so let me remind you about what it means when we do a close some are just in case you might need a little reminder is about those of us so us i include myself who are interested and in tending towards our godhood who want to walk through those doors we've done some preparation those of us who were part of preparing for it and so i i look at myself and you can include yourself in any way that fits and what we attempt to do is to leave behind that door and those things that would really be distractions in any way were not successful entirely but we do have one aspect that we ask and that is that you are those who are actively studying towards this thing called the soul and that's something we refer to as both a consciousness and a place inside when i say a place that's not necessarily has any kind of an address that we can deliver to the post office or that it needs to change so we give it a change of address or something like that it really is what would be our home so when we come in it's very simple i heard tonight when we were calling light a very key phrase and had to do with letting go anything that we want to leave behind them if you knew you heard them but i certainly heard it sitting back of there from the spirit and even when i see things when i'm preparing to come up and present with you they don't always make it and i realize often that those are for me they're not necessarily for anything that i'm going to be sharing with you but tonight it did make it appear what i saw a little earlier so i'm going to share with you probably not quite as i saw it but we'll see what shows up and  it's an idea i'll give it to you can you do this in really as a way visualizing or there may be other ways that you experience it and it's very simple what i saw was that we're all in an energy field here and i was seeing it like water so that in the energy field is substance or material energy particular nature and what we're working with is this thing we refer to as the light we're asking for our consciousness to be more of the light not the cooperation so as you would do this just see that whatever energy is in the room with  tonight however you see that right now is being listed and this is how i saw it it was kind of like the star is definitely starting from the bottom so you can see it from the bottom and moving very slowly kind of like if you we were using often happens is when i'm cooperated with the inner consciousness my mind  a very good not that it's very good to begin with but it moves into something where looking for a word can be quite an exercise so what i'm doing this because i'm me it's an hourglass and even while i said the word my mind's in a place where i don't even know if sense because it sounds like a strange term to me so that maybe gives you an idea of what consciousness i'm in not necessarily speaking very good english because there's a whole nother level of translation going on here and you probably forgot what that was all referring to by now because sometimes it's difficult to say with what we're doing but it's the idea of how you turn over an hour glass in the sand started slowly going through because of the nature of the energy called gravity that's causing it to flow through an opening and not all the same and can go through it once and that's the nature of the opening so if you had an idea that there's a kind of gravity going up as an idea that lifting in there's an opening for us here tonight for that process and the information i have is somewhere around the time when i complete with you which might be like i say be and which is the blessings already are and that's a magical phrase that can bring about a confirmation and anchoring of what the blessing is in any case so far it's going to be a continuous lifting but very slow very gradual in that process for you i would just suggest that you allow yourself to be lifted whatever that means to you it may be that there something that's said that you realize and what's being said by me or what's being said to you normally is an opportunity for you to move  what is an idea presented to you as an experience it's kind of like an aha where you realize something and in the realizing there is also a deeper experience the kind of experience i'm also referring to here a truth that lives and when it lives it keeps occurring like water that comes on shore it comes on shore as a  wave and and yet it doesn't completely come on shore unless it's a flood or something like that or a tidal wave but it but it has a process where it comes up and then it tends to move back and when it comes up is an opportunity for you to partake to be lifted so just put that idea in there that have various points tonight the wave comes and the lighting action presents itself to you in some form it wouldn't necessarily be a verbal forming could simply be an experience and so and there may be another choice it's there where because of your judgment your fear you would hold back it could be just because of habit and i got this idea for you to to relate to the ever been to a dance maybe you went to a dance where it started out real slow there was the dance floor and people were on the side of the dance floor the music was on nobod dancing you seen that before but the music is there to dance to the dance floors they're dancing on and yet people hold back sometimes maybe the i didn't didn't occur to you you're talking or you're waiting for an invitation like would you like to dance or you're waiting for somebody else to go first which is often the case that somebody has to go first we consider that well if i don't know enough that i don't want to go first or i don't want to be judged or ridiculed or mocked or something like that because i'd rather have somebody else be ridiculed mocked judged and then our let them try to let them be the one to die even if you knew what was going on here was absolutely for you that there was nothing about what was taking place here it was in any way against you why would you hold back in our wisdom we wouldn't hold back in our ignorance and are a bit to a way of doing things we mind so i'm encouraging you not to hold back because i was here for you something to partake in right