very rosy indeed. So instead of taking things a step at a time I got the big house with the big mortgage and also the big credit cards to go with it...(unfortunately my wife had always voiced her concerns but trusted me that evrything was going to be ok. TRUSTED!! (when i look back that all may have been to stop me addressing the real issues in my life ie...my marriage) To say the financial rug has been pulled from me is an understatement so you can imagine the turmoil I am faced with. I will obviously do my upmost to help, however I will feel that I will be abandoning them at a terrible time. And it really really is not her fault. Bad day sorry guys.... BB Hey all, Passion! Well thats what this is all about really. P made me feel soo alive, soo wanted. Never got or get this from my husband. Just as Ivan and emily say. P made me feel like the most desired person on earth. Why cant we have this in our day to day relationships. Is it the daily grind that prevents this? for me, it was never there but for others probably, certainly for P it was at the start of his relationship with his wife. Is it so wrong to want to feel desired? The other bloke who had been texting me, got in contact again this week. as I said before, never had this when I was single!!!