I would buy from it, which friends I invite to Mc D's and all that. It used to keep me entertained for many years,until I grew into my teens and realized that 100 dont actually get you that far! But now - I dont't want to fantasize anymore, because it seems to take on a whole new life in my head which stops me from living reality. Maybe that's what helps, stopping oneself in one's track early? Like this other guy I used to obsess about, I told myself to stop now - cause he does not deserve the mental space in my head as long as I dont know whether he actually gives me the same space in his. Let s see if this helps...but on Saturday it was really worrying, spent the WHOLE day, about 6-7 hours phantasizing! -- Mon Nov 12, 2012 8:19 pm -- Hayabusa wrote: haha I must "fall in love" a couple hundred times a year.... for an hour or day at a time. It is more of a conscious falling in love, though, right? I don't think I ever "fell" in love, like someone never swept me off my feet. Even when I was young, I used to decide which boy I am gonna be in love with...then I used to fantasize, then perhaps, 30 min into the fantasy, I d decide, no he is not a candidate to be in love with, then I obsess about someone else. Then i tell all