so the goat escaped through a a bigger hole in my in my fence right .
.
and mind you my grandfather used to walk that goat every morning around the neighborhood like like if it was like if it was a a dog .
ah .
so our next door neighbor had a dog right .
and whenever the the neighbor would let the dog out .
and he was like putting his work stuff away .
and then so in when the dog .
xxx he closed the door .
and he left for work .
he didn't see the goat go in .
so my grandfather wakes up like at ten .
and he is looking for the goat frantic .
and he's screaming around the neighborhood 
+" Tete Tete where are you ?
like that like frantic .
so somehow some way he looks inside of the neighbor's house .
uhuh .
and there's the goat with the dog running around eating all the furniture pooping everywhere .
that's crazy .
we had to call our neighbors .
we had to help them clean everything .
we had to help them do all the furniture .
it was just oh god .
Tete .
+" Tete where are you ?
ay .
so do you have a funny story ?
you have super good stories .
and I love how you tell them .
oh yeah yeah .
my family's just crazy .
xxx do anything crazy .
oh my mom has a patch on her eye .
why ?
I told you xxx .
she's got shit corneas .
she used to have contacts .
mind you the contacts are
uhuh oh I did that .
I did that .
the contacts are purely for show .
hah .
like for color .
she had colored contacts on .
.
I mean she doesn't have perfect vision .
but they they have no prescription on it .
uhuh .
and so she she scratched her cornea really bad to the point that they had to do surgery .
this was like ten years ago .
so whatever she had like stitches and all that stuff .
and apparently my mom's my mom my mom has really bad allergies .
and she loves to like scratch her eye .
you understand what I mean ?
uhuh .
so she um she actually ended up scratching opening up stitches that she had from super long time ago that I guess never healed right .
scratching it .
oh that's crazy .
so now you have to look at her .
she looks like a pirate .
she has a patch
.
+, on one eye .
you know what I mean .
and like she's walking around .
and she wants you to like feel bad for her .
(be)cause she's like 
+" I don't feel good .
.
but I was like tell her .
um like yesterday
how how are your brothers ?
that's what I was about to tell you .
Almí's a Almí's a snitch .
yesterday he he wanted to use my computer .
but like I get really moody .
like when I get home and like I'm tired .
and like I just all I wanna do is be on my computer .
like whether I'm playing Snood or on Facebook or like googling random stuff .
uhuh .
so
Snood .
so he comes in .
and he's like
they love to like use my computer .
.
mind you we have another computer in the house .
but my computer is the only one that's hooked up to a printer .
so he's like 
+" oh I gotta print something out .
he doesn't have to print out anything .
: .
he wants to go check Sports_net like
yeah .
you know what I mean ?
like it's a fantasy football .
and so whatever I locked the door so that he can't come in my room .
because he loves to come in there .
and then he he's like snitching on me .
he's like 
+" mom she won't let me use the computer .
+" and I have to do something for school .
so there comes my mom with her patch on her eye .
.
feel bad for them oh oh pobrecito .
xxx .
they love your brothers ?
who my mom ?
yeah .
no my mom kind of forgets they exist .
they're always at my grandma's house .
yeah they don't live with us so .
why ?
yeah they're always at abuela's house .
xxx ?
yeah .
like they don't really like xxx my house .
so who lives at your house ?
you your mom and Larry ?
no !
me my mom Larry which is my step dad Larry's brother who came from Cuba with his girlfriend who
his mistress who she's had for thirteen years .
yeah .
is this the story you told to miss Smith ?
no this is a true story .
this isn't even
this is like new people .
.
this is like new people that I didn't even know existed .
this is one of like Larry's
remember I told you Larry has like five brothers .
uhuh .
this is one of his five brothers .
with his mistress .
with his mistress .
he left his wife and his two kids in Cuba .
.
and they're both living at my house .
and then on top of everything Larry's dad is living at my house .
(be)cause he just got separated from his girlfriend .
here in Cuba like here here in Miami who who when he came from Cuba he started hanging out with this lady .
then her son came from Cuba .
and then he's the one who's forming problems between Larry's and the girlfriend .
so Larry's dad got fed up and moved out .
but now he's not even home half the time .
(be)cause he's still with her .
but now they're in a dating stage .
ah .
you know what I mean ?
they have they're they're in a dating .
.
they're getting to know each other [=! laughs] .
they're getting to know each other .
and then that's how it is .
it's ridiculous .
so your house is crazy .
oh my house is
how many bedrooms do you have ?
