Get the tissues ready I am going to have butterflies in my stomach before I watch the episode. Going to get another box of tissues tomorrow, just in case I run out! I am just pleased Pete wrote the ep and we know the acting will be amazing. I was just watching today's ep again and feel really sad that after months of watching EE destroy Syed as a character, we are not being given a chance to watch him built up his self confidences and put into action the lessons he has learned. We have seen him take the first steps, but most people will still remember Syed as a liar and a cheat, and he is so much more than that. I know he is only a character from a soap, but he and Chryed together have helped to change peoples life's and attitudes.Then EE decided that a rubbish, plot driven story that made little sense was more important than all it's good work. Not for the first time but still not easy to watch. As a Chryed fan, I will be happy if at the end of Thursday's ep Chryed are going to fight for their marriage, and are together because they love each other and need to be. The Christian fans can look back at the journey he has been on in the last five years, and how much he has grown as a person. But for Syed fans it's not so easy, and it should