From: snoopy@spacemanspiff.den.mmc.com (Cindy Camp)
Subject: DOOL:  Update Monday 1-18-93
Organization: Martin Marietta Astronautics Group (Denver, CO, USA)
Date: Fri, 22 Jan 1993 17:17:15 GMT


Warning, warning, this update is very long.



J&J's:	Jenn is outside the house, kindof talking to Abby because
	she got fired.  Jack greets her at the door.  They go in 
	the house and Jenn says "Jack, what have you done?"

Wings:	Carly and Lawrence are sitting at one table and Bo and Taylor
	are sitting at another.  Bo looks at Carly.  Lawrence comments
	that Taylor is a beautiful woman.  Carly tells him that Taylor	
	is his partner.  Carly gets up and goes to talk to Bo.

Pier:	John is telling Marlena how he felt when she first came back
	and how that night he had felt so drawn to the pier.  He said
	that he was compelled to come down there and then there she was.
	He said that he hadn't felt this before nor again, until tonight.
	John tells her that he can't run from it, and that they have to
	just face it head on, and be honest and true.  And the truth
	is "I still love you."  Marlena just looks at him.

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Wings:	Carly goes to Bo's table and tells him that she is just there
	with Larry so that they can discuss Nikki without worrying that
	Nikki will overhear or interrupt.  Bo says that he doesn't need
	an explanation.  Carly tells him that she is still wearing his
	ring, and that she hopes it still means something to him and
	then leaves.

	Taylor thanks Bo for taking her out on her birthday, but that
	if he needs to get out of there, he is more than welcome to leave.
	Bo says no and asks her for a birthday dance.

	Tom, Alice and Julie are watching Carly and Lawrence and Bo and
	Taylor.  They wish that Bo and Carly would get back together.  Alice
	says that there is something she can do to fix it.

Pier:	Marlena turns away from John saying that she doesn't know what
	to say.

	J:  You know what to say Doc.  Its not gonna go away.  I've tried
	    to forget it, but I can't.  The interview brought it all back.
	    I know its difficult for you.  Other people notice how we look
	    at each other, what we say...or don't say.
	M:  Maybe your imagining that.
	J:  I'm not imagining anything.  Rebecca has even picked up on my
	    my feelings for you and she is just a casual friend, what are
	    people going to think that really understand us?
	M:  You mean Roman.
	J:  If he saw the interview tonight...
	M:  He didn't see it - he's not going to see it.
	J:  If he hasn't picked up on it by now...he soon will
	M:  I can't talk about this now...I have to go home.

[she walks away and John grabs her by the wrist]

	J:  You said you wanted a second chance at that life, right?
	M:  Let me go.
	J:  Then be honest with yourself. It's going to be painful but
	    you can't run from this anymore Doc.
	M:  Ok, we'll talk about it.  I understand the feelings your talking
	    about - the ones that are so painful - the ones that make you
	    feel so guilty.  I'm having them.  I understand that guilt, I 
	    understand that panic and pain.  I never stopped [she pauses]
	    caring about you.  You were never out of my thoughts [now she
	    is crying].  You were never out of my heart.  I love you.  
	    [them she just kind of mumbles] Oh god, Oh god.

[John sighs]

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J&J's:	Jack has arranged all the furniture and totally cleaned up the
	living area of their home.  Jenn walks around in shock and tells
	Jack that it is totally beautiful and she loves it.  She thanks
	him and says that he is the most wonderful sensitive man in the
	world.  She says the room is perfect.  Jack tells her to reserve
	her judgement until she sees the rest of the house.  Jenn asks if
	the rest of the house is finished, and Jack says yes.  Jenn runs
	off to take a tour of the house.

-------

CopShop:	Roman is questioning Tony about the laundered money and
	asking him where it is.  Tony tells him that he has no idea what
	he is talking about and has no money.  They have no choice but to
	release Tony, so Tony is sent to be released.  Rebecca is in the
	room this whole time and is getting ready to go.  She watches
	Roman call Marlena and leave a message.  She asks if she wasn't
	home and Roman says yes, she must have gone shopping or something.
	Rebecca just kind of stands there with a knowing look on her face.

