and when I do -- I am not able to focus on another -- because the resources in my brain has apparently run out. I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realise that scientist on earth are the mechanics of the mind -- the manifestations of mind consciousness systems as the minds' attempt to understand and comprehend itself. I am life of oneness and equality -- I am understanding -- to 'have to understand something' is a statement of stupidity of the mind -- I am not the mind and I am not stupid -- I am understanding of life within and as oneness and equality and I do not need or require knowledge and information of this world of minds to tell me who I am. I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realise that only the mind is able to deplete its own resources. Life as who I am is not able to deplete. I do not accept depletion and I do not allow depletion. I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that if I do one thing I cannot do another as efficient and sufficient because of the apparent depletion of the resources in the mind for self control. I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be entranced by the knowledge and information of the o' so wise scientist. I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realise that in separating myself from the scientist -- they