God loves you

I accept the challenge. While I do not personally believe in God, I’m a student at a Catholic university, giving me deep insight into the complexities of the God concept. During what follows, I shall prove that (presuming existence) God does not love me. In order to best accomplish this, I shall assert that God in fact hates me. The setup of this debate, outright requires I begin now otherwise pro will have no basis to contend God feels anything at all for me. Arguments: I shall first provide biblical evidence that God does not love everyone, then provide a few excerpts from my own life to serve as evidence God does not love me. Pharaoh God killed innocent children, who had committed no sins. Worse this was done in retaliation for the Pharaoh honoring God’s will [1, 2, 3]. Job While there are arguments that God loved Job, his family were clearly not loved by God. They died terribly, literally as part of a bet God made with Satan [4, 5]. My Early Life The suffering I have known does not compare to Job or Pharaoh, however it is central to the resolution. To start I was born into slavery at the hands of Neo Nazis, this is alluded to in the book Web Of Hate by Warren Kinsella [6]. Therefore any miracle of birth, would only be evidence for God hating me. All people are made in the image of God, and yet I was beaten as a child for such unforgivable crimes as having brown hair, made to eat dog food, never taught to read and write, never had any neighbor simply call child protective services, forced to hit myself, forced to burn myself… Etc. To add to the above, it is not like my family was living out in the middle of nowhere on some ranch. This stuff was near the downtown in Ottawa (the capital of Canada), with my mother being a public figure serving as director of Real Women (a group dedicated legally lobbying for the Christian family ideal) [7, 8]. The above all suggests either God hates me, or is indifferent to my suffering (thus does not love me). My Christian Life Fast forwarding to after I clawed my way out of that mess… At the Fort Sam Houston Main Post Chapel (about eight years ago) [9], I was forced to meet with a chaplain (army priest) due to issues of depression. I was told that it all doesn’t matter, you’ll be happy once you’re in heaven (paraphrased). So a priest to talk me out of depression, encouraged me to look forward to death… Yet according to other priests, suicide results in hell. After the army I was attending Living Hope Church in Vancouver Washington. Their talk of the importance of charity, left me vulnerable to a con artist who was (might still be) an active member there. After being tricked out of a large chunk of my savings, I contacted their office (one facebook message, and two phone recordings), not to complain about this person, but to inquire why God was putting such trials into my life. I was apparently not worth a single return call. Keep in mind that central to the idea of God, is that people are made in the image of God. If God is interceding on my life, than even at church it's to harm me. If God is not, than there is no evidence God cares. Sources: [1] Exodus 9:12 http://biblehub.com... [2] Exodus 12:29 http://biblehub.com... [3] Retold by South Park http://www.southparkstudios.com... [4] Job https://www.biblegateway.com... [5] Retold by South Park http://www.southparkstudios.com... [6] Book with my family named http://warrenkinsella.com... [7] Real Women on wiki http://en.wikipedia.org... [8] Real Women still has not denounced any of this http://warrenkinsella.com... [9] Just a listing for the church http://www.samhouston.army.mil... [10] Listing for other church http://www.livinghopechurch.com...