i recoverd things got from bad to worse, i craved mens attention cos thats all i knew my body was my only charm!!sadly:(! it was during one of these man dating bizarreness! that i met the man who showerd me with love but because of my greed of exceptence i never knew i had it tell he told me to chose! but i couldnt trust him because to get to close to a man is something longterm and from their thats when the cracks start to show=danger!(god theirs a much better way of explaining that but im not at all best literate!) after a week something amazing happend i was pregnant with his child, 'ok i was only 15 yrs old at the time'but that only matterd to socialty cos to me my baby was the oly reason i chose to stay with my loving boyfriend! he is a 'credit controler' i am a sahm(stay at home mum)! well anyway since then i've had another 2 kids so in total i have 3 children(sons) and yes im only 20 *gasp* but at least i know my kids are loved fed and clean, and they to have feelings just like you and i!! im really greatfull you've done your books on your abused past because some abused children who are young seem to think that what they go through is normal everyone goes through it, but you're not aloud to say nothing cos then that means you are talking about your