From: Chris.Foote@p0.f49.n134.z1.fidonet.org (Chris Foote)
Newsgroups: k12.chat.senior
Subject: Re: big problem
Date: Wed, 29 Jul 92 22:03:49 PST
Organization: FidoNet node 1:134/49.0 - The Student Exchang, Calgary Alta

First of all, I'm not a female.  (Thank God)
I have a very similer problem, though a lot more complex.  All you have to do
is talk to her, get to know her, and she will get to know you.  You don't have
to find out what she wants, just give her yourself, and hopefuly it'll work
out.  I know that you don't wanna blow it, but it's simple - If that doesn't
work, you aren't right for her, though it may work the other way around, 
that's not good enough for a serious relationship. 
Now, the girl that I really like - Well, I first saw her about two months ago.
The first time, we got along real good, just having fun, no mushy mushy.  I
almost kissed her before I left, and still regret not doing it, even though
we kissed alot the next time I went up there which was two weeks later.  That
time everything work out just like in the fairy tales, and I'd truley never
felt that way about anyone.  Not even the least bit.  I knew that it was more
than a crush even though I hadden't knon her very long.  She did have a 
boyfriend the second time, but They'd only been together a week, and she 
obviously didn't care for him that much because she lied to him on the phone
when I was there.  That was the only thing that made me wonder about her.  I
thought that if she could do it to him, maybe she would do it to me.  I really
don't think that she would though, just the way she is.  Anyway, the next was
the last time I went (about a month ago).  She didn't want to get too close to
me.  She would talk to me, but she really didn't want to get too close.  It
was like I was gonna rape her or something.  She explained to my friend who
had been coming, with me all the time that she was getting along good with her
boyfriend, and didn't want to get hooked on me.  On the ride home, I can't 
explain how empty I felt.  I was prepared to move there, and my heart got 
ripped out.  My feelings haven't changed at all during the past month.  I cry
every night, and I've never even cried over a girl before.  It's really quite
sad.  I never though I would cry over a girl.  I thought that I'd just be 
strong, and move on to the next one.  I guess I hadn't met a girl as speacial 
as her, and didn't expect to.  
I've called her twice in the past month.  It's costs an arm, a leg, and a 
testicle, but it's worth it to hear her voice.  
I called her today, and she mentioned that she almost got dumped last night.
As much as I would hate to see her hurt, I would also like to see her single.

I don't think she knows exactly how I feel about her.  I never mention it to
her, and I think that that is the best way to go for now.  I really thought 
that she felt the same way about me, it sure felt perfect at the time.

Wow, that was a long letter, I could go on about her forever, but I you
probably have taken in more than enough.  Oh, It's about a 6 hour drive there.
I did it in 4 one time, doing between 160, and 180 km/h all the way!!!

ttyl
 

... Never let your sense of morals stop you from doing what's right.

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