I have three .
which is my mom's that was split down the middle (be)cause it used to be two .
mine .
and then like the garage which is like a big room .
but they like they remade everything .
oh yeah no no no .
my brothers don't sleep in the same room (be)cause they can't stand each other breathing .
mmhm .
they both breathe too loud .
that's what they say .
they breathe too loud .
so we have one brother who sleeps in there .
oh and they don't even have furniture .
because we since we redid that entire room we were gonna redo furniture .
like give them furniture .
so then but then now they decided to put back up the wall in my mom's room so one of them can have that one .
and the other one can have the other one .
and the other one can have the other one .
and then I have another room that Larry has like his work stuff in there .
and then
like whatever .
so we didn't never get them finished thinking that we were gonna put up a wall .
but we never put up the wall .
so now Oliver sleeps on a mattress in the in the garage .
xxx sleeps on a mattress in my mom's room with my mom and Larry .
Ana and Lexi sleep on another mattress in in like where the T_V room .
and Paco which is Larry's dad sleeps on a .
.
.
on a cot .
on a cot outside like in the sala .
outside [=! laughs] ?
not outside [=! laughs] .
like outside in like the formal sala you know that like it's only for show [=! laughs] .
like you're not allowed to sit in it [=! laughs] .
you know what I'm talking about [=! laughs] .
xxx [=! laughs] .
yeah .
it's like furniture that like it's like fifty years old .
nobody can sit on it .
can I ask you something ?
in your oven
this is super random .
+, do you do you keep pots in your oven ?
yes [=! laughs] !
full of like oil .
that's super Cuban .
full of aceite .
everyone I've asked today no one does that .
oh my god my mom loves
that is super Cuban .
my mom fries stuff and then she puts it in the oven .
like she doesn't let the
that's very Cuban .
she doesn't even let the the the the oil like
to cool cool .
+, cool .
she just puts it in the oven .
that's very Cuban .
like for me to bake a cake xxx I have to take out like twenty pots .
.
no and
+ <my my the top of my horno's like like topped like stacked .
I'm like 
+" mom this is
no but not only that you also have pans in like the the pans like what you cook on in there .
yeah .
you do have it in there ?
so you have to take out like twenty things .
yes .
ok .
and then finally get the one you want .
everyone's like 
+" no .
that's a very Cuban thing .
and then after you have to wait for everything to cool or if you're gonna be able to put everything back in again .
yes .
so you have that .
I have that .
and at my grandma's house too .
a lot of people don't do that .
xxx .
it's very Cuban .
it's very Cuban .
no that's like do you cook with Mazola ?
yeah .
.
come on .
people use like olive oil .
no no no .
Mazola .
we use Mazola .
or that yellow powder that you put in like um
my family puts it on everything on like chicken soup everything .
it and it has like a hen on it .
oh yeah the it it's um chicken broth .
but like powdered chicken broth ?
yeah it's like a it's like a little cube .
yeah .
yeah little
it's
it's a good flavor .
yeah .
like chicken flavor .
that's very Cuban too .
my mom loves it .
um she always tells me 
+" los cubitos de pollo .
yeah .
but it's chicken broth .
that's funny .
and how's everything with your mom ?
she's good .
xxx .
how's your mom ?
she's there .
how's your brother ?
bratty .
.
bratty .
brattier than xxx .
what school does he go to ?
Westwood_christian .
oh .
how come he didn't go to like Columbus ?
xxx .
he went xxx for a year .
but then he didn't want to .
he didn't like xxx ?
and then when we started going to to this church like all his friends went to Westwood .
so then he wanted to go to Westwood .
you go to church ?
every Sunday ?
mmhm .
and Wednesdays and Fridays .
.
exactly like that .
ahah .
um have you been back to Lourdes ?
no .
I went once .
we went once .
and we were running amuck .
we even went to um Walgreens .
and got like masks .
and it was right around Hallowe'en so we were like running around like scaring the crap out of people .
I was in a Blues_brothers mask .
ay you guys .
I was looking at the pictures the other day of when you guys were like xxx you and and Vanessa the big Cuban like ladies with the big buds .
and the thing .
oh .
oh my god .
xxx the sumo wrestlers .
those guys are always above and beyond .
did you see Darla's pictures ?
it's like intense sumo wrestling .
it's like it's like a full harness .
like they even have the little hat with the bun .
I don't know .
like it was like no it's like a game .
like you go somewhere
and you hit each other .
I don't know .
.
vamos ahí .
I don't know .
look at it .
look at her um
Darla who ?
xxx .
we're not like friends any_more .
oh my god that girl's so funny .
no she
ok .
look .
I have called her the last month for real like six times .
and you know how like when people like ignore your call you know ?
it rings the whole time so I know she gets it .
so then I don't like when people play like dumb with me .
ok ?
and I'm like kind of bitter about this .
then I know I shouldn't be .
but whatever .
kind of bitter about it .
she I_med me .
and she's like 
+" oh are you alive ?