Pier:	M:  You know I thought if I ever said that, I'd feel relieved.
	J:  And...
	M:  And I don't.  I feel confused and a little frightened.
	J:  We will get past that.
	M:  How?
	J:  Time.  We can't deal with a situation like this in 5 minutes.
	
	They talk about the way the fishermans lights make the water
	look so magical as they stand together and stare out to see.

	J:  Have you taken your tree down yet?
	M:  Weeks ago.
	J:  Mine's still up.  I started taking the ornaments off, but then
	    Brady threw a fit.  I  guess he doesn't want the magic of
	    Christmas to end.

	[John grabs Marlena's wrist]

	J:  You still wearing the bracelet I gave you?
	M:  Yes I am.  I love it.  It is my favorite piece of jewelry.
	J:  [Looking at the watch she gave him] I am glad that I was there
	    when you needed me.
	M:  You saved my life, you know.
	J:  And in a way you saved mine too.  When Isabella died, I was just
	    going through the motions, but she knew that I was going to do
	    that, but she also knew that something rare and indestructable
	    existed between between us, which is why she wanted you to look
	    after me.  Doc, losing her taught me how fragile life is - how
	    something you love so dearly can be taken away from you so 
	    quickly, so if you feel something, you have to say it while you
	    still have time.  Now I know I was just putting myself off from
	    people, but being around you taught me how wrong I really was.
	M:  You would have learned that lesson.  I know how much you miss her.
	J:  I do miss her, I do.  Maybe I just need to connect with somebody.
	    Someone I feel comfortable with...someone I feel safe with.  
	    Because when we were in the warehouse together, I realized that
	    my life must go on, it will go on.  When the bulldozers were
	    about to bury us, I remember looking at you and you were smiling,
	    trying to cover the fear, but your hands were clenched.  You 
	    always made a tight little clench when you were afraid of 
	    something.  [They are both choked up at this point].  In that
	    instant, that little gesture, brought back so many memories
	    that I had locked away.  Memories that you and I shared.  Isn't
	    it amazing, that something so small can bring back something
	    so powerful.  And it happened, and at that moment I knew that 
	    I would rather die that let anything happen to you, because I
	    still loved you that much.
	M:  Oh god.
	J:  I'm sorry, I didn't mean to get emotional here, but sometimes
	    it is easier to explain these emotions that control them.
	M:  We can't keep talking about this.  We can't keep reliving these
	    memories, we'll get in big trouble, it will get out of control.
	J:  You don't know how many times I thought about that night that
	    you came back here on this pier to me.
	M:  That was ages ago.
	J:  It was just like tonight, maybe a little more mist, but the river
	    smelled the same.  I didn't have any idea what I was looking
	    for that night, and I found you.  I can still remember the moment
	    I turned around, and I saw you standing there.  It was like 
	    looking at a vision.  I couldn't believe that you were real.
	    [He touches her face] In fact, I had to touch you just to make
	    sure that you were real, and in that second, time stopped.
	    With everything else that was going on in my life at that 
	    moment, the world just went away, and once again it was just
	    you and me together once again.  Oh Marlena.  [He leans really
	    close to her and almost kisses her]

------

Pier:	John and Marlena almost kiss but Marlena pulls away.

	M:  We can't do that.  We can't do that.  I am married to Roman.
	    I love Roman.  I would never hurt him or my marriage.
	J:  I understand that...that is one of the reasons is was so
	    difficult to reach my decision, because of Roman and the
	    children.  This family is like my own family.  I would never
	    do anything to hurt them, but where does that leave us.
	M:  No where.  We can't let the past ruin the future.  I am married
	    to Roman, we have a family, and you have a [pause]...someday,
	    when your ready, you'll meet somebody and you'll fall in love and
	    she will love you.  I'm sorry I don't get to be her.
	J:  You want the part?  But that was coming from a doctor, not a
	    woman.
	M:  No, that was coming from Roman's wife.  Now what happened
	    here tonight is not going to happen again.  We're not coming
	    to this place.  John?
	J:  If thats the way you want it.
	M:  Thats the way it is.
	J:  Well then I guess we'll just have to walk away.
	M:  Yes
	J:  We'll have to say good-bye first then, won't we?
	M:  No

