be moving into my mom's place for a while as we sort things out.. but I have not yet, that I have been sleeping on the couch for a while just for the kids sake at the moment. Though, they dont know I am sleeping on the couch. I think she was surprised a little bit, even though a month ago when we met, I had told her I was ending it becuase I wanted to be with her... Then we took a walk through town, down to the lake, holding hands, talking about what she has been up to, etc... it was really nice. We got back to her place, and again, I told her how much I had missed her, and how hard this has been, and I poured my heart out to her... told her I loved her, that I wanted to be with her, share my life with her, explore love with her... everything we had always talked about... to let it out into the open and be free to live and thrive and grow... and that i had no expectations, but just wanted to give it a chance...it was amazingly liberating...and she smiled, and i thought.. wow, this is going to be great, this is really happening, I am really going to do this..... and then she was silent... and looked away... and when she turned back around, she looked at me and said thank you for saying that... it was really great to hear...