Once more I am sorry you take life far too seriously. I truly feel sorry for you and wish you didn't carry such venom for those you don't know personally. Life is too short for such hatred and the matter isn't so much an argument as it is you attempting to make yourself feel better at my expense. If this is what makes you happy with your life I will not object. If you need a friend I'm there for you, no questions asked. I've helped people with issues such yourself quite a bit in my life and know how you feel.   )