away now and even if it does happen where you get out on the dance floor when you joy and when you realize that's pretty good just because once on the ends doesn't mean times stop dancing the ever danced and then realize you want to keep dancing in another song comes on so you keep dancing so that's the idea is we're going to raise the energy tonight i'm talking spiritually here because that's who raises the energy that's the authority that's going to do this process and as you can partake go ahead and partake had joy then you really express that joy but if you had sadness or something and you really expressed that that you just allowed yourself to have that experience one of the guidelines in my inside seminar and i say that because i haven't been in one for a while so i'm not quite sure but what i remember is this phrase that was delivered that became very important to me and that was to participate in my experience and experience my participation and then i remember another phrase that was put up on the very first night of what's called insight one and the were actually six nights of my insight one was put up and then the facilitator said you're going to see this again throughout the seminar and we'll will be presenting this piece of information every day will actually presented to you more boldly every day because it becomes more and more important as the seminar goes along but we want to make sure you have it right away and that's i sure wish i had participated one hundred percent from the start and so it was it was put up like a a little sign from the stage by the end of the seminar was a great big batter that was all the way across the wall and it was emphasizing the importance and one other thing the facilitator said at that time the very first night was and i'm going to stand up here on the last day of the seminar mosad told you so so i want to know right now i'm telling you so and i'm going to say it again i told you so because if you're anything like people who go through this seminar at the end they wish they had participated more fully they wish they hadn't participated one hundred percent from the start that's the energy that we're dealing with when we deal with spirit when we deal with things in the world that are commonly referred to as negativity that's not the kind of thing you want to participate one hundred percent with you ever notice that i am so and when you get into a judging that's not the kind of thing you want to participate want to percent that's more like that's i sure wish i hadn't participated in this one hundred percent from the start because it has a way of coming back to us and if we judge them are judged and i mean those are bills arrows of outrageous fortune the good shot somewhere in the air there was some guy way back when he said it was a gal so who cares about the gender somebody said what goes up must come down i remember that one and then  do just to say that there is a responsibility we all have it's about what we do what we express what we put out what we cause as effect and the way i have it results to match equal and opposite somebody may be one of those scientific guys that started talking about the nature of things and some ways are recording and said for every action there's an equal novices reaction you heard that one before so there's a lot of ways of looking at this and and this is that things come around and this is a level of doing a level of responsibility and it's one hundred percent so when you get the good part the my not participate absolutely as much as you can because you're going to get one hundred percent as much as you can in the good field and what's uplifting and what's positive and of course when it's negative when it doesn't work well that's the kind of thing to stop immediately or don't enter i hope you fall down because i'm just laying out something here that seems to me like a law and a law is something that we're all governed by it's let's say it that way and there are so called natural laws that we're all governed by like gravity let me do my version of the g r demonstration you've seen several times it's ok i got away i am really is all right because that you know this is the first time been i've done this demonstration in a seminar and it wasn't rehearsed some of you could tell that but it did remind me i'm going to take something for my throat here i do recall going to this place near san jose california fornia they call the mystery sponsor the middle been there before me back there and it's a place where gravity works a little differently place was on you asked for it because people would write into the show and they'd talk about things they'd heard about or read about or something like that that seemed believable or something like that and they would ask could you check this out and you go see if that's true if it is because you put it on the show so i saw this place than and later i actually went there and they have things about it where you can check it out like they have a bridge where you can walk in the bridge is actually on an angle so you where you're standing it looks like you're going to be leaning but when you get on the bridge gravity is working perpendicular to it so you're you're actually walking sideways there are some faces i see the cars really come on is this so now i have no idea at this place still exists but i bet it does and know if it's still a place you can a mission and go into been if you want to check it out though even gravity it seems that we work fairly consistently doesn't always work mutable so changeable and that also can mean conditioned but in any case we're all dealing with things like gravity and there are other things that we're dealing with that have to do with our responsibility but i'm sure i'll come around there must be another page coming up while i speak  thank you so we're emphasizing the opportunity of working a lot of responsibility the law of karma the law cause and effect and i just got a little image like a barometer here of where we're at and we're at about just below the needs lifting the energy and inviting you to have a little tune in there if you pick that up some way regardless i'll go on the opportunity