The philosophy of the existence of God.

The philosophy of God is a great topic to look into if you want to think a little. I am for God's very existence 100%, you would have to do alot of work and persuading to convince me into believing God ceases to exist. It would be like persuading me to live in a prison for my entire life in till I drop dead inside the prison walls, and not enjoying anything that life offers. Now I have touched down on the matter of a prison cell, I would like to compare it with there being no God. A prisoner who will be in prison till death has no fear or no real control, no understanding of behavior or no law or rule which keeps the prisoner good to the law. Like those who lack the belief or knowledge of a living and just God. Like a prisoner has limits to what he can do, in that he can not break out or make a wall crumble to his knees and then walk out freely. But the prisoner can only scruple and attempt to fight his way out by tossing the prison guards about a room. Not really freedom if you ask me. But that is what the prisoner wants. To toss and hurt the wardon and the jail guards, like you want to do things immoral and against righteous thinking. Even if the prisoner were to break out, he his only free physically and that's only to an extent. He still knows he can not return to the prison or be seen by a police officer on watch for him. He can not work and will be continually running from justification day and night. Again that does not sound free. With out a God there are no rules to such things as sexual immorality, so you go do them, there is no limit to hatred so you hate, even in secret you know your self you are trapped with something you rather not have. Who wants to hate? Only those who hate each other, hate love. Like a man in prison, which hates being in prison, you wouldn't rather hate, but you do anyway. You would rather not commit sexual immorality but you lack self control, which you want, but don't have. You would rather be free, not from sex and hatred of evil but from prison of lacking self control and hating love. Now to get into God's existence of can God exist. Well can God exist? Sure why not? I am talking about the God of Jesus Christ. Not a God in which you may perceive as God, like a video game you play every spare minute. I am talking about can God of the entire universe and everything that exists exist? If there is a God like that, God needs to be perfect, perfection in a God covers everything to being eternal to being able to do anything anywhere. Can this God exist? Yes. If I can simply conclude this type of being of being perfect, then if God is perfect God must exist. Because if God was not perfect God would probably not exist. Not the one I am on about anyway. If 1+1 can equal two then a perfect God would equal existence. Being real as 1+1 equaling two. Perfect means able to exist for one. But being perfect is something personal not something universal. If I was perfect at gaming or a certain sport, you would need to play against me to know that, otherwise it would be a choice to believe if I am perfect at gaming or a certain sport. So play against God, because if you do you are really playing for God, that is what makes God perfect right? Like it would make me perfect at gaming only if you were against me. You will lose because I am perfect, but you will enjoy it because it was perfect. It would make it imperfect if you didn't enjoy it. Right? It would just appear to you as imperfect, when really it was. Like God, you do not enjoy his existence so you say God is imperfect, making God cease to exist. The joy comes from the truth which Jesus Christ revealed to us. That though is another debate. If everything exists and if everything that begins to exist has a cause then for everything to exist then must be something that is everlasting, since if there is not something that is everlasting, not everything can exist. I do not want to get into the argument of the square circle or 1+1=3 or anything like that. It proves nothing, since I am the one who witnesses the universe from my eyes, thoughts and feelings of my five sensors. How would a square circle feel or look like? My brain is simply tuned into what a human can see and witness possible. God yet made us, we therefore can witness God by understanding that He did. I wouldn't mind myself as a friend and I would assume so goes for you, or as a son or daughter and therefore why wouldn't God make us, if He could and as He has done, we are here now. What stops one from believing God exists? Is it your perception of God not showing true from your inexperienced mind? Or that there is no universal proof? By saying there is no proof of God is like saying there is no source of light because the light is too strong to see where the light is coming from. You can not see where the light is coming from as it consumes your entire range of sight, of that it is just whiteness. Everywhere you look the same tone implies, just bright white light. How do you know it is light? If it does not light up any darkness, or when you shut your eye it makes no difference at all. You though are aware you can close your eyes because you feel the eye lids close tight. Like this light, God is the same, as if there is to much proof of God it contradicts what proof for God is. God is so close to you that God is everywhere because you are not. Satan leaches off of this, there are two sides to everything, there are two sides to a sheet of paper as much as there is to Hitler being correct in what he did. You see that what Hitler did though unacceptable however, evil and totally against all that we know as good. Yet why can't that what Hitler did be good and what we say against Hitler be evil and corrupt? Where is your reason against what he did was evil? So Satan twists the existence of God into a matter of God is so close we can think God does not exist because if God is perfect God would not become imperfect by allowing He exists to everyone. That would be almost boastful and cruel to those who hate God. Like Satanist's and some atheists, cannibals or people who just simply want to find out the truth in their own time. For God to show everyone He exists would be like showing everyone a dead body, by that some mothers would cover their children's eyes with their hands, so it would be like those mothers covering up their children's eyes for if God was to show Him self to all. Stop saying, "God show your self if you exist." Because that is betraying the world and it's belief's. If you are an atheist that is what you are doing. However you never mean it, since if you did, wouldn't you go for Christ Jesus before hand? Satan cares if God exists but does not care about God. So Satan will make him seem hidden so God will seem none existent, Satan does not care about God, therefore will not un-cover him self. Wouldn't that be the perfect plan against a perfect God. Again perfection is personal, it is up to you to search God out. I have and I am very sure I am right to say, "God exists." If God didn't what do I mean by what I have said? Thank you.