I'm like 
+" Darla
like I'm like 
+" no .
+" be like look I'm sorry .
+" you know .
+" I had a lot of stuff to do .
+" but don't be like where are you .
+" you're lost .
+" like if like if
I hate that .
I hate that .
so then so then I was like I was like about to go off on her .
and I was like 
+" like I've called you six times .
+" but I have to go .
+" goodnight .
and then I got off .
no don't play stupid with me .
no .
I hate that .
what is that .
I hate that .
I hate that .
where are you ?
you're lost .
I'm like 
+" great .
um
.
I hate that .
I know I know you don't like talking about it .
but you know who I always talk to now ?
Sara .
crazy .
xxx .
like obviously she's like number one .
like like (..) super excited .
more like super against each other .
and she's coming this weekend .
xxx .
she um called me up .
not called me up .
she messaged me .
she's like 
+" hey whatever I wanna come down .
+" I wanna see you .
xxx .
she wants to she wants me to go um to like Amanda Harding's house .
mind you I don't even think Amanda Harding likes her .
yeah I think she hates us .
but no I think that she hates us by association .
but I'm sure Sara's told her like 
+" oh no like whatever .
yeah she's the one that was with xxx .
yeah .
but you know who's really nice ?
Ana .
dud but I just saw
and her sister Anita .
I just got an email (be)cause I'm I'm like logged into this class .
um you have to log into the Herald .
xxx .
who Sara ?
Sara's mom .
oh yeah .
what is that ?
over Robert she lost her job .
she has three kids .
she has four .
but Sara
she is .
she is .
yeah but she lost her duties .
that's crazy .
over Robert .
wait but didn't she get a new job ?
she supposedly .
I guess when her and Robert were like back together again .
her mom um
I know she got a new job .
her mom
she got reassigned somewhere .
Robert supposedly like choked her .
oh yeah .
so she pulled out a gun .
what is she doing ?
Robert hello .
no it's not even .
it's that Robert lost his
it's that all these people are like insane .
and I hate finding out about them .
xxx .
and I always like
I'm like 
+" .
you do you talk to her still ?
she called me once before she left .
oh yeah ?
did you hear about the eye story ?
.
yeah [=! laughs] ?
Sara called me once before she left .
I don't hate talking about it .
um but
we're just not friends .
here's the thing .
xxx .
+ I at the end of the day I think <she has a she has some xxx of a heart .
ok because she's done a lot of messed up things like the whole thing with Brenda Paltro .
that she
yeah but how how is Brenda even talking to her ?
yeah that's what I'm saying .
Sara realized that she had messed up the next day .
(be)cause she was belligerent .
so she realized that she had messed up the next day .
called her up .
and said like 
+" sorry look .
you know what I mean ?
+" I was messed up .
+" whatever I said things I didn't mean or whatever .
and once you talk about it it's ok .
like the whole thing with Katrina .
yeah but I don't like Sara wanted to come to my house .
did you hear what she said about Katrina ?
did she ?
wait .
did you hear what she said to Katrina ?
no .
ok Katrina poked her on Facebook .
which was immature .
xxx that's not her business .
why'd she poke her ?
(be)cause she's stupid .
just (be)cause you know to
to mess around ?
yeah to mess around .
it's childish .
whatever .
and um Sara wrote her back this nasty message .
like destroyed her life .
no yeah .
this really
you know Sara .
ok when you mess with Sara she goes after you your family anybody you've ever been with .
yeah but she's crazy .
and like anybody .
.
so you know what she told her ?
the kids you don't have .
she told her .
she's like flat out .
she's like 
+" look .
she's like 
+" I don't care to be your friend .
+" I don't know why you know what I mean you consider you know what I mean you try messing with me .
and when I talked to her after she told me that a lot of it had to do with the reason why she was so angry is because when you guys were in a fight Katrina got involved .
did she ever get involved ?
I don't remember .
something that Katrina got involved with you with a like a situation between you guys .
and then you know what she writes at the end of the message ?
she goes 
+" I hope that your father is looking down on you .
Sara ?
like (be)cause her dad's dead .
and yeah .
and then like whatever .
like everybody was outraged that she had said such a thing .
xxx
I didn't know Katrina's dad died .
when did he die ?
oh like a long time ago .
when we were younger .
but Katrina's mom remarried no ?
no .
I don't think so .
I don't know Katrina's life .
oh my god I don't know it .
and then um xxx
I didn't know Katrina's dad died .
and then she talked about that .
so all this stuff .
and then everybody was like 
+" oh what is that ?
