Chapter 3B1: Shadow Master


Year 41

"We had to kill another group of ogres sniffing around the fort today." Cyrus remarks.
"Yeah, I know the battle woke me up, by the time I got ready, all of them had been killed." You reply. "I'm going to have to speak with Flog, because I thought we had an understanding that he was to keep the giant and ogre population down or at least manageable."
"I say we just kill him and be done with it."
"Hmm, yeah I know he's not your favorite person, but he's proven himself useful, vital even in the past. Besides he's the only thing keeping that's keeping that rabble in line."
"He's also the only thing keeping them organized. Maybe he's planning on making an army to march upon us."
"Yes, I have considered that too, I'm just wondering what's worse. A completely hostile unchecked horde of giantkin or a semi organized army of the same which may or may not be reasoned with."
"Perhaps you may need to ask Dendrin for guidance on this matter." Cyrus says.
"Perhaps…"

If Dendrin actually did have any advice on the matter, it probably wouldn't do you much good anyway considering how whimsical he is, not to mention he's chosen not to speak to you for quite some time, as he is prone to do.

Being Shadow Master has been a bit of odd since you've taken the position mainly because you don't feel like you have a specific purpose.

The first two years were easy enough as you were still mostly concerning yourself with rebuilding Evergloom for defense, additional training for the shadows and making sure Rask kept its independence, but that was never truly ever an issue since the Empire never did make a come back and reports of their continual descent into chaos was assured.

The next two years consisted of a halfhearted attempt at spreading "the faith" mainly to build up numbers. From what you could piece together of shadow history from the few books that Cyrus still had, the shadows never had an aggressive policy on such things, pre or post Empire days, they mostly relied on people either coming to them of their own free will or being "born" into it. There have been a few shadow births, but you'd rather have a more traditional way of gaining recruits because "breeding" a new order isn't really going to be a big option seeing as your current ratio of men and women isn't great and those with Eternal heritage can't reproduce at all. While you could've easily told everyone to start putting the remaining Raskian towns to the blade and do the whole "convert or die" thing, you decided it wouldn't be that great of an idea for several reasons. So you relied on a more missionary way of doing things like sending certain shadows to towns and stressing the benefits of being a shadow. It got a few people interested, but nothing major. The Raskians in general have become less trustful of the shadows over the years now that the war with the Empire is over, almost as if they are expecting you to start launching a religious crusade. You soon got the impression that the Raskians would prefer if the lot of you would just leave them alone now. Somewhat ungrateful considering all you've done in securing the country's freedom, but hardly surprising.

Last year was the official fall of the Empire, from what you heard the Emperor's palace was in flames and the few remaining generals or strong military men have taken it upon themselves to carve out various fiefdoms for themselves while other places have gone the way of total anarchy. There was even a little bit of celebrating in Rask and among the shadows when it occurred. However, you couldn't help but be a little disappointed that the great enemy you struggled so hard against was now gone forever. Like you craved the chance to fight them again if only for the opportunity to be in battle once again which has sorely been lacking.

Now with the giantkin starting to become a problem once again, you're half tempted to take Cyrus' advice. You're certain that it would be a sure victory for you and to an extent, Flog has been getting less and less reasonable as the years have gone on. Perhaps it is time to get rid of him and take your chances with more problems with giantkin in the future.

Instead of talking with Dendrin about it, you choose to discuss this situation with someone that will have a better opinion on the situation.

