From: megazone@obsidian.WPI.EDU (MegaZone23)
Newsgroups: alt.suicide.holiday
Subject: Re: too much rope
Date: 6 Jan 1993 09:13:52 GMT
Organization: WPI USAF -- United Society of Animation Fans
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In article <1idh32INNsbn@bigboote.WPI.EDU> satan@wpi.WPI.EDU (mMaEtYtER) writes:
>Ya' know he's too damn right.  Of course its easy to say that when you've got 
>about 5000 plus years of recorded hisptry to look back on.  The human race is 

Contemplating the human race in general never fails to depress me... Sorry
to say that I have to agree with ROger on most everything... I consider myself
a bit more conscientious than most (ego, I know) and I still think I'm pretty
sorry of an example...

>another.  Ignorant to the varied effects of aour actions - and i don't just

Matt, if one were expected to know all of the possible future effects of a
single decision, none would ever be made... Although I too am guilty of not
considering consequences all the time.

>is not the way to go about it.  Preferably, I want to die by jumping out
>of a plane or off a building or cliff.  Just somethjing really tall.  I 

oh boy, do I know this train of thought... I've fantasized about leaping from
a plane... and I'm a private pilot. Remember Free Flight? That was a fantasy
of mine... I hope the FAA doesn't read this. :-) I'm not likely to do it, but
it does have it's appeal. SOmetimes strong enough to scare the shit out of me.

>nice cliffs  and all - just begging to bne jumped off of.  Sittinbg there
>my head hangin over the edge, looking at it upside up, up side down. It
>was cool.  Part of me really wanted jump.  Part of me didn't - i had a

It's hit me looking down in a left bank at 6,500 feet... just open the door
and fall... so easy... but then the plane would come down somewhere... hence
the ocean flight... But death by climbing too high is romantic for me too...

>concept of jumping seemed so romantic. I am a romantic - and a cynic
>and a pessimist.  It woulda been cool.  I wrote a poem about it all. 

A romantic cynical pessimist... we should start a club or something...
I'm sure it was good, I really like your stuff... Maybe I'll eventually be
as good... if I keep it up...

>about jumping from the top of this stone/medevial tower not far from
>here (its actually not high enough though).  I used to dream about 

Bancroft tower is just a big tombstone without a grave... That's how a 
friend of mine described it... I agree....

>reading this at this pt. i am ammazed.

Hi... you are now amazed...

>Ths saddest thing right now is that this pc, this archaic little 286
>has been my best friend for the last 4 weeks.  I, for all intensive

Same here.. old 286 12Mhz beater.. but it runs and I can read news... I 
signed up for Delphi just to have a way to connect... I have no friends at
home really...

>i've got in the fridge.  Never have found answers in the bottom of 
>a bottle though.  Never will either.  The most you find at the 

I've never found the answer, but it's helped to forget the question.

>The easy answer is - hey everyone thinks your an asshole-  maybe 
>taht's ,true.  sometimes i want to beleive that. I would just go 

Buzz! Actually, I think you're really a cool person. I like you and I like 
your work... Truth is I am VERY shy at heart. Notice that I talk a lot in
groups? Self-defense mechanism... keep the conversation going and keep the
topic off of me.... And I rarely feel like I fit in, so I stay on the edges.
Pathways is one of the few things I really like doing...

>flooating variant/variable.  Yeah i know lotsa ppl, they know me, but i get 
>lost in the shuffle all the time, end up the deuce of spades lying 

I'm the same way with a lot of the people I know... There is actually sort
of a narrow group of people I'm with a lot... 

>with some group of firiends.  In case your wondering, classes are still
>out but i am up her at school any way.

The only reason I'm home is I had a job waiting for me... money talks, 
especially when collection agencies are hounding you... Now they're paid off.
good riddance... I'll be back tommorrow...

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