Year 31

Sometimes it seems surreal that the Empire hasn't attempted to retake Rask yet, but then there have been a few major changes all decidedly not in the favor of the Empire.

First off, Kane's death was a bigger deal than even you thought it would be. Kane's "Butcher of Rask" infamy wasn't exactly the most efficient way of keeping the plebs in line, but it was working better than nothing at all. Not to mention it was also keeping his command in line as well. When he died, Empire troop morale in Rask dropped and the native Raskians' morale went up significantly. The towns finally unified enough that they declared Rask to be independent of Empire law and rule.

You figured the Empire would send more troops to re-establish order, but instead they started withdrawing from the area entirely. Apparently some of the shadows still causing problems for the Empire south of Rask started engaging in suicidal tactics and taking out high ranking commanders, including Captain Roldan (Who you always thought would've been one of the first to be sent to Rask) With this set back, the Empire decided it would be better to crush all the opposition in places where they at least had a majority of control, hence Rask was left alone for now at least.

In the meantime, the shadows are…well a shadow of their former selves. It is almost quite certain that all of them south of Rask are being ruthlessly hunted to extinction and there weren't many left in the first place (even less when they started with suicide tactics). The last shadow "stronghold" is Fort Defiance where presumably Cyrus still rules over his small group of brainwashed followers. You say presumably because nobody has heard anything from them since Kane was killed. You haven't even been the target of any revenge assassination attempts. The place is still intact, but has effectively closed itself off from the outside world. Despite the major shadow influence on starting the rebellion in the first place and people helping them in the past, nobody is in any particular hurry to thank them and Fort Defiance is looked upon as a monastery of religious fanatics that should be steered clear of.

As for you and Talia, you're exceptions, but not by much. You were known as a shadow outcast long before Kane's death so nothing much has changed with how people treat you, though sometimes you get a few small thank yous for directly being involved in Kanes death, then on the flip side you also get a few fuck yous for indirectly being involved in the near total destruction of Volgst.

Talia on the other hand doesn't get much of either. It's somewhat known that she was the one that actually killed Kane, but due to her continued dedication to Dendrin, she's just looked upon as one of the "acceptable" religious fanatics, rather than any sort of hero. Not to mention nobody wants to piss off the killer of the Kane.

In keeping with your outcast nature you and Talia have made yourself at home in one of the many abandoned cabins in the wilderness. It's not much, but after fixing it up it's a suitable home. You both are fairly self sufficient

While things are currently peaceful, you're finding it harder and harder to find ways to pass the time. Part of you is always on guard believing that one day the Empire will eventually come back or even closer to home, that shadows will attempt to kill you. You've set up many traps and scouted several potential escape routes as possible. Even with that large of a concern you're still left with a lot of extra time which is mostly spent with Talia and that's becoming another situation lately.

Talia is also finding herself restless, possibly even more than you are. Part of the problem is that she was once part of a bigger community that she identified with and now she is effectively isolated from that community. That isn't the only the problem though, she still believes in Dendrin and the "shadow way" and namely that means all her ideals and plans for the future have practically gone by the wayside. She once stated to you that one of the reasons why she bonded with you is because she had this idea that when the Empire was brought down you and her would spawn several Eternal shadows to become little Dendrin worshippers and presumably strengthen the community because of it.

Well, the Empire hasn't fallen, the shadows are near extinct and Talia hasn't gotten pregnant despite how much the pair of you have had sex. To be quite honest you were never really paying too much attention to that last one until Talia started bringing it up recently. You always figured she was using some sort of shadow magic to prevent such a thing in the past due to how inconvenient it would be (You know planning a rebellion and all), but now in this time of "peace" it's been brought to your attention that something must be seriously wrong.

Given that you weren't really a true shadow to begin with, the whole legacy thing wasn't really something you were placing a priority on, though you do find it a bit odd. You can only come up with the conclusion that you, her or perhaps both of you just can't produce offspring. Talia on the other hand feels that something NEEDS to be done to try to correct this, and that something is placing greater faith in Dendrin to bless you with children.

This in it of itself is asking the impossible of you, but Talia also wants to travel to the Delerg province to locate his original temple. She remembers where it is and she figures that perhaps the connection to him will be stronger there.

As one can imagine this has caused a great source of arguing on your part. Disregarding the fact that Derlerg is still Empire territory and that both of you aren't exactly wanted there, there's also the fact that you're never going to "believe" in Dendrin like Talia, no matter how much she wants you to. The best you'd be able to do is fake it, and you've tried that before, didn't work for you. You also aren't really convinced that he'd bless you with children anyway, given how unhelpful he is in the first place and that's assuming he's even able to do such a thing.

However, all of these arguments have fallen on semi-deaf ears. Talia is quite aware of your feelings on the matter, but she would like you to make the attempt. She tries to point out that Dendrin has been guiding or at least looking out for you in some way, because if he wasn't he wouldn't have spoken to you on a regular basis in the past or guided her to you when Kane was getting the better of you. If that were anyone else telling you about that last one, you'd think they'd be trying to get you to do what they want as "payment" for saving your life. However, given that it's Talia, you know she's being sincere in her belief, which makes it even harder to argue against since you can at least understand the idea of owing someone.