+" she has no heart .
all this stuff .
and like when I talked to Sara about it .
because I talk to Sara about everything flat out like the vacuum cleaner story in the apartment the turning on and off of the chime the comment about lesbians .
ay but she's frikkin(g) crazy .
like all that stuff I talk to her about .
and she she was telling me that the whole thing with Katrina is she felt bad after having said something .
but she knew that if she hadn't said something so powerful Katrina would have probably written back to that comment .
and then it woulda just started this whole thing .
she's like 
+" I wanted to say something to her that she knew I meant business .
+" and that I want nothing to do with her .
you understand what I mean ?
ok .
look .
I need to say something .
so you know what that reminds me of ?
like the like Elena thing .
xxx when they were like 
+" I don't think we should be friends .
+" I think we I think we should take a break .
like how old are we ?
we're super we're super immature .
ok like like that whole thing of like 
+" oh I needed to tell her her dead father .
oh bro .
what like what is that ?
yo bro .
she's she's
ay pobre I think she's very like like xxx .
but like she's like result of her like like family .
she is .
I think for real for real I think Sara has like like issues .
because dude I remember like when she was like living with me oh my god the nights that she would cheat on Paul .
and then call him crying .
and xxx this whole thing .
she wanted to go see xxx .
oh you know how many times she's cheated on xxx ?
but but ok .
but how ?
like where in someone's right mind
but she
I don't know .
but see like
but what is that dude ?
but what is that ?
like today she was texting xxx .
again .
like does she like asking for forgiveness twenty six times like a month ?
and like I don't get
I don't get why you like feel like a like you're caught .
her leaving to Tallahassee was like a big deal .
it caused like a lot more problems than she xxx .
oh no here's the thing .
when I found out ok
and where's she going after her T_c_c dude ?
ok to F_s_u .
yeah right .
she's getting in ?
when I found out that she had left to Tallahassee without telling her mom anything and all this stuff .
that's crazy .
and it had just happened that thing with my mom .
so when I went to Tallahassee I look at her .
and I'm like 
Sara you can't do that .
+" because at the end of the day that's your mom .
and I guess like something clicked in her head .
you know what I mean ?
that's the thing .
that's the reason why me and Sara
Ana's always like 
+" I don't understand how you're friends with her .
all this stuff .
+" the girl's shady .
+" she's done a whole bunch of shady things .
yeah but the one person that I can talk to
like obviously I have Veronica .
and I have Vanessa and stuff .
but like Ana and them they judge me all the time .
you know what I mean ?
maybe not to my face .
but they do .
and Vanessa I think xxx to an extent judge me too .
because we're different .
you know what I mean ?
mmhm .
but me and Veronica are very similar .
you know what I mean ?
yeah hers is just her dad .
and mines is my mom .
so what happens is that Sara's that type of person that I can go to Sara .
and I can tell her anything .
you know what I mean ?
and I know she's not gonna judge me .
why ?
because she's done pretty messed up things in her life .
and she's had a pretty messed up family too .
so it's not
you know what I mean ?
it's not like
she yeah she she's no one to judge me .
yeah yeah yeah .
and on top of everything when I tell her
I can I can talk to Veronia as much as I can .
and try to tell her things about my mom .
but at the end of the day she has a mom who's great .
you know what I mean ?
mmhm .
who's there for her .
and all that stuff .
so
yeah .
with Veronica it's different .
because at the end of the day I have the dad .
and she doesn't have the dad .
do you understand what I mean ?
but with Sara it's um it's the it's the same issue .
it's the moms .
although her mom maybe more crazy than mine .
you know what I mean ?
to a certain extent .
because my mom's crazy .
more crazy in a certain point .
and her mom is xxx more crazy .
it's different yeah yeah .
and another point
so that's why .
you know what I mean ?
I talk to her .
so when I talked to her about that whole thing I think it kinda clicked in her head .
and her and her mom were good for a
you know what I mean ?
after the Tallahassee her mom even took her up .
they don't talk like xxx her and her mom ?
and stayed there .
I'm not I'm not sure how their relationship is right now .
when I go see her I think I'm gonna do it .
yeah .
oh after that whole thing with Robert .
and that he got arrested because of um violence with
remember that day we called her ?
+, with the new wife .
there was like a whole issue .
yeah yeah I know .
I got the email .
yeah .
it's crazy .
there was a whole issue or whatever .
and then I think I think that
from the Harold .
what do what do what do you mean you get xxx ?
like
I'm I'm subscribed to the Harold online .
oh .
+ I have to xxx in my classes <for my for my technology class .
I know but
so it sends me the paper online .
like instead of having the paper xxx .
oh so you read it ?
well there it's like headlines .
I get all the articles .
all separate ?
.
oh so your your your xxx
it's all it's all it's like I get every section separate .
(be)cause I only signed up for the ones I wanted .
and then one of them had to do like business .
and whatever .
