had to choke back an unexpected burst of tears. I've signed tens of thousands of pictures and things over the last 30ish years. Most of those pictures are from projects where I've been part of an ensemble cast, like Stand By Me, Star Trek, or Toy Soldiers. When we sign these things, we usually sign near ourselves and leave space for everyone else to sign over themselves. (I can always tell who was first o some pieces, because their signature tends to be huge and across the middle, and the rest of us sort of crowd into smaller and smaller spaces.) I've signed thousands of Stand By Me DVDs over the years, and I've signed even more pictures of me and River behind the diner after Gordie shoots the gun. It wasn't until I had this DVD in my hand, and the thought of remembering people you had adventures with in my head, that I realized I will never have to leave room for River to sign his name on any of them. He left us twenty years ago. We're quantum entangled for the rest of my life because of work we did together portraying a friendship that has managed to matter in multiple ways to multiple generations. I don't think of him as often as some would expect, but when I do, I remember the sixteen or seventeen year-old kid who had his whole life ahead of him, instead of the 23 year-old I hadn't talked to in five