Context: He was a part of me in a way I would never know while living . And here , in the distorted heaven projected around me , I finally could . And damn if the words did n't make tears sting in my eyes . I would have been embarrassed , but I think I was past all that .
Question: What will the narrator do related to the subject ?
Option 0: The narrator will explode on the subject .
Option 1: The narrator will mourn for the subject .
Option 2: The narrator will ignore the subject .
Option 3: The narrator will yell at the subject .
Answer: 1