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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | agree strenghts mentioned reviews beats missing keep firmly inside genre crime drama film noir limit great drama beyond limits elements make film noirnot say great film noirs arentcantshouldnt also great dramas one isntbr br one note music film used sparingly would say used accentuate action frequently wife elementsbr br great set film way abrupt sort non ending ending either right let dependsbr br spoilers follow specificsbr br the big turn story involves children seeing mother die big moment children never shown react one way other neither cries neither asks father happened kids good actors reactions father suppose matters big misstep heart story kids kept mostly blank reaction really none next scene look nothing happenedbr br in like fashion bond forms belmondo venturas characters belmondo says knew partner killedbut never explained impact dramatically belmondo anyone else belmondo romantic subplot also strains credibility though convincingly acted venturas character lets belmondo involve total stranger escape plan reason even comment seem notice another gapbr br the ending movie spoil it ending happens screen perfunctory voice tell happened guess tries make feel true life like missteps leaves drama screenbr br whats point dealing issues know maybe goals film limited giving audience wants crime melodramasuggest deeper elements move ignore thembr br too bad much recommend film ventura good bad could great drama well crime storyas imdb favorite movie time godfather film potential would make good remake though done us problems would probably sink film hands right director would good remakethough doubtful venturas performance could toppedbr br so worth seeing frustrating whole |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | homework experience desperation desperation race work race time then winged hussars arrive |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | urgent really want talkim going die im going commit redflag im lower priority everyone else here still time wanlt talk want able say want die without regretting without making tje person feel bad without thinking ruined image person heavy overdramatic annoying want die bad want disappear everyones memories want never existed hate bad bad part knows im bad day today meds rheir job usually ill feel okay morning nd grateful that doesnt feel like roght right want talk someonw know wonlt hate me dont know dont know canlt hate me please give words words grateful able talk someone doesnlt hate me |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | speech disorderis making feel way killmyself cant order food talk someone phone cant take good grades college get job dream everything hard cant say name last friends it cant countine life know money live everything hard im fucking loneliest room dark days know people bad but cant live pain life stuttering therapy giving effect oh god im young much dreams im overthinking everyday much pain heart oh god cant handle this therapist said situation improving swear im surviving fucking years even decide live live pain lifeand end surely end mental problems want tell u want talk give positive effect me im trying tell monster able me phone room dark thinking thinking much stop feeling soon sleep forever peacefully love want feel pain loveyouall |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | ever told anyone everything exactly sure even for whether want know someone cares maybe want someone know remember meit dark couple days keep thinking tired alive pain think ever really want die definitely want keep living life thisi guess start saying privileged access free healthcare limitations mental health therapist click wonderful job care mother loves me still cannot find desire carry oni medic army still really ready deal reality it made mistakes cannot shake ifs haves could haves always remember made mistakes called things good enough speak casualty could have led picture mind always come back to telling air force jtac officer sorry nothing left could do worst all congruence many small things added together create situation situation crept aware everything heading late really guilt fear gets mei afraid myself actions mistakes especially potential causing unforeseeable unpreventable catastrophic harm trust right thing good thing try put place never anything scared harm allow harm come people around me withdrawn slowly tried fade everyone lives way cannot hurt hurt much finally go it also scares me idea one outside family maybe friends would really care killed terrifyingi cognizant enough know killing selfish thing something harm instead good people around me know unfair family friends therapist coworkers voice says fundamentally bad unlovable broken burden feel definitive told since organ donor would better something positive offset partially negative know fully buy yetit years felt like this run rest s maybe gotten worse least definitely gotten better fucking lonely time tried kill myself gone month redflag recovery program loving relationship destroyed idiocy baggage tried kill again got inpatient wing va hospital couple weeks ago checked fear would now weeks later edge again want die find still scared deed gets close harm pain would people want live anymore without prospect getting better so tired alive pain unable connect people see future things get better see future keep going indefinitely fucked know good compared many people unlimited medical benefits veterans administration good me believe work great job va medical center helping veterans idea something meaningful bring positive things peoples lives keeps going darkest ruminations come in see harm people pain burden shitty destructive way belief gone resentment comes anger frustration suicide would hurt loved ones holding back frustration idea trapped feeling forced live instead really wantif made far thank sorry even posting this creating something invariably spread pain people know share pain misery loves company also scared lonely afraid die without anyone ever knowing understanding guess want chest |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | tried overdose xanax alcoholi want live anymore im nearly millionaire im still happy whole entire family died still haunts every day years gun matter painful might would end instant really need help someone talk to shitty hotlines anything need get stuff chest thanks reading |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | feel like dog sense suicidal condition think know store myselfim sorry thank good companion |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | please tell gets betterim fired best job ever months ago reasons fault even unemployment judge agreed decided case favor took huge cut pay find work barely pay bills cant afford real food eat regards cant afford go socialize means cant meet new people date almost years cant even get people im interested talk me im roundly ignored everywhere go never finished college cant afford go back owe crippling amount debt university unpaid fees cant attend anywhere else almost friends old job none ever speak unless initiate conversation even leave soon can two real friends roommates spend time playing wow together ignore part one got interview job told also applied get interview one seems interested say one shares interests talk like im uneducated idiot people even know half things love talk like im ignorant cant seem catch break anymore since beginning last year life fallen apart things going faded away feel like peaked long time ago prospects ever getting better matter hard try get hole im afraid sitting welfare hospital somewhere dying alone unloved im friends family funeral none now please someone tell gets better please |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | mom mom talking birth control morning means still secks going kword |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | everyone list random things love learning things abt different ppl heres list love knitting scrapbooking im allergic chocolate im currently working engineering project kms love collecting vinyls im additional one play flute clarinet somee violin currently trying learn piano |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | update supposed nowabout month ago posted wanting commit redflag and well did drank bottle peroxide threw bunch went er im college student missed half semester came back proceeded skip two weeks worth classes depressed face world now ill probably fail out im still beyond depressed medicated least hide home every day cant homework cant focus anything except silent hill which beaten three times point cannot connect people family anyone really think redflag almost daily days better others horrible experience hospital want go back im terrified dying know would mess offing myself see work depression enough get place okay |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | suicidal without depression sadnessi woke today orders head clear crisp repetition commit redflag happening lately thought today going drag not thought going depressed day im not im quite content actually ive got plenty energy big goofy smile bounce back suicidal thoughts casually anyone else feel suicidal without actually down im unhappy hate myself good life people generally really nice me think exhibit signs depression newfound lack desire connecttalk anybody even family figure im either really mentally sick realize it im becoming enlightened knows |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | ever huge crush celebrity younger older still find attractive longer crush fantasies want support fan |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | need money fuck lifemy kids dont even know me sure even know exist years old new dad ever able to coming end im dead end go got nothing literally basket clothes box full miscalanous shit money car job house im miles away family members dad wants live life woman dont blame him honestly point better dead ive fucked life im grand debt child support grand liscense owe credit cards combined amount grand owe bank k im fucked money literally way solve problems want able pay family put nice house nice car want able sit worry im gonna pay bills pay things wanna able sit back relax financial problems thats going happen means changing it im fucking pussy kill myself option try rob bank go prison |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | right schedulefor now ive wondering possible ive managed make long know someone else me would ended long time ago wanted hold out case maybe im wrong maybe old saying it gets better actually true know ive always known doesnt thats say cant doesnt hasnt continue to things decay thats life hate pessimistic thats reality would best people would honest it said im honestly peace know leave anytime know how when wait right moment im sick feeling like im crying wolf day come though maybe soon ill right schedule |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | friend abandoned mei recently started dating older guy hes kind generous beautiful human hes supported abuse home parents beating me made friend life line greatest supporter gave courage recently told realtionjsip went mental threatened tell abusive parents living partner even went far calling dumb stupid know do partner literally enough whole situation announced would better broken up feel suicidal rn want someone smother pillow done it |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | selfish wanting end lifebeen feeling suicidal got around purely people would get upset understand get called selfish loads things wanting end life understand people thinking selfish ending seems like option sometimes go things go nobody else understands dont even see good future people bring like gonna change things dont see happening sometimes get right edge attempting end realise fuck calm myself ive never believed thought id never get far im still daily things keep putting im scared ill get far ill end killing without hesitation lacking support right |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | times mg fatal overdosefatal overdoses reported generally doses mg currently mg disposal really really want take alcohol meds really tempting feel like ive tried everything happy |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | tiredim damn tired school im damn tired constantly depressed suicidal want enjoy life cant schools fucking sideways im struggling keep grades up maintaining even bs struggle used think smart actually dumb thought smart could memorize dumb stuff elementarymiddle school ive mistakenly taken honorsap courses im paying price always thought werent honors youre idiot youre honors automatically smart see isnt case hate school life |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | william powell philo vance the kennel murder case film also starring mary astor paul cavanagh eugene palette helen