From: krikket@meltdown.chi.il.us (D. 'krikket' Krick)
Newsgroups: alt.sexual.abuse.recovery
Subject: Re: PANDA by night!
Date: 8 Sep 92 00:40:32 GMT
Organization: The Meltdown - A Team Star BBS

In article <1992Sep7.024303.1@acad2.alaska.edu>, assbc1@acad2.alaska.edu
writes:
>Greetings from PANDA,
>
>
>To Kricket (sp),
>
>Hang in there, I know how hard it can be to face life, but as you said in
>your post if you would have gone through with it it wouldn't have been for
>what you thought. I you realy need some one to talk to and no one else is
>around then you can call me (ok,ok, so it is the long distance call from
>hell). If you write to me at assbc1@alaska I will send oyu my number. 

Thank you for the offer, it is much appreciated, but not nessesary... 
Fortunately I have enough good friends to call here when I need, even though
I'm probably going to wake them up...  (Graveyard shift, ya know.) That, and I
honestly couldn't afford the long distance bills, I'm nearly drowning in the
bills I currently have!

>(Yes, I >am scared that my perp, who is a total looser when it comes to
>computers or >any tech item, would read it and contact me {like my mom
>wouldn't just give >him the number if he asked})

Why the hell would your mother give your number to him???

>As to the way I am doing, well....
>
>I am hanging in ok. My so and I had a slow blowout today. It lasted from noon
>untill about 10:00pm with her alternatingly pissed at me and in a bad mood >to
the other extream of being depressed and misrable. I was prety much the >same
way for the day. As of this writting she is off to be and I am off to >bed
after writing this. 
>
>The one point I wanted to share was how I had thought I was coping so well,
>untill my so repeated something from the Ohpra special. It riggered me into
>running upstairs and hiding in my room with my boris bear held tightly and
>the inner kids freaking out......(now I need to look into if anyone ever
>threatned to kill me during the abuse.....sigh)

Ouch...  If you need someone to talk to when you can't reach anyone else go
ahead and give me a call (708-665-3155).  (Assuming you can afford the long
distance bills to Chicago.)  Just ask for Krikket or Doug, my family recognized
both names for me, and understand odd hour crisis calls...

>we did get it settled and dealt with. Part of the problem was I was trying to
>get her to cheer up and be happy when she was pissed off at me, and then
>being angry about the whole situation when she wanted to talk.

Bad timing, huh?  This one sounds REAL familiar.  God knows how many times I've
run into that brick wall...

>Oh well, I am off to bed.
>
>lots of love and E-hugs to those who need want and can use them. You are all
>in my thoughts,
>
>PANDA

*E-Hugs* in return!

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