At this point, if you really insisted on staying put you aren't sure if Talia wouldn't just leave again, after all she did put her faith of Dendrin over you before. This makes you question if this is even going to work out to anyway. Sure, you and Talia have had some good times in the distant past and even recently, but this just might be an obstacle that's always going to be between you both and going to be insurmountable.

You travel to Delerg

Maybe you love Talia more than she loves you, or maybe you're just tired of practically being a loner all the time and at least if you have Talia, you know you've got someone on your side. Whatever the reason, you tell Talia that you're willing to go to Delerg with her. Her reaction is a happy one though she admits she's a little surprised you agreed as quickly as you did.

Later that night you fall asleep wondering how the hell you got yourself into this.

Then a numbness washes over you…

"So, ready to come back to the fold eh?" you hear Dendrin say.
"Hardly." You reply.
"I didn't think so, but you always continue to intrigue me. I mean here you are supporting a woman that obviously places faith over love. Why would you do such a thing? The Empire's most fanatical soldiers have faith in their false Emperor and the shadows…what's left of them still have faith in me yet they have no real proof that their respective masters approve of them or feel anything back. Yet you have proof that Talia's faith in me is stronger than her love for you and you still stand by her."
"Because I'm an idiot obviously."
"That remains to be seen, but I don't think so. In fact you're being clever enough to avoid my question. Don't think I haven't noticed. Is it possible that you're heading to into Empire territory in the hope of getting into major battle again? Has been awhile and I know you do enjoy it so."

You don't answer, you just try to go back to waiting out this "dream", but Dendrin isn't letting you.

"Passive silence? That's not your usual tactic with me. You've always been a fighter, a warrior! But I'll take that silence as a sign that I was right."
"Take it however you want, but take it away from me."
"Hmm, not sure if I like this new approach to our talks, but if I had an opinion on your decision, it's that you've made the right one. I think that you'll find something else in my old temple too. Well now you will since I've just mentally transferred the position of a very hidden place in it. Hope the baby situation works out for you, I think fatherhood would suit you, and it'll give me a new follower! I'll be watching as usual."

In the next few weeks you and Talia make your preparations to leave Rask. When you tell her that Dendrin spoke to you and placed the image of a stone "button" to reveal a secret part of the temple, Talia is again overjoyed and remarks that this is a good sign that he cares for your well being and merely wants your worship in return. You don't bother saying what you really think, but instead just nod and tell Talia that perhaps she's right and that maybe one day your faith in him will be as strong as hers.

The journey is a long one, it probably wouldn't be if you could actually use shadow magic to speed yourself up without passing out anymore, but since you're not yet a "true believer" again, looks like ol' Dendrin's withholding the perks still. Doesn't seem to bother Talia, she's very positive during the whole trip. She talks about how you can both make your home in the temple and start your new lives there. She goes on about how you can also put out feelers on how the rebellion situation is going on in Delerg and how maybe you can get it split from the Empire like Rask did. You have to admit you don't mind that idea.

There are a few times on the trip through the Quala province you could've avoided combat with Empire patrols, but you deliberately engage them when the time is right. You make an effort to leave no survivors in these attacks; every dead soldier is a blow to the Empire right?

Eventually you make it to Delerg and the place is crawling with Empire troops, it looks like they've really been trying to clean up around here. You keep a lower profile here and it takes a lot of sneaking around, but eventually you make it to Dendrin's temple which have several rotten heads on pikes facing the temple along with several rotten bodies (partially eaten by the wildlife and insects) strewn around and even inside the temple.

"These are shadows." Talia says with a touch of sadness in her voice.
"I know…even with half her face covered in maggots I recognize that one. Sister Yvette. I always wondered what happened to her after I left her in charge of my cell when I went back to Gloom. (Sigh) I figured it would be something like this."
"Do you think these are all the shadows that we lost contact with south of Rask?"
"Most of them I suppose. I guess maybe they had the same idea and made a last stand here where they thought Dendrin would protect them. Looks like…" you stop yourself from saying something completely negative like "he didn't." so you think of something slightly less negative and say: "they fought so hard that the Empire tried to make some sort of example out of them."
"We need to take them down off the pikes." Talia says.
"No we need to leave them be, since I'm sure the Empire has patrols come around here, and if they see all the heads suddenly gone, they're going to correctly assume shadows are around. We need to keep a low profile if we're going to stick around here remember?"
"I…suppose discretion would be best right now."

You and Talia move past the pike heads and enter the temple, which is surprisingly in good condition though signs of battle obviously took place here. You waste no time in seeking out the stone "button" that will open up a secret place in the temple. Eventually you find it (which you doubt you would've been able to do if Dendrin hadn't told you) and descend down.

What you find is better than you could've hoped for when you first arrived and that's living quarters for what you presume would be for the old shadow high priests or whatever. It isn't fancy, but it's fairly clean. You imagine that this place hasn't been accessed in centuries. The walls are very solidly made so it doesn't even look like signs of any natural intrusion have occurred either. There is one "room" that sticks out which isn't man made and that's a small natural cavern, which seems to be an underground garden of some sort with a shallow stream of fresh water flowing through it. Blue glowing fungus lights up the place and there are no exits other than the small openings the water is flowing through.

