don't have any belief that we will. I didn't know what I sat down to write when I created this blog post. It just happened and is probably largely cathartic. It isn't some kind of personal manifesto (and it certainly didn't set out to be), it hasn't been months in the writing (about 20 minutes, as you can no doubt tell), it's merely the frustrations that I may as well put out there to see if I'm alone or not in having them. In short: I want to make a positive difference to the world, that was why I started this blog a long time ago now, and I haven't given up; I'm just really struggling to find the words or hope these days.