i just wanna say something here: time is dissapearing, and our destiny's passing by, watch out for yourselves, and find a way to make your life more meaningful. but after all, we all got nothing, we're all the same, being born and then waiting for the death. it seems so horrible, everyday i am thinking about the past, that it's the future now. and what have i done? i really afraid of the time, because everything that i afraid will finally come, and since the days just passed, it's not far from the day that things i always will arrive. for instance, my relatives, my family, my parents, and grandparents, some of them have passed away; most of them haven't, i'm being with them now, it's "now" we should think about, and then, one by one, they're dissapear. human always couldn't accpet it, but be wise, they were with you before, it's so stupid to be sad or regretful. and then finally, death isn't that horrible. i always think they're too stupid to cry for the one just died. there's no point. and what's more important is that, life is the same for everyone, everything on earth, don't consider yourself so importantly. coz we, huamn, all of us, are just a state of mind, and before we die, this mind is working, afterwards, it just stops. it's so small, and this mind, actually, i believe, can overcome everything, even death and pain. and paradise is given to you by yourself, make your mind be peaceful, and then you'll have your paradise. so simple