From: tom_repasky@mentorg.com
Subject: in-body-experience
Date: Tue, 25 Aug 1992 21:51:42 GMT
Organization: Information Services

My apologies if this is a second posting.


Early May, 1962, the body I now inhabit, (on loan) fell approximately 80 feet. 
The resulting injuries and trauma (heart failure, blood loss) caused the body
to undergo emergency protection.  All systems shut down.  Lack of oxygen and
blood erased the 'personality' portions of the brain.  Actually, the circuit
connection template was destroyed.  Personality, and personal memories were
gone (well, still there but un-decodable).  
As usual, I was checking out the view when I discovered this opportunity.  A
body, discarded (unrecoverable by the original) and since no other being had
claims on the form, it enabled me to acquire a human form.
Sensation and manifestation flooded by essence.  It is not surprising the will
to live.  Ah!, to be.  As I developed, I found this existence to be rather
wonderful, particularly, the part about humans and their independent thought,
their apparent isolation and separation. At last an opportunity to really
believe that somehow, me (this human) was/is not part of everything.  An
illusion, sure, but an incredible one at that.  Years later unusual events and
items began to appear.  These have always been also, but the illumination of
them could not occur until the separation process was completed.  
Many stories and visions began to arise.  Some were allegories of the beginning
of this, the 6th universe. Some detailed the progress and milestones of other
beings, who having awareness, left structure(s) (immutable) to fall back into
the energy stream.  These structures, in turn, act like seeds, providing a
basis for form and value in successive universes.  
Gardens and exhibits were observed, participants (items) from many worlds and
other universes, assembled to view the wonders of existence.  The many shapes
of molecular energy.
This universe, by my reckoning, began as a level 12.  The inhabitants of this
universe are bound by this opportunity.  As such, separation is easily
maintained due to the gap between what I am and what I think I am.  The
underlying structures, math, forms, children, provided for value, meaning,etc. 
Certainly, awareness, intellect, experience, perception and other attributes,
enable a rich moment, called life.  The need to create 
n +1 space and associated constructs (i.e. aliens, other worlds, victims,  etc)
appears to support the separation so vital to this moment.  This universe has
its beings and perceptions.  And so many humans remain asleep/unconscious.  And
so it goes, until union.  Not the interaction of human <--> alien but rather
human <--> human.  Energy frequencies, including that of the human mind are/can
be modulated.  And there are those who are very close to oneness.

This universe like all others maintains the model which perpetrated it.  All
forms embody and encompass the model.  N + 1, victims and aliens are just
constructs of the human experience, attempting to explain the separation in
palatable terms (for humans).

Please excuse any spelling errors and possible definition statements.  

Enjoy!
You can only die once.  And that has already occurred.  Or don't you remember
being born ?