not sure if I really want to leave my marriage after all. It might not have the passion and my husband (although good looking but hasn't got "chemistry"), however, my marriage has many other positive things. It is secure, comfortable, we have no financial problems, we have mutual friends and our families both get on together and my parents love him/his parents love me. In my last post, I said W has been in touch and asked to see me this week. Guess what? It's over with W again. He rang me twice in the week, whilst my husband was at home. I boldy picked up the call and W asked me why do I sound so cold towards him. After that two attempts to talk to me (and failed to speak properly/both times he rang at wrong time/my husband was around), we both gone funny on each other again. I did email him to explain my husband was at home and he seemed very understanding. But two days later, I realise we both drifted apart again. There are two days he won't be free to meet and I am beginning to wonder if he is seeing other girls too. To be honest, I am put off by the whole thing again. There are too many insecurities and doubts with him. And to start with, I am not really serious about leaving my marriage (am I???). I did think I was in love with W and kept thinking about him