Main menu I WATCH IT LIFT UP TO THE SKY i was born worn not a girl and not a jewel - anthony & the johnsons (spiralling) they keep me thinking we could've had it all -adele (rolling in the deep) -- --  today i am treasuring space my space to think, my space to write my space to be I have been unable to sleep recently, turning questions over in my mind questioning what I will do with my life beyond this year, nothing is certain you have to be brave to embrace uncertainty I'm working on it. she doesn't like milk my own worst enemy is inside my head questioning every line of the day second guessing every decision regretting every mistake she's a monster inside of my head spilling dark navy ink in puddles around my thoughts staining them. these stains don't wash out easily my own worst enemy never lets me sleep think over everything again she says again, she says, do it again. try and change what you cannot again; feel the frustration again again again again. one day I woke up and made a choice to smile despite my own worst enemy's ink spills the dinosaur on my desk reminds me of how important it is to imagine and although it takes me three days to get used to the change it happens i tell him goodbye for good i pick up the clothes around my room clean space, clean mind i bake and