- wipe the blood off my face and beat whatever is thrown my way. It would be nice to erase the last year from memory - but I do have so many good ones with my girls and I can't ignore those even though they come with pain attached. I even have a lot of good ones with my husband weaved in there since true R began. Fight like hell and pray for a little bit of heaven :-) ...and Mr. Blunt - your post made me cry - in a good way - yep - wipe the blood off my face and beat whatever is thrown my way. It would be nice to erase the last year from memory - but I do have so many good ones with my girls and I can't ignore those even though they come with pain attached. I even have a lot of good ones with my husband weaved in there since true R began. Fight like hell and pray for a little bit of heaven :-) I was having this EXACT conversation with another poster yesterday via PM. It's almost the same conversation! (Btw I like you're name better. I'd change mine if I could--I can't stop thinking about orphan Annie and that's not what I had in mind when I chose my name). Hang in there. A lot of us are having these days. I'm the same re dates. If I can just make it through the next date... I think