It is very sad that some WP people have to commit suicide to get their asses out of the WikiGame. It is quite obvious what you did to yourself, here. You appear the type that cares so deeply for the project and other people that you took so much stress upon yourself, personally for other's woes. I only knew you for a very short time, and you were a little "off-the-wall" for me and probably WP but your past work here was not wasted and you deserve your break. I know it will haunt you and you will want to come back, so I regret this has happened to you but it was, obviously your dying wish. I wish the whole ordeal didn't appear so nasty towards you and do not totally agree with the outcome, as being too harsh.  You'll be back 'cause I know you can't stay away too long without itching. Best of luck. WP was a better place for your efforts. You have won with your time off and you did prove some points about the failure of the system. No system is perfect on all fronts, anyway. All the best and heal those nerves. Empaths deserve some R&R; frequently. Revert your brain, three times. 99.251.125.65