Especially when an admin tells me "there's so much walls of text for me to read", then why come into the discussion without seeing two sides of the argument. You come in, see all these horrible things about me, me being ignored and me repeating myself and all I get is "You are blocked because of this, this, this and you shouldn't do that, that, that, and regarding your request...I don't have time to read all of it". That's basically how a interpreted this, this is just a nicer way of saying my opinion doesn't matter. I find it ironic it was Hitler's birthday today/yesterday because I feel like Woody Allen trying to write and collaborate with Nazis. Ironic in a serious way, not a funny way, am in no means making light of anything.