Has anybody tried the free TEFL scholarship with Premier TEFL ? I have been told that you can stay in 4/5 star hotels in Eastern Europe and it 's free .
`` I have been married almost 15 years . We have two children , 11 and 8 . My childhood was horrible , seven years of sexual , physical , and mental/emotional abuse followed by instability and low self esteem issues as a teen . My husband met me after I began dealing with my childhood and knew all about my issues . He knew what would end our marriage , yet he did it and lied about it multiple times . I was pregnant and did not leave . We tried to make it work . We had another child . We have been through MANY '' `` situations '' '' in our marriage and as parents . For the past 6-8 years we have just been living as parents . Not lovers . In the past I tried everything to make our marriage work . I finally decided to be done with it . Now he says he loves me and wants to make it work . But he is manipulative and can be so mean . He uses my children to cause me pain and stress . He knows that they are the only reason I stay . We are in counciling , but I really have no '' `` love '' '' feelings for him . I told him I want a divorce , but he wo n't give me one . He has said he will make my life miserable until the 18 months of separation are up and divorce is granted . Any advice ? I 'm ready to run away ... ''