== story of the one == 

     OK NOW HEAR ME OUT, BEFORE YOU READ THIS I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT IN MY LIFE I HAVE SECERTS, SECERTS THAT MOST EVERY ONE ALREADY KNOWS BECAUSE SOMEONE HAS TO GO AROUND AND TELL EVERY ONE… IT ALL STARTED BACK WHEN I WAS JUST A LITTLE OVER 6 YEARS OLD AND DIDN’T KNOW ANY THING ABOUT KISSING AND MOST OF THE TIME, WELL, I WAS JUST COURIOUS ABOUT OTHER STUFF IN THE WORLD JUST LIKE ANY OTHER KID. OK, SO I HAD THIS HUGE CRUSH ON THIS GIRL AND HER NAME WAS KIRSTEN, I THINK, AND, WELL, SHE WAS THE VERY FIRST GIRL THAT I EVERY KISSED AND, WELL, I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD HAVE’VE EVER KISSED HER BUT I GUESS I WAS WRONG. NOW KIRSTEN AND ME WERE FRIENDS, I THINK SHE WAS MY FIRST FRIEND THAT WAS A GIRL, ANY WAYS, SO YOU KNOW HOW WHEN YOU WERE A LITTLE KID AND IF IT WAS RAINING OUTSIDE THEN YOU COULDN’T GO OUTSIDE FOR RECESS WELL, THAT HAPPEN A LOT IN MY SECOND GRADE YEAR. THE ONLY THING THAT I LIKED ABOUT WAS THAT WE COULD WATCH OLD CARTOONS INSIDE THE ROOM RIGHT NEXT TO MY CLASS ROOM. NOW I HAVE TO TELL YOU MOST OF THE PEOPLE WHO HAD A LIFE BACK THEN DIDN’T WANT RECESS TO END SO THEY BOOED AND WINED WHEN THE TEACHER TURNED OFF THE T.V. SO I THOUGHT I COULD SO OFF MY SWEET SKILLS AND TRY TO SHE IF I COULD BOO LOUDER THAN KIRSTEN AND WELLL SHE BOOED FIRST THEN ME AND I DIDN’T NOTICE BUT OUR LIPS WERE ACTUALLY GETTING CLOSER AND THEN WELL WE KISSED AND THEN I GUESS WHEN YOU DON’T REALLY KNOW WHAT HAPPENS YOU JUST STAY STILL FOR ALWILE AND THEN YOU AND THEN WE LOOKED AT EACH OTHER AND I WAS THINKING, “WOW, THAT WAS MY FIRST KISS AND WELL I DON’T KNOW IF SHE ACTUALLY LIKED IT”, AND I FOUND OUT SHE WIPED HER LIPS AND WAS LOOKING AT ME FUNNY AND THEN I SAID I WAS SORRY AND SHE NEVER TALKED TO ME FOR 2 WHOLE WEEKS. THEN THE YEAR ENDED AND WE SAID GOOD BYE I SAID I WAS SORRY FOR WHAT I DID AND ILL NEVER FORGET MY FIRST KISS, SHE LAUGHED AND SAID YOU’LL NEVER KISS A GIRL AGAIN WITH THOOSE LIPS. NOW I CAN TELL YOU ABOUT THE YEARS OF WHAT I LIKE TO CALL THE GOLDEN YEARS OF MY LIFE THAT I MISS THE MOST. 
