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Apology
You're right. I got a message from GMaxwell, construed it as a threat, and got frustrated and let that out through my edit summaries. I know I have a temper, but that's not an excuse. If i've lost you after my inability to control that rage against the feeling of powerlessness that I and so many others(recently Guanaco has been feeling like this from hearing him in IRC). 

I can't think of anything else to say right now. If the system can be reformed from the inside, I will follow you, but I have unfortunately lost faith to any real reforms happening through established channels, and i'm going to be timid in that aspect. I'll say more later when i'm better able, but please know that whether your views of me are negative or positive, my views of you are mostly positive, despite our disagreements. afist '''''' "