heart as he is on my friends list. I don't want to check his social page as I might see something that makes me jealous or remind me of him. As i said, I even had to change my phone ring tone just to help me to forget about him. Kat, like you, sometimes I feel like wanting to ring or text him just to say hello. We didn't break up on bad term. We just went quiet on each other after my "chat" with him. Sometimes I blame myself for putting him on the spot and rushing it too quick, too soon. I blame myself for not telling him that I love him. Perhaps he got the wrong message from me. But oh well. I don't want to ring him because I am also afraid it might re-start something again with him. Part of me think I have done very well in moving on my life and finishing an affair. And if I contact him again, I might go back to suare P.s: Continue... sorry, my above post was accidentally posted before finishing. Continuing here... If I contact W again, I might go back to square one. So I will continue resisting it but at some point when I am totally over him, 100%, then I would like to stay as friends with him. But not now when I still have some feeling for him. I am doing quite alright with my husband. I am putting more effort although