with all due respect dude i dont have a clue where youre coming from

to begin with i do not understand you say you are sinless the bible says that: "We are all infected and impure with sin. When we put on our prized robes of righteousness we find they are but filthy - rags." Is. 64:5, 6 Ecclesiastes 7: 20 Indeed, there is no one on earth who is righteous, no one who does what is right and never sins .and these are the words of a prophet, a "saint" so to speak, named Isaiah, and Solomon the wisest man that has ever lived Gods grace doesn't make us perfect it makes us new and even if you were sinless it would be meaningless -Ephesians 2:8 For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith"and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God" Secondly if you shared these thoughts and feelings of god that would make you God, -gen 1:1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God and if you shared the consciousness of God you would reflect what God was like, humble to a fault and coming as a servant to all - Proverbs 15:33 The fear of the LORD is the instruction for wisdom, And before honor comes humility. -John 3:16 for god so love the world he gave his only son so that whomever shall beleive in him shall not perish but find eternal life And if you are a chosen one a saint as you call it then you would meet the criteria: Colossians 3:12 Put on then, as God's chosen ones, holy and beloved, compassionate hearts, kindness, humility, meekness, and patience And with all due respect though i feel you are misguided but by no means a terrible person you also have every tell tale sign of a false prophet (1) in distracting believers from the truth of the gospel (2) to replace the call of god with their own (3) attempt to gain control of the whole church (4) cause CONFUSION and DISCOURAGEMENT (5) spread false reports about spiritual leads all of this is laid down in Galations 7-12 which i'm sure you're familiar with I understand that you feel God speaks with you and shows you signs and explains mysteries to you, but if it isnt in line with the word it cant be from god, because God is in the word. Its like talking about an apple saying an apple is only:red it grows on trees and you can make pies out of it and then later someone telling you an apple has 3 legs regardless of if that's true or not, it just not an apple any more and how could you be hearing from a god that contradicts himself, if he is in the word and he contradicts himself then that's a self defeating statement, and god would not be god, And in regards to science you say that we are wave lengths of energy. which is like saying an ocean is molecules of water, but a wavelength one that is capable to create or destroy like light, also has mass and is also a particle, you say that there is no matter but if there are wavelengths then there is matter cause the wavelengths you speak of contain mass And bits of information is to say that the complexities of life can be broken down into 1 and 0's and though we can create massive computers to use these to explain vast equations and store enormous amounts of data, a universe which operates not just on a 3 dimensional axis but has to freedom to exist withing as many dimensions as possible could not be simplified with what we consider 1 or 0 on or off, even the most simple idea would have to operate on 3, 4, 5, 6, dimensions just to explain anything whatsoever. the bible teaches gods followers to be humble, not "wise in their own estimations" and do everything with "edification in the church" I know you feel strongly about what you have seen and heard, and i believe there are great things God has in store for you, however: i feel you may have interpreted it the wrong way. God has never called anyone to be proud or sure of themselves or to rely on their own wisdom, yet you do -the bible says the church is his body, yet you seek to destroy it as it is, "there is no servant greater than its master", in doing this you are against God I too beleive God has a plan for this world, I dont know exactly what that is I do believe he has done everything for his Glory because he is God I believe we are here to worship him with our lives, and he has given us the free will not to, because it. means nothing for an all powerful God to force people to do anything I believe this world has wickedness in it but i believe God has placed us here to stand against the tide, and spread his light where we can, not to condemn them because that is not why God sent his own son I know you choose not to argue because we non saints cant see the truth and the ones who can will just see it, but thats a double standard and an absolute that God does not operate in, if you do not show love to this world then you are not of him, and if you are not of him you are of satan Perhaps some of the things you see is from the one who from the beginning has been trying to sell a "truth" for the cost of life, the way its meant to be, God is truth and anything that is separate or different from that truth is not of god im not trying to bash you and make you feel bad im just trying to understand you and any more input you have would be appreciated, i dont fully understand where youre comming from, and if i can do anything to help you understand these signs and visions id like to help, and anything else that youd want to talk about