and support his weight.  When he came became weak with the walking difficulty nobody told me that this was a bad sign and that the chemo was obviously not working.  It had been stopped because of other chest problems, but I so so wish they had told me the truth.  If I had known I would have wheeled him around wherever he wanted to go just so that I knew we had done everything we possibly could in that last part of his life becuase at least he was lucid and knew what was going on around him.  It was only when a hospice doctor saw him after four days and saw the detoriation, in his mind as well as his body by then,  that they said he could not stay at home any longer and needed to go into the hospice.  He went into the hospice on the Thursday and had various tests carried out, we were told the following day he perhaps might have another week or so but like everything else it could be a lot longer or shorter than that as everybody is different.  He was never conscious in the hospice, when we took him in, he didn't know where he was  and I'm not even sure he knew who I was by then.  The doctors did their best to try to bring around but it never happened.  I really really wanted to speak to him again but it never happened so please, please say everything