I have been trying very hard to follow policy but this has drawn me heavy criticism; I feel Ryan is openly hostile towards me and i dont think direct discussion is an appropriate avenue; i am not interested in an apology as this does not prevent him from future misconduct. I feel it is appropraite to attempt arbcom because it feels to me like administrators are generally ganging up on me, criticizing my attempts to follow policy, and negrelcting policy themselves. since arbcom is a serious panel i would readily accept their judgment and any consequences against myself as final; this has been a nightmare that has drained days of time and i would not consider this worth it for 'revenge' or over a minor dispute.