i've been reflecting a lot of the work that we all do do on different levels and different types of representation and eventually someone says how can i do this better is there a trick or a key and there always is i mean it's amazing how when the net person asks inside of them is the key and outside of them comes the answer and then i just put into words back to them you know almost one hundred percent the time they don't want to hear it because an evidently is the thing that they really like to do most that they've got to change so i could stop using a whatever it is that you like to do most stop new net if you want to get what you want but it does it really true that you have to stop doing up denying your own spiritual reality which then is really going to be a hard thing for you so it is not a denial neither is it a fundamental basic acceptance of everything except to say what's going on is going on and if you can control it you do it if you can't you accept that you can't and then it's ninety of me to participating with it or going someplace else i do both if i don't like something i don't walk out then i tell people here the doors aren't locked bring your brains with you bring in your critical thinking i don't want crude thinking just critical thinking where you hear something and you put it against what you know but if we only go to that level of giving you what you know soup critically can think about it then we haven't pushed you against the barrier that you must break through and the reason i say you must break through it is you cuz if you had broken through it this room would be full of a different type of light and inside of you there would be a different quality of life to be a different quantity because there's a certain capacity that we have and then when it goes beyond that we die we have to go to another sphere another level so if we are saying generally then what can we do to make our inner life better and to bring that out in the world to have a better life in terms of relationship  put in here somehow we come on the planet picked up a body mind emotions we were trained how to use that we were trained how to socialize and how to communicate and generally that seems to be education here on this planet then it from that point on how we do that and the factors we incorporate in doing it are called our mistakes and our wisdom i don't think there's anyone in the room in my hand would be raised if i asked how many haven't made a mistake vacation now i don't know how many of you people would love to go to disneyland or disney world for fifty years and never be able to get out of there and you must go on the rides and that one that makes your stomach go sick and you feel like you could throw up everything is the one you must do the most it is it is really fun to see how god has the divine comedy working in we're actually the god in there having the divine comedy this kid here knows where the light is and he knows where the attention is and he knows he can get it the reason that i brought you tension to that is because if we're trying to ignore him and say all i want that bother me that's a fundamental discrepancy in life because it is here and he's right here to be talked to to be acknowledged to be loved and when he's got that you moved to the next place he moved to know if you want to move back into he'll move back into it and i'll just acknowledge you once again because that's how you mean a cation goes on this world if people think oh he's up there and jiro be nervous or something you start getting nervous for me i'm not nervous so i don't need for you to manufacture nervousness for me that now i've got to fuel your nervousness so if i let you know that's fine inside of you you're going to say  likes it it's ok then i'm like it's ok sure i just don't want to hurt that's the big thing if you were going to be heard of here you see me pick him up and put him down to a safe place and call his caretakers call his mom or dad say come and take care of the child this is just communication that's all that is is fundamentally just that if you got to the place where it got disturbing to us and distracting and i thought that is what we want to do and not have somebody take him and move him to place where that would be more appropriate so i want you to understand that this is called a free time for being free time for us here but now what he did do so when he came up here he kicked off the side of people all sorts of thought patterns all sorts of mental communications start going on oh this is not just as much about this and one of them were about this more about that that's one of the things that we have to stop doing if we're going to hear the voice of spirit so we have to quiet the interminable voices of our own demons if you will our own thought patterns if you like that better we have to bring those to a place where they can hold it's a quite amazing that when people are nervous and they start to get energy inside of them they want to talk and they want to express it on this level that's really  appropriate that's a good good thing to do inwardly if you're going to break through into the next level spirit inside of you that's the energy you used to ride back in on it but boy it is like juggling with one hand  you're fencing off knives with another hand it is really a tremendous task that's why it takes so much practice and it is practice people said how do you know how to play the piano as practice practice practice is starting to get the idea that everything we do has to be repetition for the mining to accept it because it except repetitive patterns and that's also exception a vigil patterns in addictive patterns the same way so you comes a cabbie out watch what patterns you hold in your mind because you're going to get more of those if you want anger hold anger pattern or pretty soon the anger starts to hold you you start to hold love patterns pursue the love pattern starts to you before it can hold you is probably got to go through your despair through your frustration through your sense of humiliation