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 I don't hate wiki! I've just ha seriously full days baby, and we've been back and forth by texting, so it always felt less urgent. baby.... I'm sitting here in roskies' class, its about 4pm my time, i guess just 5pm yours? wow. its so close. baby you've sent me a few messages now worred about how much I've been talking. please don't read ito it. you had finals, and i had papers and hell week. AND you're coming home in two days!! I still have a story i need to write... and things to prepare...On that note, actually, do you want to get dinner just the two of us before my formal? rather than going with the group? I don't mind either way really, but I thought it would give us some time alone before the hustle and bustle of formal, we can choose our own place and work on our own schedule... What do you think? 

 BY the way, I was SOOO had by your last email, and yes i was freaking out a little bit before you told me you were kidding. Not so much because of the lack of sex, but because it was scary in teh sense that i didn't know where it came from, like was something up? and so A teency tincy part of me didn't love even the joke. But its ok, cuz you're coming home! I understand what you mean abotu your family for friday night. I will be at a party, but I can leave any tiem you want if the night goes differently than you think it might. I'll just be on campus and can race hom, or come to you, or have you come to me, I can do anything to see you. ANYTHINg!! If, though, we do have to wait til saturday, maybe yu can coem to me? I have no problem hopping on the train, but if you're gonna be up getting breakfast, maybe it would make sense? I'm trying to get us dinner on the upper west side for nine-ish so maybe we can roll around in bed for the day and then get dinner and keep going? just a thought....Let me know what you think. Baby its so close!!! 

 I can't video tape any of it, its kinda against the rules, as much as i wanted to. But it was nuts. They had to eat one jar of fake mayo, one chocolate cake, one jar of ham glaze, one pack of jalapenos, one quart of whole milk plain yogurt, one half gallon of soy milk, and two beef jerky sticks. There was one team of four and one team of three, and the team of three won!. The losers had to go run sprints outside in the cold, with the loser each round taking of an article of clothing until they were running in boxers. its was pretty good. Tonight is the last event, last chance to tear into them. They are getting quizzed on everything they need to know for the last time and are going on runs for the last time. Then they have a talent show They have been asked to put together a talent of 1-5 minutes per pledge. Then they have to do one as a group, including a couple songs we're teaching them. Anyway. Thats the day.  

 As far as work, i'm going ot try and get as much out of the way as possible, my next paper is due monday, but I have a lot of the work done already cuz it overlapped with my other paper. Baby! what are you upt to? you said you walked out of your last ifnal? how did it go? how's packing? how are all the girls? in their last moments are they still bickering like children> or has everyone gotten kinda nostalgic? I can't wait to see you esty, and I'm gonna finish up this class and head to the suite. Write me later, or text me later or soemthing. I don't even need to miss you anymore! thats how soon youre gonna be home. I love you doll....muah