it will actually be... then maybe you should do it. It may be the only way you will grow-up and get a clue. I'm not laughing. What friggin hubris. Whom is a winner and whom is a loser. Who is qualified to answer that question. Life is subjective. Some of you all are arrogant beyond belief. The only difference between me and George Bush is he has money. Is he a winner and me a loser? What is society doing that is so productive that I should be interested in becoming a productive member of it. It is killing the whole planet, it is torturing the whole planet. Why is homelessness less legitimate than sitting by the pool collecting dividends on someone elses blood and sweat. Is it less legitimate than living on the dole. What do I need to do to legitimize myself. I set out when I was 25, granted I had been in the Army, had worked as a carpenters helper, a grease monkey in a tire shop, a beekeepers helper, a material handler in a pallot factory, all excruciatingly hard jobs at 60 hrs a week at times. It was a spiritual journey, I protested the US war by proxy against El Salvador and Nicaragua by camping in front of a Naval weapons station and standing in front of trucks delivering ordinance for a year. I cooked, washed dishes, made beds, grave deskclerk/security at various skid row missions for a year. I had the honor of