From: Sean.Kelleher@f406.n105.z1.fidonet.org (Sean Kelleher)
Newsgroups: k12.chat.senior
Subject: Lookin' out my back door
Date: Tue, 21 Jul 92 22:29:00 PST
Organization: FidoNet node 1:105/406

Serena -

RH>Sean -
RH>        Sorry bud! I printed out your last message and lied it down on my de
RH>ans my dad was cleaning and threw it away! I'm sorry! I think that renee is
RH>right! I, too, like both Alan and Sean! I guess if you REALLY want to change
RH>it you can!
        I probably won't, simply because I don't know the first thing
about doing it, and I'm too lazy to go through with it.  besides, I
doubt it's a very good idea to have your name changed just before
entering college...imagine the paperwork hastles with Admissions.

RH>       Oh yeah! This isn't on my name because I ran out of time! I ment to
RH>write to you but all the sudden I they gave the 2 min waring! Oh well! I hav
        We should all lobby Betsy to give us an even hour.  Or
preferrably, 90 minutes like users have on the system Kris runs.  There
is no need to have only 45 minutes, now that regional nodes are up and
so few people (compared to before) call the 1-800 number.  Also, you
can't DOWNLOAD anything with only 45 minutes.  There is a really good
game on MetNet, but it would take one hour to get, and so no one can
touch it.  Stupid stupid stupid.


RH>a question! I was reading something (can't remeber what) but you said that
RH>Kris is really stuck on me! What do you mean? Just curious!
        Well, maybe that's not such a good way of phrasing it.  What I
meant is that you seem to be his favorite mail pal.  He's dying to meet
up with you, and so am I!  If *I* had a car (and a license, for that
matter) I'd be up to Helena tomorrow.  Heck, tonight even.
        We were supposed to meet with you on the way to Lewiston (Kris
told me you were going to be near there, in Townsend?) but I botched
that by coming down with a bad cold and middle ear infection.  Sorry.

RH>        In your last message didn't you say that this girl that you've known
RH>for a long time coming and you didn't know if you've changed for the best? I
RH>sure that you have changed for the better! From talking to you for the last
RH>week I see that you are really sweet! BTW, how did that go with her?? You
        Thanks...I don't know that I'm all that sweet.  But being around
nice girls makes me better than I am.  And I still don't see how sweet
and smart and so on could ever make up for thin and ugly.  Just this
afternoon my Mom was telling me how pale and unhealthy I look.  I can't
help it, no one in my family tans very well.
        But MOLLY didn't mind.  That really surprised me...and she knows
four out of five of my deep dark secrets, and they only brought her
closer to me.  Christ, we were all over each other while she was here.
We talked and held each other for hours and hours.  It still doesn't
make any sense to me.  It's inconceivable that such a pretty,
intelligent, wonderful girl could be attracted to me.  Being around me
and standing it, I can see.  But loving me and being physically
ATTRACTED to me...it's just not supposed to work that way.  Oh well, who
am I to complain?
        As for how it went...we only had two days together (she was here
for three, but the last night we were in her mother's borrowed car
untill four [TALKING!!!!  Well...MOSTLY talking.  Sort of.]  her mom got
REALLY upset over that.  So Molly and I didn't get to say goodbye face
to face.  But despite missing her, it was more than wonderful.

RH>don't have to tell me if you don't want too. Just wondering! I best
RH>be going so I don't use up all of Renee's time! She'll be mad!! Guess
RH>I'll talk to ya later! BYE!
        Hope to hear from you soon.  I'm on the BBS's every day,
sometime several times a day, so gaps inmail are especially painful!

                - Sean


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