Because once John committed himself to putting his life back together -- first physically, then emotionally, and then spiritually -- he found that there were very few resources available to someone who has attempted to end their life in the way that he did.
Jer tu je sam sebi John obećao kako će vratiti natrag svoj život u normalu -- prvo fizički, zatim emocionalno, i zatim duhovno -- otkrio je kako postoji jako malo raspoloživih resursa za nekoga tko je pokušao okončati svoj život na način na koji je on to učinio.