vinson ralph morgan dog show philo entered scottish terrier captain serves background locked room mystery many suspects mystery clever denouement complicated interesting since talkies still quite young camera work little static michael curtiz good job directing actionbr br the supporting cast excellent entire cast brings film notch lots actors played philo vance including paul lukas basil rathbone wilford hydewhite edmund lowe james stephenson alan curtis warren william others powell played five times best fit role relaxed serious time made the thin man catapulted big stardom spent years film then beginning career stage age remarkable man remarkable screen presence remarkable actor lived nearly were lucky films available dvd tcm today the kennel murder case great story fun film miss it |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | wanna diebottom text |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | time favorite thing good thing love argue friends family even though im wrong im trying stop |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | lonely kinda sucks im human wish close friend could talk not im looking one here suppose life yet become familiar pain things constantly built knocked every years military child normally problem never occurred friends made online would go too nothing left past loneliness ive felt long time suicidal previously weird like that maybe growth almost hurts expense sadness sometimes wish could ignorant fool enjoy time have try think im ever gonna able escape dissapointment realizing ill lose everything again again |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | brother needs helpmy brother needs help last year come terms fact serious drinking problem said really rash things past one point committed briefly couple nights threats taken positive steps since then quitting drinking one relapse aware of getting medication seeing therapist seem help see this brief exchangehttpsimgurcomauqlcff today difficult soooo misanthropic hopeless feeling feel like advice try give laughable eg i understand stalin scorch earth fuck everyone well sounds like need good ol fresh air think exercise important helped struggles depression response angry genocidal statements seem comical however taken initiative things ive mentioned above wits end next course action be |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | wholesome post pm havent got bed yet cant bring anything dog asleep back getting id wake stay |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | since september last year borrowing four six films week harold washington library boasts impressive dvd collection the hwl truly circulating library threequarters films given time recently thrilled find short films david lynch yesterday knowing little animated series picked dumbland im report that david lynch fans watching eight episodes half hour wellspentbr br the remarkable feature brief pieces soundtracks episode rhythm respiratory digestive systems provide percussion outrageous voices accent pauses ends physical violence supplies beats chirping birds buzzing sockets brush along edges many elements fill orchestra pacing crude animation often keeps sync sound soundtrack struck lynchs primary interest creating disseminating work way eight shorts unique lynchian rhythmsbr br that said situations odd ugly profound dumb funny hell theres enough space within reflect absurd humans be cant say ill watch collection again anyone revelled movements suite inland empire dumbland worth half hour time |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | remember watching s recently borrowed couple episodes public librarybr br with nearly year hiatus come another conclusion principals interviewed series center power like traudl junge hitlers secretarykarl doenitz head germanys navy anthony eden uk long gone first hand accounts live onfrom generals admirals sergeants russian civilians concentration camp survivors record here br br i remember lord mountbatten interview killed s br br this truly gem believe producer series knighted queen elizabeth work well deservedbr br seeing episodes library makes want buy setbr br this given review discovered like fine bottle wine appreciated little time |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | nowi know correct place post not not remove it failing redflag confusing overwhelming feeling left even drained began even know possible tried kill days ago spotty vision pounding head ignited carnal stupid impulse tear belt away neck so now tell someone call someone pretend like never happened days since ive stowed away everyone let music tide over night im alone guilt how pathetic that raw feel confused feel conflicted know fuck say think now im fucking alone know us trapped shitty little worlds fuck man hate feeling fucking way so now |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | want fucking diei hate away school hate home ive always wanted die option gets appealing every day weak staying strong realizing amount lifes bullshit want withstand dont want live anymore think thats totally valid |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im tiredplease excuse english im spanish well know anymore ive trying fight long im weak keep falling feel like im worth fighting anymore lately ive suicidal thoughts cant find reasons keep fighting im bother everyone keep hurting everyone im nothing mess mother literally said me dead me talk anymore keep making life living hell asked dad professional help said need it thing need stop am thats tip iceberg stop all im nothing bother whats point keep living |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | college makes want commit redflagi hate college much want get get job live life stressed every goddamn moment feel like school completely consumes im exhausted morning sit hours lectures studying rest day less hours studying high enough quality work feel insanely guilty myself would force work late night tired cant concentrate late also makes failure years old never internship meaningful job done research care major picked hated least would make somewhat employable hate schools stupid fratboy workaholic culture every moment filled anxiety thinking everything wrong never amount anything choice though parents would never let leave transfer again desperately want school over still two years ill probably phd thats way really successful industry something like that stress constant selfhatred shitty people make want end now want go rest