I don't even know which one they're under .
but yeah I got those .
yeah so
it's just retarded .
she called me when she left .
but I don't think she was like ok .
because well that day was like crazy .
and I was at my house .
and I had just gone on this retreat .
and I was showing her the video of like my xxx group whatever .
and then she's like 
xxx .
I didn't have 
she got a new number .
I didn't have it saved .
xxx .
then she's like 
xxx ?
and I was like 
+" .
oh my god .
I'm like 
+" yeah .
she's like 
+" hey it's Sara .
I'm like 
+" hey Sara .
it was weird .
I hadn't said her name in like months .
and then um she's like of course super defensive .
she's like 
+" look if you can't talk to me it's fine .
I'm like .
xxx .
like hey .
what's up [=! laughs] ?
you know ?
then she's like 
+" look .
+" I just wanted to call .
xxx .
she's like 
+" I just wanted to call to apologize .
and all this stuff .
+" we had a great friendship .
+" but I don't think it should have ended the way it did .
.
you remember everything she did right ?
yeah .
ok .
she's like 
+" I don't think it should have ended the way it did .
+" it's just you know like I was mad at you .
and I was like
yeah you shoulda been the one mad at her .
what ?
yeah .
she's like 
+" but you know like I don't know like .
+" I don't know .
+" I have a lot of your stuff .
oh that's another thing .
she had a lot of my stuff .
right ?
so she told Janet that she was gonna throw them in the middle of the Lourdes parking lot .
.
which woulda been like beyond .
but Janet was like 
+" no don't do that .
+" give me some of it .
so Janet didn't want
like she took my Betsey Johnson purse .
and she never gave it back .
wow .
whatever .
which it doesn't even matter .
because that's something materialistic .
but um
oh were you in my class the day she came to take a book from my class ?
she's like 
+" give me my book .
oh I heard of that .
I heard that .
ok whatever .
that day I went upstairs .
and I shouldn't have done it .
now that I think about it .
I'm like 
bro I like lowered like under her level .
I was like .
I was like .
um I was like 
+" here's your book .
+" but you owe me the the Dartmouth trip .
xxx .
and I was like .
well I even like regret that then .
oh I remember that .
now I should now that was like stupid of me .
that was huge controversy .
but (..) xxx so stupid .
whatever .
and then I told her like 
+" shut up .
and the whole thing .
and then that day that she called me she's like 
+" like I know you guys did a lot for me .
+" and you guys were really there for me like a bad time .
and I was like 
+" ok Sara .
then she's like 
+" look .
she's like 
+" I was thinking like maybe before I leave can we go to lunch ?
I was like 
+" look .
um I was super nice after .
she called like six times .
because she was like she thought that I was like kidding .
I'm like 
+" Sara look .
I'm like 
+" I really have nothing against you .
whatever I'm like 
+" I really hope everything's going good .
+" and that you have a good like a safe time in Tallahassee .
+" but like I don't like wanna go eat with you .
yeah .
I was like 
+" I don't like really like wanna see you .
I'm like 
+" nothing against you whatever .
I'm like 
+" I just don't think anything good would come out of it .
you know ?
and I'm like 
+" I don't even wanna look back on the past whatever .
and she's like 
+" ok but can can I like go to your house and drop off your stuff ?
I was like 
+" look Sara .
I was like 
+" really ?
I was like 
+" I don't like want um
I was like 
+" I don't want like to for real like keep my stuff .
I was like .
like at first I told her .
I was like .
at first I was mad .
(be)cause bro I spent money on my Betsey Johnson .
you know what I mean ?
like .
my money tree isn't that full at the moment .
I was like .
but then I realized like that's very materialistic .
and like it it shouldn't be like I need to see you because I need this whatever .
and I was like .
and on top of that like I doubt that my mother wants her like anywhere near my house .
anywhere near your house .
you know ?
she's like 
+" no I wouldn't go if your mom was there .
I'm like 
+" ok Sara .
I'm like 
+" well I'm gonna let you go .
+" but have a good time in Tallahassee whatever .
+" call me if anything .
I hang up .
and then I tell Elena 
xxx .
+" I used to know this girl .
+" and she'll call back .
and it was like :telephone !
and of course she knew I was by the phone .
so I was like 
+" yeah Sara .
she's like 
+" I feel like like we're never gonna talk .
and I'm like 
+" Sara is everything ok ?
she's like 
+" yeah I just wanted to like ask you for forgiveness .
I'm like 
+" Sara like I forgave you .
I'm like 
+" for real .
I'm like 
+" I forgave you .
+" and you know I'm sorry if I did anything to you that could have offended you for real .
I'm like 
+" I don't want any hard feelings .
+" I already forgave you .
she's like 
+" ok are you sure ?
I'm like 
+" yeah .
+" I'm sure .
