ArbCom declined to get involved - although selected quotes such as "Bedford's insistence on using crass language that he knows offends some of his fellow Wikipedians is churlish and reinforces why he is no longer an administrator" and "# Bedford is reminded that such extreme hyperbole reflects mostly on his own character, and that he would be well-advised to redact it himself. " are hardly support. No, I'm sorry to say that while the primary harm may or may not fall on your head with your bad behavior, its very much outside of the point of user space. All things on Wikipedia are a privilege - including the use of "your" userspace - a privilege you are abusing, as you has been pointed out to you repeatedly by many editors. Please stop.