Context: Sadly , though the BIG Green Tree in our Great Room is up and has the lights on it , I just ca n't muster up the desire to decorate it . This is my first Xmas without my Mom and it is a struggle to just get through the day without crying . My Mom always decorated the stair bannisters and wreaths for my doors as well as help me do the tree . This year my bannisters are n't decorated and I got my white wreaths at Target !
Question: why does he say it is the first xmas without his mom ?
Option 0: his mom is not present
Option 1: None of the above choices .
Option 2: his mom does not want to celebrate with him
Option 3: his mom is too busy decorating her own wreaths
Answer: 0