for you and romantic take well that's what they want me to do i've got to get here for the train that leaves at three am gives me the san francisco just in time to catch the next boat for yokohama i can't believe you get julie mason the biggie me of opportunity i've always wanted so like the i was wondering listening to the reply cos i want you to go that's what's worrying you fee's don't think i was lying about that i knew in sickness and in health something about me i don't know whether it's the way it looks the way it smells or what it always makes me feel i want to be  how much is a oh about a thousand dollars dollar that's right how do you do it i mean you get the money to send to me and buy a list oh well i got an event  you've got a lot to learn about  that i'm teaching him to be a first basem i've had my hands folk eating that body out of here the last couple of days thought you knew about that appleton sure i know about that but i'm talking about adopting one sure you can get some pretty good ones that way you know i was adopted kid much so i know that's not much of a recommendation with internet survey and so i don't know a lot of regular kids wound up in you know i've thought a lot about that you might have some fool notions  if he only knew how many at the moment we haven't any children available adult is a long waiting list there are three applications for every child if you get one within a year you'll be lucky why you didn't really say we might have to worry the year after  real parents wait almost a year or certainly a little bit you see if we we've waited too long already i know my damage or both they're young then too we have to have time to make our investigation investigation find that mr greene doesn't have a steady income later on perhaps if he finds himself better situated we'll reconsider their application you see it's not our aim to place our children in homes of wealth but it's absolutely necessary for us to have the assurance that the adoptive parents are financially responsible i see in your letter that you live in the country good afternoon that means then that you have a house and y but you have a separate room for the child having to that's very important oh sure oh yes yes we have a lovely room it's practically fixed up now oa let's fied now about income want to find your house as it really is every day and nothing is fixed up for company i see there it doesn't matter if he hasn't got curly hair doesn't really matter her choosing if you're just me why do you have to be a big shot when you know we don't make a hundred dollars a week what a baby don't you we can't prove it we don't keep books you've come to see their partner that's right this is it is not very neat at the moment we're cleaning i see that brings us back to  that that's the reason that we came to see you sooner than we expected it's a little girl we don't want to go five weeks and three days old when we did speak of an older child you know you might have to wait a long time after all aren't you making too great a point of the child's age mr adams eventually this child will be two years old but we don't know anything about those little babies no one does until they have them and this is such an unusual little baby actually there's another couple who has first choice strictly off the record but somehow i myself well i can't describe it exactly but she's well she's like no other child right now with at at that line you call me up and i'll make an appointment at the nursery i was going on with that if you change your mind you will call yes yes care of everything she'll give you the formula and so forth and then you can go downtown and  oh no no i'm going to but you and i have to prove to the judge that your income is enough to take care of tina and you know we'd give train everything she needed most all of and no matter who else had the stuff around here i realize that feel that this is a special case i kept hoping until the last minute that mr adams might be able to resume the operation of his paper get a job but unfortunately he hasn't been able to do either so i thought  just a matter of routine honor you can't just be a matter of routine for people to have their baby taken away from this child these are ours judge those are the requirements of the law yes but you see we've had this since about the inspections we've had to have her way to charge their bikes nations have difficulty heard her toys and treasure the brush they come around regularly and check up on all those things that they were taking care of are probably how many real parents could keep one of their own i'd gone through that like this but children never meant a great deal to me so i like them all right this moment but what i'm trying to say is you're on it the first time i saw her she looks a little and helpless i didn't know babies were so so little and then when she took all of my finger and held on when she she just sort of walked into my hard judge and she was there the state i did not  like that i'd always been kind of careless never sponsible i wanted to be a big shot i couldn't work for anybody i had to be mown boss that's another thing now here i am standing in front of a judge pleading for just a little longer so that you approve the young support of little child it doesn't work quite twenty pounds home and i didn't have to cook  what you do in school today  or roger i'm not coming home i don't ever want to see anything or anyone that reminds me didn't know it all to get to know each other so well and to get the rest of the things  i just say it i mean it's all true i haven't done any one of the big things are playing to do for you right where we started still struggling to let you down all around  couldn't face it together i needed you an awful lot these last few days but you've been miles away i've been entirely alone right here in this room with you just hasn't worked out wonderful until this happened to us i don't know i just have to just have been able to think straight the last few days she was never sick before then boom all of a sudden it was all over there was only some way that people could know a few days ahead what was going to happen