+" xxx I was really made .
I'm like 
+" Sara stop for real .
+" I forgave you xxx .
and she's like 
+" ok .
she's like 
+" well know that you always have a place in Tallahassee whatever .
yeah like I'm gonna go sleep over with Sara .
Derek's house .
that's like how I feel with xxx .
and then she's like 
+" ok .
then she calls .
and then I'm like 
+" xxx but I'm letting you go for real .
+" ok ?
I'm like 
+" good luck with everything .
+" I'm here if anything .
I hang up .
she calls again .
+" it's like I feel like I'm never gonna see you .
I'm like 
+" Sara never say never .
she's like 
+" .
xxx .
she's like 
+" well I love you .
I'm like 
+" bye Sara .
what am I gonna say ?
I love you too ?
yeah .
xxx .
but then I hear like then that's the stuff that I'm like you know like .
then Julie calls me .
she's like 
+" Sara was at my house today .
xxx Larry is like 
+" oh Melanie that girl that was your best friend ?
+" she like laughed .
I'm like you know .
oh yeah .
I'm like 
+" why do you like why make the effort of calling to like say all this crap if you're gonna turn around and like
++ laugh about it .
yeah .
it's like stupid .
but no I don't want her like remotely like
xxx .
xxx .
that's like how I feel about xxx .
xxx .
Sara's like kinda like really loose in the head .
sometimes it like upsets me like of how much like time like my family and stuff like spent .
and I know you shouldn't regret that .
you know ?
but it's just like oh it's like .
yeah .
xxx .
xxx .
xxx .
bro all the fights I had my mom with my mom for real it was like ok .
for what .
you know what I mean ?
like it's like whoa I put my family through hell .
the day of my birthday we were driving her to Fort_lauderdale .
you know my mom paid for her S_a_t .
like just things that I don't I don't regret doing .
but I'm like .
yeah why'd you do it .
like why yeah .
whatever .
she was a good friend at one point in time .
xxx .
yeah for like a few months .
and you felt bad for her .
xxx .
you know what I mean ?
you thought xxx whatever .
xxx .
yeah but at the end bro it was like weak .
crazy how like like all the things she was saying .
I'm like 
+" who you talking to ?
who are you talking to ?
is there anybody there ?
no .
oh .
at the end like everything she would do and all the things she would say .
and like the malicia .
and the stuff she would tell like xxx .
Julie's like half my brain ok .
like Julie is like I talk to her every day twice a day whatever .
I'm like 
+" what do you
Sara's like 
+" what are you doing ?
I'm like 
+" what you forgot .
like
all the times .
I don't know .
it's just weird .
it felt like very like
it's like my it's like my sister says .
like bipolar .
I forgive .
but I never forget .
so you can forgive Sara .
but you never forget everything that happened .
yeah yeah yeah .
look look at this ring .
it turned my finger blue .
like it's it looks like my tattoo .
yeah .
but I like it so much .
but she told xxx that .
when she called xxx to apologize for hurting her .
she was like 
+" oh I'm just bitter because you chose Melanie's friendship over mine .
ok one Mel and I are like
.
xxx .
xxx was like 
+" oh ok Sara .
wait .
you know why we call
she's like 
+" that's why you're xxx .
and um that's like drama central xxx .
you know you know why we call Bonnie Guite ["] right ?
it's making fun of you guys .
for real ?
yes because you guys talk xxx like little muffin like xxx .
no it's Bonnie .
it's Bonnie .
and so then like we love to have you
from from flavor of love yeah .
yeah so so whatever .
we always thought it was super funny how you guys called her Guite .
but her name has nothing to do with Guite .
so then Bonnie who really is Guite we just started calling her Guite .
and then like it stuck .
I mean at the beginning it was like to make fun .
but now just like I like it .
like I like her .
whenever she calls me I'm like 
Aaron .
+" .
I used to hate Guite .
.
xxx .
Guite .
xxx .
no no no you smell like
.
xxx .
you smell like that pot I put in my oven .
I'm disgusting .
I can't wait to shower .
ay xxx used to live in the corner .
xxx .
xxx en la esquina .
like Senior_skit the other day .
xxx .
we were watching Senior_skit .
ay .
what
it's a very Cuban thing .
do you put pots in the oven ?
yeah [=! laughs] .
oh that's the worst .
the second you go to bake cookies you have to like unload .
yeah .
everything .
it's like twenty .
ay cuidado con el aceite .
and you're like
yeah like cuidado con el aceite .
Susana .
Susana .
we don't do crazy stuff like that .
but Sara's here for like good ?
xxx .
no no no no no .
ok Sara had told me that she didn't know if she was gonna stay in Tallahassee because her parents her grandparents were paying for it .
but they couldn't pay for it .
