From: yeh@netix.com (Shannon Yeh)
Subject: one coner of my Beijing life (follow-up to "red card" discussion)
Newsgroups: soc.culture.china
Organization: Netix Communications, Inc.
Date: 14 Apr 92 22:41:45 GMT

Without my permit, my former classmate, Shuren Zhang, revealed some 
information on my Beijing life in this news group(Shuren graduated from 
Tsinghua on BS and BeiDa on MS 4 or 5 years ago).  As you may know, i have 
never talked anything about myself on this group, because I have my 
Da\/(fight)Suan\(caculation).  I am an engineering boy with some sort of 
style of an artist.  I know how to engineer things, but I know more on 
Hun\Xiang\/.  Shuren used to called me Luo/ Su\ (a writer who died very 
early?).  I am young, i am a boy, i am from a normal family, i am NOT
Tai Zi Dang.

In the 1980s, i did leave China for a while and then went back.  And I tried
to change something in China during that period, as you know, most of my
tries failed.  But, I did change something and did influence a group of silent 
people.  Some of them were wanted in 1989.  When I lived in Zhong Guan Cun, 
Mr. Fang Lizhi lived very close to me (he was in ZhongGuanCun 912 building or 
so) and we did some discussions, but I hardly could agree with him: I felt 
that he was very You\(young)Zhi\ (Please note that YouZhi does not mean "bad").
But i did appreciate his Zhuang\/(agrressive) Jing\(force).

I had many contacts at all levels varying from the bottom (farmers) to top 
(names you can see on People's Daily frequently) during that time.  I do 
NOT agree with those big boys politically but I was willing to and able to 
maintain a fairly good relationship with them.  As you may know, some so 
called "big professors" at some big universities are totally shit and 
Fan(food)Tong(can), no better than the big CCP guys at all.  You can imagine 
how I could work well with those guys.  Then, I was in trouble.  Might be a 
surpurise to you, during the trouble days, some CCP leaders even provided me 
with protection (of course, on personal basis).  Facing some professors' 
attack, I did NOT low my head, and finally we all win some and lose some.  
As the result of this, I became jobless.  But, do NOT Tong/Qing/ me, I made 
lots of money while I was jobless!  Becasue I had more money than those 
professors, they hated me more, and tried harder to screw me. For example, 
when People's Telecommunication Press tried to publish a book written by me 
"Computer Network Architecture and Principles", some professors tried to stop.
When i came to the US in 1988, I was strong enough to screw them back, but i 
had too many things to take care of at that time.  This has become a major 
YiHan(regret) in my life.  But Hou(late) Hui(meet) You(have) Qi(time).  PLEASE
NOTE THAT VERY FEW CCP GUYS INVOLVED IN THIS BATTLE.  That's why I keep saying
all the time that "without CCP, the Chinese will still keep fighting, just 
like Taiwan, and maybe fight more".

Living in this kind of fighting for almost two years, I started to re-think
about the Chinese intellectures.  My conclusion is: you cannot give them
power, you cannot give them too much trust, they are very WuLiao on many
non-profitable, purposeless things.  They can fight to death while they 
will never know on how to work together so that they can fight with their
bigger enemies, such as CCP.  So, they can never Cheng/(become) Qi\Hou\.

Anyways, i am still interested in fixing the Chinese problems.  But, i don't
agree with those Shui\/(water) Pao\Pao\ guys.  If those Shui Paopaos are
willing to help me, welcome; otherwise, go ahead with their Sui Paopao making
business.  I don't like to be famous on either CCP's newpapers or those
American Chinese newspapers.  I still believe that, to change China, workers
and farmers are the only forces we can live on.  The Chinese intellectures
are NOT reliable.  For example, after the 6.4 bloodshed, many Chinese 
intellectures changed their attitudes and sold their colleagues/classmates.

As of the 6.4 bloodshed, I Tong/Qing/ all the Chinese students in China, and 
I appreciate SOME Chinese students (or equivalent) in the US.  But, 6.4 blood 
abuse will definately not be appreciated.

shannon
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