therapy ok here we go i it means repeating the same thing expecting it as if it results now i know we're all different as human beings but we do share though that common thing now as an educator and as that group is i'll give you an example i was nineteen years so now i grew up in a long time ago my mother got restless so she worked in the gone in district for years so i was what she called a latch key kid so i had to take care of need there's a lot going on here and he's really into me and i'm thinking well i don't want him now i could you know get involved with this but you know i was very smart but i was never that she caved in on the and do you know what happens when you're that age and you've got those hormones go you start the none of these you know what i'm talking now i always thought that i was smart i am very smart but i didn't know anything about sexual stuff like that you know how i learned about my period let me tell you my mother god rest his soul i was twelve years old i winced the bathroom and when i looked down there was blood in the t what's going on she looked at me and she said stop yet cried get your robe woman now she went down and got a box put it on the table and said it's going to happen once a month for the rest of your life get used to it you're a woman now go clean out your pocketbook and put these in in panties and like a woman who wouldn't duck it so here i am out i'm acting like a woman i'm taking care of myself and  i'm all into seeing more and we were getting hot and heavy and well you know things happen and i got pregnant i didn't know anything and i thought to myself well i gotta have this baby i love this guy we've got to be together no it was very tough in the beginning because you wouldn't want it my mother wanted me to go we're not going to discuss that but i kept on and for months and now i he said you gave me how could you do this to me how could you give me herpes and if you could go home i started to believe them do you see where i'm at i'm on by we you of insanity i thought to myself maybe  did give him something maybe my pocketbook was damaged and in the end messed up his kid's good books up i don't know so i stayed and i thought to myself well i can't find anybody else i have a pocket full of posies no one's going to love me i'm pregnant so i have the baby and god bless her she came out with no i could oppose you know why because i educated myself i took care of myself but anyway i think i state i wanted to be with him when you know when i got pregnant again and you know what happened for myself now i've got to tell you it was very hard you know in the beginning the job that i took the single mom with a pocket full of these thought you can only imagine but i didn't and i know it's because i saw was doing just fine she was helping a lot of people she's been through a lot so she has enough life experience to help them ladies in general obviously she had to change to do i v yeah so we actually taped the that and they don't wait to create don't wait create a good friend told me that ok that's where i'm at i want to thank you for coming on the show kemal the main reason i want to thank the people who help everyone for watching and remember help somebody and keep a song in your heart until the next time i thank you for watching the calm met the show and we'll see and and