I didn't look like one boom boom cheesy! Woke up today (early again) in a good positive frame of mind. I am really noticing some things changing for the better, for example, I ran into some acquaintances today and r [...] Last night I got drunk... Stupidily drunk. I got home at 6:30 this morning with no money and a pretty hazy feeling in my head mixed with the emotions of remorse and self pitty. Unfortanitly this wasn't the first tim [...] So a few times now i have endevoured to to have a break from drinking...aim one month...best 12 days! Ihave not been able to make it through two weekends. As Itype that it sounds so pathetic! I have backed off from so [...] I was woken up this morning by my drunk ex-boyfriend, L, who I eventually found lying on the footpath outside my house. Last weekend I was the person lying on the footpath. My ex and I have a lot in common. On the outisde we [...] Well, I have one day to go and my 12 weeks are done... what a great acheivement. I feel good for having acheived the goal I set myself, and have had lots of thoughts about how I drink over the past 3 months. I'm loo [...] What a week. Dealing with an insurance co who is trying to get out of rebuilding a home for my elderly parents post-quakes. Hubby who had a wonderful day at the Races and