to diligently apply for other positions. Any other positions that will be a better place for you than this. If you can't take any time off, see if there are counseling support services you can utilize (many therapists adjust their fees based on income) to help you cope in the meantime. I'm just a stranger on the internet, but I've been in a similar situation, and while you may be able to 'tough it out' for a bit longer, you need to get your sanity and your health back. Now. Thank you for your advice. I have been applying, and i am close to getting an offer next week. I can't take anymore time off, had a bad day wednesday so I took yesterday off. I feel immensely better when I am not here, but I don't get paid for says off and wouldnt get vacation until I was here for a year (only 6 months in), so i cant take too many days off. I refuse to let this place take me down, I am determined to get out even if it means moving back in with my mom. Everyday is a struggle to go to work, so I am this close to quitting next week no matter what. Totally been there done that! It was so bad I had to hold in the tears because being at work just made me so depressed I wanted to cry. I took all my vacation and found another job and then