I find myself better off alone . Not able to develop a good friend.But still there is some jealousy while I see people enjoying . Is that normal ?
I have a very good reputation among my friends -LRB- both boys & girls -RRB- . They think I am very good boy . But I have watched porn a few times . I see good looking girls sometimes and then avoid looking and I tell myself that it 's not good manners to stare . But am I bad because I am getting the thoughts initially ?