Silent Hill; Room of an Angel

I believe that the song has a deeper meaning than Emorose is willing to admit. She has enough feeling to be modest about my reasoning. But she shouldn't be quiet. Her mother is a vile woman that only wants her daughter as a babysitter, and a personal non-paid housekeeper of her slowly rotting house. She has no reason to be ashamed to think that the song is about her feelings toward her mother's death. " You lie, silent there before me. " This could have a double meaning. Emorose has often been lied to, and when caught she will either be silent with no response or come back with a lame excuse. The other meaning is Emorose seeing her mother dead, on the floor. " Your tears, they mean nothing to me. " This describes Emorose remembering and seeing her mother alive. Her mother would cry occasionally as she stressed to get her daughter to do her evil bidding, and Emorose wouldn't feel even the slightest twang of emotion. Just like she wouldn't feel anything at the moment of her mother's death. " The wind, howling at the window. " This describes the welling up of emotions inside Emorose's mind before she made a decision of what to do with those feeling. " The love you never gave, I give to you, really don't deserve it. " Emorose's mom doesn't love her, and she tries to do as much as she can even though she does not deserve it. So it is a relief for that woman to be gone. " But now, there's nothing you can do. " Emorose would be glad that her mother couldn't yell at her for expressing her own opinions now that she's dead. " So sleep, in your only memory of me, my dearest mother! " Emorose would want her mom to possibly remember a happier time when there wasn't the yelling and pain. " Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, goodbye, it was always you that I despised. I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh well, here's a lullaby to close your eyes. Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye. " I can imagine the Emorose would break down and eventually go to her mother's grave and talk to her about what life was like for her. Sometimes I can imagine Emorose singing a lullaby to the grave. " So insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me. " That would be her mother's feelings tword's Emorose's feeling (so insignificant), making Emorose's real feelings unused and pent up. In the event of the mother's death, Emorose's emotions would no longer be dormant. " Are you hiding away, lost under the sewer? " I presume Emorose would be trying to get away from the memory of her mother, but it would keep coming back. " Maybe flying high, in the clouds. " And Emorose's conscious would get to her. " Perhaps your happy without me. " Emorose would finally decide that in whatever afterlife, if ther is one, her mother may be in, that she would be happy without her daughter. " So many seeds have been sown in the field. " I agree that this phrase describes her sibligns. " And who could sprout up so blessedly, if I had died. " Emorose would start to wonder how her mother's death effected her siblings's lives. She would also possibly debate about what would've happened to them if she, herself, had died. " I would have never, felt sad at all. " Emorose's conscious would tackle at her heart. " You will not hear me say, I'm sorry. " This phrase depicts a small fight between Emorose and her conscious. " Where is the light? Wonder if it's weeping somewhere. " Emorose would wonder if the pain of her mother's death would go away, along with the memory, and she would be free to see the light. And then the song ends with a repetition of the chorus (here's a lullaby to close your eyes, goodbye, it was always you that I despised, I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh well, here's a lullaby to close your eyes, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye). I imagine that this would be Emorose talking with her mother in a distant graveyard.