like one of those you see on TV with no back in it. I started humming a song that had been running around in my head the last couple of days from Snow Patrol, Chasing Cars. I started remembering the words. If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me And just forget the world? The words just kept spinning around in my head just like they were written for me. I don't quite know How to say How I feel The words had me so mesmerized I hadn't realized I was humming louder. I need your grace To remind me To find my own Those lyrics were exactly how I felt. In fact, I had been so busy running through them in my head I hadn't heard Joey unlock the door; so, when he opened it, I fell backwards and right on my ass again. Shocked, I looked up and saw Joey looking down at me; he was laughing so hard tears were starting to stream down his face. Well, I had said I'd bust my ass a million times to see him smile, so that made it twice. "Hey! This is so not funny" I said, with as straight of a face as I could muster, barely able to hold in an embarrassed, but happy, laugh of my own. "Sorry, come on." He said, with an apologetic look, and then motioned with a wave of his hand for me to follow, as he