you were meant to live. yeah great post dude. thank you. Its amazing how you stumble on something very valuable when you need it. for the past couple of years i was trying my hardest to be the best person i can be. i exercised, read the right books, newspapers and magazines, socialized with the right people, focused on my religion/spirituality and balanced my work and studies. the truth is i stopped doing that this year. i made a promise to myself at the end of 2010 that this year will be my year. my year meaning to let go of everything society wants and expects of you. i still believe their is a fine line in giving up all those things that you want to control, but the truth also is you tap into a realm of yourself that is beyond anything that you have experienced. that downside of trying too much is the feeling of failure. something just kept telling me that i should let life take its course and enjoy the ride. everyone has his own purpose on earth, and had it before you were born SO you will eventually become the true personality when you let go. But as i said, there is a very fine line. determination feeds me. this year is the first year that i feel more relaxed, studies going very well (its a first). So yeah, i agree 100% with you! i....please sort out my predicament. Ive been a faithfull religious person