From: karenm@yenta.alb.nm.us (Karen Millar)
Newsgroups: alt.paranormal
Subject: alt.consciousness (followup) Energy balls.
Date: 26 Jul 92 16:25:25 GMT
Organization: yenta unix pc, rio rancho, nm


Newsgroups: alt.consciousness
Subject: Re: odd sensations
Distribution: local

glenne@csd4.csd.uwm.edu (Neuromancer ) writes:

>Every once in a while I just let go and I feel a wave of
>pleasure pass over me.  It is a physical tingling sensation
>that leaves me feeling peaceful.  I also have a similar
>sensation when I let go and am listening to some classical
>music that really moves me.  I know that this cannot be my
>imagination because it is such a powerful sensation.
> 
>Last Sunday, I went to my first Quaker meeting, and sat I
>silent meditation with them for around 45 minutes or so.  As
>usual I felt this tingling sensation.  But also I saw through
>a window in the trees a fuzzy greenish blue ball of light.  I
>passed this off as my eyes playing tricks on me.
> 
>This week when an extremely filthy homeless person walked by
>while I was waiting for the bus I started to put up the usual
>walls I put up against people in my heart.  But then this time
>I let go of all the walls to let him into my heart.  As I did
>this I thought I saw this ball of white light come flying toward
>me out of the corner of my eye and I felt it wedge into the left
>side of my chest.  I think I can still feel whatever it was in
>there right now.
> 
>I guess the question is, am I imagining these sensations?
>(Aside from the wave of pleasure that I know I do not imagine.)
>And if I am not imagining these sensations, what are they?
> 
	NO......... you are not imagining these feelings... I have 
had them and I know NUMEROUSs people who have had them. In the 
reference frame I have, they have been called thought forms.
	Basically, all things that are alive have an energy field,
and in some circles this has been called the aura. Many people see
auras naturally, and some see them only in an alpha state. I am 
one of the latter, and only on occasion, but I have witnessed
what you are talking about. When one "thinks" hard at someone 
else or "loves" hard at someone else, a small piece of your energy 
goes to that other person. When it gets to the other person, it
has the desired affect if the other person is receptive. If you
could see auras, you would notice that the thought form was the 
same coloration as the aura. I have also had this experience of 
seeing the little ball of colored light come across a room and
go right into my body. This can be a telepathic thought as well,
depending on the intent of the sender. When this happens, it is
in a state that I perceive as plasmic, then changes into what
could be called a picture or visual representation of the thought,
then you put words to it. Often your words are very nearly
identical to the person sending the thought. When it is "love"
that they are sending instead of a specific thought, the affect
is one of warmth and safety, and belonging. It is certainly 
pleasureable! It has been referred to as a warm fuzzy feeling
bye some; to me it feels like I am surrounded by a velvet
blanket, and also have a feeling of being energized within my 
body as if all is right within me.
	To me, this is a level of communication that the majority
of the population is not receptive to, although more are opening
their hearts and minds to its possibility and therefore are 
starting to have more meaningful experiences in this area. This is
the same thing as the phone ringing and you knowing who is there
before you pick up the receiver. It is just a little more open
and receptive.

>Glenn                               glenne@csd4.csd.uwm.edu

I am posting this followup to alt.paranormal and talk.religion.newage
as well, since these groups have indicated serious interests in
this area.

Network hugs to you and yours!!

Karen.

-- 
    Love is the answer...
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