a certainly the sense of shame that we have because of something and we all must have done something this bad that is wrong that we should feel shame about well as i just can't buy into that because none of us has a guidebook this said here's how you run your life including get one when you came on the planet was there a warranty which you could return you  want i know that's probably the best is the bible and i tell people read it but don't go crazy about it and there's another good a good book too it's called a cop bala and i could go back to all sorts of different religious places and say here are some pretty good guide books but you might find out yours isn't there so what you have to do is take from them where the guidance is the opals for you i did this for years and years and years and years and years ago and found out the unit guidance is very easy to access this is very easy jesus christ said you receive not because you ask not listen either you going to make the guy a liar and if you do don't follow his precepts and you make him a liar by saying i don't believe that's true or you don't do what he said which is making my liar and you saying i don't believe that's true so you ask now if you ask knowing you're not going to get it just what's going to happen you're not going to get it it's just almost rest assured and then how about the times you asked thinking you were going to get it and you still didn't get it life is like that is called karma if we could know all of our cause and effect syndrome right down to th the next thing we did we would not judge because we'd know it's futile to do so and most of the problems we have right now inside of us of stem from basically judging it would be easy if we just went out and said hey you the person you because not least we put it out what we do as we do it inside and we start then to take this energy that is our spirit or in this call it god's spirit and hope the heart of all that and we start to hold to contain it if we can hold and contain the energy physically and it can't go out you must go someplace because there's no such thing as just a vacuum here is starts to move back inside and it will move into the next plane of existence available to you unless just now say le field the astral plane once that busts through and opens and starts to let the energy field come through to you what happens is the creative imagination picks up there probably  times where in you might have had too much to drink and your mind isn't really going too much is sort of sitting there like a stupor knew it was and as you come out of that the creativity picks up your thinking it was this this this this new this is called alcoholic thinking by the way so when this energy bus back through and we start to pick up the next level was the energy starts to move forward you'll start to go through the plains of existence inside of you as soon as you start to talk it out here and you speak it a phenomena can take place you've heard me say it is not and never has been the words that i tell you it is the energy that rides on those that will be doing hostile be done here not me the people said how do you know what that is and how do you get to that you learn to go into the silence amazing that if you are very quiet before you go into a business meeting and you take maybe five minutes and you just sit like this just room quiet not thinking anything has to be said in the meeting not think of anything about anything if you start to think of what you are going to say you think involve it now when you get in there you will be remember what you thought you were going to say if you take time to write it down that's called writing your speech go ahead but you should do that long time before the meeting but if you hold the energy when you walk him that energy field that you've got with the words will move out and start to crest people and touch them and then start to say i got what you were saying i heard it i heard it for the first time i got  thinking ten thousand times i've told you and you finally get don't say that to yourself because that starts to judge the energy field is go thank you for getting it now you want that person to learn how to hold the energy field so when you come into a meeting they've already prepared a lot of the images field you sit down or comes your voice and the energy matches and it moves out and starts to touch people now comes a wonderful thing you get ten or fifteen your workers together you sa let's all just take five minutes before we talk here today and drop back into silence and they go back in and it refreshes and rejuvenating and regenerates the physical body and the nerves on the muscles of the mind heal something else hams little happiness comes up like this is that good job number later when you're pretty good at this it goes joy comes up you go this is that darned good job and then you want to get up tap dance on the table but if you're not the president or c e o you just sit in a chair and you hold the energy and once you're learning to hold the energy for someone else and i take a good place for this is mar  do the same thing over and over and over expecting different results so when you think of are you insane or not ask yourself are me i doing the same thing expecting different results of my approach to my spouse the same way all the time expecting different results one of those keeps me from going insane because i start to do different things just seem crazy and i start to get different results sometimes i just want to be l people go why do you do that you know crazy just from the mental crazy and also somebody says well i just took me free because it knocked them off their routine why don't we just knock ourselves off the routine we can do that is called empowering yourself by going in becoming very very quiet you know the worst thing happens if you're really a monkey mind i'm a blabber mind it just goes on and on and on and on and on about all the injustices of the world sit through that get up from go do something about it if you can and then