From: Robert_LaCasse@mindlink.bc.ca (Robert LaCasse)
Subject: Drugs*+
Organization: MIND LINK! - British Columbia, Canada
Date: Sun, 20 Dec 1992 01:15:06 GMT




      I've been using drugs for 30 years now, and I'm still employing light
stuff, such as the occasional 5mg "Mothers little helper" [Valium] and
generics. There isn't a chemical that I haven't abused in one composition or
another, that includes Heroin [10 years]; Dolophine,"Methadone" [7years];
Valium [20 years]; Barbiturates,all of them,[15 years]; Alcohol, to the tune
of one quart of Vodka etc.per day [15 years]; Halucinogenics, all of them [5
years]; Amphetamines, in all the various forms [10 years]; Nickel Radium,
left me with a now cured cancer, [1 year]; and you name it. I hate pot for
it's Dimethyl Triptamine counter part that leaves a schizophrenic paranoia
that doesn't seem to affect a lot of my associates; consequently, they
probably aren't really human. Needless to see that all of this Drug abuse was
inspired with my enormous curiosity of "What can the mind do" and now that I
hardly have a mind I can summarize that anything is possible; UFO's, Love,
Nirvana, Success etc; not that I've become a Zen-Moonie, nor am I a detailed
Tibetan fanatic=Where is Lobsang Rampa,is he still trying to conquer
"Worlds"?
In any event, I quit Hard drugs and Liquor about 10 years ago and have
resumed mundane studies; consequently the 8 shock therapies that I incurred
at
one point in time "Effected because I was too Spaced to remember my own name"
has left me in a mild disoriented state; inasmuch as the frontal portion of
my cingulate gyri is left in a semi parasympathetic state as far as I can
surmise. My astrophrenology has not been improved; inasmuch that my
Polymorphic and Fusiform cells have not been converted Galaxies and Quasars.
I'm 43 earth years old and haven't acquired a whole heck of a lot of material
wealth, due to my Drug Related Spiritual ventures; having been on the outside
looking in for the most part of my strange life, and now I find myself in a
middle age crisis, slowly regressing to a Schizophrenic-Xenophobic state with
"Diacetyl-Morphine" Heroin on my mind as if this particular aspect of
Consciousness Expansion will help me to accomplish anything. This
documentation is written in layman to honour the meaning of communication;
subsequently you can write me if you any pertinent questions as to the
specific Drug-Related "characteristics". Needless to say that the letters
sent by others to this Forum have been written by Pseudo-Pharmacologists with
a penchant for Experiencing and Clinically analyzing the effects of Drugs,
either Physiologically or Psychologically; eventually all this experimenting
to a torrenting degree has a left me in a slightly Schizophrenic state;
evidently to know how all we analysts such as Timothy Leary and Ginsberg
types "If that is not too dated" will subdue the encompassing Schizophrenic
state.
Euphorics and MC Hammer or Ice Tea have too many violent effects on the
fragile human ego. Any answers to that?

The idea implied by the [Drug++] posting, was initially to circumvent the
absolute technical analysis displayed by our group, to see if anything was
being accomplished by our compulsive chemo-analytical traits. Most of the
posted issues that I have recently read, seem empty; inasmuch, as constant
Pharmaceutical documentation and Latin terms defining a Euphoric seems to be
a waste of time as a stand alone method. If I implied for instance eg:"The
Serotonin Triphosphate like Lysergic Acid Diethylamide aborted my
Sympathomimetic system, not unlike the [MAO] Monoamine Oxidase inhibitor,
because the chemical structure wasn't absolutely identical to a Organic
Serotonin", so far so good, but We all Know this stuff, TELL ME WHAT WORLDS
YOU EXPERIENCED if the OUTER portion of your occipital lobe was so generated.
Rajah Yogis & Swamis have asked me why I used drugs to Trip-Off, "For
enhancement" I say. Drugs combined with simple Rajah Yoga techniques can
enhance the Nirvanic effect 400% at least, not to mention the jeopardy of
going NOVA. Does this sound like the 60's; well, most of us still wear the
same basic style suits as the 30's. I can almost guarantee, after practising
this procedure for awhile we won't need Synthetics at all, for instance
Sodium-Pentothal now turns me off, etc.,etc. Can I get your opinion on this?
Yeah! I'll also listen to your ego and star trips; this is better than Star
Trekking. I must admit that the current mind stream we are into is enough to
stagger any diencephalon or psyche.
When MDA/Nickel Radium first came out, I was asked to test this stuff at my
cost,in 1965' or so; I did a Psychometric experiment with an Alice in
Wonderland implication; I assumed a position in front of a large Mirror, made
my reflection and the room disappear, flew through surrealistic white clouds,
only to arrive to  the three conned white clouds, as in a reversed "Union
Carbide symbol", which had a Phadma Sambahava "the Guru" Lunar throne
resemblance cognitivity without the Mandharava aspect, then, there was no
more Hippocambic sensation of movement,so I "Returned" to clearly see the
complete reflection of my room, but alas, where the hell was my reflection,
this only fortified my belief in the "You Forever" concept;and no,I didn't
surmise that I had disappeared into a bunch of silver nitrate or something.
Repeated occipital generations couldn't reverse this process as I attempted
to wipe out the "World" around me and see myself in the Mirror instead, sure
it was an egotistical attempt, but I'm only human; and not some kind of
Traditional Vampire, although "Succubi" attempts have been employed since
then; also some time travelling,but who wants to be a Werewolf or Marie
Antoinette, both being the same entity;not to mention the usual "Psychedelic
Decor" of Atlantis that always accompanies the withdrawals of this type
psychosis. It is my belief "as well as Yogis "that all Trippers whether drug
fortified or not, live in Atlantis or the 2 dimensional Lemuria, the latter
being obviously wall trippers.
Multi-level interpretations of so much dialogue can be related to
multi-dimensional kunda resemblances, but this may be a program within a
shell,and so on and on. ......Please feel free to comment on these Trips and
correct my spelling of the nouns employed, since I don't have the books at my
liberty at the moment to consider absolute documentation; also Reading
Lobsang Rampa's "You Forever", might clarify this topic a bit.
?????Does anyone know how the Lobsang Rampa Law suit is going and what other
weird novels have they Published since Siamese Cat Words, and other trivia.
 <<<<<Jani Heinonen; writes:> Religion is the DMT of the masses.>>>>>
I ask how can "If I understand this properly"paranoia; as the original use
for
DMT was intended be of benefit of any populace, unless you are stating that
fear is the only way to control the masses. You know Love makes the world go
around too!

