I wake up every now and then feeling extremely angry -LRB- at a level where I would n't hesitate to badly injure or even kill the person I dreamt about -RRB- . Why does this happen ? I rarely experience such intense anger when I 'm awake .
Why do I feel so good writing here bad things about my ex boyfriend ? I 'm a lonely person , & he 's happy in love . Why do i feel good writing bad of him ?