assignment. Everyone of you deserves a medal for taking this big step and admitting that you have a problem. That's a huge step! That you are all contemplating change, that's a good start. Nerver give up on your journey to sobriety, nothing comes easy. Life is nerver meant to be easy there will be ups and downs. It takes determination to win. Anyways, wish everyone of you the very best hope you all come out winners and yes you do come out stronger in the end. God Bless you all. Hi everyone. I have been something of an alcoholic for years, and I have been working on it for the past couple. Just found this site, so I am happy to have someone to share this with as my wife is leaving me forever, because, really, of who I become after a few drinks. Man, am I an asshole for not getting control of this, but I am going to. I cannot continue to consume alcohol and destroy my relationships. i everyone im so happy i found this website and reading all your storys and know im not alone.I have got a problem a big one.Drink is destroying me life iv 2 young kids and need to find the willpower to give up for them and my boyfriend or i will loose them all! has anyone got advice? Hi Al l, I am lying here in bed feeling like death 24 hours after stopping an 8 day binge -- and