I actually met god in a dark back corner of a busy street

Wow, that is a lot of questions. I will answer as many as I can briefly because I don't have enough space to answer all of them in depth. 1."Why have you killed at least 2,821,364 in your bible which included babies, children and pregnant mothers all in one extremely small area of land in the world which all took place in your bible?" He kills people because he knows that life is not the greatest good. The purpose of Life is to learn to know him (along with spiritual growth and learning to love) and the people in the bible who he told people to kill were turning other from Him. 2. "Why did you wipe out pretty near 100% of all life in which there was no need for it as you have done in the great flood?" The flood was to cleanse the earth. God is a God of both judgement and love. 3. "Why do you hate gays and want to kill them?" God does not "hate gays and want to kill them". Anyone who told you this is wrong and doesn't know their bible. God condemns the action of gay sex as a sin, but he does not hate gay people. And just like every other sinner, God wants gay people to come to know him. 4. "Why do you hate children?" He loves children. Mark 10:13-16 5. "Why do you hate those that curse at their parents and you want to kill them? What if they are abused children?" I think you are confusing God condemning sin with God hating the sinner. If God says something is wrong that does not mean that he hates the person who does it. 6. "Why do you hate those that do not worship you and you want to kill them?" See 5 & 7 7. "Why should you hate others and get jealous at others because they wish to worship other gods and you thus hate them so much that you wish to kill them?" He is a "jealous God" because he gets sad and frustrated when people worship fake gods and do things that hurt themselves. He wants them to come to know himself because that is the best for themselves. 8, 9. "Why do you hate those that work on the sabbath that you wish to kill them?" "Why do you hate those that commit adultery that you wish to kill them?" See 5. 10. "Why do you believe that slavery is a good thing?" Slavery in the bible is not like slavery today. It was usually more like a contracted employee relationship where the person worked off a debt and was set free. And God never said that it was a "good thing". 11. "Why do you believe that rape is a good thing?" He does not believe that rape is a good thing. There are laws against rape in Leviticus. The cultural context was also very different towards women back then. 12. "Why have you committed abortions?" What? When??? 13. "Why did you create absolutely no free will whatsoever?" The idea of free-will came FROM the bible. If you think he hates all these things and there is no free-will, then how do they keep happening? If no one had free-will, wouldn't God just make people not do stuff that he hates? 14. "Why did and do you create sin knowing all too well that man would fail throughout time ever since Adam and Eve were created?" God did not create sin. He let Adam and Eve choose because obedience is useless if there is not the option to obey. He didn't want robots, he wanted a relationship. He cannot have a relationship with someone who cannot choose. Sin is a consequence of free-will. 15. "Why did you create evil and hate and Satan especially when it was not a need, a requirement nor a necessity? What is it with you that deems it necessary to create this conflict?" See 14. Satan was also given free-will, and he chose wrong. 16. "Why did you lie?" When? 17. "Why do you love to see, create, and take part in suffering especially in that of children?" He does not love suffering, but again, comfort and life is not the purpose of life. Suffering helps people grow and that is the purpose of life. 18. "Why do you have the need, requirement, and want for anger, wrath, jealousy, vengeance, rage, fury, evil in which you have freely admitted to?" All of these (his anger, wrath, jealousy and rage) are all a form of love! He loves us so much that it infuriates him when we hurt others or ourselves. Any parent gets mad when their child hurts other children or themselves. He is mad at the sin in us that is destroying us. 19. "Since you have those "baggage" emotions, that"s not perfection. So why should anyone believe in you?" See 18 20. "Why did you pass down all those emotions of hate and evil to man so in turn man could learn to hate?" Those emotions are a consequence of sin, not passed down from God. 21. "Why not do away with all of those emotions completely and instill peace, harmony, love, care, kindness, etc etc etc?" Because it would be fake. A world where everything was great would either mean no humans or no free-will. 22. "Why are you a contradictory hypocrite? You say "thou shall not kill" and yet you kill." God's laws do not apply to himself. He gives laws to humans, but they do not apply to himself. And his law was "do not murder". Killing is necessary in certain circumstances (like war or capital punishment). 23. "Why would any supreme deity such as yourself actually place "faith" above everything else as it is the most preached thing in the bible? Surely it should be love, caring for our neighbors and each other." Because faith means relationship. God craves a relationship with humans more than anything else, and when we MUST have faith, it keeps up going to him and seeking for him. 24. "Why do you have this bombastic blubbering "ego"? Bad description, but I see your point. The answer is because he is God. All things are made to worship him. This would be bad for a human to do because we are not God, but all the world is created for and by God, so why can't he have it all worship him? Also, when people worship him, it is the best for us. 25. "Why would you ever be stupid enough to communicate in text form, the worst form of communication possible so man can get your message wrong all---the---time because there"s a 0% of a chance, and you should know this, but obviously you don"t and you must love the confusion and non consensus, that any text from now-a-days can be traced back to the original. And even if it could, nobody could interpret it correctly. So again, why text, the worst form of communication? Why not simply coming on down here and talk to us?. That would be evidence for the whole world to choke on of your existence rather than the non proof of faith and you playing hide-n-go-seek which naturally with my shoulder shrugged is not a pathway to truth and an excuse for christians when they don"t have evidence?" Faith is key for the relationship which is why he doesn't make it obvious. The bible is also the best literately supported ancient document. And he did come down to talk to us. that's what Jesus did. Christians do have evidence. He did not run. He sent another person (me) to answer your questions and he gave more than sufficient evidence if you look for it. Christianity is not believed by people in spite of the facts. Many Christians have STRONG, compelling evidence for their faith. They believe because of the evidence. You seem to be very mad at God and that is totally understandable. God doesn't want for there to be so much pain in the world, and he has set a plan in motion to redeem everything. Not only to make everything okay, but to give purpose and meaning to all the struggles and all the pain. I think you have heard many wrong things about the bible. Have you read it yourself? If not, why not try to? Keep looking for answers, they are out there.