  MOST PEOPLE HAVE A HUGE CRUSH ON ONLY ONE PERSON FOR A LONG TIME AND I STILL DO AND I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THE YEARS WE SPENT TOGETHER NOT THAT WE EVER WHENT OUT BUT I WHENT TO THE SAME SCHOOL FOR MY 3 GRADE UP TO 6 GRADE. SHE WAS SO BEAUTIFUL HER NAME WAS MADISON. NOW I DON’T WANT TO LIE BUT SHES ONE OF THOOSE GIRLS THAT YOU CANT DATE BECAUSE WELL YOU CANT REALLY BECAUSE YOU FELL TO NERVOUS TO ASK OUT. I DID ASK HER OUT ONCE BUT ONLY ONCE. NOW I KNOW YOU WANT TO HEAR THE COMPLET STORY OF MY LIFE BUT IM GOING TO SKIP 2YEARS SO NOW IM IN 5 GRADE IN WERE A LOT OF THINGS HAPPEN AND IF ONLY YOU COULD KNOW HOW I FELT. SO FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL I JUST WAS LIKE ANY OTHER GUY AND THEN I MET THIS GUY HIS NAME WAS…WAIT, NO IM NOT GAY JUST LISTEN TO THE STORY OK…HIS NAME WAS JASON AND WELL I THOUHT HE WAS ONE OF THE BEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD. JASON AND ME BECAME SO GOOD OF FRIEND THAT WE WERE CALLED BROTHERS NOW REMEMBER THAT, OK SO HERE I WAS IN MY LATE 5 GRADE YEAR AND I LEAREND HOW TO GET A GIRL FRIEND AND WELL I LIKED AND THERE WAS A GIRL I LIKED AND FLIRTED WITH AND SHE WAS KATIE. SHE WAS MY VERY FIRST GIRL FRIEND. NOW I NOW I SHOULD TELL YOU HOW WE MET BUT I GOT TO TELL YOU THE STORY OF THE ONE AND THE EXTRA IS GONING TO BE IN ANOTHER BOOK. SO I ASKED HER OUT AND SHE SAID YES BUT THE ONLY PART I WASN’T EXCITED ABOUT WAS SHE JUST MOVED WHEN I ASK HER OUT AND THEN I WAS JUST TOLD THAT A FRIEND THAT I LIKED ME AND I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT TO DO AND THEN I WAS BEING VERY STUPID AND WELL ASKED OUT ASHLEY BUDERSON. NOW ASHLEY WAS VERY WEIRD BUT I LIKED HER AND MOST OF THE OTHER KIDS THOUGHT WE WERE GOING TO LAST AND WELL WE SHOULD OF. BUT I WAS SORT OF DATING KATIE AT THE TIME OF THIS PERFECT RELATIONSHIP AND SOME ONE TOLD ASHLEY THAT I DATING KATIE AND SHE GOT MAD AND WE BROKE UP, BUT WE DIDN’T END. I FELT SO BAD THAT I DIDN’T EVEN WANT TO GO ANY WERE, I WAS SO SAD THAT I COULDN’T THINK OF MY HOMEWORK AND I WAS STARTING TO FAIL SOME CLASSES AND…CRAP, SORRY I HAVE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING, BEFORE I STARTED TO DATE, LIKE 2WEEKS BEFORE I ASKED OUT KATIE, MADISON INVITED ME TO HER CHURCH, AND THAT WAS WERE I GOT TO SEE KATIE WHEN WE WERE DATING, THE CHURCH I STILL GO TO, AND WELL I DO LOVE THAT CHURCH AND THAT’S WERE I STILL GET TO SEE JUST A GLIMPSE OF MY LIFE…ANY WAY WERE WAS I, OH YA, WHEN ASHLEY AND ME BROKE UP I FELT BAD, I DIDN’T EVEN WANT TO SEE MY GIRLFRIEND AT CHURCH. SO I GOT SO MAD I JUST BROKE UP WITH KATIE, THINKING BACK ON IT, IT WASN’T A VERY GOOD IDEA BUT THEN AGAIN I DON’T MAKE A LOT OF GOOD CHOICES SO… THERE I WAS WITH OUT A GIRLFRIEND, WITH OUT GOOD GRADES, NO CHURCH, JUST NO ANYTHING I FELT SO ALONE THAT I JUST BARRIED MY HEAD IN MY PILLOW AND TRIED TO SMOTHER MY SELF AND JUST WAS READY TO GIVE UP AND RIGHT WHEN I RAN OUT OF AIR SOMETHING CAME TO ME I SAW MY SELF WITH SOMEONE I CARED SO MUCH ABOUT AND TOOK THE PILLOW AWAY FROM MY MOUTH. THEN I THOUGHT OF HOW TO GET ASHLEY BACK AN