It looks as if he was totally confused at this stage of his life whether to study mathematics or music and even if he had sorted out this problem in his mind, he does not seem to have found that the conventional teaching methods in colleges and universities were to his liking.
Ito asta bilang kung siya ay ganap na nalilito sa hakbang na ito ng kanyang buhay kung sa pag-aaral sa matematika o musika at kahit na siya had sorted out ang problemang ito sa kanyang isip, siya ay hindi mukhang natagpuan na ang mga maginoo sa mga pamamaraan ng pagtuturo na kolehiyo at unibersidad ay sa kanyang gusto.