For the record, I was serious about running in the RFA.  I was not trolling or disrupting, I was advised that I should run in the RFA to see how it was like, and I did so.  There should have been more questions during the RFA
if there was any questions about sincerity.  The RFA was not a joke, it was serious.  I feel I should have been made an Admin and then would have been the better example.  

I felt that there was a possibility for confirmation and this should serve as example for other users to be afraid of self nominations to the RFA, even when there is clearly a poll support for running in the RFA.  As I am truely afraid, shocked and dismayed at the admins response.
As it seems now there is a new rule, if the admin feel you are faking your RFA, they can block you with zero assumptions of good faith.