Context: When I was growing up , and my color was the most defining and essential thing about me , I learned to hate those who wanted to know " where I was from " , and those who made me feel that I did n\'t deserve my birthright , even though my father , like Obama \'s Grandfather , faught in WWII . I hated those who made monkey noises at me and those who laughed . I refused to say the pledge of allegience in school , and I cheered the Soviet athletes in the Olympics . I hated America and wished Soviet syle communism would replace America \'s corrupt system .
Question: How did I feel when I was growing up ?
Option 0: None of the above choices .
Option 1: I felt included .
Option 2: I felt aliented .
Option 3: I felt loved .
Answer: 2