chaplain, Chaplain Staggers, and he admitted to crying. He said, ?You can try to build that wall, but it always crumbles.? I tried to keep that wall up. I was trying to cross into Ohio, coming back from Scottsburg, and I just lost it on the road. I had to pull over. I?m not ashamed to say that. If anyone reads this story and really starts thinking about it, you can?t help but become emotionally invested. When you say four thousand dead, that doesn?t really mean anything. It's just a number. You can dismiss it. But if you start getting into names and faces and you see the mom and you eat pot roast with her, and you drink beer with their friends, and you listen to the guys who carried him back talking about the blood on their uniforms -- you can?t dismiss it. And that?s just one. That?s just one.