Holly, whose son was coming back that way, started the grass-roots movement to change the process -- they weren?t going to have their son carried by baggage handlers. And he wasn't. ESQ: This kind of system cannot handle massive, unthinkable numbers of casualties, can it? CJ: They couldn?t do this with the number of casualties that we had in Vietnam or World War II. That?s why you see these massive cemeteries of American soldiers buried over in Europe. As far as I know, there are no American dead buried in Iraq. This might be one of the first wars in history where everybody?s brought back. But if there's another war, what happens then? The infrastructure might be able to handle it -- the Port Mortuary is one of the largest in the world and there are enough planes to fly everyone back -- but I don?t know about the manpower. If it got bad, you'd run into shortages. There aren?t even enough buglers to go around right now. When Joey landed in Seymour, Indiana, usually the Fort Knox honor guard would have received the body and carried him to the hearse. At the start of the war, that?s how it was. Now there are so many casualties, the National Guard took over the role. ESQ: This was a pretty emotional story to read. CJ: It was hard to write. I had several bouts where I really just lost it. ESQ: Like, literally, crying and typing? CJ: Yeah. I met a