i could not believe what i've learned about last night. what you have said about me leaving for good and you want someone else as my replacement is soooo not cool. why did you have to say something bad like that? wicked! it's not just being tackless. not even a sad joke. totally insensitive! i cried to sleep last night. my real friends would be surprised to know that. a biatch like me would cry over you? yes, i did cry. however bad i was or i am, i have feelings too just like everybody else. no matter how patient i've tried to be, i also have flashpoint where i'd ignite and fire up. but then again, you are way older than me. so out of respect, i'll let it go and try to understand you. they said you treat me like your daughter. well, i'm not looking for a mother. i got one and she's the best! you're lonely coz your life sucks?
kahapon, matapos ko basahin ang blog post na may kinalaman sa break-up, bigla ko naisipang balikan ang mga lumang post ko na may kinalaman naman sa lovelife ko. yun naman talaga ang dahilan kung bakit ako nagblog. para maidokumento ang mga pangyayari sa buhay ko na maaring makalimutan ko na sa future pero gusto ko pa rin alalahanin. nakakatawa na parang kelan lang excited ako na pupunta sya dito. trying hard ako na maging isang mabuting gf. alam mo yun? yung napakaraming nagbago. nag adjust talaga ako. naging masaya ako kahit minsan may mga bagay din na ikinalulungkot ko. habang binabasa ko, syet! ganun ako magmahal? ang galing ko mag inarte at ang bilis ko rin kiligin. napakababaw ko talaga. habang binabasa ko parang nagbabalik ako sa time na yun pati pakiramdam nagbalik din. at syet ulet! matagal na pala ako hindi masaya. mahaba lang talaga ang aking pasensya dahil yun nga nagmahal ako eh.