on earth through her angel messenger service and through hypnotherapy karen has made major transitions in her life and survived so much including cancer welcome kar having me yeah i'm so happy to hear your story and share with others oh i'm glad i can be an inspiration to others lee yeah you are such an inspiration and kill so before we talk about what you're doing now i'd like to give our viewers a little background information ok kind of on your journey and where you've come from well i would say it was about eleven years ago when i was the selves were up for about ten different major toy companies and i was very successful doing that my kids were young my son was for one and a half of my daughter was four and i was also teaching love to teach aerobics and i went for a and within two weeks they told me i needed surgery and then after that because of where the cancer was and how it had moved a little bit i need to go through radiation therapy so it was kind of a rollercoaster ride when it happened a lot of fear set in and i was searching for anything to first i wanted the cancer out of me and then i wanted to get myself better in any way i could so that must have just kind of r world it did but it also was the worst thing in the best thing that ever happened to me because it sent me on a soul search i really was determined since my kids were so young that i wasn't going to do it again it was the first in the last time i was ever going to go through that experience so it really sent me on a journey of opening up to alternatives and other ways to heal myself because i thought if i was physically fit how did i get sick  one thing that did happen to me was i started meditating during the going through the cancer and going through the radiation because i was searching for pizza any way i could find it and during my meditations that's when i had my first angelic experience i had a presence come sit next to me and hold my hand and she just comforted me and i felt peace i thought i was making it up at first i did not mean how how how did you know or how did you know how to well first i thought it was my son imagination and then when she kept appearing to me whenever i would close my eyes and try and go to that peaceful garden that i learned in meditation she'd show up again and then i would start hearing her talking to me and i didn't tell a soul i was that i was i knew they thought i was crazy but it didn't matter because i felt comforted i felt peaceful i ended up spending some time in isolation and i knew she was with me so then after that i really opened up to learning more and i went to my first psychic which i was scared to death because it was right after we covering from the cancer and i was afraid she was going to tell me something bad and what she did was she confirmed and told me exactly what my gardening to look like and said she saw our and happen after the other but i was open i think the cancer opened me up to having a lot of questions about life and why am i here what's the bigger picture isn't that fascinating something so devastating and frightening can change your life in such a positive way and i think many people who go through an illness that extreme have experiences like that where it really changes their life and puts him on a different path in a much better way and luckily i was thirty four at the time so you know that was a blessing because i had so much more to experience and i really start to ask the questions what's going to make me happy what do i really want to do even though i was very successful in my sales career you were you still in your seo i was at that time but i was really successful but something i loved teaching aerobics i loved helping them find that connection within themselves so that's when my first dream happened i started to have a vision of creating this some room off of our home where people could come in and because a lot of people didn't like the gym atmosphere the cape a lot in want anybody to see me so i thought where i was discovering the path of wholeness and wellness that it wasn't just about your body it was about your mind in your spirit meditation i got into yoga got certified in yoga decided i had this vision of building this room where they would come and i'd work one on one and help them with that journey of wellness affirmations things i used to get better and at first  former husband the time thought i was crazy because i kept saying build it and they will come right in the says well where's the money and i said i don't know but don't worry about that right it's going to happen well it's going to wreck the house i said i don't know how it's going to work but i was telling the story this morning in a workshop that you know i had the vision i started sketching it out i can feel it i could see it i had the feeling of them lining up the door and i said well you've got to show me how it's going to happen i started talking to my angels and saying ok you get it show me the the path you go show me the people you got to show me the money  money and so one of the first experiences i had was my former husband was afraid that it was going to wreck the structure of the house and that we couldn't make it work and we went up to a wedding in quebec because my mother's side of the family is from quebec city and we were sitting in the church and i tapped this woman on the shoulder in front of me and said i'd like your glasses i thought she probably doesn't even speak english but she turned around she had a fresh heavy french accent and she's like well thank you and i said how is your english so good and she says well i'm an architect from boston and i said oh really i said i might be needing an architect do you do home she goes no but that would be my dream to do homes because i do corporate work and i said well you're to have to come to our house because i need an architect so she came and she ended up designing the room and then the builder came to my taekwondo class my father was believing in my dream so he started to give us some of the money towards the room and everything unfolded play because i've really believe in what you're teaching people is that you've got to hold the dream hold the vision and believe and the universe will set the past and connect you with the people materialistic needs what time anything you need it'll start and if you just trust the allow it to happen yeah yep so that was that was my first vision and i've had many other visions and now have experiences many many blast scenes from that believing in the dream because i believe that the impossible can be possible i'm sure that you had some challenges along the way oh yeah yeah so what were some of the challenges and how did you move beyond them my biggest challenge was the fear that faced me about my negative thinking what are people going to think you know where my going to get the money where my going to get the time to do this there were quite a few of my first biggest fears what will people think if i change leave a successful seventy five thousand dollar job yeah you know that everybody approves of and thinks this is the right thing to do and tell me i'm building a room off my house and build it they will come right but i started to have to put those voices aside and have that how do you do that because that's really all it was trusting in the feeling in the know and you know what i guess cancer gave me a ticket in some way it gave me permission to do things and not necessarily care because i felt i lived a big part of my life doing what everybody thought i was supposed to do or should do and making everybody happy and i think for me cancer was a ticket to give me permission to live my life the way that made me happy  so there were even to the day i'm working on publishing a book right now and it's obstacles crossed my path but i guess i have that determination that if i believe in it and i feel it then i'm going to go for it and at i don't own it's just something that's in me so how long did it take from the time that you had this vision that you got to build a room off your house to help people all i would say less than a year wow lessoning year that's incredible but that's how things start to fall