take another time and it's good to do this daily sometimes a couple times if you're coming up against a stressful situation take time to sit down and do it because you don't need more inner strength in a stressful situation than you would normally so if you've got something recently i don't have five minutes for ses i got the stressful day you were taken hour because you're going to want the energy field built up and to be able to go with it the more you sit and go inside the more whatever that is that knows how to breathe us and sleep us and awaken us and die just food and do hyllus and to bring forward love is going to be there more more as a present every day on going reality in my steam o j are you always happy happy happy happy you know that i get to be boring when i get joy out of that i'm not going to get into fights got the same thing going i like it to go up and down a little bit so you get to see how you're handling them i will tell you this tears a goes hi is this yours lol and that's meat what is that l feel like compared to what always felt like it feels lol but compared to the progression i'm making and how i deal handle and work with that it's terrific a lot of people say you're looking younger and younger learning more and more of this other work do the work and i'm not doing the work so hard and then we say well if you don't work hard you won't make it what it trying to make were going and we had savings and loan troubles how do you get that type of information in the unconscious inside of you is connected to all the inconscious and everybody into the inconscious of the spirit world and what goes on in there if you're spending time searching and resourcing the single kick up and you go then you start to go to the papers and you go to indexes of information and you start to ask a few questions of people go oh my god yeah look at that how it's going and i've had some time to say oh no we don't find that you have to look similar why should i look at it because i got it internally and there you got it internally mean because you got internally i'm supposed to look  yeah absolutely internally maybe we looked out there got a lot of information to do and compiled it sit down put inside and that thing inside of us that knows how to do it compiled and computed and put together and then kicked out there is really no nothing new under the sun is how we're putting it together how we're formulating i don't know if you people have ever put down something like car keys and you can't find them and you've looked and looked and looked and looked and them there this is how i make fight by the way you know i should be saying thank you for getting the keys and if you're smart you ask them to get them after the first time of looking through everything you ask them to look to save yourself down is the same unconscious paranormal they pick it up and i don't know if you've ever done my favorite one is to be in one room and go oh yeah i think it's all yachts in the kitchen and i'll take off and i'll be doing other things by the time i get the that remarkable if i don't know you can or she said no when you hung up i knew what it was you were calling about but you hung up too soon was she i was so embarrassed you know being being the boss that you can't come in the looking like an insane let me tell you yes you can and you've just got to be enough in contact with that place inside of you where it's ok for you to be like that and to call back in and ask the question and continue on again and if you're not you really insane because this life is based upon reproaching reproaching reproaching you to do accomplish it or you say that's the end of the approach we've closed which is smart and now we're going this way and we all can do that but you've got to be careful about is that the silence inside of you doesn't get disrupted by a karmic flow that you don't want to happen when i was younger in high school and used to be way somebody come up in a say guess what i heard about you before they could say another word you thought of fifteen things they could have heard about you at least four or five and you go on and on you go what was there go well only when you have something good to tell me so you can degree thing good to tell him you've had you've had to hear something good so you go ask your friends what you think its own so and nobody had a good word that day so you didn't get to hear good thing about you so what you do you make up something i heard that you were and you say something nice well see ya got smart to that like you just made that up so you go yeah well i did just make it up but it is true so now tell me tell me mine and so that tells but priscilla got to the point where we say it doesn't matter what you heard or what they said or what i did or what you did what are you going to do now to a politician talking on the television just a few days ago he said something that i have said parallel and he said it better than i did because i think somebody help him write it down memorize it because after all they're going to beat him in the head with it he said people come up and they and they'll delafield kicked one goal and they're walking from for the next twenty years wonderfully surprised and elated and gloating about how they kicked the field goal he says  person doesn't have long to be around me he said i ask him what are you doing now and what have you done today and where are we going next he says that's who i was around me i went with me  days gone here's the moment this is the eternity the spoken of this place right here is found on the breath and in the breath in  blink of an eye is found in the space where there is no materiality is found that place where i want and be and have but while we're here on this planet we don't seem to have that too well but we have access to it that's the key thing and it's all built inside of us and each one of us have our own combination lock of how we do that i don't know if you know how combination locks were going to turn to a number and then you turn back to certain number