With no suspicion whatsoever Talia immediately takes some purple berries off one of the bushes and pops them in her mouth and remarks how good they taste.
"Hey those could be poisonous!" you exclaim.
"Oh you doubter, Dendrin lead us here! We won't come to any harm!
"I'm being cautious. This cavern is strange; I mean wouldn't a garden like this have overgrown or decayed without regular care? I imagine the water stream is seeping into the soil and sustaining them, but some of these plants wouldn't survive without sunlight either."
"It's obviously magical and don't you see? Dendrin provides as usual. We now have a good supply have fresh sustenance and water. Why question it, for it is one less thing to worry about! With this place we could easily hide underneath the Empire's noses and strike from the shadows again." Talia says.
"As long as they don't call in their Derro buddies again, I agree that this will make a suitable hideout. I suppose you're probably right about the garden being magical. Sort of odd though, never known Dendrin to be into the whole nature thing."
"Well we cannot hope to know all of a god's interests and thoughts. As I've said, why question it? It is enough that it's something good and we could use that right now. Now come, we should thank Dendrin for this together."

As you join Talia in thanking Dendrin, you can't help but wonder if this is all some elaborate plan by Dendrin to actually get you to be a true believer, or if he doesn't really care if you believe, just as long as you're going through the motions.

Either way, you'll do this for Talia because that's who you're really faithful to.
Year 35

Despite your best efforts, stirring up more dissent in Delerg seems to be a losing battle. It's not just the Empire though; it's the people here in general. Most of them are content on being dominated. Funny how in the "birthplace" of the shadows, that rebellion would be less here.

The best you've been able to do is organize small groups of society's misfits, lowlifes and outright psychopaths and they're just doing it for the shits and giggles for the most part, but whatever works at this point.

You and Talia have been very careful about not giving the impression of any shadow activity in the area and that's a good thing because lately the Empire has been throwing its weight around once more. Almost as if it's gotten a second wind.

And it has.

There were always rumors, but you never paid too much attention most of the time mainly because you had so much else going on in your life, but when the announcement of the Empire's new eternals came about, you had no choice but to pay attention especially since there was a lot more of them, hundreds actually.

The first place they sent them was to Rask. Not surprising considering the Empire lost the territory. What wasn't expected is that the Empire didn't just send them to conquer the place. They sent them to destroy it. Town after town was completely obliterated by these new eternals and the people no matter how united couldn't stop them. Some tried to pledge their allegiance to the Empire again, but they were killed like everyone else. Not since the days of Kane had Rask experienced such brutality on a wide scale.

After most of the towns had been laid to waste, Fort Defiance was next. In fact this was the main objective in the first place. The rest of it? Just in the way and served to test the viciousness of the new eternals. Perhaps even to scare the remaining shadows still huddled up in that run down fort. "Defiance" was a reminder of an old wound. A loss. A humiliation. The Empire didn't just lose a fort, or even a whole province; they lost it because of the shadows, the ones who caused all this in the first place. They had to be eliminated once and for all.

You heard that the siege didn't even last three days and Fort Defiance was destroyed along with all the remaining shadows inside. Cyrus himself was found dead with another male shadow (Who you presume was probably Draven) in an embrace. Apparently they had poisoned themselves rather than give the satisfaction to the Empire of killing them.

Talia gets a little sad when she hears the news. While she left due to her feelings for you and Cyrus' incompetence, she was there for five years and still considered them all her brothers and sisters. A loss of any of Dendrin's faithful is a loss to all who revere him.

While you aren't exactly broken up about it, you certainly aren't jumping for joy. Now that the Empire has satisfied its blood revenge on what they believed to be the last of the shadows, they're going to unleash these new eternals on the rest of their provinces in full force too. They've already started deploying them in the Quala and Arat province. Delerg can't be far behind.

"While I hate to always be the cynic. Things are looking really damn bleak right about now Talia."
"They've been bad before and we've still pulled through. Dendrin will preserve us and the Empire will fall."
"Yeah…well…"
"Oh come on now my love, don't tell me you're starting to lose your faith again."

It's always so charmingly naïve of Talia to believe that you're not just faking everything. Still, even while faking it, you can't help but be a "doubter" sometimes.

"Well no…but we're the last two shadows left Talia. I mean, sure Cyrus was obviously a bad leader and all that, but above all else he was a devoted worshipper of Dendrin along with all the rest. I have to question why Dendrin isn't doing something more direct to help his own followers now more than ever."
"Cyrus' actions had obviously offended Dendrin, and he was punished along with all those that followed him. True, I weep for their passing, but they strayed from the teachings. They were no longer fighting the Empire or trying to carry out Dendrin's will and as a result Rask was ravaged. We on the other hand were smart enough to leave and carry on the fight. For years now we've successfully hid ourselves right under the noses of the Empire. I know we're careful, but we're not that lucky. Dendrin has obviously clouded the Empire's collective mindset from believing there are shadows here in Delerg. Your magic is back completely. I'd say Dendrin is looking out for only those that are worthy. When the Empire does finally fall, it will be a new era and it only takes two…"

Talia takes your hand and looks into your eyes.

"…to recreate the shadows stronger than ever."

