and i do but one that will be very serious mistakes to get learning without making them and three she's upset about the case a good sign as specially when it means to be coming to see you quite often that's just what i need i'm not now take your time and it's just slow so anxious to see you come back to clinic i'm afraid i wasn't very forceful i know it's all right and sorry i couldn't help thinking about two alone are here all that and now that you're going to have a baby you're just jumping to conclusions then don't always understand these things at first perhaps a fight talk to him no i don't think so it wouldn't do any good you don't know  that done over here with me a minute tell me what i don't know well out i not sample that's why i didn't tell you before you say this isn't the first time i've expected  world for jack for weeks we go oddly talk at all and things that will never talk about baby but that doesn't mean he doesn't want one another he doesn't when other people talk about children change and you don't know jack he's not the kind of change let's not worry about that now this thing is going to happen while your husband approves or not maybe when the baby's born jackal say course you will and meantime you should and there she was at three the next day i was so happy and remember her dad said she was against coming last week i was absolutely sure i couldn't do a thing now everything has changed it's really wonderful don't you think  except yeah well there's just one thing after all the most part in fact of course is that mrs peters is coming here without that we couldn't do a thing but all this may sound so i but i don't think mrs peters is nearly as happy about all this as i am i saw her several minutes after her examination and she sort of broke down again and cried even after dr martin told her everything was going fine well that's not so strange considering her previous resistance i think there's something else wrong something really wrong that we're not touching like w i mean i don't understand well you seem to have been doing a great deal i'm sure mrs peters feels your support and your acceptance or he wouldn't have come here then what's wrong there are very few women who can face the fact of approaching childbirth without a great need for reassurance and support but they need that reassurance from a special person having a baby is a job for two people in more than just the biological sense to think perhaps that the one who isn't doing enough as you put it is mr peters and that you as a matter of fact may you're doing a little too much maybe you're going a little too far in helping mrs peters do without her husband that baby is going to be a lot of years growing up husband isn't a bad person to have around but he's impossible he refuses to accept reality are you sure that's what i gather he refuses to talk to me well have you tried talking to him but when we got there i immediately realized this was a place where mrs peters husband were a coal mine called flower hill he wasn't around and i wondered if i did meet him should i talk to him you see i had inquired with mrs peters first chance i got i looked to see if his name was on the appointment list meantime trying to decide what to say to him i'm not sure whether i was disappointed or pleased not to find it at least the problem didn't have to be solved now well there was plenty to do when we worked through the morning must have handled more than thirty an hour and each one had to be told it was her son's big tough miners there's something that's been bothering me too i'd like to take this opportunity to talk to your boss i'm sure a lot of well as a matter of fact it's rather a personal matter but you're right we were looking over her medical history and came across the trouble she had three years ago you know the time she's going to have a baby it's this is peter seemed to have forgotten a number of the details about her accident and dr cantu who treated her as dead now i thought you just might be able to help me i don't peters i think you just don't understand dr martin says that you are mrs peters can have babies in their lives that you're going to have one right now well not us but really dr martin has examined your wife very carefully mrs peters is going to have a baby and from everything we know without much trouble back kenyon said no i think dr kenyon meant that mrs peters couldn't have that baby not that she could never have babies sometimes the first one is harder you know but that doesn't mean she can never have students are you sure you're not just telling me this no mr peter is everything pointed to a safe delivery but what about her last time the kenyan thirteen nearly died i was lucky sets there haven't been any complications this time why do you think is in danger i thought we couldn't have a baby that's what i thought all these years  whispered you don't know the kind of news you're telling me i don't know why i wanted that baby more than anything else in the world and when that happened i just kind of never got over it  i got tired out part i got mad every time i thought about it maybe it's because i thought never ever because i was afraid mary would die i don't know i i understand it isn't important to talk to me but i don't know if you can talk to mrs peters we can do all lost to help her but she needs you she's all scared about all this too you know yeah soon after that this is peter started attending our classes for expectant mothers i've been informed of her coming of course but i'd been out with a mobile unit for two weeks and then i was busy it's so wonderful i've been wrong about jack he wants a baby he's crazy about it i'm not surprised everything in the house seemed changed last night like when we first came to live there when we got married we talked about having children jack was kind of grumbling but not at all like you have been when i've mentioned picking a name for this one he's gone from me again you know i'll try not talking but it won't last i know it won't something has it was a boy that first peter's child a fine lively youngster hardly ever see him anymore he's all grown well baby but there are plenty of no one to take is  sure science is the important thing but the doctors all know you can just stick to the numbers when you're dealing with people they see quite a lot of women assume through a stethoscope i learned way back on the peters case and i still learn it every time i go on duty it's mighty hard to wait on calculate the fears and tensions that are hidden in the human beings i deal with i just try to remember every minute every second that feelings are facts