and if there are three numbers in the phase if you don't touch that lock and nobody else does and you come back twenty years later and you turn to the next number it will open it is set in a sequence for you consciousness works in a very similar way once you inserting sequences into your consciousness and you stop and you don't continue anymore that just holes right there and one day you may go to a teacher or to someone or read a book and it clicks to the next lock and opens you think that's where it is and it is not folks who is inside of you the best thing to do is to have your own pee to the combination lock and turn the dials yourself once you open that energy field and this is the bad news about spiritual metaphysical consciousness raising groups whatever that is once you have kept that energy if you don't have a support group of people around you that are going in the same direction you go into insanity in the type where they say you need to be put on chemicals you need to be have shock therapy you need to be placed in this room and locked up for a long time is sanity things is when we see people do the aver what we don't look at as our behaviors average white because it's socially acceptable but inside of us really know we don't have our behavior going in a straight line into the spirit because we come back around to our angers despairs our frustrations our m v s our greed our judgments on all now judgments worked i wouldn't be here talking to you because i've done that judgments only were to keep you here confined to the thought pattern that you're trying to get away from every time you say oh look at that terrible nightmare you're locked into that now has got to end is going to become a part of your consciousness when they do it again you i told you so or you see i knew yes you told him so and if you knew and used to participating why are you so much better than them why aren't you out of that or are you gone if that so insane point to kick you off into a repetitive pattern and you know what you say i've done this before i thought i was through this and you're well so much for your thought if you thought it was so good why are you doing it again because the thought cannot change it but that silence inside can change it when we build up the energy to do it i saw this demonstrated in mass group i was in jerusalem on one of our peace awareness trainings and we were at the wailing wall of the temple wall and blog the people who were practicing that faith there were others there who were not practicing  v e n i n g so my apologies for missed believe the word but nevertheless that idea dominating when i would watch them do this and then be quiet and it was building up energy field inside the body and i thought that's why they're doing this they know that then i was looking at but where's that going it just didn't seem to be a real open flow that was moving up even though it was there for a lot of them i've seen it in places where people will in the islamic religion where they pray five times a day and they they do this routine of moving it builds energy now let me tell y you go down to a row big studio start in a row beaks and it will start to do the same thing of moving the energy but it's where you focus the mind that is the key element because the two religions i mentioned focus on card aerobics focus on get your body better well that's the god you worship so peter for you i think you're missing the boat but that's ok i think you should take care of your body as the resident where the holy spirit resides has been called the living temple or the temple for the living god i have no argument with any of those descriptions my question is and so what do you do with that how do we do that somebody says you write a b c you say how do you do then they draw one on the board and you try and they can't do and they take your hand put a pencil and they go this is an a and so you great many many many many many are piece of paper called life first thought and hold it and i talk to detail on what is the key thing they all come back with they could learn to be quiet they had a time set aside who they studied and it was quiet some say i can't stay in this the t v zone or the radio zone fine they still are quiet all that's going on because you can't stop the home of the environment choir study you can't stop people from banging doors coughing or whatever they're doing while you're trying to be quiet inside those are the overcoming these those things happen and we overcome that by coming into where that's happening and being quiet and going inside and maintaining the stillness and we can still hear it in fact sometimes you can hear more i've been in hotel rooms where i've got real quiet it's got quiet and i hear people talking on another floor i hear noise throughout the building all suddenly what you do you start to go in you crazies start to take off in your mind to follow what it is and you go what's that strays sometimes people making love i don't know if that's a strange sound but it sure seems strange compared to air conditioners going on or heaters going off and on door slamming at closing and you just are becoming aware that's there and then all of a sudden you move to another place inside of you and you sleep going to sleep pattern you go into the silence inside of you where there's no awareness and then it transpires itself past you go into a dream state where there is no awareness at that moment there's still a silence because the silence with activity is maybe what we might call people doing a little things that make a big difference then there are all sorts of variations on how that works when you leave here from this meeting you take yourself with you you take your patterns with you you take the process with you you can take your prejudices with you you can take your judgments with you and you can remember what i've told you and you say well he was sure right about all that but i don't know about this going and being quiet inside you never going to know unless you do it and you do it by putting the seat of