encouragement disappointment discouragement
But as I began driving home my conscience started talking to me.It was telling me that I  knew  exactly who I needed to say I love you to.You see, five years ago, my father and I had a heated  [MASK]  and really never resolved it since that one.We  avoided  seeing each other unless we absolutely had to at Christmas or other family gatherings.But  even  then, we hardly spoke to each other.So last.Tuesday  by the time  I got home, I had convinced myself.I was going to tell my father I loved him."