crawling back home and being nourished bact to life by life (God.) Sounds like he feels like he got an emotional beating and found God to be his only refuge. Personally, I don't think he cheated. I love this album and I've listened to it so many times, and I think, if he had, they would be filled with more remorse. Sure, they're mournful and sorrowful and full of pain, but they don't sound very regretful or remorseful, at least not the level I think you'd be if you cheated on your fiance. Not that it's any of anyone's business anyway. It's great music and very relatable and certainly beautiful. Isn't that what music is supposed to be? Ya i agree on that, the whole album kind of unfolds on itself, into a sad story type of thing... I like it and do have to agree it is one their most "Mature" albums they have ever done... i really do have to say this album is epically amazing and chucked full of relient k amazingness