time i'm so excited because i can to show you a video and this program which i just did the recently to somebody would a year ago we call our phone number our prayer  line when he caught and i heard his voice in the other line and i knew him for thirty something years ago i mean almost forty years ago since i came in this country i knew them they were as small they were kids in those days and he grew up to be a man and when i heard a voice another laugh at the other line of the phone and he said i don't know what to do i feel to kill myself because i'm a terrible pain and i could not come out has no joy when i look to that to his face and i don't have just one picture i have maybe i can put it to see it when i see his picture and how bad he was look at that look like in those days i feel myself this is only the man of the hand of god can the liver him i cannot do it myself and i said valentines have patience believe god have hope don't give us fighting so hard and maybe i'll do some more interview in the future but he was fighting so hard to come out by he was winning he was determined to be set free no matter what and just sent up going to hell and i don't want to do that and thank god i didn't do that because is just amazing that that that will get your mind so screwed up to where you really can't even think rationally you can't think what's good and what's bad and he wants people to get that way because it's a lot easier to get them to commit suicide when they're not normal and thank god i'm not like but now i've got all the good reasons you know life to live for i've got a beautiful wife got beautiful kids i pretty much have everything i want this is my beautiful wife love the she's done one that put up with my medication even makes you look older it makes you feel older makes you just feel like actually actually i didn't rush you but her mother told us that there's a lot of that could pray for me and he lives over here in sacramento and i i could pray for myself but then again i wonder that either because i was on drugs i was drinking every day i've been drinking till i almost passed out and you know when drugged up to the point where you feel like to the point of wrong no return and then when you make shit up what beer and whiskey and christian brothers and all the other liquors that i used to they knew maybe even better than i knew that makes an awful medication eventually one day you're just going to die and even the doctor told me methadone was one and it still is one of the worst medication on the market that they could prescribe you they gave you that when you already took all the ideal cold owns and morphemes and all of that and when all that fails then the french on methadone and they give you death and they call that the silent killer to where you go to sleep in the middle of the night and you're never wake up your heart just stops that's why  every year for the last fifteen years that i've been taken the masses know i still have a mammogram my heart just to show that my heart could still take it and my heart be strong enough to take the mass of them if i wouldn't have done every year they would never prescribe it to me so every guy had to go to hospital i had to have a mammogram of my art and i had to bring the written chart to my pain management doctor for them to prescribe me more methadone and i was getting the highest dosage that they could give me every day actually that one time one i changed from one pain management to another when they hear that i was taken for methadone a day every day you know i'm on a forty milligrams per day they cut me down to twenty milligrams they said they will not prescribe me forty milligrams because that is the fall actually my youngest one even now i cannot imagine the way some of these friends and one day will go to a party that would be just getting drunk or whatever he couldn't even drink a beer and there were never in drugs or never not all he was just and i thank god for that because i always prayed that if i was to have kids my kids would not follow my footsteps and  was there was a prophecy two weeks before my accident that the devil wants to take my life and if i don't turn around don't turn around i will end up that because i was really bad i was married i had two kids i used to work fifteen sixteen twenty hours a day every day i didn't care about anything except work work and more wars i enjoyed working i love to work and i was working since i was that good and after work my belief was that every man deserves to drink a few beers after work especially when you work twenty hours a day i will work twenty four hours and forty five minutes straight that then at four o'clock in the morning at four forty five the next day just drive one of the big pick them and drop in a month throughout the whole southern california everywhere and i felt like i wasn't afraid of nothing this world i wasn't worried about anything this world and strong as i was working on my i had my beer after work i was cool and  wouldn't put god out of my life at the time i didn't go to church i didn't i always believed in god and i always knew god created me and i always knew that my mom prays for me and my brother in law came and told me that there's been a proxy he was over at a prayer meeting and a prophecy was that the seventh one take my life in two weeks he told me and my wife about it i didn't believe  exactly two weeks later i had that accident and the way to happen was some americal because i parked my truck right in the center of the road in huntington beach where it was very very busy the that accent would have happened right there in the middle of the street i would have been dead for sure but that didn't then happen in the middle of the street for the simple reason because i couldn't drive that heavy equipment across the fo know the center of the street the road is up on my truck it was a big hundred twenty foot four by four and i had to drive that four remains to the center of the road where my truck was and i couldn't do it i would for about fifteen minutes i try and i try to stop traffic to be able to drive that big man over on my truck at my truck and nobody stopped so then i had to go with my truck turned around make a loop around the block and park it in the driveway so i could load it up in the driver of the apartments and that's where the accident happened in the driver of the apartments where there was no no traffic whatsoever but one  accident happened i ended up flying backwards about twenty to thirty feet and i ended up landed on my rear end and that's when my back broke the news that what happened in the middle of the street traffic was that to give me more time even though i knew that the devil wanted to take my life because after the accident happened i think you stayed over there and that ambulance came and picked me up i was just so full of stamina and pumped up and energized veggies dump stuff i just started cussing and i looked through my sheet of water around to see what the big bar that i had to close the chain binders with  and fifteen years later after my accident i guess everything changed but i still had to go after my accident break my back almost broke my neck fifteen years later i didn't hear you know why she would divorce me or not i didn't care if she would leave me or not i would be cared for as she was going to live with me or not i just didn't care about my life i think about nothing and then being on medication and not being able to work that's what really drove me crazy that's why i really had the most to fact that because i had nothing to do all day i would be just that in my mind drunk on my mind and bored out of my mind and i wish i could go up there and do shop when i can ride a bicycle because my back water back and that that that was the most actually after the surgery he told me that i need to move somewhere from southern california somewhere where it's dry heat and there's not much do