the pants on the seat of a chair i don't know if you know of a lot of times when we were young and not just  lot of people would be disciplined by then was called punishment or punished by our parents and we were put in a room where it's quiet and sometimes in a classroom to take and put a person a face into the wall and put a dunce had on their head corner face the corner just sit as your eyes open just look at the wall there's nothing and pretty soon you start to find out that the stimulation of this ocular intrusion that you have goes quiet and also in that corner you find peace and quiet sometimes of taking put in a closet impose the doors he can't come out until and you sit there and he go real quietly come to get your sound asleep you have a peaceful rest because you've learned unconsciously to go into it now we're saying you've got to learn consciously to do what we know unconsciously to help the planet to help you to help every being in existence move up to another level and we do that by bringing for the energy out of silence we can't get a doubt by rioting what happens when we riot is electrostatic field goes to the psyche field their body and we go into writing or crazy behavior if you try to silence that you've got to have power of silence and sometimes you see it and you see it demonstrated in movies were historically this happen from one person stands up and holds up their hand and says be quiet and people be quiet we've seen all sorts of people say now it's time to go and people get up and  this power that comes from your silence communicates to their silence and unlocks the energy filled this silence is the protector the stops you from entering into into your prepared moral and ethically to handle the responsibility that comes with that is not just on knowledge is not data it is not facts it's like a tidal wave coming into this room and you're in it and you're going for the most part you're attempting to keep your head above water and if not you trying to get up once in awhile to gas some air the air of this room is not the air that i'm talking about it is that this surrounds  and when we start to go in there we will feel as though we're suffocating in our being here so we back off it's right to back off because if you start to get terror in there  go in and you will find the treasure you will not find the kingdom of heaven is protected by the very means and processes by which you set up your existence it uses that part to protect you and if you don't know how to access that how can you get past it and you access it by claiming it you say yeah i'm the blabber mouth i'm one that just said that a it because you're not taking a forty over and you can access anything you have authority over anything but you got to be willing to be the fool you've got to be willing to be well so we call it sang a song you're the radiant holy fool i don't know if you have to be radiant holy but you've got to be the fool you've got to be willing to stand in the midst of knowing and say i'm sorry i don't know you have to be willing to say you have to tell me what that word was you just said could you spell it for me that's new to me i'm telling you one thing the more you learn about life the more stupid you're going to feel because you're going to roll up against new things you've never heard before and you won't know what the word means you're going to have to have him spell it for you say it for you you don't have to write it you can have to have a definition and you're going to feel more and more as you do more and more you can feel more and more stupid because you're going to be experiencing all sorts of new things that you've never experienced before  those experiences bring frustration and some anxiety but they don't have insanity connect to look back over how you stumble how you tripped how you have fallen but you always fill in the direction you were going and when you get up you just keep taking off on the direction you're going everyone that's in this room now two years ago never had a roadmap to this room some say i don't have ruled map this room till today the same idea we're here so how do we get here there's some place that we've got to give some credit if we're going to own up being the fool and the stupid  decide you're going to see there's a part knows how to do this the bible said it grader's ye that's in me than he does in this world that's really quite true i don't know what is said he but that's the way they did it at the time so far we don't know if it's a he or she or it  but we know that it's there because of the way it performs in and for us above and beyond what we know taking the discipline of the world and tying it into the silence with ian and producing it with the caring and touching into the world is the way loving works but you've got to love yourself first before you you gotta love yourself not just by saying oh i love me by getting the judgments away from you if you do a gesture you go cancel the judgment i don't know enough to judge that that was my ego judging they're probably doing the best they can i know i've done the best i've can i think people judge me but when they go in that position they found out it was hard and they said man you know i don't know how hard that was you would know you know it's a wise one apologized to you so you don't have to ny didn't judge you either some point you come to a place inside of you where you say why judge what are the people who are doing in the past that you've done because if they were smart knew they would be doing it and you're all the same dumbness that's fine and you come to a level here now people who say i still don't know which way to go why judge that and why just the future because he's got a crystal ball on it and who knows but you can trust the spirit inside of you i know it works this way it never tells me exactly what to do and say here at this meeting tonight while i'm someplace else and i came up here turned around to sit in a chair and i made the motion on a spirit when they announced mean i start coming up the spirit moved