with your exact problems. If you feel like your better off dead then you should turn that into you only do live once and your gonna make the best of it. You know who you are and everything about yourself. Don't ever be afraid to be yourself because yourself is who people would like! And no matter what there's going to be someone in life who doesn't like you and that goes for the most outgoing,funniest person. Its life. When you go to school have these thoughts in your head. You know who you are,your perfect the way you are,even if the whole school turned against you it wouldn't hurt you because you love yourself! You probably are yourself around your family or certain people in life. Challenge your anxiety and don't let it take over you. You are a strong person for dealing with it because only people with bad anxiety would understand how hard it can be but you should never be afraid of anyone or anything in life and as for when you have to say here during attendance just have positive thoughts in your head the whole time and know even if your voice gets scratchy or your tone gets weird just laugh to yourself because that's who you are and what happens when you get nervous.. a lot of people in the world would love you and your personality and would except you for who you are. Change your thoughts about yourself and how you