"It sounds like you've sort of made your mind up about Flog already." Talia remarks.
"You might be right, but I was wondering what your opinion was on the matter."
"Better you should ask Dendrin for guidance on that, rather than me. Though I suppose if he has become more militant maybe it's for the best, but…"
"But you think I should try to renegotiate with him?"
"No, I wasn't going to suggest that, I was going to say maybe we should leave Rask altogether."
"What? Why?"
"The people here obviously don't want us around, food isn't the easiest thing to come by and we're basically the first target whenever a group of ogres or giants come lumbering down south."
"We faced the Empire and survived against all odds, I think we can handle being disliked by the plebs and the occasional giant attack."
"You're probably right, but I just feel like we're stagnating here. Like we aren't rebuilding the order the way that we should. We've also lost a lot of history, even certain rituals. I mean I've remembered as much as we were taught and tried to pass these lessons on to the new eternals when I first trained them and continue to do so. The tomes we still have here help a bit, but ultimately when we lost Gloom, we lost a lot more than just a home."
"Well, where would we go?
"That I don't know. Delerg perhaps?"
"That's quite the distance, not to mention the area isn't all that much more hospitable in terms of environment given that it's mostly swamp."
"Yes, but it is the birthplace of the shadows and we do have an old temple there."
"Yeah and it hasn't been used in centuries and is probably a crumbling ruin that's half sunk into the swamp by now! Has anyone here actually ever been there, because I've only ever heard about it."
"Yes, I believe a few of the older brothers and sisters have. They would know the best way to get there. I want to just say though, that this is merely my opinion. I do not know if moving all of us somewhere else is the best solution or if it will even help, but I just feel like the longer we stay here, the further away we're going to get from our roots and in another couple of generations, the shadows won't be anything like the ones of old. But perhaps that is Dendrin's will, as I said I don't know. Only you would know being the Shadow Master and able to speak to him directly for guidance."

You give an acknowledging nod, but in reality you're just left with another decision to make all by yourself. What Talia is suggesting sounds crazy and quite frankly you don't even care about shadow history, but what does make this idea appealing is the journey and the challenge. You were just thinking about a change of some sort and while killing Flog and his little band would break up the monotony, perhaps a whole change of scenery is really in order.

You make the journey to Delerg

While you aren't convinced that going to Delerg is necessarily the best idea, maybe you do need a change of scenery. With the population being unhelpful and the troubles with Flog, it might very well be best to leave before this gets worse. Besides, while it isn't common knowledge that you made a deal with Flog to enslave the northern most towns in exchange for his help, there have always been "rumors" amongst some of the Raskians and eventually those rumors are going to become an even bigger problem.

Part of you feels like you're "running away" from conflict and that somewhat bothers you. However, you spent your life running away from the Empire and striking at the right time to strengthen your own position while weakening their own. Why shouldn't you employ a similar outlook on life in general? Retreat from an unfavorable position to hopefully a better one, it couldn't hurt at this point.

The next day you call all the shadows to gather in the main hall and announce that you've conversed with Dendrin and that he's told you that the shadows need to go back to reclaim the shadow homeland in Delerg and that your future is there not in Rask. Many of the human shadows seem to be enthusiastic about this idea. The Eternal shadows less so, but that might be for several reasons. In any event, you tell everyone that all of you will be packing up everything and moving on as soon as possible. Since it is looking a snowstorm is coming you'll have plenty of time to prepare and you'll leave Evergloom when it subsides. You also ask some of the older shadows if they know where the original temple is exactly located in Delerg. Brother Theo says that he knows and that he remembers visiting it once back in his youth when he was escorting some rebels to the shadow safe houses in Delerg.

"Despite it being in ruins and covered in overgrowth, I still felt it to be a place of power. Not power in the traditional sense, but more like a feeling. A feeling that the cause of the Shadows was the correct one and that by trusting in Dendrin, we would eventually return to the temple of our forefathers one day. It looks like that day has finally come and I couldn't be happier." Brother Theo says.
"Well brother, we aren't there yet. We've still got to get there. The Empire might be gone, but who knows what might've taken its place. The journey still might be dangerous." You reply.
"I know Shadow Master, but Dendrin guided us successfully through the Empire War. I know he will guide us to our home just as easily."
"Yes, I suppose he will."

A month passes before you can actually get going due to the snowstorm. Everyone's glad to leave too being stuck in the fort for so long. You wish you hadn't had to eat up a lot of your food supply though, but you figure you'll worry about food along the way either by hunting for it or trading for it when possible.

