"I come from a broken family and I told myself that I don’t want my future family to have the same broken home as I did and maybe that is why in relationships I try by best to work hard for it. Settle differences and so forth. I don’t want to waste time of jumping from one relationship to another and most especially the thought that I don’t want to waste time. I remember my mother who cheated on my Dad when I was still in college, and this caused all the commotion in our home. It was terrible so you can just imagine how I am not fond of cheaters and the likes. I ended up being with my dad… and yet it feels like something’s still missing... I miss having a mom..."
Habang naglulto ako kanina bigla na lang pumasok sa kukote ko yung saying na “Sa huli ang pagsisisi” . I’m sure lahat tayo na experience na yung ganitong bagay and we all wished na sana if inisip lang natin yung magiging outcome ng ginagawa natin eh ‘di sana hindi natin mararamdaman yung ganitong feeling ng pagsisisi. I know medyo magulo itong post ko na ito at kahit ako mismo ay natutuliro kaya medyo pag pasensyahan niyo na ako… It just so happen na right now biglang pinaalala sa akin ng munti kong utak yung mga troubles and pains that I’ve been through dahil lamang sa hindi ko iniisip yung magiging outcome ng ginagawa ko or gagawin ko…