hear that re your husband - I guess we can all be like that when having a bad day, I know i am - wrong time of month for me at mo so think that is why I am being so weird about P. Ok day. Hopeful for a good weekend. Not sure how I feel about anything but one thing is for sure, only way is forwards. How do we truely know who is the ONE. Have you asked he outright if he will leave for you? Take care - will write tomorrow. Suzzy x PS same to emily - how are you? and DS ? Kat? Hello again, DS here. I was traveling yesterday, so did not get a chance to log in. I can relate to the not sleeping, I have not slept well this entire week. My stomach is still in knots almost constantly. Last night I went to a banquet, trying to take my mind off of things, and it was out of town, so I could get out of the house as well. I am not sure why I did it, since I did not know anyone there, but after 15-20 awkward minutes standing alone (I am not in the super social mood, obviously), I started talking with some people, and then ended up sitting at a table next to a very nice, attractive woman and her friend. And had a good time just talking about our kids, and the little things they do...