in this town of make believe the truth behind the scenes is also filled with drama this is a realistic documentary of how one young actor struggles with life the glamorous town itself doesn't  d this strange new type of actor he is probably the product of a tense world in an age of power against this hollywood backdrop of battle yesterday's teenager now growing up faces tomorrow still searching for kicks but deeply searching for me to hang out for coffee sessions their world revolves around the stage and with people whose work is pretending realism is confusing but it is easy for the very young to become frustrated our story deals with the motivation of a young star obsessed with death perhaps it is god's way but here in real actors and actresses in this lost and lonely world give an honest portrayal not on the great sound stages but on actual do i can't possibly help this boy unless you bring him to me spend their days at the beach in their nights in the bars team he's not very property of course it's probably entirely different than they say maybe not you can tell until you really know what i know you i'm sure i've seen your face before i want to apologize for yesterday i didn't mean to scare you off when you did i was serious you almost ran over me but later on i forgave you you looked so serious with that book in the library i just couldn't be angry i guess i kind of odd same bus ride for twenty years and one day got to the end of the line and just kept on going than you're going to do that driver but keep on going you're just about the weirdest character i've ever met i'll be in the men's dressing room the only thing i can figure out is you must be a mental case thanks i'm not trying to be  the miserable so after a few years i get used to i never get used to like everybody so they go in places they're all going to be movie stuff but i can't be a movie star in but i know that some of them give up and settle for seems to me to be better stay in a small town or a second for a hobby you think you'll ever do that i don't think i can squeeze around rather make another movie you don't make sense either you don't like hollywood yet you don't want to leave that i'm kind of what you can seize will you and so can i you're starting to feel sorry for yourself that you're trouble so i feel sorry for myself we're not all great big martyrs that go around carrying the world on our shoulders  hate to be in your regiment i'd be on k p all the time well goodnight son it's nice to have met you and i on you i know you well general playing ho interested in getting married for career that i'm going to have one nothing's going to stop me nothing there's no rule against having fun while you're waiting is there go dance with buddy so you've got problems with friends the most satisfactory arrangement a girl can have lots of friends i thought you hate this is hard is a little mixed up why does he talk to me the way he talks to you i slap his face well if he runs it'll be easier big movie star you know we might even get a newspaper plug out of it that that was something he was born with i'm afraid i was very little i was able to give don't what i gather he didn't need  page i was never much for letter writing but what i have to say i could never put into words maybe i can put some of the paper last night when i came and so with an actor's dramatics john dennis comes to a crossroads in life knowing that of my and enter conflicts the greatest struggle is with reality understanding of is he can find himself and the beginning of life