While you're glad Talia's confidence in victory is so certain, you're not convinced as usual. Even if Dendrin is helping you both out on some small level like Talia believes he is, he's going to have to do a hell of a lot more. In the meantime you're going to prepare yourself for the inevitable new eternal invasion. You begin setting up traps in and around the temple though you imagine the day when they actually get used is probably going to be the day you're making your last stand.

Months pass and you go through your usual routines of opposing the Empire, then that fateful day comes. A platoon of the new eternals arrive in Sinkhole. They aren't there to destroy it, but they barely act like it. Under the cover of cloak you spy on them for a period of several days, and you see them routinely assaulting people even when there is no real cause for it other than pure sadistic glee. Even their non-eternal commander doesn't have much control over them. Sometimes when he tells them to stop beating someone, they just look at him like he'll be next. Whoever trained these eternals obviously didn't do a good job, it's like they have no discipline what so ever.

That's when you begin to wonder if the Empire hasn't put the last nail in their own coffin. These monsters the Empire has unleashed upon the world are going to cause them more problems than they're going to solve. You can see that even now.

Another month passes and more of them arrive in Delerg. You and Talia engage small bands of them during their patrols, and they aren't slouches in a fight either despite only being teenagers. Naturally when dead eternals start becoming more common, Delerg starts getting the thumbscrews put to it. While all the little villages in Delerg aren't put to the torch a lot of them are. Sinkhole becomes a staging ground for public executions and worse.

Eventually the few that were actually supporting the rebellion are all rounded up and killed. It gets harder and harder to sneak around the swamp ambushing patrols, and you and Talia never seem to get enough rest to recharge up your magic.

And today is the day when all this catches up with you both…

As you withdraw your sword from a dead foe, you hear the sounds of several bows being drawn behind you as well as above you. Fortunately, whoever is in charge has decided to be an overly dramatic fool and doesn't attack immediately. You and Talia stand back to back trying to get a bit of a breather before the next assault.

A young man appears from behind the archers. He's obviously one of the new eternals though he's wearing a captain's rank, which strikes you as a bit odd.

"Give it up shadow scum. Oh yes, we've figured out who you really are now. Should've known a few of you would've been sneaking around somewhere, but that ends now. You've exhausted yourselves and your magic won't help you now. Even if you can outrun the arrows I've got eternals all over the swamp right now waiting for you in all directions." The young captain sneers.
"The Empire getting so desperate they're promoting babies now?" you say.
"The Empire is getting better now that we're around. Our former captain was inferior so he was replaced. Only an eternal is fit to lead other eternals. Of course you two would know nothing about being real eternals having betrayed the Empire after all, but really even if you had stayed loyal, you'd be obsolete now anyway. Time to put an end to your kind in more ways than one."
"You brats talk too much." You say and you and Talia speed yourselves up to run back into the undergrowth and avoid the arrow barrage to come.

You're successful, but you're getting really tired really fast. Even Talia is experiencing fatigue. You need to run to safety to get some temporary relief, but chances are if they know about you being shadows, they'll assume you'll run straight to Dendrin's old temple where there might be a larger group of eternals waiting for you.

You run to the sanctuary

Given that the captain said he had eternals all over the swamp, going deeper into it probably isn't going to help. Hell, who knows what else could attack, not like the swamps are exactly a friendly place and all you need to do is get yourself killed stepping into quicksand because you're tired and not paying proper attention.

You and Talia race to the temple, dispatching eternals that get in your way, but the constant arrows flying from what seems to be everywhere are what prove to be the most hazardous in this gauntlet because despite your unnatural speed, it doesn't make it impossible to get hit.

"Ah! Damn it!" you hear Talia shout and fall to the ground. She's got an arrow in her back by some lucky shot. You barely avoid getting shot yourself when you stop to pick her up.

"You got enough in you to cloak yourself?"
"Yeah I think so…"
"Okay do it."

The pair of you cloak yourselves and you get out of the area as eternals continue to fire blindly at where they think you're located.

It takes you a little longer to make it back to the sanctuary under cloak, carrying Talia over your shoulder, as well as trying to avoid the eternals swarming the swamp, but eventually it's in sight. Unfortunately you were right and a large group of eternals are stand watch around the place.

You sneak by just long enough to make it to the steps and that's when your own energy starts to give out and you collapse breaking your cover completely. First eternal that reaches you gets a sword blow to his face causing him to fall backwards into two of his fellows. You engage two more and Talia, despite having an arrow in her back manages to fight off another one. Though she's still far from peak condition. A sword strike catches her across the leg and then a dagger is shoved into her stomach. Before you can react to help her, she manages to helps herself by slitting the throat of the eternal who believed her to be already defeated.

Talia manages to drag herself into the temple while you attempt to fight the rest of the eternals off as long as you can. When you dispatch them you see more eternals begin to swarm out of the swamp and approach the temple.

Finding Talia in the temple entry way bleeding out, you pick her up in your arms once again and make haste for the sanctuary. While you're running down one of the corridors you hear the work of your various traps going into action when death screams echo throughout the temple.

"I told you not to enter the place you fools! I knew this place was going to be trapped! We'll wait them out!" you hear another voice shout.

Nobody sees you enter your sanctuary and only when you seal it up do you take time to worry about how much Talia's been hurt. It's bad and while you're good at fighting and even some basic first aid, you can't fix this. Not even your magic can.

