From: morgan@math.psu.edu (Ilene Morgan)
Subject: SB:  Update for Monday, October 12
Organization: Department of Mathematics, The Pennsylvania State University
Distribution: na
Date: Tue, 13 Oct 1992 19:45:17 GMT

I've changed the way I spell a couple of the names based on the closing
credits...

Lilly wakes up from dreaming about Rafe.  Ted says that it makes sense that
she dreams about Rafe because she still loves him.  Angela haunts Ted's
dreams, and she doesn't even mean anything to him.  Lilly wonders if he's
lying to her or to himself.  Ted says that Katrina was the best thing that
ever happened to him.  Lilly wonders why he isn't dreaming about Katrina
instead of Angela--that should tell him something.  Then they hear voices,
and a couple tells them they're not on a deserted islend--they're right near
the bar of the Lost Horizons resort.  At the bar, Lilly and Ted have drinks.
Lilly tells Ted she thinks he never loved Katrina; he just thought he should
love her.  So he subconsciously tried to get her to dump him.  She tells
him it's better to have been a heel for a while than to have spent the
rest of his life with a woman he didn't love.  She says there's one thing
she hasn't figured out yer:  why did he pick Katrina as the one he thought
he wanted to marry?  She tells him he'll have to figure that one out on his
own.  Ted concludes that he wanted to love Katrina becase that's what CC
wanted for him.  He says that CC was hitting on Angela to get back at Ted--
Ted wouldn't go for the woman CC wanted him to, so CC went for the woman that
Ted wanted.  Aha, Lily says--first of all, CC couldn't have had revenge in
mind because he had no idea that Ted was interested in Angela.  Also, Ted
had just admitted that Angela is the woman he wants.  Ted looks surprised.
Lilly and Ted are told that there are no rooms available until tomorrow
night, but it's OK if they camp out in the bar overnight.  Ted wonders when
Lilly went from being a smart-mouthed kid to an intelligent, beautiful woman.

Ken has redecorated Sophia's place--she loves it.  Suddenly, they see a
scorpion.  Ken disposes of it.  Sophia wonders how it got in there; Ken
says it must have crawled in while the doors were open.  Sophia is a bit
shaken up and she says she's glad to have someone to rely on.  He offers
her a pill that he claims is some sort of herbal vitamin.  She doesn't
want to take it since she doesn't like pills.  Instead, he tries to relax
her by snuggling.  She falls asleep with her head on his lap.  He leaves
the room to sinister music.  Later, Sophia wakes up and discovers that
Ken is gone.

Reese, who has received Andi's message, comes by her place.  She returns his
wedding ring.  He cautions her about picking up men in bars.  She asks him
to stay for dinner (a recipe for coconut chicken that she learned in Hawaii).
He says he can't, he has other things to do.  She notices that he put his
ring in his pocket, not on his hand.  He tells her that there's more to
marriage than wearing a wedding ring.  She gives him some fashion advice--no
more print shirts.  She offers to help him shop for a more flattering
wardrobe.  He comments that she must be pretty bored.  She says she only
knows a few people in town--someone who just dumped her, her boss, and Reese.
Reese wonders why she doesn't go back to Hawaii.  She says she'll leave
when the time is right.  She proposes that she'll help him shop for a
wardrobe if he'll fix a drip in her sink.  He gets wet from fixing the pipe.
Andi offers him a dry shirt to wear (she often wears oversized shirts when
she works out).  Shen he goes to change, Ken walks in.  He wonders why Andi
looks uncomfortable; then Reese walks in, bare chested.  He and Ken exchange
looks.  Ken pretends he needs to get something from Andi for Sophia.  Reese
introduces himself and Ken leaves.  Reese figures out that Ken is the one
who dumped Andi.  He thinks it's odd that she's working for Ken's wife.  He
tells her she'll just make things harder for herself being around him.  Then
he notices he's giving her advice as if she were his daughter or something.
She says she's *definitely* not his daughter.  Flirtatious glances.  She
gives him some coconut chicken to take home since he doesn't feel like
sharing it.  They decide to be friends.  He warns her to stay away from
Ken Mathis.  After he leaves,  Ken comes back in and asks her what the
hell is going on.

