As an enthusiast of experiencing going to different scenic places, I want to check the land of green pasture for a visit or tour only to experience how is to be in the other side of the earth.There are no slightest bits and pieces of bitterness over the heard someone, colleagues and neighbours who made it to pass and grant their visa to United States of America.There is nothing to do with difficulty to get there, neither its mounting cost of living, nor merely sour-grapping if this so called my greatest American dream did not flourish.The fact that I did not even apply to obtain the visa and eventually denied, I don’t feel sour-grapping.It is purely part of knowing and setting your priorities while you are getting old.Though I may not able to see America all my life, it will be fine with me and I am still be pleased to whatever places I may have seen.Maybe I can make it there but if how and when that is I am uncertain now but not bothered.
Hindi lang sa ngayon kundi matagal na nilang pinakikinabangan at tinatamasa ang kaginhawahan at tamis ng buhay. Sa nalalabi ko pang panahon, makamit ko man ang aking mga hinihiling ay sasandali ko na lang iyon mapapakinabangan. Samantalang mayroong mga mas bata sa akin na nagpapakaligaya na sa buhay, matagal ng nagpapakaligaya sa buhay, at matagal pang magpapakaligaya sa buhay. Ako, kung hindi ipagkakait sa akin ang magpaligaya sa buhay ay ilang sandali na lang ang gugugulin ko upang magpakaligaya sa buhay na pinagarap ko – patas ba yon? Siguro ay oo, pero hindi ko mapapatunayan dahil wala akong kakayahan na alamin ang punot-dulo ng buhay ng mga tao upang maikumpara ko ang aking sariling pinagdaraanan.