my children ask me something, my priority is to them, not here. I wonder how many people here actually tell there loved ones to wait while they finish posting. I am no saint either, I have done this in the past. And realised quickly what I was doing. Conspiracy started to rule my life . You sound like a very nice chap with his priorities straight. I used to scare myself stiff but I eventually figured the most I can do is become an ever more aware version of myself and hope I have some form of grand idea lol! At the end of the day all you have to do is 'know' about it, early wakers will be hanging around on the platform for a while waiting for the rest to get here. People that 'know' behave differently to those that don't