It doesn't make sense, and you don't seem to have provided an adequate answer to my question. If you know that this isn't the sort of place where you'll find that help, why are you here? You know this isn't the sort of place where you'll receive that sort of help - this forum offers psychological help. So why are you here?? Did you ask them whether there exists a place that can help people with the same status as you? Would a different bank offer you help? quote: the type of money I need to experience life I just have not got. I have never been on a aeroplane or a boat, I never been anywhere aboard so how do I go about asking for money like that without it being a loan or some other scam where I have to pay interest or some other BS reason to get me to pay extra, f***ing scum bankers. Wouldn't you be able to get more out of such an experience if you were at a more stable time in your life? At a time when you're not dealing with so many issues or at a time when you don't require any emotional support? There exists people with just as many, and even more of those with fewer, experiences, but are still very content with their lives. Why aren't you one of them? quote: I see you wouldn't be truthful with such a claim, I do. And that's exactly what I