join us and be a part of this program because we have great things that we're going to impart unto you this evening and you know in your life you may fill hopeless you may feel damn you may feel depress you may feel was to use is there any hope is there bored to my situation well let me tell you you have to listen to the right program at the right time because this program was made for you and we have an exciting guess that's going to be joining us this evening her name is sandra session she is college nurse she graduated from rutgers university nursing a great and b as and she currently is working and robert wood johnson hospital in new brunswick new jersey welcome sondre session thank you for having me sister frida a pleasure to be here well that many people are feeling hopeless and they're down and depressed or maybe they feel is there more to life more to my situation or is it just what i see around me and as an oncology nurse i'm sure you have seeing the despair you know maybe a little and one of the things i see as a nurse is there is you see families that can be hopeless or they're saddened because they're thinking about the transitioning of their loved ones and then you have some whether it it means you know the family members or and addition to the patient themselves but yes you experience a lot of different emotions and as as a as a nurse and as an oncology nurse very special place to work in and i'm hopeful that i always say that whenever i walk and walk in a very i wanted to be is if sunshine like i'm bringing a breath of sunshine in there because you don't want to make things worse for them you want to be a light for them when you enter to them so yes it you experience all those things and you know it's so interesting because and your particular situation what makes   you never think you're also going to be a nurse in a college the nurse well growing up i always wanted to be a nurse but because so many years passed and that did not happen you know your traditional college years and then you have to get married you have your children and then you're like ok it hasn't happened yet you almost think it's not going to happen so in answer to that question to both i didn't think i thought it was too late to be a nurse and went and i'm sure you have felt at one point in your life you felt despair you felt hopeless and when we think about th love the work it changed everything for me and let me know that there is hope for me there's a chance for me it brought about an immediate healing process and a healing journey yes from the despair from sadness i experienced extreme sadness but it was hidden nobody knew i was sad because whenever i was around people they didn't see that so when the when i gave my life to christ and god loved me and that had mattered to me it changed everything for me so if it can change for me that means it can change for everyone or everyone there and so when we look at the way this is programmers continuation from yesterday when we look at saint john three sixteen we're four guys soul love the world yes so when we think about this love when we think about the love of god it is full of joy  don't have to love you the way it's a kind of love that it's can not contingent upon whether or not you're loved back or i do it a particular way it's and the kind of love of god instead of god love that love that transitions transcends all understanding if feels void that you don't even know and that's the as a complete love it's a complete love do i have to pay for anything or is a free will it's free it's a gift that he has bestowed upon us but all we do have to there is something there we do have to do we have to receive it what we have to receive it affect any other gift we have to receive it we have to believe in our heart that it belongs to that i can have that and be have to believe in jesus yes because god sent his only begotten son jesus for us so yes we have to receive that love but once we once we receive it it just it opens up so many other aspects so many other beautiful aspects in our lives that it's amazing it really is amazing because the for go souls so when you think about their words so well you know you love for god so love is is just amazing and just to fill the love of god to experience the love of can guess and for god so loved the he gave so in that love he gives us a gift yes and that give is his son jesus yes because he loves us before so no matter so you may tell me this love no matter how down some i may be that love is for that oh yes it's especially for a man because when you get when you're at a point where you feel that you feel unloved you feel unwanted it is you know we all experience different things in life but that that kind of love that comes from jesus as i said if eels every four wait if ils every void it's it's one of those things where he sets us on his path the path that he created aside it changes everything we're going it's like history our steps at that point or ordered by god it opens up the things that you didn't think you ever can  idea that that's what i was going to be doing but because i received that love that was freely given to me and i accepted it he ordered my steps and open doors that i never thought would be opened up and one of them is going back to school after thirty years wow thirty years i went back to school and you know was so awesome and that is  and his word germ are twenty nine and eleven says for the lord he knows the thoughts he thinks toward us and that is to give us people that do not feel that there is hope but when we look at the word of god says for i know the play as i have for you the claires the lord plans to prosper you and not to harm you plans to give you hope and of a future day you was there a tommy your life that you feel you didn't have any hope oh yes  during the yes there was a time for for i would say for many many years i felt that because i always was living the kind of life that was based on what others expected me to  live that's mayence expectation of me it was very difficult because sometimes you can never do enough you know you never complain do enough to please man but god's plans for he know the plans that he has towards me those plans were i felt complete and his plan he laid out to provisions for me and his plans that mean if god's plans for me is a future a future and a hope how how wonderful that is so that means that at fifty years old if you want to if you've always wanted to be