heavier unpredictable unbearable
In positive ways,being honest can be a  release  .Pretending is not only difficult,  but  it's very tiring.Last year,  when  I discovered that I could be open with two people whom I was already good friends with,the load on my shoulders felt much  [MASK]  .Telling someone your  secret  feelings is scary;trusting someone  with  your heart and soul is hard.Of course,putting one's feelings into  print  for the general population to read is also rather frightening.