15:39, I'm back from canteen.. who cares anyway, no one knows I took my break to eat except Robert not even my boss nor my lady boss. Ahuh, I don't ask permissions to feed myself, I'm maybe not giving respect but as if they give me one. No I'm not used to give disrespect to anyone, I just don't want to disturb them, they're too busy to hear my thing, so I do it instead of waiting them to finish their work - I guess that would take until non-working hours.
Pero nung tinamaan ako, may tugs talaga doon. Hindi to, "love at first sight" kasi kilala na kita non.. I won't even call it LOVE.. kasi hindi ko matanggap... Hehe. It is such a traitor feeling that time, dumating ang tugs but not on the right time and it caught me out of control... That time, nagpray ako para sa hindi ko ikasasaya, kasi alam ko kung san ako sasaya.. alam kong challenge to, so I prayed na sana kaya kong tiisin... sana saglit lang to.. pero hindi ko makontrol... yung utak ko keri pa... pero parang lagi akong inaatake sa puso..