is to realize how that choosing works when things are working for you it is a time to give yourself over completely to participate fully do not hold back consider this you are creator not halfway creator and a part time creator sometime creator now you're on now you're off creator now you're full time one hundred percent creator and in that you're been entrusted you've been intrusted with creatorship that means the ability to do the ability to choose and the responsibility that goes with you choosing and why you do so how about giving yourself some more trust to go along with that so that when you do things you can trust yourself and i'm letting that seed been a little bit so when you do things you can trust yourself fully and consider trust as a precursor like a key to start big mission you want to go the hesitation the doubt the fear it's going to unlock that the trust will free up all those things that would keep you from fully participating in the blessings that already are package deal it came in with responsibility came in with co creator ship but you have this one hundred percent ability that is a correct mind that sees what to do and you simply choose to do that and whatever you need to know will be provided for you right then whatever you choose is something you're given you see that so if you choose something a result happens result is something you receive just look at that way what you choose gives you something that's going to come to you you will receive that will impact you like a gift so what you're given you can handle now somewhere along the way we realized is we do things that don't work that can translate we do things that we can't handle tree juggle things every day so you could look at it metaphorically but i'm really talking about some kind of object like balls or blocks or i have two young children home so i get some practice in juggling the kids go wow but if you've juggled then you probably have the experience of something dropping because just had to go with the area and we could translate well when you drop the objects you are attempting to juggle you missed you couldn't handle it you weren't capable you blew it you're an idiot where'd that come from so that's an uncalled for action you've never said that suddenly or someone said to you that was uncalled for you didn't need to say that that hurt that bothers me when he said that  when you did that that would be uncalled for too i didn't ask for that we do these kinds of things they don't work we can't handle them just consider this that's good that's as it should be but the things that don't work we shouldn't be able to handle a fall in the things that don't work we can't handle that's that's good that's all thank you for giving me the experience that shows me that didn't work i couldn't handle that and that's a sign to do what i can handle what does work it's also a sign to get our way of thinking more correct dropping objects that you're juggling can be part of juggling doesn't mean you're an idiot does mean you're retarded doesn't mean you're unworthy now that you guys would ever think things like that about yourself or anyone those are things that we enter into that are like misfires they do they don't go according to the law the break the law they violate the law and when you get when you violate the law there's a thing that you're asking to have happen called being arrested or at least being cited as to give out citations and in and were bench and so i was responsible as an officer of the law and then i had a jersey stiction just happen to be a california state park when i when i wore that badge i had taken a no responsibility to uphold the law to be an officer that i would have fishy ate the law in the park  states as an officer of law i have a responsibility towards those they were the supreme laws and then there were the laws of the state then it came down and there were certain laws of the local community jurisdiction and you know then that started being shared but in a sense i was still responsible for the law and up holden if i wasn't more in do that than i had no business wearing the badge to take that bad so i gave out citations when people violated the law and probably nobody in yours ever had a citation you know somebody comes along with a badge and so i was a guy in the badge ins kind of like old by the way did you realize would typically start the conversation and often the people who were in violation of court in my experience so you know there's a process where you can question no i didn't and then there's this thing called the court and the court has somebody there that judges whether there was indeed a violation according to your word and your word is there evidence you know that b asically i was there signing in most often people would say no i didn't know and sometimes i need to inform them that  ignorance was skewes and just because you didn't know you weren't violating the law doesn't mean you weren't violating on and that i have a responsibility to cite you because i took an oath i observed somebody violating the law that i would cite them and i remember having discussions in our law enforcement classes and even with my know give them a warning probably the common phrase and often you know what i remember was no that's that's not you are not to be the judge you are simply to knowledge what happened and you have a responsibility to acknowledge that's not your job is to cite what happened he put the date down you put the time down the who it is terms i had the legal terms down i don't have him down and more and then i would ask them to sign here and so once i get a person who would say well i don't agree with you i don't agree that that's what i did and so i would say well this this isn't signing is an admission this is just signing that you understand that you have a notice to appear for this is really that you're signing on that you will agreed to appear because that's what's required of you and then i would have somebody say well what if i don't want to sign so these are more and more rare because usually they're the people that would sign and i could go on about the various ways people would sign because there was lots of