because of my back surgery my back will be a lot easier to deplane will be a lot easier to put up what i was driving and we moved over to arizona but then after living there for ten get off my medication and get off drugs and more live a normal life and god had to god always knows the preacher i didn't and god always has a plan for everybody which we don't know we we sometimes we barely know our paths but god knows the future and sometimes he makes you do things that you don't know why and you don't understand why  pray for violent things and get out with is the way how the whole you speak touched them by the most important thing they where really to come out are you willing to come out that's the escaped from romania from the companies of the jim forty years four zero think about that long time ago when the north of italy it's called would be close to venice where w ould this time i was legally then i was illegal escaped the border from romania and not only we've had that area but out so i was able to minister to several churches one of the churches the mount of zion and another one was philadelphia was too little maybe in churches and also we minister to other italian people and the lord open your doors for us to minister to people and i don't care about the people how many people they are fifty kids normally she has between thirty six to sixty depend of the kids for so many years she this lady came from left them outside in the street she actually slept with them and in those places in order for the kids to trust her and then bring her in her home and she started with a few kids in the beginning and that i now she has a three story place somebody give it to work where here she hears our proximity fifty to sixty kids exactly i don't know because some of them they go to schools but i was able to would somebody else w car to be able to do good for those kids and help them with the food to go to that place and to minister to those kids and i was so happy when i started saying from john three sixteen how much god loves the world he gave his only begotten son on a star just mentioned the book of john chapter three verse sixteen the kid starts saying the verse because the lady she's a christian i believe he's a born again christian and she teach them a lot of nice beautiful songs christian songs and also the verses from the scriptures and also help them to be able to to become somebody and these are many of them not only when they are eighteen they have to go in the street they they stay there till they like or they they get their own job and their own family and move out and that's that's why you can see in the video how happy do skits there are because we came from america other people came were these lady has this place what is all about all these things it's just not to give gifts to the kids in the house of give food to the needy but also the bring the word of god and thus the most important things to preach the gospel to the poor here send me to heal the broken heart or or they are bruise you know a broken heart i mean their bruise to proclaim liberty to the captives captives early cover side to the blind and said the liberty those who are oppressed by the devil of course this is what says in the easier to proclaim the acceptable year of the lord and this is the book of isaiah which we have in the old opportunity to minister to people which they are so broken hearted i'm not exaggerating one single saw to prove to call here to call and and do us free and always when curage them and telling them that we bend the set free for the one which he took everything up on himself two thousand years ago when i accepted him many many years ago many decades ago i mean i meditate and that i meditate and that and thank god they god for his precious son which of this program with other words will be a little bit different because i was shocked myself a couple of days ago i've been asking myself from a little while you know knowing that we have to prepare and we have to you know to have the programs done before the end of the year before we have to continue another project and it really shocked me because in never happen like this did member years ago even last year god gave me the message with a nice couple months ago but this time was saw clearer and just a day before there's a matter of fact i talked to you last night and you was asking me what do you think what do you feel or what do you think what kind of message do you have you know in your guardian asking him what does he want us to you know to say and why it's all about the program and i heard that small voice inside a very clear never happened to me in my entire life alexandra i want to you will not say too much don't say too much just focus on this my people they call themselves christians john i am talking about from the christianity point of view i want to be i want to be so clear much as i care and all this in order to deliver this year my children my people do they really realize who is the one which they celebrate his birthday dave really mean it from their heart  during the years from years and years and years my spirit is so good that i heard that very clear because it became a formality and brothers and sisters and precious you know once which you are or you know watching this program right now i'm telling you i never been inside touch and such a way that i didn't have words i say lord this is such your deep question because we can see little by little the enemy doesn't come right away but i think that during the years happen a round the world like now precious once things to up happening it's happening in our own country let's think about let's think deep because of today we are here and we are doing what god wants us to do is because god gave don't wanna i just i don't want to celebrate the birth of my savior just a formality i don't wanna do that why this man has to go with our children is so much sacrifice which  friend you and you any you know ask yourself and i'm asking myself and john is asking himself and each one of us to give god the answer is just between you and god and it's between me and god as for me and my household i want to continue to serve the living god and i don't want to celebrate the birth of my savior just a formality i mean is from the heart when i celebrate it and we know exactly in this family and this jesus christ who has blessed us with every speech of blessing and heavily plays and cries just as he chose us in him before the foundation of the world that we should be holy and without people they probably take them when they're in they're worse and go to hell or you know they say those words like and like nothing there you hell is here early is there but hell it's a real place we're going to live for to understand what is important is to serve the living god and not only is to serve the living god but others to give your life to the lord tolman that i mean to give it all to the lord can you say that i want to give it all to the lord i want to give my shortcoming i want to give my my scenes to the lord i want to give every wrongdoing to the lord and i want to give it even good things to the lord and and give him all the credit in whatever he d he does he did in my life and whatever he did he does in your life and to allowed him to be praised and glorify many times he said to people as you see my program is in t v in this country in that country but you know why i am saying that because i was glad because god chose me to be part of this harvest not because of me because of him in that way give him all the glory and do they hurt so many things around them you know some of them say well it's not so god is not a deal he's just you know it's just a myth to me is just something with religion i mean you become more religious know the don't forget what show program every week in the same time in the same china law so you can watch us on you 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