From: anon.30@pax.tpa.com.au
Newsgroups: alt.sexual.abuse.recovery
Subject: stuff
Date: 24 Dec 1992 14:32:12 +1030
Organization: PAX - Public Access Unix (Adelaide,South Australia) - Anonymous Service
Reply-To: anon.30@pax.tpa.com.au
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I really hate Christmas.  Just because I'm not Christian anymore, so I'm not
celebrating it & it was the last holiday I stopping doing with my entire
extended family and all my family keeps sending me Christmas cards & have 
pictures of my cousins & I hear about my new cousins (I swear, my family breeds
like rabbits) and my cousin Nicky, I met him when he was three days old and last
time I saw him he was about 8 months.  Now he's two years old and my aunt says
he walks around carrying the picture of me that I sent in his birthday card 
and saying my name "Kwistina"  (my name that most know me by is Christina --
and others in the family keep address the cards to Crissy.  ug.)

i want see new cousins.  like cousnins.  like little kids.  don't want see
family.   everybody who wrote said I can stay with them (except grandma, but
I stormed out of her house a year & a half ago & said I would never stay there
again until Bob (my step-grandfather) started treating me like a human being
and since he doesn't really treat anyong that way.....i don't want go back
there, I don't want see them, they HURT me and if I ever see them again have
be OPEN and TALK 'bout it and won't hide and cover up no more and can't do
that yet, can't confront yet not ready and hate holiday stupid.

mother sent me package.  not talk mother long time.  confronted her about her
abuse of us.  we thought she sent X-mas present and thought that real stupid
'cause we aren't talking to her.  But she sent us some the stuff we ask for
in confrontation letter.  like the pink & green espresso cups that Vicki
Vasfula left in our house long long time ago & we always liked & mom always
said we could have.  and some neat colored drinking glasses I bought in high
school and left at mom's house until I had own apartment.  and something I had
forgot about -- little tiny display case kind thing w/rocks & crystals & dried
rose & glass cat & locket that was Great Grandmother's & we thought we had
lost in al lthe moving we do and i keep crying because of that I keep
crying I hate the holidays i so sad want see cousins want have family 'gain
wantmy stuff -- glad mother sent some my stuff but mad too 'cause feel
obligated her some 'cause she send what we want, be scared, we know she miss
us, she miss hearing us but we no want see/write/talk her.

keep crying

okay say some of what need say.  going go read all the mail people sent us!
lots people wrote back us after post, thank you, going go read them.  

us christina peoples


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