"Where are all you new admins coming from? Is it being advertised somewhere to come to my page and start an argument with me? Becuase i think soon i will have one topic from every admin telling me im wrong or this or that and blah blah blah. This is working, its dampening my spirits, and soon i will give in, just put me more... push me as much as you want. You will destoy my willingness to defend my self and by doing so you will also inadvertently prove my initial point that started all this. I would like to salute you Ezeu, thankyou for this... 

 Hello and welcome to my  talk page.  

 I like this; I like how people can be blocked on baseless premises, and how sections of ones own userpage can be deleted without proper explanation. Apparently, I am using wikipedia as my personal battleground, using it to pedal hatred, making a huge amount personal attacks, holding a personal vandetta against some, being uncivil, using it as a soapbox and just generally being a a bit of a nuisance. You are entitled to that opinion but you are not entitled to act on it unless you have proved to me I am in fact being all of the above.  

 BEWARE: LONG ESSAY AHEAD.... 

 Introduction: It has been a year since i joined Wikipedia, and i have encountered admins on here who argue for the sake of arguing, uphold laws stringently, dont make sense, lack empathy at times and are sometimes just rude and show no signs of a rational mind (or a mind for that matter). This is NOT an attack on admins, i am NOT stereotyping admins, if i was i would have said ""ALL ADMINS ARE STUPID BRAINDEAD BASTARDS"" but as a matter of fact i have not. there are good admins out there also. Here the reasons for my block 

 ""Making personal battles out of Wikipedia discussions goes directly against our policies and goals. Do not insult, harass, or intimidate those with whom you have a disagreement. "" 

 * Reasons why im not uncivil: I've accused me being uncivil many a time now when i have just been perhaps a little bit cheeky and laboured my point a bit to much (which there is nothing wrong with), i have only once said something that could be considered a personal attack and that was calling Ezeu a moron and implied he's an insecure idiot, but thats becuase he is i will hold that view becuase someone who doesnt contribute to a well constructed argument and just does as he pleases is not a mature man in my eyes. But i am NOT however going to attack him, that is my view about him which i am entitled to but im not going to act on it and attack him. In addition to this moron isnt the worst swearword in the world, its a personal attack, yes, but its no where near saying ""you fucking knobend why did you fucking bugger up my page you stupid twat arsed pig"". People have different views on beliefs but shouldnt have different views on facts.  I am civil isotope, im more civil than many, thats why i didnt let um bongo turn into a revert war or whatever its called which it very well could have turned into. I will try to eliminate personal attacks, but i have only commited two. I will tone down the arrogance as it can be intimidating. I am not uncivil. I challenge anyone to give me one instane of my incivility apart from calling one person an insecure idiot and a moron. Give me ONE instance this is a challenge. ""Wikipedia is not a place to hold grudges, import personal conflicts, or nurture hatred or fear. Making personal battles out of Wikipedia discussions goes directly against our policies and goals."" I do hold a grudge against someone, but why should that matter if I am not attacking him personally (which i've stopped doing). 

 * Reasons im not using this as a battleground:  I am not nurturing hatred or fear, I am not telling anyone to hate someone, I am not pedaling hatred (other's are and i can give you proof, if you require). I have not inported conflicts, i have made it very clear that I am not looking for a fight. And I have not. Basically I am not using this as a battleground. I have done no such thing. Please... please be a man and give me PROOF; give me instances of me using this as a battleground please back up your argument, becuase right now I have a feeling, a slight but still considerable feeling that what I am seeing an angry admin telling another more improtant admin to block me. This block is unjustified, but i am not bothered much becuase its the least i could have expected. I seriously foresaw this.  

 * Why i havent been insulting, harrassing and intimidating: Have i been harrasing, insulting and intimidating anyone? Please tell me if i have? Ive only called one person a moron and implied he's an insecure idiot. Which i done so after sheer aggravation at being ridiculed.  
 
 * Why im not soapboxing: I'm thinking why im being accused of using Wikipedia as a soapbox. Why can I not hold the view that ""some admins