Open Question Would you consider me depressed? I'm just too sad to do anything. I constantly want to cry to get all of my frustration out but I can't and I end up feeling worse. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm either angry and sad or I'm blank. I'm stressed out to the point where I want to kill myself. There's nothing for me to live for and I'm sick of pretending I'm fine when I'm not. I hate myself and I hate everyone else, too. I feel like I don't even exist and everyone is just trying to hurt me. I have no real friends. They're all just as careless and selfish as everyone else. The only person I genuinely care for is my dad, but he has better step kids now and lives far away. Everyone knows that I'm sad, but they don't care because they probably think it's from some social problem. I'm so screwed up in my head and I'm only fifteen. I want to commit suicide, but I don't even have a way to. I don't know what to do. Everything I have is falling apart and I'm left to counsel my life. All my frustration is just expressed in songs and compulsive exercise, but it never helps in the long run. Is this normal? My birthday is in three days and i wish I could just skip it because I know it will be another disappointment. This has been going on for