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Date:         Wed, 12 Aug 1992 11:27:39 EDT
Reply-To:     Styliani Nikouli <nikouli@ACSU.BUFFALO.EDU>
From:         Styliani Nikouli <nikouli@ACSU.BUFFALO.EDU>
Subject:      KOMMATIA THS ELLINIKHS PSYXHS
Comments: To: hellas@uga.cc.uga.edu

AFIERWSI: Ston Petro (APetros@SUN-A.COMPUTATION.UMIST.AC.UK), mias kai arxisame
tis afierwseis stous Ellines tou UK.


0RASOS KASTANAKHS	(1901-1967)

MIA ALLH ISTORIA (SUNEXEIA)


Den katalavaina pou kulousa. Ekeini tin epoxi, an mou legane pws eprepe na
kanw touto ki' ekeino, ta pio tromera pragmata, gia na mi xasw ti gunaika mou,
ola 0atakana, opws perpataei ki enas upnovatis. Molis pou sikwnomoun apo ton
erwta pali autin gureua, i familia mou, o eautos mou, i patrida, oi filies mou,
itane mesa s' ekeini tin kamari p' akoue ti xara mas, pouksere tin amartia kai
tis vrwmies mas.  Pws eixame ginei etsi;  San skulia p' oute ntrepountai, oute
fovountai, oute ki' exoune ti mporesi na xwristoun... Ta mesimeria pou
ka0omaste me tous allous ergates, opws kali wra edw sto Elliniko, ston iskio
enos spitiou, ki o ilios ginountan o 0eos ki o mpogias tis plasis, ta idia
san ki edw twra pou vriskomaste kai ta leme, kana-duo ergates, ksenoi, kati
spanioloi, kati portigalezoi, kati arapades, ka0e karudias karudi, vazan arxi
ta lianatragouda. Meraki 0anatos. Akoua... O aeras, enas aeras kamini, fountwne
ti varvatia mas. Oloi mas neoi ki eixe o ka0enas ta dika tou. Ma egw eniw0a
pws o kaimos mou itan allo prama.  M'ederne i zileia. Arxiza twra na pairnw
apo to ksenodoxeio tou legamenou. Ton evlepa na ka0etai sto tameio,
grousouzis, me ta tsinora, me ta frudia fagwmena apo tis arrwsties me kati
pures panades sta zoufiasmena tou magoula.  Ma ta xeria tou...
   Ekei karfwnountan ta matia mou. "Autos ti xairetai, ama egw leipw sti
douleia.  Kanei ta idia mazi tou;" rwtiomoun kai kovotan i anasa mou. Sa na mou
zematousan to moutro. Den antexa. Ki oso pio megali i trella mas sto krevati,
toso kai pio varus o ponos mou ustera. Ta xeria tou, me tis fouskwmenes fleves,
me ta xontra daktula! Den itan pia tropos na krati0w.  Ki ena vradu pou guriza
apo ti douleia mou, mpainw sti kamari gia na kanw kako. Sullogiomoun, ma oso
simwna oi sulloges ligosteuan ki apomeine mono i laxtara tis. Esvine i zileia.
0a tin exw dikia mou ws to prwi, elega.
   0a tis kleinw to stoma me ti xoufta mou, elega, na min akoune st' alla
dwmatia. Ekeina ta matia tis pou astraftoun, ki ustera varainoun, elega...
   Anevaina tis skales, eixa doulepsei oxtawro, ki omws imoun san na ksupnousa
twra.  Kai pws mesa sto ntounia den itan para monon auti i gunaika, autos o
daimonas kai to sapouni, pou murize i kamari apo ta plusimata tis, olo
plenontan.
Afougriemai, giati kamia fora tragoudouse, kati dika mas kai stekomoun ki
akoua.  Kolnaw t' auti mou.  Megali siwpi. Akomi stekoumai.  H kardia mou
xtupouse, skoupisa to idrw mou, i vouvamara ginotan pio megali, enas tafos.
Anoigw tin porta kai mpainw mesa. Psuxi mesa. Den eixe patisei an0rwpos apo
tin wra pou efuga.
   Eides pws einai oi trelloi etsi imouna. Epesa sto krevati kai to filousa,
kai kuliomoun, kai gureua katw apo to trapezi ta govakia tis. Opou me pire i
lussa ksafnika: " Me to gero tis, me to gero einai!", kai xtupousa ta epipla,
me tis arvules mou trupousa tis karekles, evala katw to trapezi, to pelekousa
kai s' olo t' anametaksu eixa afisei tin porta anoixti, opou provelnei ksafnou
to kormi tis, to proswpo tis, ekeino to atimo stoma tis.  Tin esura mesa. De
fwnakse. Mia xara megaluteri perase sta matia tis.
  " De m' afine o geros... Des ti moukane!...".
  Ksegumnwnetai.  "San ki esena ema0e kai kanei!" Pesame xamou, ti xtupaw,
xtupaw,... Molis ta ksimerwmata mporesame na anevoume sto krevati.  "Apo konta
mou de 0a to kouniseis", tis  lew.  " Exei douleia sti Martigka, 0a fugoume
ekei, ein' enas ergodigos dikos mas, ta kouventiasame.  Pio kalo merokamato,
0ar0eis, etsi agkalia mazi mou!". "Mazi sou!" mou apokrinetai kai ta matia tis
kleinan apo tin kourasi. "Mazi sou!" mou ksanaeipe, t' anoikse ligaki.
   Me koitakse san to 0erio pou to nikises.  Tin alli mera to vradu sti
Martigka.  Ton ergodigo ton vrika, kalo paidi.  Samiwtis. Moudwse douleia gia
tin Deutera. Me sustise kai sto koumparo tou, to Lamprinaki, pouxe mazi tou ena
0eio paraluto, diladi den eswne na perpatisei, ena moutro sa nekrokefali, o
0eios Euaggelos, adelfos tis manas tou, ki epeidi i mana tou eixe pe0anei s'
auton kremontan pia oi nomoi ki profites.  Ena eksw ap' dw moutro autos o 0eios
Euaggelos, kati kitrina xeria, kati kitrina dontia, sakatamenos pou kalutera na
min to eixes konta sou. Mporei peninta, mporei evdominta xronwn.  O koumparos
eixe ena karvouniariko, kratouse ki ena katwgi pisw, opou mas noikiase to pio
kalo dwmatio.  Xalia. Ma i legameni, milia. Anaskoumpw0ike, to ka0arise,
toplune, to stolise, tokane agnwristo.  Politisa sou leei o allos.

			(SUNEXIZETAI)

GIA TIN ANTIGRAFI
	STELLA NIKOULI
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