Since retiring from Wikipedia, I have been looking at my life as objectively as I can and it has become obvious that my time on Wikipedia demonstrated the serious flaws in my personality, and so I have deleted the contents of this page. I can only apologize to the countless people whom I have damaged, especially as I now realize I was acting out of a deep-seated feeling on inadequacy and a desire to be accepted by others. In hindsight it was obvious that I was simply a tragic little girl who wanted to make her mark on the world. I have grown since then, and realized my errors. Please forgive me.