There Is No Need To Believe In God!

Firstly from my own Experience:I was essentially raised irreligious (atheist) from birth.Though I was introduced to church and Sunday school, as a young child, but no religion was mentioned to us by our parents who simply used church as a meeting place, since it was a rural region and the only meeting place in the region was the local church on Sundays. Where they used the Sunday school as a crèche for us children.Yet, there was no pressure to take notice of the Sunday school teacher, so I essentially ignored her, except I did find even then, some of her stories alarmingly stupid. Yet, in my early teens, I was shoved against my will into a Christian college as my parents considered such a school as the highest achieving school in the state for its students, though I think they rigged their figures.I was suddenly thrown into the deep end of Christianity and became influenced by the teachers and other Christian students into believing Christianity had answers for my life. So I struggled to understand it for a little while and decided that since I had not been a Christian for most of my life, I had better strive to become a better, more knowledgeable Christian, so I took the Theology class that had a spare seat.After a year of studying the Bible and their cherry picked passages, I could see their reason to believe in Jesus Christ, but I did not feel any actual NEED to believe.I mentioned this to a fellow student who told the priest and the priest claimed that it was because I did not strive hard enough to believe and it was my fault, not God's.This got me curious, my wise uncle said not to accept blame for things I cannot understand, it is up to the teacher to explain things better, If I cannot understand anything, it is the teacher's fault.So I decided to read the Bible for myself, as I was not understanding the teacher and he evidently and stupidly blamed me for my misunderstanding. So I decided to read the Bible as I would read any novel or story. From start to finish, Genesis to the end of Revelations.By the time I reached Leviticus, I started to realize why the teacher skipped many passages, as they were extremely and ludicrously Irrational.In fact I discovered the entire Bible is full of irrational, nonsense.So I stopped reading it and left Theology class.On leaving college I became a heavy smoker and having smoked since I was 12, I found it difficult to give it up.A friend introduced me to a Pentecostal church that claimed to be able to help me give up smoking.I was initiated, water baptised and started speaking in tongues.I picked up the religion pretty quick and became a devout member.I even joined their Bible reading and studied their theology under their local leader who was a Theologian.I even served time preaching on the street for them.Yet, somewhere in my mind, I still did not feel any NEED to believe in God.The enthusiasm (as it was initially a refreshing experience ) and the excitement began to wear off.So I frequented the public library and started researching the History of Religion, in particular Christianity.In the process, I was introduced to other beliefs, I read the Koran, the Hindu Upanishads and other texts on Buddhism and Taoism.I finally realized that God is entirely subjective and that there are millions of Gods.Every Theist has a subjective God of their own.If there are 5 Billion Theists on Earth, there are 5 billion Gods.God is what you create in your own mind.Thus there is no NEED to believe in this subjective God.You can simply create your own, as does every Theist on the Planet.Thus, there is no NEED/Necessity for Belief!