BJ apologizes for hurting Warren.  He says he's sorry too.  He says she can
go on hurting him if it helps her stop hurting herself.  Then they discuss
why Warren thinks she may have shot Frank.  He explains that he doesn't want
to accuse her--he just wants to find the best way to protect her if it's
true.  She asks him why she won't believe that she was in the motel the
whole time.  He lists the evidence:  the pinon soap on the gun, the water
bill indicating normal usage, the fact that she knew the exact spot where
Frank was killed, the fact that it was Cruz who discovered gunpowder
residue on her dress--someone who cards about her, not someone like Connor
McCabe.  Plus, the motive is obvious.  He tells her it's her turn to talk.
She asks him if he thinks she's lying.  He says no--he thinks that she might
not remember.  He reminds her how she used to tuck away her experiences with
Frank so they wouldn't hurt her.  She says that's true, but she still
remembered everyting that was happening to her.  She says she's positive
she didn't kill Frank, and she pleads with Warren to believe her despite
the evidence to the contrary.  He says he wants Skyler to help her remember
what happened that night.  "So you still don't believe me," asks BJ.
Warren tells her he believes every word--but he still thinks it's important
for her to remember everything that happened.  BJ finally admits that she
doesn't remember everything, and she's afraid to remember the rest--it must
be really horrible if she blocked it out.  He tells her she can handle it
now because she's not alone any more--whatever there is to face, they'll
face it together.

Kelly wonders if she should have told BJ the truth about the evidence against
her.  Skyler says she did the best she could--if BJ asked, then she was ready
to hear the answer.  Kelly wonders if Cruz will come back now that BJ has
been arrested.  Skyler tells her that she shouldn't put off going on with her
life based on maybes.  She says she's been trying to start a new life without
Cruz, but hasn't had any success yet.  He asks if that's related to her
date with Connor.  She says she tried to scare him off with her outfit and
her attitude, but it backfired.  He asks why she went out with him in the
first place--does she like him?  Kelly says that it's hard to like Connor
because he's the reason that Cruz left town.  So the date with Connor was
about Cruz, Skyler concludes.  Yes, Kelly replies, her whole life is about
Cruz--she thinks about him all the time.  Sometimes she fantasizes that she
had grabbed on to Cruz's plane and held on for dear life.  Skyler tells her
that that's exactly what she's been doing--holding on to Cruz and the past.
He tells her that one thing he's discovered about people is their ability to
start anew.  He asks her to trust in that, and in him.

Kelly tells Skyler that she always feels better after she talks to him.
She apologizes for dumping her troubles on him.  He says it's OK--they know
each other very well.  She asks if he means they could have known each other
in another life; he says it's possible.  Regardless, he asks her to trust him,
and to feel free to come to him if she needs anything.  She says she's very
glad that Skyler is there to help her and BJ.  He says that he can only help
BJ if she wants it.  BJ and warren walk in, and BJ says she does want his
help--she wants to remember what happened the night Frank was killed.  Skyler
reminds her that hypnosis isn't pleasant, and the memories may not be,
either.  She says it's OK--she wants to know the truth.  Then she tells Kelly
she knows Cruz confessed because he thought BJ was guilty--but she wonders
why he was willing to do that.  Kelly tells her it's because Cruz loves her.
BJ points out that he loves Kelly, too.  Kelly tells her to trust Skyler.
Back at the pagoda, Skyler starts to hypnotize BJ with Warren there.

NEXT ON SB

BJ:  "I know in my heart I didn't kill Frank--I couldn't have--but I'm
starting to realize something happened that night, something I can't quite
get to.  Maybe hypnotherapy will help me unlock that door, but the question
is:  do I want to walk through it?"

See you next Monday--Ilene