just a really cool, fun little thing to do. Unfortunately I didn't have any say in the editing, so it's not really edited in a way that I enjoy. I appreciate the person who edited it for me, but unfortunately there was no budget, and if it had been as simple as I wanted it, it wouldn't have had all these effects and stuff on it. It kind of depressses me quite a bit, when you go on the internet and put my name in you get all these weird videos that people have made for me. Up until this point I haven't had any real control of how I am represented. I haven't really understood the internet or wanted to, so I've kind of let everything roam free and it's quite frightening the things that have come out. I want to start making videos now because I realise I can make them myself and that's the most freeing thing because I've never really wanted to work with other people -- [because of] bad experiences. If there's money involved, they have say over what can happen and what they say is generally never what I want. Like the first proper video I ever made for "Run Alive, Run" was all done by this other director because he had a big budget and I regretted it so much afterwards. Not that it's terrible. It's just not what I would want, you know? At the moment my wife and I have been