[John grabs her by both wrists, and we see that her hands are clenched]

	M:  I'm cold.
	J:  Your not cold Doc, your afraid.  What are you afraid of?
	M:  Nothing.  I'm not afraid of anything.  [John lets her go].
	    Good-bye.  [John watches her walk away]

J&J's:	Jenn is telling Jack how perfect the house is and how much
	she loves it but asks him if they can afford it.  He says
	sure they can, because he is holding in his pocket the check
	to give Julie for the Spectator.  Jenn screams and jumps in
	his arms.  She asks if he has told Julie yet and he says no.
	Jenn tells him that as they speak, Julie is having a meeting
	with Victor at Wings.  Jack wigs out and runs to the phone
	to call her.  He hands Jenn the receiver and tells her to
	tell Julie to wait that he is on his way to Wings with the
	check.

Wings:	Alice is dancing with Bo, asking him if he saw Carly there.
	She is telling him that they belong together and he needs to
	quit being so stubborn.  Tom cuts in and Bo says that he will
	just go find Taylor to finish the dance.  Tom tells her that
	Taylor is in the ladies, but perhaps he would care to dance
	with his partner, who was Carly.  Tom and Alice dance away,
	and Carly tells Bo that he doesn't have to dance with her if
	he doesn't want to.  Bo says no and they dance.  As they are
	dancing, Carly moves in close, but Bo pulls away.  Bo tells
	Carly that her perfume smells nice.  The whole time, Larry
	is watching them.  They begin to get closer again.  Carly
	asks Bo why he can't let go of his anger.  Bo says that she
	knows why.  Carly tells him that she misses him and that the
	nights are the worst and how hard it is to wake up in the
	morning and not have him there next to her.  She asks if they
	can't just forget the bad for a few minutes and remember the
	good.  She says that she wishes that he would kiss her.

	In the mean time, Lawrence has asked Dave to do something for 
	him.

------

Wings:	Dave walks up and tells Carly that her dinner is ready, just
	as they are about to kiss.  Carly says that dinner can wait,
	that Bo is more important.  Bo asks her if he is and Carly says
	of course you are, and Bo says that he just doesn't know that,
	because she won't be honest with him.  Lawrence is still watching
	them on the dance floor.  Carly asks Bo to just give her time.
	Bo walks off.

	Jack runs up to Julie who is talking to Victor, and asks if
	Victor has signed the check yet.

Barn:	Billie is at the barn looking for the money, which of course
	is not longer there.  "What am I going to do, they're gonna
	kill me."

------

Wings:	Bo walks back up to Carly and apologizes for losing his temper.
	Carly tells him that he has every right to be angry.  Bo asks
	why they don't just tell Nikki, and Carly says that he is not
	ready to know yet.  Bo tells Carly to bring Nikki to the boat
	tomorrow to play with SD.  SD knows that Nikki doesn't know that
	you are his mom yet so he won't say anything to him, it will be
	good for Nikki and her.  Bo then asks what is going on in that 
	house, and if it has something to do with Lisanne's death.
	What kind of secret is there?  Is Lawrence threatening you?
	Carly says no, and to not ask because she can't tell him right
	now.  Bo walks away.

	Tom, Alice and Julie are talking to Jack, and how he just made
	it under the wire.  Tom and Alice talk about how they stalled
	Victor till Jack got there.  Victor is really mad and says that
	they had a deal.  Julie says that she gave Jack until midnight
	to come up with the money, and she puts the check inside her
	dress, in her bra.  Victor storms off and Jack signs some papers.
	He says he is going to go call Jenn to tell her the good news,
	and Julie says that she hopes it cheers her up since she has had
	such a bad day.  Jack asks what she means.

	Billie is walking through the park and sees Tony.  She hides and
	Roman comes up and starts pestering Tony about when he slips up,
	they will be there.

