From: squacken@zephyr.cair.du.edu (The Black Egyptian Kitty Cat!)
Subject: Blackmist POEMS Return 
Summary:  more unicorn shit
Organization: University of Denver
Date: Fri, 21 Aug 92 05:46:17 GMT


Well I am back after not posting here for
over 6 months which I am sure many of you are glad
to hear about. HEllo Jondar ....
bye all


322      *the Black Unicorn of my soul*

  slipping through the silent streams 
  walking through my distant dreams 
  a creature of such splendid might 
  black as pitch, dark as night 
  it contridicts the laws of man 
  no longer white, but black it stands... 
  it has a horn, of purest gold 
  so beautiful, you long to hold 
  but with a touch, you`ll lose your soul 
  for that is what the legends told. 
  this creature belong to light 
  but now its black as night 
  the unicorn, that steals your soul 
  is the only creature I long to hold 
  it wanders silently through the night 
  playing with shadows in the twilight 
  Until the day I set it free 
  black as night it will always be. 
  Then one night, I came across 
  The unicorn in the forest 
  I held out a hand, it came to me 
  with that single touch, i set it free 
  what I had lost I now had found 
  and light now shined all around 
  the unicorn turned from black to white 
  When all in the world was set to right.
   8/16/92

323      *men are so confusing*

  Why are men so confusing 
  they tell you one thing 
  and want another 
  they encourage you to be  
  what you want to be 
  then turn around and make you 
  into what you are not... 
  why are they so damn confusing 
  you never know what to do 
  if you do something wrong 
  they blow up at you 
  I wish sometimes that I knew 
  what it was, that i should do 
  to make him happy, so hard i tried 
  but all i get is threats and lies 
  it hurts to think, that he is not coming back 
  what did I do..that made him so mad 
  I tried to be, what he wanted me to be... 
  why did i bother, i really can't see 
  so I'll go back to wanting
  and hoping you'll care
  but I know deep inside
  we're not two of a pair

324 *dreams are not worth having* 

  dreams are not worth having 
  if pain is all they give 
  why bother wishing 
  live the life you live... 
  don't look for love 
  in all the right places 
  don't remember all the people 
  or all the lying faces. 
  dreams are not worth having
  they never seem to work
  they end up dead or broken
  and leave you sad and hurt

325)   *love not returned*
  Have you ever had a love 
  that did not come back to you 
  you gave them your heart 
  and left you when they were through 
  You gave them all your love 
  and they gave nothing in return 
  and you wonder why 
  its always you that gets burned... 
  why don't they ever care... 
  how you really feel 
  they seem to think relationships 
  are really no big deal 
  relationships are just an item 
  something for the making 
  and when you get bored with it 
  they are there for the breaking 
  and in the process 
  who gets hurt in the end 
  it always seems to be you 
  again and again and again... 
  Did you ever give your heart 
  and had it broke in two... 
  did you ever wonder...
  if it was something wrong with you...
  why do people play such games
  with the love that someone gives...
  they never seem to return the love
  no matter how much you give.
 Thu Aug 13 19:02

326)
    *Take A chance*

  take a chance with me tonight
  and dive into the waves 
  let me be your lover this night 
  as we dance within the caves 

  Lock out all your memories 
  of all your distant past 
  and be mine in the heat of the night 
  and pray this romance will last 

  Hand in hand, we will walk on the beach 
  look at the tiny shells, they scatter the shore 
  I'll learn if you have something to teach 
  show me things I've never seen before

  and then maybe, just maybe 
  we will both learn, what passion has to teach 
  held in each others arms.... 
  both within each others reach 

  I can see the waves crash on the shores 
  gently caressing our feet... 
  and I feel the waves of passion within me 
  as our bodies slowly meet 

  I hope these tides of love and winds of passion 
  are but the beginning of our love 
  so please don't die and leave me lonely 
  or fly away like the lonesome dove... 

  So take a chance on me tonight 
  and let our love unfold
  forever by my side you'll be
  and your hand I'll always hold....

  Let us walk the beach of life
  and collect the shells we see
  for here is where our love will meet
  as we dance before the sea
  8/16/92


  327) *Sweet dawn rising*
  Sweet dawn rising 
  pink against the sky... 
  tiny stars wink out 
  as the sun begins to rise... 
  from night to glowing day 
  through clouds, the dancing rays... 
  dew no sparkles like the stars 
  dew now sparkles like the stars.... 
  everywhere, near and far 
  birds now sing their morning song... 
  as day chases away the night 
  this is another sweet dawn rising 
  putting the world to right. 


328      *I dream*
  I dream of unicorns, and kitty cats 
  of men who wear base ball hats 
  I dream of Death, i dream of life 
  I dream of the day I`ll be a wife 
  I dream of horses that play in snow 
  I dream of people I don`t know 
  I dream of heaven, and hell below 
  in the end, where will i go:) 

 { this must be the night 
  for flowering poetry 
  you give me the words 
  I'll give you the key}