As you and the shadows begin your exodus from Evergloom, you look back at the old Empire fort that was your home for so long. You wonder how long it'll be before someone else takes residence there. If you had to guess, Flog will probably figure out it isn't occupied anymore, take it over and start using it as a staging ground to assault the southern towns of Rask. You'll bet the Raskians will wish you were still around when that eventually happens.

The journey through Rask is slow going. You can't just speed yourselves up considering all the equipment and belongings you've got packed on wagons, carts and horses. Still, you aren't in any danger as you pass through Raskian towns. While it alarms the people to see so many shadows nobody dares attack you. You find trade easy, as they are eager to help see you on your way. You didn't really think you'd have trouble traveling through Rask though, it's after Rask that you're more concerned about.

From what news has reached you, ever since the Empire fell the Quala province has fragmented into several bickering warlords, each fighting for control of what's left. In some ways the people of the land are in a worse situation than when the Empire existed, but that isn't something you can really dwell on now. Your goal is to get through the land and you're sure to run into someone's territory as you travel through and they'll no doubt be hostile about it. Not much can be done except hope for the best because much like speeding yourselves up isn't an option, neither is cloaking yourselves. Well you could, but those horses and wagons are still going to be visible.

"How are we going to play this?" Talia asks as you stand at the Rask border.
"I know our information structure started falling into disuse when we drove the Empire from Rask, but does anyone have any information on what the exact situation is in Quala?" you ask.
"Last I heard, an ex-Empire general declared himself the local warlord of the northern most portion of Quala. A General Ackerson I believe." Cyrus remarks.
"Never heard of him."
"I don't think most did, even before the rebellion he wasn't a very prominent general and the Empire tended to have more than a few useless high ranking officers that never did much. I only knew about him due to all the years working in the shadow cells and keeping abreast of all the Empire military commanders. He got his rank mostly due to family connections and was never put in charge of anything important. I don't even think he was even in charge of anything during the rebellion days, at least not that know of when I was still situated in Quala. Still, I assume he must have some skill in combat and have some charisma if he's made himself a warlord now. Well that or very rich which might be more of the case." Brother Theo adds.
"Okay, any other information on warlords in the area?" you ask.

Nobody knows anything else other than he seems to be the top one. Funny how the most obscure people can rise to power when the opportunity presents itself. Stepping off the road, you could probably just trespass through General Ackerson's territory to reach Delerg and you'd only have him to deal with him if need be, of course it's going to be even slower going due to all your baggage. The terrain that way is known to be somewhat hilly and if gets too rough, you might even have to leave some of your stuff behind. Rough terrain aside, there's also the open fields you'd have to cross too. Not much cover if a large patrol of archers happened upon you.

Of course sticking to the road will be quicker and unobtrusive to your baggage carts, but you'd still have to trespass through Ackerson's territory and assuming you got through that, you'd probably have to go through some other warlord's territory as well before you reached Delerg. On top of all this, you have no idea how you'll be treated by any towns you pass through.

You travel off road

The Empire might be dead, but chances are shadows probably still aren't welcomed in these parts. You're not afraid of a fight, but you aren't sure just how much manpower and support this warlord has and there is no need to take unnecessary chances. Besides, some of the shadows traveling with you have actual families; if there is going to be growth in this organization then you can't risk them.

"Okay everyone, we're heading off road. I'm warning you now, we may have to drop baggage if need be, but until then, we're continuing our journey to Delerg. I also want all of you Eternal shadows to cloak yourself and walk on our perimeter. If you see anything or anyone that might be hostile, don't reveal yourself, but instead report to either me, Cyrus or Talia directly and take a position that will allow you to ambush any interlopers when the time comes."
"Won't we look like an easier target with less people visible? Shouldn't we have a show of force instead?" Cyrus asks.
"We could, but we'd likely be attacked anyway since we're probably going to be outnumbered here. This way at least we'll have the drop on anyone who decides to attack. There's no easy way to do this, better that we play to our strengths and use stealth. That's why I want to avoid the roads altogether."
"Very well Shadow Master." Cyrus remarks.