into place right and then when you don't try to figure it out yourself right right but the biggest part was i had to believe i had to stay committed i had to hold the vision and then watch as the everything started to show up to line up to it right now you mentioned that your ex husband had a lot of doubts  right so that was a challenge but i did i have to say nothing was going to stop me and like i was so determined that it probably could have taken ten years and i still would have done it so i think you have to stay focused on the dream and you have to believe in the dream where where did that sherman nation come from i don't know it's an inner thing and i believe because i went through the cancer that i lost my sister suddenly seven years ago so that came and where she only lived forty one i thought life is too short and i feel like those in even nine eleven that was another push for my soul to say all right you gotta keep going in and fall that soul and our genes and plus i think as you see it unfold and work it brings you to the next train and then ext different dreams along the way and i still do it's fun for me now yeah yeah so tell us more about what you're doing well right now i love speaking and inspiring that's my passion so today we're here i taught a workshop this morning but i love planting the seeds with other people one with the angels to help them remember that they're never ever allow own and they have that spiritual life and family around them and just like they guided me they can guide them so i really like teaching other people how to connect with their their angels i have an angel certification class which i it's a ten week journey i love passionately that you actually help other people yet get in touch with their i'd rather do that and then have how empower them that they can do it too i'll do readings for other people and bring messages through but there's nothing a greater fulfillment for me than to empower others to get the messages for themselves and now i'm working on publishing the book that came to me it's called what would love do it's a forty day journey to remember love and that's where the angel spoke to me for forty days about remembering live and letting go  create miracles of love in your life and live the life of your dreams because the only thing that stops us is fear exact like you say what what kept you from your dream and it's manifestations of fear that's all it is and you've got a light set in the workshop this morning you gotta face the fear and do it anyways i think fear is so gripping for many people why it's so hard to get beyond well if you look at the word fear f e a are it's false evidence appearing real so we create a thought in our mind and we we snowball it where like it's not even true in this present moment but we go into the what ifs yeah but you know those it so we take us fear that might be this big and we make it this big and then it feels like a wall to block us and sometimes you know i have to say you have to do the work to get through the fear so if you're not willing to do the work to create your dreams then procrastination is fear it will stop you and what did vice you have for people to move behind beyond their fears beyond many people get stuck there and they just shut down yeah well one you know one of the things that i've been teaching from the forty day journey is the angels asked us every day to practice what would love do because we're so programmed we answer the question what would fear do and when you answer that question what would fear do well usually says stay stuck stop procrastinating don't put yourself out there right what if what are people going to think right and that but if you ask the question what would love do it's a go for it get going and that's the boys of the angels the voice of thing angels is in love the voice of god is love but we're the ones that stop that's you know it's ego it's past experiences a lot of people stop themselves because they be there live through an experience with their parents or they've had a failure in the past and so you know what you've got to face every day is a new beginning and say you know what i'm going to do what i can do now yeah and again i had to take each step to get through that take the next step get through that and i'm still journeying down that but there's something inside me that says it's important to keep going even though fear could stop me i'm like i don't want to you know this is too much but you know i get verification from other people that have taken the journey or read what we love doing that they keep saying look at the miracles that happened for me keep going so it's so that keeps you going yeah it's that inner voice that either i can listen to the voice of fear i can listen to the vague voice of love and i'd tell you the voice of love feels much better than the voice of fear and i just learned too many times that following that inner voice of what i really want to do in the dream has brought me more joy and happiness and peace than fall in the voice of fear that kept me stuck  can people begin to connect with their guardian angel old boy that's a good quieting your mind going out in nature you really need i tell people turn off the radio in the car and pretend you're talking tearing tills and just see how it feels and ask you know get my attention watch the sign synchronicities quinson says after praying and asking for what you need i teach the most important thing is you've got to ask for what you need because we have free will and free choice that is our greatest gift from god so the angels are there say more here for you will help you the to got to remember to ask and you got to listen right and then you pay attention pay attention to that inner voice that might give you guidance pay attention to your dreams pay attention to people that cross your path that might have amassed the resources that you think i can't possibly pursue my dream because i don't have these resources and when you put it out there yeah and then trust then you've got to trust what you get and take action right that's the big piece as i said this morning in the workshop you must take action once you fall that you hear that inner voice to get that sign your job is to say all right i'm going to take action and do something about it exactly wow that's so inspirational so it's really fun it creates magic and miracles and you know i that's why i bless the cancer i almost think it on some level because i am much more aware of the beauty the miracles and the dreams right because if everybody asked themselves wow if i only had you know three years left what would i do with those three years and it's amazing when i asked them workshops they the service people come up with they one question moving towards their dream right and it would be very different than the life they're living yeah yeah yeah yeah see you there to train so what you're next to jerry my next dream is really getting the masses of the forty day journey out into the world and speaking with that you know i love inspiring i love teaching to my speaking and i love to travel so that something you know my kids are almost on that for just getting in the college years so i really i have a wonderful partner who worked very hard in our in my life i manifested him he has another dream and i really would like to start it needs to go i can't drive around to places and i you know my speaking has expanded but i feel like it's got an energy of its own i write so if i find a publisher and know when i signed a publisher an agent they'll be able to get it where it needs to go because i've seen the vision they've showed me the vision and how it's going to touch people so i need to possess a person to that is the messenger boy so you can reach me i have a website it's called create heaven dot com w dot create heaven dot com and my email addresses have been on earth for for for at aol dot com so those are probably the two best ways to reach right ok yeah great thank cute this was a fun story with i love doing it it's very inspirational and i know a lot of people are going to get inspiration and take one step after this to follow your dream it's so rewarding yes definitely