"They're going to be waiting awhile…we've got unlimited food and water down here…" Talia says.
"Shh, don't speak. We gotta…Dendrin! Dendrin will help!" you say and start praying to Dendrin in desperation.

After a few minutes of this, Talia speaks again.

"Why are you praying…you don't believe he's going actually help anyway…you never have…it's okay I know you did it for me. You've always done it all for me…that's your real faith..."

You stop and look at her; she looks so pale now due to the blood loss.

"I'm going to go back up there and kill every last one of those sons of bitches!" you exclaim, trying to fight back the tears.
"No…stay here with me my love…please…"

You hold on to her hand and watch as life slowly ebbs from her and eventually she begins to drift into unconsciousness.

"I…heard him…" she says with a faint smile and then passes on.

You sit by her side quietly sobbing in a small pool of her blood on the floor for what is probably an hour or so. Eventually you pull yourself together and do what needs to be done. You take her body to the garden and bury it there. It's as fitting of a gravesite as any for her and really you don't have many options right now anyway.

You were tired when you arrived here and now after burying your beloved you're exhausted along with being emotionally drained. If those new eternals come for you now they're going to have to kill you in your sleep, because that's what you do in the garden.

Unconsciousness takes you followed by the numbness, though now the numbness is welcome.

"You probably don't believe it, but you have my sympathies Eternal. Talia was always devoted, no matter what hardship was thrown in her face, she always believed even if her own logic told her not to at times." Dendrin says.
"And look where it got her."
"Yes, and look where it got her. Are you honestly going to keep blaming me for everything tragic in your life? You could easily blame yourself for not being quick enough to help her, or those new eternals for killing her in the first place."
"I'm done blaming you for anything, because ultimately you don't DO anything, which is what I've been saying for years. Tell me, was it ever in your power to bless Talia with a child?"
"No."
"Really? You admit this so freely? The great Dendrin admits to something he can't do?"
"Why wouldn't I? You know there are already limitations to my power so why tell you I can do something when I can't? I'm not a fertility god and I can't cure the sterility that infects you eternals."
"Hold on, so you're saying it wasn't just Talia, it was me as well?"
"Yes. Cyrus too, though it wouldn't have mattered in his case. So I imagine it has something to do with the process of how you Eternals are magically altered. Perhaps it's nature's way of balancing itself out. Who knows? But procreating was never really on your high priority list nor was creating a new line of shadows, so the question is what are you going to do now?"
"Well when I wake up I intend on carrying out my promise of killing every one of those bastards up top."
"For what purpose? Revenge? Talia already killed the one directly causing her mortal wound and killing the rest won't bring her back. Even if you did manage to kill all the ones currently up there, more are just going to come and you'll fall to them eventually."
"Then that's what will happen."
"Eternal I urge you to reconsider. I know of your love of battle, I know it's probably one of the few things that stirs something within you and ultimately that's how you want to die. I can respect that. But I also know that you have a strong survival instinct as well. Not to mention I don't think Talia would want you to just throw your life away on a hopeless battle when there is no need to."
"Why the sudden sense of concern, afraid of losing your source of entertainment? Besides, I don't think I'm going to have a choice anyway. If I wait down here, all they're going to do is eventually storm the place anyway, traps or not. Then they'll eventually find the button that leads down here."
"You're correct on the first assumption with the traps, but they won't find out how to get down here. They just won't, trust me."
"Trust you? Are you trying to be funny?"
"Not at all, but you do what you want. I can't stop you. I will say this though, despite our unstable relationship I think you do know I HAVE been looking out for in small ways. Perhaps I haven't helped the way you'd like me to, but I have helped. And yes it is true that if you died I would be losing my favorite form of entertainment, but I do genuinely like you Eternal and I don't see your part in this world at an end yet. Far from it actually, I still see much potential in you, but you're going to have to be patient for a while. There is always time for revenge if you still desire it. Trust me."

You can't argue with Dendrin on that one, he would know all about planning and waiting to make the right time to serve revenge. That's what the rebellion started by the shadows' was all about for the most part. He seems pretty adamant that you won't be found down here, so you're guessing he's probably going to make it impossible for anyone to even stumble upon the hidden button that leads down here.

"Dendrin, I just have one more question. Did you really speak to Talia before she died?"
"Yes. As I said, as devoted as she was, she deserved to hear the voice of her god."
"What did you say exactly?"
"Ha ha. I fear that would be telling Eternal and also a private matter. Let's just say the words were of a comforting nature in her final moments of life."
"Then I guess it was all worth it."

When you wake up, you don't follow through with your suicidal plan of charging into battle and you decide to take Dendrin's advice and wait. Fortunately the place is stocked with it's own library. You never really bothered glance at the books before let alone read them, but there's no time to start like the present.

A few weeks pass and you start hearing noises from up above. You take that to mean that they finally got tired of waiting you out and are searching the temple along with many of them falling afoul of the traps no doubt. You stay alert at this time, believing that they will find their way down here eventually, but as Dendrin told you, they never do.