college want out |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | momi think thing hurts whole world mom makes feel bad realizes it cries hug apologize try better mother makes feel worse sensitive feel way |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | relish every moment languorous spectacle music match mahlers th gorgeous listen vocal portion rd symphony beautifully utilised film many aspects film main subject overpowering force beauty spontaneous nature absence logic love adoration also ardent fan bogarde believe rarely wonderful try the servant however note recommmend multiple viewings |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | plan killing st monththat day fast approaches small part resents way feel seems embrace it cant help myself want die |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | tell weird sexual video image saw internet ill see weird dunno saw girls cup tubgirl im curious weird sexual stuff find internet |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | last sandra bullock indeed beautiful woman ive finally found film gets actress forget predictable keanufodder speed forget predictable kleenexfodder sleeping tests herbr br and great technofeminist role really works well screen subject close bone issues raised seem farfetched whole experience helped along fine supporting cast makes quite unnerving couple hoursbr br you may never enter another chatroom again fact im getting quite nervous writing reviewerbye |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | definitely gamer couple people family boyfriend are so little reluctantly decided find big deal fantasy stuff saw dorkness rising thought hilarious slapstick disrespectful enjoy role playing games also importantly people whove never gamed enjoy feel left lost trying understand plot acting great field shotsset believable makes want see movies production company cant wait see future holds group three cheers well done |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im failureim failure im job prospects relationships friends give shits abusive family ive decided think im better dead life gets worse time never better |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | life failure mi honestly never suicidal thoughts life considering now wife left january waiting papers come now learned today passed promotion everybody said sure would get job basically deadend skills move another industry financially im ok whats fuckin point more job thing left life idea continuing move thing even wake for literally friends either moved away got married kids prospect another human really seems far reach right now anybody talk anything aside dad mom sad actually want text exwife somethinganything human contact im going that want reach employees subordinates want worrying knowing feel way feel emptiness now cant describe bad hurts im reaching guys now |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | spoilers four men ed jon voight lewis burt reynolds drew ronny cox bobby ned beatty decide go rafting trip cahulawassee river floodedbr br they wanted fun nice weekend naturebr br but two mountain men cross path rape one bobby everything begins go hell handbasket nice weekend even cost one fours lifebr br deliverance italian stupidly titled un tranquillo weekend di paura a calm weekend fear grandad movies like texas chainsaw massacre the hills eyes wrong turn last house left evil naturerevenge subgenre films one scariest right next the hills eyesbr br based book james dickey who appears movie sheriff bullard chilling story someone go situation thinking knows everything doesntbr br and image dead mans hand raising water hands holding rifle onesheet haunting images never leave mindbr br deliverance |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | hey guy movies everything choices times life must pick something pass away movie prove that course life fact like beautiful picture movie shows shows indeed may figure that im trying say full pain love deep lessons live aaron mormon missionary real shepherd digging thing beautiful deep inside chisthian skin feeling guybr br its great end always believe fate surprise turn live like latter daysbr br big deal watch it |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | oh guys found it found song ive heard young even like much |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | europe received quite shock luis bunuels lage dor released causing riot paris screened thereresulting banned something like forty years three years laterin when europe gotten shockit turned ear ekstasea symphony of sortsto love film starred youngunknown german actress named hedwig kieslerwho would later change name hedy lamarrwhen moved america escape madness adolf hitleras evaa young bride married colddistant loveless husband played emil jermanonly discover made major mistake one divorce latereva footloose fancy free one day skinny dipping lakewhen discovers adama handsomeyoung engineer played aribert mogwho takes real fancy and shehim wild night passionevas exhusband turns againhoping win eva backonly find rival spoil transpires czech director gustav machaty who directed original screen version madam xanother parable romantic obsession directs screenplay jacques koerpelfrantisek horky machatyfrom novel robert horky films velvety cinematography which reminded avant garde photographerman rays photos erawhich goes impressionistic use light shadowa lotis hans androschin jan stallich films brisk editing antonin zelenka films art direction goes lushnearly art deco lookis bohumil hes quirk film music scoreby giuseppe beccewhich goes topmelodramatic feel gets old fast certain themes repeated againwearing welcomefastkind like david leans use certain musical themesespecially lawrence arabiaand drzhivago years backa brand new restored print made best source materialcobbled together various european existing prints availablerestoring quite possibly closest version originally looked like vatican condemned decadent yeahrightlike church never anything wrongand hayes office cut ribbonswhen finally released usa in hayes office approved cut likewise minimal dialog german english subtitles it meant mainly visual experience ratedbut contains infamous nude skinny dipping scene hedy lamarr done tastefullymind you suggestions sexual content likewisethat would scarcely earn pg ratingnowadays worth look interest early european cinemaor avant gardeexperimental cinema |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | accidentally