(be)cause Sara doesn't have bright future .
she doesn't have xxx .
she yeah first Robert was paying for it .
when Robert started paying for it he wasn't even paying xxx for his kids .
that was crazy .
I think Robert did it out of spite .
xxx .
for everything .
I think Robert did it out of spite .
and then
bro Carry takes that to court Robert's broke .
she had to
she had told me that um
yeah but what xxx here dude .
+, that her grandparents weren't gonna pay for it any_more .
and she was gonna have to figure out what to do .
but from what I heard she's already planning to move in with all these people or whatever .
yeah yeah .
but
why would she be planning a move if
you know what I mean ?
but whose paying for the rent ?
I don't know .
maybe maybe finally she
maybe she's not paying for it .
maybe she's
maybe she doesn't have to pay for the rent .
maybe she doesn't have to pay .
or maybe maybe she's she's maybe her like Cathy xxx .
Cathy like breeds out of her butt .
maybe what she told Cathy was 
+" oh I'll move in into your room .
you know what I mean ?
+" and like we'll just share a room .
+" but you pay for the rent or whatever .
yeah either way she always stays with Derek .
yeah but whose paying for T_c_c ?
I she she had originally said she was taking out loan .
.
but I don't believe she ever took out loan .
oh my god .
do you know what I mean ?
first of all if if if you're taking out loans in your undergraduate .
if you're taking out loans in your undergraduate there's a problem .
you know what I mean ?
because that that's
yeah but what what is she gonna be ?
if you're if you're gonna be a doctor I'd be like whatever bro .
oh !
no .
take (th)em all out .
now she says
you're paying them all back .
now she says she wants to be in (..) now she says she wants to be a cop .
because we were talking xxx when me and her we started talking about the whole xxx and the whole controversy and the rooms and all that stuff
do do do her friends like ?
do her friends what ?
no no .
no that's just
that's like the biggest thing I heard .
here's the thing .
when that when that was issued when that was given to them like that nickname by Lucy was given to them then they took it to a whole (a)nother level .
here's the thing .
if you get called something (..) and you know it's not true and you think it's so funny that that person even thought about it
you drop it .
uh you know hello .
I don't drop it .
remember what she called me ?
that was crazy .
I don't drop it .
oh I don't know about that .
there's like there's I don't think I don't think that story's like that wrong .
according to her no .
I don't think that maybe she did it .
but I think I think there's something behind that .
I don't know .
dude you can't get that out of nowhere .
I don't know .
I mean whether Lucy said it
Lucy said it because
I mean there was something there .
like that they kissed or whatever whatever .
yeah but their pictures are gross .
have you seen the pictures ?
that's what I'm telling you .
the pictures now attribute to the fact that Lucy said what she said .
they're just taking the joke to a whole (a)nother level .
that's what happened with the whole dyke thing .
mmhm I dunno .
and .
but I would almost drop it .
that's what I kept telling Sara .
I'm like 
+" just drop it already .
she's like
oh she's xxx .
yeah that's what I kept telling her .
but whatever .
oh well the whole cop thing .
she was telling me that
and you know that Sara's very xxx .
she was telling me that she feels like breaking xxx face in .
you know what I mean ?
but the reason why she doesn't do it is (be)cause she already has a a a violence on her record .
that's one .
oh my god .
and two
who is she ?
yeah that she already has violence on her record .
and two she doesn't want that you know what I mean any_more because the violence from before was from what we were sophomores .
so that's like expunged the minute you you turn eighteen .
you know what I mean ?
it's expunged ?
yeah it's expunged .
so whatever .
you know what I mean ?
and like now she says that she wants to go in to in to like the police force and whatever .
and she wants to do it .
xxx to police force .
I think I think you have to you have to
and don't you have to start off like an explorer or something crazy like that ?
you have to you have to major in like I think maybe that maybe maybe like you should major in like law studies .
or something like that .
or like criminal justice .
yeah but isn't T_c_c only two years ?
and then later on you become
xxx .
T_c_c is two years .
it's a community college .
I mean you could be in a community college for four years .
but it's your first sixty credits .
you don't need college .
yeah but where where is she going ?
yeah .
but where is she going ?
she goes right now to T_c_c if she even goes to school .
I don't really know Sara's academic career .
yeah but I'm saying where is she going after ?
she's not does she have grades xxx F_s_u ?
xxx .
I don't know .
I don't know .
I don't know .
