To Kuru, Closedmouth and any other Mod

I do not know what else to say.  I have provided my case, explaining each of the "guides to appealing blocks" suggestions to a 'T'.  Closedmouth, I would like to try to discuss this situation without wasting everyone's time, but no one seems to be giving me the time I am giving them.  Everyone is giving me vague declines that do not help the situation at all.  And Kuru, I tried to explain my case, and you have to insult me by saying I have a problem.  I fully admitted that I gotten mad, and did some wrongdoings, but have you never done something you regret in your lifetime?  If so then you are by far a better person than I.  I don't know how else to contact either of you.  I cannot write on your wall, for I am banned, and I do not want to insert another unblock request.  Would someone please try to help in some form of a constructive manner?