on me met me on my physical action it will meet you at the point of your action the spirit will meet you the doing spirit the mind will let you sit and play in its field because it's very devious and emotions will just erupt over all sorts of things because it doesn't have a whole lot of lot of intelligence and it's just got energy and movement and the physical body says ah ah ah it's not smart if you're so smart why does it get sick why does it get pregnant when we don't want to why does it get fat when we why can't we just do what we want do what we want to be beautiful and trim because our bodies are smart and so if we know the body is not smart and wants to do everything on the table don't put much on the table you know where no we're all acting out of that but we're going to go down to the local smorgasbord places ninety five or go take a little bit of everything all the way your mind and how you hold it there is going to be the pattern of your sanity with food and so we can start to change the pictures we hold in our mind by finding a picture we want more of because sometimes i tell people get a good look in person who's got a body that you think is great like ladies the lady mina man and take that and put it right on the refrigerator door you know not on your life you put one on the front of your treadmill or whatever you stair master you know your last a real big thing that you've been hooked to buying think is going to do for him by the buying i think of all those who are really sent back those people go out of business because fundamentally they really don't work i'll tell you why we don't work things only work if we work on this only works if i work it is simple as that is potentials enormous hear the last ten years we've been waiting for them to get around to doing whatever this potential is either do it or go away and if you have to go away angry and mad and you get angry mad and go away if you just would just go away that would be easy but it would be so much nicer if you would just do it now comes how we defeat that if i can't do it perfectly i won't do it no one starts out at the perfection level judge you based on their not doing it and one day you'll be down the road with people who are doing and doing and doing and doing and you'll be happier you'll be healthier you certainly will be whole year because you'll feel more whole because you'll be doing what you're going for a lot of people still are afraid to commit to going for something because then if they fail they're failure you're gonna fail but you're not a failure but they're going to be all sorts of fail fail fail fail years new years ago i was talking to a man who's very very well to me says i may get fifteen deals brought to me a month knows more and that he says i made do fifty deals a month out of all those that are brought to him he says if to pay off i am so happy you can't believe it and inside of me i said forty eight failures he said those other forty eight were never going to make it anyway but i didn't know it but until i know which ones they are i got to do each one the best way i think i see it coming down and i just sit in that damn i said that's why you have so much money because you're doing and doing and doing and doing and i don't know if you know who's employing most of the people the world but neither is the  is the upper class who has all the money and all the jobs all things are employing everybody else in the world to me i want to keep the rich really rich and have them keep supplying jobs out into this world for me but for you if you're not one of those people you think about it for a little bit you're going to go war yeah how many poor people do you know are hiring a lot of people and they're saying nine out of every ten jobs entrepreneur really started this year went bankrupt one better be a good one that's holding on and making it work so we have to really evaluate the thinking process don't be afraid to challenge my thoughts or anybody else's thoughts or have them laid out for greater detail but you d it from the strength of the quietness of having thought it through live with it be with it you don't have to know how to meditate or do spiritual exercises are anything like that it's just a matter of but this man came out of a deep sleep you know ocean of turmoil and had the strength on the par with him to say that we've got to use the same abilities inside of us not be around me these are the people that i think are the peacemakers these are the ones that are going to be the leaders not necessary the powerhouses the leaders if you're in a relationship and one doesn't want to lead you be the leader believed with a purposefulness for everyone and that's got to have touching and loving and caring and sharing has got to have that in there as a demonstration that you do care about those you're working with and maybe don't care the way they want  because maybe they've got the insane way going and you're breaking the pattern and you're moving out and on this planet people don't think it's perfectly it is because look how you mean people is handling five billion people doing all sorts of different things and we don't kill each other over night has got to be something really good about that if not perfect in closing i'll just leave a thought with you a lady came up to me many years ago and she said you get along well pretty good don't you agree yeah she's well how do you live tell me i said well i tell you why you don't she's why i says w you know it's all perfect just the way it is and you don't like it that way maybe species john rogers closing words for they were space sham which means the blessings already are the blessings the ideas and the concepts which you've heard are just a small part of the abundance of material john roger has shared with us over the years if you would like a free book about john roger and m s i they call this number one eight hundred eight nine nine book that's one eight hundred eight zero zero five one one one three five this is beyond that which is what john rogers thanks for joining