And I couldn't forgive myself for the countless, countless hours I had lost in negative thought -- all the time I had spent beating myself up for losing my marriage and not stopping the sexual abuse when I was a kid and career moves and this and this and this.
I nisam si mogla oprostiti nebrojene, nebrojene sate koje sam izgubila razmišljajući negativno -- sve to vrijeme koje sam potrošila mučeći se zbog gubitka braka i što nisam zaustavila seksualno zlostavljanje kad sam bila dijete, i zbog profesionalnih poteza, i ovog, i onog.