Poetry battle

My child so beloved "My child, since the day i saw you, i loved you like my own child i have birthed from the depths of a love so pure, i held you so deeply in my heart and i will not let go..my heart burns in passion and love for you..so i will write your story in pen and paper I made the world for you..In such art and beauty, i built a house for you..I created all things: the stars, trees, sun, moon, everything beyond your wildest imagination So that you can breathe my breath, focus on the trees that i have made, ponder on the beauty of the earth..gaze at the stars and dream..splash in the rain..and enjoy the sun..and in the midst, think of me, your creator, your dear father I have given you a life to appreciate in it's fullness Do not fret because you long for the beauty emanating from others, do not despair because you feel that i favor another more than you For i have given you gifts, precious gifts no one else can have, but you for you are all my children..my love is like the sun..it shines upon all...when men look upon it, they fill find life and be satisfied because i have made you whole Alas! It's such a heaven, a world beyond paradise! the human heart cannot bear! But tragedies of tragedies, sorrows of sorrows, you have reached the end of your heaven As you succumb to the sins of this world...as you left what i have given you..in favor of something far from me..something that breaks me... Silence, dead silence fills me, overcomes me as you fall from grace, you burden the stain of wickedness, you bear the weight of vanity My heart is crushed! As you fall into a ruined place of desolation Nevertheless if it is your will..may i be separated from you Let me hide my face from you for i cannot bear the pain of a soul seeking it's own destruction! As you escape from hope...i knew you would desert your only father... But do not despair, for i have not forsaken you to die among the faithless Those who have betrayed me..i have not forgotten your name engraved within my very being! For i have sent my son..my only son for you my child...to calm your sorrows..to calm your fears of my very wrath.....to show you my love still burning so brightly I have instilled peace within him..I have poured out and immersed myself: my heart so beyond this existence...my entire being, my sadness, my sorrowful expressions, my love, my joy, my peace, my tears, my pain, my everything within my son so that when you look into his eyes, i will find you and you will know who i am...You will know me..fully This is my retribution....to bring you back to the kingdom of my divine love My child...did you know that this was my plan for you since the foundations of the world?! How i marvel...how i marvel at this choice, this path you have chosen to walk on...for despite the pain you have caused me, my glory can be shown! Accept his pain which was taken in your stead for my love for you is greater than your sins..your wickedness...the stains of destruction that can never be erased by vanity or sorrow..or pious living, but by my blood...my wounds...and my death for your life.. Take my life...embrace it...embrace my only desire..all of my power in it's fury...to bring you back to me... And even though in this life you will experience pain...you shall know death...you shall know confusion...you will cry out for answers...you will bear the weight of your cross...and despite it all,you will realize...I was within you all along...carrying you through it all... My child....you will realize that i have made it all for you... And when evil triumphs, it will come that i will finish the last page of your story..In smiles, i shall forever make you a monument...you shall see how much i truly loved you..your father..no longer separated by sin..by a distant ocean..by suffering...you and i will be forever one..."