choices there  and then there was a question asking all kinds of things about it and then if a person actually got to the point where they were clearly repeating to me and i understood that they did not want to sign and i would inform them that elect not to sign then i am compelled i must take you to jail i must arrest you because that's how my job works that if you refuse to sign if if i consider you cited my responsibility is to get you to agree to sign that you will appear or you will go to jail and then you'll have some other things that will be cited as well like resisting arrest then whatever you did to resist that's the breaks the law the movie citing that so it's it's your choice i'm not telling you what to do i'm just have a responsibility now somewhere along the line and in my innate wisdom because no one taught me this but it was something inside and i include my parents my teachers my upbringing and no one really taught me this i observed it so i would say i taught myself and somewhere inside i i knew enough that i would typically in the course of doing my job decide somebody referred to them as my friend and i would say something like look my friend listen my friend let me tell you something because there was an important communication i realized needed to happen it's not personal in choices of choices maybe i might like to go have someone have a beer with you rather than make you sign this notice to appear or whatever you know on a personal level i would rather be doing all kinds of things to i'd rather that you didn't do what you did such that i was there at that place that time and i observed it and my job as an officer of the law as an officer of the peace is how i was referred to that was called peace officer standard training when i went through to the school i was required to go as part of wearing a badge that was called peace officer standard training post and still remember that part and something about calling them my friend had a way of dissipating the negativity in the situation because i knew at the very least i was slapping somebody on the wrist i mean symbolically but you know if you get a warning that's a slap on the wrist right as a common phrase in a lot of people consider that a preferred method but the simple idea was that there was something going on here and i agreed to do it i didn't really like aspects of it i think there are people to enjoy the struggle of at the confrontation and i can understand that having been through a few ice playing football to them might give you an idea of my sensibilities for those who might not know what we're talking about american football there's another kind of a law in most other countries i think when you say football or we're talking about what in america we call soccer but in american football two sides line up and then they attack each other physically with as much force as they can deliver and then somebody has a thing called the ball and they go the other and the field that score much as i like that i really preferred that it could be something so that at the end of it  there was an understanding and nothing i found i could achieve and that was an internal intention for me that if i could get to the point where now i was done with what i had to do and they were done and they were driving off and then i was going to be driving off that if we could have an understanding like well even though this was a confrontation of the law  violation there's something good about it that i appreciated the way you didn't and i did on occasion it was rare but on occasion i would get people who tell me they appreciate the way i did my job and that i delivered it in a way that softened whatever it was or made helped them to understand that it wasn't personal know if you go to court and the judge rules in your favor that's all right with me i just have a responsibility in that if i wear this badge and i would often point to the bench and i said you know there is a person behind the bench the one who's doing this is the one wearing the badge and sometimes i would go in and explain that as well when they would be angry and be telling me that they you know there's a person behind this badge inside this uniform just explain a little bit about that part of it too but the reality was i had a job to do so whether or not they understood didn't really matter i still had a job in the day i didn't want to do it was the day i had the responsibility not to put the uniform on not to put the badge on and there that one day that came in but it wasn't because of the difficulty or challenge of upholding law when i'd like to tell you about the way the law works the natural unlike gravity is it really isn't personal so if you get upset and you feel like you're being picked on or abused or whatever the lifes and their that really isn't and  i hope you can get that from one who knows that if you go you don't know that you're not an authority on what the laws say all right fine but just consider that when things happen when the karma takes place and life does what it does to you and let's just say that when it does it doesn't feel good you don't like it and then you have things that go with that  i resent it i'm upset i'm angry and going to do what i do i did what i did now have a big mess because i added my own part to the mess now i think you can fill in the blanks  for that regardless of what that is it's not personal and you might want to do something to depersonalize it which also means to detach yourself from what has happened or what's being done so good question might be how do we neutralize the reaction of the negative action the negative choice doesn't work that we would sure wish we hadn't done one hundred percent that means zero i sure wish i hadn't done that sure wish i hadn't participated but what do we do when we have what do we do when life  doesn't really deliver what we expected or wanted i'd like to suggest something to do and that is that inside of you is this consciousness  i don't care if you know what are you don't know just consider that it is and might say you had john already know can we get on with it just bear with me a little bit because maybe somebody else is watching or