:There's no need to feel like that. Lots of people appreciate your contributions to Wikipedia. In fact... 

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 |style="vertical-align: middle; border-top: 1px solid gray;" | Awarded to  for hard work on articles relating to US politics, especially those about the 2008 United States Senate elections.   
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