a nurse and  fifty years or go back to school because some of us feel like oh i'm older now but if he says this is the plan i have for us to be a nurse or doctor whatever it is and these are god's plans then that means he going to provide the means the tools the resources everything you need in order to walk in for filming of god's plan so if he can do a for me he can do it for you because god is no respect persons so that means that you don't have to not only special than anyone else but what it does mean is that if you're in despair you're put your hope in god if you f love put god i feel unloved i feel mistreated most of my life i felt as if i could never do enough and extend your arms out to god and he will embrace you with that love said she never knew and i mean it's a complete love if you're lonely been lonely you won't feel that if you receive what god has for you because it is it is an amazing thing and what it is is that it brings you the peace joy the goodness the kindness the gentleness and above all of you have faith and self control only your god like we serve can bring for film and to all of those aspects of our lives and you know that is so true sondra because god he loved those so much that he says i'm going to give you this also get yes to just like anyone else get certain benefits whether they are truck driver or if they work at a grocery store there is every want is some type of benefit yes and with this love you have all of these feel that there is no way out of their situation is there more to life than what i'm going through but we read to you jerm i twenty nine eleven god has a great plan for your future in gaza has hope for you yes you do not have to remain where you are now and i know this so many people so you may tell me does love this gave is extended to everyone and everyone so if your drug addict he loves you he loves you it doesn't matter what you've done where you've been none of it matters as as opposed to you know as a condition of entering into his love all you had to do is that i believe in my heart and i have to confess with my mouth that jesus christ is lord and savior oh i have said and done that which is not pleasing in his sight but jesus i receive the love that you have for me and you just draw your arms up and embrace it and you it is a difference it is a change your mind will be transformed and we knew it you will be a new creation in christ jesus yes the world will try to remind you of your past but won't be so overjoyed that the next person used the person you're standing next to will feel the love of god because it's you can't contain it they'll say why you're so happy luck he loved me so much he loved me so much that he gave up his life for me he suffered and bled and died for me and it changes everything so that means that doors he opens may and care close o the forgiveness all all you want to do is forgive because you wouldn't want anything heavy more on you so if you to say right now  like you don't know the plan states you didn't have no clue he was going to be a college a normalized or not you didn't i did not and this is so amazing and i didn't know in my life at this time i know to see my people don't care as much anymore and all of that but when you give your life to cries yes and you place your life into his hands which he is ultimately the creator yes he's our creator yeah ok that takes away all of the complications and actually makes it a little bit more i would say a lot more simpler because it's according to his plan yes as according to his pla so he will as i said earlier he will direct your path he will order your footsteps he will show you ok this is where i want you to go he gives us the wisdom yes and  to monist you if you're not sure of what to do after you have received jesus as lord and savior in your life and your life just find a bible based church find a bible based church and walk into that church and let them know what you have just done and then they will embrace you and love you begin to read the bible and that's got to give you the wisdom and the knowledge and understanding of reading his word that will transform and  the new your mind that will take away all of the all things because all the old has passed away behold everything has been made new so then their mind is so that means that everything that was in there before it's been it's everything now is new because you're transformed by the read the renu in of the my which is his word so when you find that church and you begin to read the bible that will start the plan to the walk of a film and of the plan and a purpose that god has for your life and you know that is so awesome senator because that is really simple yes it is really simple because you have this gift waiting for you it is really simple all you have to we had no we had no idea what you have we will go but we just lean amen upon god amen we just asked for assistance ask for help yes because he's there he's there sometimes if we have to deviate from that we get all upset this combat violated and all of that but god's eye turn around makes room for all different kinds of changes because you never know he might want you to make that white because that blessing is in there at that right but we're so like ok i have to get here and i'm this way but god's eye turn around is so much more  makes allowances for different changes and so i love his i ten a mary much better than my oh i am really we're here because i found out you know is just so true because a lot of times we may say well reach those who are maybe listening to saundra and i begin to take that more begin to make that step because they get this waiting for you the same as the love of gong is ready to embrace you say he doesn't care how far i have now low you have strayed it doesn't matter if you're strong and on drugs it doesn't matter if you have left them and say i will never return back to god but you know what he's wait yes he is waiting for you because he has great plans different isn't that wonderful it really is it really is and you know we're just so excited for the our audience we just excited for those who receive this new life maybe you're not  sure but what i was say to you give it a try because when you look at trauma you're not making any mistake at all because he is waiting for you to bring you your to your future join us thank you thank you thank you you have a wonderful evening good 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