what about the other girl good luck mary stop by and see if the next time you're in thank you but i'm never coming back i don't know about the girls how do you mean they were four yesterday she was the only one of three girls to survive an accident that she'd feel a little something like homeless or cracked you never know what she saying he's always kept pretty much to ourselves maybe in our place i do the same thing just pick up life again and she's so quiet right she fools you but she's a tough  dancehall out of it and they put those buildings up there made some sort of a carnival there for a while that years ago it'll just stands out there  like that for the time being but my dear you cannot live in isolation from the human race you mind if i try i want you to this used to be quite a place it's been deserted for a long time now when you take me good news no it isn't safe out there anymore that's why they put up this barrier be very easy to separate  but attraction could there be for you out there i'm not sure i'm a reasonable person i don't know maybe i wanna satisfy myself that the place is nothing more than it appears to be would you take me out  or let's make them more interesting  to spoil the flavor for tomorrow and thank you for the coffee it was and sanitary but delicious i should have put some of the germ killer inside well i hate to leave i didn't mean any harm i just stopped to get a drink it was more than just not being able to hear anything or make contact with anyone it was as though as though for a time i didn't exist this still had no place in the world no part of the life around me and then you saw this this man yes you'll excuse my back but i want to get some of that written down i musta been talking for an hour anything else anything you haven't told me that's over that's the whole story he's been following me that's all there is to it it isn't that simple though is it what do you mean you could hardly been apart the scepter no one of us men would have seen him and that night in the hallway you said yourself the landlady came up a minute later and she didn't see him  you're driving at it's been less than a week since you were in a car that crashed into the river how you got out of that no one seems to know but that experience must have been a serious emotional shock you think i imagined all of it don't you you think i even say i didn't say that i don't mean that i'm a competent person anything i'm a realist i'm not given to imagining anything hogwash all of us imagine things i've never heard two men talking behind your back and imagine they were talking about you if you never imagined you saw someone you knew and walked up to them and found they were a perfect stranger i don't see what this has to do is it the point is this our imaginations play tricks on us they often misinterpret what we see and hear you agree i suppose so in fact can happen in ordinary times go a step further look what can happen in a high fever or following a serious emotional shock doesn't seem possible that i could have imagined brack to find myself saying that but it's true i have no desire for the close company of other people have always felt this way ok i don't know don't you want to join in the things that other people do share the experiences of other people i don't think capable of being very close to people i don't feel that perhaps i'm trying to reach out for those other things do you feel guilty wanting them i don't understand you i'm not a psychiatrist and perhaps i'm being clumsy and all this but i am suggesting that perhaps this figure represents a guilt feeling and adds ridiculous maybe frankly i don't know well i know one thing my imagination is playing tricks on me i'm going to put a stop to it you're a very strong willed person aren't you i survive that's what you mean that or pavilion by the lake somehow you associate it with all this don't you i could go out there to put an end to that too i could go on i don't be hasty if it is all my imagination i good the music of this church these things have meaning and significance to us i assume they did to you but without this awareness i'm afraid you cannot be  conscience i must ask you to resign matter to like the music even classify you don't like it you don't like to dance and you don't like to drink and you don't like for a man to hold you close that's it i didn't say that you to go play that song again you like it so much hey johnny was a dom but you know chicken come on now you've been holding out on me that's not the kind of pig you usually drag around you could liken your job she's got your class you want to bat are i got something on the stove that man listen i'll help you put it all over i don't want you to think i even know creeps like you good luck that you didn't seem to enjoy my company much that's not true i really appreciate your taking back now everything i say is ok you're a mo no i don't want to be with you just with anybody with you don't think your boss here ever since she left my office yesterday what's she been up to me the devil knows what i heard her movin things all around that room all night never heard such goings on and she will let me enter a room this morning she's a strange one she absolutely refuses my help against it i blame or there's something about her that completely baffles me heard to call upon me she feels she needs help and i hope she will i can't let her stay in this house you won't have to worry about that she is determined to leave the city and she wants to get away as soon as possible i hope she does leave i hope she can trying to prevent me from living he's trying to take me back somewhere i can't fight him i don't know what really anymore i came to you d got to tell me what to do