Christian God = Loving Father

Gosh your right! I'm in a pickle here! Which "God" do I choose? Zeus? Thor? Vishnu? Jesus? Allah? So many to choose from and they all seem... Mythological! My definition for God: Everything All of existence and infinitely beyond our comprehension! All Gods are man made! Even the one I proclaim to be true! You may not agree with Pantheism but it is just as solid if not more so than any religious beliefs! Simply saying God is everything takes all responsibility out of my hands! Not in a way where I carelessly shove my way through life, but in a way that is free from manipulation and agenda! If you cannot accept the validity of Pantheism or truly believe I am kicking pregnant women in the stomach because I do not follow your believes then we are at an impasse but I will not accept defeat! Morality has always come from within! True morality has evolved through the centuries and has become far more important for our society than objective morality due to the entropy of following obsolete morality as gospel! So if we cannot get on the same page about morality (which is secular) Then it will be a discussion about morality instead of a debate about whether our father who art in heaven loves us as we are told! Also I believe subjective morality is exactly the same as objective morality, it is just not written in stone and followed by a cult! The nature of this debate is just as flimsy when deciding the standards for "good"! You claim I need Objective Morality for debating whether the Christian God is worthy of my love and respect! So here is why that is horse apples!! I watched a short video that had clips of "Pet Cemetery" Remember the little boy running to the road, with the truck coming? The father sees what is about to happen and runs full speed hoping to be able to throw the kid out of the way and take the truck face on! Now as a father you tell your child about the dangers but a child does not see beyond a narrow scope and cannot recognize the horrifying consequences, even if his father disciplines the child over and over the child might still not understand and run after a squirrel or something out into the street! Now lets see how the Christian God would handle this. God sees the child running out in the middle of a road and sees the truck. Instead of running to save the child (Or using Godly powers) He says "Well I warned you several times, now face the consequences" Watching his child get mangled by the force of the blow he shakes his head in disappointment thinking to himself "why does this keep happening?.. countless people keep throwing themselves into the lake of fire despite my cryptic messages. Maybe this was not the best idea!" The analogy took an artistic turn to show you how horrifying the concept of God allowing eternal torture to exist! Do you believe that, without a relationship with Jesus, you become Satan's chew toy!? Do you truly believe, that is the "Divine Plan" For Trillions of "Gods Children"? Then you are worshiping a fiendish, malevolent, oppressive, dictator with unlimited power who created parasites and demons to test his children. When the child fails it is tortured eternally! Leaving the worse fathers in history less terrifying than your almighty God. Even the ones who sexually abuse their children because at least the child will not have to suffer the torment for eternity! One thing that I know is true of both of us and that is we are control freaks. We want to "know" but are denied prophetic abilities despite our ego's demanding otherwise! I tend to be a little harsh sometimes but I am coping with the things I cannot change just like you! So if this turns into a hostile debate I apologize, I am just very passionate about what I believe. I'm sure you can understand!