At one point the whole underground sanctuary shakes and you hear several loud crashing noises from above. You're ultimately okay, but if you had to guess they probably just destroyed the temple either with magic or maybe even with a catapult they dragged through the swamp. For all you know you might be trapped down here now, but you're not worried. You'll get out of here eventually, when you feel that the time is right.
Chapter 3B2: Last Shadow


Year 45

You travel back to the sanctuary under cloak as you have many times before. The sanctuary isn't much to look at anymore ever since it collapsed ten years ago, but one thing's for sure, nobody ever comes around here, making it the perfect place to live ever since you started to live like a recluse.

You scan the area to make sure there is nobody around before you go through your secret entrance; you remember how long it took you just dig your way out of the place. You probably could've stayed down there indefinitely, but there are only so many times you can read the same books over. It was only natural that you got curious about what was going on in outside world after the first few years of being buried had past.

About another year of digging and it was a brand new world. The Empire had fallen, but not much had changed in the scheme of things. In some ways the situation might've been worse for the average person. You travelled under cloak to explore what used to be the territory of the old Empire, only to find that most of it was now divided up into petty fiefdoms run by the new eternals.

You knew as soon as you saw these new eternals they were going to hasten the Empire's fall, not save it. You also weren't surprised to find most of them fighting over the scraps of their dead "parent." They lack any sort of discipline of your generation, as far as you're concerned they're twisted mutants of eternals, but not real ones.

Most of the population that had existed under the Empire has become practically enslaved under the new eternals. There are a few that remain autonomous, but this is mainly in Rask where the place is a war zone even compared to places like Quala or Arat. From what you've heard Flog and his orc/ogre horde have been spreading to southern Rask and making it hard for any eternal attempting to plant a flag and keep it there. It's gotten so bad that what eternals do lay claim there have resorted to hiring svelk mercenaries to help. And the svelk aren't exactly well liked by the new eternals (Though that's one issue you'd have to agree with them on).

The other area that remains free from of new eternal domination in Nalin, which is seemingly a beacon of "light" and under the control of the only other first generation eternal known to be alive, Brenda. She apparently has a non-aggression pact with the eternal upstarts, but has made it clear she will not let them destroy what's left of what she considers to be the last remnants of the Empire. You don't know whether it's out of respect or fear that she has managed to avoid war with any of them.

As for Delerg, it's not a warzone, but it's no paradise. Delerg is slightly unique in that it's currently only "ruled" by one eternal by the name of Brutus, with no major competition. Brutus is not quite as ambitious either; he and his crony eternals seem content to just wallow in the swamp. One might think that perhaps he's just biding his time and waiting for an opening to invade the weakest eternal in Quala, but in reality he wouldn't have the means to do it anyway, his entourage is more of a gang rather than any proper army. He's just lucky Delerg isn't a profitable target by any other eternal or else he'd probably be wiped out by a real invasion.

You've often wondered why you continue to stay in Delerg or even the general area even after you took your "tour" of the old provinces and saw the chaos for yourself. You have no real answer other than you have nowhere else to go and that you've lived at the temple for so long now that you consider it your home regardless of who is calling themselves ruler there.

The other reason you guess is Talia. Even after all these years you still haven't quite moved on. You speak to Talia a lot, but she's not much of a conversationalist anymore, not that you mind. You'd rather speak with her than Dendrin who you don't know why still insists on speaking with you at all though thankfully it's been rare nowadays.

Later that night you go through your usual routine of a little training to keep your skills sharp and eating your dinner. You then visit the garden and speak with Talia about what you did today.

"Visited Sinkhole again today. Still the same rundown town it's always been. You'd think since Brutus made it his headquarters that he'd actually have a little pride to build it up a bit. Instead he and his lackies seem to just enjoy kicking around the same pathetic peasants, molesting hapless young girls and generally being assholes. Must be nice to enjoy doing the same routine over and over again."

You grab a handful of dirt and throw it where you buried Talia.

"Sometimes I feel like uncloaking and killing them all, just to see what they'd do, you know? I bet they'd be scared shitless. The return of the shadows! Ooooooooh!"

You laugh a bit.

"Of course you know I did feel like killing them all after you died, but now? What's the point? It won't bring you back, and most of those bastards get themselves killed over stupidity anyway. Hell I'd probably be honoring them by gracing them with my blade to their hearts."

You throw a stone in the small stream nearby.

"I mean I suppose if I did kill them, I'd be helping out those they're tormenting now…but why bother? Most of those wretches were content living under the yoke of the Empire, they can be happy with what that mindset got them! Remember when I was trying start up a minor rebel cell here? All I could practically get were the fucking criminals and other miscreants. I mean what the hell does that say about society when those are only type willing to fight against tyranny?"

You start to get angrier at the predictable silence.

"I mean it's not my fight anymore! I did what I could back in the day and it wasn't appreciated by anyone, sometimes not even by you! The Empire is dead! I've done my bit, so if someone else wants to play freedom fighter they can have at it. I'm done…I'm...I'm sorry…" you say as you slump down near Talia's grave.

You sit in silence for quite a while, and eventually you fall asleep.

