hope it stays that way he has suffered so much I don,t want him to suffer any more. Thank-you all again for your lovely kind words it helps be cope in this horrid place I find myself in. I've just lost my husband.  He died in June after 3 1/2 years fight.  He was only expected to last 2 1/2 months.  No matter how long you have them with you it is never enough.  I had got to the stage where I thought I would have him with me for even longer then suddenly the cancer attacked his one remaining kidney and I lost him within a week of him becoming very ill.  I do feel for you, it is so hard to accept but we all live in hope of miracles and we must all keep on hoping that every loved one that is lost will give the doctors and scientists more insight to the disease and hope for a cure.  Be brave for him. So sorry Olivia for your loss, I know soon I will be in the same place you are right now as June was not long ago & I know you will be missing your husband so much every day. You were lucky you had him longer than they said I,m pleased you did, we also think we have had more time than some people get so feel lucky for that, but yes we still hope for more & more time together. We were sat