Bisgh, I am kind of mentally different and like to do things that people dont approve of necessarliy but how would you like it if you were locked in your parents big house all alone most of the time either with just a computer and a TV??  I DO have friends but they have to come over and see me most of the time and I can't go see THEM without supervision.  If have some money from my parents but can't really live alone yet and I don't know when.  So a lot of my time is just sitting here ( Now Lucky wants to banish me for doing drugs.  Well what would you do if it was after midnight and you hadn't gone out in 2 days either?  I"m sorry, do what you have to do but please try to undrestand me.