the pain as things don't get better and they need meds. And all I was doing was calling out your usual hypocrisy where in your 2nd post you pretended to be mr. Tough guy holier than thou who just "embraces the pain". Bullshit. You dabble in more drugs(most probably unnecessarily) than most here and you've admitted such. Paxil, 4am vodka, opiates, and the gay porn with the electrode stimulating your prostate all are escape mechanisms and we all know it.so before you start your horseshit thread about how we are all weak for needing certain meds and you are some white knight, take a look in your mirror piggy and be truthful. ...you do realize just how silly/childish you appear, chasing BBC3 around the forum, hanging on his every last word??? It's really quite sad to watch --&gt; your behavior that is...hebs Hebs, I can point you to at least 5 threads where I had replied to a poster only to have bbc not only insult me but go overboard. Also, if you look at the majority of his threads he starts, they really have very little to do with the purpose of this forum and are usually rather off putting and vile. I'm pretty sure people dont seek out this forum looking to read about how women like shit, how he stimulates his own prostate, I could go on and on. Im surprised most his threads are allowed to stay.