"You're not still moping about are you? I thought you'd be over the hermit thing by now." Dendrin says
"I can't really be a hermit when you keep interrupting my solitude all the damn time."
"Oh please, you secretly crave it! If you really cherished your solitude that much, why the hell do you even bother leaving this place to make your little trips all over the countryside?"
"I only did that once because I was curious about the changes in the world."
"But you still continue to make your routine trips in Delerg at least. You know nothing has changed for quite some time, same eternals tormenting the peasants as usual. It's almost as boring as a routine as you have, must be an eternal thing. My point is, if you really wanted solitude, you wouldn't risk leaving this place at all. You wouldn't lurk on the outskirts of civilization spying on what others are doing. You also wouldn't still be talking to your mate who hasn't been in any condition to talk back in quite some time. I don't think this hermit thing is for you. You need to be doing something else."
"Oh like what? Entertaining you? Look if you're so bored, why don't you go bother someone else and leave me alone? I've repeatedly told you, I'm not here for your amusement."
"Obviously not. (Sigh) Very well Eternal, but you know I'm right. You can't keep going on like this. You're going to have to change your surroundings eventually, because you might as well be lying in a grave right next to Talia given that you've fallen asleep in the dirt and have small cave insects crawling on you."
"Don't think I haven't considered it."
"Stop talking nonsense. You're not suicidal and even if you were, you'd be too cowardly to go through with it anyway. Just like you're too cowardly to change your current situation by leaving this place."
"First you say I'm not really a hermit because I'm leaving here on a regular basis, but now you're saying I'm too cowardly to leave it? How does that make sense?"
"I'm saying you're going about everything half assed! You want to be a hermit? Fine then you need to shut yourself off from the outside world completely and not run around topside and vicariously getting your socialization kicks by spying on others. However I don't think that's what you want. I think you WANT to go back to doing what you used to do, but you've been staying hidden from the known world so long that you don't want to risk what peace you have. Its safer that way."
"And I haven't earned a little peace? Given everything I've been through?"
"Maybe you have Eternal. I don't know, but what I do know is you don't seem to be satisfied with it, so what I'm saying is you need to change your situation. Otherwise you might as well be dead because you're not living, you're just surviving."
"It's enough."
"Are you sure?"
"Always has been."

At this point Dendrin stops speaking. You don't know if it's because he's just tired of arguing with you or if it's because you've actually won the argument. Dendrin can't really deny that surviving to a certain extent has been enough for you in the past.

In any case the numbness eventually subsides and you wake up.

After brushing yourself off you head back to your real bed and ponder what you're really going to do since despite it all, Dendrin has once again managed to weasel a little truth in his words and its enough to make you think.

You continue to live here

Dendrin can chatter in your ear all he wants it's not going to make you change how you want to live your life. What the hell has he ever done for you?

You the sleep the rest of the night in your bed and most of the day as well. In fact you don't leave the sanctuary for over a month. Eventually you start to get restless again and you go for a walk in the middle of the night.

"I'm leaving Talia, I'll be back soon." You say.

Tromping around through the swamp at night isn't something you normally do since the place is already a breeding ground for biting insects during the day, its even worse at night. The Sul Monkeys are usually a little more active as well. Sometimes they even get vicious if they sense an easy target; fortunately they seem to be scared of you.

As you wander through the night you reminisce about the old days, back when you were in Rask and temporarily separated from Talia. It wasn't an easy time, but you survived it, just like you're surviving without her now.

"Pfft. Dendrin thinks he's so smart. Suggesting that I can't…" you begin to whisper to yourself, but just then your thoughts are interrupted by shrieks and pleas nearby. This is followed by some loud obnoxious voices.

"Go ahead a scream bitch, not like anyone's going to save you!" a voice yells.
"Hey are you taking your turn?" the second voice asks.
"Naw, I'm just gonna fuck the boy, seein' as we already beat him unconscious. Less trouble." A third voice replies.
"Suit yourself." The second voice says.

Great, you wandered in the middle of a sexual assault in progress. What is it with these new eternals and rape? They're always engaging in it like its going out of style. Must be some sort of defect in their minds during their training or something because none of the first generation eternals that you know of were so focused on their genital region. Even Kane, as infamous as he was for his atrocities was never known for rape. Though given some of the other things he did to his enemies, that's not saying much.

You shake your head as the cries, grunts and laughter gets louder and louder. They presumably have all the same natural ability and training the first generation eternals had and this is what they do with it. You turn back to go home.

"SHUT UP BITCH!" you hear followed by a smacking sound.
"Hah! Teach her to open her mouth when she doesn't have a dick in it."

Your hand tightens around your sword hilt as you stop walking for a moment.

"I'm not getting involved. They don't deserve my help. None of them ever did…" you mutter and take another step.

"Shit! This bitch is tight! She must be a virgin!"
"So must be her boyfriend's ass!"

You do a complete pivot.

"(Sigh) Damn it…"

You rush towards the sounds of the group and after passing through some tall swamp plants; you find two of the eternals on top of the bodies of their victims. The third one is standing around watching the pair of them, laughing.

He stops laughing when he catches the sight of your blade shining in the moonlight.

"Oh shi…" he utters and you split his head with your sword.

The eternal on top of the girl manages to stop what he's doing long enough to look up, which allows her to give him enough of a shove and crawl away backwards from him.

The other eternal on top of the young man doesn't even bother getting off his victim, instead he makes idle threats.

