and right woman I've ever met. I knew that I was faling so fast and heavy in love with you. I knew I had never loved, wanted and needed any girl like loved, wanted and needed you. My life turned black. How could this happen? I could never want my best friends girlfriend. What kind of a friend is that. I could never want you - my so good friend. What kind of a friend is that. That is not right. That is so wrong. The demons I never knew existed where there - all around. I tried to kill how much I liked you. I really tried. But I could not stop loving you so much. I had to find out if you liked me too. After all you did like me so much. Maybe you loved me too? I had to find out. So little did I try to do to find out. But you knew it right away. You were so frightened. What was I doing? We were friends. What was I doing? I was so frightened. What was I doing? How can I do that to my best friend and the woman I loved so much. I was ready to stop. I didn't want this. But you started to be relaxed around me again. You started to look me too much in my eyes. You started to enjoy my hugs way too much. We flirted. Ever so little. So unbeknownst to anyone. But we knew what