(Nick Szabo) WRITES:>
To: Robert_LaCasse@mindlink.bc.ca
Subject: Re: Psychoanalyticals
Newsgroups: alt.psychoactives

Great article, thanks!  I hope to hear more about your experiences.

I'm wondering if you have experience with drugs which catalyze
motivation, social interaction, or planning.   Do any drugs
facilitate reading and comprehension?  How does skill-building relate
to the spiritual effects of drugs?  Will any altered states help
with aspects business school or business practice?

Feel free to post your answers for all to read.  Technical stuff
is fine, I'd be happy to look it up.


best regards,


Nick
szabo@techbook.com

MY REPLY:>       All parasympathetic drugs "like Junk;Skunk
weed;Barbi-Dolls;" will catalyze motivation, motivation, social interaction,
and especially planning. On the other hand ; obviously, sympathetics like
"cocaine,amphetamines,crack,caffeines" will do the complete opposite
including
facilitating reading and comprehension;but, only if used in a moderate form
in a three [3] level chronological order; whereas the third level will
reverse the actions completely as they will bridge the synaptic gap of other
neural pathways and cause a type of short circuit across all pathways,leaving
solely the power of your minds engrams to control the saturation,eg: Alcohol
puts one individual in a "comma," while the other will be running around like
a headless chicken, with  both the same consumption, assuming that they are
both biologically similar;as in,"both humanoids", but I'm quite certain that
your own experiences and observations have conclude an array of other
combining factors. Analyzing this condition is quite a Blitz in itself.
Reading comprehension of Philosophical comments can be best understood by
using Hallucinogenics and such to put yourself in the altered state the
author was in and in most cases a dozen other levels of apprehension added.
Speaking from experience, no drug except for sympathetics "coke and such"
will ever help in business applications; as such as, turning on your 2
dimensional, very wealthy, shallow and usually eccentric client, as a means
of persuasion or conformity application.
If I read you correctly I would surmise that skill-building? "mundane" has no
relation whatsoever to the Spiritual relation of drugs, better yet, can you
clarify and elaborate on the Question, I can't seem to tune in properly on
that one?
Any drug if used to it's utmost, will exhibit all the symptoms of a genuine
decortication and visible "to virgins" schizophrenia..feed or lose your head;
as for myself, I have the voice of a Hypnotist, and the social life of a
T.Lama.
To comment on numerous other replies,referring to Hallucinogenic experiences
if you see something ugly, you can only surmise that you've been "bumping
uglies" too much and your sexual habits are taking a Karmic toll.
I think it would be a nice touch if we could just go out and purchase
Serotonin and live in LOVE without having to consume awesome amounts of
general nutrition and subseqentially incurring the nemesistic wrath, of
living with adipose; incidentally, I think nothing is more fattening than
C/21 -H/23-NO/5=Heroin...although the acetone and acid produced by fat
lobules do clear up the nicotine in my lungs........  Any comments or
suggestions?
A number of readers will look at the total concept of my editorials and
conclude that drugs are just a bad scene, judging from the bad sentence
structures, lack of descriptive terms, lack of technical terms, run on
sentences, you name it we are all critical and all the power to you!
Disorientation and coherency are symbiotic to parasympathetic,and
sympathomimetic druggers in as much as the less prevalent cultists  had to be
debriefed, and few were ever remedied by even that type of annulment. I
wonder if a lot of Diencephalonic Doctors, Physiologists,Psycho-analysts, out
there have spent at least 10 years constantly analyzing the performing
activities of the autonomic system while doing physical tasks, being
consciously reminded of every physiological and psychological function in
current progress; which will leave you with a zomnambulistic facade as in
[Schizophrenia], it's a hard habit to lick. So now w'ere looking at the use
of  Chlorapromazines for that one as well.
I used parasympathetics, to depress sexual desires, and Serotonin levels not
having been informed of salt peter or potassium nitrate; who wants to be
pussy whipped forever anyway?
See you on line......



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