in "chain". .. It is you false identity, what in this 'minds'-controlled-universe makes you feel alive or dead. .. Both death and life are a delusion. . My body has  granted me my wish of death, just when  my soul mate showed up knocking at my door filling my life with that beautiful pure and passional love very few have experienced in life. ... Many  would fall in despair. It is, after all, the  most common reaction of  humanoids. .. But we have a choice. We have a choice of self-pity or the choice to embrace every little or not so little event as a beautiful opportunity. ... ...  Death is a great friend,. Feared by the material universe, it is the best friend a spirit  could have on his path to freedom. It keeps you away from the center of the prison, close to the bars.... with an overview on the out side. -- If you are lucky it walks with you a while .... it is a blessing to be able to have time to learn about the out-side.   In that she is a friend. --  . And this beautiful opportunity is the path I'm walking. . ... "It is better to conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles. Then the victory is yours. It cannot be taken from you, not by angels or by demons, heaven or hell."Buddha ? ? ? . "THE ART of DREAMING" by Casteneda "... one has to understand the struggle of