But I really tried to hide it; I tried not to show it to my Mom. I want to be strong. I want to; I want to, I want to really, really, really, ahhhhhh… (Spice Girl) I want to cry out that time. I don’t want to leave but I have to. It’s not running away but its finding Nemo (Toinks!) I mean finding the way, finding yourself, finding the meaning of life. People can say that I am mighty and strong, brilliant and brave but they don’t know that I am weak inside, weak as a newly born child. No one has ever bothered to ask me “WHY”, why I keep on leaving Zamboanga, perhaps no one has ever seen me suffering, every day I am hoping that I could look for a Job, a nice Job, A job that would make my parents proud, that is why I keep on leaving Zamboanga and I thought Manila is the place.
Wala siguro… ewan.. pwedeng Ikaw na lang (Jhengpot).. peksman.. ikaw na lang talaga.. kasi marami tayong pagkakapareho.. pareho tayong mahilig sa ART, nag-eenjoy ako tingnan ang guhit ng ibang tao, masaya na ako kahit na ang gagawin ko lang ay titingnan ang mga yun… may konting alam din ako sa Guitara, kaya kong tugtugin ang intro ng ilang paborito kong kanta, neyehehehehe.. sabi mo gusto mo rin matutunan ang MAJIKA.. na siyang ehem.. weakness ko… you think I can be your good friend, I think you can be my good friend too, you think I am nice, I think you are nice too, you think I can be trusted, I think you can be trusted too, you think I am cute and I THINK YOU ARE RIGHT… nyehehehe… yan ang dahilan kaya ikaw na lang ang karass ko…