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Date:         Fri, 4 Sep 1992 12:11:33 EDT
Reply-To:     Styliani Nikouli <nikouli@ACSU.BUFFALO.EDU>
From:         Styliani Nikouli <nikouli@ACSU.BUFFALO.EDU>
Subject:      KOMMATIA THS ELLINIKHS PSYXHS
Comments: To: hellas@uga.cc.uga.edu

AFIERWSH: Sto 0odwro Zaroo apo Ottava (0odwre, to metanoiwsa. Den 0a
 xrisimopoiisw to /hta/. Suggnwmi)

BASOS DASKALAKHS  (1900-1944)

ENA ASHMANTO EPISODEIO  (APO: p. "N. Estia", 1943)

    Stis katw skales sunanti0ika me tin kamariera kai me xairetise xamogelasti
opws panta, -pws etsi nwris; me rwtise kalovola.  Loipon den eixe mesolavisei
tipota.  Anoiksa tin porta kai mpika kuriarximena sto xwl.
    Hsuxia.
    Tipota.
    To dwmatio mas omorfostolismeno opws panta, to grafeio mou adeio, kai sto
mpasimo den itane kaneis.  Auto me sastise kapws, giati perimena alla kai den
imoun proetoimasmenos.  Eixe fugei taxa; Toso eukola;
    Nai vevaia, eixe fugei.  Apanw sto trapezaki, pla.i. ekei stin plexti
polu0rona pou tis arese kai ka0otan pantote, itan enas megalos mpez fakelos,
ena gramma me to onoma mou apanw.  Kai sto potiri tou nerou pla.i., itan
valmena araia merika louloudia, mplouetes.
    Tipot' allo. Ama proseksa kalutera, i 0esi pou eixe ta foremata tis sti
ntoulapa itan adeia, to vourtsaki tis eleipe apo to mpanio, ta alla tis
pramata.
    Toso eukola loipon, ki eixa eoimastei gia toses geloies palikaries.
    Pira to gramma sta xeria mou na to anoiksw, ki apo katw itane, diplwmena
to idio, ekeina ta merika xartonomismata, akrivws opws tis ta eixa afisei sto
komodino tis to prw.i. Auto mou kostise. Ta'xwsa ola stin tsepi mou ki
efuga amesws. Den kserw pws, mou fanike mia stigmi sa fovera erimwmeni etouti
i katoikia - fovera erimwmeni, ki emas aseistos, ksenos aeras ka0otan mesa ki
epnige.
    -Ti wra vgike i kuria; rwtisa katw tin upiresia. Mipws afise kamia
paraggelia;
    -Vgike i kuria; Kanenas den eixe antilif0ei. Oxi, den afise kamia
paraggelia. Mplouetes mono eixe zitisei to prw.i. kai tis anevasane apanw.
    Wste etsi loipon. Hmoun polu geloios pragmatika, m' olous autous tous
geloious fovous mou.
    Eksw sto dromo, isws arketi wra argotera, giati eixa vre0ei polu makria apo
to spiti, evgala to gramma apo tin tsepi mou kai to anoiksa.  Ki apo keini tin
wra idiws einai pou den mporw na isuxasw ka0olou. De grafei kai polla pragmata,
deka aples arades einai olo olo, - ki osos gi' auto oute me vrizoun se tipota
oute exou kanena parapono mazi mou.  Isa isa pou kai to idio grafei oti egw
exw dikio ki oti den itane vevaia dunato na gin ei alliws, kai me parakalei na
pistepsw an 0elw, pws mono me agapi 0a 0umatai auton ton kairo, kai pws
anwfelo na pros0esi, pou me toso perilupi tin kardia afinei auto to dwmatio.
    Exasa ki ekeino to rantevou mou me to gnwsto apo tin Ameriki, kai den eixa
pws na perasw tis wres mou apopse.  Allwste kai pou0ena den i0ela na paw. M'
exei kuriepsei pali auti i adunamia tou xaraktira mou, ki an to skaliza mesa
mou kala kala na idw ti 0elw to mono pou i0ela einai na treksw eksw na vrw opou
ki an einai tin Evelina, na ta kouventiazame ola alli mia fora mazi, na tis
eksigi0w.  Auto vevaia den einai dunato na ginei, oute kai 0a vgaine allwste
tipota. Miksoklamata mono kai mikrosunais0imatismoi.
    Einai omws dunato na ti nikisw auti tin adunamia mesa mou.  Moni lusi pou
vrika einai touti,- nar0w na kleidw0w edw sto dwmatio na tis ta grapsw ola s'
ena gramma, ola kataleptws, an kai mesa mou eimai apofasismenos na mi to
steilw ka0olou, giati mia psuxi 0a vgei pou 0a vgei.  Pira kai meriko krasi
mazi mou pou ir0a, alla oute kai auto mou kanei tipota.
    Idiws, na parei i orgi, me enoxloune touta ta liga louloudia, pou afise
pisw tis, ekei sto neropotiro.  Ti ta i0ele kai t' afine i xristiani; De lew,
mporei na einai ki apo to krasi, omws ka0e fora pou sikwnw ta matia mou kai ta
vlepw, einai entelws galazia, skoura galazia, kai einai san na kuttazoune me
mia tromagmeni aporia ola edw sto kseno dwmatio.  0elw na vrw tropo na tis to
grapsw ki auto, ena katallilo tropo pou na to noiwsei, na kai mou fainetai polu
ntoltso kai isws to svisw argotera.
    Kai den mporw, 0elw na tis grapsw kai to allo. Den etreksa vevaia eksw na
ti vrw opou ki an einai, den etreksa, -omws, xwris na tis kanw komplimento,
0adina ki egw den kserw ti, 0a dina ta panta, ta panta, mono na anoige leei
twra da i porta mia stigmi, na tin evlepa na provallei mesa;
    -Akomi den eplagiases, file mou; me rwtaei me tin iremi tis fwni,
gernontas ligo to kefali me mia periergi askioprepeia. -Einai polu arga,
konteuei pia na ksimerwsei, agapimene, kai 0asai akefos pali sto grafeio sou.
    Kai isws ta matia tis na einai kokkina. Den ftaiw egw, Evelina, den ftaiw
ka0olou. Omws prepei na einai polu askima kamwmeni touti i zwi, pou ekame na
moirazeis tin psuxi sou gia ena kommati pswmi. -esu, kai den ekame nasai
fulakas aggelos ki i parigoria enos xaroumenou spitikou, sto va0os ekei, mes
s' ena oloprasino kipo.

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GIA TIN ANTIGRAFH
	STELLA NIKOULI
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