From that time, I did not asked any question from them about my father anymore because I know that they will just refuse to answer me. When I graduated in high school, my aunt was the only one beside me going up the stage. I looked at my classmates and I saw that they are complete, a mother and a father. I again started crying and sighing wishing that my sire is with me getting up the stage and my diploma. I felt with mixed emotions that time, happy but sad. Lately, there was a friend of mine asking where is my father, i sighed. I said that he has another family across the country. I was sorry for what I said hoping that it will not come to reality. I spent my Christmas, new year and father's day with an incomplete parents but I remained firm because i have a family who is supporting me all the time. My life is like a bamboo that has hole inside and the only way to fill that hole is to find my lost sire.
Kapag pumupunta siya sa bahay, pumapayag naman akong gamitin niya ang computer at sa pagpayag ko namang iyon, nagiging madalas na ang pagpunta niya sa bahay kahit na facebook at youtube lang ang alam niyang gawin, pinapabayaan ko na lamang siya. Nagpapasalamat rin ako sa kanya dahil siya ang kakasama ko kapag wala akong kasama sa bahay lalo na noong ikinasal ang pinsan ko, talagang hindi siya umalis hanggat hindi pa sila dumarating sa bahay.