how i want. For hair loss surgery is the only permanent solution. What you are doing is no different to women wearing make-up, high heals, push-up bras etc. you just needed surgery in order to accomplish what you wanted. It takes guts to do what you have done, a lot of people wouldn't do it because of what others would say and just accept themselves for who they are (and maybe spend their lives complaining about it). You are obviously worried about what guys would think, i wouldn't worry too much. If it comes up just say you wanted to change certain things and had it done. Personally i would prefer to be with someone who had the guts to do things in life rather than complain. "High heals"... what you get with two L80 priests tagging along with a bunch of L30 toons in a dungeon... hehehe. But yeah, I agree with you, 100%. I was so dog ugly as a teenager even my mother admitted to me that I wasn't attractive. She used to keep harping on about the ugly duckling in an attempt to make me feel better. Well, we all know we don't all grow into beautiful swans (I sure didn't) but ducks aren't exactly ugly either, as far as birds go, they're just not as impressive as swans. But I'm proud of having been ugly because it forced me to put importance on things other than 'face value'. It caused no end of problems and