interview... how can these things only be coming up and worsening and becoming more extensive? Is if YOU give your conscious mind thoughts attention. It all starts there people.  That one simple point of just giving your conscious mind attention and if you follow that attention and you give the mind more power and more power...Ohhh... that mind can take you down the whirlwind of abyss within you. Discipline yourself from that one simple point. It is in the simple, the small, where all things really in fact start. Many see the mind as this massive thing that has to be taken on.  No, you only experience it as massive because of the amount of energy you're giving it. The mind can only function one point at a time -- it's really very limited. So take it from the small, just that one point: Stopping participating, breathing, writing, self forgiveness, self corrective application, one point at a time. You'll even realize an interesting thing within that: In your writing, self forgiveness, self corrective application, you become faster than the mind itself; you quantify your process because you're in writing and forgiveness taking on the whole network, whole personality, one entire point that took the mind quite some many time and years to construct within multidimensionality of existence. So don't underestimate the power of the small, the simple, the seemingly menial tasks and things. You'll only have resistance to writing, self forgiveness, and self corrective application if the mind has got