As you continue your journey across the long stretch of uneven fields, Talia comes up to speak to you.

"I think you've made the right decision in traveling off road like this."
"Hope so, we're pretty open out here. I'd hate for some platoon of patrolling archers to start firing at us."
"Well the cloaked scouts around us should give us a little warning at least. That was a good idea too. In fact I'm pretty excited about this whole journey. It's a new chance to start over and I think it will do everyone some good…though I hope we will find a book or writings of the old ritual to open up the portal to Dendrin again."
"Well, it's a pretty old ruin and in swamp. I don't think we can get our hopes up too much that anything like that survived, but that doesn't matter right? I mean if people are going to follow Dendrin, then he'll find a way to reach them surely."
"I suppose you're right, I just…well it's silly I guess, but the new batch of eternal brothers and sisters never got properly indoctrinated by Dendrin and I think it would do them well to hear his words from his own voice."
"I don't think we need to worry about their loyalty or dedication at this point, you've probably trained and taught them better than anyone could've about the ways of the shadow save for Dendrin himself."
"Yeah…maybe that's what's needed..."

Talia at this point gets very quiet. Her face shows a combination of fear and guilt. It's obvious she wants to tell you more, but now she's afraid to.

"Talia, let's ride over there from the rest of the group for a moment." You say.

Talia nods and rides off and you tell Cyrus to take oversee everything while you talk to Talia privately. When you ride over next to her she's in the middle of crying.

"Talia, I don't know what this is all about, but you know you can tell me and not be afraid about it."
"I'm not afraid of you… (sob) I mean I know your feelings for me are so strong that you'd probably be willing to overlook almost any transgression and that's partly what I'm afraid of, because (sob) I don't want you to get in trouble because of my decisions."
"Wha…? How am I going to get into trouble? What IS this all about and start from the beginning."

After calming herself, Talia begins to tell you what exactly is troubling her and she starts from the beginning which apparently was three years ago. She tells you that she caught two of the male eternals raping one of the female ones in a storeroom and that she did nothing about it, because she wanted to see if they suffered from infertility like the old eternals did. Instead she let the two males off with a warning and convinced the victim that something like this would never happen again. She also tells you that of course the female never got pregnant so it would seem the infertility also exists in the new eternals as well.

"And you never thought to tell me this before?"
"You had other concerns on your mind and I had it under control, or at least I thought I did…"
"What? What happened?"
"While we were waiting out the snowstorm, remember how Brother Seminai broke his neck while coming back from look out duty? He slipped on some ice and fell down the stairs?"
"(Sigh) Let me guess, he was pushed?"
"Sister Grace did. It was apparently in retaliation when he had raped her two night before. She told me and begged me not to tell you since she didn't want to be punished for harming another shadow…it isn't her fault. Its mine, I should've taught them all better, I am their mother and they are my children and I've failed them."

You shake your head at this point. You know Talia's always had a maternal instinct towards the eternals, but you didn't think it would go this far. You also have always known the newer eternals to be a bit more "wilder" but that only seemed to be in battle and you could easily rein them in. You never realized there was a deeper darkness within them and who knows how many harbor these undesirable traits.

"Okay, first question. This Brother Seminai and Sister Grace were they also the ones involved three years ago? I mean is this a repeat action?"
"No, those were three different eternals."
"Wonderful, I was hoping to limit my worry. Anyway, I know we're low on the women folk in our order, but I think you know we can't tolerate wanton raping just because their horny and undisciplined."
"I know and it was wrong of me to keep this from you in the first place…I just wanted our order to flourish with the blood of eternals…I mean yes I have hope that the shadows will at least grow, but we're also eternals and we will eventually die out."
"Well, if these new ones are displaying these types of traits, maybe it's better that we do. I mean I don't pretend to be a devout clergy man that does nothing but good deeds and I will always have a desire for battle, I think most Eternals do having it bred into them, but I've never committed cruelty for the sake of it."
"What are you going to do?"
"I'm not sure yet, but my other question is why did you think I would get into trouble?"
"Because while you knew nothing about this, you would still be innocent in Dendrin's eyes and because I know your love for me is such that no matter what you decide punishment won't befall me even though it should. Dendrin I fear would not look favorably on you if you decide to do nothing to all those guilty after hearing what I've told you."