spent dads money let us say berated put as always am getting point try spend every minute life working trying sleep deal everyone lonely breakdowns daily |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | chance encounter train young couple spends single night strolling streets vienna discussing life love primary reason see before sunrise watch young julie delpy deliver lines celine sexy brainy soulful browneyed blond sort cross brigitte bardot joni mitchell midtwenties risking overstatement celine practically ideal woman unusually beautiful feminine natural unpretentious introspective selflessly loving easily forgive bit eccentric talks blue streak sincere intelligent remarks occasionally penetrating further varied expressions nothing short captivating speaks english french accent endearing br br if fly ointment good movie would unkempt disheveled costar ethan hawke jessie comes like vaguely appealing slob sort maynard g krebs nineties attempting appear detached nonchalant sort drags certain shots pants fit poorly tee shirt coming untucked wavy dark hair his attractive feature needs good washing someone really showed properly trim youthful goatee nevertheless supposed represent unwashed youth twoweek train ride around europe look cultivated probably pretty genuine oftcynical observations wry sense humor seem impress unapologetically romantic celine although occasionally disturbed extent alienation finally admits utterly sick likes near feels like different person presence know getting somewhere br br after blowing collective funds series cafes bars silly diversions agree may never see one another again make it jesse bums bottle red wine sentimental bartender newfound lady love may repair local park middle night lie grass looking moon stars watching sun come up br br given boundless luck romance department especially irksome jessie definition naive jerk foolishly allows wonderful young lady slip grasp contents halfbaked plan quickly devised railroad station bids adieu reunite spot half year appointed time comes know beautiful unusual girl involved another perhaps even married pregnant whatever reason probably show jesse ends working target if hes lucky local library go back vienna desperate see again wind alonebr br despite discouraging conclusion before sunrise beautiful movie highly recommend sequel before sunset |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | school begins augest th told id gain weight throughout summer no still freaking skinny hate it cursed fast metabolism cannot look like normal teenage girl makes self harm damn redflaged weight makes want end |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | one else tell im finally killing myselfi need get void years years im finally ready time mess up succeed dont care anymore medication therapy hospitalization ive realized ptsd commit redflag mind it nothing feels real ive attempted know do reached one last time earlier today counsellor college ok made really realize go this feel free feel peace ready |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | crush lol fellas approach girl interested in texting since quarantine chance sorta move got text introduce myself without awkward andor getting friend zoned lol |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | last post hereit honor knowing you kill weeks nothing change everytime see hangmans knot noose feel warmth like something loves me hope leave hard feelings here |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | topped school feel like loser im feel like wasted highschool years studying gaming pc randomly surfing web even remember much high school years made little friends past years still cant talk girls increasingly low self esteem got really good marks got best college city feeling like piece shit looking back time wasted anyone advise deal this thanks |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | im sure feel again genuinely feel sad first time forever think genuinely loved girl hate taking granted wish never bruh wish wasnt fucked head im lonely sad depressed idk kinda wanna go know im done whatever put for idk man feel something |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | fucking panic attack shower recommend was taking hot shower middle hot sunday start think feeling loneliness ive long you guess much social distancing helped nothing extraordinary years old never kissed girlvery afraid talk new people im working therapy talked friends while felt joy year etc suddenly realize heart beating fast fast someone standing shower first time happened never got used it start focus breathing and while heart goes less desperate rhythm gotta say man think depresso pills job wish could stop feeling like time dont worry intend carbonara sayonara |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | cant get ex cant get himok im point think talk this feel fucking stupid getting worked someone barely know ampnbsp love interest met tinder started talking originally planned hook up dirty maybe hang bit relationships strings attached nothing committing type point life since travels lot much point relationship game this ive already hooked people tinder casual one night stands started messaging back forth meeting up getting know bit other etc really interesting started getting excited see texted me loved sound voice bit scottishbritish accent sounded exotic kind really liked photos profile friend put him thought going go really well set date meet pub arrived really expected hey tinder right got talking drinks together initially attractive thought he grown facial hair since photos bit outgoing tastes getting along hed put hands mine touch face nuzzle me affectionate even though bit awkward first drinks came like it got back place sex etc thought hed get leave ended staying night ampnbsp talked him liked him wed goof around lot made laugh cried hes one funniest charismatic guys id ever met everything say interesting fascinating everything him places hed been things hed done views life treated really well always thinking needs first making laugh gently holding me always touching me stroking me cuddling me said weird girl one adorable cute girls hed ever known gorgeous told like put down needed stop worrying much stop apologizing time made really happy moment handsome guy attracted inside wanted cuddle me always hed come wherever went talk me made feel loved wanted needed held hand stroked face gave kisses refused let go made feelcontent dress put