I've been trying to figure out what I want. I am in a great position to change everything about myself and my life if I so choose and I have been trying to figure it out. I am considering whether further study is the way to go, staying in this town, moving somewhere, meeting someone/having a relationship, staying in this job, going self-employed etc etc. I just can't get purchase on my wants. So finally, I asked Yi: What do I want my life to be like? and Yi answered 54.1.2. &gt; 16 Bit confused. Lines here both talk about someone who is handicapped in some way but manages to carry on with a smile on their face. I don't want to be handicapped but maybe I am and maybe that is all I want - to enjoy living my life, have success and fun in spite of my shortcomings. Edit: and the whole of 54 with its emphasis on not action has got me puzzled. Although it resonates neatly with my desperate need to not make the same mistakes again.. Hello Precision Grace. Are you trying to figure out what your lodestar is? 54, as we all know and you mentioned, clearly says not to undertake anything. But also is about maintaining ones position. Line 1 talks about someone working within the confines of this position, and making it work for them. Line 2 mentions a person who is partially blind, and someone who is loyal to them anyway.