After having myself introduced, a seatmate of mine had introduce herself to me, and she become one of my school "best friend". For months, I become recognized in the school. That's why a section A teacher had asked me to enroll to her class next school year, which I did but she failed me just to save the youngest son of her co-teacher that is also a first honor and she don't want me to compete with him. In grade three, the first honors of this student ended when i "beat" him up, as what my teacher says. After that, he never had continued his study as his father says he was still young for school. Grade four, another life in me begins when I met the honor students of other sections. Challenges become rigid and I'm doing all the possible and legal ways to achieve honor. I don't know how I find honors so tasty after I had tasted it in my first grade.
"Hindi mo ako mapag-Iiglesia kahit kailan! Sumasama lang ako sa 'yo dahil pinagbibigyan kita." Eto ang masakit at di ko malilimutang sinabi ng mahal kong kaibigan nang inaanyayahan ko siyang sumamba kahit minsan lang matapos ko siyang maakay sa marami na ring pamamahayag. Parang hinihiwa ang puso ko sa sinabi niya. Isipin ko lang na papahirapan siya sa dagat-dagatang apoy o impyerno araw at gabi, ay di ko na maatim isipin. Naluluha na lamang ako.