Pub:	Marlena is sitting at a table.  A waitress comes up to freshen
	up her coffee and comments on how beautiful her bracelet is and
	asks if it was from a special guy and Marlena says yes.  The
	waitress leaves...Marlena takes off the charm bracelet and
	puts it in her purse saying "I know where I belong."

------

J&J's:	Jack gets home and tells Jenn that they got the paper, but he
	still has to come up with the rest of the money.  Jenn says
	once you get the paper back on its feet, bankers will be
	beating down your door.  Jenn asks him why he doesn't seem that
	happy.  Jack says "It is kind of hard to be happy when you find
	out from someone else that your wife was fired today."  Jenn
	tells Jack that she was going to tell him, she just didn't want
	to ruin everything, since he was having such a great day.  She
	suggests that they celebrate.  Jack says that he knows how 
	important this job was to her, and Jenn says that it is over now,
	and maybe it is for the best.  Jack says, whatever happens, we
	will work it out.  You stood by me, and now I am going to stand
	by you.  They hug and Jack says that this is going to be their
	year.

Pier:	Rebecca runs into John and questions him about Marlena.  She
	says that she saw the interview and knows that this is the
	pier where they were first reunited.  She asks if Marlena had
	been there that night.  John tells her to stop jumping to 
	conclusions and to just drop the subject, and that there is
	nothing between him and Marlena anymore.

Romans:	Roman is watching the show on tape when Marlena comes in the
	door.  Roman says that he is mad at Jenn and Phillip for turning
	this into a tabloid event at the expense of John and her.  Marlena
	says that she is glad that it happened because now everything
	is out in the open where it can be dealt with.  She goes over
	and kisses Roman.

------

Wings:	Bo and Taylor are still sitting at the table laughing about
	their lousy evening.  Bo apologizes for ruining her birthday.
	Taylor says that she just wants him to be happy and that now
	she is ready to go home and leaves.

	Carly gets up from the table and says that she is going back
	to the hotel.  Lawrence offers to drive her but Carly says no
	because she wouldn't want anyone to get the wrong idea.  On
	her way out she stops at Bo's table and asks if they are still
	on for tomorrow.  Bo says yes.

	Lawrence whips out his cellular phone and calls someone and
	tells them to keep a close eye on Bo Brady and report back.

	Billie shows up at Wings and sits down at the bar.  She looks
	at a vial of cocaine in her purse, but when Dave comes up and
	asks her what she wants, she shoves it down in her purse and
	orders a vodka.  Tony walks up behind her and asks if the
	money was safe, and Billie says yes.  Tony says he is going to
	lay low in Las Vegas for a while until things cool down and
	that she had better not get any ideas about spending the money.

J&J's:	J&J are a little tipsy and they stumble up the stairs to go
	to the bedroom.  They go in and Jenn sees a room of new furniture.

	Jenn:	Is this my dresser?
	Jack:	Yes, to put your drink on.  And that is my big dresser
	 	because my clothes are bigger than yours.  And this is
		your little chaise lounge, so I can chase you around.
		And this of course is the bed, but I don't know how the
		flower petals got there.

	He kisses her and says "Lets talk."  Jenn says that she doesn't
	want to think about it tonight.  She will think about it in the
	morning, right now all she wants to think about is their family.
	They kiss again and lay down on the bed.

Romans:	Roman and Marlena are kissing.  She tells him that she loves him
	and that she will always be friends with John but "I am in love
	with Roman Brady, this Roman Brady."  Roman says thats good, because
	he has had his doubts.  Marlena tells him that her heart and her
	soul belong to him, just him.  They kiss again and Roman carries
	her upstairs.

Pier:	Rebecca apologizes to John for her bluntness.  John says that its
	ok.  Rebecca asks if the job offer still stands, because she thinks
	she wants to take it.  John says yes and that they can discuss it
	over dinner sometime.  John offers to walk her to her car.  She
	walks off, and John stands on the pier for a second looking at
	the watch which he then puts into his pocket, and follows her
	up the stairs.

Fade to HourGlass


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