and miss him a lot. Everyday I hope that he will come back to me but I know he won't. I don't know what I should do. Only I know is that I want to stay in the past with him. I like this song very much My first boyfriend | Reviewer: Anonymous | 4/29/11 I listen this song since I was in high school. when I listen this song I feel pain deep inside my heart but I never thought it's actually become true in my life time. I don't know why I still think that he will come back in one day even he had make it clear enough! i really2 like dz song since i heard it......every lyrics has a true meaning on what happen on my luvlyf...jejejeje....eventhough it end on a very worse moment but still....i wish he were here on my side.....but i'm trying to look back just to see where i did done something bad..... i really love this song because it reminds me for my ex..i sang for him once..i don't know why he left me while i am the best he ever had before...he told me like that..but now, i found my true love...one more thing,i love britney so much since she was famous with that album...luvs u brit...muahhh True meaning | Reviewer: Anonymous | 1/8/09 I played this song to my ex wen we broke up because he left me for my childhood friend. we were together for 2 yrs...but because