even if I dont feel like making love ( in some days). Yes, I still think about my "chances" and yes, I may have regrets but I would not have been who I am today without taking the plunge of doing things that were uncertain.  I guess my affair was a result of my previous suppressed emotional feelings in the past... perhaps- had i been bolder enough before, i believe the affair would not have existed at all K Hi, thanks for the advice, i guess i knew what everyone would say....but its so hard to give someone you love up and as i am confused about what and who i want i think im just trying to see if there is any other way than just picking one and hoping for the best knowing full well i will lose the other. Not too sure what way i will go....probably taking the easy option and stay with my fiance and see what happens.... i should never have given into temptation but when you're at a low point in your life and a guy comes a long who makes you feel so good and tells you the things you want to hear when your partner isnt doing any of these things its easy to get swept away with it all.... Kat Hi emily- did you hear anything from William? do you still think of him more often? I've been sick for 3 days and yet all I could think of was