is really into me and eventually will actually touch me in other places besides my head and my hands. That would be freaking awesome, though I'm not going to lie, I'm still pretty convinced he won't and that's an inner demon I have to start stomping all over. What I do know is that he drives me insane, both as a friend and with lust, and that I really enjoy his company. I hope that we can be awesome lovers and not just friends who talk about being awesome lovers; because seriously, every vagina has a breaking point. I'm just really good at keeping mine teetering right on the freaking edge. "FUND MY BOOK" CAMPAIGN! Ending on August 27, my Indiegogo campaign to print Not Your Mother's Playground, A realistic guide to honest, happy and healthy open relationships." needs your help to be printed. Please visit my campaign , watch the video, tell your friends and help out if you can. I still have a ways to go! Much love, Samantha.