From: erc@khijol.upl.com (Ed Carp)
Newsgroups: alt.sexual.abuse.recovery
Subject: chatting with the Woman Hater...
Date: 29 Aug 92 20:15:26 GMT
Reply-To: erc@apple.com

***** MAJOR SPOILER ALERT *****


I got a 5 AM call this morning from Woman Hater.  Seems he didn't realize
where I was, and that I was 2 hours behind him. :)  I told him that it was
OK, and that he could talk about what was on his mind if he wanted to, on
the promise that I wouldn't reveal who or where he was.

If you don't want to hear the full story of what's going on, just hit 'n'
now.  It gets pretty graphic, boys and girls, and it ain't a pretty story.
It's *very* sexually explicit.

I mean it.  I'm *not* kidding.  Those with weak stomachs, pass.

Turns out WH was abused by both parents while growing up (why is this not a
surprise?).  He's lead a fairly normal adulthood up until now (or tried to,
anyway; he's in his late 20's) when he walked in on his lover a week ago
unexpectedly and found her masturbating with "the largest dildo I've ever
seen, must have been 10 inches long and as big around as my wrist, and she
was putting the damned thing all the way in!"  She saw him, but continued
masturbating.  He said he just stood there.  After a minute staring in shock,
he said, "Why are you doing this?"  She said, "Because you aren't man enough
to satisfy me.  You aren't man enough to satisfy any woman.  All women know
they can take this much dick, all woman have secret fantasies about getting
jammed by John Holmes, but most men don't have what it takes, including you!"
He said she then pulled the dildo out of herself (then he saw how long it was)
and threw it at him.  As she walked out of the room she said "When you measure
up, call me.  Until then, forget it!"  [God, what an incredible vile thing
to do. :(]

He said he'd wandered around in a daze for a day or two, then visited a friend
of his that he knew had always had the hots for him, hoping to find some
sort of solace "in the arms of another women".  Unfortunately, the poor guy
was so traumatized that he couldn't obtain an erection, even after repeated
tries with oral sex.  He left, feeling even more depressed.  "That's when I
decided to kill myself.  I felt I couldn't measure up as a man for any woman,
so why should I prolong the agony?"  He tried slashing his wrists, but found
it was too painful.  He tried to buy a gun, but where he is, they have a
waiting period on the purchase of handguns.  He got angry, read in asar that
there was a new APS, so he decided to use it to vent.

He kept asking me, "Is it true?  Do women really want that out of a man?"
Well, shit ... what can I say, right?  I've known one or two women like that
myself, but most women I've known were more concerned at the quality of the
emotional side of the relationship than at the size of the sex organs.

I mentioned that there was one or two people that were upset that he'd
posted the generalizations, and he said he was just trying to relieve some
of the pain he's been feeling.  I got his OK to set up an anonymous forwarding
account here.  If you'd like to email him, send email to khijol!anon-0001@
saturn.upl.com.

This guy sounds like he's had a long history of abuse at the hands of women,
so be gentle.  I talked to this guy for over two hours this morning, and
I think he's calmed down enough to seek real help for his problems, instead of
flaming asar or blowing his brains out.  At least, I hope so.
-- 
Ed Carp, N7EKG     erc@apple.com, khijol!erc@saturn.upl.com       801/538-0177
"This is the final task I will ever give you, and it  goes  on  forever.   Act
happy, feel happy, be happy, without a reason in the world. Then you can love,
and do what you will."           -- Dan Millman, "Way Of The Peaceful Warrior"

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