I lived in a state with a terrible job market. I ended up with a job that paid my bills but tormented me. I floated in and out of romantic relationships, probably drank more than I should have. I couldn’t escape this feeling that quicksand was dragging me down and it made me sad, angry and made me feel like my future was basically going to be me digging myself out of this pit (all while I was continuing to dig my pit with credit card debt).
Napunta ako sa isang trabaho na binabayaran ng aking bill ngunit tormented sa akin. Ako floated sa at sa labas ng mga romantikong relasyon, marahil drank higit sa dapat kong magkaroon. Hindi ko maaaring makatakas ito pakiramdam na kuminoy ay pagkaladkad sa akin down at ito ginawa sa akin malungkot, galit at ginawa sa akin pakiramdam tulad ng aking mga hinaharap ay isa lamang pagpunta sa maging sa akin paghuhukay aking sarili mula sa hukay na ito (ang lahat habang ako ay patuloy na maghukay aking hukay na may credit card utang).