i don't want to let go when you wrap your arms around me, telling me that it is so nice to hug me because my body feels so warm. human heat. that's what you call it. there is something about the way you hold my hand and you play with my fingers. something unexplainable. something that no amount of words can describe. i loved holding your hand the first day i saw you. i still do. much more now than before. i don't want this feeling to end. if i can stop the clock, i will do it just right now. because i can live the rest of my life just like this. you lying here, me resting my head on your chest... you hugging me so tight. too close. too intimate. the way i've always wanted. i was a lost soul. you found me. i became one with you.
ito ang dahilan kung bakit gusto kitang makita. kung bakit nung araw na bumalik ka at nalaman ko ang kwento sa likod ng pagtahimik mo, ang isa sa mga una kong itinanong sa'yo eh kung pwede pa kitang makita ulit. marami akong tanong. pero hindi ko sigurado kung gusto ko pa bang malaman ang sagot o hindi na. kung kakayanin ko ba o pababayaan ko na lang. pero sa ngayon, isa lang ang gusto ko. ang maibigay ang pinaka-espesyal na regalong binili ko sa pinaka-espesyal na tao sa buhay ko. noon. hanggang ngayon. at hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan. isang huling pagkikita lang ang hinihingi ko. isang huling sulyap. isang huling hiling na sana mapagbigyan.