the day and night with W telling me what he's having for breakfast/lunch/dinner, what he's watching on TV, what he is doing next, etc., And now my phone is so quiet. It's been over 3 weeks and total silence. I don't even feel I need to hide my mobile phone anymore from my husband. I now leave it lying all around the house becaue I don't believe he will texts me again. Although sometimes I look at it hopefully and my heart aches a little. Lately I've been having flashbacks of scenes with him. I drove by the train station where we usually meet and I felt sad. I saw the same spot he stood there waiting for me and my heart really aches. I went shopping and saw the same lampshade he has in his bedroom and my heart aches too. I hear the same song on radio every morning which reminds me of him and that drags my mood down and saddens me. I read movie reviews about the last film we watched together and I feel sad. I lay on bed and flashes of his face over me makes me sad too. Can't believe it's all over for good. Once upon a time, we were so good. He was so romantic, loving and affectionate. Now he's gone quiet and I feel I do not know him anymore. Suddenly he is a stranger to me. I can't even log in my social networking site because that breaks my