feel pretty blunted. Right? Again, I don't know which is the case, maybe both possibilities are false, but you have a choice about how to think about what's possible for the rest of your life and how you think about that is going to influence things. It's not normal for someone in your position to feel great or even just okay . Most people after experiencing what you've described feel awful. However, that doesn't mean that's always going to be the case. If people who have suffered head or cerebro-vascular can recover, I think someone who was on antipsychotic medication for 4 months can recover (assuming you really have damage to the nervous tissue of your brain). Take care and best wishes. "If you can think of times in your life that you've treated people with extraordinary decency and love, and pure uninterested concern, just because they were valuable as human beings. The ability to do that with ourselves ... I think part of the job we're here for is to learn how to do it" -David F. Wallace Chrysaor686 wrote: I have been off of all medications for a little over 3 months, but I am still experiencing many negative effects of the antipsychotics, including, but not limited to: Complete lack of emotion (I can still express false emotion to some degree to suit how I used to act, but I cannot feel anything personally) I went through this after Zyprexa , the addictive "benzo nueroleptic" from hell. I