And then I realized, I am falling back, all my dreams are fading, I had to do something before its too late, then I started to fix my self, I started to pick up the pieces, I build my life again, and Alhamdullillah (Praise to God) I am slowly learning to stand up again, I am slowly regaining the missing piece, I am learning to smile again, you see ladies and gentlemen, the secret of letting go is acceptance, the secret to happiness is contentment, jealousy usually comes after you compare, I had lived in despair, that I almost forgot how to smile and almost lose my faith in GOD ALLAH, but eventually GOD ALLAH has plan for me, he molded me into something I am not, he(ALLAH) brought me to life again, he(ALLAH) showed me the way, now here I am smiling at last…. Happy and contented, still single but ready to mingle… nyeheheheheh…. Happy Valentines Every-One….. Here a song from Rick Price Heaven Knows She’s always on my mind, From the time i wake up ’till I close my eyes She’s everywhere i go
Lumabas na siya ng opisina, kumaway pa sa akin, sabay sabi na “Uyyy yung SAP… close mo… gagamitin ni Joven sa baba, hindi siya makalog-in kapag naka log-in ka dyan”, “Opo Master”, isa-isa kong mini-minimized ang windows apps na naka-cascade sa aking desktop para makita ko ang SAP System, ilang sandali pa, nakita ko na siya, akmang hahawakan ko na ang mouse ng PC na gamit ko upang isara ang SAP, at ayun… may error akong nakita… pak!!! Booom!!!!… meron akong accidentally na napindot… HUWAAAAAAA…. May nadelete akong isang function ng SAP… ang FANAR: Production… na siyang isa sa pinaka importante sa lahat at siyang pinaka ginagamit namin ni Master, urggghhhh… namutla agad ako… waaaa… “Bakit ka” tanong ni Master sa akin, “ahhh… wala.. ehehhehe” pretending na lang akong ok ang lahat, kahit na ang totoo hindi… ehehehe….