makeup impress him single thing except myself could see truly was everything me inside personality got chance shine happy body well ampnbsp cuddling nearly slipped said i love you habit know boyfriend snuggling absent mindedly cooing one another say i love you contented sigh stopped myself since well met i love you really something say said already knew going say think crazy first time something like happened apologized said i cant love you yet love person like lot great said that made heart skip little hated it started crying told knew going end badly told borderline personality disorder ultimately fear abandonment get attached deeply quickly also mentioned wanted let feelings love developing soon die told feelings bad thing wanted feel them feel them mind long understood commit time life traveling reasons feel way yet know desperate ignorant excited what accepted happy hear say i love you back me even meaning hold weight promised would never hurt me loved human being person even together sense lovers wanted part life wanted friend gentle since wonderful person felt heart hearts meant it sure anyone ability lie buti truly felt meant it did still does days went on spent time together staying one night one another turning two three four happy room him never ran things talk to never left side felt tranquil peace life grew attractive eyes every way even though known long felt like best friend someone known life everything unidentifiable familiar quality went pubs together went eat went walks went many events art festival town good content many years despite fact allergies started acting contracted staph infection parents the community live town rampant mrsa still texted often hosts house days tying loose ends figuring travel east end week like planned ampnbsp decided spend one last night together left ex texted nowhere sent blind panic told together several years broke separate times emotionally unstable blackmailed manipulated staying attempting threatening redflag stopped loving started antidepressants despite this never thought ill her loved anything always unconditionally told every time gotten back touch always ended back together im freaking fuck out chance picture now was sick rage tears completely shattered felt robbed chance even began try told also reason commit still loved ex probably always would closest person whole entire life closer family even though together knew shed never again and shouldnt get back together sake still hopelessly love deserving unconditional love well then told touch anymore touched me tried comfort me harder falling wanted feelings desperately die want feel anything anymore wrong wrong want fall trap again told know could ever commit relationship even future me anyone firmly believed still love ex sure hed ever get her understood family member friend lover falling outs with fights with never really forget them even years later feelings still hes hes younger years may wise mark be likes think rationally emotionally knows cant get back together her still theres lot emotion lot tension feel like im living shadow ex love interest said cared me lot ex hed heart beat cares great deal situation causing pain too wanted friends promise wed ever together know could get it hurt me else could do wanted cut life completely might answer still partially want since every time think heart hurts think lot growing do ampnbsp hes left east train now offered take travels could come time wanted to really wanted to cant said hes probably good me ever make long term plans schedules hitchhikes couch surfs drinks lot loves dangerous situations lots socializing strangers one favorite things go super crowded pub shoulder shoulder locals chat strangers make new contacts sorts things worst nightmare now im looking back rational standpoint probably in love him probably desperate needy human connection someone want me tender me make feel special needed that incredibly handsome cute though good bed even well endowed average best thats generous always took needs consideration first hes heavy drinker heavy partier care consequences lives life recklessly cant this could ever thrives danger unknown never plans never cares takes life one day time survives gets by cant either could ever although parts personalities overlap lot goals views world same different people left feeling alienated abandoned times want admit even short time him less aware craving love human affection gentleness tenderness alone year without things daydreamer hopeless romantic needy clingy wanting passionate intense something like dropped lap gave it even though knew horrible idea would end pain desperate anxious chance matter dismal odds could happiness again towards wasprobably infatuation liked idea represented want need adventure breaking chains bind traveling world seeing sights experiencing life offer saw me looks completely inconsequential saw soul needed even need it treasure looking find turned blind eye many cons blissfully drinking ignorance moment felt high situation way lied intentionally hurt me circumstance once person person im fighting killing feelings him trying keep alive slightest tiniest chance years now might able try again meantime itd hurt constantly knowing hes talking ex thinking ex love distant afterthought since hes still obsessed cant live that even just friends ive distanced time being need time grieve heal still entirely know make feel im angry betrayed heartbroken frustrated im many things once since writing this ive given final phone call summed mentioned post told cannot even stay friends damaging right now hurts much fucking much think best ampnbsp tldr bpd sorts attached guy barely knew scared whats next scared self harming tendencies suicidal thoughts happened |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | m couple unusually touchyclose nights vacation close friend f im ohio friend washington know parents met high school needless say see whole lot since were far away go vacation twice year families ive known whole life became friends couple years ago text talk every day mutual friend zone strongly although good friends never anything even close going beyond that also bi tell leans towards liking girls guys vacation montana pretty typical outdoorsy day vacation us ill call friend e first three days typical fun much talk about last two nights stayed hotel gave us extra rooms reservation something messed due covid anyways got room e sister l got room since room two beds well sort of queen bed pullout couch