listening that doesn't really know me stand what i'm referring to and even if you consider that you do perhaps it might be good right now to be open that you don't know and let me talk and let the one who knows what this is speak to you in the level of your unknowing how to you how many of you would acknowledge you have a level of unknowing in my hands i have one is it to know what's false which is it isn't that's knowing when something isn't is knowing with faults there's a lot of ways to put it what we're focusing on when we're acting correct me is what's true when we're in accordance with the law the law that is of god god's laws there's  truth there is truth acting and when we're in accordance with it there's a way things work and we're not in accordance with that doesn't work the truth we're lying  going on the line with fault can be what's not on the line and sometimes it works to a point that there's a point of truth whatever else you would choose and that's a well let me just do it as a diagram that's the point everything else isn't the point at this point is the truth and everything else isn't the truth and you all these things because it's a single point of truth somebody said and the truth set you free you're aligned with your true self your aligned with liberation and freedom did you know the word that we used to describe the booklets it's in the initiation tapes which represents your intention where you want to go once you are awaken to the higher consciousness you want to lift you know the world is not your true home no that doesn't mean the world's hell relative to you are and where you come from this is not your place the place you come from is in spirit once we're on to that then we have an ambition and tension toward spirit toward god toward the divine that's a sign it's a first sign someone is raising themselves in their consciousness they're moving into higher consciousness there's dedication and devotion that goes with that are you willing to hold that direction that goes with it and there's a consecration consecration is a sacred commitment it's an  and something you take on toward god and that's what leads to liberation someone says and takes great discipline to know freedom what is that it's following a word that comes from discipleship so when we're following the truth we're setting ourselves free and if that truth is a line and if that truth has a point that we are willing to bring i was in another place and at least took a tornado to get there think about that you know that means we've got to go through this  look at this isn't your place what's the point if you're being moved and shifted and up turned and detached see like literally where you live we just had some recent events that brought this home whole thing can be lifted right up and where where you lived is no longer what was seemingly solid and secure no longer and rather than bemoan what that is why not trust it want to trust yourself in relation to god that everything that ever takes place in your life do this  all of existence and all of creation whatever takes place is never against anyone take that on see if you can be that in this is one for everyone we've been talking about you've come to a point in seminar have a choice and have an opportunity and say this is  take this one let's all take this so that we can be in the consciousness that except what god is doing truth conscious awareness of the truth of god god does a good all the time every time and when we consciously are in accordance with that knowing we have trusting him we have trust in what is being done what has been done what will be done is good there's no point in fighting with it there's no point in judging it do i have to go and i don't know where heads what is the point point is to love it all you've heard it before not the first to say and not going to be the last love but all those of us who are taking on a spiritual life have consecration before we walked in here before we took the first breath to love  all just think of that as your assignment your mission what am i doing here so let me be bold enough to say well i'm going to tell you i'm telling you i'm repeating ourselves here by saying love it all love it all love it all what does that look like it looks like dancing when the music strikes up it looks like embracing wherever there's pain whenever there's pain certainly yours that's always a sign to you you can't ignore it it's yours so ignoring the pain doesn't work so we do something to treat the pain care for the pain to love it first of all let's look at it where do you hurt what hurts so if you hurt look at it it's not complicated look at it if you don't know what the hurts about let somebody else look at it if you  read something that you couldn't see that was hurting you know something else can you see what that is and it's and maybe it was a sliver maybe as a bee sting i don't know but just because you can't see what the source of the pain is doesn't mean there isn't a source of pain that you have a responsibility to look at to be aware of and to consider well what is it i can do to lift that pain to release it it is not coming this world if that is not something you were courting your journal at the end of the day like wow what a joyful day let's have another one and take a moment in that moment to place joy with yourself at that where you're going when your end of the day is a place of joy it's a place of rejuvenation and rejoicing as you go on the spirit of those who we would call the angels those who would call the emissaries of god are there to greet you to rejoice in your presence to welcome you to embrace you already are the blessings the ideas and the concepts which you've heard are just a small part of the abundance of material john morton has shared with us over the years if you would like a free book journey of a soul called this number one eight hundred eight nine nine two six six five you can send an e mail to service desk at m s i dot au argy or write to that which is post office box five one three one three five los angeles california zip code nine zero zero five one dash one three five this has been that which is with john morton thanks for joining us