Best Answer - Chosen by Voters No. See how you are LYING AGAIN because of your obsession? ANOTHER NEW ACCOUNT??? Aren't you getting TIRED of all this by now? You should have been in therapy 4 years ago, if not longer ago than that. Once you begin to affect others with your obsession, and it is taking up more and more of your time and life, you NEED PROFESSIONAL HELP! Your problem stems from your childhood fears which you THINK you overcame but you merely "transformed" them from a fear to an obsession, and worse yet, a sexual fetish. Now you must get your partner(s) involved in YOUR fetish/obsession in order for YOU to "complete" your OWN satisfaction. Don't think that your partner is unaffected by this, he/she most certainly is. How can they know that it is THEY who are satisfying you, when you cannot achieve your climax without the aid of an object? This is an interference to your relationships. And you have been dragging others into your world of obsession and fetish for at least43 years here on Yahoo Answers. These people have become unwitting "partners," but not even that, they are merely being USED by you in your obsession/fetish. You NEED professional help ASAP, and for a significant amount of time. ALL THESE YEARS you have practiced your fetish, you have been "programming" your brain's "pleasure center" to respond ONLY when in the presence of your fetish/obsession. You have become CHEMICALLY IMBALANCED! Refer to the weblinks