basically single bed wanted sleepover type thing unusual own were comfortable whatnot first night played various games watched tv probably hour l fell asleep e tired went sit couch bed read old text conversations between ourselves phone one point put elbow shoulder like would put elbow window car rest definitely pretty unusual touchy people physical contact wed ever fake hitting wrestling something like phone anyways one point got photos sent messages tried take phone look them pulled away basically ended lying bed trying keep away usually point would give maybe reach around grab it laid top one hand eventually gave up move rested head shoulderchest probably half hour super late decided try get sleep slept maybe hour in separate beds someone made loud noise hallway woke up although sister somehow slept it e came back sat pillows played hair while also unusual said tired crawled bed laid next better part hour keep mind extremely small bed nothing comfortable needing sleep perspective sister started shuffle around e jumped quickly point went day mention anything all except one point morning e made awkward compliments hair eyes ampxb next night situation except l fell asleep much faster e came bed again time put head shoulder pretty much right away tired since barely slept night before laid next said tired asked put phone away did laid said going go sleep also patted top head said interesting gesture still exactly understand that anyways sat gave standing laid back down minutes later exact thing eventually got went sleep notably every time sister kind shuffled door creaked something e sat stood up clearly want people seeing going on ampxb weeks since trip weve texted every day usual since essentially mention nights except saying misses pullout couch bed it comfortable really cannot stress enough nothing like ever happened us before even year ago accidentally brushing leg made say ew also note really initiate contact anything went along mind all initiate basically everything really know now last thing want jeopardize good friendship also curious two nights tldr spent couple nights close friend unusually touchy close theres mention since idk now |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | looked ocean blue eyes glistering nightsky sitting there looking nightsky always fascinated secrets fo space like fascinated gorgeus smile im glad see happy brings slight joy me however wondered id ever enough |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | concerned teenager subreddit full fake teens child predators people clearly taking advantage state try groom me like need something counter this scary many got today alone vulnerable please please stay safe check account look long person signed up investigate suspicious behavior please immediately report amazing moderators stay safe yall |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hate world nothing good ever happens me miserable fuckit really hard see reasons stay alive think ever escape misery death would free pain have fuck world |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | gets invited minecraft realm me know what even tho get anxious around people im gonna join friends would like play them also me joins immediately regrets see gamertags run cant see fear yeah fine |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | fucki made post before talked situation little friends leaving college parents really like care me long im fed really care feel dropped school parents pushing go back motivation finish it like used like hockey computers hate them feel like nothing left me cant feel happiness life point living seen signs things going get better even know could get job show up thats school anyways still like talk friends like discord that seems like like really care happens me try tell im feeling awful ignore it really care matter much try get point across im happy think ever happy crave like important somebody day see really isnt possible personality besides sad time thing play fucking video games day even get joy that used watch people play games youtube shit thats enough either ive pondering whether like hig hike south see something finally makes feel better like leave one would really notice parents probably tell im gone like days since rarely even check me like matter choose im going happy im told redflag answer really tell why want like stop feeling pain alone time ive never actual girlfriend anyone actually cared me feel like matter im going actually meet anyone shallow am push talk girls hurts everytime get ignored told im boring like actually matter school say get really picked gotten shit kicked like times like talking like wanna give want kill myself feel like im running excuses im alive right now used fit healthy hockey im underweight almost pass randomly get anything used actual friends really like talking since really reason talk im boring uninteresting may think im assuming things get told repeatedly dad mom thinks like help feel better gives tell im feeling brother literally wants die like joke wanted stab one point hid room hes disabled really take seriously still hurt want see actual sign like im making day fucking get old thing sit waiting friends talk computer wait long enough try talk like play game get mad leave fucking sucks know do run away stay dropout go school anything never motivation fucking myself know least structured shit probably said lot things multiple times fucking hate feeling shitty empty want something change like anything |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | imagine personality post made using ppls personality im talking |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | shoutout unnecessarily strict things parents sometimes really hot day today nearing c dad refused turn ac angry staying inside |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | even suicidalmy life general pretty unsatisfying ive got point still want die want live either seek death seek avoid either literally care one way live die see should long live dying always continue option die matter long lived get remember anyways i reason believe sort afterlife exists even really know im asking im really confused probably even bother posting this feel like need put kind cry help somewhere |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | title rock abuse im scared deadrock bullying lately really wanted kill myself thing is scared scared rock music genre rock person online terryfing im scared violent im scared listen