In college,I developed inferiority complex.I have always been insecured with my classmates who came from private schools, who can afford to hangout and party in gimik places like Malate and Libis,and who gets high grades because they spent a lot in class presentations and projects.I don't have that much friends because I was afraid of rejection.I was really shy and don't talk that much.In first year,I also felt like although PLM is a good school,I should have went to UP and take the course that I really wanted.I was not proud of my school.I did not tell my high school classmate where I was studying.They thought I went to Up or some prestigious school in Manila.I was also not confident of my physical appearance.I was underweight,I had a lot of pimples.I felt like the clothes I wear were so outdated.I was attacked with insecurities that made me depressed,maybe because I was on my adolescent stage,blame it on the raging hormones.
Pagdating naman ng grade three ay nakapalagayan ko ng loob si Eduardo.lagi ako sa bahay nila.Ang bonding namin nun ay magdrawing, magbasa ng komiks, maligo sa dam malapit sa kanila at maglakwatsa.Siya ang naging best friend ko hanggang grade six.parehas din kami ng pinasukang high school pero hindi kami naging magkaklase.Napunta siya sa ibang section.Pagdating first year high school,nagkaroon siya ng problema sa pamilya niya.napasama siya sa hindi magandang barkada.At nabalitaan ko rin na sinubok niya na magdrugs.nang taon ding iyon ay biglaang naisip ng pamilya ko na lumipat sa maynila.Lumipat din ako ng eskwelahan at hindi nakapagpaalam kay eduardo.pero madalas ko siyang maalala.nakonsensiya ako dahil hindi ko siya natulungan sa mga problema niya.