powerful and it will make you smile. Brian you are very sweet and understanding person and I have seen how active you are in this chat. Of course I will always come here ... I have friends, I can not say that I haven't. Is just that only my parents can give me a real support.To my friends is hard to understand exactly what I'm going through ... I have friends who have never been in a hospital and therefore is not easy to understand such a severe disease... as before I could not understand exactly what is the reality of who suffered from cancer. Hey Hope, I appreciated your comment and your name / nickname I'm very confused about everything and I still have some hope that does not have to go through this treatment. I'm really by science but aren't incredulous regarding alternative medicines so resorted to a homeopath and the first six months after my operation I did treatments and everything was fine ... then I stopped because as my homeopath was by far been postponing go see it ... now I'm starting the treatments and he is very optimistic, says that what I have right now my body is dealing with ... and asked me to postpone the biopsy like a month but I'm afraid so I not postponed. He just thinks that moving  right now in my body can be a mistake, that my body is reacting. Coincidentally I came to do tests to check