do i say so this next song is called paddle our canoe you and i was thinking about how in nature things just grow was there you are supposed to and we have beautiful trees and beautiful flowers and what if every person also just did the beautiful thing they were money so the next on this one this is called lift it and it's about lifting the vibration i think i shared this with belmont before i really special it the last twenty years called soul burn so again it's a song about really following your heart and just committing to your passion and your oh hey hey will be a quiz later to see if you can thank you so much for can figure out the metaphysical aspect of that simple song any excuse to use that word just don't get into any sentence or possibly can  so are we at that one more song point right now or yes ok then i will do one more song i'm tempted to do the song that i wrote called one more song but i think i did that the last time i was there so i will i was a fan of superman like many kids on t v and not one fine summer afternoon i stood on the nd floor or the railing of a nd story porch and jumped  off as hard as i could and in my defense i've always said that i really didn't think i could fly but i thought there'd be a reasonable glide path there was not and i did not go into aeronautical engineering as a result of that experience but this song is called eight nd ride and that is a reference to the length of time that a bull rider or a saddle bronc writer has to stay on the on their mount to be judged and but in this case the rodeo is just used as a metaphor for anyone who or i guess does something that probably should have come in  place and they don't for forces beyond their control so this is with all those words this is eight nd ride anything anything anything it's life it's life you might still fail regardless of how hard you try it's life it's like we have to look failure in the eye it's life it's life there are times where we had to take risks it's life it's life if we don't regret it if we don't do it we might regret it's life it's life there's times where you will feel pain it's life i life there's times where you will feel and saying his life it's life there's days where you don't want to wake up it's life it's life now really gets everything that they dreamed of it's life it's life we all did and we'll make mistakes his life it's life there are people that are full of negativity and hate it's life it's life through our experiences won lessons it's knife it's knife some kids will go in the wrong direction it's life it's life it they go in the dead end they measured they know may never come back it's life i life parents activists are enacting of can have an impact it's life is lived they'll behave like the people they're around it's life it's life we had to face the truth even though we don't like that now it's life it's knife when i watch a t v all this these bad knows it's life it's life unfortunately there's nothing we can really do it's life it's life the government is corrupt and doesn't tell the truth it's life it's life some people will be superstars average bust it's life it's life lazing on more varied you can only do so much it's life it's life it's their life so dood they'll do what they want it's life it's not life what you like it or not it's life is life if you're here tomorrow you can never be sure it's you is clouded vision should i ended all save for get it all mine racing paper to chase in him a living to die or my dying to live or stressed out have no one to show this pain with this neck maybe i can bleed out which one of these pills will they put me on or put me into an eternal sleep i'm tired i can't take it no more maybe if i take this rope i can hang like my ancestors well i ever make it to see this semester well i ever have a wife to guide me through her last trimester no one cares about me i got nothing to lose maybe these maybe these le shells will poison my brain stay back don't move any closer as i take my last breath your words put me in this predicament and clouded visions and then do another one on the lighter side does she know i'm in love with a woman she makes my world go round she makes my heart melt even when we are apart her kiss i linger for i wait for her love i love can become one only if she knew my love for her and that was the she no thank you everybody thank you on part time i also work for wal mart when i get out of work i am hungry for pop tom every friday morning i do a radio show from salem state this morning i was walking and a dog barked at me from behind the gate i have a long time friend named some under the road last week my pipes froze i spent new year's eve in new york it was raining so i head away a poncho so i felt like a big dork last week my new movie came out winning out life when i have dinner i always need to to give you a treat ok when i say suck i feel like a duck i like light i'm clean when i feel like a teen i have a friend named and i get coffee up to the brain