"Come closer and I'll break this boy's fucking neck!" he shouts and pulls the unconscious young man's head into his arms preparing to twist.
"He's better off dead anyway at this point." You say.

You hear a bone crack followed by the sound of your sword cleaving the neck of the eternal. He attempts to grab at you while making horrible gurgling noises, but he only manages to falls face first into the muddy ground.

The third eternal at this point has pulled up his pants and drawn his weapon, but given that he hasn't attacked you immediately like he should have, you know that means he's scared. They haven't been challenged in so long, they've forgotten what its like.

You forgot too. You forgot how thrilling combat was. All those old feelings are starting to come back. You're enjoying this.

"Give me a fight." You say.

The eternal attempts to oblige your request, but does a poor job at it. A couple of sword parries and dodges later and you've already opened up a wound in his chest and hacked a deep cut in his leg. He drops his sword and collapses on his ass in the mud.

"Please! Stop! Look, you can have the girl okay? Do whatever you want with her!"
"How the hell did you idiots ever take over anything? You're not eternals. You're fucking pathetic."
"And what are hell are you?"
"I'm a shadow of the past and right now the past is catching up with you."

A little dramatic, but you're having too much fun.

Your line is lost on the eternal anyway who continues to plea like the girl did when he was raping her. You show the same amount of mercy and smack him across the face with your hilt before shoving your sword into his crotch. His voice goes into a high scream and then silent when you finish him off with a couple stomps to his head cracking his skull. Another couple stomps and his body stops breathing.

You look around the area and see the young girl still nearby. In this moonlight you can see she's huddled with her knees up to her body and her arms wrapped around them. She's also completely naked with bruises on one side of her face and partially covered in mud and dirt. She can't be any older than twenty; her dead boyfriend was probably around the same age. She rocks back and forth sobbing.

Even when the physical damage heals, this is event is still going to be a scar in her mind for as long as she lives. You have no reassuring words for her, only advice.

"Go home girl and grow stronger from this experience." You say and leave her to her misery.

You eventually arrive back at the sanctuary and excitedly tell Talia about what happened tonight.

"…yeah, it was something to see. I sort of wondered if I was going to be rusty, but it all came back pretty naturally. Didn't even use any magic. Heh. I…I think I'll be really busy soon. So if I forget to talk to you or anything, its not because I don't love you. I'll just have my mind on other things okay? Okay. I'm glad you understand."

Over the next few days you pick off a few more eternals that you catch unawares in the swamps. Doesn't take Brutus long to start realizing that someone is standing up to him, though from conversations you've eve's dropped on, he isn't entirely sure who it is yet and even thinks it might be the pre-cursor to an invasion. He'll wish that was the case by the time you're through.

The peasants though are still being oppressed as usual. Perhaps even worse than they already were, since the eternals are taking their frustrations out on them, you can't understand why they aren't at least being encouraged by the situation and trying to fight back.

You briefly wonder if you should dispense with your secretive solitary operations and try to get a "rebellion" going again, but you quickly dismiss such ideas. Maybe you're indirectly helping the people, but you're mainly just doing this for your own personal reasons. You're not going to do is try to enlist aid again. Those days are long gone you're not putting up with the headache of them anymore. Someone else can do it if they feel so inclined. You're working fine on your own. You've done it many times in the past and will continue to do so in the future.

Besides if you were successful in starting up a rebellion, then you'd eliminate your targets too quickly. As it stands right now, you're enjoying taking your time. If you wanted to kill them all as fast as possible, you could easily do it.

Over the course of a few months you continue your activities. Brutus starts sending patrols in large groups. He also destroys one of the smaller villages claiming that they know who has been attacking them if not involved in the attacks directly. If something like that doesn't motivate the people nothing will.

As it turns out, it has motivated at least one and when you're spying an eternal patrol camp you aren't surprised to see a familiar smaller figure hiding nearby. She thinks that nobody sees her, and so far she's correct as far as the eternals are concerned, but you see her as clear as day. She hasn't seen you of course due to your cloak.

Looks like she took your advice, but she has no idea what she's doing. Her desire for vengeance is going to get her killed, though maybe she feels like she has no reason to live at this point.

In any event, she's going to get in the way of your own plans, if you don't do something.

You approach her

You're not going to rush into battle when you aren't entirely sure of the situation yet. You need to get her out of here before she messes everything up.

You silently move towards her staying cloaked the whole time. You try to pay attention to what the eternals are doing while still moving towards the girl. When you finally reach her, she still isn't quite aware of your presence, you she begins to look around as if she senses something.

You're just about to lunge at her, when her sense that someone is near causes her to panic and she ends up falling backwards causing enough noise to attract the attention of the nearby eternals.

"Shit." You curse and decloak before the girl. She's very surprised to see you.

"Don't speak, just get the hell out of here!" you shout at her as you here the eternals rushing over to check what's going on.
"But…" she utters.
"I said don't…" you say and then feel a spear fly into your back from a second group of eternals that were just returning to camp.

You manage to spin around and muster enough of a fight to dispatch a couple of the eternals advancing on you, but even you can't hold your ground against such odds with a sharp object puncturing your vital organs. Even speeding yourself up only serves to prolong the inevitable and you eventually succumb to the onslaught.

As for the girl she didn't get far and the eternals make good on finishing her off this time.