this bitch is crazy listening to voices speak to her.. we all have an inner voice, some just choose not to listen to it.. some decided that what that voice is really telling us to say is not considered appropriate or worse it may piss someone off.. well here's what I say to that... Who gives a fuck? I mean if we all walk around filtering ourselves all the time eventually the shit just builds up within you and you find yourself really pissed, I like to air on the side of pissing others off v. bottling shit up and pissed off that I cant speak my mind.. That's me being honest with you, really, even that little statement may piss someone off.. but if it does, I'm not beating you to read my shit, move along... Anyways, During this little epiphany of IDGAF, I began reading a little book, by Kelly Cutrone, most of you probably know her from that one MTV show with some of the girls from the Hills. I'm not sure exactly what the show was called, because well its been fucking forever since the shit was aired...anyways This little book is your key to unlocking that inner voice, perfect for me who was already in the midst of doing so.. it was perfectly validating for me...  Validating for many reasons, I think a big reason though was because I was also in the processing of eliminating "friends"..throwing out the bad.. recognizing the awesome.. and really