It's funny, but you've been keeping a bigger secret than Talia for decades. You almost feel like telling her that Dendrin isn't going to give a shit what you decide especially since he hasn't seen fit to even speak to you in years.

In any case, you probably need to do something, though you just aren't sure it needs to be now. You're in the middle of potentially hostile territory and settling an internal dispute might not be the best thing right now. Still the new eternals are going to have to be dealt with on some level and the sooner the better. As for Talia, she's right in that you wouldn't do anything to her, but it is somewhat surprising that she allowed this to happen. She might be a bit delusional, but you still love her. You give her an answer that should seem impartial though.

"Talia, I need to know the names of the brothers involved in the rape three years ago and I need to know of any other eternal who has displayed potential disruptive behavior within the shadow order. I will have to consult Dendrin on this and decide what should be done with them…and you."
"I…I understand. I know you must be fair on this matter and I will accept any judgment that Dendrin sees fit to give."
"Well, I will have to as well and despite you only just now telling me, I may still be in trouble as well. After all as Shadow Master I really should've been more aware of my own people, but don't worry about me. I will beg Dendrin for his forgiveness and that of all involved in this. Perhaps he will show mercy."
"We can only hope." Talia replies and tells you the names as the two of you ride back to the group.

Later that night you continue to ponder whether or not to dispose of your more troublesome followers. Granted the two in question haven't done anything in three years, but that potential is always there, and so are the ones that haven't done anything yet, but show signs of it. You can only guess this is more due to their breeding not anything they've been taught since they still uphold the tenets of being a shadow without question and that's a bigger problem.

If you kill them, is it going to stop there? All of them came out of those Derro tanks and who knows what the hell kind of magical concoction is coursing through their veins to make them behave in such an unstable manner and why is it becoming more of a problem lately?

It's times like this you almost wish that you actually COULD call upon Dendrin for his help…

And why can't you?

What could it hurt?

If you actually pray to him for help and he doesn't listen, then nothing was lost and you're back to what your plan was originally, which is dealing with the situation yourself in a violent manner.

Of course if he actually does listen, he might very well help, but with a "catch." You've known Dendrin for too long to know that when he does help, he doesn't often do it in anyway that could be considered generous.

You help yourself

You've gotten this far without begging for Dendrin's help before, you're not going to start now. Given that he hasn't spoken to you in years maybe he's finally lost interest. If that's the case you'd hate to tempt disrupting that by calling on him directly.

Before you go to sleep, you decide that it'll be better off to kill the problem eternals that look like they're going to continue being as such. You'll make up some sort of story that Dendrin told you or some such nonsense. Everyone will believe it. You have it done soon after you get to your destination though, no sense in wasting potential manpower in hostile territory.

Having made your decision you drift off into a deep sleep. You're really tired, the stress of the day and the move in general has gotten to you more than you thought!

In fact you're so tired you don't even wake up when you're attacked in the middle of the night. It isn't until Talia slaps you across the face that you awaken.

"Ow! What the hell's going on?" you ask rubbing your cheek.
"We're being attacked! Get up and move!" she shouts.

A bright light is illuminating the nighttime sky along with several fire arrows. You' roll under a wagon to avoid immediate danger.

It would appear General Ackerson's men have discovered you and have attacked in force. They're being smart about it too, attacking at night with archers and unfortunately also a couple of battle mages who are making the darkness disappear with their spells.

"How the hell did they sneak up on us? I had scouts around the perimeter to avoid this sort of thing!" you mutter to yourself. Doesn't matter now you suppose, what you have to do is get the hell out of here as fast as possible. You don't like running, but you'll end up losing more people if you stick around and fight. Besides, there are probably more troops behind the archers or at least on their way. However you do see this as an opportunity, in fact it saves you the trouble of even weeding out various eternals.

