Maybe I wanted to be so successful and so able to take responsibility that I would do so and I would be able to take care of my attending's patients without even having to contact him.
Možda sam želio biti toliko uspješan i toliko sposoban preuzeti odgovornost da sam to i učinio i bio bih u stanju pobrinuti se za pacijente svog nadređenog bez da ga uopće kontaktiram.