now 1 -- self-monitoring analysis reporting technology had yellow and red indicators on my internal console panel -- inner non-metaforian-related conflict was shorting out the limbic switch, cutting off the supply of light white words. This display discolouration likely due to the well-known painkiller depressive effect: now rectified by abstention for 3 days, and simple H2O rehydration. 2 -- Workload returns: Back into IT, and noticing that during this shortened week, 3 office-admin managerial types have asked me probing questions about what is happening with the economy, and what to expect this year. I didn't hold back my thoughts/words, and noticed in S.M.A.R.T. that their enquiry effortlessly autotoggled my injured limbic switch back to the OFF position -- facilitating a direct flow of answers, which were well received and discussed. 3 -- I have been reading, reading, reading and viewing hundreds of clips, (30GB+ last month) diagnosing the sources of same carefully to avoid pushing any barrows out with tainted fruit. I am being lexologically over-careful because the dialogues over at DB, here, and around, are worming their way towards some revelatory places, which I see will require disclosures which must be done carefully, strategically and at a higher and wider-ranging standard than anything I have ever written/typoed. A repeat difficulty observed is my feeling that in taming intellectual and expert-focused words, to suit a general audience, there is a ?????? ???????. I think I can spurt either easily now, but it is seems much hard to weave a single