You deliberately give orders that all the eternals need to engage Ackerson's army while the rest of the shadows make the escape attempt.

"Everyone else, grab what you can, head for those hills, speed up and cloak!" you shout.
"You can't send them to engage the army, they'll all be killed!" Talia says.
"If it is Dendrin's will, then that's what's going to happen, better that they should die in his service than all of be destroyed, now let's move!" you shout back.

Talia isn't happy with the decision, but follows your lead.

The soldiers are still shooting at you of course, but they're doing it blind. Some of the mages get a few people though by blindly throwing fireballs in the general direction. It isn't long before the ranged attacks become lessened when the eternals close in for combat. As you get closer and closer to the hills, the arrows and fireballs have seemed to have stopped altogether.

The next few days also involve some fighting with more soldiers in the hills, and while it's mostly swordsmen you still don't have a major advantage as you're short several good warriors since losing all of the eternals. You curse the fact that you behaved so rashly. Though nobody is cursing more than Cyrus when Dravin gets cut down by a lucky soldier, he nearly kills all the skirmishers himself after that happens. After the battle he still hasn't calmed down.

"Cyrus I know you're upset about Dravin, but we've got to keep moving."
"Fuck you! This is YOUR fault!" Cyrus shouts as he morns over Dravin's body. "If you hadn't sent all the eternals to sacrifice themselves we might've had more people with us to close the gaps in our defenses! What the hell were you thinking?"
"I was thinking that I was trying to save most of the shadows instead of all of getting killed instead!"
"Well you've sure done a great job of that oh great Shadow Master!"
"Cyrus, you honestly have a problem with me being Shadow Master after you practically begged like a pathetic worm for me to spare your life?"
"And that was the biggest mistake of my entire life! I see now that you were never the chosen one of Dendrin, either that or he's abandoned you and as a result us completely! Did you ever really talk to him at all or did you just make it all up?"
"I knew I should've killed you…"
"What's stopping you now?"

Talia attempts to separate the pair of you, but both of you are ready to draw weapons on each other. Meanwhile Theo is attempting to keep the rest of the shadows in order who are not only demoralized by the attacks and loss of people, but also the fact that their leadership is fighting on top of it.

Things go from bad to worse when Talia is accidentally stabbed in the chest by Cyrus when he tries to stab you instead. You see her fall to ground with a look of shock on her face. Cyrus stands with a bloody dagger in his hand with a similar look of surprise on his face.

"I…didn't…I meant to…I…" Cyrus stutters as your eyes look right through him.

You waste no time and tackle him to the ground. Theo shouts for you to stop, but you don't hear anything until you hear the last sounds of Cyrus' breath as you choke the life out of him before breaking his neck. By the time you're done, no body knows what to think or do. They just stand around watching the self destruction of their order.

You go back over to Talia's body and find her still alive, but breathing weakly.

"I'm sorry Talia, I…should've be able to stop…"
"Stop what? It was Dendrin's will that…I die obviously…at least I'll see my eternals again…my children…" Talia says and lapses into unconsciousness and then death.

You shed a few tears over her death, then Theo tries to get you to move.

"Shadow Master we have to keep moving as you said."
"You want to keep moving go ahead Theo. I'll be staying here." Looking off in the distance.
"But you're the Shadow Master, you have to…"
"I don't have to do shit! You want the job? Go ahead, I make you Shadow Master. Lots of luck! Now begone!" you shout.

Theo stands there for a while and starts to say something, but stops. Instead he just tells the remaining shadows to keep moving and eventually they're all out of the area leaving you alone with several dead bodies surrounding you.

When the rest of General Ackerson's men reach you, you're still sitting on the ground cradling Talia's body. They shout some predictable threats and such at you, but you ignore them. You don't care anymore. You're numb all the way until you feel a sword blow to your head.

And then you feel nothing ever again.