im scared please redflag way nothing else im scared im fucking scared meeting since threatend sell valuable things life yes power im scared im really scared please help myself im scared sorry im scared tried meet park pictured him scared even more big cant strong big scares me tried stab i scared said try would slaughter dog dont want anymore mg acetaminophen way please painless im scared im scared ok love hate im scared miss pebble was might need call help help im scared rock remember im gone ill haunt you scared best regards dead |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | tech progress thing makes want liveconsidering drastically different lives compared two decades ago im really curious see whats going happen next ai autonomous vehicles g research blockchain cant help wonder world going look like years now yes friendless lonely depressed mentally ill piece trash im ready suffer always chance die unless suffering excruciating unbearable physical pain need rush things |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | goodnight yall appreciate yous |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | imagine me running bedroom am morning screaming hustle hustle hustle wake ask confused who tf you answer get hustle go go h sleep hustle hustle hustle |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | help mei want kill everyone myself hate world everything it nothing good life |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im dirty feel really dirty everything body dirty shower im still dirty brush teeth mouth dirty teeth feel like fall hair feels disgusting feel like roots hair like dirty dark basement legs many bruises face looks like soemthing wrong feel weak feel thankful shitty things life right becasue least use excuse im hurting much didnt would nothing blame fucked thank universe keep giving fucked shit allah dont believe elhamdulillah u gave fucked life hope put hell asap suffering reason wont feel like something wrong lately read pyschology website sensitivity genetic im gonna blame mom kids even tho fucked head makes fucked kids like mom cant therapist feel disgusted today arm touched mine wanted throw anyway dont know take care thank never teaching thanks never emotionally available making ashamed every part body elhamdulillah blame mom anyway dad biggest asshole ive ever seen selfish ass person ever dont deserve family dont deserve single thing still give fucking patriarchy whatever stayed stupid small town never moved istanbul never meet mom bc u married lived city generations ur stupid backwards head still even tho live north america sometimes u outside house sit living room talk convince shit yes ppl sit discuss convince man let us live lives way want congrats fucking dictator controlling adults kids lives hate you hate erdogan hate allah three head could would kill feel happy fuck u fuck mom especially fuck u making watch little sister slowly getting fucked say fault fault u made kids everyone knew u cant take care of stop raw fucking throwing babies around hate u also feel bad bc know end really fault whatever fuck society guess like fuck u sex years months ago didnt want born |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | thwart life friend mother uses program life track life enabler abusive parents enginerd im looking possible workarounds like blame cold fucking phones battery location spoofing im probably start testing obdii tracking devices good excuse obdii devices car nerd friend says devices interfere cars securityengine control module cause car run poorly time friend says use devicesobdii diagnostics |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | mom took playstation away took virginity whos laughing bitch |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | sorry unsure right subreddit post already know goods severe depression adhd redflag name it today like hours put game something happened caused wastelose least two hours worth progress immediately made lose interest motivation keep going happens time me sense small thing leading loss feeling something do loss motivation boredom melts depression end sitting around day bored unable convince even bother trying another game my comfort hobby have even get up hate feeling like small inconveniences know get funk find new thing hyper fixate distract boreddepressed easily depressed unmotivated |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hey reddit times gotten harder daysits months since love life committed redflag hands still tremble type this hard keep pretending outside world ive since episodes depression lasting hours others day two none like im going now ive tried kill failed failure something new me ive failing whole life hurts looking people normal life cant it know saying head life like driving car like taking train get direct train buy tickets destination think got one way ticket months ago good reason carry useless existence logical brain telling carry emotions telling ive enough im work im tearing apart inside cant take anymore |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | fuck im done nowim done trying completely tried rekindling relationship take break personal reasons put much fuckiong effort girl months chasing me moment fix shit parents date dosent want shit friends lmao friends weve never friends met drunk hell thats started bullshit man life fucking worthless cant shit right fucked timing ive lost important person bad luck comes s comes s fuck world fuck everything man im done |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | gf ruined entire life sent nudes muslim motheri feel horrible life shit grades extremely bad family fight time other friends girlfriend talked hours everyday got extremely jealous crazy sudden shamed everything did ruined life sending sexual chat history fetishisms nudes muslim mother placed lock down phone got taken away me wifi got taken away me im forced pray times day yells hour refuse life horrible using razors blades cut open foregead forearms im depressed suicidal yet lack power end myself please help me |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | hi d hope ur great day just long enough |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | got caught beating meat bruh shit gonna awkward idk dad gonna pissed smh days ive done without getting caught today do |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | asked crush read title happy able share feelings said feels way officially dating yet update soon |