e attorneys wish to talk about everything except the dane question my pending lawsuit and the statute of this case after submitting complaints and appeals over a dozen times with only dismiss i'd also like to state every statement and comment i will be speaking of today are true and i backed up with proof and evidence including photos and letters with doctors and all for being willing to submit to a polygraph test over two hundred and sixty four thousand dollars not including overtime or car one car pain and suffering defamation a capital character emotional distress contest i had not heard from my attorney my former attorney and to the three he didn't even acknowledge me my presence in the courtroom that the presiding judge called us into his chambers and spoke to me after a few minutes my former attorney was dismissed from my case in the court will by the judge gruber decided to relocate to florida that didn't show after speaking with over twenty five attorneys no one would take my case my main my main concern once again the statute at that point i had no other choice but to represent myself pro se the st brief for a complaint that was sent in the by the defendant's attorney had a one thousand plus pages most of it was redacted i did submit that darkness with appeals court to see states and one of the rules reckless disregard is a deliberate decision to ignore a likely harm the pendants attorney submitted a document showing new york misspoke reciprocal insurance company for the town of windsor has a one million dollars insurance policy to cover their employees for accidents accident claims i spoke with the town of windsor adjuster here on press what chris w and try to negotiate down to ninety thousand dollars however he never got back to me and also that lets message the defendant's attorney to inform him i'd like to talk about settlement he never returned my call either ana winds or iginally stated they haven't spoken for their employees however they intentionally paper both of my surgeries or refused to take any out of pocket medical bills or physical therapy i pay twenty five dollars a month so my medical bills won't go to collections and on my credit defendants also committed perjury multiple times during the video deposition stating yes that happened at seven am it was actually six ten in the morning he said that i lived in my home limit they said was fifty five miles an hour town speed limit is thirty miles an hour i was parked in the road is what they stated i was parked on my property next to williams road total i register after over forty years in the medical field i resigned from my job due to my injuries honor it hurts the stand it hurts to walk it hurts to sit it hurts to lay down just a few months ago after appearing my mom was outside with my husband  left on december these individuals my understanding and i heard a couple years ago that one of them has retired i'm not sure if it is but they are still speeding up and down  you know i still come from concerned about myself to school i wouldn't do this to a dog long to a human being is denial of your motion for appointment of counsel just want to be clear as to what you're asking us i'm not sure i totally understand your question it has anything to do i don't know if i missed a page or no how much in the spirit i asked for over twenty five i talk with over twenty five attorneys nobody would represent the represent me as a matter of fact before i received a letter from your court i called one of the attorneys that he was in the dark here years ago and could possibly help me and one of the things he said to me was that you know you're not going to forty hung up after you told me he wouldn't be able to help me he said i gotta tell you something and i  last month i think was the night when you know we come coming down the street high rate of speed it is so scary i never had a chance to do anything i mean i was so scared i was a little burning rubber your honor just trying to get off of my ok when i st with the supreme court here in binghamton new york and they told me that i had this case was dismissed without prejudice unfortunately for me i'm from the middle field medical field i've been helping t longevity people's lives for over forty years when he said that to me you know the memory loss i forgot about it so after my case was dismissed in the supreme court i would take the clerk's office to ask what i should do and just was  layperson i'm not sure if i understand your question other than the fact that i've gone to every court here in new york state ok and all the courts have turned me down this missed my case denied it but with no explanation at all  you know no one would help me i couldn't get any help from the courts i couldn't get any help from any attorney in the federal court is the only court that helped me and they were the words that suit me to your records matter fact i've been in the thurgood marshall court at this in the documents that thurgood marshall  for i'm not sure how well google was over your may because the two years and they did the same thing they denied my case and then like i said several months later that's when i found out about the federal court i went through i mean you of subject matter jurisdiction in this is bogus the most recent attempt to bring her clean federal court this question of subject matter jurisdiction would given careful consideration and  and i understand that she she may feel very strongly that she agreed with the decisions of the court that have been handed down we had hoped that after two to him before ok as far as the federal court is concerned as i stated earlier i've submitted and i hope i'm not misunderstanding i have submitted my document to every court here in new york state as well as  appealed my case every time the courts have asked me to appeal this is not the rd time so i'm not sure but i understand what that attorney talking about because as i said this is the st time i've heard voiced in and they've already switched him from the original attorney so i'm not sure what he's exactly talking about the only thing that i am sure that justice i need just to sharana because i can't believe the way these individuals who treated me and how much they like them i thought i'd mention to submitted photos i have seen a document that proved that what they were saying was not true the weather three to four inches i got a weather report to twelve dollars to sixteen dollars inches and your honor if you would like for me to submit those same documents that i've submitted over a dozen times to the courts i would be more than glad submit that evidence to this court as well thank you your honor thank you for our policy your arguments require all reserve decision right