I'm gonna I'll talk to her about it .
see what she wants to do or whatever .
xxx .
well she coulda done so good here .
the coach was like Sara .
oh she coulda been an an excellent runner .
they would have paid for everything .
they coulda had a full
you don't get it .
right .
but
she just said it .
all she needed was ten more points .
ten more points on her S_a_ts .
you know what that is ?
it's like dot your I on your name .
give me a break .
it's like cross your fingers .
you'll get it .
you know ?
ten points dude .
ten points .
yeah but that but usually like they help you .
if like your scores are low they still help you get in .
but hers weren't like like she needed to improve them .
like there wasn't anything the coach could do whatever .
but he told her .
he's like 
+" improve (th)em .
+" I can give you dorm .
+" I can give you
you know because if if she filed xxx
I told her .
you know how many times I told her about xxx ?
.
and at this time her grandparents had custody of her .
which means she woulda had to have put her grandparents' information .
they're two retired people .
ok ?
that get paid off of like Medicare or whatever .
you know what I mean ?
social security .
that's crazy .
so you know how much money she woulda gotten ?
her grandparents must make like what twenty thou(sand) ?
bro she threw that all away .
but you know what ?
she threw everything away .
when we stopped being friends that's when she left to T_c_c .
but I I told her
for real .
when we stopped being friends she was coming xxx with me .
I took her to all the all the coaches that that like every time the xxx coach wanted to eat with her she didn't want him to know that she didn't have a car .
xxx would take her .
you know ?
whatever .
I took her to seriously like ten dinners .
maybe like four .
I took her to whatever .
the coach was like super on her .
he called her every day .
all this stuff .
the second we stopped being friends she was like xxx .
oh she thought everything was like this
xxx .
Cathy got into F_s_u because of me .
ok ?
but doesn't Cathy go there for free ?
because
yeah .
listen .
she got she got in for free because of me .
because you told her right about the thing ?
the care program .
ok ?
because we were sitting in Art class .
Cathy Cathy had no thought of even going to Tallahassee .
ok ?
and and I was talking to my xxx who was great ok .
who she knew since the minute my sister left that school that that's where I wanted to go .
mmhm .
you know what I mean ?
miss Thomas who was great .
she would call Esther xxx everyday .
you know what I mean ?
and then she told me 
+" look there's a loophole .
+" your grades aren't that well .
which mind you I brought up my grades senior year like ridiculous .
I graduated with a three point eight from Lourdes .
you know what I mean ?
why ?
because I was just lazy .
if I put my mind to it I can do it .
mmhm .
(be)cause I'm not stupid .
I just I'm lazy .
and so what happened was that she she had told me about the care system whatever and all this stuff .
and it was if your parents made under a certain amount of money .
um mine's happened because my mom was divorced .
whatever it was all the money issue .
and you know how like Cathy isn't that well off ?
mmhm .
and like her parents have they have a business but like
they have like flimsy jobs yeah yeah .
but like yeah .
but like it's like going down .
and whatever all this stuff .
like Lucy was always talking to us about how her parents were helping out with Cathy and all that stuff .
yeah yeah yeah .
and I told her about it .
and she's like 
oh ok I'm gonna go ask my counselor .
because her counselor didn't care .
you know what I mean ?
like if if she didn't get in
yeah .
she and then so she went to her counselor .
she got that thing .
she wrote the great essay .
all this stuff .
she got in .
xxx .
yeah but Cathy and Lucy haven't been friends for a long time .
the thing is is that if when you have a friendship so for such a long time Lucy was always the dominant one .
and Cathy was always the one that just followed along whatever Lucy said .
and so what happened was that that Lucy would kind of like not mistreat Cathy but she would kinda like take Cathy for granted .
you know what I mean ?
and like tell her things .
and then and what happened was then Cathy became close to Esther who is more or less like her .
(be)cause Esther is a very is a very is a person who follows .
she she you know what I mean ?
you tell her what to do and she does it .
so they became friends .
and then when Lucy saw that Esther and Cathy were getting close together she
well Lucy had her phases .
oh she had her phase .
I remember
Lucy had the craziest moments .
oh yeah .
I remem(ber)
do you remember when it was like
I remember when there was like a point that it was like people are like scared of Lucy .
like no one wanted to talk to her .
she was that scary .
when we went on retreat .
(be)cause she was that .
when we went on retreat .
first of all she treated Mark like crap .
ok because I remember distinctly a game a game
is she better now ?
yeah .
a game here
I'll tell you right now story .
mmhm .
I remember a sto(ry) distinctly a game here at at um F_i_u Columbus versus something that she was screaming at Mark like if Mark was her kid .
screaming at him .
telling him all these things like
people thought she was crazy .
xxx .
+ like <all the all
Lucy I mean Esther Bonnie and Tiffany were ready to drop that friendship .
ok ?
so the point
oh .
then we went then we went on encounter .
oh she was insane .
ok ?
on encounter went I went on encounter junior year in hopes of becoming a xxx .
and senior year I could be um like I could be one of the talks .
uhuh .
wait .