Homosexuality is Compatible with Christian Doctrine and God's Law

I am a Christian AND a real girl. Nothing more, nothing less! Personal Experience ( My History) --I felt sexually attracted to boys when I was grade 1. --I don’t know why. --As I grow up, I became aware that my gender is condemned in the Bible. Hence, I tried to stop myself from that erroneous sort of attraction. The Father who elected me was the one who also called me last February 2008 to salvation, hence I received Jesus the Messiah, the eternally begotten Son of the Father, as my Savior by grace through faith not by works and hence, I know that I possess eternal life ( John 1:1,14,18;3:16; 6:44, Ephesians 2:8-9, Titus 3:5 , 1 John 5:13). The moment I received salvation from hell is the moment the Father and the Son through the Holy Spirit does his work in me (i.e. sanctification). – Philippians 1:6, 2:11; Hebrews 12:2 For five years of 1) prayers with literal tears and trembling before God to change me 2) and of effort to become a male ( i.e. to get attracted to girls), I just came to know about Transsexualism in the internet and I found out that it is reasonable as long as it is in line with the Scriptures. Transsexualism is a phenomenon experienced by individuals who transition between either of the two major sexes, male and female, not due to social pressures or mental disorders, but due to an acute feeling of fundamental discontent with the sex to which they have been assigned (gender dysphoria). Based on this, I am a woman ( that’s my gender) but my sex ( that’s my body, it’s a male one). I didn’t complain to God why am I like this because it is nature albeit a defect but just as any other medical condition, I do believe that I deserve treatment but this is if it’s God’s will ( James 4:15). Current Status with my family I came out last January 2013 to my parents through five pages of paper LOL. I wrote explanations using modern science, modern psychology and using that age-old infallible Scriptures plus with my personal experience since childhood. They accepted me easily but with two strict conditions: 1) No boyfriends ever 2) No feminine traits/behavior ever My response: WHAT??? LOL I think they really don’t accept me at all. Current Status with the church I am currently attending at Victory Christian Fellowship ( a Presbyterian church). This assembly never believe that transsexualism is a sin but those who know that I’m a transgender woman still receive me because they thought that I am just confuse and that God will change me (perhaps, because I know and firmly hold onto the beliefs they have which is impossible –according to them—to be held by someone not genuinely saved (i.e. assured of eternal salvation). I plan to tell to the bishops (i.e. pastors) next year LOL about myself. (I’m just scared and I think I will just –for now—obey Romans 14 in this). Negative Effects of knowing my Transexuality I desire suicide. It is totally depressing. I am expected to act and live like a male when in fact I am a woman in all my mind. As a human, I wish I am a heterosexual male or woman not a transsexual because if I’m not a transsexual I think my life would be so happy. Why? It’s because imagine that those heterosexual woman has their various problems: money, food etc. but transsexuals has a bigger problem than those heterosexuals and guess what? It’s their body. Cause(s) of Transexualism 1)Natural Cause: Biological ( post-adamic state) 2)Environmental Cause: Nurture ( of biological dispositions) Scientific explanation of the cause: Premise 1: Biological cause: Hormonal/ neurological (natural cause) Premise 2: Psychological cause: natural cause inevitably nurtured the mind to specific gender ( man/woman) Conslusion: Transexualism Neuroscience studies of transsexuals in recent years are increasingly suggesting that transsexuality is a biological phenomenon rather than a purely psychological one, as transsexuals' brain structures tend to have a strong resemblance to the brains of their identified gender, even before beginning sex reassignment therapy. http://jcem.endojournals.org... http://www.newscientist.com... Biblical Explanation of the cause: Premise 1: God created each and every one of us in the womb ( Psalm 139:13) Premise 2: This sort of creation is in line with the effects of sin because it is within the realm of Post-Adamic fall ( Genesis 3, Romans 8:22) Premise 3: People who get attracted to same sex are not the same in gender. ( Transsexualism) Premise 4: There are only two sexes which is also two genders per se( man/woman) –Genesis 1:26-27) Conclusion: Transsexualism is a medical condition because it is a birth defect per se. Medical Treatment Because transsexualism is a form of birth defect, it has a medical treatment. This treatment is not complete per se because anxiety will still be in anguish for not having the ability to conceive a child. SRS- Sex Reassignment Surgery HRS- Hormone Replacement Therapy FFS- Facial Feminization Surgery * If these medical treatments for transsexuality harms the body in any way then it means it is sinful (1 Corinthians 6:19) Conclusion: I am a Christian girl and a first-born Daughter of my parents. A creation of the Trinity and a new creation of the Son ( Genesis 1:26-27; 2 Corinthians 5:17). Note: If I am insane. If this condition of mine is a psychological problem then I want a psychological treatment ASAP. Someone call a doctor! I never got attracted to girls. PLEASE. Send me to Mental Hospital please!