fix the problem I seek to return to the true state of humanity so that I may enlighten my brothers and sisters, but that is an impossibility in my current state. Note that if you wish to blame my 'illness' for my current mental state, you may as well leave the thread. That is pure ignorance and bull**** pedaled by psychiatrists to justify forcing their destructive chemicals upon innocent human beings. I don't know if the medication you took has damaged the nervous tissue of your brain or if the changes you are describing have resulted from prolonged stress and disturbances in mood. However, our brains are not fixed structures that set the limits on our cognitive and emotional functions. Practice doing certain tasks that use certain neuronal and biochemical pathways can induce changes to those pathways increasing their function. If you're interested you can read about neuroplasticity, Hebbian synapses and long term potentiation. All are known processes that show that we can change the structure and function of our brain. So there is hope. Just try to stay consistent doing a little bit each day, talking to people, working on your art, reading, writing and so on. Assuming you've really lost your intelligence, creativity and insight, it'll come back. However, just as doing certain things can induce changes to your brain so too can stress and psychosis. If you're getting overwhelmed with things or you start to become psychotic get help. Hope you feel better. Sorry to hear you