you're not sure i don't remember well then why make it i need seven quarters i don't have any money give me five quarters give me three quarters give me a quarter how old are you why do you want to know i'm coming from a funeral who died it's thomas why doesn't he just give her the work a lot of people and their reaction what does it bother you that most of your audience is sitting there thinking give her this stupid quarter is already a little you know i'm sorry thinking of my father when i wrote that someone died would you say that you made this film as a way of coping with your father's death it's about two people one harness is coming from a funeral and the girl what are you saying she's clearly upset thought about stop it don't tell me what to do just some filmmaker i don't know i don't know what she's so upset about it could be a lot of things maybe her father died too maybe he you have to excuse me because i'm not a filmmaker and maybe i'm simply ignorant of these things but isn't it your job to know yeah i guess it is you're absolutely right here absolutely to get some water like it's only a film and we started talking and he asked me for my number and i got that but you know when you get when you're first going with someone and it made me realize how unhappy i  think you need help but i said i agree i think you need serious serious serious professional help what do you want  seriously i want those cheers i know we can do better let me give you some words of advice actually just that you give up on the film and fiction entirely forget about emilie and natalie and lucy and thomas give up on all of them billy can't really stop living off your mother leave your own life but i think my own life i hate it because i don't want to live it i can't stand it any you and i look forward to being my myself again do you want to do this i don't think so anyway without further ado let me introduce the one and only mr blake mitchell ok thanks a lot for that has everybody doing tonight good feeling good i'm a little depressed myself actually you see not too long ago my  girlfriend died thanks thank you yeah it wasn't totally unexpected though i mean she'd been ill for quite a while i was visiting her in the hospital daily  but i thought she was getting better until the last time i went in to visit the doctor came up to me in the hall and had this really serious expression on his face and he said your girlfriend and i are getting married i don't know what to do and you know the bear in mind i was upset and this was probably not the best idea but i took a contract out on their lives i didn't have enough money to kill both of them though so i had to pick one that was awful i just i couldn't decide couldn't decide it was like sophie's choice only in reverse so i ventured we settled on him my reasoning that she'd be heartbroken and come back to me what i didn't realize was the contract never specified a time limit so if if the target died of natural causes the hitman's obligation will been fulfilled so i did come up with a new plan i decided i become best friends with a doctor and i would convince him that my girlfriend was cheating on murder doesn't solve everything though not like you think you know i can still remember the first time i saw the new gather holding hands kissing i mean just glowing and i had to get out of here  i couldn't take it so i got my car in no condition to drive really i mean i almost hit a couple of pedestrians holding hands i felt terrible i followed them but then they went down an alley and got away i got out of the car and chased him on foot but after eight or nine blocks i couldn't keep  again let's have a hand for like did thomas yes i think i just took a whole bunch of sleeping pills before i came here what kind were they what like the actual pharmaceutical name yeah i don't know how they were sleeping and how many did you take fifty there's no way you took fifty sleeping pills took fifty sleeping pills you'd be dead by now you cut it out isn't funny it fuck you fuck you too who is this says thomas thomas the guy from your laundromat movie lucy in thomas  me what's up you killed lucy you fuck i did but i want to know why no bullshit i mean why was it necessary to the story line what story line would you do run out of ideas or something i just been having a rough time lately my girlfriend dumped me my dad died a couple years ago but i'm too mad and he said just need a way to work it all out i understand it doesn't justify taking a well how do you feel things are going today today things are going right i feel like everyone's having trouble bringing it to life yeah yeah i think there's a real problem with that i think it has to do directly with your script in fact if you going to stick to it so much it's fucking bullshit man that's those words cannot come to fuckin life and i don't know why the fuck you sit there like a fuckin monkey on my back telling me to stick to the script all the time and so yesterday you were my ass all day about that shit to stay away from me ok what is it with this guy would you get out of here stop yelling i'm not yelling i'm not  do this right now ok i'm sorry i interrupted you really can't talk about this right now do you understand to talk about from here everything seems perfectly clear would you get the fuck out of here i'm i'm going to talk about it use and i have a couple of weeks now this is good i'll get a real job i get a car i'll stop living off my mother i could making movies and then you won't  something i'm whatever man you know what you want to know oh you mean the w know i don't think it will help i don't know anything about what you are yeah i'm sorry about that i hate doing research it's not so fucking hard just google wine and you'll find everything i know i know why i should have some answers why why else would you be maybe you just want to sit with the pretty girl i'm just going to sit here drink this glass of wine enjoy your company and stop worrying about everything so much i have to go back to work no don't leave me yet you want to let i had my head in your lap and you were running your fingers through my here no way emily what's the matter was just what you said  know he's he's getting desperate or he's getting drunk killed himself or he might not have yeah i faked so we're here you know i don't understand is he dead or isn't he i'm coming from his funeral you'll have to draw your own conclusion i need to talk to him it's important you try calling him do you think you'll answer i imagine their cell phones in  decided to move to l a instead it was a tough decision believe me what are you doing in l a i got this idea for i feel like that thing on my clothes from the film oh yeah right now it's your turn i can't think of anything you go again do you need anything you want to talk about it not really ok never did tell me why you were crying you never asked again yeah i should have asked should have been a lot of things at the time i got that concussion and you just  i thought you should hear from me first i mean ga i don't want to hurt you any more than i already have we're getting married this summer i love you know i'll always remember you i keep working and working hoping i'll find the right person and i always end up alone what's he doing here i'm not sleeping with him again i want to know what to do i want to know why you keep asking is that you see but what do you want from us we can't even help quick don't hold please i don't i'm sorry whatever whatever i did just please don't leave me you have no idea how alone i am i can't do this alone anymore and i can't i just just if you leave me i don't know what i'll do i'll go completely fucking insane i'll forget what's real entirely and and and and and if nothing can come back to zero i'll be lost i'll forget who i am completely just please don't leave me oh god please please don't leave me