I am NOT a troll. Just look at my contribution history on Wikipedia. Click older 100, and If you look at it, you'll see I've devoted my energy to useful things, such as updating outdated articles, adding info about a senator's indictment, and fixing punctual or grammatical errors, removing dead links and replacing them with live ones – things that a good Wikipedian, not a troll, does. I'm not a lost cause, which is what some are implying here. Man looks in the abyss, there's nothing staring back at him. At that moment, man finds his character. And that is what keeps him out of the abyss. I'm not in the abyss right now.