homosexuals going hell ? religion is a joke

thank you for joining me, i will say that my header is not clear, becuase i do not who i am challenging, i am just trying to see other peoples view and to make them think that there is something wrong in our religions you are being raised in a Muslim country and forced by the rules that was understood from reading the given religion into this country, therefore you are obligated to follow it you do know that Muslims are not allowed to convert, even killed or not allowed to enter the country again. KILLING GAYS? The above supports the argument that the three major faiths do agree on the premise that homosexuality is not a normal or moral way of life. However, of the three, only Judaism supports the execution of gays: "If a man lies with a male as with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination; they shall be put to death, their blood is upon them." (Leviticus 20:13) have you lived in the middle east, do you know that some countries cut people hands if they steal and cut their head if they rape or kill? some other cities in the middle east practice the same religion but chose to put robbers & rapists in jail and not killing them, worst case scenario is hang them, how is this one religion (Islam) when the very same people who swear under it use deferent methods to punish people, ISN'T THIS A JOKE ! so you are telling me to follow which religion exactly, the one that will not get me killed, put in jail if i said to the people around me i love a man?, care to chose for me? shall be cut off from among their people." (Leviticus 18:22,29) ISLAM "We also sent Lut: He said to his people: Do ye commit lewdness such as no people in creation (ever) committed before you? For ye practice your lusts on men in preference to women: ye are indeed a people transgressing beyond bounds. And his people gave no answer but this: they said, "Drive them out of your city: these are indeed men who want to be clean and pure!"" (Qur'an 7:80-82) i do not want to bend the words or say i know what i am talking about, all i am debating is, god wrote religion and sent it to his people (we will go and debate which one is the book that god sent us?) should i be shamed of myself and ask for forgiveness becuase i am not attracted to women? my religion said that when i die i will go to heaven and have 4 beautiful women unlike anything on earth, but what if i wanted 4 men, or only one man? the message clearly said that men will get women, there is a verse in qur'an that said this, if this wont convince you of my situation i will go and find it for you try to understand, it is hard to find the real truth about religion when everyone is using it to his advantage and needs (people in high places) so this makes it a joke becuase they chose whats right and wrong depending on the situation and mental status they have, keep in mind that some people are only educated by religion and have not read any other books to not misunderstood the message that was put upon them do still not think it is a joke when, i cant follow my own religion what should i do? find another one that suites my needs? how will i know it is the right one and the only message that god sent? so my final word on this, god promised us Muslims 4 beautiful women when we follow his faith...again what about homosexuals? are they a mistake like twins, people with missing parts or diseases due to bad intercourse or bad genes