in by management and told how much i had changed and they find me difficult to approach. I feel as though i'm being asked to do something about something that i have no control over. I went back to the doctors who said he couldnt give me anything but would refer me to neuro and did i think i was depressed. I mean how difficult is it to explain to someone that you don't feel depressed but frustrated with the life you now have. I feel for your worries but now your doctor has referred you to a neuro, hopefully with the right tests done they will come to find out exactly what is wrong with you. A lot of what you have said could be down to MS or many other reasons, so don't assume what you may or may not have. Just explain to the neuro what has been happening to you and the time scale. Make a list of your symptoms, the worst one for you first, but don't hand the list over to the neuro otherwise other things maybe overlooked. Do keep us up to date with how you get on and hope your appt' comes through quickly. Take care. my lovely gp prescribed citalopram when he referred me to neurology. i didnt want to take anti depressants so i never cashed in my prescription. it was 6 months later when i started to feel like i was unravelling that i went to the chemist. so