It is so ugly. I understand that the pattern is always different and unpredictable but I wasn’t ready just for how underwhelming mine ended up. I wish there was a way to look through multiple pictures and order the exact pattern I like. I am contemplating returning it, would have done so already if it wasn’t so heavy. Big disappointment. If you’re considering buying it, do yourself a favor and buy somewhere in the store where you can make sure it is what you want.