I truly hate to be the center of attention. With whatever reason it is, I actually don't want the attention of others to be focused on me. Ever since then, I lost my confidence and every time I entered our classroom, I always think that their attention was in me and they were always laughing behind me. They proved me that not all the people who act nice in front of me was really nice, they may act nicely, but they would still end up laughing at me every time they are with their friends. I felt so alone that time, I felt like I have no one that I can call as a friend because they were always laughing at me.
Malapit na sa pagiging Sisa. Gusto ko naman nong tumigil na sa pag-iyak kasi para na akong tanga, wala namang nakakaiyak, iyak na iyak ako pero anong magagawa ko ayaw talaga huminto nong luha eh. Buti na nga lang walang nagtanong sa akin non kung bakit ako umiiyak kasi ako mismo sa sarili ko, di ko din alam kung bakit.