And I came up with all these technologies I wanted. I always imagined being able to give presentations to people that would change the way they thought of the world. I basically followed exactly what I had in mind for my future since the age of four. People generally don't do that, I think. With the exception of people who say, "I'm gonna be a lawyer, doctor, firefighter, etc." I had to do this thing. There are some people in my family who are just extremely motivated and quirky, and I might have picked it up from them -- even though I haven't hung out with those particular people in my family because they've been too motivated to spend any time with me. I think it's this discomfort with acknowledging that the way the world currently is, is how it will always be. I think it's the questions: Why is this thing the way it is? Why is this thing broken? Or when people go through a doorway and they don't like it, not stopping to fix the door and examining it, but just saying "Oh, that was annoying ." It's always about finding these things that I overanalyse. Actually, I wouldn't wish this thinking process or life or difficult journey on anyone, because a lot of times I just wish I could walk down the street on a summer day and listen to pop music and wear tennis shoes. I don't know what people usually do! But that seems