area either so how exactly am i supposed to get one, i already signed up on several job seeking websites with no luck, what exactly am i supposed to do, most jobs even traineeships require that have at least a couple years experience so tell me how am i supposed to find a job with no money, no car, and no chances If it is really that bad you can do what I did and goto the local police station and ask for help. I didn't know anyone to call or what to do. I did this when I was kicked out with only the clothes on my back, covered in injuries from a drunken psychopath mother who like your mother got very aggressive when I started standing up for myself. They put me onto a social worker and helped me contact a friend who let me stay with them until I got myself together. The biggest problem was my mother decided to act normal and sane once anybody else got involved and painted the picture I was causing the problems. It's not going to be an easy time for you but there is help out there. Most of the time they will just try to resolve the problem and shove you back with your family but you have to be truthful and be prepared to say you refuse to return and that you don't want to be abused in drunken rages anymore. Not sure if you are studying but