after me, I look up and make sure, there are three men. Possibly FBI. I take Morpheus advice and head to the corner office and climb out of the window. My heart pounds with fear. Damm all those hacks finally caught up with me. What could these FBI want. Will I be the next [url=http://fusionanomaly.net/kevinmitnick.html]Kevin Mitnick[/url], locked up with out a sentence, denied access to a computer, touch phone. 

 But Morpheus is offering something much scarier, a walk along a ledge of a forty story building, scaf-folding, no way, fear got the best of me, I decided to take my chance with the FBIs. They lead me down stares, shove me into a car, my mind is racing, as I am jumping in the car, for a split second the fear goes away, I notice a couple of women in red. At the head quaters of the FBI agents, I am given the first degree, they lay out my list of computer crimes before me. So last night was not a dream, these are the people that Trinity said were watching me. I give them the finger and demand a lawyer. Another strange thing happens, my mouth seals shut. Yes another dream, the FBI agents then pin me down on a table, and let some kind of mechanical insect find its way into navel. 

 At this point, I awake in my bed screaming. Thank God, all just a fucking dream, for a moment I thought, I was busted. What are these [url=http://fusionanomaly.net/dreams.html]dream[/url] about, why am I having all these dreams that feel so real. At that point the phone rings, it is Morpheus on the line. Now what, what is happening to me, are these dreams, am I dreaming about Morpheus on the phone, or am I awake and he is really on the [url=http://fusionanomaly.net/telephones.html]phone[/url]. He talks about the agents that had me. So it was not a dream, or was the part of the mechanical bug a dream. We arrange a meeting. Yes I need to meet this man, perhaps he can explain, what is going on with me. 

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 I think it was wells and lake that these people who had hacked my computer asked me to wait for them. They arrived in an old looking car, in the back seat was the women from the club, god dam there is something about her leather. Driving the car was a guy, looked half asian and a little of something else. Next to him was another lady in all white, looked pretty white herself, kinda like a ghost. I get in the car and next thing, whitey pulls a gun on me. What trouble have I got myself into now, she then gives me a choice, stay in the ride or hit the highway. 

 So the lady who had whispered in my ear, at the club, in my I think dreams, tells me the choice of the car is better then the choice of the highway. The truth, if there is such a thing, is that if she had just asked in the begining, I would of done anything for her. I also still could not believe that the person, that cracked the irs db looked like that. 

 Then again, something else happened, that made me feel, that all this was , just a dream, they put this funny looking thing to my belly and pulled out, this fleshy bug like insect. Trinity then throws it out, it changes to become, the mechanically like insect from the fed office. Then we took a ten minute drive, on the drive I had a lot to think about, what was all these strange things happening to me, was this all just one long ugly dream. Were they taking me to meet morpheus, did they know what this matrix thing was, did they know something I did not know. What had I got myself into. 

 W H A T I S T H E M A T R I X 

 We arrived at an old building, just as I had finished thinking about all the [url=http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Coincidence]coincidences[/url] 
 that were taking place in my life. Choi had said I was his Jesus Christ, a few hours before my land lady, brought me up some mail, and said the exact same thing. I guess it is all just a [url=http://fusionanomaly.net/synchronicity.html]coincidence[/url], a freaky one at that. Then the Fed-ex guy shows up just before the feds. And the women in red, when the feds were taking me away, looking so beautiful, what could that mean if it was just a coincidence, its like the first part is the signifier a distorted copy, of what is to come. 

 As trinity led me up the stairs to, I presumed, meet morpheus, I got to wondering if there was any big secret in this world that I did not know. I wondered, if I wanted to know it, I guess just, by been there, on those stairs walking towards Morpheus, I had already made the choice to to learn the great secret. 

 Morpheus and I talked about [url=http://www.m-w.com/dictionary/fate]fate[/url], I explained to him that the concept of fate means that I am not in charge of my life, that there is something else pulling the string. That I dont buy the idea of fate, that I am in the driving seat, of the car, taking the journey of my life. But to be honest, I guess that w