oh brother. Look, that all sounds very unfortunate indeed. But we are wikipedia editors here - not gossip columnists, psychologists, your group therapy session, or an abuse hotline. We write, edit, and monitor entries, and try to keep them in line with the rules around here. I join in the chorus suggesting your read them. This isn't a chat room. So when you get a reporter interested and get a story printed, or such, come back here and we can quote that source. Until then, please know that this is nothing personal. It's the rules. That, again, when you simmer down you might want to check out. Take care, and maybe stay away from this page if it inflames you so. It's simply not the place - not until we have independent, tertiary source material to cite (and that ain't you, or me, or Durruti neither).